#masculine dollkin

[kitthefoxkin]

May I please request a masc porcelain dollkin moodboard with silvery themes?

masc porcelain dollkin moodboard with themes of silver!

[otherkin-confessional]

[TW//Caps]

Ooooh the masculine urge identify as dollkin but at the same time not. i feel like deep down i am just some plasticine doll/figurine, but whenever i browse the dollkin tag, i get bombarded with all this hyper feminine stuffs. just all the posts are this, "🥺🥺🥺i am such a cute and fragile porcelain bjdoll, who wants to obey my master/owner and wear pretty dresses🎀🎀🎀👼👼👼."

NO, BOOOORING, I AM LITERALLY A FUCKING ACTION FIGURE, WHO WANTS TO PLAY ROUGH AND ACT BADASS!!! and i know i can just say i'm "objectkin" or "toykin" but it doesn't hit the same. the dollkin label is the closest thing i can get to for being a possible actionfigure kin. i just don't wanna say "oh yeah i'm dollkin" and people go, "so like bjd sockets and bright pastels, right?"

(yes i am aware action figs and doll are literally the same thing toy wise, but apparently not when it comes down to alter humanity/otherkin. and obviously i didn't really mean what i said about dollkin related posting.)

🌌

[gazing-at-my-stage]

Dollkin here! (among other things)

The first thing was accepting the fact that I'm not human. I don't feel human, I don't think like a human, I don't want to be human. I always felt connected to dolls, like having an affinity for them. Specifically fictional characters that were dolls, doll-like, or connected to dolls always heavily resonated with me.

I'm psychologically dollkin, as opposed to spiritually. I don't believe I had a past life as a doll, I just am one. I do believe it is connected to my autism / mental disorders in some way, like many pyschological alterhumans (but not all of them, everyone's experiences and beliefs are different).

How am I a doll? I don't know, I just feel like one. I've always been drawn to the concept and it feels right. Think of it like someone who identifies as a transgender woman, for example. They may not be able to tell you how they're a woman, it just feels right to them. Masculine terms, clothing, pronouns, etc feel dysphoric, but feminine terms, clothing, pronouns, etc feel euphoric (ik this isn't the same for everyone, gender and gender expression is a spectrum, it's just a simple example). Being dollkin is the same way! I am a doll, but it's difficult to explain the how or why. Human terms, clothing, behaviors, etc feel dysphoric, but doll-like terms, clothing, behaviors, etc feel euphoric. In the same way a trans woman may experience body dysphoria because of their "masculine" physical attributes, I experience body dysphoria because of my human physical traits.

Just like the gender spectrum, alterhumanity is also a spectrum. Some dollkin may feel extremely dysphoric because they have a human body instead of a ball-jointed, plush, or procelain one. Others may not care and be content with their human body. Some have past lives, others do not. It all depends on the experiences of the individual.

I'm sorry if this wasn't the best answer, but I hope it is at least a bit helpful! If you have more questions, you can send an ask or dm me (my main is @applesqace)

hey doll kins

Can you explain to me how yall are dolls?

Thats just like super cool and I wanna know yalls experiences

[changelingprincex]

Little bits of dried blood. One hundred marks  upon the sheet. One hundred kisses in the dark. 

Angel of flight and sleigh bells, do you know paralysis,  that ether house where your arms and legs are cement?  You are as still as a yardstick. You have a doll’s kiss. 

°It/They/He Pronouns°

[dotty-king]

Because there is no gender to correctly describe how I feel in relation to being otherkin and having a bigger list of kinshifts I decided to coin a term! This term is “DollyShiftFluid” I also made a feminine aligned one that is called “DollyFemFluid” and a masculine aligned one that is called “DollyMascFluid”.

DollyShiftFluid: When you identify as dollkin and you feel as though your gender shifts between masculine and feminine energies when you go through a kin shift. These feelings of femininity and masculinity may differ from feeling really high to really low or some middle ground.

DollyMascFluid: When you identify as dollkin and you feel as though your gender shifts between intense feelings of masculinity and low feelings of masculinity when you experience a kinshift.

DollyFemFluid: When you identify as dollkin and you feel as though your gender shifts between intense feelings of femininity and low feelings of femininity when you experience a kinshift.

