#making peace with ourselves
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half return, half return
#rest in peace 2022-23 leafs you guys would have loved to lift the cup together#making this made me realize that is is very possible that mitch and auston might never win tbe cup together#so we should all kill ourselves#toronto maple leafs#half return adrianne lenker#auston matthews#mitch marner#joseph woll#william nylander#ilya samsonov#john tavares#morgan rielly#connor dewar#1634#webweave#web weave#web weaveing#hockeyposting#hockey web weaving#theme: hockey#hockey poetry#theme: playoffs#stanley cup playoffs#leafsblr#leafs lb#leafsforever
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Okay, I'm not sure it this hasn't been already talked about but
ARE WE ALL AWARE OF THE CHANGE THAT HAD HAPPENED IN KRIS?!
Remember that one interview, when he said that back when he was a child he used to be called a "girl" because of his longer hair? And then he cut them short to stop the comments
And now? Now, during their BIGGEST concert he was wearing a Diana-revange outfit, his hair longer again and he absolutely slayed. The confidence shown, the joy while performing, all of his soul put into singing NGVOT... This man went through such a big change
I am so fucking proud of him, it must've taken him a while to figure all those things out, because these things are difficult to get through. And now here he is, slaying as hard as he can, being who he wants to be and not giving a fuck
That's an inspiration, that's an icon
#joker out#kris guštin#i want us all to look at kris and believe that we as well can be who we want to be#express ourselves how we want to with wahtever outfit we like#ive just been on a walk and started to analyse stuff dont mind my rambles#but im SO HAPPY FOR HIM#that he is comfortable with himself and his style#i myself am slowly trying to get comfortable with my style and looking at kris makes me believe that i can actually achieve peace in my head#sorry for the rambles im getting emotional over slovenian men again#eryka speaks
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Celine Song, director of Past Lives
Today's teensy rabbit hole discoveries include 2 interviews with Celine Song : The Guardian (Aug 2023) about her work + UK GQ (Dec 2023) about her most recent film in particular. Loved learning a bit more about this creative person's journey + their work. LOVE this summary of a movie which is STILL with me, rattling around inside:
“But halfway through, the film reveals itself to be about something grander and more universal: learning to make peace with the life you’ve built for yourself.”
THRILLED to see Manhattan in a fresh way!!!
“Though Past Lives is part of the lineage of great New York films, it’s also a new kind of New York film – and an additive one to the Western canon. Cinematically, Manhattan is still a place where pretty blond women can traipse through the West Village in Manolo Blahniks. But now it’s also a place where Korean Canadian creative types can fall in love, lose their shit on the sidewalk, and hold real power over the men in their lives.”
And this?! Seeing Song's intention with the bar scene?!!!
“Take, for example, the widely discussed bar scene in which Nora and Hae Sung gaze at each other while reminiscing in Korean about their past, all while Nora’s husband, Arthur, sits quietly beside them, unable to follow the conversation. To some men, I tell Song, it almost plays out like Arthur is being cucked. She laughs, and considers the interpretation. “If you are somebody who likes masculinity and likes men, it’s really hard to see that as a sign of weakness,” she counters. “Because my thing is, Arthur sitting there is a sign of strength…. To me, there’s nothing hotter than that. That’s nothing more masculine and ooh” – here she feigns fanning herself – “than someone who’s able to not make that moment about themselves.”
#celine song#past lives#women directors#here's to making peace with the lives we build for ourselves#and seeing manhattan from a fresh perspective#i am SO OVER w.allen + scorcese's version of that city#not to mention expanding our understanding of this thing called masculinity#nora#greta lee#hae sung#teo yoo#arthur#john magaro
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crying on da streets oh yes
#the good thing about living in this bitch city is that no one gaf and i can have my little breakdown in peace#no one is gonna tell my MOM that they saw me having an EPISODE in the ICECREAM SHOP#anyway today my friend and locked ourselves in the culture room and had a deep chat#i thought about it hard on my walk home and had a realization and it sucks obviously#i have very few familial relationship and it sucks to realize that while i love this person and i want the best for him#being around him makes me feel bad. always. and i dont feel like he cares enough to take care of our relationship anymore#so whats the point!!#im not a cut them out kind of person but i guess ill just. live my life
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maybe i should just put proship in my bio already
#read this in the most exhausted tone you can imagine.#a tone that says 'yes. fine. if we're going to be forced to label ourselves now i align with this. but this false dichotomy shit is stupid.#mostly just want people to stop following me when they've got 'proship dni' somewhere on their bio#because what the fuck does that mean. look me in the eyes right now. how the fuck. am i supposed to know.#what each and every person's individual definition of proship is. how am i supposed to know where you draw#your arbitrary line of what is and is not okay to write about.#i cannot read your mind. i don't know you. get off of my page until you can clearly communicate your boundaries.#and at that point hopefully you'll also be able to think critically about shit enough to realize that anti/pro shit is nonsense.#i write noncon because i think its hot. i will also tag that shit so that it can be avoided. that is the agreement out here.#gosh sorry. that was so overly aggressive. im very frustrated.#ive been in this fandom a long time i am. very very tired. i just want to write my samifer in peace. make some angels kiss each other.
