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Week 1 of exams done now onto week twoooooâŠâŠđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸ
#overall Iâm feeling okay#maths paper yesterday#I thought was really nice#there was a sexy integration by parts q#it was a show that so if you got the answer write then like thatâs six marks in the bag#unless I loose a rigor mark đ#but yeah I had to skip some question but came back to them#and I was like oh this makes so much sense lol#but was able to answer everything which is great#biology today was okay the two six markers were a god send#so two forehead kisses for ocr a#and the paper has some really yucky questions#but some really nice ones#the thing is I skipped so many questions cause I didnât like the look of them#but then actually read them and was like okay this isnât too bad#so finished the paper which is always a slay#I also had time to spare which was verrrry nice#but what made it better was the fact my friend got me for my birthday the last two hunger games books and they match the one I have#at the moment which makes me soo happy#plus prom photos#but I was also really hungry after the exam and I went to the shops to get something to eat only to realise I hadnât finished me lunch#I had an untouched salad and crisps leftđđ#Iâm thinking the chemistry paper is going to be nice#the week has being so eventful#first my school bus window breaking#then the school bus breaking down so I had to catch two buses#but anyway Iâm very proud because I thought I was going to cry or have a panic attack during the exam#but that didnât happen so Iâm pleased I got through a week my friend was so right about the breathing thing like taking deep breaths really#helps#gatherrambles
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gave my midterms and got no break. this world is so vile and cruel
#a nyx original#getting my papers back was such an emotional rollercoaster#i scored well in english and math but TERRIBLY in german and science#i mean nothing is below 65/80 so far but my standards are 70/80 and above#i gave ssc literally yesterday so we're not getting that subject's results until next week#but i do not have high hopes for it ill be grateful if i get anything above 60#GODDD. give me a break. im not strong enough to last the rest of this week#emotional nonsense
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i should be asleep but iâm not </3 feeling kinda weird but not bad âŠ.. thinking abt work and also the barista @ the cafe this morning who was wearing a dykes against transphobia tshirt and she told me she liked my outfit and i told her i liked her shirtâŠâŠ thinking abt the fact that my friends probably donât hate me bc if they did they wouldnât be my friends bc weâre all adults now <3 thinking abt the fact that i need to actually put my essay notes into essay form . thinking abt going home next weekâŠâŠ.
#thinking abt the fact that#one of my coworkers has caught onto my collared shirt underneath overalls go-to outfit#thinking abt the fact that iâm literally going to pull up an a level maths paper sometime soon to revise the content#thinking abt the fact that i have to write a research paper and iâm looking forward to it#thinking abt how much i love my friends#thinking abt how my roommate is going to come back from seeing her family on monday#and then i leave to see mine later that week#thinking abt how this girl told me yesterday that she didnât see me staying in australia#thinking abt how i helped this kid with trigonometry today#thinking abt the fact that i still#need to do laundry
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I was punched and pepper sprayed by cops that my university administration set on student protesters yesterday. Including once where a cop ripped my mask off my face, grabbed my jaw, and sprayed pepper sprayed straight into my mouth. The university sent out an alert in the middle of our protest canceling classes for the rest of the day, only citing âadverse conditionsâ. After protesters dispersed under threat of even more violence and three buses of riot police from all over the state with rubber bullets and bully sticks parked in front of one our schoolâs famous landmarks. I staggered over to a couple of friends who were watching on the sidelines. They gave me water and an apple and held a bag of ice on my very pepper spray irritated face. As they were walking me back to my dorm we ran into one of their roommates. She had taken cancelled classes as an opportunity to get crumbl cookie with her friends. Standing in front of her, happy in a floral blouse with her box of cookies, in my pepper spray and water soaked tshirt, keffiyeh sadly hanging off my shoulder, holding an ice pack to my mouth, felt like a slap in the face.
After putting my pepper spray soaked clothes, shoes, and keffiyeh in a plastic bag and taking an extraordinarily painful shower, a friend and I went for dinner just off campus. There we had a pot of green tea and ramen to soothe pepper sprayed throats. We got ice cream after (shared a cup with chocolate and raspberry pomegranate with strawberry pieces on top, it was very good). From our spot outside the ice cream place we watched a steady stream of groups of sorority girls in matching jeans shorts and blue bikini tops walking back to their apartments after some apparently raucous parties. The cognitive dissonance was insane. I really felt a little like I was going crazy.
Even this morning, waking up to the smeared sharpie of the National Lawyerâs Guildâs phone number on my arm, a black and blue chest from where a grown man straight up clocked me while I was held up by two other protesters in a wall, and a still sore throat and eyes from the pepper spray, life goes on like normal. I still have final papers to write and a math exam to review for.
Iâm not sure I really have a point. But, this feeling only makes me want to fight harder for a free Palestine. So, fuck Israel for being an apartheid state and all of their crimes over the last 76 years. Fuck university administration for not disclosing their level of investment in Israel. Fuck university administration for not divesting from this genocide. Fuck Joe Biden for actively supporting this genocide. And fuck the police.
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sex for dummies part 2. eren j. 2.7k. part 1
cwàšà§ nsfw link, kissing, fingering, creaming, squirting, dirty talk, female oral, praising, cervix kissing, clit overstimulation, black reader, lowercase intended . . . am i forgetting anything? oh, in which eren fingers your pussy. . . a little too good:) minorssssss nottttt alllowed!
perfectly arched eyebrows knit together across your forehead, the pink pen clutched tightly between your fingers as you tried to decipher the mess of equations in front of you. erenâs handwriting was a chaotic jumble of loops and lines, almost as if he had scrawled them in a hurry without a second thought. frustration bubbled up inside you, your lips pressing into a thin line as you struggled to make sense of the numbers and symbols.
the room was silent except for the occasional scratch of your pen against the paper and the soft ticking of the clock on the wall. each tick seemed to echo louder, a constant reminder of the dwindling time you had left to prepare. you could feel the pressure mounting, a heavy weight settling on your shoulders. no matter how hard you tried, the concepts just wouldnât click. it was like trying to piece together a puzzle with missing pieces.
a deep sigh escaped your lips as you leaned back in your chair, running a hand through your hair in exasperation. the thought of failing the test loomed over you like a dark cloud, threatening to shatter your dreams. you could already imagine the disappointed looks on your teammates' faces, the whispered conversations behind your back. the fear of losing your spot on the cheer team gnawed at you, adding to the sense of dread that had settled in your chest.
ârome wasnât built in a day, ÊâĄÉ,â eren speaks up, his voice breaking the silence as he repeatedly tosses one of your stuffed animals in the air and catching it with ease. heâd been so quiet you forgot he was even here. you breathe deeply, pulling your legs into your chest, trying to focus. itâs sunday, and you werenât able to study with him yesterday since he was busy. yeah, youâre definitely fucked.
âi am so cooked.â
youâre pulled from your thoughts as you feel his warm body behind you, and you canât help but hitch a breath. ever since friday night, eren had been secretly plaguing your mind. the way heâd kissed you, held you, all of it sent your mind into a flurry. you chalked it up to your raving hormones. besides, if it wasnât for him being so good at math, you probably wouldâve never talked to him. so why is your heart racing so damn fast when heâs simply just standing behind you?
âhere, let me work a problem out for you. iâll write down the steps and youâll follow.â his voice is soothing, deep and almost hypnotic. one hand is placed flat on the desk, steadying himself, while the other wraps around you, sketching across the lined paper. you can feel the warmth radiating from his body, and his scentâclean, with a hint of something muskyâis practically smothering. it didnât help that heâd shown up in yet another tight compression shirt, leaving little to the imagination. his large hands make your pen look like a toyâtheyâre so big . . . snap out of it.
eren gives you the pencil to try a problem next, his fingers brushing against yours as he hands it over. "okay, so let's go over this one more time," eren hums, leaning over the table further to point at the problem on the worksheet. "remember, you need to find the derivative of this function first, and then you can apply the chain rule."
you nod, your brows furrowed in concentration. you take a deep breath and start working through the problem, your pen moving quickly across the paper. you can feel the pressure building inside you, the fear of making a mistake gnawing at your confidence. your mind races, but you push through, determined to get it right. eren watches you closely, ready to step in if you need help, but also giving you the space to figure it out on your own.
after a few minutes, you stop and look up at him, your eyes wide with excitement. "i think i got it!" you exclaim, your voice filled with hope and a hint of uncertainty. please let this be right, you think, your heart pounding in your chest.
eren smiles, taking the paper from you to check your work. his eyes scan the equations, and he feels a surge of pride as he realizes you got it right. "you did it!" he says, his voice full of genuine happiness. "you got it right!"
your face lights up with joy, and before you can stop yourself, you throw your arms around him in a jubilant hug. "oh my god, thank you so much!" you squeal, your voice muffled against his chest. "i couldn't have done it without you!" you feel a wave of relief wash over you, the tension melting away.he laughs, wrapping his arms around you and holding you close for a moment. "i'm so proud of you," he says softly into your hair, his voice warm and sincere. "youâre working so hard, and itâs paying off."
you pull back slightly, your face still glowing with happiness. your eyes meet, and for a moment, the world seems to stand still. he reaches down, his thumb gently brushing across your lower lip, his touch soft and tender. "can i kiss you?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper. is this really happening? you wonder, your heart skipping a beat.
your heart skips a beat, and you nod, your eyes never leaving his. "yes," you whisper back, your voice trembling with anticipation. this feels like a dream, you think, your mind spinning.
he leans in slowly, giving you plenty of time to change your mind, but you don't. itâs a soft, tentative kiss at first, but when you kiss back, it deepens, becoming more urgent. before you know it, youâre both on the bed, the precalc problems forgotten as the moment takes over, his hands exploring, his touch sending shivers down your spine.
âi guess itâs time for your second lesson, fingering,â you mutter breathlessly against his lips, your voice quivering with a mix of excitement and nervousness. the intensity of the moment is almost overwhelming, as itâs hard to ignore the way your core throbs with anticipation, feeling him pressed firmly between your legs. his piercing green eyes lock onto yours, and in that instant, you swear you could melt at his touch, the heat of his gaze sending shivers down your spine and making your heart race uncontrollably. he simply nods, a silent yet powerful agreement, before his lips capture yours hungrily.
as he begins to undress you, his hands move with a deliberate slowness, each touch more electrifying than the last. his fingers trace the outline of your body, lingering on every curve and dip, leaving a trail of burning desire in their wake. the fabric of your clothes seems to melt away under his touch, and with each piece that falls to the floor, the tension between you grows more palpable. his lips never leave yours, maintaining a connection.
the sensation of his hands exploring your skin, combined with the heat of his kiss, overwhelms your senses. his touch is both gentle and possessive. every brush of his fingertips sends sparks of pleasure through your body, heightening your awareness of every little movement, every breath, every heartbeat.
you wanna cry out when his cold fingers pull open your legs, taking in the sight of you. youâre so damn perfect, your pussy is the prettiest one heâs ever seen. his breath hitches as he gazes at you, his eyes darkening with desire. the way your arousal seeps from your shivering cunt makes it clear that youâre aching for his touch. the anticipation is almost unbearable, each second feeling like an eternity.
eren isnât a professional, but heâs learned a few things from porn sites and his friends. heâs eager to put that knowledge to use, to make you feel every bit of pleasure you deserve. his large hands grip your soft brown thighs, holding you in place. youâre so damn thick it drives him crazy, the feel of your flesh beneath his fingers sending waves of desire through him. he marvels at your curves, at the way your body responds to his touch.
he leans in closer, his breath warm against your skin. his fingers trace delicate patterns along your inner thighs, teasing you, making you shiver with anticipation. he loves the way you react to him, the way your body trembles and your breath hitches. every touch, every glance, heightens the intensity between you, making the moment almost unbearable with anticipation.
his lips find their way to your skin, placing soft kisses along your thighs, moving closer and closer to your core. the sensation is almost too much, your body arching towards him, desperate for more. he takes his time, savoring every moment, every reaction. he wants to make this unforgettable for you.
âeren!â you breathily whine,finally, his ring and middle fingers find their way to your pussy, gently parting your folds. the sensation is electric, sending shockwaves through your body. you canât help but moan, the sound filling the room, mingling with the sound of your heavy breathing. heâs mesmerized by the sight of you.
he begins to explore you with his fingers, his touch gentle yet deliberate. heâs learned a lot, and heâs eager to show you just how much he knows. his fingers move with precision, finding all the right spots, making you gasp and moan with pleasure. he loves the way you react to him, the way your body arches and your breath quickens.
âsuch a pretty pussy , youâre so warm.â he canât help but let out a moan himself as he fucks your pussy gently, cock twitching as he watches your greedy pussy grasp at his fingers.
"p-please, t-touch my clit!â it's hard to form a coherent sentence as he thrusts into you, his large fingers pressing against your cervix with a relentless rhythm. eren obeys without hesitation, his mouth moving sloppily against your sensitive bud. his lips and tongue work in tandem, exploring every inch of your pussy with fervor. he's not entirely sure if he's doing it right, but the way youâre chanting his name, your voice filled with raw desire, and the way your fingers are tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, he guesses he must be.
the taste of you is intoxicating, a perfect blend of sweetness and saltiness that drives him wild. he canât get enough, his tongue lapping at your clit with an almost desperate hunger. you feel every flick, every swirl, each movement sending electric shocks of pleasure through your body. your legs tremble uncontrollably, your back arching off the bed as you try to press yourself even closer to him.
âoh my goddd,â you moan, your voice a mix of a whimper and a gasp, as erenâs pace quickens. his fingers dig into your thighs, holding you steady as he thrusts deeper, hitting that perfect spot inside you that makes your vision blur.
erenâs mouth never leaves your clit, his tongue working in perfect harmony with his thrusts. he sucks gently, then harder, alternating between soft flicks and intense pressure. your hands claw at the sheets, your body a live wire of sensation. you can feel the tension building, a coil tightening deep within you, ready to snap at any moment.
âmm, look at you creaming on my fingers,â his eyes glisten with a mix of admiration and desire as he watches the thick substance build at the base of his fingers. âdidnât take you as the messy type,â he chuckles, his voice low and teasing. heâs clearly enjoying the sight and feel of you.
he continues pushing his fingers inside of you, the slick wet sounds filling his ears, shlick, shlick,shlick spurring him on, his movements becoming more confident and deliberate. youâre a complete and utter mess underneath him, your body trembling with need and pleasure.
he had asked you for guidance, yet it didnât seem as if he needed it. personally, he thought heâd fuck up because he wasnât sure what to do at first just had an idea, but now he seemed to have found his rhythm. his fingers curl inside you, finding that perfect spot that makes you gasp and arch your back. each movement is precise, calculated to draw out the maximum amount of pleasure. he watches your reactions closely, his eyes never leaving your face, taking in every expression, every moan, every gasp.
âyou like that, donât you?â he murmurs, his voice a husky whisper. he can feel you tightening around his fingers, your body responding eagerly to his touch. he adds another finger, stretching you further, his thumb brushing against your sensitive clit the sensations are overwhelming, your mind going blank with pleasure.
âyesyesyes mmâfucking yes!â
his other hand roams your body, caressing your skin, tracing patterns on your thighs and stomach. heâs completely focused on you, on making you feel as good as possible. his fingers move faster, the wet sounds growing louder, mingling with your moans. heâs relentless.
âeren, iâm so close,â you manage to gasp out, your voice trembling with urgency. the words seem to ignite something in him, his movements becoming even more frantic and determined. he growls against your clit, the vibration sending shockwaves through your body, making you sob with pleasure. his desire to see you squirt drives him, and he places a firm palm flat down on your pudgy stomach. he remembers reading somewhere that this can help him access a womanâs g-spot from the outside, and heâs eager to see if it works.
tears prick your eyes as he continues to fuck you with relentless precision, an unfamiliar but intensely pleasurable sensation building in your stomach. instinctively, you snap your legs shut, the overwhelming feeling almost too much to bear. but erenâs palm smacks against your thigh, making you yelp and quickly open them again. âkeep your legs open, pretty,â he commands, his voice rough with desire.
you nod shakily, trying to comply despite the intense sensations coursing through you. âah! fuck!â you whine, your voice breaking as you feel the pressure inside you reach its peak. with a final, desperate thrust of his fingers, you begin to squirt, the release so powerful that it drenches the bed. eren watches in awe and satisfaction, his eyes locked onto the sight of you coming undone beneath him.
his fingers donât stop, continuing to work you through your orgasm, drawing out every last drop of pleasure. your body trembles uncontrollably, your mind a haze of ecstasy. erenâs touch is both gentle and demanding, coaxing more and more from you until youâre completely spent, your body limp and quivering.
as you come down from your high, erenâs fingers finally slow, then stop. he pulls them out carefully, his eyes never leaving your face. he brings his wet fingers to his lips, tasting the evidence of your release with a satisfied grin. âyou did so well,â he murmurs, his voice softening as he leans in to kiss you gently. youâre left breathless, your body still tingling with the aftershocks of your orgasm, and you canât help but smile at the look of pride and affection in his eyes.
what the fuck.
you didnât even know you could squirt.
