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/queen of the damned spoilers ahead\
while i didnât quite enjoy most of queen of the damned, i found the last chapter to be quite The Chapter and i had to make screenshots to comment on a few things.
throughout this chapter, which is narrated by Lestat, thereâs a shift in the overall mood of the text. the tone is solemn and sad. and it reminds me quite a lot of the last episode of AMCâs IWTV, when Lestat and Louis are on the balcony saying their goodbyes to the city. Louis going back to their old house after such a long time to look for a Claudia that he knows that isnât there⌠itâs devastating, but itâs even sadder when Lestat follows him because he needs to be there for him. he bears such guilt even though it was Armand who ended her life, but in a way, he feels heâs also responsible. to have taken away whom Louis loved so very deeply.Â
there's a heart-wrenching tone to his words when he describes Louis standing in front of Claudia's door, how he looks like a ghost there (and there's an underlining meaning here too because much of what Louis was he is no more, and the same goes for Lestat).
i cannot stress enough how much Lestat really loved Claudia and how her life and death scarred him for eternity. how he recalls simple and mundane moments they spent together like they were these amazing snippets in their life. that's love, everything just feels and is different when you're with the people you love. how he remembers her killing him. and i bet the knife she dug into his heart hurt a million times less than her not being there in that house with them again. the unholy family forever to be apart.
the realization of how life has changed and, furthermore, how life has kept on going despite the death and the sorrow that engulfed their immortal lives! and when Lestat offers to fix the courtyard, i don't think he means only that. if he could turn back time and make things right, i think he would, at least he would try to save Louis from all the pain. the last part, him seeing Claudia watching Louis take his body away... and there's no anger, no bitterness, no sarcastic response. he just watches her, and i know he understands. he knew that they had to kill him.
i really love when he narrates the story because i feel his words say much more than he intends to, there are so many hidden meanings to be read between the lines. he's such a brat, yes, and he knows it too; but there's a layer of trauma, pain and sorrow that makes him delightfully complex.
this last chapter saved the book for me, honestly.
#queen of the damned#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat#the vampire chronicles#anne rice#book spoilers#loustat#louis#i have so many feelings#maybe i'm overreading things but man! i just love lestat
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MEGUMARI SUMMER LETâS FUCKING GO THATâS MY GIRLS!!!!!!!!
#I JUST YELLED???????????#yknow sometimes time passes just enough that you end up thinking aw but maybe i'm just overreading subtext#and i KNOW it's not really the case with those two but give it enough time and yaknow doubt goes in#WELL THE LESSON OF IT ALL IS THAT THE ONE THING YOU CANT DOUBT IN ALL OF GRANBLUE#IS HOW MUCH MARI IS IN LOVE WITH MEG THANKS FOR YOUR TIME#ichablogging gbf#ichablogging gbfsauna
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Really needed to hear this myself.
#Iâve spent a lot of time trying to figure out who I was#growing up autistic I never got the grace of my own identityâ only how well I could preform a constructed mask made by others#âlisten and hide your discomfort and always overread social cuesâ#âremember that you existing is a burden by inherent defaultâ#I never felt formed or self discovered or like Iâd finally emerged from a chrysalis#like I thought everyone else was#and I always assumed that was some kind of defect. a mark left by the mistreatment I suffered and unable to heal because of my PTSD#but no. No maybe it is ok to just exist without any sort of label or role#that doesnât mean I donât have an âidentityâ#thereâs things I like#things I want to do and say and express#but what I do or canât do doesnât construct who I am#Iâm not the Wizard who has a yellow arrow to Correctness always at their feet#so no one can fault me for messing up#I just hope all the things I end up being are things that make others happy#not in the way I used to existâ where making people happy meant shutting up and being small#that wasnât ME making people happy if I was trying not to exist#anyway sorry for that
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maybe its just what we see + our online exps and all that
and i really really dont have a place to talk with authority on palestine genocide
but we see ppl keep drawing comparisons to usa + native americans and yes! do that! that is correct definitions of genocide!
but pls dont forget canada did the same damn shit. canada is still doing the same damn shit. and that *is* something i have a place to talk about.
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In the Inazuma Eleven GO Dark version, Natsumi helps the Resistance, and in Chrono Stone there's an NPC conversation which says that Natsumi is the chairman of the Raimon school. (I guess this means she replaced the chairman who worked for Fifth Sector in GO.)
That's actually a really cool fact about Natsumi in the game! You know, the whole time I'm watching GO I was just wondering why Natsumi wasn't playing a bigger role. She has so many contacts that I know could help them (she literally got them to bypass the police during the aliea invasion in the original Inazuma Eleven). I was worried that they wouldn't do anything with her after that. From what I know, the games seemed to delve deeper into some characters from what I've seen. Like I know for other characters like Fubuki, they actually gave him lines that show how well he is bonding with the new Inazuma Japan team after the aliea arc which they didn't really do in the Inazuma Eleven animated series. Tobitaka, Fudou, and even the more minor characters like those from other teams (Edgar and Fidio) also come to mind. Still, I won't say that I'm totally satisfied because many of the girls still lack in screen time even in the games compared to the boys.
