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Why the FNAF puppet loves the music box,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#henry emily#charlie emily#charlotte emily#the puppet#the marionette#fnaf pizzeria simulator#fnaf 2#I’m sorry every comic recently with Charlie has been angst#but I got this idea and legally had to do it#the idea the puppet is soothed by the music box#is because it’s a music box Charlie use to listen to#makes me sniffle and sob#makes me lose my lil mind#but it makes sense to me!#they are just a lil kid still wanting to be soothed to sleep#she was a gift
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If we're not giving up, don't give up wherever you are.
That's a promise.
#im not even sure if you can see whats going on clearly on that last pic but i give up im too tired#scenario: we get to interact with the lost soul. cuz its not like he can see us.... but he would definitely know its not frisk though#considering deltarune noelle can hear our voice wHY NOT HUH?? HUH??? WHY NOT US WITH SANS#IM THROWING THAT LINE BACK AT YOU SANS#whats gonna happen after this? he probably wont remember. everyone canonically only remembers flowey and then a flash of white after.#but we will keep that moment close in our hearts hehe#IF HE WERE TO REMEMBER THE VOICE? id say it would become his lil own personal motivation. remembering it brightens his mood on bad days.#it still makes me lose my mind#that THAT PROMISE LINE#is in the code#but is never directly seen in game#BUT ITS THERE#AND THE IMPLICATIONS#makes me so damn emotional#anyways this scene is going to my delusional fanfic that im debating on whether im even going to post it or not#we shall see#sansnomaly#sans x reader#sans x self insert#sans undertale#junie art post
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BENZ ATTHANIN as KIM MINSU pit babe season one (2024)
#pit babe the series#pit babe#benz atthanin#change 2561#thai bl#tuserhidden#tusersilence#tuseryoo#userrelisa#userkit#userjamiec#rintrack#viviedits.#posting this for an audience of two (rin and me)#idk if all of you have actually watched pit babe but i will subject you to my lil guy#trying to make all the purple tones the same aka im losing my mind
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a while ago, i started working on something meant to explain the lore behind this kurokara drawing i did back in may, but i never ended up finishing it. it popped back into my head again so i decided to redraw one of the panels from it to see how much my art / style imitation has improved since then. i'm pretty proud of how much my art's grown!! 😊✨
the original sketch is under the cut!
#sorry that my art posting over here has been a lil slow recently#it's all been for behind the scenes stuff or. for the other blog. so i couldn't really share them here#drawing kuroba's expression here really did just make me want to shake them by the shoulders tho#like you make that kind of face at him and it still takes a fucking dream about being married for you to finally get it gOD#( i mean i made them like this but STILL— )#all of this happens the same day as that s2 valentines day skit btw#dude spent the whole day losing his mind over not getting chocolates only to get this kind of reaction out of kuro ->#have them fall asleep on him AND receive a lovingly handmade gift from them that totally only has platonic feelings behind it. totally.#his brother's are going to murder him in cold blood#osmt#yumematsu#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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Finally done with my version of The Universe's design!
#ariart#isat#isat spoilers#the creechur... btw the stuff written on their back veil are lyrics (chaos version) to fleeting words and beautiful song#they have a mouth. but itd be best for em not to use that. i like to think that the Universe communicates via telepathy#cuz if they use their own mouth itd be like an absolute order that cant be broken (like how wishes are granted via wish craft)#the rest of their body is meant like-- a tree trunk. cuz world tree and all that! also favour tree!#hollow stomach with a single floating star aaannd the lower part of the back veil is meant to be a butterfly when whole#yes those are two faces as well. drawing the lines for that nearly made me lose my mind a lil. the angle was painful...#it aint as obvious but the stars (egg and rectangle specifically) dangling on the front veil is morse code for i love you#also in a way the reason why i decided to make their middle pair of hands in that form is that inside their palm is the country#north of vaugarde. so its like theyre holding the country protectively. a star formed to keep anyone from lookin in!
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I think you made me start shipping Marchil
Your posts got me thinking about their dynamic then I wrote a fic that was supposed to be platonic but midway through I realized it could actually be interpreted as romantic too and now I'm just sad about how little time they'll have together
First of all, you have a lovely icon, second, I’m so honored… I finally read Not a bad way to go and it was soo so good like. My god!!! Pre-canon is underused and you did so many interesting things with it.
