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I’m sorry but I’M JUST SO VERY THRILLED NOT TO SHOW YALL MY HUSBAND WHO FINALLY MADE IT BACK HOME 😭😭🫶🏼
#pls don’t mind the mess in the back 😭💀#or the god awful gremlin toes LMAO#I’m just SO SOO HAPPY 🖤🖤#just needed a reminder to why my day was amazing today (and he definitely made it THAT MUCH MORE better!)#ughhh love this fictional man smmm#may delete this soon idk#geto suguru#jjk
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gonna try to queue up the rest of my old art that i haven’t posted here yet, i realize i’ve been kind of generally absent from social media here & haven’t had any new art to post recently 😭
tbh i’ve been working rly hard on an animatic for my zelda au cycle of the stars, i may not finish til late next month cuz i’m gonna be rly busy for the next few weeks but look forward to it!
anyways new (old) art posts incoming, first one should be up in a few mins
#delete later#rambles#life update idk?#anyways i’ve been way too busy & i hope i have time to get back to more consistent art & posting schedule soon#i may start reblogging some of my old art too in the meantime cuz a lot of it just ended up buried on my blog
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good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff
ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]
#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty#may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think#i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels#and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it#shldnt be a prblem#i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk#for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr#and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon#lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc#its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it#from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!!#oke. bye#i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa#oh ill start up my queues again too
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Mom told me if I want to join her in the gym, which, extremely funny when she knows I'm disabled and in need of using a cane when going out.
But still considering joining her and dying just to not be stuck in this 4 fuck ass walls (she refuses to bring me anywhere at all, i cried and begged just to be driven to a park once and yet here we all are, Anyway)
#Depending on my mental health#and how guilty i feel for complaining after i post this#this may be delete soon idk
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the sky is orange and I have to cancel my outdoor plans tomorrow due to the air quality so sorry if the 200th chapter or any other project comes later, like Saturday or Sunday, cause I don't feel like doing anythiiiiiiinnnnnnggggggg
#i know this is normal to other parts of the world... but not here. not at all#I really hope Canada handles that fire soon for everyone's sake. and also because i dont like being faced with the concerquences#of nothing being done for the climate disaster#im overreacting right now cause my fight or flught is kicking in and idk what to do or mahbe im delirious so maybe the rain will come and#ill get back on schedule and pretend this never happened#may delete later
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Anyways so she doesn't have a name yet but shes a supernatural that haunts the gardening club's garden, she died at 1889 from an illness near her favourite flower, while watering it
Her rumour is basically about how she died like this, she was a very sensitive girl so the watering part sticked the most. According to the rumor: whenever nobody is out in the garden, she comes out and waters her flower with all she got in her tears, if you catch her during it, you might watch her. İf she stays afterwards you may even have a short chat with her
She has basically no fear to her rumour so shes pretty harmless for the most part
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hmmm I think I need to write a vent fic
#...again#I haven't in a while and since I'm being swamped by a particular brand of yuck I haven't been hit by in a while#it may be time to write another#idk#I'm just blabbing and will probably delete this soon but yeah#mostly talking to myself#rambles from the floor#delete later#haven't sat outside and cried like that in a while uhhhh
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#new icon and header bc I needed a change#might still change it soon idk#this is just fyi bc I always get confused at first when mutuals change icons lmao#took me way too long to decide between may and Maddie for the icon but I'm in my may feels lately haha#also gotta credit the creators tomorrow in my bio#might delete this post idk it's pointless lol
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I’ve been wanting to do some of bc again btw…but it’s been a while so I’m gonna like reevaluate it
At the least: just going to edit and update build (and possibly some sims outfits)
At most: might do a bigger overhaul but depends on how many are still active
#no o haven’t forgotten about it#*i#it’s just time and effort and whatever my mind wants to do first getting in way#but yeah will update if there’s bigger change happening or not#I think I may or may not reinstall reshade too#cause last few times I’ve downloaded ones that should work with version I have#haven’t worked and idk why…#my job ends soon#and tho I found some others I could try that posted recently#part of me also just wants to take a like months break and recover#I liked job but it’s been so very draining#feels like I’ve been in one massive burnout#would be nice to recover and rest and catch up on some hobbies#then try jumping back in#txt post#delete later
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You uhhh...you wanna drop the alt there king? 👀 I would like to look....
