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Not to be rude but I absolutely hate when people make posts (or reblogs or tags) where they act like if you're not a super activist with a wide circle of friends of {x minority or oppressed groups} in which you frequently have talks with them about their oppression then you must not really be against their oppression and/or you must be || this close to becoming a bigot.
It feels like they're saying that clearly you are vulnerable little baby who is ripe for brainwashing - instead of a grown adult with firm morals which you claim to be - simply because you go about your complex life existing and dealing with your own issues etc whilst openly stating your morals when required instead of dedicating your whole life to being hyper-active in all communities to prove yourself sinless.
Oh you say you support x group, but how many friends of x group do you have? Oh you claim you hate people who hate x group, but when was the last time you went to specific-place-full-of-x-people and got involved directly in their community issues?
Oh nobody from x group talks to you? That must be because you are unsafe for x group. There is no other reason.
You should just seriously quit trying to guilt trip people like this and lowkey gaslight them about their own thoughts, opinions and morals.
I am not going to listen to strangers on the internet assume that my morals must be really fragile and easy to break and convert to bigotry just because I'm not shouting about every known issue for every race/religion/sexuality/gender etc etc and surrounding myself with every possible kind of person as 'proof' of my morals. Other people aren't my 'woke tokens' anyway.
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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the eye of the beholder
summary: shields were a vital part of any combat. you knew, of course, that your lover was capable of summoning one with his vision, but you’ve never been on the receiving end of it…
word count: 1.5k
-> warnings: nope :] petname "my dear" is used towards reader once
-> gn reader (you/yours)
taglist: @samarill || @arienic || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie || @boba-is-a-soup || @yuus3n || @esthelily || @turningfrogsgay || @cupandtea24 || @genshin-impacts-me || @chaoticfivesworld || @raaawwwr || @ryuryuryuyurboat || @undrxtxd || @rainswept || @wanderersqt || @rozz-eokkk
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liyue was well guarded. millelith studded the streets of the harbor like jewels across rings, well averting most thieves or would be criminals. it was hard not to feel safe when walking along any street, with the rare exception of some of the further-out docks. even then, you’ve never really had reason to worry; in part, of course, due to the company you kept close.
zhongli was… eccentric, to put it kindly. he dressed in thick, heavy suits even through the most unbearable summers, he bought any manner of strange stones or old strains of tea just to take pride in spending fatui money (how he got away with this, you didn’t know), and he made a habit of seeking out every historian in the harbor just to prod at them with his knowledge of history. he gave no clear reason for any of these things, chalking it up to “personal preference,” “it’s not like they’d miss the money,” and “simply seeking knowledge” respectively.
you knew this, and you loved him for it. every time you went to his house, he had some new trinket or teacup lining his shelves. he was a collector, mainly of amusement and knowledge, and often brought you along on his adventures. he brought you everywhere: to the higher end of feiyun slope, where just a single stone cost more than your house, to the deep edges of the lower harbor, the air thick with humidity as he pointed out the various streaks of wear on the cliffsides. to dunyu ruins, because he heard a rumor not of ancient treasure or unimaginable glory, but of a geoculus.
geoculi were as common as the birds in the sky, with very few adventurers having the time or skill to move them. deceptively heavy, rooted in place by binds of geo energy, and those that did manage to haul them to a statue of the seven were rewarded with barely a glimmer in the wind. despite their legends, oculi were common across every nation, and were only about as interesting as a strange bird to most of the public.
naturally, your partner had reportedly been trying to acquire one for months now. why? for fun, it seemed. and so you set out beside him, past bubu pharmacy and out into the plains.
aside from settlements, liyue was mostly wild land. tianqiu valley was overrun with treasure hoarders, cuijue slope covered in geo elementals and ruin machines. and yet, despite going out on similar trips with zhongli several dozen times before, the worst injury you’ve had is a minor scrape from tripping over a tree root when he wasn’t looking. he was quick with his spear and fine with his words, not to mention that most of the various gangs and thieves knew his name well by now. if you didn’t know better, he’d almost look like an easy mark: a well-dressed man with a slow tone and silk gloves, like he wasn’t in the think of jueyun karste searching for ore.
