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The final awakening…..
Is this the final awakening? I’m asking myself this today. How many times have I started over and how many times will I “start over” on my journey? I think I’m really asking myself the hard questions after a particular horrible couple of days. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday were rough. My body hurt in ways it hasn’t before and my energy levels were in the toilet. Worse yet was the amount of time I was spending in and out of the bathroom. My body is not in a healthy happy place and it shows in my skin and bathroom habits. I actually broke down and told my husband how horrible I feel and what a mess my gut health and general health is. He looked me in the eyes and said “I know you’re not feeling the best, so fix it”! I got a bit upset and argued that it wasn’t that simple. His response was “why not?” He told me that I have all the tools and the knowledge and I’m just not using them and you know what? He’s right! I have all kinds of workout stuff but I chose to let it gather dust. I have gym membership that I haven’t been using. I got the greens but really didn’t like the taste so don’t drink it. I skip my vitamins most days because I’m lazy. I snack in crap instead of making myself an actual meal or something healthy to eat. I just continually self sabotage which made me ask myself, am I going to self sabotage myself into a hospital bed or an early grave? So now I ask myself “is this the final awakening? And can I make the habits stick?” I don’t know but I do know that I need to start again and try before it’s too late so yesterday and today I experimented with the green juice and mixed it in different things. It’s not as horrible in orange juice. I took my vitamins and instead of snacking on chips and Ichiban noodles and other crap I made myself a tuna sandwich this afternoon and I tracked it all as intake so I can make sure I’m getting enough protein. All any of us can do is try and then try again because as many great people have said “it’s not about how you get up after you fall. It’s about the fact that you actually get up again and again”!
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painting test with a limited color palette
here's the sun equivalent!
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#this one's moon. no ambiguity here i prommy ♡#i've been getting into a new thing recently... it doesnt feel like a hyperfixation just yet but im wondering if i should try and fully#switch gears and try to make myself super obsessed with it.. or if i should stick with my current interest#alas... idk! lol#i do have a habit of making a fandom centric side account and then abandoning it once the interest fades#so... just a warning... hehehehehehe
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doodles
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#ryoumen sukuna#fanart#jjk fanart#yuuji#megumi#sukuna#not gonna tag gumi vocaloid but thats who that is . fr the uninitiated. the yowamushi mont blanc herself <3#tbh re: megu>gumi at this point i feel like i am screaming into the void . yelling at a wall etc etc#i know i will never change fandom opinion on the go-to nicknames#but just know that when yall call megumi 'gumi' . gumi vocaloid is all i think of . she doesnt go here >:(#using gumi fr megumi just leaves a weird taste in my mouth . n i know most of it is likely bc of the context i... normally see it used in.#but i digress. if i can convince even a single soul to adopt the megu agenda into their life i will count that a victory#anyway midway through the megu/gumi drawing i got hit with a wave of I Hate My Art Style#so i did a doodley sketch sheet and im cured now#sometimes just doing a bunch of drawings to convince yourself u can draw Works !! who knew !!!#also has been a while since i drew sukuna i think !! hes so silly#i also just realized he and fushiguro mewgumi r making the same face FHGSDFHSDK Unintentional!!!!!!!!!#i tried going fr a slightly Different Style(tm) with the sheet but i think i ended up sticking to old habits fGHFGHSH#maybe its a smiiidge more realistic??? who can say#either way it felt good to keep things rough n sketchy like i was doing a while back#and now it is . 3am .
