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pokemonvillainadventures · 3 days ago
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Maxie x Cutesy Reader
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Too Cute to Handle
Pokemon: Altaria, Plusle and Minun
Gender neutral Reader
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Shocked, appalled, and quite possibly. . . flabbergasted
Not that they had anything against you. No, Maxie saw you as a capable individual who was strong in battle, confident, and endearing. How could he not fancy you as a person? The doubts that Maxie had only came from within. Even after his Team made amends with the citizens of Hoenn, that he almost destroyed, and vowed to change their ways, Maxie still had some worry if he even deserved someone as sweet as you.
You came to him at a time were he was really worried about the future of his Team and became the light of his life, almost literally. One day long since past, walking underneath the Hoenn sun, you with your bright pink shirt and buttercup yellowed pants, you felt a simple joy of taking in the quite scenery. That was until you weren't paying attention too much of where you were going and toppled Maxie despite literally no one else being around. What could you say? You've always been known to have a bit of a airheaded side to you. But of course you apologized none the less to the stranger dressed in red and almost went about your merry day until Maxie couldn't help himself and opened his mouth.
Maxie: *a bit annoyed* Tsk . . you know. . if you're in such a rush, you have to be more careful of where you walk.
Normally you can't stand the idea of being belittled nor any sort of confrontation for that matter. You wanted to turn tail and flea but today was different. Today your gentle soul allowed for you to stay.
(Y/N): I . . . I know . .*sigh* Sir .I'm sorry you're right. *you say as your face turns beat red*
Maxie felt satisfied enough with your apology and turned away to continue his stroll until he felt your soft hand clasp onto his own hand.
(Y/N): W . Wait!! . Let me make it up to you!
You practically demanded that you make it up to him, and dragged Maxie to a nearby cafe via offering to by him coffee. Maxie wanted to protest. To tell you that you need not go out of your way to do anything for him. To just go your separate ways and forget that either of our paths crossed but, something in Maxie was preventing him from leaving. Maybe it was your soft delicate hands touching his. Maybe it was the way your face became flustered when you apologized. Maybe it was your shy meek voice that drew him closer but for once in his life coffee sounded nice with a stranger.
What Maxie considers now to be your guys first date, that coffee break was the eventual start to everything he loves and adores now. You talked about many things, likes and dislikes, the Pokemon you train, your hobbies, goals, and personal quirks. It was a calm in Maxies life that he so desperately needed at that moment. A calm he was for sure convinced was a one off event. That once the last drop of coffee leaves his cup he will have to part with this moment and go back to his normal life.
Maxie: *Maxie Pauses for a moment before standing up to leave*. . Well this has been . .nice actually. . thank you but I should be. .
(Y/N): How about same time next week! *You happily suggest*
Maxie: . .*Maxie is stunned and his face turns a light shade of pink*. . what? . you . .You're suggesting we do more of this? And you don't find discomfort in showing your face with me in public?
With his mind now in a bit of a tizz, his doubt's started to override the logical thinking of his mind. Throughout the conversation you did eventually find out who Maxie was and more often than not this would cause strangers to be cautious around Maxie at best, or flat out hate him at worst.
(Y/N):. . *Lightly stirring around your straw in a mostly empty mug, a small smile forms on your face*. . Listen I will admit that once my mind managed to piece together who you were . . I was . .shocked . .but I liked talking to you and I wanted to keep talking with you as long as you are okay with that! . . . I mean you can't be all thag bad if you agreed to go grab coffee with a stranger who practicly trappled over you. . .Who knows maybe next time we could battle or go do something different like walk around or . .
As your thoughts and words trailed off Maxie's own smile graced his face. Were you always this open with people? Did you truely see the good in everyone despite their histories? How could someone be so clueless? Interrupting your rambling he softly replies. . .
Maxie: I will have to check my schedule but all of that sounds lovely.
From that moment on the two of you went on many more "mini dates", growing closer, as stronger feelings for each other developed over time. It was another coffee date when Maxie decided to ask to officially date you. Maxie's admins had already suspected he was in a relationship with the amount of time he would rush to get any paperworks completed just so he would have time to spend with you.