âready to get back to studying princess?â
chile. did eren even really need a lesson for this? he ate down. as always, likes, reblogs and comments are highly appreciated, bye babies đ«§
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OVERWHELMED: GOJO SATORU & GETO SUGURU
Fluff, satosugu x reader, reader is called mom, papa satoru, dad suguru
You were overwhelmed.
The warm steam from the pot below you wafted up to your face, the obnoxious low rumble of the range hood sucking up the air as to not let your smoke alarm go off, yet again. The curry bubbled and you stirred the mixture of carrots and potatoes, leisurely. "Mom," it was a troubled call, you turned, facing the long haired child perched in a chair at the table behind you, her brown eyes glassy as she stared at the textbook in front of her.
You were quick to lower the heat, tapping the wooden spoon on the edge of the pot before settling it down on the handles, placing the glass lid atop the stainless steel before shuffling over to her, fluffy socks adorned with a strawberry pattern, given to you as a little surprise from an ordinary grocery run, protecting your feet from the cool tile. "Tsumiki honey, what's wrong," you coo, taking a seat in the chair next to her, the girl's lips pouted in frustration as she pinched her brows.
"I dunno how to do this," she points, pencil led prodding at the textbook pages scrawled in graphite, loitered with jokes and absurd comments that your dear girl would never do, knowing that this, probably twelfth generation textbook's drawings, were presents from students past. It was a math question, simple algebra that she was only introduced to yesterday in class, and your ever keen student was quick to do her homework on Saturday as to not stress out tomorrow, as her Papa promised to take them all out on a fun day trip.
"Let me take a look," you murmur gently, offering a smile to try and quell her irritation as you stared at the notebook pages, neat handwriting full of numbers interrupted as she tried to answer question 6c, smudges of pencil rubbed away by eraser staining the paper and you reevaluate the problem, carefully repeating it onto the sheet. "This one is quite tough," you nod, hoping to show that her struggle was valid, "but basically you have to-" you start, ready to walk her through the steps to find an answer when yet another call drew your attention away.
"Mom!" this time it was a wail.
"Just a second baby," you pat the girl's hair, "I'll be right back," you promise, getting up from the cushioned seat to step towards the living room, crying children hidden behind the couch, as the open concept layout usually allowed you to see all your kids at once.
You spot the two twins, eyes glassy as Mimiko held a doll tight in her grasp, body shifted away from her sister as Nanako crossed her pudgy arms over her chest, tearful glare directed towards the former.
"What's wrong," you murmur, sore muscles slightly protesting as you pulled into a crouch assessing the situation. Your usually two well behaved girls who generally got along with one another were fighting for the nth time today. They were having a rough time, both irritated, grumpy and getting on each other's nerves consistently on this somber Saturday
"Mimiko won't share," Nanako cries, rubbing harshly at her puffy cheeks as salt rivers stain her face, falling in large droplets. You are quick to tenderly grasp her hands, careful touches wiping away the dew. You turn to face Mimiko, knuckles turning pale with the death drip she had on the pink haired doll.
"You two have loads of dolls though," you try to reason, plucking up a different toy, presenting it to the red faced girl.
"But I want that one," she sobs, hiccupping and you tried not to sigh too loud.
"Mimiko," you call, the child pursing her lips as she turned her body away in defiance.
"I want a turn," she huffs when you don't retract your scolding gaze, "Nanako's been playin all day wif her," she shakes the pink haired toy, glittery strands catching light and you don't know what to do. Nanako was crying because Mimiko had stolen the toy, and you knew the girl had been politely asking all day just to be denied.
It wasn't right that she took it, you know that, but it also wasn't right that Nanako hasn't been sharing. You didn't want to just take the doll away completely, even if a nagging voice said that a mere threat wouldn't hurt, but the high percentage that it'd leave both girls' crying already gave you a headache.
They were just tired. Bad dreams plaguing them last night, preventing them from sleep, they needed a nap but wouldn't settle down for one, not even after being cradled and read to. No matter how many picture books you pulled out, or if you just tucked them into their beds, neither agreed to your plan and now it was too late, settling for a nap now would only result in the inability to rest when it was actually bed time.
You bit your lip, their lack of sleep also resulting in your lack of sleep, achy limbs tired as you shut your heavy fatigue ridden eye lids as bawling tears continued to drip, "Nana-" you were about to start only to be interrupted yet again.
"Mom," it was raspy this time and you heed the call, facing a sleepy Megumi, his face florid as sweat beaded on his forehead, duvet you wrapped him in trailing along the hardwood floors as he pulled it onto his shoulders. His spiky hair was slightly matted, eyes a little red, nose running.Â
"Megumi" you coo, your sick boy padding to walk into your arms, falling into your embrace eagerly as he nuzzled into your neck, his cold nose making you slightly cringe as he burned up in your grasp, fever overheating his tiny figure.
"m'sorry," he begins and you don't want to question what happened as you wrapped the blanket tighter around his little form, "I missed the bucket," he confessed, his fingers timidly grabbing at your sleeve, toying with the fabric and you knew what he meant, the little stomach bug beating up his organs had made you gift him a plastic container for all his vomit. "I didn't mean too," his voice wavers, you could feel your shirt begin to grow damp but all you could do was hold him tighter.
"It's okay," you try to keep the irritation ebbing away at you from your tone.
"Mom."
"Mom."
"Mom."
"Mom."
They all needed you, tears falling down fast as different anxieties permeated your house, home full of grief as they each battled with different problems. Tsumiki struggling with her homework, Mimiko and Nanako bickering yet again over something trivial but huge in their little world, while Megumi tried to fight off a sickness but was currently losing, and you trying to grapple every thing, your sanity quickly slipping as their sadness poured into you, the tired little smiles you kept up slowly fading away as you could feel your own anxieties claw up your throat.
All your children were crying, frustrated wails, and you were barely keeping it together, clutching your son tightly as you tried not to fall into a pit of tears yourself.
You were overwhelmed.
Overloaded with tasks and duties, you had to help Tsumiki finish her school work, settle this doll dilemma, clean up the little mess Megumi made and still finish up dinner. Your list was all consuming, trying to drown you as your house shook, trembled.
Your family was having a rough day.
Everyone was troubled and you-
You couldn't do it all.
You barely registered it, chaos consuming your leaden muscles as you did your best to organize your frantic thoughts, but when a gentle hand is placed on your shoulder the tension in your chest, weighing down on you eased. "Let us handle it from here love," a sweet murmur, his dark hair was messy, result of a tough day at work but he was quick to roll up his sleeves, pressing a lingering kiss to your temple, soothing your berating mind and you could only nod, brain refusing to process an argument as he turned to the two twins.
"C'mere Megumi," your white haired counterpart now next to you, reaching out for the duvet coddled boy who merely nuzzled further into your grasp at the call and you can't help but keep him close, quicksand sinking limbs finding their way to cuddle him even further.
"It's okay Toru," your voice is laced with a slow molasses, tired dribbles as you mumble, blinking your stinging eyes, retreating tears falling back from your waterline, "can you just," and you bite your tongue, feeling a strange quiver form in your throat as an inexplicable lump formed, but he's cupping your face, squishing the fat of your cheek with his easy going toothy grin, pink lips parting to let an ever loving smile shine affectionately at your drained visage.
"Can do!" and he's popping to his feet, knowing your sentence without your words, upbeat aura exterminating the lingering gloom that held heavy in a foggy cloud from the ceiling. His call of Tsumiki's name is kind before he's taking the seat next to her, getting to work and slowly your growing checklist of tasks melted, shredding into tiny little strips as they rips apart the paper, taking a chunk to handle by themselves.
Your knees audibly crack as you stand, his warm cheek in the cove of your neck as he put up no fight to slump in your hold. "Let's get you a bath, yeah Gumi," you hum, body gently rocking as you pad down the hallway and towards the bathroom, light flickering on with a warm glow to paint the white tiles.
"M'sorry," he's murmuring again as you set him down, guilt ridden eyes swathed with remorse as you slowly began to fill the tub, squirting out some of the soap from a half-empty bottle of bubble bath, watching as white foam slowly floated to the surface, "I-I'll do better," he sniffles.
"You don't need to be sorry baby," you brush the strands of hair sticking to his forehead away, heat emanating from the slick sweat of his skin, dampening your fingertips as you gingerly peel the blanket off his body, pang of pity hitting your heart as he shuddered, "you didn't do it on purpose," you hum, "and all you need to do for me is drink lots of water, get tons of rest and get back to your strong and healthy self, okay my Gumi bear," you smile, watching the boy cringe at your little nickname.
"Don't call me that," he whines, voice nasally as you help him take off his clothes before settling him inside the water filled tub.
"Why not," you tease, turning off the tap but he could only puff out his chest, no reason coming to mind as he submerged his body into the water, steam slowly relieving his congested pathways.
"I- It's embarrassing," he tries and you coo with a sly little smile.Â
"Are you embarrassed of me," you purse your lips in faux pain.
"That's not what I said," he rasps out, crossing his arms over his chest as he slumps his back against the porcelain, defeated.
"Mhm I see how it is," you sigh dramatically, snickering at his pout before you lean to boop his nose. "Will you be okay on your own," you ask the boy, observing as he picked up a cloud of soap and squashed it between his palms.
"Mhm," he nodded and you grin, giving him an affectionate rustle of the hair before grabbing the slightly soiled clothing, lingering smell of vomit and sweat clinging to the fabric of his pajamas as you stepped outside the bathroom, leaving the door open just a smidge as you padded towards Megumi's bedroom, the door wide open, readying yourself to untuck his bedsheets only to find his mattress already bare.
"It's in the wash," he murmured against the shell of your ear and you lean into his warmth, resting your head on Suguru's lowered shoulder, "do you need me to take that too," and his hands are quick to take the clothing from your grasp.
You simply shut your eyes for a moment, listening to his breathing, "thank you," you hum out when you blink open, whirling around on your toes to face him.
"It's no problem baby," and he's pressing yet another calming kiss to your forehead, easing the worries that had begun to clamber up your chest, "you should go take a break, I can finish giving Megumi a bath," he murmurs against your skin but you shake your head as he pulls away.
"No, I can do it," you affirmed, the worried look in his gaze doing little to force your hand, "I want to do it," you reiterated and his shoulder's slumped as he acquiesced, letting you have your way yet again.
"If you say so," he's sighing, "but let me know if you need anything, alright, you've already done a lot today, don't push yourself pretty," and he's kissing your cheek this time, flashing you an understanding smile but you are quick to peck at grinning lips, withdrawing much too early for his liking.
"I won't," you reassure, patting his arm, urging him to go and he chuckles, retreating back to the laundry room as you go to grab another set of pajamas for Megumi to wear.
Your heart felt a little lighter, the happy sounds of an understanding Tsumuki echoing down the hallway before she was sharing a high-five with Satoru, a resounding, elating smack reverberating as you take a small peek down the hall, her once pinched brows no longer furrowed with stress as your white haired partner thoroughly explained the topic in a way she could understand, patiently answering all her questions and kindly nudging her along the right path whenever she made a mistake. The sight had you smiling, there were no tears, no yelling, the image much unlike your childhood, her ability to even ask for help showing you that you must be doing something right, after all you didn't want her to face the same struggle you had when it came for asking your parents for any kind of assistance.
Turning back to the bathroom you nudge the door ajar with your hip, spotting your little spiky haired boy with a rubber duck in his hand, pushing it along the water and he's quick to stare at you, meeting your gaze as you plop the fresh clothing onto the counter. "Mom," he calls and the word no longer burdened you with such despair as it had moments ago, of course you loved your title, the very words being attached to you giving you an indescribably joy as your little found family discovered comfort in you as a mother figure, but you couldn't deny that a few moments ago the very call of that label had you broiling with stress.
"Yes love," you hum, quick to pull the stool over, sitting near the edge as Megumi glanced up at you, bubbles staining his fingertips.
"Will Papa still take me on the trip tomorrow," he sniffles, dry eyes blinking up at you with worry.
"Of course he will Gumi," you reach a hand out, petting his hair before cupping his warm face between your palms.
"W-What happens if I don't feel good tomorrow too," he whimpers, eyes going glassy as his lips pull into a pout and you could feel a little tremor shake your heart, small fracture nicking away at it as you pressed a tender kiss to his scalp.
"Then we'll reschedule it baby, okay," you murmur, staring into his heartbroken gaze, "it'll be alright."
"But I don't wanna ruin it," he mumbles so quietly, guilt ebbing away.
"Honey you won't ruin anything," you assure, "no one is leaving you behind, and no one will be sad if we can't go tomorrow, besides it wouldn't be fun if you weren't there."Â
"Promise."
"I promise my love," and you interlock your pinky with his, rubbing away a stray tear that managed to fall, "now how about we get you dressed and back to bed," you offer, a gentle smile accompanying your words and he grins, nodding.
You were quick, drying the boy before pulling the dog themed shirt on his head, helping his arms through the fabric before tugging it down. "Cozy," you muse, fingers lightly tying the drawstrings of his fuzzy pants.
"Mhm," he hums, fast to find solace in your embrace as you carefully adjust him to settle on your hip, standing up. You survey the bathroom, empty tub still slightly foamy along the edges, drain covered in bubbles that you didn't focus on, preoccupied with dressing the sickly boy, the blanket he had dragged around, abandoned on the floor, crumpled in a corner, the floor slightly imprinted with wet footsteps.
You purse your lips, rubbing small circles onto his back as his face burrowed into the crook of your neck, dark hair tickling the skin but you pay no mind, occupied with your disinterest on cleaning the space, you had left a slight mess.
Shutting your eyes you sighed, maybe you could just pretend it wasn't there for a moment, you tried to offer yourself, turning to head towards Megumi's bedroom only to spot that his bed was still bare and you were soon painfully aware that both pairs of bedsheets you had used for his bed were now soiled and in the wash, the first set vomited upon in the morning when he had felt the brunt of his ailment clawing at his stomach.
You could feel irritation clamber up your limbs, leaving an unsettling itch in your bones as you push your weight onto your toes before rocking back onto your heels, uncertainty bubbling beneath your skin as your frazzled brain wracked for a solution. "He can sleep in our room for a little while," and the bubbles faded into nothing, heat of the element reduced to zero in an instant as your unsettled waters no longer even simmered.
His hand is on Megumi's forehead, checking the little boy's temperature while the other lay relaxed on your hip, leaving an assuring squeeze, "do you want me to take you Megs," Satoru offers, knowing full well he'd be denied, and rejected he was, the boy merely clinging to you tighter with a pout.
"It's fine Toru," you hum, his hands slightly fixing your hair before pressing a kiss to the nape of your neck.
"Alrighty then," he snickers, and you barely have to turn your head to know he and Megumi were sticking their tongues out at each other, "I'll go clean up the washroom then," and he shifts his focus to you.
"No that's alright, you should go rela-"
"I should be saying that to you pretty," he quirks a grin, cutting you off, "now go on," and he's shooing you away, hands on your shoulders before lightly ushering you out, "let me work," he tsks, opening the door, letting you walk into your shared bedroom before quickly scampering off with a cartoony whistled song.
You can't fight off your smile before shuffling towards the messily made bed, the rumple of sheets a painful reminder of your inability to focus this morning, waking up to sobs, the idea of making the bed no longer at the forefront of your brain, and it still wasn't. You collapse onto the mattress, lightly tackling Megumi beneath your body.
"Get off me," he giggles, squirming, fists pushing at your shoulders.
"What, you don't want my love," you gasp dramatically, peppering kisses over his face until he's shoving you away, hoarse voice laughing as he wriggles, crawling towards the head of the bed but you grab his ankle, "don't make me fight you," you tease, pulling him back, his happy little shriek of, 'let me go,' making you grin before you lift him into your arms, wrapping around him tight before squeezing him, planting one last firm peck to his cheek, his happy face lessening all your lingering unease before pulling the both of you beneath the covers.
"You're silly mom," he's snickering.
"Oh really," you laugh, resting his head upon the pillow, laying on your side as he puts his hand onto your face, pudgy fingers squeezing at your cheek, contorting your facial expressions, "I think you're pretty silly," you muse, reaching out to smush his face, his lips puckering as you forced him to look like a fish.