If anyone could help me get the word out to my fellow questioning otherkins that would be lovely!

@xeno-aligned @genderqueer-dream @uncommongenders @mogai-identities-blog @mogaiheaven @beyondmogaiprideflags @mogaicore @kin-flags @mo-guys @imoga-pride

(I hope it was ok that I tagged all of you)

[lovesick-moodboards]

♡ Nonbinary (with hints of Masculine) Yandere who's Dollkin for Anon ♡

- mod heart

[medi-melancholy]

i’ve been really coming to terms the past few months about my relationship with gender identity and i want to put some of my thoughts on paper. this is is very steam of consciousness so it’ll probably be repetitive or incoherent, but i want to talk about it openly. I PROMISE I’M OK LMAO i just wanna chat to myself

anyone who knows me knows i love dolls. hell, i’m dollkin, of course. and a big part of why i identify with dolls so much is because of physical reasons. a doll can be physically neutral without any sexual characteristics, yet perceived as leaning more towards a certain gender based on how they’re dressed. a ‘girl’ doll may wear dresses and bows and such, but has no true physical gender. if that ‘girl’ doll wanted to, they could be dressed more like a ‘boy’, or stay completely neutral perception-wise. hell, they could wear dresses and bows and skirts and be identified as a boy or as having no gender, in spite of traditionally ‘feminine’ clothing.

i LOVE that. that’s like... an ideal situation to me.

i think another reason i identify so much with the lack of physical gender/sexual traits the vast majority of dolls possess is because i’m asexual and quite sex-repulsed. the thought of ever being around a naked person makes me sick, because i just reeeally don’t want to see any of those parts. i don’t even like seeing my own parts most of the time. i just want to be... nothing.

a lot of my hatred for parts of my body likely relates to my struggles with disordered eating and chronic illness, but that’s an issue for another time.

i would love to have the ability to be neutrally gendered by default. i technically can be if i want to! but because i have ‘female’ physical characteristics, people will pretty much always automatically assume that i am female. i understand it’s an issue to say something like... “having a chest and hips = female!” because that’s absolutely not true, i understand that. but to someone who desires to fit society’s view of what is female, having those characteristics is valuable. yknow?? so it’s not like... an entirely bad concept, if it helps someone be more comfortable and happy with who they are.

by that same token, i bind (safely!) every now and then because i want to be lacking in those physical characteristics, and therefore hopefully perceived as more neutral. hell, i’ve crossdressed before and presented as male for historical reenactment purposes, and i LOVE IT. i love having the freedom to control my gender. it feels so good.

it was easier when i was younger, when i wasn’t curvy. when i kept my hair very short due to abuse, and could easily pass as ‘male’.

these days i spend a lot of time dressed as a stormtrooper or a tie fighter pilot, neutral costumes with helmets with conceal my gender. i cherish the moments i have in those sorts of costumes, largely in part because in those moments it’s not my gender that matters but instead the children i bring joy to, but i digress. there’s certainly a theme with my feelings, though.

i end up feeling most comfortable cosplaying characters of unconventional gender presentation, i’ve noticed.

i had my phase around middle school where i hated the color pink, i hated traditionally feminine things, i never wore skirts or dresses, i wanted the color blue, i wanted pants. i felt weird and out of place trying to fit into ‘girly’ roles. it’s weird to think i was ever in that place, considering my interests now, but it sure did happen. i think a lot of this time might relate to me coming to terms with my sexuality--being asexual, and the struggles of having sexual characteristics--and also realizing i really REALLY like girls. my subconscious thought process might’ve been something like, “boys like girls, and i like girls, so maybe i should be more like a boy?”

i grew up, thank god, in a household that didn’t force me into playing house, playing with dolls, all that stuff. i was welcome to play with whatever toys i wanted, watch whatever shows appealed to me, listen to whatever music i liked. so, i had both barbies and transformers, i had bratz and star wars, i had a mix of ‘girly’ and ‘boyish’ music and movies i enjoyed. i was certainly bullied for this, harshly so, but i’m eternally thankful that my parents have been accepting of me ever since day 1.

