#maybe i rewatched this scene today and cried maybe

[matthewsgreybubbles]

Oooooo girly I wanna hear your thoughts on the Maeve thing because I too was not a fan and feel like im crazy for it because evryone else seems to revere it

ALRIGHT BABYGIRL TAKE A SIT because I feel very alone in that too.

Theoretically speaking Maeve's storyline wasn't bad. It was a good idea but not well executed if I can say? And yes I cried at her death, it was so sad and well-played.

But-

BUT-

There is something bugging me off and it's her lack of chemistry with Reid. He never even saw her and just all of that wasn't working for me. They had no chemistry and it felt like Reid loved the idea of Maeve understanding him more than he loved Maeve because it was too fucking short. You know what I mean?

Yes it gave us beautiful scenes and yes I was "kjrtghirkdsjghijkdscjfhr reid bby----" when he says that he doesn't need to know what she looks like because for him she's the most beautiful girl in the world. But overall that's still a no for me.

It was just a weird way to put more trauma on Reid baby in a useless way. I feel like it's something that makes more noise than it should have. If they gave them more time maybe it would have worked for me. But today I'm just like "meh alright ://". I think it was too fast and useless. They just want Reid to suffer and to suffer NOW. And I wish we had development on that because it didn't make sense to me.

Anyway maybe I need to rewatch it and my mind will change but for now, this is where I stand.

[4me2knowandyou2wonder]

Teeth Headcanons for Modern Warfare characters

As the winner of our first pole, we will be starting with everyone's not so, maybe sometimes favorite baby man...

Graves!

Yep. Graves was the braces kid. He just was.

At 13 his American ass was told by the dentist to go to the orthodontist. His mother dragged him there despite his protests and he was put in big metal brackets. (He had some normal crowding and a healthy underbite) Graves was awful at wearing his rubber bands, just awful and had braces for 3 years. Almost all his teen pictures have that metal smile on display.

Graves also was the type to not know what color brackets look good and constantly switched them around so half his photos not only have a metal smile but also have a candy-colored metal smile - Blue, green, yellow, and red all clashing on his teeth. (You know he did red white and blue at least twice)

His wisdom teeth were removed at 18 because his mouth is too small for them. His mother made a video of him on the anesthetic drugs as he says all sorts of things. He definitely cried a few times. Graves swears the video has never seen the light of day - he’s wrong and his shadows can prove it. Mercenaries can always find a way.

After getting his braces off, Graves never truly wore his retainer. He lost it within the first year he was prescribed it and never let his family replace it.

Today, It shows in his teeth. Their crookedness and original setup has all but fully returned. Graves has genetically yellow teeth (fig 1) and they're going to be that color even though he brushes them 13/14 times he’s supposed to. (this success is mainly because his shadows will comment if his breath stinks.) lastly, Graves does not floss and refuses to with the conviction of a man with toxic masculinity. 

NOT LASTLY I just rewatched some graves scenes on confirm his underbite and not only is it *really there* its there because he is shoving his jaw up and out like he’s chewing tobacco (fig 2 & 3). Which made me realize… this bitch probably chews tobacco! So put dozens of cavities, worn away enamel, and early tooth loss on your Graves bingo cards!  Figures under the cut

Please excuse the quality I took this with my phone camera off my computer screen while binging the cod games. It was snapped in moments of excitement over teeth and not meticulously clipped from the videos for posting purposes o7

(Fig 1)

(Fig 2) these next two were screen shots from a not 1080p video and you can tell. But they do their job. Also, hi ghost!

You can’t tell me this man hasn’t chewed tobacco before �� look at the way he hold his face !

(Fig 3)

[neolynne]

Pit Babe episode 3 rewatch/live commentary (part 2)

Made a minor edit on part 1

Be petty Charlie, be oh so petty XD and yet he still take the time to reassure him that he did nothing wrong (which, by their agreement, he didn't)

The few second Babe take to just breath while deciding if he should share his past with Charlie, if he trust this boy enough to do it. All that while looking right into Charlie big puppy eyes.... who is not blinking, just starring at Babe.

The little smile once he took his decision

I already talked about the toys car but damn ...and he's being so careful with it

For all his boasting about "eating alpha bla bla bla" Babe seem to not like Charlie's mentioning it. Once again rising the question "how did Babe really perceived his past sex*al relationship ?" + the comment about "a fake image that was created".....Nope, not going there tonight (it's currently 1 a.m and i already cried enough today)

The boy who play Kid!Babe is so cute and good actor.

Not gonna lie, in this situation, i too would have trusted Tony.

Guess we know where Pete got his quirk for archery...

He's so happy by making his "Dad" proud

And a round of applause to the make up team to make them look so much younger in the flashbacks

Oh Kenta.....

At fist, Charlie question made me laugh and then i realized, what else could he ask.....

And that Way talking, not Babe

Yeah sure, tell yourself that Babe! To bad Charlie is already down so bad for you.

Once gain that some pretty heavy promises Charlie "stay with you, take care of you".....wait that sounds like......nah, never mind

Please, you already are Babe.

And him seeking reassurance from Charlie. And his smile when he gets it.

And this is the exact moment knew he was irrevocably in love with Babe

Do you think Babe put his legs on Charlie's lap ?