It sounded like a cruel joke, that the one who needed her concern the most was also the one least interested in it.
^^^ go read it go read it
Chilchuck was drunk enough that he needed to hold onto the walls not to fall, but apparently still sober enough to remember emotional vulnerability was his worst enemy, as he made sure to avert her eyes and said: “Namari made me come talk to you ” to make it clear he wasn't being nice voluntarily.
Yeah.
“Of course I'm scared of dying.” He scoffed. Did she really think so little of him? “But if I could choose, I would want to die doing something I love, like drinking. Or maybe fucking,”
Maybe you wish you didn’t know but my new favorite HC because of this is that Chil dies yes prematurely not of liver failure though but during coitus. Especially if marchil, the thought of him busting a nut and his heart giving out makes me laugh so hard. My god. Lmao. Oh god. Lmfao. Worst day of her life
Marcille knew Chilchuck wasn't a kid, but she often struggled to take him seriously as an adult because he was just so adorable and small. In this moment, however, she saw them exactly for what they were, even if it was just a glimpse. A sheltered, naive little girl trying to tell a tired, much more experienced man how to live the rest of his life.
Standing ovation
She tried to find an explanation to give him, but she couldn't even find one for herself. Why would she miss him? He was just Chilchuck, her coworker, Chilchuck who was cold, aloof, sometimes crass, evasive, and even outright mean. He who was level headed, reliable, trustworthy, perceptive and clever. He who had the least time left, even in a best case scenario. “I guess that despite your best efforts, there's still a lot to like about you.”
This fic goes so hard, standing ovation pt 2
“I just think it's better if we don't get too close. Don't you agree?” “I… maybe” she said, uncertain as he didn't know how to feel about that. Caring about people would only hurt her in the wrong run, she knew that, but unfortunately she couldn't help it.
I looove how they can be read to be similar on this aspect. My hand clenching around my phone as I rear up to rant about Marcille and the way she does keep people at an arm’s length subconsciously again my god my goood. Obsessed with this obsessed with this, underused for marchil. Terrified of loss through death vs rejection duo I love youuu
Brilliant ending I’m in shambles. I’m not gonna spoil it
You get marchil so much you truly do. The way they mesh, the way their views on mortality clash and both soothe & bruise… He doesn’t have much time left even in best case scenario (which Mr I won’t eat well I’ll drink and smoke a lot I’ll stress all day every day is determined to not make happen) which makes it all the more meaningful for Marcille’s arc when she learns from him to finally enjoy the present moments… It’ll only be a fraction of her life, but to him he’s giving her the rest of his life. What are some decades of love worth? Worth it, surely, if nothing else
#My only nitpick is that canonically they rarely hang out after work and you wrote that they did it often but that’s lit the only thing#Chilchuck tims#dunmeshi memes#ask#I have friends big fans of the timeline where Chil is one of those who miraculously live to 70#Marcille is always bracing herself year after year to lose him and it just becomes anticlimatic#Chilchuck the old fart grumpy husband who REFUSES to die#I wanna write pre-canon marchil as well eventually…#Anyways i hope u don’t mind me putting ur fic on blast!! I liked it a lot and again i couldn’t be happier i made you like the ship#Or even write fic like omg… i hope you make more!! You got them down real well#Thank you for the ask and thank you for the content!!! Made my day. Bith when u sent it and when i rea the fic i was having a bad day#Like his dad WOULD say that. ‘I heard you crying what the fuck’ aughh they’re so so compelling pre canon oh my god#I looove ‘platonic or romantic you choose’ fics and tackling alcoholic Chil is an instant like. The 1 flirty line was a nice treat#Marchil union is brainstorming Coraline AUs btw they all go so hard I’m looking forward to that wave#Tried to keep this a lil more composed than the ao3 comments I make lmaoo but yeah know that i’d do rabid keysmashes about it#‘You’re easy to love despite it all/even if you try to make it hard to’ is such a core of marchil
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i wasn't expecting that last WIP to get so much attention aaaa
have a slightly more updated version (still not done!) bc i was gonna trash this piece bc im punching way above my current skill level and its TOUGH but all of the nice comments on the last one motivated me to pick it up again and keep swinging at it ^^/
#damn art got HANDS though... if i did not have a big fat crush on rolan and if ppl were not so kind i would slam dunked it in the garbage lo#bg3 rolan#baldurs gate 3#bg3#my art#WIP#i can do it i just think its gonna make me SWEAT#shoutout to everyone on discord hearing me lose my mind about it every time i get a lil further with it#keeping me sane fr tbh#a shame i missed the contest but its a nice excuse to knuckle down and work slowly on this so i can get some gains ya know?