for many years i’ve had trouble identifying with being afab, with being a girl, because of my body. i have a hormone imbalance of some sort that does fucked up things to my mind and body, and i suspect i have some sort of issue with, well, the girly internal hardware too, but i’ve been horrified to go to a specialist about that sort of thing because i HATE talking about... those parts, it’s making me feel sick right now. i don’t want anyone looking around down there, EVER.

anyways, my hair grows in absurdly fast and absurdly thick, everywhere, even before i felt pressured to start shaving as a kid. my legs, arms, pits,eyebrows, just everywhere. even my face, i do have to shave my face. it’s... invalidating, i guess, of my supposed ‘womanhood’, so i find myself having trouble calling myself a real girl. i know hair is a natural thing, and i NEVER ever judge other people for it, but i do judge myself.

i’ve often described my feelings as... i want to be a girl, i know on some level that i am a girl. but i’m physically NOT a girl, and i only want to strive for feminine physical traits in some ways, not in others.

it’s a very weird, depersonalizing feeling, considering i’m afab.

there’s also the fact i’m like 6 feet tall, that’s certainly not a ‘girl’ trait. “no one will dance with a tall girl”, the saying goes. i’m leggy and gangly and weird. and somehow curvy at the same time. i look like a joke lol

i wanna mention that i had a phase in high school where if any of my friends asked me what my gender was, i’d just pull up a clip of a la cucaracha horn. that’s still such a huge mood.

ever since i was a kid, i’ve found myself drawn to characters who are androgynous or don’t conform to typical gender presentation, and i’ve never really known why. i figured, maybe that’s my idea of beauty or something? i hate to word it like this but i like... really found myself attached to male characters that presented femininely, or dressed as such, or wear lots of makeup, and i still feel that way? that just feels so safe, so comfortable, so real to me. that’s reflected in my IDs/kintypes too, i really really relate to gender neutral characters, or characters who are ‘supposed to’ be masculine but are feminine instead, or any combination, just... nontypical displays of gender.

it feels so suitable to what i want in life, i think. the same feeling i want to achieve.

funny that pretty much every single character i identify with is a doll/puppet or related to them in some way, too, huh? it all sorta connects, i guess. i value the nonhuman trait of having no definitive physical gender, i guess?

i’ve had people suggest to me before that i’m a demigirl, maybe, but that never felt right. i’ve had people say “hey, sounds like you’re nonbinary” but i just... don’t feel right with that term? just for me personally.

it’s almost like i don’t want to label my gender. it feels so vague, so indistinguishable.

girl a little bit to the left. girl flavored la croix. the tape outline of a corpse at a crime scene, and the corpse happened to be a girl. hint of hint of girl. i don’t feel that all the time, though. sometimes i just feel.. an absence of gender. no gender but with vaguely feminine traits.

at the same time, i worry myself about identifying as a lesbian. i’m only interested in dating people who identify as female, that’s who i end up attracted to. i want a girlfriend, i want a wife.

but if i’m not entirely a girl myself, can i still call myself a lesbian?

well, i’ve never judged or policed other people, so why the fuck am i judging myself? we really are our own worst critics.

anyways, within my close circle of friend-family, i’ve been going by they/them for a while and also neutral terms, for the most part. it feels good, it feels comfortable. it’s not something i’m gonna want 24/7, but sometimes that’s how i’m feeling so that’s the terminology i should use. makes sense, feels good.

i can still be a sister, a daughter, a girlfriend. but i can be a sibling, a datefriend, too. i can use she/her and they/them at the same time, or whenever i’m feeling one over the other

the closest word i’ve found for how i feel is gender nonconforming, but i still don’t want to put a label on myself in this case.

i just wanted to get this off my chest. or... get my chest off. it’s complicated.

you can call me sarah, you can call me medi, you can call me a person who is a girl, a person who’s sort of a girl but sorta not. i dunno. i’m just me.

i thought i had all my identify stuff figured out but these past few months have been Whew

shoutout to my friends for always being so supportive and loving, yall are the best. 

and uhhhhhh thanks for reading, sorry for getting so real all of a sudden.

this may have been brought on because i have a new doll kintype whose gender is a fuck and i was like shit, that’s me, huh!