they learned quick. you’ve fully seen a fatui member stop and walk the other way mid-patrol when he walked by, which while strange was perfectly fine by you. no conflict, no need for worry, just him and whatever sight he felt like showing you that day.
today, you approached a wide, open basin set into the earth. one half was covered in ruined stone and overgrown vegetation, only broken by pins of red torchlight. within, two massive statues guarded the entrance to yet more ruined buildings, the half-crumbled body of another laying not too far away. in the center of it all was a pool of water with a stone pedestal in the center, holding a rusted chest. far above that, however, was your beloved’s target: a shimmering geoculus, spinning lazily in the air.
how were you going to get it? no idea. how were you going to get down there in the first place? not a clue. what was the pale dome around it and the pond? you had to stop asking questions you didn’t have the answer to.
zhongli hummed, satisfied, his shoulders shifting back a bit in pride. he took your hand in his, leading you closer with a whisper to “watch your step, my dear.”
he found a path like it had personally called his name, the one corner of the sheer stone that had walkable ground. tucked between the cliff face and a wall of the ruin, he went down first, leading you down after, never letting you fall. he never once slipped, as if his boots had spikes that drilled into the earth and weren’t high end dress shoes. the perks of a geo vision, you supposed…
the path was steep and your hands were admittedly unsteady by the end of it, but before you knew it you were standing on solid ground. his arm wrapped around your waist and pulled you toward him, a soft kiss pressed to your cheek as a quiet reward for your tenacity.
the geoculus was hidden within a strange dome of anemo, three oddly-carved pillars spaced around it. near one of them was a floating wisp over a mossy stone, which flew to the pillar with the sound of faint bells when touched.
“an unfinished seelie court,” zhongli mused, looking around the basin. one half was overgrown with vines hanging down from the upper level, and the other was blocked by a gate with some sort of puzzle waiting to be solved.
naturally, he turned to the mess of vines, holding out his hand for you again.
“stay close. we don’t know what might be inside.”
you do, following as he cut down the foliage, listening over the sound of your breath for the seelie’s chimes. the walls were covered in greenery, but where they parted were intricate geometric patterns, sharp spirals cut into the stone. the air was cool, the stone quiet, moss cushioning your steps. if you were being honest, you thought zhongli was being a bit overcautious; but liyuen ruins were more challenging on the mind than the body. you were more likely to find a seelie than an arrow in your shoulder… though you’d be lying if it wasn’t endearing every time. who wouldn’t feel special, with such a pretty man so concerned for their safety?
you didn’t think much of your surroundings when the room opened up, still searching for the seelie that seemed to be nowhere. but you heard no bells, no chimes, just your shoes on the floor and the clank of heavy gears from high above.
fine. so maybe he had a point about danger this time. broken clocks and all that.
your eyes tracked the sound to the ceiling, not minding the arm the stretched in front of you. whatever was moving, it sounded heavy, old, rusted metal falling through the gaps in the stone beams. the heap pushed itself up only unsteady feet, studded with gears in indecipherable script. it was easily twice as tall as you were, if not taller, and you suddenly understood every precaution he’d given you about the dangers faced in the plains.
your fear didn’t get the chance to set. the floor glowed as geo condensed, the sharp snap of zhongli’s arms pulling a stele from the earth, directly between you and the machine. in an instant, pure geo energy coalesced around you, a paper-thin layer of shining gold that you felt more than saw.
you were not one for combat. you were not a vision wielder, not an adventurer, not a pirate or guard or anything of the sort. you had never once been with zhongli in a fight, and though you were grateful for that…
time had slowed to nothing. all you could see was the gentle shield wrapped around you, an almost physical pressure that settled into your mind like water soaking into sand. assuredness, confidence, security kept tight around you as the shield shined. you felt safe, a bone-deep sanctuary that made it a little hard to breathe, if only from surprise.
