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WOOOOOAH OKAY- JUST WOKE UP FROM A DREAM, WE DONT HAVE TIME TO UNPACK WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT WAS, JEEZ LOUISE HOLY FUCK WHAT?!?!
#holy shit#not even gonna try and think about that for another 24 hours at LEAST#fuuuuuuuuck#half nightmare fuel half “okay??? and???”#goofy jelly thoughts#and it was borderline lucid dreaming?!?#like not fully- i couldn't control what happened#but it felt like i was there#making decisions somewhat?!??
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do you ever think of me and my two hands, and wonder why they never soothed your fevers? and wonder why they never tied your shoes? and wonder why they never held you gently?
in other news i'm still in hell with these two
#🐉#blame sacha @unbloodiedmartyr for enabling me. but i mostly did this to myself. as usual.#anyway im going to talk about the little design detail decisions i made in the tags because what else are they for#shrues scars are from the radio station assassination (attempt. since this is an au where they lived. somewhat.)#VALs ear is torn from where she ripped out the earpiece they bolted to it like a tag#('they' being the people who hallowed her not shrue khdgskjh)#and shrue is wrapping compression bandages around her prayer marks to prevent them from irritating her and encouraging self harm#also dont @ me for making them disembodied as hell i referenced as best as i could but the leg posing just wasnt playing ball no matter how#many times i tried to redraw it#VALshrue#verses unwritten#jart
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SporeClan's first babies!!!! I love them so much
#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#sporeclan#sc moons#welcome back to goldpurr being a menace btw. goldpurr making terrible decisions. goldpurr swinging and hitting someone entirely unrelated#sc:dawnpelt#sc:foxspeckle#sc:oakfox#sc:fadedtuft#sc:goldpurr#sc:pachirisu#sc:mousegrove#sc:cliffkit#sc:cinnamonkit#sc:mushroomkit#sc:spottedkit#also hope you all dont mind the formatting changing slightly every couple moons#im just slowly working out a format that is easy to read looks good is somewhat unique and also is relatively fast to do
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FITF LIVE the DIY bonus tracks (RIP covers and Lucky Again official live versions😪)
~will update with more, but these are the ones I'd already sorted out for me to have; requests for other missing tracks accepted and added on if people want~ 505 live from Cardiff 7 live from Rio de Janeiro Night Changes live from Cincinnati* Back To You live Lucky Again live from Chicago** Beautiful War from Live From London Megamix live from Austin (yes this one WILL be on the record but who wants to wait I love getting to listen to this whenever I want) *beginning is a little bit messy but best audio throughout I found... plus the way he says 'beautiful!' in the middle is 🥵 **I could not find as good a sound quality version of this as I would like at all :( if anyone has a better version please send it!!
#not that it matters but I'm assuming the somewhat unplanned seeming decision to pop into a studio in Prague#and do a recorded version of pop punk BTY came about when they sorted out that it wouldn't make this record#anyway ones I'm gonna look for to add to this: WDBHG TTD... what else?? remind me and I'll do my best to find a decent version#ooh new version of JHO maybe#obviously these will sound different than the real album versions which will have been recorded directly#from the stream out of his mic rather than what comes out of the speakers#but tbh some of them sound gooood... that 7 version is 🔥🔥#505 too... and it's imperfect but listenign to the megamix at all is just 🥰🥰🥰#louis tomlinson
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if i had a nickel for every time 3 ex-buzzfeed members that started their own youtube channel continuing what they did back there on a couch after a massive controversy of their own doing, i would have 2 nickels! which isn't a lot but. it's weird that it happened twice
#hmmm#im glad they came back on their decision. that does show that they somewhat care#but i don't know if they would be making this change without a big dog like charlie sinking his teeth into it and ripping it to shreds yknow#charlie decimated them and i just don't know if they would've given the same response if he hadn't#oh well#it's going to take time for them to repair the trust#granted it'll never return back to what it was but i genuinely DESPERATELY hope they keep this experience with them for their entire careers#watcher#sjonnie.text
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nick is so bad tell him i want him (i have short black hair so im basically sunny)
Nick says thanks! :D
#hehehehe i loved making that#i LOVE IT when people ask questions to these guys......#if i thought an ask blog would work for 'em i'd make one#thank you so much for the ask anon that was very very fun.#drawing#art#digital#gif#animation#(somewhat)#omori#arsenic#ask#anon#omori basil#omori sunny#omori au#omori sunflower#sunnflower#i set this pre-incident so they don't have the eyepatches I PROMISE I DIDNT JUST FORGET IT WAS A CONSCIOUS DECISION
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Get your hands dirty - Chapter 2
Perc’ahlia | M [for gore n whump] | Campaign 1 AU with choice bits snagged from TLOVM | Percy is the pact weapon + 'Shooting our your palm has fucking consequences' AU
[Chapter 2 finally here after @burr-ell bullied me. Hopefully the third and final chapter will follow soon-ish?]