For all the series (bl and other) this first kiss is one of my favorite sheer intimacy between them, the softness in their eyes, the smile the gentleness in their movement and touch...

Hi Jeff !

Now i really need to know, is that an Apple product placement ? Also did Lenovo agree to be in the Omegaverse vroom vroom ????

It took me approximately 5 rewatch before noticing Alan behind the desk, sipping his coffee

The "swick swick" of the shoes on the garage floor 🤣

"Why is that old man so close to me ?"

Hiiii Dean!!!!! You're so cute, and beautiful and i love you 🥹

And i want your jacket

He's so eager to please and prove himself to Alan

Liar

And this is when the fracture begins

Don't take your frustration on Jeff , please !

Sniff kiss !!!!

Jeff, are you okay ? .....Of course not, it's probable is first "intimate" interaction with anybody except Charlie

You know someone is really cool when they're wearing sunglasses inside and it doesn't look entirely stupid.

Hiii Pete

Is that really something that Pete can agreed upon alone as a new executive vice president ? And if not, how did he convive the board members ?

Pack photo !!!!

Hiii babies !!!!! (yes i'am talking about the bonzai)

Sonic green jacked, that it, that all i have to say!

No really how did Pete got the green light for this partnership ?

1rst Hiiiii Kim!!!!! 2nd, Benz hands and nails

Hiii Winner (yes i will keep doing that for the rest of the series)

And lets fall once again in the WinnerKim/Kimwinner pit (pun intended i guess) And dom!Kim is back !

*cough*Kim is wearing blue *cough*

Also that a pretty stupid think to do Winner...Who smoke in a garage ???

Why is he so cute one moment an assh*le the next

For someone named Winner, he surprisingly doesn't react that badly at being called a loser

Or maybe it's because it's Kim.....

Yes let's manhandled him....You should do it more Kim

That's very convincing Winner

Rude! Maybe next time someone should stop him from doing that...with a kiss ???? No .....okay

Side note n°? : while i was watching the WinnerKim scene, the song "Tunnel" by Mingi (Ateez) started playing and made the scene so much more dramatic 😅 bur also the song is strangely fitting (or maybe that just me) -> Here the link (you can put the english subs):

[FIX OFF] Desire Project #1 'Tunnel' | ATEEZ(에이티즈) 민기

And now i want an Ateez/PitBabe collab🥹

So cute, he's so tiny

Ah la la Kim, rule number one, don't trust the rich ! And you're to good for your own well-being

Can i have a Charlie please ?

Oh please Babe, your loving it! You didn't even hesitate before drinking it.

Two things : 1) next time take off your day clothe before laying on that bed Charlie (yes, even if the sheets and up in the washer by the end of the night) 2) for once i'm not mad at the light still being on, after all Babe was waiting for Charlie to come back.

Hiii tiddies !

The toys !!!!!

And my favorite par of the scene -> the clock continuity.....it's beautiful

He's so gentle and so, so in love

Playing with his hair

Scent mention, yeah!

Pavel face is truly beautiful. The contrast between the sharpness of his jaw with the softness of his cheeks. His moles, His long eyelashes. The shape of his eyes

And somnophilia -> check i guess

Dream ->yes, sweet -> not the word i would use

Charlie letting Babe giving him his little welcome peck before going for the kiss

That was a close call between the headboard and Charlie's head

Way

Hiiii NorthSonic

Sorry Nut :

I'm literally falling asleep on my keyboard.....Bye bye

[skunkes]

You probably get this asked a lot but do you have any particular things you keep in mind when writing in your journal? I started recently and it's been great but I find that Only recapping my day gets to be a bit tedious (esp when I don't go outside much lol) so I was curious what you do to keep motivated with it ! Ur sticker layouts are always so cutes btw I'm very inspired by them ^_^💖

Yeah! I mainly journal for Memory Keeping as i have a weird obsession with wanting to keep track of anything/everything, so i just think of what future cheye would want to know, instead of just recapping day.

Makes me really sad bc in college all i had energy to write was like "ate x went to class went to mailroom went to class 2 had x for dinner 1 am now goodnight" and its like. What about. The whole rest of it!! What did u do who did you talk to when was it that you saw a raccoon irl for the first time!!! Were you stressing over assignments?? Which and why!!! I have 0 tangible, meaningful, memories of what happened now. Just sterile clinical ones. :(

I do track things consistently like my rating for the day, the time i woke up and the time i go to bed, what i ate, if i cried, along wit other personal stats (i like the numbers!). Sometimes I also dont Do anything in a day so i just focus on other things, like taking the opportunity to write about feelings a little bit, so future cheye Knows the state of mind i was in on a given day, or maybe talk about how I bought something and am excited to wear/use it

Not much happened today so I wrote about and included how my dad described the plot of to, and showed me, some scenes of The Untouchables 1987 today because a song always reminds him of that movie...

yesterday I wrote about how my sister and I are planning on trying some pillsbury cocoa rolls on thursday, since we couldn't today, and that I am Excited.

I don't know, its small things that I feel I'd appreciate in the future even if they seem silly or pointless right now...(and also good for keeping track of personal growth, as Im hoping I at one point get to pinpoint where my complaints about Not Wanting to Drive fade away from the entries. Ykwim?)