it made sense, somewhat, that shields would protect the mind as well as the body. you lifted a hand, pressing it against the delicate film, resonance buzzing where you touched.
the earth shook beneath your feet, pulling you from your thoughts. just as you moved to step out from behind the stele, zhongli returned, eyes scanning over you for harm before sweeping you close to his chest. he held you tight, warm and protective and between him and the shield you felt as if you could cry. indemnity flowed in your veins, the world falling away, the weighted air keeping you grounded.
“let’s go home, darling.”
you blinked, pulling yourself out of the deep warmth of the jade shield. “what about your oculus?”
“i can fetch it another time.” he pulled away just enough to kiss your temple, keeping his arm around your waist as he led you out of the ruins. “your safety matters more to me than any gem.”
the shield didn’t last you saw the sun, but the sense of shelter long persisted.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin x reader#gender neutral reader#genshin fluff#zhongli fluff#zhongli x reader#zhongli#zhongli x you#x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin scenarios#fluff#man idk how to tag . i just be sayin shit#chat . how do you tag#i dunno how . i just say words#its genshin its zhongli its You . what's up danger#anyway . i Will be posting more of these !#i have at least two more lined up
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something something rody has a crush on deku and is scared that it'll affect their friendship if he finds out
#cosmic chatter#rody soul#pino#rodydeku#blorbo tag#undescribed#i actually have a lot more to say abt this but im tired and i cant get my brain to work w me rn#the gist is that. well. hey remember how rody said that all of their friends started ignoring them after the stuff w his dad#i dunno abt his siblings but that definitely had a lasting impact on rody#deku is like... the first person his age he spent a decent amnt of time with. the first friend he's had since. well. yknow#so i think he'd be quite scared to have something affect that relationship#theres enough text where you can deffo make the argument that rody has feelings for deku#and man. Man. fun angle to have with their relationship
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Iterator can from my wips (please read that in the tone of blorbo from my show :) (that superstructure is a girl (he/it) to me)
#rain world#on second tought u could have not written the tagline as that but alas#man i dunno how to tag this uhm uh#rw ocs#i suppose?#its the can of one of my iterator ocs that i drew for some oc ancients so like yeh#anyhow broight to you by carpsoup i suppose#!!#my art#:))))#for song recs hmmmm ive been listening to the album sweden by the mountain goats#its good!!#anyhow uh yeah might post some more wips from this piece maybe...unless someone tells me to not by sceaming in agony or soemthing#if that happens il probaböy deleteall social media and go back to reading lexucons like a normal person#hmmm#if your reading this hope you have a lovely day :)))
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*Throws my swampcat brain rot at y’all*
Swampcat MorningKrem (Morning Frost x Kremy Lecroux)
I’m in literal rare pair hell man, no one understands me nor my freak. I’m gonna be the crazy one that draws them like crazy (draws them only once)
Clean Freak 4 Clean Freak, they both particular and shit okay?!?? SIGH, they would prolly even hold hands but to me… they can be silly (do taxes togther)
#my art#I don’t fuckign know bro#does this count as nudity? they’re furries so I dunno#suggestive#tw partial nudity#I might get suspended for this I dunno but some blogs be posting dick so I think I’m fine#SUGGESTIVE OKAY LOOK AWAY#I just think clean freak x clean freak tickles my brain— their foreplay is giving eachother a bath and doing eachother’s laundry#ouaw swamp cat#ouaw#Swampcat#ouaw Swampcat#Swampcat ouaw#swamp cat ouaw#kremy Lecroux x morning frost#Morning Frost x Kremy Lecroux#I can make this angsty but hmmmm maybe later#I wish I could write well but the scenarios in my head eat so hard man#like literally#I dunno how to tag this I’m being so real#kremy lecroux#morning frost#bro I dunno I’m going to shoot my shelf#not even sexual— just them being naked ig#Kremy x frost#frost x Kremy
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Jaiden: Cucurucho, you have a lot of power, right?