Though, it is funny to say, Maxie would have no idea the world he would be entering when he opened his heart to you. It's strange, for such a observent man, he never considered the possibility that your preferred choice of clothing was an indicator to your whole lifestyle. Not that he minded, nor did he have any room to talk, but when you finally invited him over to your apartment he was greeted with a wonderful array of pastel colors. Not only did frills, baby blues and bubble gum pinks lace your body but, the carpert, kitchen, and even TV was some shade of yellow, pink, green, or blue. Though Maxie would be foolish to ever call it childish. It was colorful, yes, but it was still designed with an adults mindset and besides the countless Plushies he ran across, the apartment fit you, and he couldn't imagine it any other way.
As corny as it was your personality was what won him over. Which he admits also fits the aesthetic. A soft style for a soft hearted person. You were practically the definition of tender, love, and care. When Maxie was feeling particularly stressed after a long days of work you offer to cook for him, or rest with him on the couch. After Pokemon battles you not only treated your Pokemon but his Pokemon as well. Your laugh is soft and airy. Your smile is enough to get his heart racing. You don't have to do much to make Maxie feel loved and the rest of Team Magma can see Maxie's improved behavior as well.
Speaking of which, the team silently thanks you presence and the effects you have on their Leader. Before you came around the grunts saw Maxie as a stern, over worked, headstrong Leader who looks as if they haven't slept in ten centuries. Now with you in his life. . .nothing much has changed but the good news is that you are the only one who can get him to calm down and take better care of his health so that's something.
However, let it be known that none of the team magma members are going to start taking orders from you just because you are dating their leader. You acknowledge that you have little authority to give them, but they do respect you unless they want to be lectured by Maxie at 7 o'clock in the morning. But who the hell in their right mind would even want to treat you poorly? You are so sweet and caring that people simply have little reason to dismiss you. You offer to cook meals for the grunts and heal their Pokemon as you would do the same for Maxie, never asking for anything in return. Sometimes on a slower day, you offer to train with some of the grunts where they get to experience your battling style which couldn't be further from Maxie's if you tried. Maxie and his calculated moves. His team built and trained to be strong and fearsome. The countless hours he spent building a strong bond with his camerupt to achieve optimal Mega Evolution properties. All these qualities and more that seemed to be completely absent in you. True is it that your own Altaria can Mega Evolve but, the grunts doubt that it is a result of intensive training. Your small team of three consisting of the aforementioned Altaria, then the duo Plusle and Minun were all you had. Though they were no doubt picked because of their cute factor. Your battle style tended to be more "flashy". Less strength, in favor of moves that would sparkle or glow whether they did copious amounts of damage didn't matter to you.
But that is neither here or there, the cute and unique way you led your life is what made you such a great partner for Maxie! You know what they say about opposites attracting. He was stern and you were sweet and there was no complaints to be had what so ever.
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Except for when the Plushies started leaving your apartment and instead found home in Maxie's office.
Okay . . so you might have a teeny tiny itty bitty spending problem when it comes to plushies but come onnnnnn can you really blame yourself? Plushies are the second best things ever on the planet. (Your love for Maxie being number one of course, how sweet). But Maxie liked to joke that he could empty out one of Team Magma's storage rooms and still not have enough space for his partners plushie collection. (Whatever. . . In your mind he's just being overdramatic) As this is just another part of your personality Maxie would normally love you too much to say anything against it. Though, one pokemon plushie too many have now laced his office and on the day you barge into his office with a life sized Altaria Plush is when he decides to put his foot down.
Maxie: (Y/N) no!
(Y/N): . . but Maxie. .
Maxie: No. .!
(Y/N): . .But
Maxie: No!!
(Y/N):.. .Darling
Maxie: *Blushing at the nickname* . . tsk don't sweet talk me! . . Arceus so help me. *he gently rubs his temples as he stands up to be by your side. He still finds it adorable how your body is nearly covered by the Giant Altaria plush in your arms.* . . .sigh. .now look at you. Tell me exactly where you would even put . . *he gestures at the plush* all of this! I love you, my sweet light but why? Don't you have the real thing? Why do you need them in plush form??
