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happy new years 2025! it's been nearly a whole year since I started posting about fluffyriceshipping here, and my art has changed a lot since then! what better way to start the new year than with some sweet potatoes with their partners 🍠🌅
#kagarts#champion lance#lance pokemon#trainer riley#stat trainer riley#dragonite#lucario#dratini#pokemon hgss#pokemon dppt#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#trying a light noise filter + watermark with my fish! better precautions for the future...hopefully!#happy one year of fluffyrice! i think about these guys a lot ever since i posted about them so long ago#and a lot has changed since then! i want to properly compile my thoughts with a visual novel or neocities shrine for them#they're also part of why i'm learning how to use ren'py. these two are making me LEARN how to CODE things because i'm Insane.#on an actual art level though holy hell. i'm understanding colors somewhat. i can draw multiple characters in one scene#art goals this year: try out adopts(?) or merch (??); do more studies; show my original stuff (???); maybe draw some creatures#might put up a interest check for merch to make if anyone is interested? i'll need actual advice for international shipping costs though#i Am still trying to find a job admittedly (which is. not necessarily a fun addition) but i want to make building a portfolio fun somehow#year for trying out new things though! i'll show my site eventually once i get riley's shrine down if people haven't already found it bfdhf
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HAHSGZG YEAH
world must know EarthSpark Starscream’s plan in S2 didn’t come out of nowhere as commonly believed, but instead it began in S1!
#transformers earthspark#earthspark#starscream#tfe starscream#tfes starscream#es starscream#maccadam#vynx.txt#maybe i'll eventually make a “why the decepticons went this direction” post; i am... so tired of ppl not understanding it at all#“What you are doesn’t define who you are. We are all -- MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!” (tagline from nick.com)#does Not mean the Cons should become content to stay trapped on earth following their being hunted/imprisoned by GHOST/Autobots#i could go on but i'll save it for its own post#if i could write faster i'd make a million es analysis posts#es has so much cool stuff ppl largely dont recognize due to their aversion to s2/s3#like izzy is severely underrated...#and es's expansion on quintesson lore is very cool
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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.
#mind you idt the writers will ever have the guts to go for this pair or anything and i'm perfectly okay with the maximus/lucy romance#but still. they tried to give us the wholesome love story between two cuties with a killer side#and the fandom went ~mmmh we kinda want for that girl and the noseless radioactive ghoul to fuck nasty actually#shhdhdhf i'm sorry but this was so predictable to me. conosco i miei polli#also. i don't fully understand those who see it as a father/daughter thing? just because it worked on tlos#doesn't mean we need the same kind of dynamic here#1. despite him being an actual father (or at least. he was 200+ years ago) i've never seen a less paternal character than the ghoul lmao#2. lucy is an adult woman. young but in her mid twenties i guess? cooper had (and maybe still has) a daughter but the kid was like. 6 or 7?#lucy doesn't need a daddy she's a grown up. stop infantilizing women all the freaking time#let them be fully equals!! let them be bickering road trip companions/a killer squad/tentative allies who eventually form a real bond#i SWEAR if the writers go full parent/child bs with them in s2 because they're more popular#(at least on ao3. i don't expect the same level of insanity from the general audience)#than the canon ship i'll riot. idt they will but still#..... maybe they should go for a hot max/lucy/coop polycule instead. that would be interesting lmao#vaultghoul#fallout#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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i don't think anyone knows how treacherous of a name ciara carina really is 😭 literally every language and/or accent pronounces both of my names differently AND most people are adamant that their pronunciation is the only correct one
#listen. i'll accept the irish pronounciation kee-rah or the italian/norwegian pronounciation key-ah-rah anyday#the name is originally irish i know i know so i get ppl being adamant#but the irish are everywhere so each language's traditions eventually took over and then the popular italian chiara switched things up#so my parents named me with key-ah-rah in mind#however when i speak english i mostly use kee-rah to be Respectful#my strife is with see-ah-rah. do NOT call me see-ah-rah/sierra#it's a hard k sound pls. no s. no see#same with carina#pronunciations for that one mostly differs between cah-reen-ah or cuh-reen-ah#both of which are super fine with me#BUT i have on the rare occasion been called sah-reen-ah#and that's just a hate crime i fear#anyway at this point i respond to any c name with a hard k#kee-rah or key-ah-rah idk idk. maybe just go with carina if ur confused#except don't get me STARTED on the people that don't understand that they are both my names. my name is ciara carina both are my names omg#woke up with a rant on my mind. what else is new?#carina chats#carina's names
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i'm going to take a break from being on here for a while, until the veilguard hate calms down or until i no longer care, whichever comes first. i went from being really excited to create in this fandom to being bitterly disappointed and unhappy in less than 2 weeks. if a character's mere existence makes you feel justified in platforming your bigoted opinions and being vicious to people who like them maybe try some personal reflection instead. it's honestly triggering to be under a constant state of anxiety that if i breathe wrong or act too excited about something i love the wrong person might see it and i'm going to get crucified for it, literally just because other people can't stand to see someone happy over something they don't like.