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I truly think this was the most painful line of the whole ep for me.
Like ohhh my god oh good grief
#Can you believe this shit aired the day before my birthday#and i watched this. On my birthday#all excited like hehehehe !!! yippie !!! finale time !!!#AND THEN.#Crowly says 'you cant leave this bookshop' to mean 'you cant leave us' because they cant talk explicitly#but Aziraphale is God's more autistic being and doesn't fucking realize that#in his mind of course he can leave the bookshop. If it means he can be good and with Crowley he'll give up earth#and says 'nothing lasts forever'#After they have risked everything to stay and stay and make things last. To stop Armageddon#And Crowley is heartbroken#because Aziraphale is throwing out that 'fragile peaceful life Ive carved out for myself' 'I thought we carved it out for OURselves'#Crowley never trusted Aziraphale to be able to let go of heaven#but that 'nothing lasts forever' kills a bit more of his hope#because he's interpretating it to mean 'we cannot last forever'#IM GONNA GO INSAANNNEEE#anyway im gonna go do my homework and act like a normal human being 👍#good omens
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wwomen . girls . 🥺💖 . starting to think i may be . more than just a faggot . at times
#wwhat if that musical machine was a ggirl and i was in love with her .#wwhat if . what if that industrial machine that plays an important part in paper making factories was . my wife . spiritually#hwat if everyone was a girl forever what if women . whaat if that fictional man i like . was a girl. actually. 😭😭😭😭#ahaahaa twirls my hair around my finger#the universe looks me in the eye and says 'gender and sexuality are both fluid' and tthen makes me go oohg women#i like it when gender is weird and fun and ivve been thinking about weird woman genders sooo much lately .ive been like 'erm. transfems'#and now look at me . surrounded by wives . im glitter popping my keyboard (MUSICAL) im helping her transition 😭💖💖💖#im so faggot . what if my doctor pepper was a fellow transsexual and we were t4t for the brief moments we share on this earth together#spiritually we were both formed by cosmic dust and found eachother in a world where we are both dull metal husks wrapped in colors#attempting to make ourself look appealing and lovable . her for the purpose of appeasing our overlords. me for the sake of appeasing mine#(human desperation. ofcourse.) we both find ourselves on this planet. some part of us knows we were once cosmic dust.#we once were indistinguishable from eachother. everyone was.#but her and me now.. its rare that two gems should meet who formed so similarly.#were both metal canisters who want to spill our contents out. and isnt that beautiful.#um . anyways . peace and love on planet earth. lawl
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magpie, magpie
i loved you at first glance
i kept my distance
i didn’t want to scare you off
magpie, magpie
a little birdie told you my secret
but you said you felt the same
and i really did believe you
magpie, magpie
i loved you when your feathers were blue
dark blue to match your dark eyes
i half wish you had kept them short
magpie, magpie
you never told your parents
or even the rest of your flock
i only met one because they were perched with you
magpie, magpie
i remember when you dyed your feathers green
your wings and neck stained green
because you wouldn’t listen to a word i said
magpie, magpie
i was deafened by your birdsong
and gentle pecks on the cheek
i never paid attention to the flags you carried
magpie, magpie
you got bored after a month
you sought other thrills
you left in the middle of your song
magpie, magpie
you were never honest
gave me different reasons over time
and each one hurt more than the last
magpie, magpie
you never take a hint
i’m sick of your song
yet you still perch and sing
magpie, magpie
you’d never listen anyway
pierce your beak in the last place you should
just don’t cry to me when it hurts
magpie, magpie
you still perch next to me
sing things to me i never said you could sing
and you ask why i sit so angry
magpie, magpie
i know i’m the only one you’re still attached to
i don’t want to hate birds like you
but you never learned your lesson
magpie, magpie
i’m beyond ready to let you go
i don’t how how else i’m supposed to say it
when the door to your cage has been open the whole time
— magpie, magpie
#i’m like 97% sure the bird i saw that inspired this was absolutely NOT a magpie but it was the first bird to come to mind#also i kinda feel half bad posting some of this poetry about them because i have a much better relationship w/ them now#since we’re both growing & maturing and getting over ourselves#but i think it’s also important to still acknowledge that you had those positive & negative feelings at one point to make peace w/ them#that was kinda the point of this poem anyway#the patron saint of asexual poets#poetry#poem#poems#original poetry#original poem#original writing#creative writing#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#lgbtq poetry#lgbtq poem#lgbtq poems