"Nuh uh," he huffs pulling away from your grasp before using both his hands to try and force your face the same way, and he's giggling.
"Nuh uh," you mock, "what do you mean nuh uh," you tease lightly tickling at his sides.
"Nuh uh," he shrieks again, squirming before burrowing into your embrace, putting an end to your attack as he cuddled close and you couldn't help but reciprocate. "Mom," he's calling again.
"Yes," you coo, running your fingers through his hair.
"Can we go see a T-rex."Â
"Hmm," you raise a brow, "where'd that come from," you ask, slightly perturbed by his out of the blue question.
"Yuji told me at school that his papa took him to see T-rex bones."
"Oh, is that so," you coo, rhythmically patting his back, "we can go to the museum and see dinosaurs together when you're all better."
"With Tsumiki and Mimiko and Nanako."
"Of course, we'll take Tsumiki, Mimiko, Nanako, Dad and Papa," you grin, "so make sure to get lots of sleep and drink lots of water, okay."
"Okay," he's murmuring and despite his prior burst of energy his eyes were closing.
"Goodnight," your kiss his scalp, gently rocking his body and even though he drifted off you continued to lay there, weary limbs finally relaxing.
"Wake up love," you don't even remember falling asleep.
You blink your eyes open, "You need to eat."Â
"Hmm," you groan as you stirred, staring at both their figures and you suddenly realize your arm's no longer hold the weight of a child, "where'd Megumi go."
"Asleep in his own room," Suguru coos, helping you sit up, thumb running over the apple of your cheek.
"What time is it," you ask eyes trying to adjust to the bright light of the digital clock on the bedside table.Â
"9:30ish," Satoru grins, taking a seat next to you, "the kids are already in bed."
"Why didn't you wake me up," you yawn, leaning your weight onto Satoru, "I could've helped."
"You've already done so much today," Suguru sighs and you hum into his touch, "wanted to let you rest."
"M'sorry," you murmur, suddenly feeling ashamed.
"Why are you apologizing love, we are the ones who should say sorry," and Suguru is settling down onto your other side.
"We left you home alone to take care of all of them, it must've been tiring," Satoru is holding your hand, running his thumb over your knuckles.
"You had to go to work, it's fine."
"Regardless," Suguru tacks on, "but you did a good job today," he praises and you find yourself melting, lip wobbling.
"No I didn't," and a surge of sadness washes over you, your emotions taking over, "y-you came home and everyone was crying, I was going to cry too, and, and I didn't know what to do."
"That's okay my love," and Suguru is pulling you into his arms, "you did your best."
"But still."
"Baby it's hard looking after four kids by yourself, you did amazing, it was just a rough day," and Satoru is kissing your forehead, "we should've come home earlier but even without us you did great."
"I should've been able to handle it."
"You did handle it."
"I got overwhelmed."
"And that's okay," Suguru assures once more, "it's a lot of work and it's normal to feel that way, that's why we're here, okay baby, it's not your job to look after all of them on your own, we're a team, you can depend on us," he continues, soothing your anxieties, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple.Â
"My pretty girl had a long day," Satoru coos, lightly pinching your cheek, cracking a coy smile, "let's go eat yeah, I'll warm dinner up again," he grins, reaching for you, carefully picking you up.Â
"I can walk," you protest, your arms snaking around his neck as he slid his arms beneath your bottom.
"And I can carry you," he sing songs, padding towards the door while Suguru quietly shushes him.
You were overwhelmed but Satoru and Suguru were quick to help you out.
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summary: Luke doesnât understand where Jessâs sudden motivation to do well in school is coming from TW: none note: i love him sm, but itâs a pretty short fic
âIâm leaving!â
Luke looked up, astonished at the sight that greeted him. Jess stood in the doorway of the diner, with a book bag slung across his shoulder, headed towards the library.
This had been happening for about two weeks now. Every Wednesday at 15:45 on the dot his nephewâ his school despising nephewâ had been leaving to go to the Stars Hollow Library
The older brunet had made sure that he was actually going to the library and not off to Walmart to pick up some extra shifts.
Jess made his way across the townsquare towards the local library. Everyone who knew the boy in the slightest would know he had no business thereâ his habit of annotating books meant he couldnât borrow any, and he despised the quietâ so why was Jess Mariano going to the Stars Hollow Library?
The answer was very simple; Jess had a crush.
You were always there. Sitting in a faraway corner, of the library, working on homework or reading for an assignment.Â
A few weeks ago heâd gathered the courage to walk up to you when you were reading Wuthering Heights. He was surprised when you remembered him from your english and biology classes (mostly because he was rarely there.)
You were sitting in your usual spot when Jess arrived. It was a small wooden desk, with enough place for two people. The edges of the table were worn, just like the fabric of the pillows on the chairs. There was small yellow-light over the table that blinked every now and then.
The black-haired boy made his way over to the table, letting his bag fall onto the floor with a loud thump.Â
The sudden sound made you look up from your math assignment, âOh, Jess, hey,â You gave him a bright smile, âDidnât think you were gonna make it today.â
âOh please, I am nothing if not consistent,â He quipped as he tried to ignore the feeling of his heart hammering against his chest.
You rolled your eyes, âThey only thing youâre consistent in is bailing, Mariano.â Jess shrugged, âDoesnât really matter what itâs in, I am consistent.â
âI heard you missed the math quiz yesterday?â You asked, turning back to your homework, âAnd I missed you in english.â
The teen shrugged, grabbing his books, âI had some stuff to do.â You raised an eyebrow, âStuff?â
âYeah, stuff.â
âWell, you missed Ms Bledel handing out our assignment,â You continued. Another thing Jess loved about being around; you didnât push too hard on things that werenât your business.
You handed him a copy of your notes, âItâs a two person assignment, and since you werenât there I made sure we were paired upâ so you better not choose next week thursday to be consistent.â
Jess laughed, taking the papers, âI make no promises.â
It was a busy day in the diner when you stormed in. Jess was refilling Roryâs cup of coffee, when the bell rang and you shouted his name.
He looked up in surprise, along with Luke and Rory. âI got an A!â You shouted, running over to him. The black-haired boy wrapped his arms around you in surprise when you jumped towards him, âThank you!â
You were referring to the fact that heâd helped you with the english assignment and youâd gotten an A for itâ which was practically unachievable since Ms Bledel never gave Aâs.
Jess rolled his eyes, hoping that the tinge of red on his cheeks wasnât obvious, âItâs not a big deal,â He shrugged as you pulled away.
âItâs a huge deal,â You countered, âShe never gives out Aâs, I donât think Iâve ever gotten an A for english in my life.â
Rory, who was watching the scene amusedly, nodded along, âYeah, even I havenât gotten an A in her class before.â
Having heard the commotion Luke walked over to the three teens, âI heard someone got an A?â You nodded, proudly holding up yourâs and Jessâs copy of the assignmentâ bit with a red A on them.
âOh this is so going on the fridge,â Luke smirked, which made the black-haired boy groan, âPlease donât...â
You giggled slightly at the scene in front of you, before realising you had other places to be. âI have to go,â You said, âBut Iâll see you at the library tomorrow?â
Thatâs when it clicked in Lukeâs head; the sudden motivation to do well in school had nothing to do with his threats of kicking Jess out if he failed, it was simple puppy love.
The brunet watched in amusement as his nephewâs eyes followed you all the way to the end of the street.
You had become Jessâs motivation.
word count â 782 words links â gilmore girls masterlist
#gilmore girls#jess mariano#jess mariano x reader#jess mariano fanfic#jess mariano headcanons#gilmore girls x reader#gilmore girls fanfic
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yess iâm always up for roan fics!
roan struggling with math homework and eddie trying to help her and after a while heâs likeâŠ.. đ€đŠ âgo ask momâ. idk i think thatâs rlly cute lol
âDad.âÂ
Eddie leans in toward the cutlery heâs washing, nose wrinkled, a look of loving disgust on his face as the music turns to a grizzly guitar and drum mashing that Roan winces at.Â
âDad.â She pokes his leg. âDaddy, stop rocking.âÂ
Eddie rinses the cutlery off and shoves it on the drying rack. He turns the faucet off, which helps. Water drips from his hand as he turns down the radio. âSorry, bub. Whatâs up?âÂ
âCan you help?âÂ
âI can always help you. With what?âÂ
âHomework.âÂ
He sighs. âI knew this day would come.âÂ
Eddieâs not stupid, he can do the same math a five year old can, but he just doesnât understand the question. Jessica has apples and Leslie has pears and hiding his frown in Roanâs hair doesnât work. âI can feel you being grumpy,â she says.Â
âNot grumpy, babe, just stupid.â He frowns again. âYouâre gonna havta go ask mom, I think.â He squints at the question. âWhat does that even mean?âÂ
Roan sighs and slinks of off the chair. She runs upstairs in a thunder of footsteps. Eddie can hear the door to the bedroom creaking, and Roanâs frustration. âCan you please come help me?âÂ
âWith what? Iâm doing laundry.âÂ
âI canât do my math homework. Daddy canât do it.âÂ
âOh, okay. Sure, princess, Iâll come and help. Pull me up?âÂ
Thereâs some grunting and shouting. âIâm too small!â Roan says.Â
âOh, fine.âÂ
âCarry me?âÂ
âNo! Come on, I hurt my back yesterday, youâll have to hold my hand.âÂ
You and Roan walk down the stairs together, passing through the kitchen doorway hand in hand. He gives you a sorry smile.Â
âCouldnât crack it, Munson?âÂ
He can take all your teasing because it ends up like this, with the radio back on, the three of you huddled around a piece of printer paper with matching grimaces. You rub the skin between your eyes, Eddie laughs, and Roan looks back at you both, her grimace falling away.Â
âWhat?â Eddie asks.Â
âCan we give up?â she asks. âI wanna watch a movie.âÂ
âWe can do this,â you say. You erase the notes youâd been writing with the pencil topper with your tongue poking out from between your lips as you start again. You write something, scribble it out, write something else, your nose listing forward toward the paper.Â
âItâs okay, babe, weâll just write a note for Mrs. Lundy that we didnât get it,â Eddie says, reaching down to feel the fat and soft of your shoulder in his fingers. He loves that you care so much, but heâs done with apples and pears for the night.Â
âMaybe itâs a trick question?â Roan suggests.Â
Your shoulder relaxes in his hand. âYou think so?â You canât sound more in love with her, placing an arm around her tummy to lock her in.Â
âYeah, like, thereâs no right answer!â Roan says.Â
You wrap one of her curls around your finger and tug gently. âI think youâre right.âÂ
Eddie knows what youâre thinking. He presses a kiss to the side of your forehead, and, while you and Roan are distracted, he puts his hand on top of the homework sheet and slides it as far away from you all as possible.Â
âWhat kind of popcorn do you want for your movie, macaroni?â Eddie asks.Â
âI donât know,â she whines. âAsk mom.âÂ
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Rumours - Lando Norris
<word count - 7287> |part 1 - Nerd|
"Hey, I managed to get your wood pieces cut up yesterday. Don't worry, I did them the right size this time," Lando told you, sitting down opposite you at your table in the library. The two of you had been meeting quite often, now exchanging your ends of the deal you had made due to your maths test results.Â
"Thank you. Don't forget that you still have to sand them and glue them, yeah?" you double checked, knowing that he had remembered but would pretend to forget to do it. Lando had been trying to wriggle out of his half of the deal, but you weren't letting him.Â
"Yes ma'am," he said with feigned formality, saluting you. "And I want my maths done. We hand it in today, yes?" he asked, also knowing that you had already done it. Lando had seen you doing it the other day, and had to keep his friends from seeing him smile at you.Â
He knew they'd make fun of him for being your friend, so he often found himself sneaking off to come and see you in the library. It wasn't that he was ashamed of being your friend, he just didn't want to face the backlash from his friends.Â
Plus, he hadn't forgotten the hurt written all over your face when Max had made those comments about you nearly a week prior now, and he couldn't let you go through that again. He didn't know why, he had harboured a soft spot for you.Â
Maybe it was because you weren't outwardly trying to flirt with him, maybe it was because you treated him normally, maybe it was because he liked you more than he liked everyone else. He found your sassiness endearing, and a welcome surprise.Â
"Of course, but you're still going to learn how to solve quadratics at some point, you know that, right?" you told him, pushing the papers that were his homework over the desk and towards him. You had gotten pretty much perfect at plagiarising his handwriting so the teacher wouldn't be able to tell it was actually you doing the work.Â
You and Lando had agreed that you were allowed to get a few of the harder questions wrong, just so it didn't seem like he had become a random genius overnight. He didn't want an expectation to be put on him once he actually had to do his own homework again, so he was fine with you messing up sometimes.Â
"You'll teach me, I know you will," he smirked, and he was completely right. You would teach him, just like you had been pretty much all of his other subjects. You helped him with everything at this point, and he was more than grateful - even if he would never tell you that.Â
The friendship that the two of you had formed was quick, to say the least. This time a week ago, you would have avoided Lando Norris at all times. He was cocky, arrogant and a downright dick. But now? He was lovely.Â
Those short, daily meetings to check in on the progress that you were making on your ends of the deal were some of your favourite parts of the day - and they were his too. It was nice for both of you to just let loose and have a little giggle, even if you were meant to be being silent in the library.Â
Neither of you really knew how you had become friends, you just sort of... had. After you had opened your results together, it was just how you were. It wasn't some slow and steady thing, it was more like an instant connection, and immediate understanding of each other.Â
"You're right, I will. I need you to be better than Max," you said, still not liking Lando's best friend after the far from tasteful comments he had made about you. Lando had said that Max had apologised to him for it, but he had never directly apologised to you.Â
Lando completely understood the resentment. If anything, he encouraged it. He hadn't helped, he knew that, but at least he had apologised. He tried to get Max to say sorry to you, but he had always refused. "I will be. How that idiot is in top set is beyond me," he quietly chuckled so that the librarian wouldn't tell you to be quiet.Â
"You and me both," you agreed, just looking at him. He had always been handsome, even when you thought he was a massive dick. But now? He was even more handsome. That happened a lot of the time, really.Â
If someone has a good personality, their looks are suddenly elevated by the tenfold. If they're a complete and utter arsewipe? Then they could be the most dashing guy in the world yet they'll look average at best.Â
Now, looking at Lando, you thought he was gorgeous. If only you knew how he saw you. He had never really paid you much notice, not until now. Not until you had been stuck on the bus together. You were pretty at a glance, but the more he looked at you, the more he truly believed you were the prettiest girl in school.
Anyway, now wasn't the time for admiring each other's good looks. The pair of you had maths next period, and you didn't want to be seen together again. Lando was pretty sure that no comments would be made if you walked in at the same time, but he understood why you didn't want to run the risk again.
He'd go and find Max to walk with him, and you'd get to maths first like you always did. Bidding Lando farewell, you took yourself through the corridors of your school and down to the maths row. All of the classrooms were identical, save from a few student-made posters messily blue-tacked onto the walls.
Your teacher smiled as you walked in, not surprised to see you in early in the slightest. Eventually, everyone filtered in, Lando sending you a small smile as he walked behind Max to their seats on the back row.Â
All of you had your books out and were ready to start, but your teacher didn't make any headway on actually starting the lesson. "OK everybody, before we begin today, I do have a few changes to the seating plan," she said, earning a chorus of groans from the class.Â
You weren't so bothered, though. Anyone would've been better than sitting between the wall and one of Lando's dumb friends. Well, maybe anyone apart from Max, but you didn't think your teacher would do that to you.Â
"We'll start with Max, can you swap with Lilly on the front row, please?" she asked as Max huffed, clearly not impressed with being put on the front row. Lando also wasn't overly enamoured at the swap, since he certainly didn't want to sit with Lilly.Â
She had always flirted with him, and he didn't need even more of it for 5 hours a week. But, he was thankfully put out of his misery. "And since you have been absolutely smashing your work as of recent, Lando, you can come and sit next to Y/N. I think she could be a good influence on you," she said, and you had to stop a big, goofy smile from spreading across your face.Â
Lando had been doing well since you had been doing most of his work, but you didn't even care. You were just grateful that you'd get to spend more time with him. Max watched with a disgustingly mischievous smirk on his face. "Miss, are you sure that's a good idea? You remember what happened last ti-" he started, and your teacher's face instantly turned thunderous.Â
But, before she could get so much as a word in, Lando pipped her to the post. "Max, drop it." he sternly said, sending daggers at his friend as the class let out a series of 'ooos' and 'get told, Max!'.Â
Lando paid no mind to them, since he had seen the way your face had dropped as soon as Max had opened his mouth, and he hated the way his friend made you feel. "Max go and stand outside," your teacher instructed, and Max stood with a sigh and took himself out of the classroom.