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Okay in my defense… you do draw McAvoy!Charles like a femboy
im officially putting femboy on the Banned Words shelf because WHAT are you talkin bout my friend 😭😭
#snap chats#i just draw him how i see him .... i make him a lil cherub MAYBE but not. a femboy?????#im going to lose my mind today arent i plesae have mercy on me guys 😭😭
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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malevolent 80s au— where i change so many things i lose my mind (season 1/2 ramble)
Arthur and Parker find tapes belonging to Roland Cummings, which show him venturing into an abandoned tunnel, before Arthur is possessed by John.
John can maneuver throughout Arthur’s body— he is not bound to only sight, but is impossible to banish or detach.
Parker is fine, guys! He’s okay!
They find Roland’s home and realize the guy had ventured into the subway tunnel after his daughter, Amanda went missing. She was part of a string of disappearances, with Anna Stanzcyk as part of the list.
Creepy neighbor (Kellin) watches them leave the property and tells them some stuff/scares the living daylights outta Parker.
Find mysterious cult was spying on them, track the cult to said tunnel, where they are subsequently captured and sent to the Dreamlands.
The Dreamlands are not a physical transformation. It is a subliminal experience, like hypnosis. Contact with televisions that the KiY has infiltrated leads to a trancelike state. Everything is an illusion and is only the mind/body processing a fake reality.
They aren’t immediately in his clutches, they venture through many abstract terrains, before ending up in the prison pits.
Stay there for a bit— Parker is taken away by the King as a sort of ransom for Arthur keeping a fragment of himself.
Both are starved and mildly tortured.
Arthur is thrown from the Dreamlands as a result of his defiance, Parker remains. John is no longer fit for the king and is sent to the Dark World, Parker right behind (not by the King’s wishes, it was John’s final ‘fuck you’)
All dimensions are connected to things. The Dark World is seen through windows on cloudy days/nights. Arthur finds them, end of this little arc.
#malevolent podcast#arthur malevolent#parker malevolent#alternate universe#me losing my goshdarn mind trying to fit shit together#also some headcanons here in the tags#arthur gave john a lil tiger eye bracelet for his hand to differentiate them#parker is a huge movie buff and will make references
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Kenny! Como estas? Tiene mucho que no te veo por Tumblr y me preocupe un poco :(
No exijo nada, solo deseo que estés muy bien!
Abrazos abrazos! 💖💖🤗❤❤
I'm sorry to worry yah, Thank you so much for your sweet words and art 💖 I've been quietly shuffling about in the shadows, still putting one foot in front of the other (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) Interacting with people and posting online still takes more out of me than I have to give, but I've made progress using Tumblr messages! It was my new years resolution to be online more, continue to fight my fear of people and the curse of my bodys health failing every time I talk to someone or post ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ and Now month 3 I have managed to finally answer an ask, so more progress has been made! Thank you again from the bottom of my heart for your ask and art, I'm saving it forever in a little folder to stare at when I need courage 💖
#I'm crying a lil#THis is so sweet [SOBS]#I lose my absolute mind when ever anyone draws my kens i feel so loved#look out kennys rambling in the tags again#I didn't quite make it to a 5 month streak no major health episodes and it's been taking forever to recover from the damage done#I was so spoilt by going so long without one and I was so so so so so so hopeful I was never going to have one again#but hey almost 5 months is a miracle in itself that i never thought could happen- shit made me sob in my backyard like a baby#Not being terrified of severe pain and suffering and potentially death every single month is really nice-my bodys still hecked but i'm happ
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MY BABY????????