Cucurucho: ...I don't know. Maybe.
Roier: Ah... Yes, you know, don't act like a dumbass, you have it. You have it, man. Eh?
Jaiden: Is there a way for us to protect all the Eggs? Do you know? I don't want anything to happen to the Eggs that happened to Bobby.
Cucurucho: Ha ha ha
Roier: WHAT? [Smacks Cucurucho]
Jaiden: [Bops him] Headpats.
Cucurucho: Maybe.
Jaiden: [Continues to bop him] Headpats. C'mon, I can get it out of you! Headpats! Chin scratches! Belly rubs!
Roier: [Joins Jaiden in bopping Cucurucho, chuckling and laughs]
Jaiden: Yeah? He's comin' around!
[Jaiden and Roier both laugh]
#Jaiden Animations#Roier#Cucurucho#QSMP#Jaiden#Animations Family#There is. So much I could say about these three#and so much I could say about their relationship / interactions with Cucurucho and Osito Bimbo#Cards on the table... I really would have loved it if Cucurucho / Osito genuinely cared about Jaiden#I mean I know they DID care about her to some extent that much is clear#But they / the Federation were also ABSOLUTELY using her. I'm not arguing that they weren't#But how could anyone not be charmed by Jaiden? The boba the tea parties the head pats–#The empathy and kindness and everything that made q!Jaiden who she was–#Cucurucho and Osito were tools of the Federation but I do want to believe they cared about Jaiden. Albeit in their own fricked up way#I dunno. I know this sounds like massive copium probably but I watched all of her and Roier's streams interacting with them#and I personally think that conflict and duality makes for a more interesting story#But that's just me and my own personal biases. I dunno how to properly put it into words but I am cradling them all close to my heart#I loved Cucurucho / Osito and I thought they were interesting and I'm SO SAD we'll never know what Jaiden did for them in the past#Anyways. For anyone who's read this far into my rant– you know how Cucurucho saved the Eggs and Jaiden said she died in Purgatory?#I like imagining that she survived the bomb and wound up finding the Eggs in the aftermath#and she helped them survive until Cucurucho found them#I imagine that Jaiden was the reason they were able to escape from the Island / The Watcher / ElQuackity#She stayed behind to slow down their pursuers. And Cucurucho rescuing all the Eggs fulfilled his agreement with Jaiden—#A promise to protect the Eggs#Like I said a lot of this is copium but that's what I like imagining#TLDR: Cucurucho / Osito did care about her in a weird way but that doesn't mean they weren't manipulating her#May 31 2023#Idk man I got a lot of emotions about q!Jaiden#Roier too but I feel like I've done way more analysis posts about him and Cucurucho. Jaiden needs time in the spotlight#Anyways there's my monthly tag rant
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i've been playing fallout nv and silly cannibal vault escapee radioactive luffy and concerned traveling caravan doctor law who found him crocodile owner of a casino in the strip- he's a loan shark and whoever can't pay him back he sells to doffy (who then sells to the legion)
(madman rambling) luffy going outside of the fucked up vault to look for ace and sabo who were kicked out after rioting against the overseer
#fallout new vegas#one piece fanart#au#one piece#i dunno how to tag this LMAO#crazy ramblings from an old man im the old man#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#one piece sabo#trafalgar d water law#trafalgar law#sir crocodile#donquixote doflamingo
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GLISTEN!
I tried something new btw I got bored in class so I drew this
#my art#art#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#dandys world#glisten dandys world#dw glisten#glisten the mirror#glisten dw#dandys world glisten#pink#pastel#idk how to tag this#idk what else to tag#idk what im doing#i dont know#how do i tag this#i dunno#idk man#idk#silly art#artwork
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Summary: A summons home with an air of unease. Viago's talks are always a unique agony as a de Riva.