She read out a few more seat changes, then put the starter activities up on the whiteboard. They were just some simple equations, so you got them rattled out and finished within a minute. Your teacher walked outside, obviously to talk to Max and probably give him a detention. Â
"Hey, you OK?" Lando whispered, still scribbling down his working out for some of the sums. Honestly, you were just grateful that Lando had stood up for you and stopped Max from saying something more than hurtful about you.
"Yeah, thanks for that," you nodded, flashing him a small smile. Lando was going to protest and ask again, but he didn't want to push you. If you said you were fine, he'd believe you. "Plus the three, not minus," you prompted, pointing at the line of working out on his page.Â
"Shit, course. Thank you," he softly chuckled, changing the numbers on the paper. He was slightly annoyed at himself for making such a dumb error, but he was glad that you were there to correct him. He found himself completely agreeing with your teacher: you really were a good influence on him.Â
You made him want to work harder, you made that competitive fire burn brighter within him. You had pushed him to get an A the first time, and after that, he had wanted more and more because the pay off of hard work was so refreshing to feel. He was used to average grades at best, but now the disappointment was something that didn't sit right with him.Â
Your teacher walked back in shortly after, with Max in tow. He packed his stuff up and hurriedly made his way back out of the classroom, undoubtedly to detention. The rest of the lesson went by without a hitch, and it was nice to be pretty much forced to sit with Lando.Â
You'd spend time with him either way, of course, but it was nice for the two of you to get a couple of extra hours a week that you wouldn't have to spend being quiet as mice in the library. The bell rang, signalling the end of the day as you all flooded out of the doors and out of the front gates.
You were waiting at the bus stop for your bus, and you saw Lando and his friends waiting too. You couldn't make out the words you were saying over the slight gusts of wind and the music in your ears, but you could hear witterings of your name.Â
"I stuck up for her because Max was being a knob, she didn't do anything," you heard Lando protest, his voice slightly raised. He sounded... angry? You looked out of the corner of your eye to see some of them prodding at him, stupid grins plastered on their faces.Â
They were clearly teasing him, and it was pretty obvious that Max had told them how Lando had stuck up for you during maths. In some ways, you felt bad. The only reason he had said anything was because he knew how upset you were the first time around, and he felt so guilty that he had let it slide.Â
"She's over there, go ask her out," another one one jibed, pushing him in your direction. Lando's face looked dejected, since he knew that it wasn't easy to get his friends to shut up. They'd keep going until he said something that they wanted to hear.Â
"I'm not asking her out, OK?" he sighed, just as the bus rolled up to the stop.Â
Just like everyday, your bus driver had the same, dead inside expression on his face and he clearly wanted to be anywhere but driving that goddamn bus. He didn't even bother looking at your pass as you took yourself back to your seat in the corner.Â
It was one of the unspoken rules of the bus: everyone had their seats, you never moved, never differed from the norm. The older you were, the further back you sat. The year 7s had to sit at the front, and they'd be met with yells and arguments from everyone else if they didn't.
Lando's friends scrambled to the other seats on the back row, leaving the one next to you free. It was obvious that it was on purpose, so he kept his mouth shut as he sat next to you. It wasn't that he was sitting next to you, no. That was never the problem.
The problem was that he was really worried that they would start to pick on you now that they had it in their heads that he liked you. Well, he did like you, as more than a friend. That much was clear to him right now. But he didn't want you to face the brunt of his friends teasing because he did in fact like you.Â
It was just a stupid little crush, that was it. Nothing serious. Nothing serious at all. Did his heart flutter whenever you smiled at him? Yes. Did he feel volts of electricity when your hands accidentally brushed together? Yes. Was his day instantly made better when he talked to you? Yes.
But it was nothing serious.Â
He just laughed along mindlessly to his friend's jokes, not really paying attention. Eventually, the bus trundled to a halt so that you could get off. Shuffling past Lando, you walked as quickly as you could so that his friends hopefully wouldn't notice.
"Hey Lando, this is your stop, right?" Max piped up, pointing at you getting off the bus. "Not going to see if she's better than last time? I'm sure she's had some practice."
Lando refused to stay anything, his face like stone as he let you peacefully get off the bus. "Was she seriously that bad that you really don't want more?" another one of his friends added.Â
"I knew you guys were dicks but you're really taking the piss," he mumbled, suddenly getting out of his seat and swiftly striding down the aisle of the bus. "Stop, please," he said to the bus driver, who pulled over as Lando hopped off the bus and ran down the pavement to where you were.Â
"Hey, sorry. I couldn't deal with them being complete twats," he said, stuffing his hands in his pockets and standing beside you on the pavement. For some reason, he couldn't meet your eyes, his fixed on the floor beneath his feet.
"I get it, don't worry," you agreed, not really sure what to do. Inviting him back to your house was completely off the table, but you didn't just want to walk away and leave him there by himself. "Is your mum coming to get you or...?"
"Yeah, I'll send her a text," he nodded, pulling his phone out of his blazer pocket. He shot a quick text to his mum, and she responded within a few seconds, saying that she was setting off as soon as she could.
Lando noticed that you made no move to leave and go home, instead you stayed by his side. You both stayed silent, unsure of what to say. It hadn't been this awkward between you since the bus ride the week before, and even that felt more comfortable than this did.Â
"Just... do me a favour and ignore what they're saying, yeah? It's just them trying to be funny, don't pay any mind to it," Lando said, hoping that you weren't bothered by what his friends were saying. The last thing he wanted was for you to be upset by what they were saying, since he valued your feelings a lot more than he thought he ought to.Â
He also highly valued your opinion of him more then he deemed necessary. He didn't want you thinking ill of him, or of his choice in friends. He didn't want you thinking that he was like them, or that he would say things like that. He didn't want you thinking that he didn't care.
Because he did. More than he'd ever care to admit.Â
"Yeah, sure," you nodded, not fully convinced. Any time you'd ever been seen with Lando in school by other people that weren't the library lot, you were chastised for it. Yes, it had only been twice, but that was enough to convince you that being around Lando inherently meant that you were going to be hassled.Â
Of course, you didn't want it to be like that. Life would be so much easier if you were allowed to just be his friend, and nothing else. You'd help him with maths and whatever other subjects he needed, you could sit together in class without having the mick taken out of you, and you could just enjoy his company.Â
Lando could tell that you weren't swayed by his words, and he didn't blame you. His friends would likely make comments for the remainder of the year, and he'd just have to take it in his stride.Â
Soon enough, Lando's mum pulled up at the bus stop, getting out of the car to come and greet you. "Y/N, it's lovely to see you again," she beamed, and the smile on her face was enough to quell the worries and slight annoyance that you felt at that moment.Â
"Likewise," you nodded, spotting the same scarf around her neck that she let you borrow when the picked you up the week prior.Â
"How has your day been, sweetheart?" she asked, even though her motherly instincts could instantly tell that something was wrong. She had also clocked how Lando would barely make eye contact with her or you, and he was fidgeting with his fingers.Â
"Good, yeah. Lando now sits with me in maths, so that's... fun." you trailed off, looking for the right word to describe it. Lando sitting with you wasn't the problem, it was the consequences of it.Â
"Then I'm sure you can keep helping him out with getting those A's," she smiled. "Now Lando and I have to dash, dinner is nearly ready."Â
"Sure, it was nice to see you again. Lando, I'll see you tomorrow," you mustered up one last small smile, before turning and starting the short walk off to your house. Lando clambered into the car next to his mum as she began the drive home.Â
"What happened, Lando?" she asked her son, not having the patience to wait any longer to find out what was bothering the both of you. He stayed silent, just staring at the road ahead as she glanced at him.Â
He knew her silence meant she was waiting for an answer, and he also knew that lying to her would get him absolutely nowhere. "Just my friends being di- they're being idiots." he corrected himself, his mum chuckling at the slip up.Â
"What have they done? Did they say something about Y/N again?" she pushed, waiting for Lando to cave and tell her everything. It never took her long for him to crack and pour out his soul to her, but it would take a bit of prompting.Â
"It's just because I've been moved to sit next to her in maths, and after last week they all think I have a crush on her and stuff," he mumbled. And there were those pesky motherly instincts again.Â
"So you don't have a crush on her?"
"That's not the point," he rushed, wanting to brush over the tricky topic of his feelings for you as quickly as he could. "The point is is that the comments they make are too far and it upsets her. She says it doesn't but I know it does," he sighed, his mum giving him some more silence to continue if he wanted to.
"I try to get them to stop but they just keep going and it's getting on my nerves." he complained, slumping back against the passenger seat of the car.Â
"You've got to try and ignore them, Lando. I know it's not easy when they're being nasty, but it's the best you can do. If you're not affected by it, then they might stop and then it'll be better for both you and her." she said, fully knowing it was easier said than done.Â
Lando was strong, she recognised that, but he was already getting worn down by the teasing from his friends. "Yeah, sure," he reluctantly agreed, trying to take his mind off of the whole situation.Â
He contemplated texting you to see if you were alright, but that was when he realised he didn't have your actual phone number. He had your Instagram and Snapchat, but not your number. He felt like he was supposed to have it, but he never really thought to ask you.
Maybe he would tomorrow, if he saw you again. He had to tell you about his plans for your DT project anyway, and he had some science stuff that he needed help with as well.Â
The next morning, Lando was on the bus as it rolled past your stop. You weren't stood there with your headphones in, shivering because of the biting cold like you usually were. The bus driver didn't even think twice as to why you weren't there, but Lando did.
Thankfully, his friends didn't notice your absence, or how bothered he was by it. He hoped you'd be in school, since he didn't want to go through maths without you. Also, he was wanting to come to the library. It was part of his routine now, and he didn't want to break it.Â
He didn't see you in first or second period, but he didn't have any classes with you until later. Going to the library at break, he didn't find you in your corner table, and he really was thinking that you weren't in school today.Â
Meanwhile, however, Lando was completely oblivious to the rumours that were spreading about the two of you. The more tame ones were that you both had crushes on each other, and the much worse ones made your skin crawl.Â
It was basically all just what Max had said to you last week, complete with the high-pitched, borderline pornographic moans. But it wasn't just him saying it. It was nearly everyone you walked past from your year, all because of how popular Lando was and how notable you weren't in the social hierarchy.Â
It was driving you crazy, comment after comment from people who you had never even spoken too. Constant taunts of his name, over and over and over. You tried to hide in all the places you thought possible: the toilets, spare classrooms, corners that no one was usually in.Â
Yet you couldn't escape the seemingly unavoidable torment, all because your bus broke down a week ago. You couldn't tell whether you were upset or pissed off, the emotions all swirling together in a maelstrom in your mind.Â
You knew Lando would have gone to the library to look for you, but you didn't want to risk even being near him. It was at the point where you were even dreading maths, your favourite hour of the day, just because you'd have to sit with Lando.
The whole experience was so jarring, since one minute you were happily able to mind your own business, but now? You were the center of attention for all the wrong reasons.Â
Finally, it was lunch, and you swiftly strode past the canteen where everyone was eating lunch. They'd all be occupied for a short while, so you'd finally be able to find some solace. You also had some of Lando's maths homework to do, even if that was one of the last things you wanted to be doing right now.
Lando was sat with his friends while you walked past, all of them looking and pointing. It was at this point where he started to realise what was going on, and he was catching wind of all the rumours that were being spread about the two of you.Â
Guilt sat heavy in the pit of his stomach, the feeling of complete helplessness weighing him down. He gave it a few minutes before saying he was going to the toilet, and none of his friends actually caught on to what he was doing.Â
He walked towards the bathrooms, before ducking out of sight and darting up the stairs to the library. There weren't many people in there as his eyes scanned the surroundings. There were the usual people that occupied the room, and you - sitting in the corner, furiously scribbling away at that familiar, crumpled sheet of his maths homework.
For a moment, he just stood there and watched you. You kept crossing things out and punching numbers aggressively into your calculator. This was a far cry from your calm disposition, and it worried him. You had obviously heard the comments, and he knew that people would be saying things to you directly.Â
He walked over, pulling out the chair in front of you and sitting down. You eyes flicked up, before focusing back down on the pages on the table. "Go away, Lando," you whispered, the sharp tone of your voice catching him off guard.
He didn't have chance to respond before you chimed in again. "I don't want to be seen with you, so please leave me alone."
Now that hurt.Â
You didn't want to be seen with him. This would upset anyone, so he wasn't surprised that you weren't happy about it, but completely ceasing all contact and interaction with him was painful for him. He didn't want to be isolated from you all because the kids in your year were bored and had nothing better to do other than spread lies.Â
"No one will come in here, it doesn't matter," he replied, leaning forward and resting his elbows on the table. You still had your eyes focused on his homework, your pencil still moving over the paper.Â
"And if they do, they'll just say even more shit and I don't want it," you rushed, a single tear falling onto the page and staining it. You wiped them away, trying to stop more from falling from your eyes.Â
Lando's heart did nothing short of break as he sat there, feeling completely powerless. He didn't know how to comfort you in this situation, he didn't know how to help, how to make it better. He hated that he was the root cause of all your upset.
"They won't, I'll make sure they won't," he rambled, needing you to believe him. You both knew it was a lie, and he'd never be able to stop the constant teasing for you. He wished he could, but that was simply all it was. A wish.
"Please just leave me alone." you whispered, thrusting the crumpled, tear-stained sheet of maths homework towards him. "And don't worry about my DT stuff, I'll do it myself." you mumbled as Lando just sat there for bit.Â
You didn't look at him, just down at the wood of the table. He didn't know what to say, how to get you to believe him. With a resigned sigh, he pushed back from the table, picking up his homework. He folded it and tucked it into his blazer pocket, stepping away from you.
"I still want to be your friend, despite what they're all saying. And I hope I can be," he told you, before walking away and out of the library. He had never felt so unsettled after a conversation ever, and now he felt so down and dejected.Â
Mindlessly making his way back to his friends in the canteen, all that he could hear were your words echoing in his head. Sitting back at the table, his friends' attention all turned to him. "That took you awhile."Â
"You and Y/N go for a quickie?" someone else laughed, all of his friends bursting out in fits of laughter. Lando just sat there, face like thunder. God, he was getting pissed off. You were upset, his friends were being horrendous, and he had had enough.Â
"Will you lot just fucking shut up? Your jokes are tasteless and downright childish. It's not funny, I don't feel like laughing and neither does Y/N, so just drop it and find something else to obsess over." he snapped, and they all just looked at him.Â
For a short moment, he thought they were just going to bite their tongues and sit there. Maybe, the normally cool, calm and collected Lando losing his cool was just what they needed to mature for a moment and reflect on how other people felt, not just what seemed humourous at the time.Â
But, reality was far crueler than that. "God is she really that bad? Why do you keep going back if you keep getting disappointed?" That was his final straw.Â
"Fuck all of you, honestly," he spat, slinging his bag over his shoulder and walking off. It would only be a few minutes before the bell went anyway, so Lando took himself off to maths. As he arrived at the room, he found that the door was locked.Â
Peering through the window, he saw you, sat there in your seat with a few tears trickling down your cheeks. Your teacher knelt down in front of you, balancing by holding onto the desk. Her face had sympathy written all over it, and it was clear that you were talking about what was happening.Â
You kept wiping the tears away, but more stubbornly made their way out of your eyes. He felt like the convalescence was eating him alive from the inside and out. He wished he could take it away, make everything in your life as perfect as it should have been, but he couldn't.
Lando couldn't take watching you any longer, so he lifted his hand and wrapped his fist against the wood of the door. Your teacher stood and let him in, before pulling him over to the side. You still wouldn't look at him. "I know we've just moved you, but would it be alright if I moved you back onto the back row?" she asked.
He said nothing, just nodding and begrudgingly going to sit in his new seat. You didn't even want to sit with him. Lando pulled his phone out of his pocket, not caring if your teacher got mad. She noticed, but didn't say anything. "Lando phone away when people start coming in, please."
He put it away as soon as he asked his mum if she could pick him up, since he didn't feel like getting the bus. She responded with a swift 'yes', and he put his phone away as instructed.Â
The end of the day couldn't come quick enough as maths droned on and he was finally able to escape. As he walked past the bus stop, he noticed that you weren't there. He figured you had done the same thing as him: asking one of your parents to pick you up to avoid the treacherous bus journey.
