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Akihiko becoming a cop is something that simply doesn’t happen in the coma route cuz Shinji would see that shit and be like Aki what the actual hell is wrong with you
#persona#persona 3#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#akishinji#i guess#im making it that way lol#see if you know me you know i actively avoid p4 arena like the plague both cuz i hate p4 and cuz#i simply have no interest in how the p3 characters turn out if this is whats being done to them#i seen how akihiko and mitsuru look I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH I WANNA EAT GRAVEL#the only character i care about is ken really i approve of him getting to be a funny teenager i love my baby boy so much#but i watched the akihiko social episodes for reload and he talks about becoming a cop and i was just like. of fucking course 😞#we just cant escape this shit huh theres always gotta be a cop character for some reason#i consider this a bad ending for him cuz even though atlus and their copaganda loving asses would probably looove to tell me otherwise#theres literally no way shinji would stand for that shit like my guy has beef with the kirijos and was a homeless addict#so you know cops wouldnt like him and hes seen some shit#they had to kill him cuz hed tell the truth sldjks#i definitely am gonna explore this dynamic in my fic but you know. no way in hell is aki gonna be a cop on my watch lol#maybe he can be like. a PE teacher or some shit akskkls
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I wonder if this is karma for telling people to kill themselves
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ you can kill yourself too ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
#why dont you celebrate the homelessness of a toddler off anon coward :^)#is it because youve never owned up to anything in your life?#is it because youre too spineless to convey your beliefs head on?#is it because youre a miserable loser with a shit life and taking it out on strangers?#maybe dabble in some self help books or something that can make you less of a waste of oxygen#i'd certainly prefer that you become something more human but its up to you!#''200+ ppl are dead and thousands more injured and tens of thousands more displaced all because you were a meany face online! :( '' -you#op#anonymous#ask
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So we all the love the whumpee-thinks-caretaker-is-their-new-master trope but what if it's true
Caretaker who did buy whumpee, and who does wholeheartedly believes and acts like whumpee belongs to them
But damn it they take great care of their possessions. After all, cats and dogs get spoiled with treats and comfy beds and vet visits when they're sick and cuddles and a form of love
Why should a slave be any different? Especially because caretaker bought whumpee for companionship
Plus whumpee can tidy up, cook for themselves, hold a conversation, and even play games like cards or board games, and can go everywhere caretaker can
That's infinitely better than a cat or dog.
It's just such a shame their old owner was so terrible. Whumpee is so timid now, and nearly skin and bone. But that's nothing a good owner can't fix, right? The poor thing needs some proper structure and attention that's all. It's a good thing whumpee is human. It would be a lot harder to rehabilitate a rescue who can't comprehend speech.
And whumpee doesn't want to leave. Fetching files from a desk and playing checkers and occasionally cleaning the kitchen while master chatters about work is far better than being locked in a cold basement and getting beaten every day
Their new master doesn't lay a hand on them, their version of punishment is no music while doing chores, or no dessert
After all, you wouldn't hit your dog. Caretaker's new pet deserves at least that
#carewhumper#i suppose but caretaker isnt super whumpy here#whump#this is super indulgent#pet whump#i guess but not really#slavery whump#yeah that fits better#its the good master trope#yeah yeah we all know slavery is bad#this is fiction get off your high horse#but like wouldn't this be nice for whumpee??#its the benefits of being owned (protection. doesn't have to worry about bills/homelessness. possessiveness as care against other whumpers)#plus being told whats right and wrong you dont have to think much as long as caretaker is Clear#without much of the drawbacks of being a whumpee (torture. starvation. lack of social interaction)#i imagine this world is like your typical fantasy/medieval world#caretaker is probably wealthy or a lord with an estate and servants#caretaker got lonely maybe. wanted someone in their life more personally attached than hired help#like personal assistant meets pet whump meets default friend#i do think whumpee and caretaker would become close friends#Meet caretaker: a minor lord who recently inherited the title!#Meet whumpee: caretaker's new slave whos just happy to be fed and have his own bed#journey with them as they navigate the condescension and annoyances of the royal courts!#caretaker needs a friend they can trust while whumpee discovers that they deserve affectionate actually#hurt/comfort shenanigans ensue#head chef edna just wants everyone fed#whumpee have a cookie challenge#get that whumpee a meal#my writing
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so dick as robin can want to kill the man who murdered his parents and bruce thinks no less of him, but jason as robin can want to be violent with pimps, rapists, and drug dealers because of his experiences growing up and bruce thinks he's going to become the dirtiest, nastiest murderous criminal in the world?