Warnings: if you aren't okay with stabbing, violence, and poisoning, pass this by
Word count: 2367
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Renn
Return to the Nest. No eyes.
Viago
She creased the corner of the short letter on loop, folding and unfolding it, brows furrowed. It had been a very long time since Viago had summoned her like this. Granted, usually she was just a room away and he could send a servant or come himself when she was needed. Being barred from bringing anyone likely meant it was de Riva business. No eyes meant no watchers, no one waiting, no one knowing. Did he have a lead on the traitors? Were they within her own House or was this a precaution because the Diamond was compromised? Given the state of Treviso and the country at large, the chance of it being a large contract felt slim. She was already on a job, anyways, he wouldn’t burden her with a second like that.
A heavy sigh slipped free and she chewed her lip. Telling no one she was leaving felt like a terrible idea. What if the gods made a move while she was gone? If the group needed the lyrium dagger and she wasn’t there… She ran a hand through her hair almost frantically, squeezing her eyes shut as she warred with herself. She could tell Lucanis, he was a Crow, he would keep the secret. He would respect the rules. But she had already broken the rules once for him and doing it a second time caused an ugly feeling to curl in her stomach, all sharp edges and claws. She had kept quiet about Spite out of shared sympathy. This was House business and he wasn’t a de Riva. Her hand snatched a sheet of paper she kept for letters, penning a quick note.
Personal errand, will be back soon! Keep this safe in the meantime.
-R
Vague enough, left out on her table in the open, and with the ringed hilt of the lyrium dagger left atop meant it was impossible to miss. She hoped. By the time they started looking for her, she’d be back, surely. Now she just had to sneak into the Eluvian room and make it to Treviso without incident. About a fifty-fifty chance on the Crossroads having hulking brutes rampaging through the market when she passed through. The Maker had gifted her quite the lucky streak, afterall. She changed into her usual leathers, unease settling over her like a second skin. She hadn’t really been out alone in a long time. After Viago had sent her away, she always had Varric or Harding. Then it was always some variation of company from the ragtag team she had assembled. It almost felt wrong not having someone following along behind her.
Shaking herself once, she crept silently from her chambers. No one was lingering on the balcony for a blessing, but she forwent the stairs, opting instead to lower herself directly from the upper platform to the steps below. There was a quiet scuff as she landed and she held her breath, ears straining. If someone had been in the main room, they could have heard it. Pressed into the shadows and taking quick steps, she didn’t wait to see if someone was coming to investigate. The Eluvian room felt emptier, more intimidating alone. A tall monolith looming over her. She swallowed that fear and passed through. It was a quiet walk to the Treviso mirror, the Caretaker not making a comment on her lack of escort. It made her wonder if Solas wandered off like this, too, during the rebellion. It had her stomach doing a sickening flip.
She pulled her hood low to her eyes as she passed through the mirror, just another Crow in the gathered masses at the Diamond. Taking to the rooftops, she arrived at the de Riva apartments shortly after her feet touched Trevisan brickwork. The window to Viago’s office was ajar, inviting, and that made her frown. It was meant for her, that much was obvious based on the letter, but that unease lingered. Dark curtains were drawn over the egress, sending up a cloud of dust as she swung inside. Muffled coughs announced her presence to the Talon long before she stepped in front of his desk. His eyes were fixed on bundles of what she assumed were contracts, neat piles of information and receipts organized on the tabletop. He didn’t look up.
“Clumsy entrance.”
She half shrugged. “Haven’t had to sneak through a window in a while.”
A disapproving scoff was her only answer before he waved a hand towards the window. “Close it.”
Mutely she obeyed, a finality to the action as the wood thudded into place.
“Have you been keeping up with your daily doses?” He shuffled the page he had been reading to the back of the pile in front of him.
“Uh,” she started awkwardly, blindsided by the direction of the conversation, “more or less. Some concoctions are hard to find while on the move like I was. I’ve had to take smaller doses of the rarer brews since returning. But… you didn’t have me come here in pure secrecy to ask about my poison habits, right?” A weak half smile jumped to her lips.