“Lord de Rolo?” and the words belong to a dream because that title belongs to Father and Father is dead, except Percy can’t wake, can’t wake up -
Stop. Breathe. Restart.
Dawn breaks late over the Alabaster Sierras: tall toothlike mountains take up so much of the sky, the sun must climb high to clear them. It’s well past that first bite of morning, and so probably hours later than he would usually wake.
Knocking resumes at the door, more urgently, so Percival hopes his voice comes clear: “Yes?”
“Lord de Rolo,” and she has to be a servant that survived the purge, to put that much deference into the name, “your sister and companions await you downstairs for breakfast.” The they’re quite concerned, sir, is only implied. Which confirms Percival’s hunch.
He reassures the maid he will be down shortly, but does not move. Instead, perhaps unwisely, he unpeels the white bandages from his left hand. Like if he removes all the gauze he will find the names where he always has.
They’re still bare. Percival breathes heavy relief until his eyes catch on brutal color in his palm.
Most of it, truthfully, is not his palm - but the pattern of the comforter beyond. What’s left - left - of the flesh so close to the wound is puckered and mottled with a rainbow of color. He’s felt worse than the dull, tight pain. Which is better than the prickling drowning several fingers. (That’s why it hadn’t hurt, when Vex’ahlia took his hand last night.)
Well. It figures that if Pike could not heal the fingers he shot off the carriageboy, blasting a hole in his own fucking hand would be even trickier for Keyleth to repair. His head spins; nerves, tendons, muscles, a mess of tiny bones.
In a fit of grim whimsy, Percival holds his hand up to the sun, watching it peer through the gaping crater of his palm.
He tries to close his fist around it. Thumb, pinkie and ring finger make a valiant effort of the task.
The sun remains beyond his grasp.
[Read from begining] [Keep reading on AO3]
#critical role#vox machina#cr fanfic#percival de rolo#perc'ahlia#percahlia#pros: percy has friends who are here to help him through his pain & various stupid decisions. cons: he Keeps Making It Worse#whump writing#angst#that first chapter is one of my best things Ever and I hope this at least somewhat lives up to that
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#PEOPLE ON THIS STUPID FUCKING APP ACTING LIKE THEY'RE THE PARAGON OF ROMANCE?? EXCUSE ME?? THE ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP IS BASED OFF WEI WUXIANS#SELFISH NEED TO RUN AWAY FROM HIS PAST DEEDS AND THE CONSEQUENCES THEY'VE HAD (jiang cheng) AND THEN LAN WANGJI BEING FREAKISHLY SEXUALLY#OBSESSED WITH HIMIT'S ALL ABOUT LAN WANGJILAN WANGJI WHO HAS ACTUALLY PRACTICALLY NEVER SUFFERED COMPARED TO OTHER CHARACTERS BUT EVERYONE#IN THIS STUPID FUCKING FANDOM BABIES HIM BECAUSE UWU SAD HUSBAND 😔😔😔 HE'S SUFFERED SO MUCH FROM THE ABSENCE OF THE MAN WHO KILLED#THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE 😔😔😔😔BUT YAY NOW HE GETS TO TAKE HIM BACK TO THE CLOUD RECESSES WHERE HE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING MISREABLE AND#HAVE NO FRIENDS BUT HE'S STILL SOMEWHAT HAPPY BECAUSE HE'S HIDDEN AWAY FROM ANYONE WHO IS (rightfully) ANGRY AT HIM AND HAS NOW SUCCESSFULL#REMOVED HIMSELF FROM ANY AND ALL DIFFICULT/COMPLEX RELATIONSHIPS HIS ACTIONS AND DECISIONS HAVE HAD A DIRECT PART IN MAKING#FUCKING HELL#i hate wx#i genuinely despise it#anti wangxian
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Turin: don't let anyone ruin your day. it's your DAY. ruin it yourself.