don't get excited hunty it's just underwear pics on there. but you're more than welcome to trawl through all the likes cause that's where the smut is. It's @/privmph2
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ME IF SCRATCHING THE SCARS/ACNE ON MY FACE WAS A JOB
#HWJAAHJAJZ#being serious here though i dont know how stop like#its not like a sh thing or smth like that but its like#more of an impulse/anxiety thing????#uhhhh#idk 😋😋#its been going on for uh#4 years?? 3??? i do NOT know#i think 4#OH MY YOD some mf is gonna aks me next school year “what happened to your face 🥺🥺”#LIKE STFU ITS NOT YOUR CONCERN#i remember one bitch at my old school kept asking me abt it and i just ignored her#i may delete this soon#whatever#closet rambles again on tumblr
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Im getting anxious
#i really thought our last date (nov 10th) went well#yeah i fumbled a few signals but at the end of the day i rectified those by bringing them up again#or maybe they didnt like the vibe of my last text? idk. i mean it wasnt anything outrageous but it was a poor attempt at flirting from mej#just like a little cringy more than anything#but that was the last text exchange we had & that was this past friday (nov 15th)#then saturday afternoon i texted a screenshot of a cute tumblr text post & told them i saw the moon in the daytime & thought of them#but thats the last sent between us & they still havent texted me back. they didnt respond late friday or all day saturday/sunday/monday#i know this is busy season for them but its been 3.5 days. i started getting anxious yesterday but tried to ignore it#this morning im well past anxious & i keep having to fight off a sad feeling. trying not to assume anything but im worried they ghosted me#usually they at least try to communicate ahead of time that their replies may be few/far between because theyre going to be really busy#but there was no warning this time. i mean when we got coffee they did say that ''sadly things arent slowing down soon''#so maybe that was them giving me the heads up? but i feel like thats too vague for me to conclude that communication would be minimal#im just. sooooo tireeeeeeed of being a convenience. im really hoping that this isnt the case & its just my anxiety getting to me#we'll see.#theyre gonna message me soon. im gonna get a text fairly soon. i will. theyre going to send a quick hi im not dead & im thinking of you#im struggling to not go down the rabbit whole of anxiety rn. damn it#personal#heyitslapis rambles#delete later
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#my posts#once again thinking about stuff that in the end it sums of of me making myself sad lmao#and ive been doing well lately#enough to be able to say 'nah its cool i havent been feeling miserable for a while!' a few days ago#.... ive called it upon myself lmao#just... idk#something made me think about it and truly once it gets in my head its hard to get it out#and things relating to that may happen soon and i will survive it i will be fine it may not even happen but... im not excited about it#and then out of something silly i was thinking about a.. not so similar topic but one of the elements is very similar#i just wish it didnt have to be like this#that thinking thoughts of this didnt make me feel so. bad.#but its... unfixable. at least I wouldnt agree to try to fix it. but id rather burn the bridges and not ever think about this#... im being this vague bc its the one thing if i give any more info than this i delete the posts#... and maybe i should do that with this one too#but. whatever#i should sleep#or something.#with this i.. dont think ill manage too easily tho
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Staying up way later than I really should be is a very fickle thing, because on one hand: the house is so quiet and it's very peaceful to just feel like I'm alone in it for a while. Very calm, very relaxing. But on the other hand: if I stay up too long or think too much then uh oh sad boy hours
#sorry its 5am and ive accidentally made myself depressed and this is how im coping#i might be starting to work full time soon meaning i wont be able to stay up this late#(which may not always stop me tbh but ill try not to)#And I'll miss the quiet late night hours but hey more hours more money#idk why im posting this Im just very blah at the moment#lee speaks#delete later
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What Joshua, Souji and Hyousuke have in common: Similar color schemes (red and black. Also a bit of brown, white, and yellow)
What Joshua and Souji have in common: They're both sick.
What Hyousuke and Joshua have in common: They both have some big gash of scar on their chest (although Joshua's is actually a lot smaller, but I like to imagine that Hyousuke's big gash of scar would look like how Joshua's look but bigger lol)
#may possibly delete but no promises so you gotta deal with it (ooc)#ooc#ffxvi spoiler mention#i am still ps5less and honestly not gonna get a ps5 anytime soon#but i have a sideblog for my boy joshua who is a sideblog for my souji blog#he's still a wip and idk what to write for him yet#anyhoo i love my 3 dudes
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙private, not a secret | MV1˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: max verstappen x wife!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established/secret relationship
warnings: very fluffy :))
summary: in which you and your husband like to keep things on the low so much so that none of his fans know about the family you have together
a/n: i luv this req tbh i lowkey luv writing kids in it's sooo cute im lowkey broody af atm too 😭 helllll
request!!!: Hi!! Could I request an smau with max where he has a secret family or something idk I just think it could be really cute !
fc: various blonde girls from pinterest
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maxverstappen1 my girls
yourusername 💓
carlossainz55 god i look so cool
yourusername hahahhh yeaaa
carlossainz55 ???
yourusername nothing mate😄
yourbff aww i need to come see you guys
yourusername yes please omg 😧 alice said she misses her fav aunt !
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user7 omg hi y/n
user8 YES A Y/N FEATURE
user9 omg he let her out of the basement
user10 💀
danielricciardo go off
maxverstappen1 yessss!!! whatever that means
user11 lol
charles_leclerc tell y/n we want her at the next race please
maxverstappen1 she will come if the babysitter is free 👍
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maxverstappen1 she said she'll think about it 🧠
user12 WHAT
user13 Urmmmmmmm did you guys see the deleted comment
user14 do max & y/n have children?
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charles_leclerc i am sorry on his behalf y/n 🙏
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oscarpiastri get him on a time out asap
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yourusername they will soon we're keeping her childhood safe for now
maxverstappen1 you already know she's gonna come watch her dad race soon 😎
yourbff im sure she'll find that very fun max
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maxverstappen1 😒
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there is always going to be rumours ahout my relationship considering we keep things to ourselves, neither of us find it necessary to comment on them very often. *laughs* i've never heard anyone say i'm hiding y/n, no. we have always been private but never ever a secret and that's how it will remain for the most part
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user21 NOOOO WAYYYYY
user22 this is so so so so precious
user23 omg i feel so honoured that this is being shared with us even tho it's only a small piece of their lives 🫶
user24 max being a girl dad JUST MAKES SENSE
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maxverstappen1 i love you more ❤️
user25 this is so special
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danielricciardo congratulations again bro you have a such a beautiful family
maxverstappen1 thank you daniel 😄
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oscarpiastri omg congratulations y/n
maxverstappen1 and me?
oscarpiastri oh right yea sorry max forgot, congratulations mate
danielricciardo congratulations guys 🫶
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charles_leclerc so so happy for you guys
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maxverstappen1 you are so beautiful
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maxverstappen1 i love making you blush
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maxverstappen1 i love you my girl 💗
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THE END ❤️
#f1#f1 fanfic#f1 smau#f1 fic#f1 x reader#smau#f1 imagine#max verstappen#mv33#mv1#mv1 imagine#mv1 x reader#mv33 x reader#mv33 imagine#mv33 fic#mv1 fic#maddie's smau
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