every time i think about taash now it comes with a wave of sadness and stress because i know that the fact that i like them makes me a target for bullying. you guys need to seriously get crucial. you're a grown adult video game blogging on tumblr, you do not have the right to be this up your own ass.
anyway i'm leaving to enjoy the game in peace and write my little fanfics for myself. mutuals who want to stay in touch can add me on discord @elminsters if you want, but i'm not really good at dming so don't expect much.
#i'll be back eventually when the anti-fun crowd fuck off and go ruin someone else's fandom#people who are being hateful i truly hope your pcs explode <3#will never understand people who are addicted to negativity like that#also a lot of you are blatantly terfs/ableist/misogynistic so maybe do something about that before you worry about what people do in a game
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So... Deadlands but make it a Guild?
Putting it under read more because there's a lot.
So given the Deadlands characters have very little backstory we are headcannoning a lot here. Bare with me.
Edie, I imagine as a rouge (was torn with bard), who uses her sweet charms to get the information she needs. Picks up shifts in taverns in exchange for a roof for a few days.
Garnet is just Prudance 2.0. Since we don't know much of backstory, I can imagine her being a reserved magic user who does not talk about where her magic comes from, because lets be honest a less than savoury patron really doesn't go down well. (Also the idea of her having like a deck of many things, or where her patron picks the cards delt to deal damage would be fun)
Silas, I'm sorry this man is a barbarian. There is no other thing he could be, it's the unfiltered rage. Though I liked the idea of him duel wielding blades like his pistols. Also having miss matched armour to reflect he used to be someone important, the hints of his 'law man' image.
Nate, Okay so. Nate I struggled with. I'm thinking a paladin of some kind? Also I don't know how to translate, was at one point dead and now lives on alcohol and jerky, other than the common stereotype of Dwarves. So. Yeah. Sorry Nate. Though I do imagine him keeping his shirt as if it was something his late wife embroiderd for him and now it's too sentimental to get rid of so it's got patches holding it together.
Delacy, the idea of this relatively human party having a child half orc running around with them felt apt but also the level of humor of oxventure. Also Delacy being an unusually strong child also very good. I can imagine him being a fighter or some combat specific class.
If anyone has any better ideas, hit me up I'm not 100% on all of these, so please add your own to them.
#oxventure deadlands#oxventure guild#oxventure#my art#Fun Fact#I don't know alot about DND#Bare minimum you can learn from Oxventure Adventure Zone and D20#So we are rolling with like very little backstory and my very scraping the surface understanding of class systems#Also like#Just wanting to draw fantasy outfits#while the base outfits for Deadlands are pretty plain which given the setting of the show is to be expected so not a lot to go on#Also I think I've accidently made Silas look like an angry ZeRoyalViking... I think it's the hair#I think I'll be going back into hibernation again#but I have so many Oxventure related doodles I've just never posted or finished so maybe I'll get round to doing that eventually
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#pitch posts#maybe i'll draw small chosen and/or dark in a box. eventually#we'll see#selkie!alan wouldn't understand the box thing though and victim wouldn't be caught dead in a box#selkie!alan is more normal than the kids. even if he's a freak of nature physically he's pretty normal other than that#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#selkie sticks au#pitch's art
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Making an IWTV playlist it's too late for me
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I know you said the steed's a flamingo-ISH thing, but the idea of him just having a straight up flamingo's funny
YEAH That's pretty much how it goes. He shows up riding in on the thing and the first question asked is pretty much Where Did You Get That
And to be fair, it is basically just a straight up flamingo (just with a few extra decorative feathers slapped on in some places bc I like drawing those) And also it's. Very big
Like very, very big
#Opal speaks#Flamingos are already big but I love them so I was like. Okay what if I made it BIGGER. This drawing probably isn't fully 2 scale#Seedenal can look this thing in the eye. That's how big this bird is. Also yes this one *can* fly#Damascus loves them dearly. I...Do not know what to name the flamingo though </3 I've been struggling to name it for a couple months :(#I'll draw the proper flamingo reins eventually but I whipped this up in like a minute so you get the lazier version for now (silly)#Lodi would totally want one but can't be trusted with one#Maybe I'll get them a different bird to use too but I'm not sure what fits him#(Or what would be entertaining. Fitting or funny and bonus if it's both. I do not know)#Could also be an entirely DIFFERENT animal maybe but I. Also still don't know what would fit him in that case. I'll stick 2 birds#Seedenal is far too tall to ride most things and also...has xir own wings so it's a lil pointless for them. It can fly they don't need one#Xe would love bird steeds though I think- even if they didn't ride them. They would pet them n stuff#I think animals are uncharacteristically calm around them. Which also unsettles or scares people which is understandable#When a dangerous or fickle beast is suddenly calm and docile only around/to This Weird Fruitfolk and may or may not act out if xe's harmed#You've got reason to fear I think. Damascus would trust Seedenal with their steed n to watch/feed it I think though :]#My art#Others art#my ocs#misfits of war#doodles