ITS KIND OF LIKE THAT ONE POST ON HERE...like "if you see this tag one delight from your day no matter how small". You ""force"" yourself to come up with something to pad the entry with, and I think it's small things like that that will be really telling of your time here, in the future ^_^ time capsule of the old you

like. Did you see something insanely funny? Did your best friend say something weird... Did the internet platforms you browse all rally over a war criminal dying... Is it still rainy and chilly like it was yesterday? Are you excited for your birthday even if its many months away... What series did you start rewatching? Did u get scared by a shadow while walking your dog...idk! Anything, everything

[softsky-daily]

11/4/2024

Vague shapes in the vast mass of cloud.

Positive thing: I maintained some incredible level of excitement I hadn't reached in a while.

Today... was a blur. I guess I'll start off saying I woke up nauseous as all get-out, so I ended up calling out on work. I felt bad about that since I've been doing that a lot lately, but I decided I wouldn't linger on that and instead really focus on making today fun and relaxing so I could feel better. And boy did I!

My friend a while ago had recommended the anime "My Happy Wedding," which is funny because they don't technically hold a wedding at all in the anime and it's actually got demons and magic and crazy stuff, anyway, I decided now was the time to go on a binge-watching session since it was only 12 episodes and I knew I could finish it within the afternoon. And it was really good. It's literally a fantasy about being fixed by a hot anime boy after you've been through trauma but they do it tastefully. And there's magic, yay! Really though, I liked their interpretation of someone learning to heal after abuse by finding healthy relationships (not just romantically, but with friends and chosen family).

Midway through I decided I should get some tea for my aching stomach (and also for a treat) so I went to a nearby cafe and got some white peach oolong tea. Hot. It was so good. Sweet and mellow and just the right amount of bitterness to really make the flavor linger in your mouth. And it made my nausea go away, so it did its job in that regard too. But what I didn't know is that oolong tea actually has a fair amount of caffeine, and I had gotten a pretty big size of it. I chugged the whole thing while watching the anime and to be honest I really don't know when the caffeine hit but it did. Oh my god. To be honest I'm still wired as hell and feel like I could bounce up to heaven in one big hop and high five an angel, and it's probably been 12 hours since I drank it.

Needless to say, in my heightened caffeine state everything got, like, 100x more likely to have an effect on me. I cried a lot during the anime and jumped up everywhere when it got exciting and then, and then, I decided to to rewatch nigehaji scenes and that got me so giddy it just carried the high even further, until I blinked and there was full handwritten essay about what I liked about nigehaji sitting in front of me.

It feels like there's a big cloud in my head and electricity is bouncing everywhere between my ears. Like I'm floating and I could be carried off by the wind at the smallest nudge. Like there's a drum in my chest and every beat is reverberating in every vein in my body. Is excited even the word for this?? I feel like my body is just a vessel for some wild thundercloud that I'm barely channeling to form coherent thoughts. It's fun though. I think. Honestly it's like I'm working through a thick fog but I guess because I'm in a heightened state, by default my brain is interpreting that as a good thing. I guess I'm enjoying it while I can?? I'm usually so exhausted I don't know what energy feels like anymore. Maybe this is just how everyone else feels normally? No way this can be sustainable, right?

Okay so I just did the math and based on what I looked up, I had about 180mg of caffeine. Good lord. I have caffeine sensitivity so that's extra overdoing it I think. It's a good thing I did fun things today and not anxiety-inducing things or I think I might've exploded from the heart palpitations alone.

Soo I guess now I have the Herculean task of trying to get to sleep tonight. I've had a lot of water all today even with the tea, but somehow it hasn't faded away at all yet. I already have insomnia so this'll be a fun challenge. Hopefully tomorrow I'm not absolutely dead from the caffeine crash, whenever sleep does happen.

It really was a good day though, whether despite or because of the caffeine. It's been a while since I sat down and binged an anime, and there was something very nostalgic and healing about it. I mean, the anime was good which definitely helped, but even just the act itself was fulfilling in some way. And I of course always love indulging the nigehaji brain worms in my head. I drew, I worked on building the Gundam my friend gave me, I wrote and danced around my room and had a yummy tea... yeah, it was a good day.

Now let's hope I sleep. Thank goodness I work from home tomorrow.

[scullysexual]

X-Files Rewatch Series: Duane Barry

ao3 | @today-in-fic | The Host

Little snippets, missing scenes, post eps and in-scene fics I will be writing as I make my way through the series one episode at a time.

.:.:.:.:.

He lets the answering machine pick up the call, making no attempt to rush his post shower shave but when he hears Scully’s voice his ears do perk up to listen. Answering machines were just another way they communicated, he’ll ring her back after she’s finished.

It’s only when Scully trails off and everything is silent that his attention is grabbed again, Maybe the message was simply finished, though an interesting place to end on, Scully. Mulder wipes his face with a cloth and ventures out towards the phone. He doesn’t make it another step before there are the sounds of commotion coming from her end; a window smashing, Scully’s surprised gasp, and the most terrifying part of all- Duane Barry’s voice.

Mulder picks up the phone hoping it might do something, anything. Instead there are just sounds of a scuffle as Scully fights and fails to get away.

Then there is nothing.