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so I was skimming some of the flavor text in the dnd cookbook justin got for christmas, and the intro to elven cuisine mentioned many elves having dietary restrictions like vegetarianism and veganism because of "their great respect for all life", and not to be too galaxy brained and/or maybe kind of a bitch but I really feel like a lot of elves and druids specifically aren't vegetarian, because they have a better than average respect and compassion for all life but they also have a better than average understanding that that includes plants
#nothing that's alive wants to be killed and eaten actually. sorry#I think having a mindful and respectful relationship to the ecosystem and your part in it makes more sense for compassion and ethics#than trying to draw lines around which living things' desires to live and be uninjured do or do not count enough to qualify for mercy#and in dnd where there are entire peoples whose magic allows them to talk to animals AND PLANTS#I really feel like you either have to make peace with being IN the food web rather than separate from it OR... starve to death#get really good at living solely on fruits and milk. or get real weird and feed on carrion only maybe#I dunno#this is about fantasy peoples mostly but it IS also about like...#it used to be an accepted scientific truth that animals didn't have thoughts and feelings at all#it's still widely believed (and increasingly disproven) that certain 'lesser' animals can't feel pain or fear#studies are beginning to suggest that plants may be able to communicate and have some kind of consciousness that's not very well understood#I dunno it's like... we have an instinct to distance ourselves from the things we eat for our own comfort but that distance is an illusion#nothing wants to get eaten but everything must eat#worldbuilding
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Slow creep back into Warframe.
An idea for when Mancer(this Frost) was still an Orokin and the Qortan family crest. Sometimes a warrior, primarily a hard worker and animal handler. He would rather spend time with the animals his family cares for and breeds than fraternize with other Orokin. Unless they are close friends of the family.
Additional fact: at some point for their family line they stopped with the blue skin and elongated arm and switched over to expressing animal traits. Caught some grief but didn't last for too long as they have a stranglehold on some lucrative animals.
#my art#sketch#jaart#jane audron art#Warframe#OC: Mancer Mao'r Qortan#Warframe Orokin#still tweaking the design. will have to alter his Frost model.#think I may make him bigger :V. Need to look at more strong man types.#the switch over is pretty much someone got hit with the common sense and empathy gene and went 'NO. WE NEED TO HUMBLE OURSELVES LEST ->'#'WE FORGET HOW WE BEGUN' and the rest is history. a lot nicer than the majority of the Orokin. but toe the line to keep 'peace'
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whenever i think/talk abt a "you" it's at least 5 different people usually
#ive been thinking about how you separated the star of david into triangles and taught me about the equilibrium about as above so below#are we in equilibrium? ive been thinking about the star of david and the rest in peace beneath it#fuck the fascists and fuck how they took you and fuck how theyll take everyone. am i good at analysis?#it turns out weve all been lying a lot. it turns out the person weve all lied the most to was ourselves.#ive been thinking about your 5 journals and a whole week of crying just to realise our sin. you felt like a nucleus inside a fuzz of#electrons and i felt like the fuzz of electrons. we caught a ribbon and followed it past the point of discomfort#this is how you breathe so that you dont die and this is how you breathe so that you do. on your own terms.#i am going to be a good architect. i am going to be a good engineer. i am going to be a good neuroscientist. i am going to be good.#i reserve the label for being a let-go-of-labels person. i am going to be the one who lets go of identifiers#and make it my identity. how do you achieve constant bliss? separate the nucleus and the fuzz.#suffering from the impact of the self and the self-image، you told me about the bliss of separation.#okay. let them hate the cloud. youre inside of it all. i am nothing. this is not a label for the self. mereology is a lovely thing.#baby you are ripping through all these spiderwebs just to live. this is part of the normal developmental process. i am surrounded by people#who throw sums of millions out of their mouths like any other lovely word. i cant stand the thought of your loss#except only in theory. ive been thinking about the bird with the broken wing in florence and how we stood around it until#two friends picked it up and took it home in hopes of nursing him back to flight. ive been thinking about how we are designed to care#for each other. tomorrow you will have your dreams crushed. the day after you will keep going. we are sharing#in the wonders of being perceiving beings. isnt that enough? why do you need to perceive the monstrosity of your own soul? is it#because i love you? is it because you love yourself? you love yourself enough to allow yourself to feel the terrible corners of you.#you can finally stand on your own. you can only stumble forward until you walk for the first time.