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Flashback, warm nights.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#Season 1#wei wuxian#lan wanji#jiang cheng#should I have a teen tag? for all the flashbacks? Maybe I'll add it later#Linking the song for its 80's vibes + flashback melancholy + I think its fun#We have finally arrived at the cloud recess flashback! Dramatic first meetings under the moonlight! A sword fight! acknowledgement of skill#Its like everything you see in a 'No Homo' martial arts story that makes you go 'hold on that's a little...'#except we rejoice; for these bitches do be nurturing plot relevant homoromantic tension#I have to give a shout out to 15 year old wwx for in all honesty he had no way of knowing who he was facing#on day *one* of cultivation Christian summer camp! talk about bad luck#ok some other notes: I wanted to give non mxy!wwx distinct features while still looking somewhat consistant#and i think im happy with it! Softer bangs + mole + different hair tie ain't much but it works for me#they'll soon all be in white with small accents so I gotta do what I can#What im not happy about is my paneling B*/ theres no excuse for why I went back to the bad 3 square format other than I was lazy#Sadly I do these in batches so my bad habits stick around for a little longer
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he's a broken man
#OHHHH YEAG FORGOT TO SAY!!! ZIGGY IS MY HC NAME FOR SK#2 me i think the decades he spent in the basement being forced to train really messed him up. idk#is that too serious of a thought to have about these silly lil guys?#but he spent decades alone and feeling like a disappointment (and to me) destroying his physical and mental health to try n train n improve#n it all just really really sticks with him#sk cant make it all better. as much as they want to. but they help him a lot#and they learn really well how to read him. bc he has a habit of not asking for comfort and trying to deal w stuff alone.#and sk sees through that#anyway#sorry for the angst#rhythm heaven#karate joe#space kicker#punch kick toe#my art
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I loooove the jp fandom's headcanon that geeta and larry are childhood friends who met during their time in the academy and, sometime in the future, geeta personally recruited larry to work for the paldean pokemon league, as she must be one of the first people who knew of his prowess in pokemon battling! Like yeah, the whole geeta being a "strict boss who is frustrated by larry's stubborn insistence to be an average worker that she has to assign him different workloads just to broaden his horizon" idea is intriguing, but stepping it up a notch by making geeta be the "best friend a.k.a the only one who has seen larry at his very best and his very worst, and knows for a fact that he could excel at anything he put his mind into if he steps out of his comfort zone, so she doesn't particularly drag him out of said zone, but pushes him out of it each time she can because she can't bear to see her best friend be unaware of the good chances and positive things that awaits him out there, not if she has a (small) say in it" is also downright hilarious 😭🤚
#it's happened to me before which is why i think this headcanon isn't very far-fetched! it's actually so big-brained even lmaooo 😭😭😭#like. i happened to befriend a stupidly genius in high school and she's why i got into a reputable uni in the first place. she dragged me t#study even when i was never in the mood and look at what it did to my high school grades! look at the strict habits that got me through uni#it's also kinda like when you're isolating yourself after a bad breakup and your friend has to physically drag you out to eat. maybe to get#piss drunk as well. all because they know that it's better to have company than to rot alone in your room with your thoughts... you get me?#that's geeta and larry in my eyes. larry's whole line about sticking to flat well-trodden path isn't about making him a famous trainer to#inspire paldea (geeta's whole goal). it's just to show larry that there are other good things too if he takes a peek outside!#and at the end of the day geeta meant well with that advice. that all she wants is for larry to see more of the world than what he's used t#which... idk. i think it's just more heartwarming to think of that advice coming from a friend! even if said friend is also your strict bos#also makes larry's quiet fuming even funnier LMAOOOO 😭😭😭 sometimes you have to suck it up and endure your besties' whims#but this is not a silly and whimsical whim. this is straight-up corporate whim. larry's not surprised he ended up patrolling area zero 🤣#if you've read this far and wanna see jp fanart of them on pixiv i can refer them to you privately! all of them are lovely and heartwarming#champion geeta#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvio#scarvio#paldea
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Connor 💙