(Y/N):. . . so . .you could look at it throughout the day and . . remember me?? *you say with a nervous smile. To be fair that was the excuse you used on all the plushies and the excuse had run its course*
Sighing once more Maxie brought you into a gentle embrace and chuckled lightly at your attempt to keep placing plushies in his care.
Maxie: My love I am old but, not senile trust me when I say I will not forget you after one day of work, *He gently strokes the top of your head and even kisses it softly* but please refrain from covering my work space from now on.
With a small smile and a bit of help from your Pokemon you eventually brought back each plush and kept them in your own apartment. Expect for one small, fuzzy numel plush that calls itself home on Maxies desk. This numel, and only this numel is allowed to call itself home in the office . . . oh alright and one more too. You insist that the one would get "lonely" so two numel plushies on his desk it is! And yes, he admits that looking at them everyday and being able to think about you does bring a smile to his face.
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bunniesbearsandadventures · 28 days ago
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Alrighty I decided to give this trainer card thing a shot
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My but type team (with all my favorite bug types)
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My ghost type team (with all my favorites)
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And a combination of the two (bug and ghost are my favorite types so I decided to choose my favorite three of the two)
So yeah cool I guess all are official. I just swap them out regularly and mix and match where I feel. Dhjsjshs I just want to hang out with all the cool creepies and crawlies so YES I have all these mons and NO you can't make me choose I LOVE THEM ALL.
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Introduction thingy:
(Will write later cuz TIRED)
My F/Os:
Guzma x Me (Zesty) : Zestyma
Colress x Me (Zesty): Zesress
Maxie x Me (Zesty): Zexie
Etc.
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theselfshipcafe · 1 year ago
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My sona has been sillyfied 🧍They are a moth-like blanket creature who is a constant sleepyhead. Butts heads with Jax and hides bedbugs in his room. Also may or may not be crushing on Ragatha
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theothermorganh · 2 years ago
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Sketch page I did today! I drew @offmainsquare 's kitty Wilson (he is too cute!) And a wild Willow appeared! My cat also decided to pop in Close ups under cut!
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Also I don't blame you if you can't read anything (I can't either)
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Slightly suggestive:
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kakusu-shipping · 8 months ago
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Also I REALLY wanna replay Omega Ruby/Alpha Sapphire because my crush on Maxie is coming back and much like my Crush on Sycamore it comes in waves and I must see him and the guy I ship him with interacting to banish the infatuation yet again until the next wave comes crashing
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jessberriies · 2 years ago
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Relatively old/recent doodles of my Pokémon oc with Magma leader Maxie from ORAS ( specifically. but I do love his old design!) incredibly self indulgent since Max was my big favorite from the series aside from another handful but he’s still pretty high on the list.
You see, these two met under mundane circumstances despite Maxies criminal records, Jess was a well known coordinator that travelled from region to region impressing crowds with beauty and power, she met Max while performing during a big show.
The two spoke after her victory where Maxie complimented her ability to balance destruction and elegance in stage, admittedly he found her passion quite encouraging given she didn’t care for the rewards, that and the fact the wardrobe Jess was known to wear was none other than Pokémon base, including some legendaries.
The two started bumping into eachother a lot more frequently after her shows, some by coincidence others brought on by strange circumstances. Jess despite her bubbly aura was fairly cautious given Max had a bad streak, he was afterall, the cause of Groudons awakening just a year ago.
It was strange how such an outgoing and a radiant ball of sunshine would stick like glue to a cold and steely individual like Max, they’re total opposites, but with such polar opposites came with some positive outcomes given the fact Max hardly has a social life so when he attended Jess’ shows more often he came out of his shell a little bit each time.
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an-autistic-dweeb · 8 months ago
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My thoughts exactly
changeling draal au draxie!
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(reblogs > likes pls!)