#this can all be explained in one phrase: rich white man#dick was violent as well when he wanted to kill zucco#and sure bruce might've resonated more with dick bc they share the same backstory#but him just automatically seeing jason in a bad light after he gets violent with criminals is so...#welcome to classism: dc's speciality#it's funny because i would maybe defend bruce if he said jason would've become a criminal without his intervention if jason was a teenager#or young adult#but bruce saw a full on child not even twelve years old#clearly stealing just to be able to afford some food for the night because he's homeless and has no parents#and just automatically saw him as a future criminal instead of the starving child he was#jason todd#red hood#batman#bruce wayne#dc#dick grayson
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Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality
#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh#like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good#but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees#the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support#and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well#like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people#maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a#whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously#women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women#or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak#like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years#but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people#i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse#drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles#+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries#and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation#isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote#*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now#and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad#but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing#and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol
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hollow and any starset song are now linked perminnently in my head thanks (genuinely thanks, it's fun) to you
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congrats on the brainworms anon!! Now everytime you hear Perfect Machine, Something Wicked, or Diving Bell, be blessed to be reminded of the Sad Long Horse Not-Bug, as I am everytime I listen to those songs in particular
#or should i say...brainwyrms *badum-tshhh*#anon#reply#fun fact diving bell specifically is what inspired until dawn shall break#which i fully intend to finish writing uh. after june maybe.#im experiencing The Horrors atm#(graduation/trying to ensure employment/trying to find housing/trying to get my qpp up with me instead of becoming homeless)
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Ok back on my bullshit if creating needless crossover au ideas:
God of War Ragnarok and Detroit: Become Human, but it’s just Týr finding himself being swept into the android revolution on his travels through America.
I like the idea that Týr is a traveler- he often disguises himself as a homeless man on said travels. Helps keep his status of godhood secret, though one winter while bunking out in an abandoned church who should come knocking on his door but the remnants of Jericho and her peoples leaders?
Obviously I’d think he’d be following their story on a radio he stole and patched up, keeping an ear to the wind about deviants and those who pass through in the alleyways. Small blessing from him to struggling androids trying to reach Jericho even though Týr himself doesn’t know where she sits specifically. The Jericho Four obviously don’t take kindly to finding a human in the church but, HC again, I like the idea of the deviant androids working with some of the homeless to get spare parts and thirium in exchange for stuff like clothing and food.
So Markus and Simon break the argument ‘Our people are cold, injured and waterlogged. We need this space for the night.’ Týr, still disguised as a homeless dude, stays hidden in one of the churches back rooms. Watching Jericho’s people silently; in pride of them taking matters into their own hands. Seeking justice in their own ways of stealing and protests and riots when words don’t work.
‘Humans are fickle beings. Seeking to wield power in swaths and failing to heed any consequences when they come knocking at their door. Creating life and failing dog to recognize its own intelligence; the failure of a parent to their child.’
Obviously this is just a small bump to Týr and his travels. He knows the people will make it through this winter, he’d thought Fimbulwinter would be the end and yet here he stood. In the shadow of new budding leaders and their cause for recognition he’ll leave once they do.
A mangy dog tailing their protest and watching from afar at the barricade they will build and the last stand they make as song breaks out over the tense silence. He knows they will be ok.