“A simple wonder.” He placed a palm flat over the stack of papers he had been reading, finally looking up. “One of many. Mirenna, am I a mark to you?”
The question had been uttered with a frigid edge that had every alarm bell in her mind screeching. It was the sharp danger she remembered from their early days together, the voice he had used in their training when she was too weak to pass a test. It was a knife to the heart and she felt a cold sweat coming on.
“I don’t-”
“Don’t play coy with me, child.” His voice was a whip, stealing her breath.
She swallowed thickly. “Vi, I really don’t know…” She felt lightheaded, hand clenching and unclenching next to her mageknife. Her heart was hammering against her ribs so hard she felt it would leave bruises.
He rose to his feet with a serpentine grace, slow and fluid. Dangerous. “Lucanis Dellamorte.” She felt ice in her veins as he took measured steps around the desk. “Imprisoned for a year by Zara Renata, known blood mage and Venatori leader. The Ossuary was her personal laboratory. Notes and remains recovered speak of experiments to foster demonic possessions to create more powerful abominations.” He circled her slowly, coming to a stop mere inches from her face. “But you knew that already.”
Not a question, stating the obvious. Her knees felt weak. “I…” Her voice was barely a whisper. “I wanted to be sure first. After my last job, I didn’t want to waste your time-”
“No.” He cut her off sharply, his voice quivering with rage. “You wanted to protect him. Be it because you fancied him, felt sorry for him, or have proper malice for this House, I don’t know. But you lied to me, Mirenna. To me.”
If she hadn’t spent most of her life learning to fight by his hand, been taught each strike and cut of a knife under his instruction, she wouldn’t have been fast enough to deflect his blade. She had to catch his offhand with her own hand, flesh meeting blade. He hadn’t given her enough time to summon her orb. Her backstep was cut short, years of training her giving him every tell and shortcoming she had as he hooked a leg behind hers and pulled. She tried to turn the fall, to twist in the air, but he snatched the front of her leathers in a fist, pushing her forcefully into the floor. He had a knife to her throat, knee pinning her chest, and his face a cold mask of indifference. She whimpered.
“Was this a solitary betrayal or have you been working against the House this entire time?” The words were calculated, all emotion drained from them.
A wheezing breath slipped free. “Viago, I didn’t mean-”
“Are you working alone against this House?” The knife bit deep enough to draw blood.
She could feel tears stinging her eyes, her heart breaking. Her voice was a hoarse whisper, wavering. “I am not a traitor.”
There was no warning of the strike. The dagger was pressed to her neck one second and then buried deep in her shoulder in the next. Her training allowed only a quiet choking noise in place of a scream, the pain white hot and blinding. Unbidden, her body reached for the Fade in self defense. She wanted to shout a warning to him as the familiar connection was made, unable to stop the electric swell of her magic, but there was an agonizing twist in her lungs instead. The magic was a screaming fury in her veins, molten fire replacing her blood. He almost had a look of pity in his eyes as she writhed.
“A clean entrance would have spared you that torture.” For a moment, he was simply her teacher again, no malice or disappointment in the words. Simple fact to teach a lesson.
She wanted to laugh. That hadn’t been dust. Viago would never have his home be that unkempt, she should have known better. Instead a choking wheeze slipped free, a smile that was more bared teeth than mirth on her lips. It all hurt.
“Did Dellamorte put you up to this?” He slipped so easily back into interrogating her.
“No,” she whispered, squeezing her eyes shut against the tears slipping free, “I was scared.”
The pressure on her shoulder lightened slightly. “That’s not enough, Mirenna.”
She struggled for a moment to pull in enough air to speak. He simply waited. “Wouldn’t have been fair.” Shallow breaths wheezed out the words. “His secret.”
“Is your loyalty to House Dellamorte or House de Riva?” He was leaning on the dagger once more and this time it dragged a low keening from her.