Just the sounds of an empty apartment and the echo of his partner’s cries for help.

[miyamiwu]

the Gundam Seed nostalgia is real

I first watched it when I was very very young. I think 7 or 8? I can't remember, but I was only a CHILD. yet I and my siblings were watching a show that was definitely not for children.

Our parents had left us at our cousins' place one day, and with nothing else to do we picked one of their anime CDs to watch. Now, our cousins are much older than us, so all their anime are for older teens/adults. And one time while everyone was away and it was just me and my siblings, we happened to pick on the Gundam Seed CD among many others and played it. and we were hooked.

and the funny thing is that the CD we played was actually part 2, so we started the show halfway through the series and didn't even realize it. there were lots of references to stuff that happened in the first part, but we thought those were just flashbacks that would be explained later

a lot of stuff didn't make sense, but we still really liked it. Maybe it was the cool mecha fight scenes, Lacus' singing, the angst between Kira and Athrun, or the whole coordinator vs natural (?) thing, but something about it was just so captivating even to a kid. We rewatched it so many times to the point I've memorized some of the lines (this was the English dub, though)

I still remember some of those lines today:

"Because if I'm to be your enemy, you might as well shoot me now, Athrun Zala, soldier of Zaft." –Lacus Clyne

"Tolle's gone and he's never coming back, and yet this creep! What is this scumbag doing here?!" –Mirallia

Some scenes are also still very vivid in my mind, although I don't remember the lines word for word. Like when Cagalli captured Athrun and questioned him if he had killed Kira, only to find out that Athrun was childhood friends with Kira, then both Cagalli and Athrun cried. This was such delicious angst

I also LOVE Lacus, and I love her singing. I would pause the show to copy the lyrics and then memorize those lyrics so I can sing them.

and I think I lowkey shipped Athrun and Kira, although I didn't really know what shipping was back then. But I was always imagining them in Situations

a rewatch is definitely in order for this show. wanna see if I'll still like it as an adult

[roseposts-stuff]

good evening!!! rating doctor who series 4 + specials today because i posted series 3 ages ago:D regular reminder that these are my opinions, my opinions change daily and in general i'm a pretty positive person and i'm just "oh great vibes i love this" :D

1. Midnight - so so so so good istg, writing is brilliant, acting is brilliant, the concept is brilliant, it's just so good. i love how it's set in such a tiny space and i still wasn't bored at any point, sky's actor killed it and so did david tennant, and i loved how the end showed how much it affected the doctor and it was just so cool. i could talk about this episode forever and it remains as one of the best dw episodes for me

2. The Waters of Mars - again, SO good i adore this episode, it's so cool to see the doctor kinda become the villain, like we want him to succeed but we also know he definitely should NOT succeed and it's brilliant. once again the acting is amazing and i loved the general vibe too, very spooky!!! and the side characters were great imo, i felt really bad for everyone who didn't survive :(

3. Silence in the Library / Forest of the Dead - this story was great when i first watched it and became even better on a rewatch. the vashta nerada are such great villains imo and river song is a great character and it's so interesting how her and the doctor meet in the wrong order, also this is visually so so beautiful and i love it so much!!!!

4. Turn Left - once again such a good episode, i love the social commentary, it was cool to see rose return properly after seeing cameos the whole series and i loved how the episode focused on donna and just the whole concept was great

5. The Doctor's Daughter - love love love this episode, i love jenny (and georgia tennant) and how donna makes the doctor realise that they're not that different after all, i liked the story and the twist that the war had been going on for a week, like what??? once again donna shined, she's brilliant, and martha too!! i loved her and the hath and i was SO SAD when the hath died, freema agyeman's acting almost had me crying and david tennant made me cry when jenny died 😭 (this is a huge achievement btw i almost never cry because of movies or books etc, seriously i've cried because of some media maybe 5 or 6 times in my entire life)

6. Planet of the Ood - i really like this episode and i was so happy the ood finally got free and are now living happily. the first time they appeared it really rubbed me the wrong way that they just "liked being slaves" and i'm glad they got to be free. i loved donna and how kind and empathetic she was, she's so amazing. also i think this episode was again visually very beautiful too

7. The Stolen Earth / Journey's End - i like this finale so much, yes it's mostly because of all the companions coming together and not so much the story, but that doesn't matter 🗣‼️ absolutely heartbreaking when donna lost her memory :(

8. The End of Time (part 1) / The End of Time (part 2) - i could actually talk for hours about the scenes between 10 and wilf btw, all of them are so important and wilf is 100% 10's father figure i'm so ill. the return of time lords was so interesting to me and the way 10 kept refusing to take the gun but when he found out time lords were coming and took it was somehow really impactful for me like i was like "oh okay so it's _THIS_ not good okay", the master was so goofy when he was just randomly jumping around it was so weird lol, loved how 10 said goodbye to all his companions, also 10's regeneration gave me so much emotional damage it took me 5 days to be able to start 11's era when i first watched this

9. Partners in Crime - this episode was so fun, highlight definitely being the doctor and donna's muted discussion through the glass, it was hilarious, also how they kept walking past each other was so funny