[genderqueer-dream]

This might be a weird request but I coined my own term and made a flag for it. It’s called “DollyMascFluid” it should be the blue one. You can find it if you search for the tag “dollkin” or “DollyMascFluid” on my blog. I was hoping you would be able to make a more masculine doll centered moodboard using the DollyMascFluid flag? If you can’t I completely understand and I thank you anyways.

Totally!

[alterhumanthings]

🌲 - Wild, all of them. 🌺 - I stumbled across an otherkin/alterhuman documentary, did some research, and decided that the experiences of people in this community resembled my own enough. Not everything fits. Really, most things don't, but it's the closest out of everything I else I've researched for my various symptoms so I figured that I'm otherkin/alterhuman. 👑 - No gear. I don't have the money or space to experiment with any of that. 🌥️ - I think I've identified as otherkin for about a year? Maybe two. 🍂 - If you consider being in the woods alterhuman-related, then that. Vocalizing like any of my kintypes is my second favorite. 💫 - Yes, I experience dysphoria pretty much all the time. 🕊️ - Some of my kintypes have a different identity, but some were animals without the concept of gender, names, etc. For the ones that do have a kintype identity difference, it's fuzzy at best. As a deity, I had no gender, and I didn't keep track of my age because it was at least in the thousands. My name was something close to Dhor. As a dragon...I don't know about the gender, nor the age, and the name might have been something close to Ghorn (every time it's said in a memory, it's via growls and roaring and I don't understand that anymore). My other lives with an identity...I just don't know. No idea, for any of that. Masculine, maybe, for the gender one, but other than that...nada. 🧸 - No pet, or any other type, of regression. 🦋 - All kintypes? Deitykin, angelkin, demonkin, cryptidkin, dragonkin, dollkin, caninekin, preykin (rabbitkin and deerkin). 🍃 - I think so? I mean, I always feel a few of my phantom limbs at all times. 👼 - Yep, most of mine aren't animals.

Kyr's alterhuman ask game!

🌲 - are you a wild or domestic animal? 🌺 - How did you find out you were alterhuman? 👑 - do you own any gear? If so, what is it? 🌥️ - how long have you identified as alterhuman? 🍂 - what are some of your favorite alterhuman-related activities? 💫 - do you experience species dysphoria? 🕊️ - does your kintype/theriotype go by a separate or different identity? (i.e. different name, age, gender, etc) 🧸 - do you experience pet regression? 🦋 - what are all your kintypes/theriotypes? 🍃 - do you shift? 👼 - Do you identify as/with other non-human creatures that aren't animals? ☄️ - other random therian/otherkin stuff!

[kitthefoxkin]

May I please have an inbox check?

inbox check!! (not done in any particular order)

angel devil (chainsaw man) w/ themes of the Victorian era and gore

bendy (bendy and the dark revival) w/ themes of goat hooves and demon tails

DDR machine objectkin

button objectkin w/ themes of sewing and trinkets

lolbit (FNAF) w/ themes of staticy TVs, parties, and having fun

Link (Tears of the Kingdom/Breath of the Wild) w/ themes of foxes and nature

Link (Hyrule Warriors) w/ themes of white bunnies and flowers

Cho (Castlevania) w/ themes of Japanese castles and vampire quotes

German shepherd/calico cat w/ themes of masc dark punk and strawberry + pink

swoop (Philadelphia Eagles) w/ themes of the Philadelphia eagles stadium and Superbowl 52 banners

Carl (blockbuster) w/ themes of blockbuster and rabbit food

phisnom w/ themes of toxic waste, mushrooms, and angel wings

sea wolf w/ themes of the ocean and sharp teeth

black cat w/ themes of cat paws and cuteness

swiftpaw (warrior cats)

Raoul de Chagny (phantom of the opera)

angel w/ themes of masculine art deco

winged werewolf w/ themes of darkness, blurriness, and shadowy forests

grizzly bear w/ themes of being cozy, warm colors, and a bit of purple

masc porcelain dollkin w/ themes of silver

[lovesick-moodboards]

Could you do a nonbinary (sorta masculine) yandere who's dollkin?

of course! xx

- mod heart