As for Natsumi's portrayal in Chrono Stone, that's some yummy info for lil ol' me. I'm glad she's still out there being the boss she's always been. I love to see the Inazuma girls flourish, especially because, while they are shown to be extremely helpful, they are still put on the backburner most of the time (I'm looking at Rika and Touko, the only two girls who actually got to play in all of the original and GO). I haven't watched Chrono Stone yet, only the original, the movies, and I'm almost done with GO. Still, I do wish they show her and the rest of the girls more often, doing important stuff for the plot.
#When i first watched the show so long ago I remember sort of bracing myself for the typical anime girl character tropes you often see#But I was so surprised when it didn't happen#That's when I immediately fell in love with the show and the girls in it#I don't know how to explain it#but the girls in this show (and the boys but I'm taking about the girls here) they feel very organic#like the show doesn't delve too deep into characters but it ensures that you know that every single one of them has depth#Like I remember when Aki had said that she wished she was a boy so she could go out#enjoy soccer and be carefree like the boys are shown to do#and it made me ask like âwhat's stopping herâ#she played it before and Ichinose is back why doesn't she start again like... so much is built into that one statement#Does this make sense lol!!#Maybe I'm just overreading things#I'm babbling I know but this show really makes me crazy with this
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IM SO GLAD YOU SAID THIS i also was wondering this... i think that even if he hadnt learned about Kaname, he still wouldve been involved with the idol scene. Thats what being related to the godfather + raised by priest to learn the art of disguise does to ya (priest who wanted to be godfather's true successor, insane enough to think he could achieve soul transferring, and killed his own child when he didnt need her anymore, after leaving her in an orphanage first. That priest. I feel like no one really talks about how traumatic oremeru's upbringing must've been like. This AFTER he ran away from home too.)
I really dont think he couldve had a normal life. If anything, what he's doing now is safer than alternatives he couldve done (cant think of many instances where one can use the art of disguise legally...well, not that identity theft as his brother is legal either, but yknow)
Yeah well mihai is going to scream into a pillow nowđ
#give me spy himeru#he does possess knowledge of military related things ('military trivia hobby' as ibara calls it)#sure. could be just a hobby. himeru quirk. but i dont trust that. idk maybe im just overreading into it
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Sorry, I overread it (It's currently 10pm where I live, I've been up since 4am, and my anxiety is kicking. Requesting things from people I never requested before is hard >.<)
May I request Riddle, Kalim, Idia and Malleus reacting to finding out their crush is trans-masc? Either by reader telling them or them finding out by accident
Never apologize for asking questions and sending asks! Please take care of yourself, get lots of rest, water, and sustenance <3
Finding out you're trans-masc
Featuring: Riddle, Kalim, Idia, Malleus
WARNINGS (please read): I'm a cis woman and I CANNOT stress enough that I may not be able to portray this as well as someone who actually identifies as such! I did do research ahead of time to make sure I try my very best to capture the essence of someone who identifies as trans-masc, but everyone's experiences are different. If I, in ANY way shape, or form, used incorrect terminology/representation or mistakenly offended anyone, please educate me so that I become more knowledgeable and can build my understanding. Other than that, I hope I did well in writing this for you to enjoy <3 Thank you for your time and for the request <3
Riddle
The topic came up during the first time you had gone to an Unbirthday party. Being misgendered by Riddle, you spoke up gently to inform him of your disposition.
"I'm...well, I don't use She/her pronouns." You shrugged. Riddle pursed his lips in frustration at his own confusion, he hadn't met someone falling under the LGBTQ umbrella before, he was incredibly sheltered and closed-minded for a long time due to his mother's teachings.
"I see..." Riddle nodded, "Then, please explain it to me so that I may not make the same mistake twice." He was eager to learn more about people and their experiences, especially learning about someone he found himself becoming more and more attached to.
Spends an entire night reading upon such topics- he was very quick to adapt and correct people around you whenever he found they did not address you properly.
"Does it bother you?" You had asked him once out of pure curiosity, and his response was with furrowed eyebrows and confusion.
"And why should it? It does not matter what you identify as. You are still (y/n). You are not your gender, and not your sex. You are..." He blushed deeply, you smiling to urge him on. You knew about his crush on you, of course, yet he seemed to be far too shy to admit it yet.
"You're..." He hesitated, "failing this class. G-get back to studying! quit getting distracted with silly questions or it's off with your head!"