10. Voyage of the Damned - i really liked everyone except the one guy who survived 🥰 but like that was kinda the point so it's okay, i loved mr copper he was adorable and astrid was so sweet, 10 got to say "allons-y alonso" so that's great too!!! the story itself was also pretty good imo

11. The Sontaran Stratagem / The Poison Sky - i loved having martha back and enjoyed this story very much. i loved that martha called the doctor out on his hypocrisy and i loved how martha and donna bonded. loved 10 and donna as always, 10 was so silly fpr being grammar police lmao, and i liked that in the end rattigan redeemed himself, i'm always there for sort of giving people second chances and letting them realise they were wrong and trying to fix that

12. The Unicorn and the Wasp - as someone who has watched a lot of david suchet as poirot, this is so agatha christie it was so much fun, i loved that this was a sort of explanation for why christie disappeared and it definitely had some really funny moments lmao, i didn't like the wasp thing it was a tiny bit too weird and cringe for me, but honestly i'll let it be, this is doctor who lol

13. The Next Doctor - i liked the "next doctor" and? rosita? i think that was her name, and honestly i enjoyed the story, it was nice, and the endibg was really sweet in my opinion

14. The Fires of Pompeii - peter capaldi!!! this episode had some doctor donna silliness which is always great, and i loved donna so much, i would like to be like her guys, but the overall story didn't interest me much

15. Planet of the Dead - i liked the people in the bus and the weird bug aliens whatever, they were sweet, and it had some really adorable moments, but i absolutely hated christina 😭 like she annoyed me so much it's unreal, i dont even know why exactly but i really really didn't like her and i'm so glad she only appeared in this one episode 💀

THERE WE ARE!!!! safe to say that series 4 is definitely one of my favourite series!!! hope to post series 5 at some point too, i like making these rankings :)

[soyellowcurtainsthen]

Hello my lovely!!!!

For the BL Asks -

🏆 a recent release you enjoyed 👬 favorite side couple 🌄 your favorite scene of any BL show

May your day be calm and your night restful ^ㅅ^

Hello my dear, I hope your doing well and that today has been good to you!

🏆- a recent release you enjoyed.

Going to surprise absolutely no one who has spent any time around me or my blog but it’s of course Love for Love’s sake. The relatable sad boys will always be my weakness. I laughed, I cried then eventually sobbed while the show held my hand and shone a spotlight on my own insecurities and worries. Tae Myungha as a character is so dear to me now, holds the same place in my heart as Jaewon from the Eighth sense ( for obvious reasons). I don’t think I can really say more about it than other people more eloquent than me have said, but i don’t think you can watch a piece of media where you feel so completely understood and not come out of that experience a changed person.

👬- favourite side couple.

I thought for so long over this one. I kept going round and round about different Thai shows and Korean shows and the it dawned on me, it’s Ai Di and Chen Yi from Kiseki: Dear to me. I love them, I love everything about the show, a rare occurrence of enjoying both the main couple and side couple in equal measure. My little mafia babies mean the world to me.

🌄- your favourite scene of any Bl show.

I’m choosing to interpret this as my favourite scene of a BL show of my choosing because otherwise I’ll never be able to narrow down a choice and it’s been too long since I talked about Bad Buddy. My favourite scene of Bad Buddy hands down is the scene where Pat and Pran have their first heart to heart on the beach during the group trip in episode 6. I think it’s such an integral scene in setting up the second half of the season and it often gets overlooked when people talk about the show, but it’s the first time they acknowledge to each other that the relationship they have is very influenced by the people around them and that without that influence that relationship could be something more. I love it and I love them and maybe I just need to rewatch the show now 😂

BL asks

[bedlamsbard]

90 words written today, and I don’t actually like the last couple hundred words in this scene so I’ll probably cut them tomorrow and try again.  Today was a post-traveling day of trying to get my life back together -- laundry, groceries, hoping I can reset my sleep schedule.  I got back late last night (around 12:30 am) and immediately had to deal with the fact that one of my circuit breakers had tripped, though I didn’t realize that at first and had the immediate assumption that my power had gone out.  That’s actually the first time this has happened since the electrical got updated four years ago; prior to that I had a fusebox and no grounded outlets.  (I’ve still got a box of extra fuses in the closet.)  Love to have internet that actually works, all my hotel wifi over the past week sucked.  Started an Outlander rewatch to go with my Outlander reread and maybe I’ll finally manage to catch up on both.  (I have been reading this books since I was eleven; they are formative influence stuff for me, so I’m not quite rational about them.  I cried when the show premiered back in 2014.)

[astrobei]

hi suni astrobei my wife my love my bug <3 top 5 movies of all time?