#children of hurin#silmarillion#tolkien#turin#turin turambar#incorrect quotes#somehow somewhat he manages to make his life more difficult than it already is#turin “I make self-destructive life decisions everyday” turambar
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Bloodlust / Bloodbath… I FINISHED ITTT AHHAHAA
#geometry dash#gd#demon#gdtumblr#oc#loafeebuns#gijinka#bloodlust#bloodbath#EHEHHEE IM HAPPY WITH THE COLORS BABYEEE#I’m in general super happy that I’m getting somewhat quicker at art/ making decisions hahdghdh#That man needs to put on a shirt omg the decency 🙄
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ravenwing.
#ravenwing#warrior cats#warriors#wc#mapleshades vengeance#teeniest littlest guy around makes a horrible and somewhat malicious decision with severe consequences#i kinda like ravenwing as a side character idk i think he sucks but a bird name is a win in my book unless you're crowfeather#also i like seeing a medcat be strict/antagonistic with their omens and power in the clan cause we get surprisingly little of that#definitely in the middle of the frecklewish ravenwing appledusk ranking
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I love T'Pol, I just wish certain ppl in charge had not used her character for certain things
#star trek enterprise#st enterprise#lb#rant#i mean most notably she is so sexually objectified and it had to be some Person in charge's/decision :/#im not even opposed to doing it! if archer and trip had been half named with middrifts out being oogled by the camera often too#but it was definitely Extra targeted at TPol and thats frustrating especially when u want star trek#to remind you of a Better possible future rather than the shortcomings of present reality :/#also its so clear they wanted her as a shippable option with multiple main characters#(malcom. archer. trip)#and while id be fine with that - again id like it better IF all the characters were being treated as Very Shippable!#but its mostly TPol that gets used for it#malcom and travis arent both crushing on Hoshi! hoshi isnt crushing on archer! etc#i realize its a spock/kirk/mccoy situation where trip archer tpol got more screen time than anyone else#which is partly WHY tpol is written in more shipping situations and sexualized situations#(and partly why its ONLY her... because they only did straight romance which limits making archer or trip more#romantic options for other characters)#but its just... TPol isnt a flirt like Riker! or like Bashir! or Jadzia!#her character implies she'd get into romance as much as Sisko or less (so somewhat... but not mixed up in such storylines#nearly as much as shes thrown into them)
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Grillby was struck by how vibrantly red it all was.
Happy slightly belated 8th anniversary to Casting Rain by @silverskye13 ! Thanks for writing a great story that got me through some stuff in 2020 and was one of the big reasons I got into longform writing (and actually stuck with it for once).
heavily referenced from a stock by @null-entity, who posted the pose with absolutely amazing timing. wouldn't have had the guts to try foreshortening otherwise. thanks!
also shoutout to @casting-horsepiss as always for reminding me the anniversary week even is a thing
#eyestrain#with a ? question mark?? just to make sure#blood#grillby#undertale#fanart#fic fanart#casting rain#digital art#krita#i imagine this is somewhere in ch64. y'know#NO I am not drawing pauldrons i can't do those even straight on. shh. SHHHHHHHHH#i haven't done lineweight in a bit. i hope it sells the foreshortening at least somewhat#i thought this would take FARRRRRRRRR longer but then I decided I wanted the bright blood and that. made some coloring decisions for me
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What do you think of the whole situation with Xavi?
if the club would've decided to sack xavi after some of the horrendous performances this season, fine. but laporta and the board were begging on their hands and knees for him to stay after he made the decision himself to leave because he thought that's whats best for the club. Instead of respecting that decision and making an actual effort to find a decent replacement, they spent the last months begging him to change his mind and realistically only had márquez lined up as a backup option (and i would prefer xavi over márquez any day). and now after he finally changed his mind, they want to sack him for being realistic about our financial situation and not being yet another yes-man for laporta? the entire board deserves to be sacked for their incapability of doing their job because it is quite honestly not only embarrassing but disrespectful as well. doing all of this right before the transfer window as well is so incredibly stupid because only truly insane players or coaches would wanna join us within all of this chaos.