You loved seeing him open his mind to many different concepts and treat you no differently than anyone else (minus some favoritism, hehe <3)
Kalim
It was actually Jamil who brought it up in conversation. The topic of "LGBTQ" came up, of course, Kalim understood the basics of people who identified as gay, however when the term "trans-masc" came up in regards to you, he was incredibly eager to learn more.
"Trans-masc? I thought they were (y/n)?"
"Kalim- no-"
It didn't take long for him to easily come around to the new terminology. You maybe gave him a 10 minute crash course before he accepted it face value.
"I see...so one day you're going to be by my side not as a queen, but as my royal spouse!" You were flabbergasted at his brazen comment. With a red face, you hadn't time to react before his hands were already around you in a deep hug.
"Haha! Oh, right! The pop club has a new song, wanna listen to it?"
He loves you no matter what. The most understanding and unconditionally in love person to exist, the definition of sunshine
Might overshare sometimes. He will bring it up sometimes to other people (if they misgender you) and give THEM a crash course on it! You love that he is so passionate about you, though. xoxo
Idia
He knew. He is chronically online, he knows all about it. When he first met you, he even asked what your preferred pronouns were.
I don't really know what else to say for Idia, he honestly doesn't care who you identify as. You play video games with him and give him love, that's enough for him!!
Can take it incredibly seriously If someone misgenders you or tries to bully you about your identity, his hair turns a fiery red and he turns gives them a whole one hour lesson while belittling that person calling them as intelligent as a soggy piece of bread.
The other person is crying by the end of it, but honestly nobody deserves to be treated disrespectfully like that.
actually how he confessed his crush to you, lol. In a fit of rage to someone who wasn't being very kind... "How dare you treat the one I love like that, you stupid normie piece of-" Realizes his mistake, face turns red, turns to you (whos face is also red)
"ummm.....Nevermind!" He runs away, but there was no getting away from you heuheu
even though he can be shy and kind of tsundere in public, he can be really passionate and will defend you at a moments notice and educate other people who are, as he puts, less than him.
In private? Sitting in his lap playing video games
Malleus
Actually, learned this from Idia. It was during class when the topic of LGBTQ came up, and when speaking among the students he over heard Idia telling ortho about your disposition as trans-masc.
Immediately came to you
"Child of man, what is 'trans-masc' and why did Idia use this term to describe you? Could you elaborate?" You two decided to take a stroll around the forest where you spent hours talking about all sorts of different people and the terms they used, explaining to him about dysphoria and how you discovered that the pronouns you were born with just didn't sit right with you.
Nods in understanding, but ends up purchasing a bunch of books Idia and Lilia recommended to him to increase his understanding.
Even though there are indeed things he will never be able to sympathize with properly and understand, such as the effects of dysphoria, but he will respect you full heartedly and not treat you any different despite still growing to learn about such topics.
All in all, it does not matter what you identify as. He finds himself completely enamored with you, loving how you teach him new things about anything and everything with humans- he will treat you the same as you treat him- impartial due to status, class, gender, pronouns, human or fae. He knew you were the one he wanted to rule Briar Valley next to one day- as his lovely spouse.
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I hope I was able to answer your request satisfyingly <3 Please let me know if anything needs to be changed and I shall update accordingly, I myself am always learning and growing every day! Please be kind <3
#Twisted wonderland#Twst x reader#Twisted wonderland x reader#Idia x reader#Malleus x reader#kalim x reader#Kalim al asim#Idia shroud#malleus draconia#riddle x reader#riddle rosehearts
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feeling like. ep 60 was such a fantastic arc finale battle ep. and auugh. like so many things. LIKE .
the slow build up of tension over the ep felt really good and perfect, as it escalates from alexandrite being silly and goofy to. gargantuan cyberflesh horror. and how the dice were UNCANNILY perfect for it all. like. the nat 1 vs nat 20 roll for the town and suddenly the entire mood shifts and the stakes are so much realer, and personal. followed up by the nat 20 for the town! followed up by TWO callie crits and her dealing 130 DAMAGE like each turn!!!! like!!!!! AUGH... the. just the beats of it all was soo good and.
tying to that .. the character moments for this ep were so good !!! every character got their moment to shine in the battle. already discussed callie absolutely whomping fucking ass, but of course the smaller moments as well. offering to go and defend calders town. seeing the faewild sky and "i think i needed to leave to become worthy of it" - like and as the culmination of callies arc. from someone who was so scared and running away to. staying, standing, fighting, protecting. AND ITS GOOD.
then of course theres calder. i mean also the . ARC. of the only thing he wanted was not to be overprotected. wanting to be useful - like his brothers, people who had strength and value in the eyes of their people, big enough to defend their town. and he has come all the way here. he changes the tides of the battlefield in the town - and he does it with the attachments of his friends and the love of his family. and like... god. really crystalising his ethos in a way that is foiled so well against gowan. gowan who was too proud to ask for help. vs "i cant do it without you" "but damn does it feel good when your friends have your back" ... !!!! AYYEARGH. like. hes becoming the protector of his home! but maybe now, his home is so much bigger than the ice knife, and hes not fighting alone .... YOU KNOW.