YVIE NNILKYWAY my light my life my pumpkin pie omg ok so i am the Most indecisive person on the face of this entire planet and my top 5 movies Of All Time will literally change day to day and i watch movies a lot less than i do tv shows but. today my top 5 movies Of All Time include (in no particular order):

1. everything everywhere all at once bc i am the eldest gay daughter to asian immigrant parents and let me tell u . i walked out of that theater with all of my makeup transferred to the inside of my mask and None of it left on my face from the sheer force of my tears. idk it is just so special to me it Gets Me i have never felt so seen and i have never ever cried so hard at a movie before and it’s just one of those movies that permanently changed the chemistry of my brain (+mitski in the soundtrack ! hello !) i need to rewatch it so bad actually

2. ratatouille! idk what to say about this one it’s just so nostalgic and such a comfort movie and i could watch it a billion times for the rest of my life and never get bored! the vibes the ambiance the bittersweet ending idk it just is so 🫂🫂🫂🫂 to me just the embodiment of a hug

3. the empire strikes back is also one of the most comfort movies of all time for me !! and IDK i don’t rewatch star wars as much as i should probably because there are so many movies and i get overwhelmed so i’ve seen the others like once or twice each, maybe a few more for a new hope but esb i’ve watched like. a million times EASY. just everything about it!! the iconic ice planet hoth opening and the hanleia moments and everything about luke in this movie is so top tier. such a classic feel and watching it feels like the equivalent of a warm mug of tea for my brain. just also feeling very star wars today so that might be playing into a bit but this movie is just mwah chefs kiss for Me

4. ok this is definitely on here because i just watched it and have been thinking about it nonstop since but i FINALLY !! watched it (2017) (and also the sequel but whatever .) and i can like Feel the neurons in my brain rearranging themselves i get it i get the hype i understand why my mutuals are going crazy all the time i get why people have not shut up about it since it came out I GET IT OK ! IM ON BOARD I AM A SHELL OF THE PERSON I USED TO BE I AM CHANGED FOREVER i am so. yeah

5. probably the perks of being a wallflower not to sound Annoying but every time i watch it i can Feel my soul getting ripped out of my body and shredded to pieces bit by tiny bit. i literally have watched it so many times i know it by heart i KNOW WHAT HAPPENS AND YET. i cry every damn time. infp charlie kinnies rise up 😔✊ i think this and eeaao are two movies that are on my Actual For Real Favorite Movies Of All Time list and yes i sob like a baby while watching both of them let’s not think about why all my favorite movies are so sad Ok. idk something about the ending of course but also the scene w sam and charlie in the kitchen of the party and the scene with his brother coming home and the fight in the cafeteria OHH idk. it is just so special to me i could watch it every single day forever and i’d melt from the sheer force of my tears eroding away at my body but it will have been worth it!

anyways. when u sent this i immediately forgot any movie id ever seen in my entire life Oops! i’m usually more of a tv show girlie bc i do not usually have the attention span for movies (especially long ones) but this was very fun and now i want to go watch All Of Them again LOVE U SO MUCH YVIE THANK U FOR THE ASK 🫂

[mlobsters]

was trying to watch the next supernatural episode and ...

just cried (again) over some comparative thing i'm doing for midnight mass and true detective, but was like it's spn watching time, not working on a dumb little project time. so i'm not sure i'm in a great mindset. let's see

oh maybe i should rewatch the s8e23 church scene now, see if it gets a response this time. science! nope. wtf. i'm one of the weepiest motherfuckers out there, i don't get this at all.

so i was thinking maybe i should bail on the ep today and see if i can grab some music from the expanse that might be similar to the bit used in the scene i mentioned.

well i don't remember the show well enough to think of specific scenes with that particular type of music so i go watch the title sequence to see if the music is close enough (which are FUCKING GORGEOUS and the MUSIC [composed by clinton shorter]) and that, people of the jury, MADE ME CRY. see: weepiest motherfucker. but sam breaking down in the church, nothing??? does not compute.

you know how sometimes a show will have a fucking slick, amazing title sequence with just the right music and you're like hot DAMN this show is gonna be awesome. but the titles wrote a check the show sadly could not cash? well, not the case with the expanse! i've read hundreds of scifi novels. i felt like so few movies (and rarer, tv shows) captured the feeling of even your run of the mill scifi book. this series delivered on a wish i had in my head for science fiction on tv. i read the books first, and the tv adaptation in some ways is better. and i really enjoyed the books, very much so.

anyway, i am terrible at selling people on watching things. but watch the expanse if you have even an iota of interest in science fiction. no caveats! some shows are recommended with reservations by me (a la america's test kitchen) like: the magicians. but the expanse is like, best buy, recommended ✅✅

fun fact maybe, clinton shorter did the music for district 9 too. that's a movie that also delivered on a wish, but it was hard to watch because of the emotions, so i haven't rewatched it

[inosukeslefttoe]

i’m pulling this shit out of my ass and all the emotions i’ve been having because i decided to binge devilman crybaby today. I first saw it in 2020 during the pandemic and decided it was one of the best pieces of media i’ve ever consumed. i was worried that my opinion of it would’ve changed by now BUT IT HAS NOT.

it honestly just such a beautiful piece of media,, i think i could talk for hours so i’m not even gonna mention the aesthetics and soundtrack and imagery and references and just focus on like. feelings.