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hey! I have a question :} will there be any updates regarding KOTCS? Also where kodi :<
have a good day! :} take care
I killed her

#they don't call me the writing Mobster for nothin#/s#/j#actually she moved on to twitch streaming or something and doesn't want to be associated with her old account/art anymore#at least that was my understanding from our dming#kotcs is MY au now#but it's not on my list of priorities#I'm kind of writing a book rn so even my original fics are on hold rn#I usually post KOTCS art during a frans event like fransweek#if I got more asks or demand for it maybe I'd make more content#but I don't so I just keep it shelved#eventually I'll get around to it
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I was thinking there aren't enough memes catered to third parties on this site (ex. two muses talking about a third) which imo make rp flow so much smoother sometimes bc it feels more realistic for interactions to not start & end at only the two people directly involved, but then I realized... blud, you have a meme sideblog. You can literally make your own dreams come true
#◜✧ . ❪ ooc. ❫#I remember back in the day (<-2016ish) we all used to yap about each other's dynamics in-chara; for example friends would tease one another#about their alleged crushes; strangers would ask one another if they've seen [x/y/z] whether it was a friend of theirs or sb they want dead#and I recalled this today bc I saw one of the. idk maybe 5 total?? memes of this sort again... I stood there as if struck by lightning#Obviously I think it's especially great to do this organically/unprompted but I feel like a lot of people are (understandably!) shy about#bringing up one muse of theirs in an interaction where that muse isn't the main focus. I get it!! But imo it feels sm more lifelike#to experience those tiny details 🥹 I know at some point it was considered cringe (??) to use one muse to ask a mutual abt their other muse#(ex. me using Tobias to ask sb's muse about Elijah; me using Ango to ask sb's muse about Nikolai etc; you get the gist!)#but frankly........... WHO gaf about what's cringe & what isn't in this day and age 😭 I think we should all bring back being cringe & free#especially since these can be great drivers for BOTH the side dynamics (the people talking could become better friends) AND the people#from the main/primary dynamic whom they're talking about (a third party could help drive this dynamic further/make them realize things etc)#Once I get my break (real soon!!!!!!) I might work on making more of these memes bc starting w smth prompted may make it easier#for people to jump onboard & then later down the line we can eventually start doing stuff like this out of the blue too 🫡#And speaking of creating memes... I don't usually tend to; but if any of you guys ever have suggestions for memes you'd like to see#but can't find anywhere/can't find enough of? Lmk and I'll write them up for you so you can rb them & live the life of your rp dreams 🫡
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Font of Inspiration (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Many thoughts on this one! More lore!!!#For Charm specifically it's more the fun of the idea than necessarily how she Actually went about finding the things she likes haha#First set it easy enough - since all the JD Residents were crafted by the Queens (I really need to make Part 2 of that one...)#And all the JD Pets were crafted by their specific owner - that's all a pretty easy 1-to-1 haha#Charm had probably actually seen someone else craft their pet and/or been invited to do so by the Queens but setup punchline y'feel me#I think that was probably the status quo by the time she came to be#Which leads to the second thought! There she is admiring Marshmallow Fluff's sculpture work :D#I really need to give Aria a last name but my naming convention heghh I'll get to it eventually#Anyway lol admiring and being inspired by! In her own specific way#Again probably not Actually how it all panned out - maybe Aria inspired her to pick up sugar crystal polishing? They're more similar#Charm has been making candles for a while now ♪ But she could be inspired by specific pieces :D#It also got me thinking about which Residents were around for what and when! Charm's right in the middle of course#And the Queens were there before everyone else haha - but from there who was next and next and next!#I think the first batch was around six Residents and then there was a boom - but maybe that could be split into two batches for a total of 4#Marshmallow Fluff was from the first batch! As was Redvines&Pixi Stix and Ribbon Candy and Konpeito and the like#Charm was early into the second batch tho so she's definitely Batch 2 haha - plenty of others to look up to and be inspired by!#They all come into being fully adult already and have a kind of base understanding of things - but also learn and change and grow!#Friendships and hobbies and worries and wants and wishes ♪#Also you can't see it in the last one but she's Evil Timing behind those goggles haha <3#So excitable
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hard agree w ur take on historical discussions around queer identity. I'm in English and we deal with similar stuff as I'm sure you know and it's exhausting. like yes, it's complicated! yes the words we have now didn't exist back then! but that doesn't mean we can't bring history into our present moment and discuss how it resonates!! i personally really resonate w medievalist Carolyn Dinshaw discussing queer touches across time in her work (esp in her 2012 book How Soon Is Now? for anyone interested), among others, but I've mostly explored this discussion in the Renaissance onward from a literary perspective. I'd love to know who else you're reading/thinking with on this subject, especially within classics!