AND SOL!!!!! sol to my knowledge only deals 30 damage this battle but. as a resident sol enjoyer i !!! am VERY MUCH CLAPPING AND CHEERING!! at the deeply supportive role he took on for this fight. like hes the first to get the ice knife away from alexandrite, he gives callie an extra smite, silvery barbs.... ! like the short rest realisation of how different the battle wouldve gone without that silvery barbs is .... ! SO ITS GOOD. and at the end that he was the one to get the final blow on alexandrite and it was for swag is ...
and! that part was obviously a joke! as is the entire "keep em guessing haha alexandrite cant predict what were doing!!!" thing. HOWEVER. relistening to the ezry arc, and their first interaction w alexandrite as we now know her ... i just. REALLY feel like this is the spiritual successor to "were duck team and were messy and were friends and we do everything together and we absolutely suck shit all day long and all night baby". theyre so fucking stupid is the thing. and theyre messy and stupid and constantly saying things that are weird and make no sense and completely and utterly baffling .... and thats DUCK TEAM!!! (theres also a point here where im overreading somewhat. but the part about Keepin em Guessin... one could POSSIBLY argue it interacts in a MAYBE DEEPLY INTERESTIGN WAY with . the idea of the calculated certainty of the AI, the calm and cold prediction of the diviners, and the wild freedom of the peregrines. idk!!! maybe!!! maybe you cld even say that what lies at the heart of duck team is their messiness and outofplaceness and love and care and refusal of the tragedy!!! even!! maybe!! but YEAH. lol random XD ! keep em guessin!)
also the thing that made me write all this which is like. ! the final victory lap scene is just. so wonderfully cathartic, esp with how tense this entire arc has been. its just. fuck yeah we won and all our friends and family are here and safe and riding on mammoths!!! i mean. FUCKING ALBINS BACK!!!! GREGORS HERE AND KICKIN ASS!!! THE MA GOBLIN BRIGADE!!! A WIN. and ... that bit of callie just sitting on the roof playing a guitar as she stares into the fae wild sky is ... its good.. its good..
and all that is maybe. half the reasons why ep 60 is so good. i didnt even get around to talking about the fucking EMILY AXFORD SONG WHICH IVE BEEN PLAYING NONSTOP ALL DAY SO. yeah. so i like this ep i guess
#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#ramble tag#naddpod spoilers#< im bad at tagging spoilers but this is. ALL spoilers so
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âď¸ A Vacation to Remember âď¸
"Last year, I wanted to invite you to the beach, but you immediately shot me down without even hearing me out,â you said, pretending to wipe away imaginary tears. âYou wounded me, you know. Oh, how times have changed.â
âI had better things to do than to spend my summer break with you,â Orter deadpanned, adjusting his glasses as he spoke.
âSo you were just shy. I get it. Since you agreed to go this time, I'll take that as a sign weâre growing closer~â
âDo not put words into my mouth.â
You, Orter, and Alex were currently at the beach for summer break. It took a lot of convincing from both you and Alex before Orter finally agreed to be abducted to the beach.
However, while you and Alex were playing in the ocean, a certain four-eyes was seated in the shade, reading a book.
Noticing this transgression, you made your way over to him. "Why are you reading at the beach? Your habit of overreading is precisely the reason why your eyes turn into 3s when you take your glasses off,â you remarked, casting a playful glance at him.
Before Orter could respond to your cheeky remark, Alex approached with something in his hand. âI brought a slaughtermelon!"
"Why would you bring that here?" Orter asked, a trace of revulsion colored his face.
"It's times like these when you gotta smash melons, dummy!" Alex exclaimed enthusiastically.
"'Tis the season," you concurred, eyeing Orter mischievously.
"Speaking of smashing melons... Orter's pretty hard-headed. We could smash the slaughtermelon onto his head,â you suggested, half-jokingly. âI doubt he would sustain any brain damage due to that skull of his.â
Immediately following your words, you were pulled into the sand, finding yourself eye-level with Orter's feet. You had forgotten that you were currently in his natural territory.
âDid I lie, though?â
As night descended, you found Orter by the shore, his nose buried in a book as usual.
Approaching with a playful smile, you asked, âMind if I join you?â
Without lifting his gaze from the pages, he replied, âWhatâs the point of asking? Youâd do so regardless.â
âYouâre so right, Orter. I canât believe you know me so well,â you chuckled, earning a slight âtskâ from him.