Wordlessly, Lando climbed into his mum's car as she looked at her son's face. For the first time ever, she couldn't tell how he was feeling. His face was completely blank, practically unemotional. She had never been this worried about Lando.Â
"Sweetheart, what-" she started, before noticing the tears brimming up in his eyes. She would have pulled over, but she didn't want anyone from school seeing. "Darling what's wrong?" she asked, still reluctantly driving.Â
"They just... they just won't stop." he said, his voice cracking with the words. "I just want them to leave me alone, leave her alone. She doesn't even want to be my friend anymore, I had to get moved away from her in maths, and it's just all shit," he rambled, a few tears rolling down his reddened cheeks.
"Oh, Lando..." she softly said, her heart breaking at the sight of his tears. He was never one to cry, or get overly emotional about stuff. He was a typical teenage boy in many aspects, and his emotions were no exception. He liked to keep things to himself, only letting is feelings show when they were hitting him in overwhelming bouts.
"Does she think you're saying things about her?" she asked, not wanting to upset him even more.Â
"No, I don't think so. She just said she doesn't want to be seen near me when I went to go see her in the library like I normally do, and she was crying before maths to our teacher." he explained, and she was at a complete loss on what to do. "The stuff they say to her is just... God it's awful..." he mumbled, wiping away his tears.Â
"Sweetheart I know this is probably the last thing you want to hear right now, but is that Y/N walking home?" she asked, and the question caught him off guard. Funnily enough, he looked out the window to see you trudging home.Â
You had your hands stuffed in your pockets with your headphones plugged in your ears, your breath appearing like mist in front of you. That was when it dawned on him that your parents hadn't come to pick you up, you had taken it upon yourself to make the nearly hour long walk home in the freezing winter temperatures.Â
"Yeah. Yeah it is," he confirmed, suddenly conflicted. His mum would obviously want to give you a ride, and he did too. He didn't want you walking home in the biting cold, but he also didn't think he could take seeing you upset, or you seeing him upset.Â
But his heart won out. "Can we take her home, please?" he quietly asked, and his mum nodded, pulling over onto the pavement so that she could get out to talk to you. Lando got out to hop in the back, wanting to give you the front seat with his mum.Â
"Y/N? Sweetheart? Do you need a ride?" she asked, approaching you as you pulled your headphones out of your ears. She could see the redness around your eyes, undoubtedly from crying.
"No, no. But thank you," you weakly smiled, the pained expression on your face making it impossible for her to just let you go.
"Lando told me about what's been happening. I understand why you don't want to be near him right now, but there's no one around, I will get you home and warm as quickly as possible." she reassured, hell bent on not leaving until she had you in the car.Â
"OK," you agreed, walking to the car and getting in the front seat. Lando had already cranked up the heating and put the heated seats on for you, the leather warming underneath you. You knew he was on the backseat, but you refused to acknowledge him.Â
Deep down, you knew you were being unnecessarily harsh towards Lando. He hadn't done anything wrong, and he had tried to be there for you in the best way he knew possible. Thankfully, he knew you weren't pushing him away because of him directly, it was because of what being around him brought you.Â
He was sure that you still liked him, and he didn't take this personally. Yet it didn't stop him longing for you to be his friend again, to banter and joke with you and to just spend time with you like he used to.Â
From his bag, he pulled out that same navy sweater and handed it to you, and you accepted it with a small smile in the rear view mirror. Your fingertips brushed against his as your fists closed around the fabric, the cold of your hands stinging his skin.Â
You shrugged your coat off of your shoulders, pulling the jumper over your head. It was still too big on you, the sleeves stopping up to your knuckles. If you were standing, it would hand down to the tops of your thighs.
The drive to your house was silent, the only sound being the heating flowing through the vents as well as the occasional ticks of the indicators. After a short while of driving, you pulled up outside of your house.
Lando waited in the car as his mum escorted you to the door, a warm expression on her face. "Come here," she quietly said, opening her arms out to you. Without a second thought, you let herself fall into her embrace, softly shaking with silent sobs.Â
"I know it's hard darling, I know it is," she whispered to you, one hand reaching up to stroke your hair. "It'll get better, I promise." she tried to reassure.Â
For Lando, it was one of the worst scenes he had to bear witness to. He had seen you crying more than he had seen you smile as of recent, and it was killing him inside. He wanted to get out of the car and hug you as well, but he didn't want to run the risk of upsetting you even more.
Once you were settled in the house, his mum finished the drive home and let him have some piece. In his room, he sat at his desk, just mindlessly staring into space. You were all he could think about, and he couldn't shake you off.Â
The sight of your tear-stained face was clouding his mind like an early-morning fog that he couldn't blow away. His eyes fell upon your pieces of wood for your DT project on his desk, as well as the maths homework he wouldn't be able to give you to finish.Â
At this point, the deal didn't matter. Sure, you still had 3 weeks of homework of his to do, and he still had to do your workshop stuff for another week, but that was the least of his concerns. But he still wanted to do it for you.Â
Lando had skipped dinner, not feeling hungry enough to go downstairs to eat. He also didn't feel like being held to people's questions and talks about what everyone had been up to in the day. He just needed some time alone.Â
Just before he was going to take himself to an early bed, there was a knock at his bedroom door. "Yeah?" he called out, the door opening to reveal his mum.
"How are you doing?" she asked, entering and coming to sit next to him on the edge of his bed.Â
"I'm... fine," he lied, not wanting to delve into the complexity of his feelings. He didn't want to have to voice his deeper rooted mindset on you. He couldn't tell if he was upset that now you'd never consider being anything more than his friend, or if he was more saddened by the fact that you didn't even want to be his friend anymore.Â
He had been grappling with his feelings for the past couple of days, shocked at how quickly they had settled into his mind. Lando had never developed such a strong admiration for anyone in his entire life - even if every crush he had ever had was based off of purely superficial factors.Â
But you weren't like that. Yes, he thought you were one of the prettiest girls he had ever laid his eyes upon, but it wasn't the driving motive for his feelings. He liked your personality, your humour, how goddamn smart you were.Â
Seeing you thrive in the environment you worked best in was so fulfilling to him, and it was one of the many reasons he held you so dear to him. Yet he didn't know what to do about his feelings. He didn't want to ruin your friendship by telling you, but he didn't want to miss the opportunity to have something real with you.Â
You were special to him, oh so special. He liked the idea of you as his girlfriend. Walking you to class, studying together, getting to sit together whenever you wanted and the comments wouldn't get to you because you'd be his. Maybe you'd even be able to sneak in a few kisses when no one was looking.Â
Despite being the most sought-after boy in highschool, and the closest thing to an american 'jock' that a british secondary school had to offer, he still hadn't really delved into anything relationship-wise. No kisses for the sake of it, nothing. Hell, even Max had kissed a girl at a party once, but Lando never had.
"I'm really proud of you, you know," she said, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and tugging him closer to her. "You did the right thing today, even if it wasn't the most pleasant option for you," she continued.Â
"I know you want her to be your friend again, but you've just got to give her time. People will forget about it and move onto someone else soon enough, but you've just got to wait it out and be there for her when she wants you, which she will. You're both very overwhelmed and neither of you know what to do, but it'll all work out." she reassured, kissing him on top of his curly locks.
"It doesn't bother me what they say to me, it's the fact that she's so upset by it... that's what makes it worse," he quietly admitted, leaning into his mum's comforting embrace. They sat there for a while, just hugging.Â
"You need to get some sleep, sweetheart. You've just got tomorrow then all weekend, yeah? We can do whatever you want, with whoever." she told him, wanting to make his weekend as good as possible.Â
"I've got homework to do," he sighed, thinking over all the assignments that he wouldn't be able to have your help with. Glancing back over at the desk, he saw the remnants of your DT project sitting there, his mind now set on doing this for you.Â
"You can do it on Sunday," she told him, trying to sway him into just having fun for a day. She wanted to cheer her son up after the shitty few days that he had gone through, and he deserved a bit of respite.Â
"But I want to finish off Y/N's project... I promised..." he whispered, the words tugging at his mum's heart strings. She had never seen her son so attached to someone, so desperate to please them and make them happy.Â
She was proud of him, proud of the man he was becoming. It was obvious how much he cared for you, and she really hoped that you'd allow him back in again, than you'd allow him to be your friend and maybe more again.Â
"How about you ask dad to help you with it on Sunday? Make it really special?" she suggested, and she noticed the slight light sparking in his eyes at the idea.Â
"Yeah, I think I'll do that," he nodded, already running through the different possibilities of what he could do on your project to make it best in the class. He may have been struggling, but it wasn't going to stop him from trying to make you happy.
No matter what anyone said, how they made him feel, how they forced you to push him away, he'd always try for you. You made him a better version of himself, a version that worked hard and cared about more than just getting through school and being cool while doing it.Â
You made him care about his grades, how he spoke to people, his actions. You made him better. You made him want to be better. For you. All of it was for you.Â
A/N - I know, I've not posted anything in a week, I am sorry. I have been working on this one all week, and I have started the next part for y'all. Something about writing highschool Lando just hits different. It would be the same if I did Charles, Carlos, Max etc, but they would be in a british highschool because that's what I know best. Anyways, have a wonderful day/night, love y'all! đđ€
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If there was one way to describe you and Leon, it would be thick as thieves. Always have been and always will be. Ever since you first met on your first day of elementary school, the two of you have been inseparable.
You remember it well; the excitement that coursed through your little 6 year old veins of new beginnings, friends and more. Finally you were a big girl, ready to take on the world with a determined smile.
With confidence, you left your parents at the entrance with teary eyes and pride radiating off of them as you strutted into the building, tightly holding onto the straps of your new, sparkly backpack.
You listened closely to your new teacher and fellow classmates as they introduced themselves, the smile on your face a constant throughout the day.
However, when you stepped out into recess, taking in the monkey bars and swings with wide eyes, something -or rather someone- was barely fitting into your field of vision.
A boy with sandy blonde hair and blue eyes.
He was a good bit taller than you, no surprise really, but he kept his head low and fidgeted with the zipper on his blue police-themed schoolbag.
He seemed nervous and weary, only ever rasing his head when a rowdy child zoomed past him.
Although anxiety-ridden, he didn't strike you as unaware. He had his back pressed to a wooden structure in the back of the playground, overlooking the open space.
Your brows furrowed when you finally realized that he was all alone, and you couldn't have that!
Everyone needed a friend. And you, on this fateful day, decided to be his.
Same as you, Leon remembered that day like it only happened yesterday. How he sat in the back of the class, in the very last corner. Or how he was quiet and timid when the teacher asked for his name and age.
But he particularly remembers when a girl with a bright smile and colorful bows in her hair walked up to him, carefully as not to spook him, told him her name and complimented his backpack.
He thanks the universe for that day, for you, because you've been stuck at his side ever since.
.·:*šàŒș àŒ»Âš*:·.
Class was in full swing, the sound of your teacher speaking and the mildly uncomfortable scrape of chalk on the blackboard broke the stagnant silence in the room.
You glanced up from time to time, trying to seem like you were paying attention, when in reality you were constructing a letter to your best friend.
You were a good student, no doubt, but the urge to yap with Leon was greater than any unsolvable math equation.
So, when you two had a sleepover last weekend, you stayed up all night coming up with a secret written language between the both of you.
You hoped it would allow you to ask quite meaningless and maybe even funny questions in class without getting into too much trouble.
You hoped the teacher would write it off as nonsensical scribbles and you'd get away with a stern look.
You carefully drew the symbols you'd come up with, checking the translated alphabet that both you and Leon had a copy of in your pencil cases.
With the last stroke you stared down proudly at your somewhat neat work before folding the piece of paper and glancing at Leon with a subtle jerk of your head.
He grinned and stuck out his hand, waiting for you to place the letter into his palm. He sank back into his seat a little, unfolding the paper and discreetly turning his eyes to the note in his hands.
When he looked up again to check his translation sheet, the teacher stood in front of his desk, arms crossed over her chest and displeased expression on her face.
"What have I said about notes in class, hm? Hand it over." She said coldly, opening her hand.
Leon grumbled, his head hanging low as he hestiated.
"Give it."
Her tone was warning, and with a slight scowl on his face, he crumbled up the paper and layed it in her palm.
Promptly, she smoothed out the note and tried to read it, only to fail miserably with a confused and irritated look.
"What's this? It's just scribbled nonsense!" She exclaimed.
You and Leon both stifled a laugh, shooting a glanced at the other. The teacher scowled and the letter creased beneath her grip.
"Don't waste my time." She scolded before tossing away the paper and continuing her teaching, always keeping an eye
on you and Leon while the both of you giggled in the back.
.·:*šàŒș àŒ»Âš*:·.
Those memories and many more played in your head as you sat hunched over your desk in the middle of the night, staring at a blank piece of paper. The light was starting to burn your eyes and you could feel a subtle ache crawl up your spine as Sleep beckoned you sweetly into its embrace.
You sighed deeply, rubbing at your eyes. Never in a million years had you thought you'd end in a situation like this.
The older you got, the more did your feelings for Leon change. From a strong and pure childhood friendship into a harmless crush that turned into being so in love with him that every second spend away from him was torture.
You needed to get it out. To see if he -a one in a million chance- felt the same about you and would end your suffering.
But you couldn't say it straight to his face, no, the thought alone was mortifying. The fear of rejection clasping its hand around your throat so tightly that no words would come out.
So, you thought out your options; tell him via a text message? God, the most impersonal ways of it all, a hard no.
Have a messenger deliver the news? You really didn't want to get anyone else involved, but if you had to, you'd ask Claire, a good friend from several of your classes.
And then, when you went through your old school supplies on a nostalgic night, you found the, albeit faded and worn, guide to your secret language.
And now, you had your way of confessing your love for him without seeming like a cowardly bitch or dying of embarrassment and shame.
Still, all words alluded you. You knew how you were going to say it, but not what you would say.
All these feelings that you've had felt wrong, something that should be hidden and locked away. After all this time of pushing them down, it was hard to let them spill.
It was almost impossible to release them from their heavy chains without losing control. But if you'd keep them trapped for any longer, you'd run the risk of having them wither away and die like a flower in a barren desert.
You tugged at your hair, a sound of frustration escaping your lips at your inability to think of even a single phrase.
With an unsteady grip on your pen, all you managed to get down was 'Dear Leon,'. Quite pathetic progress for all of two hours.
You leaned back in your chair with a huff, stretching your neck and shoulders from the cramped and hunched position they've been in for far too long.
Only then did it strike you as you gazed upon the many framed photos of you with your best friend, your other half.
All the memories that were confined behind glass made a smile form on your lips as you were reminded of why you loved him. Why you fell in the first place.
The words of love and passion that you held in your heart for years suddenly bubbled out of you, your hands scribbling down whatever they could.
You laid your heart bare for him, hoping he would cherish it and treat it with care and not return it to you in pieces.
And before you knew it, the page was filled with strokes and curves of the language you'd conjured up so many years ago in your youth. Your fingers were stained with graphite, leaving faint prints on the paper.
With a relieved sigh you added your signature and stuffed the letter along with a translation guide into an envelope. You'd be damned if all of this failed just because Leon didn't have his alphabet anymore.
You'd give the letter to him the next time you saw him, which you realized with horror, would be tomorrow.
You swallowed the bile that rose in your throat, slammed the door on the nerves that were creeping up your spine and sunk into the comforting embrace of your bed, waiting patiently while Sleep took your hand to lead you to your next dream.
.·:*šàŒș àŒ»Âš*:·.
The enveloped crinkled under your tight grip as you watched Leon tie the laces on his shoes and throw on his jacket. You'd hung out today, the usual shenanigans.
A movie and some dinner, and, of course, laughing til your belly hurt. You prayed that he didn't notice that you were stiff as a board and sweating buckets.
You wouldn't be surprised if little salt crystals had formed on your brow.
"Alright, I'm off. I'll see you on Tuesday, yeah?" Leon spoke with a smile, closing in to pull you into a hug.
Your eyes widened and you kept your arms and the letter close to your body, resulting in a hug of such awkwardness you would've liked the earth to crack open and swallow you whole.
Leon quirked a brow at you.
"Are you feeling okay? You've been... odd."
A nervous and obnoxious giggled ripped from your throat before you could stop it.
"Who, me? Oh yeah, no, don't worry about me. I'm great. Awesome. Just peachy." You smiled, although it was so unconvincing you cringed at yourself.
He eyed you suspiciously but decided not to question it any further for now. You would tell him when you were ready, you always did.
You cleared your throat.
"I also have this for you. You need to read it at home, though. Anyway, bye!" You said cheerily, shoving the envelope into his hands and pushing him out into the hallway.
"Hey, what are you-"
he couldn't finish the sentence before the door was slammed shut and he was left dumbfounded outside your apartment.
Leon scoffed and turned the letter over in his hands but decided to follow your words and stored the envelope in his pocket.