“To you.”
His eyes narrowed. “Still not enough.”
“Didn’t want to tell you.” Her teeth were grit as if she could cage the confession behind them. “Solas used blood magic. He’s in my dreams. Felt too similar.”
Through the haze of agony, she caught the brief flash of horror across his face. His weight disappeared and she pulled in a shivering breath. It left her in a painful fit of coughing, but she didn’t move otherwise. He paced twice from her to the desk and back. A manic energy seemed to hum in his veins. Distantly she could hear the sound of crumpling paper as he clawed hands onto the desk.
“I’m taking you off the contract.”
“Too late, Vi.” She was trying to smile again, a twisted facsimile. “No one else can do this. Too deep.”
“I am your Talon.” Swift and sharp, like a crack of thunder. “You work the contracts I say. You walk away when I say.”
Her head lolled slightly to the side. “Can’t put Solas in anyone else’s mind. That’s beyond you. Crossroads won’t know your next agent. Team won’t trust them. You’d doom the world.”
Something crashed to the floor, glass breaking. “Damn it, Renn, I sent you away to keep you out of trouble.”
“Trouble finds me.” She whispered.
A long silence stretched between them, the only sound her labored breaths. Faintly she could hear a drawer being opened, bottles being shuffled as he rummaged inside it. When he loomed over her suddenly she tried to smile. He dumped a vial into her mouth as her reward. Part of her wondered if he was simply done with her, the final draught he would gift. She swallowed it anyway. He was gone in the next breath and she simply laid on the floor waiting to see if death came to visit. The agony in her veins slowly burned away, leaving her with the throb of the knife in her shoulder. Slowly, achingly, she pushed herself into a sitting position. Her leg felt bruised from his strike, throat stinging from the knife, shoulder agony, body aching from the poison, hand screaming. But she was alive.
He was sitting at his desk again, his head resting in one hand as he poured over his paperwork. “Get out.”
She lingered on the floor, letting the pain settle into her bones, until he looked up just enough for her to see his eyes. They were sharp, furious, but in the depths, buried deep, there was guilt. He blamed himself for giving her the job, didn’t he? Her laugh was a wheezing bark, tears streaming down her cheeks before she could stop them. It was never supposed to be this messy, but wasn’t that the story of all her jobs? Swaying to her feet, she dragged herself to his desk. Wrapping a hand around the hilt of his dagger, she pulled it out steadily and deposited it on the nearest stack of papers. Ruby red blood spread like greedy fire across the parchment. With a half bow, she saw herself out through the door.
A trail of blood followed her through the apartments and out into the streets. There was a ground entrance she could use in the Diamond, a long climb along stairs back to the mirror, but it would be easier than the ziplines and trellises. She was maybe halfway back when a familiar shadow dropped from the rooftops next to her. She gave him a bright smile as he pulled his hood down.
“Oh, I think I know you.” She swayed on her feet as Lucanis braced her with a hand on her good shoulder.
“Rook, what happened? We’ve been tearing the Lighthouse apart trying to find you.” His concern was almost absent as he pulled at her leathers to examine her wound. He sucked air through his teeth. “Mierda, that’s deep.”
“Hmm, Viago doesn’t hold back.” She could feel a sob trying to claw up her throat. “He found out I lied.”
His face fell into a grim understanding. He ducked under her good arm, wrapping the other around her waist. “Let’s get you home.”
A wheezing laugh shook her shoulders as she leaned heavily against him. “I’d settle for the Lighthouse instead, I think.”
#the context is Rook not telling Vi that Lucanis was an abomination btw if that wasn't clear#I subscribe to the Crows are still kind of awful despite the better front we get in DAV#anyways man that was cathartic I missed writing stuff like this#dunno how to tag this! so forgive me lol#Rook#Rook de Riva#Viago#Viago de Riva#Lucanis shows up for like 3 lines at the end so I ain't putting this in his tag lol#another fic excerpt teehee#my writing#Dragon Age#Dragon Age Veilguard#DAV#Renn de Riva#Renn
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GUYS doing the challenge but for followers cuz thats what my challenge with friends is about
5 followers: share a few of my poems
check my feed for them if you wanna see!