âSo, what brings you out here at this hour while Alex is fast asleep?â you inquired, settling down beside him.
Orter, as dry as ever, responded, âI went out to get away from you, but it appears that plan failed."
Without skipping a beat, you flashed a wide grin. âThen Iâll have no choice but to make you enjoy my company~â
At this point, he had completely abandoned any hope of reading in peace.
âWhat makes you think I want that?â Orter glanced your way, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose.
"I mean, who wouldn't want someone as charming as myself for company?" you remarked confidently, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
Knowing that arguing with you was only a waste of time and breath, he let out an exasperated sigh and resigned himself to your presence, listening to your ramblings while gazing at the scenery.
It was a night of the full moon, the sky adorned with countless stars.
They say that the company you keep can enhance moments like these...
Though Orter was not one to appreciate the natural beauty of the night, the scene tonight was particularly alluring.
At some point, you fell silent. Resting your head on your knees, you watched as Orter absorbed the view before him with his usual expressionless face. His presence alone had a way of making your heart skip a beat.
Opportunities to silently enjoy his company like this were rare, so you were savoring every second.
The scene of the ocean and sky illuminated by the full moon was breathtaking, and yet⌠you found the concentric rings in his eyes far more captivating.
âQuit staring,â his voice interrupted your trance.
âOh, was I..? Maybe because the person Iâm looking at is too mesmerizing to avert my eyes,â you teased.
Your comeback left him momentarily at a loss for words. Never before had he had to deal with anyone this... brazen. âYou and your jokes. Your shamelessness knows no bounds, does it?â he said, adjusting his glasses.
"Yep. Since you already know how shameless I am, I'd like to take a picture of you; it'll last longer," you replied with a wink.
"A camera would be required for that," he remarked dryly.
"Don't underestimate me. I come prepared for every situation," you said, producing a camera out of thin air.
"Let's take one together," you suggested, closing the distance between you.
Orter didn't mind the proximity, per se, but it was the sudden closeness that flustered him. âFine,â he relented, âbut just one photo.â
With a click, the picture was captured.
The photo was a success. "It's perfect! I'll make sure to cherish this picture forever," you giggled, filled with genuine delight.
Turning to Orter, you added with a grin, "Oh, and just for the record, I'm only this shameless when it comes to you."
Orter averted his gaze, his ears tinged with red. "Hand me a copy. I need to make sure you didn't make me look foolish."
As you handed him a copy, you noticed a subtle softening in his eyes. âYou don't look silly at all. Itâs impossible to make you look silly. The camera likes you just as much as I do,â you teased, nudging him playfully with your elbow.
âI suppose itâs an acceptable photograph,â he reluctantly admitted, as he carefully placed the photo into his book, marking the page he had been reading.
In that moment, you felt grateful for the scenery that lay before your eyes, for the cool ocean breeze that caressed your skin, for his presence that comforted your very soul, and you hoped Orter felt the same way too.
With softened eyes and heartfelt sincerity, you expressed, âIâm truly glad, Orter, that youâre part of this photograph and this precious memory of mine...â
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Mu Qing and Hua Cheng and that old tale of classism
It is one of MQ´s sins that he upholds classism in regard to HC
I am always amazed how burthurt some people act, because they cannot accept that Xie Lian used to be pretty superficial.
Yes, both FX and MQ were not keen that HC stayed, but nobody can prevent XL from doing something he wants. If he had desperately wanted HC to stay with him in the palace after he had rescued him, HC would have stayed. But he was uninteresting to XL, therefore he was handed to FX in order to get rid of him.
People just hate to be reminded of it and therefore, they ask actually...who was worse of...the one who had not to know-tow to others, but was bloody poor with no person to care for or the one who had a blind mother, who was relentlessly bullied and hated due to classism and was living in a not exactly secure position from whom he could have removed at any moment, if XL had just desired it?
Yes, MQ was maybe from a similar background, even though it is also possible that HC had lived in a better house before he left his family.
And when has XL ever listened to Mu Qing? MQ´s opinion was mostly ignored by XL throughout the whole flash-backs. MQ was neither overly kind to HC, but he also was not cruel to him either. He showed even a little more empathy in regard to the child, than the other two.
(Just because HC is not able to realize that it was most likely more kindness to throw him - a 15 year old teenager that has had hardly any kind of training- out of the army in a bloody war where people died like flies, doesn´t mean that his version is indeed correct. Enlisting a person that is not yet an adult would be usually criticized, but because XL thinks it is alright, then it is alright, I guess. )
So to make it bloody obvious: XL was not interested in Hong that used to be HC...He used to always forget that he had even met him before...He is the crown prince of Xianle, who could have easily changed HC´s fate but he kept forgetting him, because to him, he was not important enough to even remember him.