#Biscute crumbs#AU shenanigans#god of war ragnarok#gow tyr#detroit become human#dbh#dbh jericho#listen idk if I’ll ever get down to writing this#I might draw it up some day#maybe soon#but I just love the idea of Týr this 12ft guy hiding himself as a homeless dude#watching the revolution#he’s the god of war AND justice#he takes pride in whatever matter Jericho seeks to take in retaliation#be it words or action
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So like. Maybe it's an ironic joking thing, but sometimes the tags on your posts/reblogs make me feel concerned, so like. Are you doing ok? Do you wanna talk about it?
yeah it's not really ironic joking, not gonna lie i'm doing quite badly irl what with how badly the american education system is structured (especially medical education and how particularly hellish it can get). i don't wanna burden you with the sheer weight of all this horrible shit and i don't spend much time on here anymore. but thank you for the offer though, sincerely
#i need a therapist considerably but my parents are extremely against it and get angry to the point of yelling if i even try to bring it up#i think it's a cultural thing. seen as a sign of weakness and not being a 'good child'#the only reason i need to even care about that is because med school costs some $60k a year and they're directly controlling my funds.#the only thing i can use freely is the limited amount of hard cash i have since they have control over my credit card and see very purchase#i'm not making any money as a med student and we don't have any time to take on a job#i still have 2 years to go until my wages become maybe like $15 an hour as a resident physician.#the one parenting-related thing my parents can do correctly is use money on me. it's all that's standing between me and ridiculous debt#without that i'm sunk and potentially homeless (and many years of crazy amounts of studying become functionally useless)#fun and cool abusive and overly-controlling chinese parent-child dynamics#borne of generational trauma forced upon the new gen by the last gen. and that theme happens a lot in med education too. funny that.#i bet it all sounds so stupid but that's how it is.
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It has been 0 days since the last "old man leaves blood tracked around the entire house and goes on with his day UNbothered" incident....
I cannot fucking verbalize how disturbing this shit is... I literally can't get up at 7am to take a sleep-drunken piss without having to wake up fully and fucking bleach the floor because I look down at my shoes and realize I'm STEPPING in someone else's BLOOD. AGAIN!!@!!@!!!!!!!!!!!
same guy that leaves food out for the mice, puts his used dirty dry ass dentures flat on the kitchen counter, leaves bloodied bandages on the TABLE!!!!!!
and every time you try to have a conversation with him he goes "oh haha!" and trundles off, absolutely utterly regardless of what the topic is. Period. Always. Once during a fucking tornado he sat upstairs watching TV, chuckled at us rushing to the basement as the sirens wailed, I informed him "we already lost everything once, we don't need to do it again" and he said "ha ha ha" and went and sat in front of the TV again.
Once he said "I wonder why the mice keep coming back in the summer?" And Bel looked him in the eyes and said "you! It's because you leave them full course meals every day, you should scrape your plate off into the garbage when you're done with it :)" he said "oh haha!" Wandered off and then never once cleaned his plate, continuing to leave full plates out overnight (im talking 3 corn cobs biscuits and gravy), and "thawing" ALREADY THAWED MEAT on the counter for upwards of 10 hours before just... sticking it back in the fridge???
He is literally not even on this plane of existence. To the point where he refuses to use his cane and yet falls down multiple times per day. I don't understand how he continues to live. Fucking energy vampire. Literally!who needs a cane! he just asks us to help him up off the floor! then refuses said help while we stand there and watch him struggle. he has THE most weaponized incompetence i have EVER encountered. He literally just likes an audience!!!! That's all he wants and he gets it for free every day!!!! Every day he lives one day longer and Thorin, Bel and I feel years age off our fucking lives in exchange!!!!!