#my art#dbh#detroit become human#connor#dbh connor#rk800#making the habit of actually posting art right away and not letting it rot on my desktop!!!!....#nothing much changed from the before and after XD just lighting and shading a bit...#i seriously love my boy so much#gotta play it again this time on PS5!!#sticking with this style fr i actually love it ^u^
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2023 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#weird to be doing this for the last time this season#literally have been doing it since bahrain quali aahhhh....#well gifing before that but this specfifc interview type gif wow this is the last one#dont want to get to emo in the tags bcs ive not really found words just yet for how i feel abt the season#but thanks so much everyone for supporting me all this way!!! its been so much fun#literally the thing keeping me going is making these after every race#i started this habit as a silly thing to keep my progress while watching thru older seasins#and i could never have imagined how much i would make!! so again thanks for all the support#id say 'see you next year' as if im not going to be loitering here all winter break#so uhhhhh stay posted for old content and art??? thanks love you!!!#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2023 abu dhabi gp#i used to put: '(2023 races watched: 22/22)#and i wish i stuck w that but i didnt but just know...I WATCHED THEM ALL AND TWO IN PERSON YAYAYAYAY#I have trouble sticking w things w an extended time so its cool to have gotten to this point
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On the subject of gotham county line and batman noel and so on and so forth it’s pretty frustrating (from a watsonian pov) that anytime Bruce hallucinates Jason being loving/ caring/helpful/compassionate towards him it’s always as robin and never as his current self
#it's ironic because Jason as robin never got the chance to become as obedient & devoted (malleable) to Bruce as he currently is#which is a result of being abused/manipulated for a more prolonged period of time#“maybe if I try harder and do it right this time he'll finally see the truth”#classic abuse tactic#no matter how well the victim fits the mold set by the abuser they’ll never acknowledge it#rather if they see you trying they’ll push harder and tell you you’re not perfect#the small shreds of affection here and there are important for motivating the victim to keep trying#kelseethe#Jason initiating the hug in rhato 27 after Bruce insinuated that those beatings will be a regular occurence bc he deems it a necessity#continuing to support Bruce even after Ethiopia and sticking around to help get Damian back#eagerly cooperating with Bruce + co in event leviathan then getting surprise pikachu faced/hurt after being betrayed#making a conscious decision to comfort Bruce in gotham war after Bruce fucked him up and left him behind#having undying conern for Bruce's wellbeing while Bruce regularly endangers his life#ex. Bruce's weird habit of committing vehicular assault on Jason whenever they're on the road demonstrated both in tfz and gotham war#point being: Jason was much more psychologically fit to be defiant towards Bruce when he was robin compared to now#he's more of a “good son”™ now than he was as robin Bruce is just too used to thinking whatever he wants and never being satisfied#the only times Jason got mad/upset at Bruce during one issue and continued to stay mad until the next#other than lost days and utrh was batman 410-411 and early in aditf before Bruce helps Jason find Sheila#so much worse has happened since then and all that just magically became water under the bridge off-panel
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◎ SEPT ADOPTS ◎
taking offers $120+
#today's the day!#its actually saturday technically but time is a funny joke#so take my post#and my designs#i cant wait for october#and put myself thru the ringer#an adopt a day but also 4 monthly to make sure the habit sticks#hell yea#monthly adopts#nebs monthly adopts
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yeah i think orlais is cool, actually, as a world-building concept.
its in a civil war. it harbors blood and corruption and scheming and ambition behind the gilt and the pseudo-renaissance and the art and the academics. it houses the chantry. it conquers all until it gets pushed out either by some dudes with their dogs or a bunch of squabbling city-states that stop squabbling just long enough. its built on the bones of another empire. its masks on masks on masks on masks. colors and symbols have potentially lethal meaning. it introduces an entirely new assassins guild to us players.
and then the civil war gets resolved in one story mission. you can skip all the civil war lore if you just don't bother going to the graves or the plains, which is entirely possible: neither are required for story quests. its at best a punchline or a joke, when its also the largest military power in the south and probably shouldnt be so easily brushed off. you can tell the writers didnt put any real thought into who supports who and why. (cullen??? supporting 'ferelden will be ours again' gaspard???? unless this is commentary on him just being that uninformed with orlesian politics?) WEWH was just... a miss.