But no..it is of course MQ´s fault, who was still bullied due to classism and was still dependent on XL´s goodwill for quite some time in the past.
By the way HC is not bound by his upbringing anymore, because nobody knows, who the heck he even is (apart of a few selected people who looked at his glorious paintings), while everybody knows MC´s origin even after 800 years. Even after so much time people make fun of him and keep reminding him with a broom, what his standing used to be...a servant. So he is still a victim of classism in a world that is full to the brim with generals and princes.
HC has created a marvelous new system or ends classism
He is the ghost king in whose city human beings are chopped and he has subordinates like any of the gods who shut up, if he wants to...heck he even benefits from the same source (the believers) like the gods...
So what glorious society are you talking about? He is obviously upholding a caste system with him at the top...as he is a king...
MQ regards HC as suspicious, just because...
If you think like that, then you must have overread the part, where it is stated that HC clearly attacked FX and MQ several times without mercy...I mean, Pei Ming literally called these both gods that they should testify if Eming the weapon of HC was involved and they both testified...
With other words MQ and FX are treated like experts regarding the involvement of HC...so they must have battled with him quite often. And both are very afraid of HC...MQ was literally so afraid of HC that his first reaction when he heard of the silver butterflies is running away (in the form of Fu Yao).
I guess nearly dying could be a reason MQ considers HC to be suspicious, above else for XL who was fucked over by a previous calamity...Anybody remembers...white-no-face?
People even from similar backgrounds can have quite literally different living conditions
People are different and they do react differently. Further people love to blame MQ, who used to have clearly less power than XL, because they are not able to understand that all three people have their faults, even the glorious MC Xie Lian, who used to be pretty superficial...and who could have changed HC´s fate easily, but he did not, because HC was not interesting enough to him back them.
HC and MQ are two different sides of the same coin. HC had not the possibilities of MQ, since XL was not interested in him early on and kept forgetting him. MQ has suffered from classism even after he became a god.
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maybe i am overreading ada, but this trope is kind of funny with ada. she is a bit cocky for surviving and boom, she needs leon's help
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I didn't truly write that thinking "the fandom will be happy with more content!", though that is also true, or about how people will look swiftly at your art and not give it as much thought as you did. They may! It was more that... it would be lovely even so? haha I love to look and look again and use as loxkscreen the art I love, and sometimes it makes me start noticing that maybe some things are weird. Maybe that hand is a bit strange, that nape is too plain, that shadow makes the arm a bit weird,... but that is often a consequence of the unique aspect of a piece and many times linked to the specific artstyle of an artist, and thus part of what makes the art charming. And it's something logical for nothing to ever be perfect (though I totally totally get the drive to at the very least try). Not even the big classic artists do everything perfect. You know Raphael's sixth finger? Honestly I 100% think it's people overreading a perspective that turned out to be a bit weird and a hand that was drawn a bit too wide perhaps (the supposed sixth finger is so clearly the hand to me). Caravaggio is wonderful but at times I've thought there's a forearm that looks a bit strange if I look at it a lot. Leonardo has some very weird stuff at times too. Just to name a few haha. I don't know. Humanity is intrinsically fallible, perfection is but an utopia we can try to achieve but never get to, and a piece of art is a neverending process but by decision. And that's part of its charm too. Like Duchamp's broken glass, or how rain makes petals fall and damages the flowers, even though it looks so beautiful. I don't know haha. I didn't want to try and push you into posting more stuff, I hope it didn't came off that way. Just that. Know that some people do stare intently and do like to deeply analyse fandom pieces, and it's great, even with the small imperfections. They're bound to happen. Of course they haunt us haha it's always haunting. But what would life be without ghosts I suppose haha
Sorry to bother you again but I truly wanted to make sure I didn't come off as pushing for you to post more stuff or made you feel your effort to make things perfect and deep would be unappreciated, or turn out to be unimportant because no one would give too much time or thought to art, just look at it. It's definitely not what I wanted xD Hope you have an excellent day!
you're no bother, I didn't read your previous ask that way at all! I ws moreso like. adding onto what you were saying as more examples of reasons why my anxieties r probably unfounded. and i was generalizing a bit yes ghjsdf i know there are people who look at art for longer than the time it takes to hit like or reblog, and I appreciate the love they show my pieces dearly!!
