#im just. sooooo tireeeeeeed of being a convenience. im really hoping that this isnt the case & its just my anxiety getting to me
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Im getting anxious
#i really thought our last date (nov 10th) went well#yeah i fumbled a few signals but at the end of the day i rectified those by bringing them up again#or maybe they didnt like the vibe of my last text? idk. i mean it wasnt anything outrageous but it was a poor attempt at flirting from mej#just like a little cringy more than anything#but that was the last text exchange we had & that was this past friday (nov 15th)#then saturday afternoon i texted a screenshot of a cute tumblr text post & told them i saw the moon in the daytime & thought of them#but thats the last sent between us & they still havent texted me back. they didnt respond late friday or all day saturday/sunday/monday#i know this is busy season for them but its been 3.5 days. i started getting anxious yesterday but tried to ignore it#this morning im well past anxious & i keep having to fight off a sad feeling. trying not to assume anything but im worried they ghosted me#usually they at least try to communicate ahead of time that their replies may be few/far between because theyre going to be really busy#but there was no warning this time. i mean when we got coffee they did say that ''sadly things arent slowing down soon''#so maybe that was them giving me the heads up? but i feel like thats too vague for me to conclude that communication would be minimal#im just. sooooo tireeeeeeed of being a convenience. im really hoping that this isnt the case & its just my anxiety getting to me#we'll see.#theyre gonna message me soon. im gonna get a text fairly soon. i will. theyre going to send a quick hi im not dead & im thinking of you#im struggling to not go down the rabbit whole of anxiety rn. damn it#personal#heyitslapis rambles#delete later
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