THE CAT SCENE. became so much more obvious and important this time around. basically. akira is the cat and ryo is the one crying. we all know about akira empathy abilities and his weird “you’re crying too” when it seems clear that ryo ISNT and that he has no feelings. EXCEPT HE DOES !! he doesn’t know it at the time but deep down inside him is the ability to feel sadness and therefore the ability to love. tbh i think the reason he didn’t believe in either of those things at the beginning was because they’re both just so. human. ANYWAYS the way that akira sobs upon the cats passing despite the fact that he Knew it was gonna die mirrors how ryo cries for akira in the end. ryo knew akira was human and that he would eventually pass,, AND THEN HE EVEN FUCKING FOUGHT HIM TO THE DEATH AND KILLED HIM ?? yet he still cried over his corpse. and like ,, that literally makes no sense because HE KILLED HIM HIMSELF so why does he cry ?? why does he mourn this weak human that he knew was already dead ?? BECAUSE HE HAS FEELINGS. HE HAS STUPID MESSY IRRATIONAL HUMAN FEELINGS. OF LOVE AND HEARTBREAK AND SADNESS AND LOSS. and i think that might be part of what scares him the most. he lived his whole life thinking he was emotionless and superior and strong,, and as long as he had akira by his side to be the emotional one of the group he’d be fine repressing all his shit. but now akira is gone and he’s left to sit in his feelings and except the fact that he HAS them and that he’s a little bit more human that he thought. oh and also i just think that for someone who always talks about how the strong beat the weak etc etc ,, it seems a little silly for ryo to fall in love with akira who is the softest and (no offense) physically weakest baby boy out there. he literally had this coming.

the baton scene !! this one didn’t hit quite as hard as the cat scene but i still want to talk about it because i <3 repetition. i think it’s supposed to symbolize how throughout his life akira tried and tried and tried again to get ryo to feel his feelings and be able to give and accept love. no matter how many times he tried and failed, akira never gave up and still loved ryo because that’s what people do with those they care about !! and i think it just breaks my heart that ryo couldn’t accept the baton until after it was too late.

oh yeah and this is possibly my favorite development and new thought after my rewatch. um. so yknow how ryo doesn’t have any memories of being satan at first. i think that maybe this means that he could possibly not remember other things too. this might be a bit of a stretch but i feel like the point of being a demon or being trapped in hell is to yknow ,, BE IN HELL sooo ,, where i’m going with this is that i think that ryos hell and punishment from god is to be thrown into different variations of earth with different variations of humans and in all of them he finds akira and falls in love with him and only knows it until it’s too late. and THATS why akira/all the akira variants can tell him that he IS in fact crying, because they know with their magic empathy abilities that he DOES love them more than anything. i might be off but i love to torture myself <3 but like ?? it sorta makes sense especially with god rebuilding the world after ryo destroyed it. like what happens to ryo ?? where does he go ?? back to hell ?? back to earth ?? i personally like my little theory

i have never read the bible fully but i wanted to mention how i think it’s so interesting how all the religious imagery is like ?? flipped if that makes sense ?? like the imagery of akira vs ryo makes it seem the opposite of how it should be. and i wonder if this also applies to other scenes with more obscure imagery or references like the miko donkey scene ?? idk but i might look into it more. i think they did this because it’s supposed to show how nothing is ever truly black or white with humanity. emotions and love and sadness and just people in general are all so multifaceted and can’t really be explained with any exact science. by switching up seemingly obvious imagery and confusing the viewers a bit i think they show how everything is just on a huge greyscale

okay i think that’s it for now but i WILL update this if i have another thought

[neolynne]

Pit Babe episode 13 rewatch/live commentary (part 2)

It really was love at fist sight

"Can you feel the love tonight..." no because he's dead

I can deal with Babe crying, i can deal with Pete and Alan crying......but Sonic ??? How dare you break my heart like that

Every couple laid down they flower together (AlanJeff, CharlieBabe) . So, the fact that Kim put his flower down almost at the same time as NorthSonic......you know where i'm going with that.....

He just wants you to be happy

Can we all agree that Babe already cried enough for a lifetime ?

And that's exactly why you need to go back to the garage

Kudos to Alan and Jeff for doing it in an actual bed

Change really have the opportunity to do something amazing for season 2

This tiny glimpse of North and Kim size difference haunted me for days

Sonic is like "come here you idiot"

Is anyone else emotional when thinking about the parallel between this scene and the beginning of ep 1

In episode 1 it's Dean who is asking Alan where Babe is and here, it's Kim, effectively replacing Dean in the trio - NorthSonicDean -> NorthSonicKim

The very fist locker room scene with the random alpha vs the loving scene with Charlie, where Babe is happy and in love and happy and loved and happy and maybe pregnant ......

Our parents are back baby !!!! How i have missed "Papa" and "Mama" since episode....7🤔

You have no right to sound like this sir

They know exactly what there were doing when they had Pavel stuck out his belly like that and Pooh touching, kissing and looking down at it like THAT !

And also "Mama" three time in a row ???!!!!!

The smile on the face of the photographer and the girls !

That was sooo sweet

And seeing Babe fully dressed in light colored clothes 🥹🥹🥹

Not Charlie roasting him

"Excuse you ?! i'm the babygirl, i should get the princess treatment"

is this why Topten as a bruise on his forehead during the scene ?

Saibub gently patting Nut head

And CUT !!!!

That was a ride, but i really liked doing it !!!!!

I will go back to make some edit on the previous post (nothing much, just fixing some grammar, redoing some screenshot maybe + coloring the names)

Bye bye (for today at least)

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Let's all pray for the season 2 trailer on the 17th

[thitrentin]

MUSEUM OF BROADWAY

Hello everyone!! Today I'm here to show you my trip to the Museum of Broadway!