as for the mistakes/quirks in art that show an artist's unique touch or serve as a reminder that there is a person behind every piece I do agree !! i love when you can see evidence of the person who made a piece of art n recognize those little markers of humanity. it's like that meme tho, the "you don't have to be perfect to be loved. me on the other hand," n the fact that I Am My Own Worst Critic i wld throw hands with the bitch i see in the mirror in a Heartbeat. most of my issues boil down to the fact that i have trouble giving anything less than 100% in what i do or being proud of products I don't see as reflecting the absolute best of my abilities. i've definitely gotten better over the course of this year but i still have a long way to go so baby steps for now ig :')
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controversial take and i get where these posts come from maybe im overreading but i do genuinely feel like some tumblr activists need to be reminded that usually having your marginalized identity Invalidated by your coworker who just kinda doesnt care is really not worse than like. facing active bigotry because you CANT hide said marginalized trait
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huh. like maybe i'm slightly overreading this. ideas and stories will never be original, and i personally understand this. but like- there's a story so similar to one of mine. i don't know. like details are different, but it's nearly the same thing
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A Question
A/N: Hi! I'm continuing with uploading my fanfics and headcanons over here on Tumblr from my AO3 and Twitter.
This fanfic was written before the anime came out and may contain spoilers for anime-only people and for those who haven't reached Private Arc yet! Tokyo Blade arc is also lightly mentioned.
Fanfic Links: AO3
Other Links: Oshi No Ko Masterlist
Arima Kana is an honest girl. Or rather, sometimes, she couldn't stop herself from saying certain things before they came out of her mouth. (Alternately, Kana ends up asking a question that has been troubling her since their first run of Tokyo Blade)
Arima Kana is an honest girl.
Or rather, sometimes, she couldn't stop herself from saying  certain  things before they came out of her mouth. That would be a more accurate description given how the meanest words can spill from her lips despite meaning the opposite. Still, it wasn't a surprise she was bound to ask a question to Hoshino Aqua that has been intriguing her ever since the first day of the Tokyo Blade adaptation.
Kana discreetly stole glances at the said actor who was conversing with Akane. Even until now, the reality show co-stars were inseparable as if they were still in rehearsals. (And if she felt tiny pinpricks in her heart at the sight of them, she was determined not to show it.)
Is she affected by their distance?
Maybe, but that wasn't the reason why she kept on trying to catch Aqua with her eyes. She was more concerned with his emotional acting back then. It was great as she would have expected from Aqua, but the way he looked like he was in so much pain? There was something she couldn't quite place. She could be overreading it or not.
She just wasn't sure about it.
-------------------------------------------
"Is there something wrong?"
Aqua stared at her with an unreadable expression for god knows how long. She was pretty sure she asked that in the most Arima Kana fashion kind of tone. So, why is he looking at her like that?
Could it be she took his acting too literally and blurred the lines between lies and reality?  The thought almost made her shiver. That would be dangerous -  too dangerous . It's best if she tells him to be careful with that because he can never know what could happen if he continues with it.
"Arima?" He called out to her again.
Was she staring too much? Was it a good time to talk about it now?  The child actress suddenly felt conscious about approaching the topic. Maybe it was better to ignore it? After all, Aqua changed after  that time  the cast went drinking. She could pretend as if her gaze happened to fall on him, and that would easily allow her to escape his questioning gaze.
"You've been staring at me too often the past few days." He added when she didn't respond seemingly stuck in her little world.
Kana blushed. There was no way around it, given how sharp the teenager can be. "I was thinking..."
"What?"
"When you were acting on the first day of the stage play, you seemed like you were in pain," she explained as her eyes met his. Instincts kicked in as soon as she saw his eyes slightly widen in surprise, and what left her mouth were words she couldn't control. "Of course, as your senpai, I have to look out for you too! And, to think that we're in the same agency? What kind of person would I be if I didn't?!"
While her laugh made it seem like she cared very little, Kana screamed inside and questioned her actions that started this conversation. The (nervous) laughter did fade out when she finally noticed Aqua wordlessly staring at her. It was still unreadable, but it was killing her.
She could school her expression and say the opposite of what she was feeling, but her concern for him was something she won't be able to control.
Then, he averted his gaze from her and stared at the distance. The breath she was unknowingly holding escaped her, and she tried to follow to where he was focused. There was nothing. So, she went back to looking at him.
The usually guarded and cold Aqua was transparent for a quick second. It was short, but Kana could easily commit to memory this sight - his blue eyes warm in contemplation, and his body seemingly relaxed and relieved from tension. This moment was rare itself, and, at that moment, she had so much to say.
What's wrong? What happened? Why did you look so wretched and in so much pain before? Why are you struggling? If you don't want to talk about it, it's alright. I'll be here when you're ready.
Time continued after a long emotional second for her, and he turned his attention back with a small smile. "I'll tell you next time."
And, Kana would hold onto his words on that one.