"Weirdo." He mumbled with a smile and a huff.
You were pressed against the door, watching him through the peephole.
Leon stared directly into your eye and stepped closer.
"I know you're watching." He whispered, his close proximity giving you a hilarious angle of his face.
"Am not!"
Echoed from your side, and he laughed, shaking his head.
"See you." He waved, walking towards the stairs.
When you could no longer see him you let out a huff. Now, all you needed to do was wait and hope for the best.
.·:*šàŒș àŒ»Âš*:·.
The jingle of keys echoed through Leon's home as he shut the door behind him.
His keys were returned to their place in a small bowl, and he proceeded to shrug off his shoes and jacket.
With a sigh, he plopped down on his couch, his feet propped up on the nearby coffee table with your letter in his hands.
He carefully opened the envelope, wincing when he heard the paper tear. He unfolded the paper and froze for a moment as he gazed upon the many symbols.
A small chuckle escaped him.
Of course you wouldn't make it easy on him. However, Leon Scott Kennedy was never one to back down from a challenge.
He began to decipher the language, writing down the message on a different piece of paper.
With a triumphant smile, he added the last few words.
"I've bested you once again." He murmured, looking at the finished letter.
But when he began to read it, now actually understanding its meaning, the smile melted off his face.
He was in shock, his eyes wide and lips parted as he read word for word how much you adored him. Leon's throat felt dry and his heart was beating out of his chest at your confession.
He couldn't believe it. You felt the same? You felt the torturing urge to shower him with your love only to hold back in fear of getting burned?
With the letter clutched close to his chest, he stumbled back into his shoes and rushed out the door.
.·:*šàŒș àŒ»Âš*:·.
Frantic and hurried knocks on wood snapped you out of your head as you were curled up on your couch, stewing in regret and doubt.
A look through the peephole showed a panting Leon with a flushed face and a kind of desperation in his eyes that you had never seen before.
"Leon? What happened? Are you okay-" You asked, worried, when you opened the door, only to be cut off by him crashing into you and connecting your lips in a fierce kiss.
Any surprise and shock was swallowed by his eager mouth as he wound his arms tightly around your middle and pulled you close to his chest. A fire lit in your heart, a blazing flame that you knew would never be able to be doused.
You let yourself melt into his embrace as you reveled in the feeling of your lips on his. He pulled away, gulping deep breaths while he stared at you with glazed eyes.
"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you, but I couldn't get myself to say the words. I don't know what it is, but you keep me tongue tied, I-" You rambled breathlessly.
He shushed you with a soft peck and cupped your face.
"I love you too." He whispered with a loving smile, making an equally as adoring smile break onto your face.
You pulled him into another kiss, giggling against his lips.
All you've ever wanted was yours.
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operation : be your boyfriend | yang jungwon
synopsis ; thousands of ways to say, 'i love you,' and jungwon can't even carry out one special procedure without messing up. that is, until your birthday rolls around and you're greeted by the kitten you've always dreamed of owning, at your doorstep...
pairing ; clumsy!jungwon x fem!reader | genre ; fluff, crushing, confessions | wc ; 2721 | warnings n notes ; you're not oblivious, you're just a little bit of a mastermind sociopath! appearances of sunoo riki heeseung and eunchae in this fic!
baby... i'm just tryna play it cool... but i just can't hide that... i want you àȘàȘ
OPERATION 1 : SECRET ADMIRER
âClearly, heâs not listening to us.âÂ
âYang JungwonâŠâÂ
âYang Jungwon!âÂ
Jolting back to the present, Jungwon coughs awkwardly and jerks his gaze away from the girl across the room. He didnât realise he was staring at the mere back of her head the whole time⊠how embarrassing for him. Shifting his gaze back to his groupmates, staring at him with a bemused expression, he clears his throat.Â
âIâm on task,â he tries to say, but it comes out as a pathetic croak from the roof of his mouth. He has to clear his throat again.Â
âWhat a liar,â Riki scoffs, following Jungwonâs prior gaze all the way to the front of the classroom. Doubled over with laughter by the board, yn seems to have an aura of gold surrounding her figure. In between rays of sunlight and flecks of fairydust, the way she smiles lights up the whole room like sheâs in a fantasy book.Â
Barely trying to conceal it, Sunoo stares towards her direction. Ironically, the words that leave his mouth as he does so are, âcan you at least try to hide it? Youâre too obvious.â
âI canât believe she canât tell yet,â Heeseung mutters.Â
For some reason, the whole table goes quiet. In the middle of the silence, Jungwon can only hear the clacking heels of their Maths teacher walking around and the soft rustle of papers, amiable chatter as groups begin to complete their assigned project. But a single voice stands out in the crowd.Â
Never mind. Jungwon only hears her now.Â
Isnât it ridiculous? How he believed that his initial crush on her would be short-lived, nothing more than an impulsive attraction that would fade once he got to know her. When she walked up to him, however, saying nothing but a simple âthank you for sending me notes for yesterdayâs class!â, he felt like his heart would race out of his chest. Unfortunately for him, she was too charismatic.Â
With a perfect all-kill streak of grades, sheâs never gotten a grade below 90. Not a point out of place. Itâs the kind of person Jungwon aspires to be, a much better version of himself. Yes, he gets straight As every term and yes heâs been the class president for three years on end, but itâs nothing compared to her level.Â
For the past two years, ever since she joined the class with an air exuding and radiating sheer confidence, Jungwon has been trying hard to beat her. Once would be enough for him. Heâs been trying so hard to defeat her, however, that heâs forgotten to try to tame his feelings for her too.Â
About a week after he met her, the butterflies churning deep inside his stomach were already too much for him. In her locker, silver letters Jungwon begged Sunoo to help him calligraph donned the bottom of an indirect, vague love letter. From your secret admirer. He doesnât even remember now what he wrote inside, but he does recall many descriptions of her pretty smile and easygoing personality.Â
It was only a day later he found out that he had accidentally dropped it in the locker next to hers. Lee Heeseung from the class beside them walked past, a basketball under one arm and the other hand holding the letter and reading it aloud to Riki, walking briskly beside him. In an instant, Riki looked straight at Jungwon across the hallway and facepalmed.Â
OPERATION 1 : SECRET ADMIRER : FAILED
wait a minute, what is this? my heart is going lub-dub, just keeps pounding
even from afar, oh, my, gosh! ; pulling me close, you're, my, crush, like a superpower
OPERATION 2 : INDIRECT CONFESSIONS
Daydreams. Flitting endlessly through your mind, like a paradox. Itâs impossible to zone out during Biology. How dull you find the zoomed in aspects of all the systems in your body. Sure, you want to pursue something medical-related, but this class just isnât it.Â
âJungwonâs staring at you again,â whispers your seatmate, Eunchae. She uses her pen to gesture behind you. Two seats diagonal to you both, Jungwon notices your glances his way and pretends to look elsewhere. Heâs resting on the palm of his hand, the paper he took out to take notes on completely blank.Â
âI canât believe heâs the class president again,â you mutter with a tinge of bitterness.Â
Eunchae sighs. Sheâs clearly heard enough of your one-sided disliking towards the student leader, and it shows in the way she decides to disregard you. âYou donât have to hate him. He obviously doesnât reciprocate the hard feelings.âÂ
Of course he doesnât.Â
You try to hide a triumphant smile. Of course Jungwon doesnât harbor any hatred towards you. Rather, itâs quite evident in the way he always asks you to be the first player in his team during PE, asks you if you want to group up with him, makes excuses to brush past you in the hallway â heâs always wanted something more than friendship.Â
The one time you did agree to do a Korean Language project with him, however, when he came over to record the podcast you had written, all that got done was a bunch of giggles into the portable microphone. Jungwon, admitably, had a good sense of humor. And it, unfortunately, matched well with yours.Â
Youâre making this more solemn than it needs to be, you think to yourself, biting back a small smile to yourself. Shouldnât it be a good thing that youâve got Jungwon wrapped around your finger?Â
Spinning your pen smartly, you sit up. Right. Youâve gotten out of many late homework submissions and responsibilities because Jungwon would literally cover for you with visible hearts in his eyes when he talks about you. You know you should feel guilty for exploiting him, but itâs just what a friend does, isnât it?Â
Friend. Another memory fades in.Â
âYahh, youâre so down bad you canât even let her do her own work,â Sunoo mutters to Jungwon, quietly rearranging the papers. He thinks youâre out of earshot, but you can hear their conversation clearly from your desk.Â
Jungwon shrugs his shoulders in the corner of your eye, and you swear he glances over at you for a second. âSheâs my friend. Are you trying to say you never copy my homework?âÂ
Sunoo tsks loudly. âItâs different. She doesnât need the help! Youâve seen her grades.âÂ
They divert into a small argument about whose grades are better, but youâre not really listening anymore. Your heart is starting to race uncontrollably, and you look desperately down at your chest. Youâre trembling from the fact that Jungwon called you his friend? How pathetic. You bite your lip, squeezing your eyes shut as if juicing your brains of unwanted thoughts.Â
But you canât help but let out a short curse when your heart doesnât slow down, your cheeks donât cool off. Only Jungwon wants this. Not you tooâŠÂ
And so when Eunchae finally gets bored of Bio once again, she leans in and pokes you. âAnyway, you know Jungwon has the fattest crush on you.âÂ
âOh really?â you murmur, averting your eyes back to the liver diagram in front of you. Where youâre supposed to label, âoxygen-rich-bloodâ, youâve scribbled âonly jungwonâ in illegible handwriting. You pretend to act surprised, hiding the words with the palm of your hand. âHe didnât ask you to say that? Did he? As a prank?âÂ
Eunchae rolls her eyes. âItâs not a prank.âÂ
âSo he asked you to say it.âÂ
â...âÂ
âI see.â You reach into your pencil case and pull out an eraser to wipe away the traces of your daydreams. Itâs a good thing you do, because Eunchae suddenly looks over and teases you for falling asleep in lesson when youâre usually such a good student. If only she knew about the homework incidences. If only she knew about the thoughts that run through your head.Â
What heâs trying to do is kind of⊠cute.
OPERATION 2 : INDIRECT CONFESSIONS : FAILED
my heart feels like a giant magnet, everything about you sticks to my heart, boy
we're magnetized, i admit it. this time, i want!
OPERATION 3 : LET'S GET IT!
Sheâs got to be joking, right? Thereâs no wayâŠÂ
âYeah, idiot, youâre invited to my birthday party. You got a problem with that?â (Name) scoffs at Jungwon, retracting the simplistic black and white invitation card in her hand. âMaybe you donât deserve this?âÂ
âNo!â He says a little too fast, reaching out to snatch it from her playfully.Â
He reads it with a poorly hidden smile. Is he even trying at this point? Heâs been on the verge of a proper confession for a while now. Why would he want to hide the fact that he really really really wants her to be his?Â
â15 May?â He sighs, feigning disappointment. âToo bad, I canât make it.âÂ
Wait for itâŠ
âReally? Thatâs too bad,â she replies monotonously, walking away without a care. Not the reaction Jungwon was expecting. He releases a breath of air, only now realising that heâs been holding his breath. How boring of her.Â
âI was lying!â He calls, smoothing out his school uniform and running down the hallway after her. âIâm definitely coming!âÂ
She clearly starts to laugh as she runs away from him, yelling, âcome or not, it doesnât matter to me!âÂ
Jungwon doesnât give up. With a hand running through his hair, he chases her down the halls. He would chase after her for eternity if he had to. Eventually, he catches up to her with a tap on the shoulder. WIth a mock-annoyed look, she slows down, shoving his shoulder.
âWhatâs your problem?â She huffs, âCanât I get a break around here?âÂ
Jungwon smiles. With just the right amount of delusion, maybe he can convince himself that whatever sheâs spouting is just a white lie. Untruths to cover up the truth. She wants him back, he swears!
âYouâll never get a break,â he mumbles, suddenly going shy as he leans in closer. Just like I practiced with Riki. Just like I practicedâŠ
âAnnoyiââ
âFrom running through my mind all day.âÂ
When Jungwon finally dares to open his eyes (yes, he was so scared he closed them), heâs shocked to see an empty spot next to him. When he looks up and down the hallway, (Name) sticks out her tongue at him, taunting him. The unbothered glimmer in her eyes reveals that she hasnât heard a thing.Â
Once again, Jungwon leaves school with a pit of mild disappointment in his stomach. Not so upset that it hurts like hell, but the woundâs deep enough to leave a scratch.
OPERATION 03 : LET'S GET IT! : FAILED
completely opposite, our type ; you're J and i'm so P
S and N, polar opposites, but that's what pulls us in
INTERMISSION : BABY YOU'RE MY CRUSH
You hear it all.
What would Jungwon say when he finds out, that for a while now, youâve been wrestling with your own complicated feelings, playing a game of tug of war inside your own heart? Nobody even knows you know. Nobody would even suspect you, of all people, to reciprocate Jungwonâs feelings. And, by this encounter, even Jungwon himself has no idea.Â
i'll make it have a green light, girl's gotta have guts. so, let's go let's go, let's go let's go!
don't wanna hide it, the magnet in my heart. gonna follow my feelings and get with you, boy
OPERATION 4 : CATCH SOME FELINES (FEELINGS)
What would Jungwon do for love? Just ask him this one question. Heâll probably lie and tell you he doesnât know, and doesnât fall for the traps set out by catching feelings, but it wonât explain why heâs outside (name)âs house on her birthday at 8 in the morning. He could very well have come at 9, an hour before the party starts, but he wants to have some time alone with her.Â
To present his gift to her, snugly bundled up in his arms. And to, uh, say some other stuff.Â
He looks down at the pearl-white fluffy being, purring contently in his arms. Just a while ago, he got his inspiration for a birthday gift for her. She may have casually brought it up in the midst of discussion for yet another group project, but miniscule things like that stick with Jungwon for ages.Â
âI want a catâŠâ she whines, when their groupâs gotten sidetracked from their discussion topic. (what do you think the rate of pet ownership is like in Korea?) âtheyâre so cute. Oh, even better, a kitten!âÂ
âJust get one then?â Eunchae rolls her eyes, and Riki hums in agreement.Â
âI would. Even my mum wants one. But itâs so much work to adopt one.âÂ
So much work to adopt one? Jungwon scoffs in his mind. Now take a look at the lengths Iâve gone to for you. And I donât even know if you like me back. Am I stupid or am I stupid?Â
âYes, Jungwon? Can I know why youâve summoned me so early in the morning?â Suddenly, the front door opens after many persistent tries to ring the doorbell. âI know youâre excited for my birthday⊠but this is just weird.âÂ
She doesnât notice the kitten squirming in his arms, still rubbing her eyes blearily. She looks so exhausted that Jungwon wants to apologise for awakening her and almost runs away to save himself from the awkwardness. But he stands his ground. This time, he will succeed.Â
The chronicles of Yang Jungwonâs confession story. It has a nice ring to it, doesnât it?
âHappy birthday.â He murmurs softly, daring to take a step closer and hold out his arms. At first, she squints down at the blur of fur in his hands, face smeared with confusion. Itâs only when the furry ball lets out a small mew that she gasps and jerks her head back up. âI⊠I, uhâŠâÂ
Seeing her so amazed, with tears gathering in her eyes from the euphoria, he loses track of his words. His mind goes blank. Not knowing whether to continue calmly, or panic and die on the spot, he struggles to speak and feels his cheeks quickly growing with warmth.Â
What if, just like we practiced doesnât reassure him anymore, with the last time he used it as an affirmation turning out to be the greatest embarrassment of his life? Just like we practiced? Heâs never practiced to be fluent and smooth. Heâs always naturally been that way. Heâs never had to fumble for the right words to say. Just like we practiced? When would he ever practice worst comes to worst with Riki? Come to think of it, he probably should have. He canât handle standing here with such shame any longer.Â
âIâm sorry for being so annoying I just really really like you and I donât know whether youâll like this gift or not, but I canât go another day thinking you probably donât like me back you can just reject me thatâll be better than misleading myself forever and everâŠâÂ
He blurts in a small voice.Â
And then, he repeats himself, louder and more confident. Like he usually is. âI like youâŠâÂ
âYou must be blind, Yang Jungwon,â she says, laughing through the tears. A moment of silence passes as Jungwon tries to comprehend what heâs just heard. Blind? Why? Sheâs not going to say⊠âI like you, too?âÂ
Itâs a question. It makes his heart race, but it doesnât seem like enough.