Me and my friemds had such an amazing time there and we were astonished to learn more about all of the production that goes behind broadway shows. I had never stopped to think sbout everytyhing behind thr scenes, from designing the outfits, scenario, the music, hair and makeup, syncing and rehearsals.

The Phantom of the Opera is one of the most famous shows in history, and it was such an amazing experience to see the costumes they used in their first show ever. The creation of this pieces is so detailed and well thought of that got me thinking how long it took for them to make it.

The Lion King has always been one of my favorite movies, I would force my mom to rewatch it every day with me when I was a kid. When the live action came out a few years ago we ran to the movies, and the first thing we did when we got to NYC was going to see the show at Broadway. Both of us cried watching it and it was a very beautiful and emotional play. Thats one of the reasons why the Museum of Broadway was a touching experience for me.

Wicked is also another famous show from Broadway, The Wizard of Oz story but told by the green witch. They had the entire set miniature and it was insane. The backrooms and backstage were also in the miniature so it was super interesting to see.

The fashion part of it is what shocks me the most, maybe because I'm obsessed with fashion but also because its an incredible type of art, and to think that there's an entire industry just behind costume design is amazing. It's incredible to open my eyes for multiple possibilities inside the fashion industry.

The Museum was divided between fully decorated rooms, one for each show and era. I felt like I was teleported every time I walked into a new room.

Overall, I enjoyed a lot our trip to the Broadway Museum, I had a great time and learned a lot about the history of Broadway. I would definitely go back and take my parents!

-xoxo thi :)

[gildeddlily]

talking ab old and new hyperfixations is why I'm here on this earth

so alr I'm always joking around ab how some shows and books and things changed me as a person since I was a kid and I thought why not? so yeah

1- first of all, the animated Robin Hood with the animales my sister always says that it was what made her a communist, and I can't stop myself from feeling the same. no alr if I have to be serious it probably is what made me hate rich people

2-then, the lord of the rings this is where I've become who I am. I used to watch it when I was sick (the fellowship of the ring part 2, always, cause the khazad dum scene was majestic and my favourite) but it was a tradition of my family to watch the whole triology every two or three months a(nd I was one of those annoying kids who learn the dialogues and talks with the characters). and it kind of set off my standards for films in the future (and ppl too, since I grew up having aragorn as an example of what a man should be so yeah kiss another man's head and cry ab his death and kill strange disgusting things the minute after like the alpha male you are)

3-mamma mia there's a reason why I listen to abba today, and it's because of my mother making me watch this film when I was like seven and rewatching it with me more than two times a year. i absolutely loved it even if I didn't understand some things, but singing those songs was my favourite hobby

4-wild child at the start of our mamma mia's dvd there was the advertisement of this film, and i secretly watched it (since my mom always talked bad ab it saying it was stupid) when I got a computer at like ten and and let's not talk ab how emma roberts was my second woman crush and it was awkward BUT I LOVED THAT FILM SO MUCH since my parents were sweet but a little old on this type of things it was refreshing to watch it

5-achilles crying on patroclus' body my parents bought me the Iliad when I was a kid (in Italy we start to study it in sixth grade so reading its general culture), it was prose but I absolutely loved it. there where draws of what it said, but maybe a little bit too realistic for a six years old- but the one page where there was Achilles trashing on the ground and pulling at his hair and hugging Patroclus' body was rude

6-reading harry potter's books my aunt gifted me the whole series (like a book every month) and I absolutely loved it. the reason why still today after years I remember everything is because I probably read every book at least five times. I didn't have a phone and I was like seven, so I didn't get any spoilers, and I straight up cried so many times (sirius's death, remus and dora's death, harry's death, the flashback of lily and james' death, fred's death and so many things) and I loved it. now it's rare for me to watch something without spoilers.

7-david bowie my first real queer representation my father is a little homophobic, the it's-ok-not-in-front-of-me kind but he absolutely loved david bowie. he made me listen to Hunky Dory when I was like five, and I was the kid in school that singed Changes and got bad looks but I really loved his voice. after years, in seventh grade I think, I rediscovered him and as confirmed queer person I quite obsessed on him. still thanking you dad!

8-avril lavigne ok this is alr still my father made me randomly listen to sk8er boy and I kind of obsessed on her? when I was like nine? it lasted a year or so, and I only listened to her but I loved Complicated's music video. I kinda hated Girlfriend since I was on my "i'm different from other girls" period, while I absolutely love it now that I'm a little older (and it shouldn't make sense but it does)

9-Bring Me to Life's music video and everything else still my dad. telling me it was a good one. I obsessed on the song, and the album, and Evanescence. stopped listening to them when my mother told me I was like my cousin (my millenial cousin that I hated and that loved evanescence as a teen) so I had to rediscover them at fourteen as a real angsty teen!! but still I was like ten and singing screaming wake me up inside in my room in my italian-ten-ys-english

10-kill bill still a kid, still traumatized, still loving it after almost ten years. I absolutely loved the first volume cause I liked the yellow outfit and the japanese school-girl and Uma Thurman is still today my love and O-Ren was so pretty. yeah the blood and the missing limbs but the women and the plot was so good. rewatching it after years made me realized how it influenced me and how I saw things and thought ab topics connected to violence

alr I'm done