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maxlarens · 7 months ago
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MV: YUCK! ⭐ part three
pairing(s): max verstappen x photographer!reader
summary: your aesthetic interest in max verstappen is purely professional, you swear.
fc: daisy edgar jones
a/n: enjoy pookies! happy miami day! i’ll be dead asleep when this posts but looking forward to waking up to sprint qual results and all the love you guys have been giving my smaus so far🥹
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amalia-uwu · 7 months ago
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Happy Birthday Fudgie!
Undertale by Toby Fox
For Fudgelling-Away @fudgelling-away
Sans x self insert
Here is a small drabble / fic I wrote for you :3
Amalia and Sans put on aprons and cooking hats.
Sans noticed that Amalia was wearing a piece of cloth to cover her hair.
He looked at her questioningly.
"I don't want my hair to go into the cake. That'd be gross and not cool".
He nodded.
Amalia brought the ingredients.
Sans carried the equipment and book for the recepie.
Sans  and Amalia looked at the equipment, ingredients and slowly at each other.
They grinned.
"ready? amalia?"
"Born Ready Sans!"
They grinned and began action.
They read the recipe.
They added the ingredients and mixed them together.
They made the base.
They fixed the chocolate, cream, caramel and condensed milk.
They built and decorated the cake.
It was chocolate, cream, condensed milk and caramel.
"amalia?" Sans hesitantly asked.
"Hm?" she murmured trying to decorate the cake.
"why so much condensed milk cans?"
Amalia stopped and looked at the cans. "Well, she likes it! I've seen her spooning it, drinking it from the can, licking her fingers. She loves it.. I believe next thing she goes feral other than you, it condensed milk".
Sans nodded.
Sans blushed at what she said. His face turned reddish. Amalia smirked.
They had bought a second cake; in case what they were making, was a total disaster.
After they were done with their cake.
They began decorating the room.
Amalia brought some balloons.
Then went to take a bath and prepare themselves.
Amalia was giggling. Sans was smiling.
Sans put on his good clothes. A white shirt, brown pants, black shoes and blue jacket.
Amalia put on her maxi dress, fixed her hair, added makeup and fragrance.
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They heard the keys and the door opening.
Fudgie let her keys on the wooden table close to the door. She removed her shoes, hanged her bag and coat.
It was oddly quite. "Anybody home?" she called.
Sans appeared behind her and closed her eyes.
She yelped at the sudden movement. "Easy now sweetheart, we have a surprise for you". His soft voice whispered in her ear. She felt his wame breath caressing her cheek and ear.
Fudgie took some breathes to calm down her raising heartbeat.
Sans's phalanges were warm on her skin.
They felt a little rough. She knew what work these phalanges have done.
Sans guided her to the living room. "Don't open your eyes, wait for my signal" Sans masculine voice whispered in her ear.
She nodded, her heart beating fast.
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Amalia and Sans took position.
"Now, sunlight. Open your eyes".
Fudgie opened her blue grey eyes. They shone like lakes when the sun hits the surface.
She saw the presents, they held in their arms.
Amalia was holding a beautiful box, shaped as a heart.
Sans was holding a small black box and a bouquet of blue cornflowers.
He offered the bouquet, his face blushing pink, reddish. Her eyes shone like stars.
He looked at the floor and caressed the back of his skull. He blushed harder when she made that face.
He carefully handed her the box. She opened the box and saw a magnificent necklace with gemstones (amethyst, green fluorite, blue tanzanite, ruby, diamond and many more) .
Her eyes sparkled. She kept staring. She was mesmerized.
Amalia came next to Sans, with her gift as well.
Amalia stretched her hands offering her gift to her.
Fudgie opened Amalia's gift and noticed the cans of condensed milk, tea, a card and a green scarf; similar to Amalia's pink one.
Fudgie smiled. Her smile was stretched from one ear to the other.
They hugged each other.
Fudgie thanked them.
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Sans brought the cake. Fudgie blew the candles and sliced the cake.