âYou do?â He chokes, his voice failing him. Blood rushes to his ears. âYou donât.âÂ
âWait.â She clears her throat and claims, âI got nervous. I do. And itâs not the kitten, I know what youâre thinkingâŠâÂ
Taking a step back, she receives the kitten into her arms and coos while Jungwon tries to process everything. âThough Iâm so surprised, and so grateful. This gift is the most thoughtful thing ever. No joke.âÂ
She knows what Iâm thinkingâŠÂ
Jungwon frowns and steps even closer. Heâs so close and sheâs so pretty, teary eyelashes gleaming in the morning sunlight. âSo youâve known what Iâve been thinking, huh?âÂ
âI have.âÂ
The hard, challenging tone that seeps into her voice is all too familiar to Jungwon. When she leads him into her house for the second time in his life, all heâs thinking is, what a way to reminisce the moment he fell in love with her.Â
âYou wouldnât get it.â
âOh, but I do!âÂ
A game of wits, you could call it, is what sixteen year old them are playing. Head to head in number of points, theyâre competing for first place. Jungwon hides behind his whiteboard, eagerly awaiting her response. Sheâs never going to guess what he had in mind. Sheâll never write the same exact thing, letter for letterâÂ
âI know what youâre thinking.â She whispers mockingly, smirking as she reveals her answer while peeking over the top of his board. The answers match up. Sheâs won. âI know exactly what goes on in your head.â
OPERATION 4 : CATCH SOME FELINES (FEELINGS) : SUCCESS!
no push and pull, gonna run to you ; our chemistry yeah, i'm in too deep now no push and pull, no regrets, gonna zero in on you ; never holding back straight ahead, yeahÂ
this time, i want!
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Faking It- Chapter One
Summary: When you first met Namjoon you never expected he would ghost you for a month due to his own clumsiness. You also never expected him to walk into your café and ask you to be his fill in girlfriend at his cousins wedding.
Pairing:Â Namjoon/Reader.
Word Count:Â 5k
Rating:Â E for everyone
Tags: this is all just backstory to get this fic started
Author Note:Â Hi! This is the chapter to get the story started and boy am I excited to share this with you. Thank you so much for reading!
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âOne mocha extra whip,â Taehyung called as he scribbled the order down on his small red notepad and ripped the paper handing it to you. You grabbed it easily, stabbed it through the long metal rod holding all the orders, and finished making it.
The weather outside was the classic end-of-November weather, dark and dreary with large gray clouds covering the sky, making it look like it was later in the day than it actually was which had Taehyung starting the electric fireplace early and basking the small café in a warm glow.
You finished with the drink order as the kitchen door slowly opened and Jungkook came out carrying a tray on his left shoulder of freshly made cinnamon buns making the café smell of warm cinnamony goodness.
You made your way over to the serving counter at the end and handed the girl her drink as Taehyung called out another order to you.
âBehind.â You called out to Jungkook as he opened the dessert display case and started loading it.
Cinnamon Bun Friday had become a tradition long before Taehyung opened this café. It had started years ago when you both were still in your small hometown and bored out of your mind on a Friday afternoon after school.
âWhat do you think the best cinnamon bun tastes like?â He asked you as you both sat at your parentâs kitchen table, you completing your math homework and Taehyung working on his chemistry homework.
âLike heaven. Like gooey heaven that melts in your mouth and warms you from the inside out.â You answered putting your pencil down and rubbing your eyes. Math was always hard for you and you felt like if you didnât take a break your brain would start to leek out your ears.
âThatâs going to be our goal before going to University. I want to find the best cinnamon bun out there.â Taehyung said twirling his pencil through his long fingers.
âIt canât be something easy like cookies? It has to be cinnamon buns?â You teased as you pushed your chair back to get a can of pop for you both to share.
âEveryone does cookies. I want to do something different. If I canât find it already made, Iâll find a recipe and make it.â He promised.
You still can recall that summer as if it was yesterday. You both graduated high school and were going to the local University. You spent the summer babysitting the neighborhood kids and Taehyung worked in a grocery store bagging items and shamelessly flirting with all the old ladies who would stand in the line no matter how long just to be charmed by him.
In your downtime you and Taehyung spent the summer biking, hitting up the local beach, and of course hunting for the perfect cinnamon bun, and when it was unable to be found you both went online.
After countless attempts and many taste tests, Taehyung seemed to find a recipe that was foolproof and delicious, and thus Cinnamon Bun Friday was formed.
After graduating from University Taehyung announced to both your families that he wanted to use his business degree to open a café in a fairly large city miles from the small town you both had grown up in.
Both sets of parents were pleased until Taehyung announced he wanted to take you with him. Your University experience was the same as his, pouring over books into the late hours of the night, dealing with group projects and exams, and while Taehyung came out of school knowing exactly what he wanted to do you still were unsure so this seemed like the best option.
Your parents were not pleased. They didnât want their only daughter miles away from home but after much persuasion, they eventually gave in. By the time you were set to move, you were already twenty-four and your parents didnât have a choice to make you stay.
You were elated!
Taehyung found a two-bedroom apartment and you both moved in. You worked odd jobs while he was getting the café up and running and after a full year of renovations it was open for business and Taehyung had promoted you to second in command.
The cafĂ© was his dream and it was so exciting to see it come to life. He wanted to go for a modern cozy vibe with dark wood, black and white dĂ©cor, and appliances. He named it Taeâs Teas even though you did serve coffee, and the cinnamon bun recipe that was created so long ago was the shining star.
âEarl Gray tea double cup.â He calls to you, snapping you from your memories as you grab the paper from him and get to work again.
Taehyung has a computer to cash people out but he liked the aesthetic of writing orders down on a small notepad, handing you the paper, and tucking his pencil or pen behind his ear which usually got lost in his long messy hair. You had to admit it had a sort of charm.
After an hour, the morning rush had died down and you were out from behind the counter cleaning tables.
A couple of customers had set up laptops and were working while sipping their drinks as soft jazz music played in the background.
You cleaned a table by the window and stared outside at the gloomy sky. The clouds were low and heavy and it looked like snow was about to come down any minute.
A white Christmas would be nice.
Taehyung had already told his parents he wouldnât be home this year for Christmas as the cafĂ© was still in its early stages and he didnât want to leave it behind. You agreed to stay with him to keep him company but you knew it would be weird. Your first Christmas without your parents.
The bell above the door chimed and you watched as a group of moms came in with their bulky strollers.
You joined Taehyung at the counter and got to work taking orders with ease, making and serving the drinks in record time.
âYou know I think we should change something about our order taking.â He musses as you serve the last customer her tea and wipe the counter down again.
âWhat do you mean? Youâre finally going to get rid of that notepad?â You tease with a sly grin as Taehyung places a hand over his heart dramatically as if you had wounded him.
âAbsolutely not it adds to the aesthetic you know that!â He reminds you as he tucks his pen behind his ear and fixes his headband over his messy brown hair.
âWhat I was going to say, is every time I say an order you should respond with Yes Chef! Like the TV shows do.â
You pause restocking your station and you turn to stare at him.
âTae you canât be serious.â You deadpan as he shoots you his signature boxy smile that used to work on all the older ladies at the grocery store. You however have been around him too long and his charms wonât work on you.
âI am not calling you chef. They do that on cooking shows Tae, not in cafes.â You remind him as you restock your sugar and make sure the mini-fridge is still full of milk and creamers shaking your head at his antics.
âCome on I think it will be fun!â He teases grinning as you stand up and shove your cleaning towel in the pocket of your black apron.
âI am most definitely not doing that but maybe Jimin or Jungkook should. They havenât known you as long as I have I think I should get a pass on this oneâŠ. Call it seniority.â You tease as the bell above the door chimes and a group of girls come in all carrying laptop bags.
âWhat if I say Iâll fire you?â He teases as he walks up to the counter and leans against it shooting the girls a grin and making them dissolve into flirty giggles.
You roll your eyes.
âYouâd miss me far too much to ever do that. Also, we said no takebacks when I started this job so youâre stuck with meâ You shoot back as the girls are all twirling their hair and giggling behind their hands as Taehyung takes their order with ease. Flipping and spinning the pen on his long fingers making them gasp as if it was the coolest trick ever.
Taehyung calls out the first order and while you work on the drink he opens the display case to get a muffin. The bell above the door rings again but you are so busy making all these complex drinks it becomes background noise until you hear Taeâs worried voice.
âUh⊠Y/N.â He says as you turn to face him nearly scalding your hand with the beverage.
âYes, Chef?â You answer sweetly batting your eyelashes, but you stop in your tracks and stand still when you see who entered the cafĂ©.
âOh fuck.â You mutter as you take in the newest customer⊠the guy who asked for your number over a month ago and then never texted you, seemingly turning into a ghost or a mirage of sorts.
Kim Namjoon.
He stood tall with his hair covered by a dark navy beanie and his cheeks pink from the cold. He looked as gorgeous as he did the very first day he stepped foot in here and you had to take his order because Taehyung was in the back dealing with something.
âGo to the back Y/N,â Taehyung whispers as he takes another giggling girlâs order and you curse when you realize you have overfilled the drink you were making because you were so distracted by Namjoon entering the shop.
So he wasnât a ghost. He wasnât part of your imagination. He was real. He was handsome, and he seemed to be scanning the shop and looking for you.
âIâm fine itâs fine.â You stammered voice high and panicked as you tried to focus on the task in front of you.
Taehyung called another order and you got to work again, feeling your stomach fill with nerves but also anger as you made the drink chanting under your breath that it was going to be fine that everything was fine.
Namjoon entered the shop in October and you were immediately captivated by him. He was tall and handsome and when he smiled, god when he smiled, the most beautiful dimples appeared on his cheeks making him somehow even more beautiful if that was even possible. You still remembered his order, Coffee with one sugar and one cream.
Your hand shook when you served it to him and your heart beat wildly in your chest when your hand accidentally grazed his as you handed him the cup. He decided to take up residence in your small café, choosing to sit at a table near the window under the fake red and orange leaves Jimin had decided to put up to get in the Autumn theme.
He stayed for over an hour reading a small paperback, sipping his drink, and occasionally looking at you which had you blushing and stammering.
Taehyung had urged you to get his number saying Namjoon also couldnât keep his eyes off you and just as you were about to pluck up the courage Namjoon surprised you by coming up to the counter and asking for your number himself.
He said you were just so beautiful and kind and if you were single he would like to get to know you better, maybe take you out on a date. You shakily put your number in his phone and held your breath when he shot you that dimpled smile and then he was out the door pulling his jacket down over his hands to ward off the chill and you felt like you were in a romantic comedy with how perfect the whole thing was.
Well, the comedy part was correct because you waited hours, then days, then weeks, and no message from Namjoon.
âOuch Shoot!â You cried out as you burned your hand holding down the button for the hot water too long and overflowing the small ceramic cup Taehyung insisted on buying for âaesthetic reasonsâ
âGo to the back Y/N send Jimin out, you're going to hurt yourselfâ Taehyung demanded as you could feel Namjoonâs intense stare from across the room. You gave up and left, throwing open the door to the kitchen and scaring Jungkook and Jimin.
Jimin was sitting on one of the prep tables, brown hair held back by a knit cap, swinging his feet happily and staring at his phone. Meanwhile, Jungkook was dressed all in black rolling out more dough for cinnamon buns and occasionally looking up when Jimin would show him a funny video he found.
âJimin get out there and help Tae will you?â You barked as he slid off the counter and rushed to the front, throwing open the door and joining Taehyung. You held your scalded hand and went over to the large kitchen sink and ran it under some cold water to ease the burn.
You closed your eyes and tried slow deep breaths as the water rushed over your hand.
Why the hell would he come back here after ghosting you
What gives him the right to do that?
And what gives him the right to come in here looking so good?
âEverything okay?â Jungkook asks in a small voice as you turn your head to see him rolling out more dough for the cinnamon buns. He was assigned head baker by Taehyung, and made them so many times you wondered if he even needed the sacred recipe anymore.
âFine. Kook. Just fine.â You bit out instantly regretting the attitude you were giving him as the pain in your hand started to subside and you felt like you could breathe again.
âTaehyung hardly sends Jimin out front, I know he likes being out there with you so what happened?â He prods as the timer on the oven goes off and Jungkook wipes his hands on his apron and grabs the big black oven mitts to take a fresh batch of buns from the oven.
âTae likes having Jimin out there.â You argue as you turn off the water to inspect your hand. The skin is red but it doesnât hurt as much anymore.
âYeah he likes having Jimin out there but they hardly get anything done which is why he prefers you. You keep him in line.â Jungkook teases setting the tray down and taking off the mits mixing the glaze with ease.
Even though Jungkook has been working with you for a year, can be shy and very quiet but he is a great listener. He doesnât prod for information or make you tell him things he just goes about his work and if you confide in him you confide in him. You think thatâs why he was hired on right away. He just has this calm chill aura about him which perfectly contrasts Taehyungâs hyper energy and Jiminâs chaotic energy.
âI- Well do you remember Namjoon.â You start as Jungkook nearly drops the bowl he is holding and stares at you with wide eyes.
âHeâs here?â Jungkook asks as you nod.
âYeah, he just walked in. I wasnât paying attention and burnt my hand overfilling a cup. I told Taehyung the cup size was too small when he ordered them.â You hissed as Jungkook put the bowl down and raced to the kitchen door.
âHey! Get back here donât be so obvious!â You moan as he raises himself on his tiptoes to gaze out the rectangular window.
âWow. Y/N he'sâŠwow. Heâs handsome.â Jungkook says as he steps away from the door and you can see a light blush on his cheeks.
âYou're not supposed to tell me that Kook Iâm supposed to hate how he ghosted me.â You whine as Jungkook gets back to work.
âI mean he is a jerk. Getting your hopes up and not bothering to text you.â Jungkook says as you bury your face in your hands.
Something you didnât tell anyone is how embarrassing it was for you. You watched multiple girls have instant crushes on Taehyung throughout your time in school, even going as far as to slander you just to get close to him. You watched other girls in your high school and even University flirt with many people at once and go on all these dates and be asked out seemingly all the time it just never seemed to happen to you.
You got lucky with your ex-boyfriend you dated in University as you both just happened to be a part of the same friend group and clicked. You dated for a total of five months before you both amicably broke it off due to being too busy with school for each other.
Since then you had crushes of course but they always fizzled out or the guy didnât like you back. Namjoon was the first guy to make a move. To approach you and want to get to know you, as someone who never had much romantic experience you were elated someone even noticed you at all.
So when he ghosted it hurt. You shouldnât have put so much pressure on it but it was almost like you couldnât help it. It was like finding a cinnamon bun recipe you thought would finally work out. That all the research and strife would be worth it, then it turns out to be a total disappointment. It just hurts
âDid he break your heart? Cause if soâŠ.â Jungkook trailed off shooting the buns he was glazing a menacing look.
âNah itâs okay Kook heâs not worth it.â You sigh.
The door to the kitchen opens and your head snaps up to see Jimin standing there with a sly grin on his face and your stomach twists nervously.
âOh Y/NâŠâ He sings out.
âYour man wants to talk to you. And is very kindly refusing to leave if you donât come out of hiding and hear him out. Oh, and Taehyung already threatened to call the police. Twice.â Jimin says as you let out a long frustrated sigh and run your hands down your weary face.
âTaehyung canât just kick him out?â You growl as Jimin shakes his head with a frown.
âHe did technically buy something and is a customer. It would look bad if Tae kicked him out. Please go speak to him before Taehyung kills him with the absolute dirtiest looks he is shooting him.â Jimin pleads as he grabs the tray of buns Jungkook just finished and heads back out to fill the display case again.
âI know how to box I could just kick him out of here.â Jungkook reminds you as you smile and shake your head.
âNah we need our head bakers knuckles in tact. Iâll talk to him.â You sigh fixing your ponytail and smoothing down your apron.
You leave the kitchen as Taehyung turns to face you with a grimace.
âI tried to tell him to get lost but he bought something. That asshole is sitting in the corner waiting for you.â Taehyung hisses as you look over his shoulder and sure enough, see Namjoon sitting at the same seat he did a month ago sipping on a coffee looking small and for some reason nervous.
âItâs fine Tae. He will probably give me some lame excuse and then you can kick him out.â You say patting his shoulder as you walk by and walk up to Namjoonâs table.
His eyes lock with yours over his cup and he hastily puts it down nearly spilling the whole thing on himself in the process. You werenât sure what went down while you were hiding out in the kitchen but it was clear Taehyung made him nervous.
Good.
âHi Y/N.â He says softly motioning for you to sit in the chair across from him as he sets his cup down.
âNah I think Iâll stand thanks.â You bite out as Namjoonâs eyes widen and he begins to fidget with his clothes and runs his hands through his hair.
âI, yeah okay I deserve that.â He mutters as you cross your arms over your chest and stare down at him.