10 followers, voice recording of me laughing like dolphin (tw: scary)
15 followers: ill start reading Percy jackson (i havent im sorry i was so confusing about the centaur dude i stopped reading)
20 followers ill draw (badly) anything followers want me to draw
25: followers: big Q & A
30 followers: ill tell my extended family that i use they/them pronouns
40 followers: Start doing my chores
50 followers voice recording of a bit of a song (tw: im bad at singing)
if i win against my friends the follower challenge: ill shout out everyone following this blog on this and my main blog
ILL ADD MORE IF I GET THERE
#idk#random shit#i dont know#oh well#poetry#i dunno#idk how to tag this#idk what im doing#idk man#idk what else to tag#challenge
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GUYS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST CVNXCNCGCXHGGDYFJ
COMMENTS OR ASK PLSSSSS😭
#jax#tadc fandom#tadc meme#tadc fanart#tadc#digital circus#jax tadc#help#tadc au#tadc jax#Bro I need ideas#idk what im doing#idk how to tag this#idk man#idk what else to tag#i dont know#i dunno#how do i tag this#idk#oh well
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#not mine#sillyposting#silly goofy mood#sysblr#traumagenic system#system things#system stuff#actually a system#uhhhhh#idk how to tag this#i dunno#idk what to tag this as#idk what im doing#idk what else to tag#idk man
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I WAS DOING DUOLINGO THE SENTENCE WAS "UN HAMSTER"
I HEARD "A ABSENT FATHER"
#humor#jokes#funny shit#memes#funny memes#funny post#lol#haha#tumblr humor#funny#idk man#idk#i dont know#idk what im doing#idk how to tag this#i dunno#idk what else to tag#idk what to tag this as#duolingo#languages#father#parent#hamster#french
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imagine if ren got the necromancy superpower in the wildcard's power shuffle. him being able to bring martyn back. realising for himself that it wouldn't be the same. because that wasn't the same martyn that he was teamed up with.
because that martyn was gone.
that would have haunted him, i think. disrupted something deep down. even though he would have a version of martyn, it's not him. it would fill a hole, sure, he would make sure that nothing would come between the two of them... but once the wildcard fades? he's gone again.
martren was a thing, sure, but would the thought of having martyn back... stir something? because whilst ren would have a part of martyn with him, surely the notion would change his approach: in some odd sense he wouldn't have been alone anymore. martyn would be safe with him, he would make sure of it.
#i dunno man this was just some random string of thoughts i had while in the bath#sp7's rambling tag#trafficblr#text post#wild life smp#wild life series#traffic series#traffic life#traffic light smp#traffic smp#uhh#how else do i tag this#life series#the life series#rendog#renthedog#renchanting#hey... i kinda had this in mind#inthelittlewood#shush im only using one martyn tag.#anyways. i think thats all...?#did i cook? ill never know.#ALSO I KNOWWW THAT IVE BEEN POSTING A LOT ABOUT REN RECENTLY.... yer honor he infected my brain.#sorrby for the long tags and wall of text
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Wish I had a slit so I could finger myself while teasing the tip of my cock. Curling two fingers into my sensitive insides, pushing against my cock straining to come out. Shaking my hips desperately as I finger fuck myself harder. Caught in the painful exhilarating tension of being so hard my cock twitches with agonizing need. Denying myself because the only purpose of my slit is to be a tight, wet fuck hole.
#this is honestly my ideal situaiton ngl#wish I had a slutty slit where my cocks were worthless and besides the point :(#dunno how I should really tag this#slit kink#slit k1nk#denial kink#edging and denial#fantasy cbt#trans nsft#ftm nsft#trans man nsft#ftm bottom#ftm sub#cloaca kink
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