I CANT! KEEP DOING IT! I NEED TO FIX MY CAR AND GET OUT OF HERE IM GOING FUCKING INSANE I DIDNG SIGN UP FOR DAILY BIOHAZARD WASTE REMOVAL IN EXCHANGE FOR MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!LIVING IN THE WOODS IS BETTER ILL TAKE IT ANY FUCKING DAY
Hot tip: if you become homeless DONT just take the first offer of a roof over your head IF you can absolutely help it at all, ESPECIALLY if you became homeless due to fleeing abusive family. You will very likely just end up with someone else's abusive dad instead :) repeatedly :)))
#me#his foot js literally festering and falling OFF and bleeds nonstop and he changes his bandage like..... maybe once every 24hrs. maybe.#the fact that he bleeds on the bathroom floor DAILY is bc he just puts a sock on it and goes to bed#then bleeds thru his entire sock by like 1am#'hes giving you a place to stay be nice' the TOLL it takes is PSYCHOLOGICAL!!!!!#our friend (his kid) invited us here. not him. he literally doesnt even remember we are here lmao.#he likes having other ppl here to torment besides his own family#unfortunately when u become homeless u get a lot of offers of help from ppl who are simply opportunistic rather than genuinely kind.#pat falls solidly into this category.#i think his wife is slightly more kind than neutral but she makes constant excuses for him#even when there's 4! other witnesses and beer cans all over the house she doesnt beleive hes drinking!#so maybe she cares more but she likewise doesnt do anything about any of it. ever. she just lets him fuck up whatever he wants.#theres a REASON why so many homeless people would rather be the on the fucking street than take any random offer of housing.#even from a housing commission. bc it is likewise staffed by people and people are opportunistic fucks.#a lot of ppl want to THINK of themsleves as someone who would help a homeless friend in a pinch#w/o actually realizing what that entails#then when you (the person in need) say 'actually i need a different thing instead bc what you gave me isnt all that helpful'#suddenly your 'friend' of many years is calling you the ugliest words youve ever fucking heard#saying you took advantage and that youre ungrateful and that youre not trying and you dont want help.#its very easy for everyone to believed the housed person in that scenario.#they have all the power. they control the narrative.#prsnl
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Vent in the tags, just keep scrolling~
#since becoming homeless (again...)a little over 3 months ago#my husband and i along with my four dogs (3 wolfdog/husky mixes and a AmStaff mutt) AND our 3 cats#have been living on the floor of an amazing friends garage since February#waiting for my husbands inheritance to be processed by the bank so we can actually go back to a normal human existence#but until then everything is a major fucking struggle to even eat every day :^)#and ive been in a bad spot mentally for a while now#the bestie is going through some MAJOR life stuff right now and has a lot more to worry about than our dumb ocs and snzblr#i just wish i had some actual friends in the community instead of the half of snzblr that has me blocked lol#its really dumb and desperate for me to want people to be nice to me and maybe even form some kind of friendship when im clearly shown that#my presence in one of the only places i used to feel scene is honestly unwanted#i wish i didnt care so much but damn man im tired of always being alone and having conversations with myself#but oh well i guess this is what i get#geezievent#well this is embarrassing lmao
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forever sick and tired of the way tiktok teens and society in general treat homeless people. yes, I'm sorry the man thats been violently rejected from society and denied his human dignity was rude to you that one time, but jesus christ please just have an ounce of empathy. homeless folks are, surprise, actual people, with personalities and preferences and dietary restrictions. homless people are allowed to not like certain foods. their control over their lives has literally been stripped away from them, atleast give them the choice of what they eat. all of the comments on this post are people fantasizing about harassing a disenfranchised person because he was mean. just because a homeless person wont play into your weird savior fantasy doesnt mean theyre undeserving of food or money or even just basic decency. always remember that we are all just a couple bad days away from being just like them, on the streets with literally nowhere safe to stay, being judged by well-off white women masquerading as progressive activists and expecting you to act like theyre mother theresa.