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They sat down to eat. There were spinach pie, cheese pie, small hot dogs and many more delicious goodies.
Fudgie tried it and with the corner of her eye she noticed Amalia and Sans sinking in their seats.
Well Amalia had her face behind Sans's shoulder blade.
Sans was nervous but tried not to show it.
As Fudgie took a mouthful of the cake, the flavors exploded in her taste buds.
They watched as her pupil grew bigger.
Due to her blue / grey eyes, they could see when she loved something or someone; her pupil grew larger.
She loved it.
She could sense the right dose of chocolate, caramel, cream and condensed milk. It was delectable. She hummed in delight.
Amalia peeked from behind Sans's back.
"Do you like it?" Amalia asked in a small shy voice. She wanted to be sure.
Fudgie turned her blue eyes on her way, cheeks stuffed. Fudgie swallowed.
Fudgie's expression had softened when she saw Amalia's nervous expression.
Fudgie grinned "You made this?" she pointed at them.
They nodded.
She set her plate down. A soft smile on her face. She got up and went closed to them
She hugged them.
They hugged her back.
"Thank you guys, this was a pretty good try, I love it!"
They buried their faces on her shoulder.
Fudgie smelled nice; coconut and rose. Sunshine and flowers.
Her copper brown hair soft, like silk, brushed their faces.
Sans and Amalia grinned.
"Glad to hear that Fudgie!" Amalia's voice was muffled.
After some minutes, she let go of them.
Both enjoyed the cake while talking and watching the view from the window.
She sat in the middle. Sans leaned his head on her left shoulder. Amalia leaned hers on her right side.
They were happy!
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The End 😘
Thank you for reading! 💙
I admit... I am not proud of this small fic... But still, I hope you enjoyed it a little bit! 💙 If not, it's okay! 💙 💚💚💚💚
Constructive Criticism, Feedback, fanarts, fanfics, likes, Comments are always welcomed! Please do not use vulgar, bad language.
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asterwritesfanfics · 1 year ago
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Hi, I'm AsterWrites, but you can call me Aster. I'm planning on writing some MHA Oneshots, Sans AU Oneshots, Pokemon Oneshots and possibly a series. (Some self-inserts will have OCs as the main character)
The content I will write are fluff, smut, angst, and occasional self-insert oneshots. The tropes I will write are; enemies to lovers (healthy), friends to lovers, unexpected pregnancy, found family (platonic relationships), soulmates, omegaverse, fantasy.
Characters I write for:
MHA: (Mainly) Dabi, Shoto, Deku, Bakugo, Iida, Tokoyami, Denki, Kirishima, Tomura Shigaraki, All Might, Spinner, Dabi, Twice, Natsuo, Miriko (Kinda) Aizawa, Mirio, Amajiki, Hawks. (NO) Endeavour, All For One, Toga, Chisaki group, Giran
Sans AUs: (Mainly) Nightmare, Dream, Cross, Error, Horror, Dust, Killer, Swap, Ink (platonic only), Lust, Dreamswap Dream, Dreamswap Blue, Dreamswap Error, Dreamswap Nightmare. (Kinda) Outer, Swapdream Dream, Fresh, Geno, Reaper, Birdtale. (NO) Anyone created by the creator of the NaJ AU
Pokemon: (Mainly) Gladion, N. (Kinda) Maxie, Archie, Cynthia, Hau. (NO) Ghestsis, Cyrus, Giovanni
Rules: No non-con requests, no stepcest requests, no incest requests, for minors, it will only be fluff unless the request has it where the character is 18+, I am allowing people above the age of 14 to interact with my content cause I too did read smut as a 13-year-old but that was because I was on Wattpad, no abuse, I will not be writing any Hawks x Reader x Dabi, I will write disabled characters, I will write gay relationships, no abusive relationships with the requested character
Now I need to figure out how to make a masterlist
ALSO, if my grammar is bad, even though English is my first language, I'm a fast typer after having experience of writing ever since Elementary
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lunarsilkscreen · 4 months ago
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The Person other people think you are
As a child that liked cartoons, video games, and anime, I drew a lot, and a recurring moniker I would use is "Zero". Which was a common Manga/Anime protagonist name at the time.