we could have had our prior decisions influencing our court approval, especially if choosing the mages makes us unpopular like josie says. we could have had war table choices changing our court approval: have we supported celene or gaspard or neither with our war table choices? the lydes successor missions should have gotten a nod at least with a named NPC and overheard line of dialog. we could have had a ME2 final level style mission where your companions get picked for different roles to handle different parts of the mission as opposed to *checks notes* my inquisitor climbing a rose trellis.
just. orlais could have had so much more lore and exploration and it just gets simplified down to some jokes about masks and politics.
#orlais#dragon age inquisition#dragon age critical#no sorry i do love orlais actually. its so fucked up and in ways that make my brain sit up and pay attention#i want to dissect it and put it in a blender.#i want to know what the average orlesian's life is like.#i want to know so much more about orlais and its people#also continuing my habit of going feral over some of the most complicated nuanced and problematic aspects of DA lore#also theres the whole 'this is what the writers say but this is what they show' BS#still.#also the freemen of the dales should have been far more interesting than they were#they got hit with the generic video game villain faction stick#but they had a point. like. they were kinda right.#vultures and dragons
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#this is very silly but#when my brother drinks out of a cup he sticks his pinkie out right#and my mom is all over him. saying how it's so cute and “proper”#but when i did that as a kid she would get so mad#saying im copying fancy nancy or some shit#and that it's a bad habit and i look like im trying too hard to be fancy#keep in mind i was seven to nine#and like. this is a pattern#things that i would do and get my mom severly annoyed gets a “he's my baby boy 🥺”#leaving his schoolbag in the middle of the floor: awww he's a baby dont be hard on him (to my dad)#he is twelve. when i was twelve i would NOT have gotten that reaction#it was “i cant keep cleaning up after you”#and when i have both headphones in i get yelled at because i wont be able to hear whne they're calling me#he has SOUNDPROOF HEADPHONES that he wears CONSTANTLY when hes on his ipad. its impossible to get to him without literally tapping on him.#when i talk toher about it she's like “no??? i would never do that???? you're making up memories again i dont like being accused like this”#“i dont think its fair”#im just. please this hurts. its silly but it does hurt#just. UGH.#vent
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Healing & Growth
(gif made by my friend @robanilla-arts is below - slight warning for flashing! Thanks again, Rob!)
#if you feel like reading it - I'm gonna ramble in the tags.#Don't really feel like having it attached to the post for forever... cause what if i just wanna reblog some fairysona art??#anyways#this year sucked a lot. in a lot of ways. but im grateful for it.#healing is stupidly hard and annoyingly enough? not linear in the slightest. Yet infuriatingly - it is worth it.#I am far from done with healing. I've barely scratched the surface.#but im learning and connecting with myself along the way.#The biggest step I've taken this year is working on my people pleasing ways. it's a bad habit birthed from a lot of different traumas.#but it no longer rules my life.#I am not passive anymore - and surprise! that doesn't make me a horrible or evil person.#my kindness is no longer a weakness. its still a part of me and always will be. i won't let go of it.#but it is no longer to a fault#there are people undeserving of my kindness... i realize that now. I know what i will and will not put up with in every kind of relationshi#im still learning and exploring - and i've said a lot of goodbyes this year. I'm sure i will say more.#but that's okay.#some relationships are forever - some serve you for a while and teach you a lesson when they end.#and some relationships stick around and don't *have* to have a deeper connection#and that's also okay.#I didn't think I'd make it through this year in all honesty. I was very close to ending it all on multiple occasions.#But. for what it's worth - as of now im glad im here.#i will continue to struggle and have my hard times. im not naive enough to think depression just goes away.#but im okay for now and im moving forward.#there will be pauses and abrupt stops and likely some good ol' rotting involved. but when i can - ill be moving forward.#i will not speak a word of 2024 because no matter what it will have it's ups and downs.#but i will continue to keep working on myself. and that's all anyone can do in this weird life.#if you made it through all of that... uhhhh wow you got a crush on me or smth? /j/j/j/j#but fr - if you read this far... thank you. i hope you're faring well and that you have a happy celebration tonight.#sleep well and dream well when it comes to you#yucky draws#my art
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@thatthirstyweirdo
A little gift of Maverick and Gerome
#We have not talked much#but Oh I imagine Gerome and Maverick to be friends#perhaps it is just in Geromes nature to make friends though#But I think he would enjoy resting in a pair of headphones#I imagine he has a poor habit of ruining hair-dos#He just enjoys being up so high#Perhaps Rainy introduced them#Who is to say!#But either way#Hello!#Gerome#I also had a thought#Rant time#Gerome would probably be a little stick puppet/handpuppet#depending on his current needs#if he is simply scampering along#perhaps a simple plush rat on a stick#but if he is enjoying time with neighbors#moving from hand to hand#perhaps a little hand and stick puppet#for Emotion!