#this is rambly its late and this upsets me so much#zoomers are NOT inherently any better than previous generations#idk what to tag this#im not gonna tag it whatever#im not homeless. obviously#you can tell from the post#i dont have any skin in the game#or at least not any more than anyone else has#(since again any of us could become homeless suddenly any day)#so forgive me if anything i said is weird or innacurate or anything#but this specific topic frustrates me a lot so many people are so stupid and heartless#also in this specific situation you are again denying this man a choice in what hes eating#like you dont know this man. you dont even know what he can or cant eat let alone what hed like to eat#you couldve maybe ASKED HIM like a normal fucking person#but instead you decided to make the choice for him? despite being a complete fucking stranger?#yeah if that might be the only thing he eats that day maybe he should get an input dumbass...
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I'm so tired of the 'well *condescending explaination* Susan, meme phrase. like I think it was a really useful format for certain topics related to like, wealthy white women's sense of privilege or being out of touch with other ppls experiences esp poc or poor ppl and thats a great usage of it, but more and more I see it applied to completely unrelated topics and it's just starting to sound unironically misogynistic
#most revent example is a lawyer (?) on here patronizingly explaining why marriage is a financial imperative because of equal distribution#of property rights or something. and they admitted they were older so maybe this is why#they were so concerned about women becoming homeless or impoverished if they split from their bfs#which presupposes several things including the idea that a legally binding contract is less likely to make someone dependant on another#person. which is. arguable I suppose but its a rather narrow and rigid view imo#but anyway if you're so wortied aboutbthese women maybe don't patronize them and talk down to them#like ofc financial dependence leading to homelessness and impoverishment for women is a critical issue#but I hate how they approached it like women who don't want to marry are shortsighted or stupid?#damn maybe they make their own money. its 2023#which is NOT saying the wage gao isnt real etc. etc. they just bothered me!#marriage is a huge commitment and its one a lot of people dont want for MANY reasons#like oh so arguing women have to get married is like standing up for women's rights or something? fuck off#plus it makes splitting from abusive partners so much more difficult and expensive which is even harder if they dont have their own income#cor.txt
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So nice seeing all those "my first digital art vs my most recent" or "redrawing my first digital art piece" trends when my first piece on my tiny intuos draw was this. I can't fucking draw this again!?
I mean yeah I guess I've gotten better but what
#i don't fucking know#yes it has a windshield cleaning solution bottle#the bird has become an alcoholic#idk maybe I could draw it beating homelessness
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i noticed for some reason when i was using my ipad a bit today that tumblr felt more fun on there for some reason
#our post comrade.#maybe i have more bad/stressful memories associated with my phone (didnt really use it before becoming homeless)#or maybe its just that my ipad still has the old layout
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#idk WHY but im freakin out rn#i need to get a job. i cant get a job. its so hard to get a job!!!!#so much rejection#i applied to a few places here at ass fuck all in the morning.....idk. just bc#i need to like. fix my resume or smth#maybe i could work at starbucks#i think genuinely like. i just kept thinking ill get a job soon enough and now regans job is going on hiatus im like#nervous but nothing dire has happened#i guess im just worried ill never be able to get a job and become homeless#😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#i could try starbucks i mean. they may reject me and id have a hard time memorizing shit but u bet you get into a rhythm#and a fucking paycheck is a paycheck#i just super thought maybe i could stay away from retail with my degree and all#em yaps
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capitalism is gonna kill me
#ive been trying to get a job since april. ive probably sent out 50 or more applications to like. retail stores mostly but a couple other#places. nothing. one place scheduled an interview for me then canceled it the day before#i missed the window to apply for student loans for the spring and summer semesters so ive been living off savings. i have enough money to#MAYBE last until next month. idk what to do. ive looked for like rent assistance programs but the government website i found said that they#arent giving out subsidies if you have a private landlord? which by their criteria im pretty sure i do#so! yeah. this is fine. its totally cool#im about to be dramatic and mentally ill here next but like. genuinely if i cant afford to keep going to uni i think i might just off myself#i am completely miserable when im not in uni. i am miserable when working any job ive ever had. im in pain all the time. i dont qualify for#any assistance program ive been able to find. like. whats the point. i dont wanna be alive and miserable and homeless and also in debt#i dont have any help. idk what to do. like what do i even do in this situation. besides die or become homeless
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