#Oshi No Ko#oshi no ko fanfic#kana arima#aqua hoshino#aquamarine hoshino#aqua x kana#aquakana#aqukana#oshi no ko fanfiction
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hi again! i was reading your ocs ask post and you mention kirin/corvo a lot, so i was wondering what your take on their relationship is - how it started & what your headcanons are! full longpost mode if you want to >:) very curious /positive
*cracking fingers* you shouldn't have done that >:3 (it means 'thank you for letting me rant about them too')
(read the fanfic!! :D everything's explained there! /hj /crying)
I ship them. A lot. A very lot.
Corvo has never really heard about Kirin before (why would has he?), so he's only relying on rumors. After hearing both sides, and considering the chance he gave to Anton 15 years ago, he decided to give that same chance to Kirin. Maybe, they could figure out something and start to work together, on less deadly projects. It was worth the try, because Corvo is fully aware of his genius.
As for Kirin, in my headcanons, he's heard about Corvo his. Whole. Life. When he was young, his brother couldn't stop talking about him. I mean, Corvo must be a legend in Karnaca, right? among the kids. That young lad, who won the Blade Verbana, and then became Royal Protector??? Everyone knows about him.
I like to think, when Kirin was at the Academy, that he saw Corvo! but like, for a couple of minutes, from afar. Corvo and Jessamine went there once to see how things were going, to see the prodigies of the Academy. Then, well, DH1 events, I think lots of people talked about it too, and that it was on the newspaper. At least the main events, like the murder of the Empress, Corvo escaping Coldridge? how young Emily came back on the throne. (And maybe Delilah talked about them too at some point? to warn the Coup Crew).
So yeah, Kirin was a bit excited to finally see the Royal Protector in his mansion, he would be able to witness his strength and see how close (or not) the rumors are to reality. Excited and curious, in fact. (I know I'm overreading/overanalyzing things, but I do think his tone is more joyful and sarcastic when talking to Corvo, compared to the more menacing one sometimes with Emily) (still obsessed with his "Perhaps you've lost a step with age my dear Corvo")
(also I always find it funny how he's like "you have your father's eyes >:3" like how do you know lmao, was it thanks to the wanted posters from 15 years ago? did you try to come up with something no matter how stupid it might be?)
Okay well, Royal Protector is in his mansion, time to have some fun! oh wait no, not this way, oh gosh he's already in the bedroom, not he's... well, you found me! let yourself be killed already no don't come i mean yes but no he's oh well he's here now and so close and so strong he managed to destroy a few soldiers on his way too, geez, he really is impressive. And how curious of him to suggest a partnership. Kirin accepted the offer, it was that or the electroshock machine so better this than losing his mind (Corvo keeps telling him he had a choice, but Kirin isn't fully convinced on this).
What helped too is, I don't think Kirin had a very good relationship with Breanna or Luca. He also has a letter where he states he doesn't really care about who's on the throne and's got nothing against the Kaldwin line (cf "An Unfinished Letter on Legacy").
Still nothing new but on the Wale, he stumbled upon Alex and was a bit surprised - oh, she was hiding here - and they slept in the same room. Of course Meagan wasn't happy with this, but she wanted to trust Corvo. She was trusting Corvo way more than she was actually trusting Kirin.
And that's how things started between them. As days passed by, Corvo was trying to gain Kirin's trust. They started to talk about anything and everything, at night, when they were alone together, and Kirin would open up more to him, little by little. Because, as much as he loves to talk about himself, I don't think this is about his very personal life.
Kirin was a bit reluctant at first. He knows Corvo's doing all this because he wants his trust (and genius), and not really because he's interested... right? but then it seemed Corvo was, in fact, interested.
When I first worked on all this, I was like 'maybe they could kiss before Corvo goes back to Dunwall?' but not anymore, because it was too short for them to really bond that much and such, so now it's a bit later! (I keep thinking about their first kiss every night and I'm not kidding, it's been a month maybe and not a single day passes by without me thinking about this someone helps)
In my headcanons, Kirin is aroace, and so very confused about his feelings. Everything feels so strange and new, what's happening to him?? what is he supposed to do with that? He doesn't like it. He doesn't like having feelings. It feels weak and pathetic. He's interested by Corvo, that is true, but calling it love? it seemed a bit too much, for a time. (Saying "I love you" to him used to be even more difficult too.)
As for Corvo, he's a lot confused as well, because he likes him, maybe? I mean, learning more about him was nice. "You're more human than I thought." And he missed their little conversations at night. So then, what exactly?
Still, they decide to give it a chance. They have nothing to lose, it seems. Maybe. Do they?
(And that's why Marisol will definitely talk about Adrian and Corvo with Kirin when they meet again, on how Adrian would have exploded if he saw his little brother dating his idol.)
If you want another fun fact/headcanon, Corvo loves to listen to Kirin playing violin and piano.
#idk if you'd like more information?#but thanks again omg ;; <33333#dishonored 2#dagyne_rambles#next thing i need to think about is how to add some drama to it lmao /hj
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