i mean it's not my take, i just reblogged a post, i honestly haven't done that much reading/thinking about it except i guess i think arguing whether or not someone is gay or bi is maybe one of the least interesting ways to engage, whether they're a historical figure or fictional character or celebrity or whatever else. but like... despite the url, sexuality and gender identity in the ancient world isn't something i've spent a lot of time working with at this point, like i enjoy casual conversations about it and i'm sure i will eventually get really deep into it academically but i'm not there now. so while i do agree with that post i'm not necessarily the person to ask for more on the subject.
however the original post is by @kallistoi who may or may not have more to say on the subject, so i will redirect you to them and/or to anyone else who feels like they have something to add!
#mod felix#i am really interested in like. sexuality and especially transgenderism/gender nonconformity in the ancient world#so like. yeah eventually i'll be going down this path academically i'm sure#but at this point i have not!#i have half-formed uneducated takes but no depth of understanding#maybe i'll get into it for my paper for the ovid seminar i'm really interested in his gender transformations#mostly i read the metamorphoses and i'm like wow ovid you would've loved hrt. like. conceptually#actually new meme. smallest brain is 'alexander the great was gay' biggest brain is 'ovid was transgender.' send post.
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dwelling on stuff, musing. considering. other words for "thinking".
#talmistaska#<- yes it's about this. maybe eventually i'll get it into words#i'm always hesitant about speaking about Me because i'm like. what if i'm wrong. or what if i understand it different later#and i'm saying outdated things about myself. what then hm?
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it's funny bc like. for so long i was fascinated by plurality and what the brain could do. and now it's like. what do you mean you're alone in there. what do you mean you don't even have an inner monologue. how is that possible how do you think
#💡// inevitably when i think about this too much i start having an anxiety attack. that includes as i wrote this#but the thing is. it's very hard to accept the thought#when just earlier in the day i was comforted by the very presence our self-doubt tries to... well. doubt#and when the stars that make up our headspace wrap around my consciousness like a blanket#it's very hard to continue spiraling at all#so i suppose while i'm thinking of the “gratitude board” our campus's library had up today#i'll say what i couldn't write there#i'm so thankful for my system for putting up with me. i'm so thankful for moon. for zoey. for aspen. for yui. for wis. for maple.#and also for the members of my subsystem who choose to let me be whole. for miraberri. for riv. for brightgem. for stardust.#and i'm thankful for the headspace our system resides in- which itself has taken a consciousness and a name. for omnia.#and also for the friends that might not quite understand us but still show their support. for jake. for jade. for jamie.#and also for the friends who do. you know who you are.#maybe i'll split this off into its own post eventually#but for now i'm content to leave it in the tags#if you see this. thank you for reading
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volition and empathy childhood best friend propaganda RAUGH!!
#chemi chats#i need you all to understand that my obsession with volition & empathy friendship is ON PAR with volition/electrochemistry lovers#MAYBE MORE. IM SO VERY VERY FOND OF THEM. they have NO CANON BACKING BUT IF PEOPLE CAN CRACKSHIP ROMANTICALLY I CAN DO IT PLATONICALLY!!!#YELLS. LOUDLY. okay im normal.#to the now three people who have asked about my fics I AM ANSWERING THESE TODAY I SWEAR. I PROMISE. I LOVE YOU!!! <333#i have a lot of asks i want to answer i love you all thank you for being patient i'll get to everything eventually i promise hgkjg
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