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The fact I've spent hours searching and haven't found a single swap AU fic where Alphonse is the Fullmetal Alchemist and Edward is a suit of armor is DISGRACEFUL must I do everything myself
#/lh /lh /lh but STILLLLLL SHSGSHAKAGAKAAJAK#if anyone has recs i am 👀👀👀👀#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma: brotherhood#edward elric#alphonse elric#can you imagine#ed would be absolutely insufferable because he's Tall now and when people call him the Fullmetal Alchemist he doesn't even correct him#hes like 'hehehe yep that's me'#and al doesn't try to correct them either he like 'welp it makes brother happy and gives me the advantage of surprise at least'#ed uses the armor way more for offense than for defense like al does#and al still has a habit of throwing himself in front of people to protect them#Ed gives his armor an 'upgrade' with his terrible edgy fashion sense and his helmet ribbon sticks up like an antenna#meanwhile al wears the most Vanilla clothes ever and ed is always muttering about how boring he is#eds helmet gets knocked off and everyones like 'WHERE IS HIS BODY??' and als like 'oh its in there he's just so short you can't see him'#and ed gets SO MADDDD#i call this AU... fullmetal AL-chemist
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#UAUHGG im havung oc thoughts. plaguing myBRAIN. i can feel my heartrate spiking holy shit#ok so. i rly wanna touch up presto and shuffles story without scaring myself out of it by overthinking it. esp the implications of#them having animal features and what they would eat. as well as worldbuilding character dynamics setting background characters ugghh.#constantly have to tell myself its just for fun. basically theyre rival magicians who keep their identities secret and fuck it up in#the funniest way possible LMAO. they rent the same apartment and the landlady accidentally gives it to both of them without them knowing#so they end up walking in on each other out of costume and have this weird tension around not revealing each others identities despite thei#borderline malicious rivalry. blackmail may or may not be involved i havent decided yet#they DO consider backing out of tenancy but they decide not to so they can make sure they dont reveal each others identities#thats the idea but its really abstract bc i dont have a direction or writing in mind. they just rattle in my head like spare change#other stuff i have rn is. they both consider each other a copycat and they have the same skill level of magic#but they have different styles and techniques theyre just too focused on outperforming each other to notice#presto likes to make people laugh so they probably include gags and impossible feats. shuffle is more elegant and focuses on#smooth movements and dangerous stunts. i want to make that reflect in their costumes but its hard bc stage magician costumes tend to stick#to suits and capes.. so idk. then maybe side characters like the landlady and other tenants but i havent given em much thought orz#i really should practice with concepts because i have a bad habit of making everything similar to the first try so its frustrating#and i suck at writing characters. but im doing this for fun so im trying not to get hung up on whether its generic or not#yapping#stares at the floor. maybe i should make a carrd for my ocs#oc talk#presto#shuffle
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