this is so lovely tysm,,,
#forever sobbing yall make me lose my mind (/j) when yall draw vitus#AGHHH she looks so good i love the lil version as well it's adorable#wuvz answers#vitus
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i need to write a lawlight au where l and light are contestants on an idol survival show à la idol producer (2018)
#i just got this idea two seconds ago and im obsessed with it. i think its fucking hilarious#l is not idol material whatsoever but what's fiction without a lil suspension of disbelief#this would NOT be a oneshot/flash fic btw it would be a ridiculously long multichapter fic with 2 chapters dedicated to each episode#everyone is fucking each other off camera and Manipulating the Narrative on camera. all song titles / challenges listed in gratuitous detai#there would be a list of rankings at the end of every arc. light would be the clear frontrunner but l tries to sabotage him every episode +#by giving him a bully arc or some shit. making himself look like a victim as light quietly loses his mind. then they hatefuck in the dorms#should i watch the zerobaseone show for this. isnt that whats trendy these days#my one hesitation w/writing death note ensemble fics is that im terrified of writing any character besides l and light (and maybe misa)#yes near and mello do scare me. matt? dont even start#somehow in my mind death note is a show without a lot of characters to work with (even tho thats not true; theres clearly enough)#me when raye penber shows up to the idol producer au bc i needed another vocal lead.#<- this is my brain when im avoiding thinking about writing the next convergence / tascts chapter#both my wips are so serious i wanna cry. i just want to fuck around and have fun :( why'd i do this to myself
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Thinking about what that cursed HBO show did to my beautiful Fred Jones is making me want to go on a binge in spite, but instead of watching the monstrosity of a show that slandered him, watching EVERY SINGLE piece of Scooby Doo media I can find that ISN'T that show.
#as a bisexual i just wanted a good adaptation of a show i like. girls kissing doesnt make up for what you did to this show thanks#its so annoying when they do that stuff. just give me my silly lil guys and stop slandering them!!#but especially fred. imagine thinking fred is anything but an adorable golden retriever himbo. thats so cringe#i dont mind giving an old story a new twist but when the creators obviously hate the story theyre adapting thats shitty#fred jones#daphne blake#velma dinkley#shaggy rogers#scooby doo#scooby gang#anti velma#hbo velma#losing my braincells#all queued up with nowhere to go
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Do you feel like Ashton and Orym are avoiding speaking to each other? I've seen a few others mention it and it feels like they have plenty of opportunities to talk but don't
OH YEAH ABSOLUTELY.
i feel like ever since their talk in ep 40 there's been smth off between them versus before. extremely long rambling under the cut i am so sorry these two change my brain chemistry
personally i think on orym's side he doesn't like someone who's able to read him this well. i think it's esp interesting cause ashton in ep 40 said "i know you're not okay." rather than asking if orym was okay, feel like that makes orym uncomfortable. someone not evening giving him a chance to continuing putting on his strong exterior. probably last person able to read past his bullshit was well...will, derrig or his mother.
ashton i think seems afraid of how easily they open up to orym. just like ashton sees through orym's, orym sees through ashton's bullshit. they've almost started to say things to orym & just abruptly cut off (and it's killing me!!! ashton i am shaking you by the shoulders what were you gonna say!!!). they want to be ready to talk to him but they aren't cause once they start i don't think they'll be able to keep everything in. knowing how much this group is players who embody their character nearly 24/7 (i do it too agfgh), i was esp sad seeing ashton after the battle. look like they were holding back fuckin tears man (orym too).
both of them are feeling small and lost and i think once they do talk? it'll be big for them internally because they read eachother so well and are a lot more similar than they originally thought. ESP seeing even slivers of how orym copes with things this awful. seems like ash & him cope more similarly than i would've figured. also makes me worried for those 6 years orym was lost for....girl what happened...
in general i think their talk in ep 40 made all their similairties and abilities to just see straight through eachother more apparent to them both. and that's sorta scary for both of them, hence why they're just avoiding it. easier to ignore it than sit down and talk to someone who you know will see a very vulnerable version of you whether you like it or not.
#asks#anon#liam i am BEGGING you to see the motherfucker right infront of orym#you went insane for essek & his similarities to caleb pls do the same for my punk rock#also been losing my mind at the FACES ashton keeps making when orym talks they look so sad for him#i have an inkling ashton was gonna talk to orym before bor'dor ended up doing so#tal was doing that Thing he does before he wants to do rp where he like rapidly looks at matt and the person he wants to rp with#girl calm down it's ok#but YEAH they're driving me insane TALK TO EACHOTHER U COWARDS#WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? REALIZING YOU CAN BE VULNERABLE WITH EACHOTHER? MAYBE HAVING FEELINGS?#COWARDS !!!#also saw someone say ashton might be feeling a lil hurt seeing orym go talk to all these other people after they offered their shoulder#i can very much see that
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