#the performances weren't reason enough to sack him but him saying the truth is?#once our board stops making decisions based on emotions/ the agents they are friends with we could be a somewhat serious institution again#asks#anon
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Okay children, gather around. It's "Spencer Complains and Acts a Little Mad" Time:
I have been raw dogging life for 1 month without my adhd/depression/anxiety/mood stabilizers medication and without a single Therapy appointment
I haven't left my house in 1 month, I haven't spoken to any of my (in person) friends in over 1 month, I haven't seen my family in 1 month, I haven't seen my bloody cat in over 1 month, I've barely left my bloody room in over 1 month, and I've been listening to my bloody voice almost every day for 1 hour so I can finish editing the bloody podcast for over a month
To top it all of: I haven't had a decent night's sleep in about 4 days now (in which I just don't sleep or I have extremely vivid nightmares with my departed mother and/or scenarios where I die over and over and over again but can't speak to ask for help before it happens - fun for all the family, if you ask me) and I might or might not be completely and absolutely going insane, with only Good Omens season 1 (6/6) and season 2 (5/6) and the existence of Crowley/red haired Fire Pokemon David Tennant Edition being my sole producer of any amount of serotonin
How am I alive? Good question. Beautiful genderfluid demonic content can be some very nice very distracting content for individuals that simp for Fire Type David Tennant Pokemon like myself
I am quite sure my only contact with anything mental health related in the past weeks has been my best friend whom is very very annoying and refuses to leave me the heck alone and whom is a nurse and is working extra time to advice my stupid ass the best she can, bless her heart
So, with my personal nurse's permission, I have doubled my sleeping medication for the night and, as Fall Out Boy once wrote for the song "Alone Together" in one of my favorite albums to have ever been created "Save Rock and Roll": I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead
#i took so long writing this nonesense for no other reason other than the fact its 2 am and no one makes good decisions at 2 am#that i am actually already feeling sleepy#if my best friend actually manages to give me 1 good nights sleep i will kiss that woman in the mouth and get hitched with her in ibiza#jk shes straight as shit and shes like a sister to me so that scenario is making me cringe but the sentiment prevails#alas dont do drugs unless your doctor tells you to kids#or your nurse best friend#bro im getting so sleepy the word “nurse” aint even looking right anymore#is that even a real word#yes#google says it is#it is not about viking mythology like a thought for about 2 seconds#okay good good nice nice#anyway#i talked about you know what so i have to tag this post for my adhd sake#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#david tennant#there#in case anyone cares about a post that mentions crowley for 1 second while in rhe middle of a whole ass sleep drug inflicted rant#lowkey kinda sure ive writen more in the tags now than the damn post jesus christ#hopefully ill be able to have money to buy my medication on the 12th and ill be somewhat mentally stable by the 14th#which means i might actually upload my fanfic next tuesday if my brain is working again#night peeps dont let the bed bugs bite#idk what im saying anymore#my closet just banged by itself and now im scared#sully?#mike?#bo?
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Wait!! In an earlier post you said everyone was aggressive… especially Barnaby…
What happened when he woke up? Unless it’s a spoiler/ not ready yet, then forget this question!!
I hope you have a nice day/night though :3
that answer is indeed Not Ready Yet! but in short, he has a Really bad time after he wakes up. like, it's Rough rough for him. and before anyone asks - no, it's not because of the arm! that is something he can understand, even if its a lil unsettling. everything Else, however...
#yeah barnaby wakes up pretty much exactly before everything goes wayyyyyy downhill#and aggressive more like... well hm...#he's very sad and angry (mostly at himself) and scared#and that all blends together into him becoming somewhat high-strung and Overprotective#basically i take the laidback comic relief character. i put him in a blender. i hit puree#barn had his relaxation time. now he gets to have a bad time!#i do it out of a place of deep fondness and affection i swear#wh lights out au#but yeah haha barnaby. yeah he Goes The Fuck Through It#he has some big emotions! he makes some big mistakes! he lives through some Tough Shit!#hey! at least he has howdy's continuous support#unless. unless i decide that something has to happen to everyone's favorite caterpillar.#i mean... if he has to go then he has to go!!#but at present i think howdy is essentially safe <3 maybe <3#everyone is at risk until Final Decisions are made <3#like there are exactly Two characters who like. absolutely fucking die lmfao no question about it#and there's another who's on verryyyyyyy thin ice. Very thin. its cracking.#but everyone else? somewhat safe. unless i think of something / something Occurs to me#you have a nice day/night/evening/morning/afternoon as well!
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