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eating spicy cup noodles = super fun
the way i look afterwards = not fun
#it makes me sweat a little so i start breaking out and its like what the fuck let me live in peace!!!#i am truly curious and would just very much like to experience what itd be like to swim or sweat without having to go through all that#i was able to shower without any issues when i stayed at the airbnb :) i was really really happy about this by the way + i just loved the#place in general (in fact when daydreaming thats literally the place i imagine ourselves in) it was the cherry on top#i showered like thrice a day istg it was so fun .. *^*#maybe its bc of some filtration system? i don't even know why but god!!! what i would give to go backk ♡_♡#💭
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god made me throw away my chances of being an epic specialist at one thing by giving me a blorbo who is loved only by me where i’m forced to play one million roles and have a fandom community’s effort rested on my back like fucking atlas
#kommento#// i can’t be number one artist writer analyst video editor modder full stack developer merch designer marketer business manager shitposter#// but i am number one silly guy lover ever in the whole world forever and no one can take that away from me#// unless you’re like. japanese and have been on this shit since 2008 and has the same sentiments as me ever since that time#// i would humbly give up the crown. and my position. and management rights#// unsatisfied with everything because i can’t focus on one thing but i want to do everything and i’ll never win but i win everyday anyway#// I AM AN EVERYDAY WINNER AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME i’m number one hashtag positivity#// <- hype talk so i don’t have a spiral while washing the dishes#// let’s make things for ourselves and share our love for one thing peace and love on the planet earth i love you all MWAHH
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Cyrus is right and everyone is in denial.
SAY THAT SHIT ANON 👏👌💯
#In all seriousness though I suppose it depends on which you'd rather have:#Self determination and emotion or complete peace and lack of conflict?#Cyrus' envisioned 'perfect world' would lack any form of strife; But at the cost of 'spirit'. At what makes us ourselves essentially#Cyrus wants a world where people are more akin to machines. 'Perfect' but without what arguably makes us human#It's a very interesting thing to think about. He truly did think that what he wanted would be best for everyone#In Cyrus' mind he's the hero. He's altruistic. Which makes him fascinating and sympathetic#Cyrus#asks
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Especially upsetting now that there’s literally at least one study demonstrating how our brain capacity and ability to be productive caps at about six hours, and the rest of what we do at work is actually a sort of fruitless waste of time
I think it was in scandinavia somewhere that we tried introducing six hr workdays and it didn’t worsen productivity. What it did do was raise people’s life satisfaction and their wellbeing. Preventing mf burnout
I know I don't shut up about this but frankly not enough people are angry about the 5-day/40 hour workweek (and I am AWARE a lot of people work even more than that). I feel like a lot more people should be absolutely furious that we only really have two days a week and some occasional hours in the evening to socialise, run errands, do chores, or relax.
It's no wonder so many people are profoundly lonely and disconnected from their communities when maintaining a social life in what little free time we have is incredibly difficult. If you have kids, a second job, a very long commute, or other responsibilities, it's nearly impossible.
We literally aren't meant to live like this and I'll never stop being shocked how many people just take it as the natural state of things and don't want to throw a brick through a billionaire's window every time they think of it.
#bruv#one of the most major things ive learned#through postcolonial academia…. is how deeply entrenched the christian the idea of martyrdom is#and how that’s used to exploit people. and used to convince those who dare rest or pursue a life of peace over violence#that they r immoral and lazy. and need to be ‘civilized’ …. when actually western civilization#is a concept HIGHLY CONTINGENT on oppression and hateed#*hatred#contingent on the notion that we must repress and restrict and torture ourselves. that we r sinners and deserve to suffer.#contingent on the normalization of torturing others too#im tired of protestant ‘work ethic’ which is actually just glorifying abuse and misery#im european and im so sick of europeans jfksjfjs#im tired of catholic misanthropy#im tired of christian patriarchy#pissed how western colonialism is such a stark contrast xpression of everything wrong w this continent#imma b real it’s basically all a big scam story to uphold imperialism and make men feel rly big importent… this idea that suffering = glory#how else do we keep the war machine running endlessly#what else will get these balding old fools to admit they know jack fucking shit about life#as a person w adhd who has been burnt out and been thru copious abuse i have a lot to say abt this#east asian studies MA student signing out
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i'm srs this is part of mcr 5 somehow i'm not insane i'm so normal
#x#mcr5#making peace with the past????????#that was a huge theme in swarm tour#ugugughghghghgghghgh i will actually die#it would be so weird but force us to be confronting ourselves?#tbf i havent been here for 12 years but#i've seen some toxic shit and i think we could all do with a little reflection on your past selves!!!!#btw that pic is NOT from around the same time at all nor due to the tattoo#according to pinterest comment they're mosquito bites#pls do not spread misinformation!!
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