Some Girl convinced me to change the "z" to an "x" cuz "x" is cooler. I later found out it was likely because she liked Linkin Park, who used 'Xero' as their proto-band-name.
My mother loves that Maxis game [The Sims]. And in it, one day she showed off one of her Sim Characters she had named "Xero", which was a Green Alien woman.
This isn't one of those defining moments the me, not something that "deeply confused younger me and that's why I'm trans".
At the time; I was very offended. She spent my life trying to ensure that I fit in as a normal little boy, something I deeply hated. I had to my hair short, wear boy clothes, just be a boy.
And here; in that moment--she had affirmed my gender without either of us really knowing what that meant.
People see the person you are, but sometimes... They also see the person they want you to be.
This is called the Anima (or the Animus, cuz GENDERED WORDS) the Anima includes this depiction of person the world thinks you should be; the difference between anima/Animus is feminine/masculine....so the separation doesn't matter. Just that; women tend to be stereotype under the Social Anima(expectations) and men tend to be stereotypes under the Social Animus(expectations).
If you're born a men. The Animus expectations is how people see you, and if you're born a women, the Anima is how people tend to see you.
Whatever *that* archetype covers in whatever society you live in, because societies are different.
There's a handful of other archetypes that Jung uses; The Mask(persona), The Shadow(the extra that isn't you), and the True Self(the self without the Anima, Mask, or Shadow.
The Mask is the character we play to the world. This is influenced by anima, the popular culture, our idea of the person we would like to be. But it is more like a tattoo over skin. It's cool, but it's an act.
The shadow is the darkness we cast when the light hits of us, some could call this reputation, or pre-concieved notions.
It isn't real, but it creates this character of who we are based on perceived actions and behavior.
So the Mask, Shadow, and Anima(Armor might be a better modern word) create this other person we are not really. And some people, like trans people, hide their true self behind these things.
Because all too often; our true selves are so... Dissident with societal expectations, that revealing them is akin to [ritual of life].
This isn't *only* true for trans people, but it's the easiest to deacribe.
So Jung, and by extensions; Jordan Peterson acknowledges this concept as a thing that trans people experience. despite online clips often cut to suggest that Trans people are this [Menance].
And they acknowledge it because it's a thing everybody experiences it. But here's the thing; trans people can't take of that armor. They can never take it off, that's what makes us different. Because our Armor may as well be our flesh.
And so this person, this false identity created by the combination of Mask, Armor, and Shadow; this *becomes* the person other people think we are.
And for some god forsaken reason; when it's revealed that it's not true; because it's not true for anybody. This causes a sort of grief among people who know you. Relatives, friends, acquaintances whatever.
This is the reasoning behind "Don't meet your heroes" because they are never the person you think they are. *That* person only really exists on the stage. And is fabricated by articles, PR, costumes, and a necessity to separate work from reality.
We aren't often the person we dress up as for Halloween.
When trans people come out as trans; other people have to experience this ego death from the character they've created about them in their head.
As if they were [Insert Famous Pop Idol here] and recently had several back to back sex scandals.
This is why everybody likes Miku, Miku isn't real and can't hurt you in that way...though... Her studio sure could.
Tyler Durden Voice; "You're not your height. You're not your genitals... You're not your fucking chromosomes."
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the-selfship-fairy · 1 year ago
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A sequel/continuation of my last realicide fic
Read the previous one here
If you haven't seen my last fic, don't be expecting a normal realicide fic, this is a selfship Egoism x my self insert fic.
Egoism lead Apatite out of the forest, and eventually, they reached the edge of it, where there was a house, it was the realicide house.
Apatite became wary when she saw it, as it was surrounded by a wall topped with barbed wire, had a tower with a turret gun, some of the windows were boarded up and it had a barricaded door. It was an intimidating sight for sure. She became tempted to turn away and run. But before she could, she felt Egoism's hand on her shoulder.