He coughed and cleared his throat and you waited for him to do something, to say something.
âListen Namjoon Iâm kind of at work right now so if you want to tell me why you are here and hurry this along that would be great.â You remarked as Namjoon reached for his cup again but decided against it and instead tapped his fingers along the tabletop.
âI-Iâm sorry I thought I would just come in here and apologize and I built up the courage and everything this morning but Iâm well⊠Iâm nervous.â He admits and you hate to say it but you feel for him.
Confrontation was never your strong suit so you wondered why he would bother coming in here at all. Staying away would be the easier option.
âNamjoon if you didnât like me or thought you made a mistake you should have just stayed gone. It would have been a lot less work than coming in here.â You point out giving up and finally pulling out the chair to sit down.
âNo thatâs the problem I do like you! I-shit. I got your number and went to a work meeting right after. I work in music as a producer and they are super strict about no phones in meetings. They announced I would be flying to Korea that night to work on some music for some big names, as I was about to enter the car to head to the airport my phone fell out of my pocket and into a sewer grate. And I know it sounds like a fake made-up story but I have a habit of being clumsy. Itâs so bad that they didnât even give me a new phone until I was settled in Korea. I was there for a month and my backup wasnât working to restore my contacts so I had to have my friend Yoongi give me his phone so I could manually put them all back in. I lost almost everything including your number and I had no way to reach you.â He says pulling out his phone to show you.
The phone did look new and had a massive bulky case on it.
âThey gave me a giant case that way if I drop it, well it has less of a chance of going to a ninja turtle.â He jokes dimples popping out making your heart beat fast.
âI just got back yesterday and genuinely I am so sorry. My company scolded me so many times for losing phones, keys, and clothes itâs a running joke within the company to give me nothing important in case I lose it.â He explains.
âThe day I saw you I meant everything I said. You are beautiful and you are someone I would like to get to know better I just had no way of contacting you being so far away. I didnât even get your last name so I couldnât look you up. Believe me, I tried.â He said.
You sat in the chair and took it all in. Even though you didnât know Namjoon he did look genuine.
âNamjoon you have to understand I- I get what happened but it still hurt you know. IâŠwell I kind of got my hopes up and then you just disappeared.â You admit as he rubs the back of his neck and looks defeated.
âI know and again I am so sorry. I want to do it right so can I give you my number and we can start this all over? I will even reintroduce myself if thatâs what it takes.â He shoots you a grin that makes your heart flutter.
âYou can stand at the counter and I can pretend like we have never met.â He says smiling as you shake your head and reluctantly take your phone out of your apron and slide it to him.
âI wonât make you do that but yes put your number in. Make sure you put in the right one I donât want to do this again.â You warn as he nods and carefully puts his number in bringing the phone close to his face to make sure he has it right.
âThere we go. Now text me so we can make sure it worksâ He says as you send him a smiley face emoji and within seconds it appears on his screen.
âI gotta ask though. Why come back here? You had two conversations with me I mean. It would have been easier to just never come back and take the loss.â You ask as Namjoon pockets his phone but still looks nervous.
âHonestly Iâm not sure. Iâm not saying that to be rude or anything I know we only had two conversations but there was something about you. Just your kindness and the way you smiled, something told me you are someone I should get to know. I didnât want to ignore those feelings. And if we are both still single I donât see why not.â He says as you crack a smile and also pocket your phone.
âYou are still single, right? Cause the guy at the counter looks about two seconds away from socking me in the mouth. Jealous boyfriend?â He asks as you turn in your seat to see Taehyung shooting absolute daggers at Namjoon.
You scowl at him and wave your hands signaling him to stop and he throws his hands up and walks away busying himself with cleaning the glass of the display case.
âDefinitely not a boyfriend. More of a family friend who I grew up with and when we graduated from University he wanted to open this cafĂ© and we moved here. We co-own it. No romance at all.â You assure Namjoon as he lets out a sigh of relief and you canât help but grin.
âThatâs very good to know. Iâd hate it if I lost out on someone as great as you. Especially giving me a second chance and all.â Namjoon says finally taking a sip of his drink as the bell above chimes as some customers leave, pulling their hoods up to ward off the snow.
You gasp and stare outside as giant flakes fall from the sky. The wind picked up so they fall slightly sideways and are starting to accumulate on the ground blanketing everything in a soft white. No matter what age you are there is something magical about the first snow.
âGuys! The first snow come look!â You call out as Taehyung turns to look over his shoulder and the kitchen door bursts open as Jimin and Jungkook look, happy smiles painted across their faces.
Other customers seem to watch the snow after hearing your outburst and normally you would be embarrassed about being so vocal about it but when Namjoon smiles at the pure awe on your face you canât help but feel anything but elation.
âIt sure is magical. I know in a month I will be cursing the cold and the snow but this right here. Pure magic. I could watch it for hours.â You sigh happily resting your hand under your chin to prop your head up.
âIt really is beautiful.â Namjoon comments as you let out a dreamy sigh and finally pull your gaze away.
âSo I guess I should get back to work. Thank you for coming all this way to clear things up.â You say starting to stand as Namjoonâs hand reaches out to stop you before you can leave.
âI uh. Yeah, Iâm glad we cleared that up but I kind ofâŠwellâŠ. thereâs more.â He says as you sit back down feeling the ball of dread in your stomach appear again, the magic of the first snow forgotten.
âI-Uh. Well you see hereâs the thingâŠ.â He starts once again fidgeting at the table.
The bell above the door chimes and chimes as a whole slew of customers come in using the café as a safe space to get out of the snow that is starting to come down harder.
âY/N!â Taehyung calls, eyes wide at how many customers showed up in such a short amount of time. People were suddenly fighting for space and the calm and quiet of the cafĂ© was now filled with mumbling and shuffling of feet.
âNamjoon I have to go back to work Tae needs me.â You say as you start to stand and Namjoon stammers standing up as well.
âJungkook more cinnamon buns! Y/N please!â Taehyung begs as as the line seems to get longer and everyone is shoving for space.
You pull away from the table and from Namjoon as you hurry to retie your apron.
âY/N I kind of well... Will you come to a wedding with me in December? Like in three weeks. I kind of volunteered you by accident. Iâm sorry!â He blurts out looking anxious and panicked.
You stop in your tracks and turn to face him, face red and heart pounding in your chest. There i no way you heard that correctly
Right?
Taehyung is still calling for you.
Jimin races from the kitchen to help eyes wide and panicked.
The customers are all chatting and making so much noise there is no way you heard Namjoon right? There is no way he asked you to go to a wedding with him when you didnât even go on a first date with him.
Right?
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Matchmaking Harringtons 2
Diane wanted to ask more about Steve's interaction with the cashier, but she remembered being a youngin. The more questions she asked, the more Steve would close up. She didn't know what her husband had said to get things started, but clearly they needed a different angle.
She said as much that evening as she and Jonas got ready for bed. He protested, as she knew he would, but it was her turn now.
So right away the next day, she returned to the mall, hoping Steve's intended would be there. And to her luck, he was.
"Hello, hi", she waved as she approached the counter.
"Hi. Did you need help finding anything?"
"Oh no, not really", Diane said. "You see...", she looked to his name tag. "Eddie, I don't know if you remember but yesterday my husband and I were here with our son, Steve?"
Eddie's cheeks got red and his mouth turned to a straight line. Diane would take that as a good sign.
"We really want Steve to find someone special", Diane said in a low voice, leaning in a bit. "Now I don't know what my husband told you, but I'm here to give you a bit of advice."
"Advice....on getting a date...with your son?", Eddie said slowly as if speaking to an alien.
"Yes. Now here's our number. Call today, we'll make sure he answers. And ask him out."
"Your son? On a date?"
"You've got to be assertive, really make use of this...", Diane gestured to his whole being, "alternative look you've got going. Steve's never dated anyone like you so I'm sure he'll get a thrill having a taste of rebellion."
Eddie smirked as he took the paper with the number written on it. "Getting permission to be rebellious kind of takes the fun out of it. Uh, where should I take him?"
"Some place where he'll get a real rush of danger", Diane suggested.
"A dive bar?"
"He's not of drinking age yet and I am still his mother. I've got to act the part." Diane had definitely drunk underage, but her parents didn't know about it. She was pretty certain Steve had partaken while hanging with his friends. But as long as she didn't see it, she could play dumb. "Where do you and your friends normally hang around?"
"Dive bars", Eddie answered.
Diane pursed her lips as she thought of the best course of action. "I've got it. You're going to say you're taking him out to dinner. But when you pick him up, you'll actually be taking him out to a movie."
Eddie was silent as he did the mental math. Tell the parents one thing, but do another, thus the rush of rebellion. Dinner was public and respectable. But two young folks could fool around in a dark theater. It was honestly something he might try to do.
"Okay, I asked your hubbie yesterday if this is entrapment and I just need to ask again."
"Our Steve is a good boy. He...just has trouble holding onto someone. We don't know if it's him or the girls. We just want him to find someone special."
"...How special? Like, should I be making room on my hand?", he asked, wiggling his ring covered fingers.
"Not that special. Just enough to get him on the right track."
Eddie looked down to the number, then this strange woman again. He braced his hands against the counter and took in a deep breath. "Alright. I'm a gambling man. My break's at noon. I'll call him then."
"Wonderful. And whatever you do, don't tell him that we came to you."
"I don't even know how to begin that conversation", Eddie admitted.
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Diane was staring at the phone like she was the one waiting for a date to call. Jonas and Steve were watching a game on the tv and she was practically guarding the phone, using dirty dishes as an excuse. When it started to ring, she bit her lip to keep from smiling too much.
"Steve, sweetie, can you get that? My hands are wet."
"Got it", Steve said, picking up the phone on the third ring. "Hello, Harrington residence."
Diane was pretty much just pretending to do the dishes at this point, eavesdropping on Steve's side of the conversation the best she could without looking obvious. She fought the urge to jump for joy when she heard Steve confirm that he would be seeing the caller this Friday at 7.
"Alright. See you then", Steve said, the cord twirled around his finger. "Bye."
He hung up the phone, a dreamy smile on his face and Diane knew that look for sure but she reigned in her own expression. She was about to ask but Jonas beat her to it.
"Who was on the phone?", he called out.
"Oh, um, it was...", Steve was clearly debating how much to tell them, if anything. He took a breath as he decided to trust them. "It was that guy from the music place. He wants to grab a bite this weekend."
"Grab a bite, huh?", Jonas sat up a bit in his chair.
"Yes. Just a little something, we'll probably go to Benny's or whatever", Steve crossed his arms like he always did when he was trying to downplay something.
He then quickly excused himself to go up to his room and Diane dried her hands off for real. She went over to Jonas and nudged him, then nodded to the stairs.
"What woman? I'm not psychic."
"Go and listen. I bet you anything he's calling a friend right now to tell about the date."
"Are we really dropping eaves on our son now?"
"Go and listen!", she whispered urgently.
Taking his sweet time, Jonas got up and crept up the stairs. Steve's door was closed of course, but when he put an ear to the door, he could hear him walking about the room and talking to someone on the line in his room.
When he figured he'd heard enough, he came back downstairs to report to his wife.
"Well?"
"He's talking to that one girl he never dated, Robin?"
"About Eddie?"
Jonas nodded. Apparently the other day, Steve thought he didn't make the best impression on him when buying the music. He thought he came off as boring compared to Eddie. So he was surprised to get his call.
Diane couldn't help but be a little smug. Now the ball was rolling.
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Saturday night was here and at 7 o'clock sharp, the Harringtons heard a loud engine enter their driveway. Steve came downstairs but instead of going to the door, went to the bathroom and did a final check in the mirror as the bell rang.
Jonas opened the door and got a load of date night Eddie. The ripped jeans were still there. But now instead of the uniform shirt and name tag, he was wearing a t-shirt that Jonas was just guessing had album art on it and a ratty denim vest.
"Evening Mr. Harrington. Is Steve ready yet?"
"I am", Steve said, appearing behind his dad.
"You two have fun at the diner. Have him back by 11", Diane said as she saw them off.
Jonas was oddly quiet the whole time. Diane just waited him out, knowing he'd announce any opinions he had once they were alone. In fact the moment he closed the door, he turned to her.
"How sure are we about Eddie?"
"Oh here we go. Were we so sure about Chloe? Or Mary Lee?"
"I just thought he might clean up a little more for a date, that's all."
"The important thing is that Steve likes him."
They spent their evening, drinking some wine and watching a movie. But they made sure to be up in their room before it got too late. They wanted the boys to have just a smidge of privacy when they returned.
All the lights were off when they heard that roaring engine come back at 11:15.
"They're late", Jonas said. "That's a good sign."
Diane smiled. They were both listening hard for any sort of sound that might tell them how the night went. They heard the front door open. It was about two minutes before it actually closed. Another good sign. Steve tiptoed up the stairs but in the quiet of the night and them holding their breath, he was easily heard.
The door to his room closed and Diane gripped Jonas' arm tight. "Do you think it went well?"
"Are you gonna go knock on his door and ask? Or should we tap his phone line this time?" Jonas chuckled at his wife's pout. "We'll hear about it in due time. Good night, Di."
"Good night."
They both settled in, officially this time. If things kept going well like this, they'd be inviting Eddie over to dinner soon.
Part 4
Don't worry, we're gonna get some actual steddie focus soon. And Jonas still needs to warm up to Eddie all the way.
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math homework âđ part 1 âđ part 2
âčâ â hong seunghan wc: 524 genre: fluff, friends to ?? a/n: i miss seunghan. bring my boy back.
youâve been friends with seunghan for as long as you can remember. it was the first day of college. you didnât know where to sit. it was either beside a group of guys that gave you the ick or another friend group that you obviously know you canât get close to no matter what you do. this one guy caught your attention. he was sitting quietly, wearing both of his wired earphones, bopping his head along with the song. you decided to sit beside him, noticing some cute shinchan items on his desk. he felt your presence, so he looked at you and nodded, holding out his hand to say hi.
months later, you became closer to him. now here you are sitting on the floor of his dorm, trying to teach him the math lesson taught yesterday. you guys always made your schedule match so no one would be alone, knowing that neither of you are good at making friend. of course, the only exception was between the two of you.Â
âthis is too difficult, y/n~â he whined while throwing his hands up in defeat as he slid further down to the floor, looking like he had melted.
âwell, it would be easy if you actually listened to the professor. right, seunghan?â you glared at him and pointed back at the paper with examples you made for him to answer.
âcome on. you have to know this lesson. our professor might suddenly make us do a quiz. you know how he is. he makes us do some worksheets after three lessons, and they're graded.â you emphasized the last statement so he can sense that itâs serious.
âi hate doing this for grades, but okay, fine, whatever.â he sat back up and stuck his tongue at you. he finally answered the examples and slid the paper across the table. you checked his answers and let out a snort.Â
âyouâre shit at math.â you said in a laughing manner as you continued to check his answers.
âyeah. no shit, sherlock. thatâs why i asked for you to help me.â he let out a huff and crossed his arms. you stood up so you could sit beside him.Â
âthen fucking move so i can teach you the right answers.â you put the paper back on the table and motioned for him to come closer.
âyou were already in the right process, but your stupid ass decided to go the other way.â you looked back at him, then nudged his arm for him to pay attention. you noticed how his little black spike earring suits him so much. you always see him wearing that earring. itâs easy to recognize him from afar, even just by looking at his ears.Â
âhey, y/n.â he snapped you back to reality. âi think i know it now,â he grinned, looking smug.Â
âare you sure? maybe, you can answer the problem our professor gave.â he searched for it in the presentation given to us and started to write down numbers.Â
you sat still there as you tried not to think more about the person beside you. heâs nothing else but a friend, right?Â
#asterr1sk#riize#riize imagines#riize fluff#riize seunghan#seunghan#hong seunghan#riize x reader#seunghan x reader
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Casual conversations at camp half-blood
Nico: I stubbed my toe Will: On what? Nico: Life Will: Didn't Leo get a paper cut yesterday? Leo: Yeah, from the Lexicon of Pain and Confusion Annabeth: Leo stop calling your math textbook that
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7th August 2024
đ§: Unsweetened Lemonade, AmĂ©lie Farren
My sleep schedule is fucked and so math is beyond my capacity right now. So chemistry flashcards are being made until my iced coffee kicks in (it won't). Here's a look at my inorganic chem notes which I'm rather proud of.
Also the results of yesterday's physics trials. As you may be able to tell I was pretty much screaming at the paper by the end of the day, so I need to find more practise questions now.
#studying in earnest#studyblr#studymotivation#study blog#studyspo#dark academia#hey dilli!#heydilli#benniscup
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