"do not fret, I will not hurt you, I will protect you, even, as it would please my ego to help out a lost, helpless human." Said Egoism.
Apatite looked at him for a minute, and then silently nodded.
"Good, I must warn you though, my roommates are.... interesting people...." He said
Egoism unlocked the door, the inside of the house was surprisingly nice. Egoism lead her up the stairs, and into his room. It was a very nice room, with a large bookshelf, a fancy couch, and a double bed with a canopy. Everything was very well matched as they were all the same dark teal color of his frock coat. Though she found it odd that he had multiple framed photos of himself and a framed photo of a man who somewhat resembled him in a dress.
Suddenly a cute black cat crawled out from under the bed, and walked up to the two. It rubbed it's face up against Apatite's leg and purred.
"oh!" Apatite exclaimed
"curious... Maxie is normally never this friendly with strangers....she must like you!" Said Egoism
Apatite sat down at the couch, and Egoism sat next to her, Maxie jumped onto his lap as well.
"So, what is your name, young lady?" Asked Egoism
"oh, uh it's Apatite..." She said
"that's quite a interesting name, I take it you're named after the gemstone?" He asked
"Yes....I am.." She said
"Well, that gemstone happens to be one of my favorites" said Egoism, who then chuckled.
Apatite blushed.
"So Apatite, do you have any clue on how you got here?" Asked Egoism.
"Yes, well...." Apatite looked down sadly. "It's a long story, but I ended up falling down a well.... and ending up where I did..." She said
"I see" Said Egoism. "Well then, it's almost certain that the well in this realm should lead you back out the other side of the one in yours"
"That makes sense..." She said
"but it is late now, so you may rest here for the night." Said Egoism
"oh, thank you so much!" Said Apatite
"I have some old pajamas you can wear, you may sleep on the floor next to my bed" He said
Apatite changed into the clothes in the closet. She walked out in the borrowed pajamas, they were very tight and short on her, but they would work for now. She laid down on the ground next to Egoism's bed, she knew it was not nearly as comfortable as being in the bed would be, but she was still grateful she was allowed to stay at all.
Egoism looked down at her From the comfortable bed, and felt something he rarely ever felt, the urge to do something selfless. It did not please his ego to let the poor girl sleep on the floor. Perhaps it was just so she would praise him, or because he didn't want to feel guilty. But either way, he could not let this continue.
"....Listen.." He said. "You can sleep on the bed, I'll sleep on the floor instead."
"oh! Thank you for your kindness, Egoism. But.....I feel bad making you sleep on the floor in your own home....well... actually, it's a double bed...why don't we..." She blushed. "Share it...?"
Egoism turned his head away and blushed, the idea of sleeping in the same bed as this beautiful lady he had only just met flustered him. But.....it didn't not please his ego.
"Alright....we shall....do that" he said, hesitantly gesturing to the empty side of the bed.
Apatite crawled into the bed, Egoism felt her warmth as she did, it felt.....nice. he blushed again and turned to not face her. And making sure they didn't directly touch. Apatite did the same. And the two begins to fall asleep.
To be continued :3c
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theselfshipcafe · 1 year ago
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Can an emo blanket and a country doll fall in love?
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proshipping-edits · 4 years ago
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a redorbshipping moodboard and a Maxie x nonbinary self shipping moodboard
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missnalaaa · 4 years ago
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Get to know me first
Age:minor
Location: America yay...
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: bi (who actually knows)
Platforms: Wattpad-missnala_
Kpop ig: Bts_treasure_hunt
Other things: anime,kpop,kdrama freak
Likes: everything and all things
Dislikes: toxic people and meanies
Everything I will do for art/writing
Will do art
Everything but NSFW
Writing
Depends on the story but there will be lemon eventually I just love fluff as of currently
Extra: like I said minor but I will try my hardest to keep everything up and going and I might disappear for bits but I will bounce back hahaha
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theworsttrollhunter · 4 years ago
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Draal trusting Maxie for once to give him a rune reading and regretting it immediately afterwards
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