#magdoodles

[shoodleynoodle]

doodles

medyo boring yung mga nakaraang shift ko kasi nag-opening ako so umaga wala gaanong tao kaya nagddrawing lang ako ng kung anek-anek. hahahaha. gone were the days na uso magdoodle sa likod ng notebook tas lahat ng kaklase mo eh magpapa-doodle sayo tas ipapapost sa fb tila fansign ahahahaha. cute pala nung era na yon kasi parang kahit di ko kaclose nagawan ko ng doodle. wala lang. before calligraphy and bujo-ing eh doodling talaga ang nakahiligan ko kaya if you didn't love me at my worst (doodling domokun era) then you don't deserve me at my best (calligraphy era). ahahahahaha. yun lang, bored lang ako talaga.

[tantoknives]

sweet little darling, miss mononykus <3

[justjadeneillu-blog]

Doodles in the sun ☀️ #flowers #doodle #drawing #sun #magdoodles

[onewordenglish]

Yey! Ang saya saya ko lang kasi binigyan nya ako neto. Yung shoes eh birthday gift nya sakin. Nung last last week ata sabi ko sakanya bili nya ako notebook gagawin kong journal o kaya magdoodle hahaha di ko inexpect na ibibili nga nya ako. Ilang branch na kasi ng NBS ako tumitingin ng notebook at wala akong makitang ganyan. And yung lalagyan ng earphones nabanggit ko lang sakanya na kelangan ko. Hahahays. Kakatuwa. Hey, thank you.

[bytplmeh14-blog]

So di ko namalayan yun oras 😅😂 Anyways belated happy birthday sis @mhenggs_7 Nagtry lang ako ulit magdoodle hahahaha Hope you like my version of Woody 💜 #snakeinmyboots #yougotafriendinme #toystorywoody #bytplmeh14 https://www.instagram.com/p/CA0ou-THpyn/?igshid=16254iom1rgq2

[leonnotes]

Life Evaluation 1.1

Summer 2017. It's April. Freakin hot, eh?

I planned a couple of times to do life evaluation pero it turned out na sobrang tamad kong gawin ito. Anyways, here it is! After a year of coming out, ang dami daming struggles, "what ifs", wag na lang kaya moments ang hinarap ko. I know, although I did know in the first place since I was a kid na ganito ako pinanganak, still I denied it 'till I was 17. Hay buhay. Paano ba naman kasi, I lived in the world na para bang epidemya o malalang sakit ang pagkakaganito. I lived in this family, although there were evidently existing "ka-feds" still cannot accept them, as they are (for consistency rules, I used "them" pero "we" talaga yan 😉). Mocking such as "'bat kaya dumadami ang mga bakla, e hindi naman sila nanganganak?".

What I know for sure is that there really is something sa pagiging tulad namin. Some says you are born with it, and some says influence daw talaga e. Well maybe they're right. Some theories can defend both parties. Pero in my case, I'm born with it. I knew it when I was still young. Naalala ko pa noong bata ako I always wonder why does my 'thing' harden and lengthen whenever I watch krystala fighting with guys, or watching "Super Inggo" dahil inaabangan ko lagi si Derek Ramsey as "Machete". No wonder he's my first ever crush!!! As innocent as I am back then, I asked my mom why does the 'thing' get hard? Her answer was "naiihi ka niyan kasi."

Naku ewan ko ba bakit ganito kagulo ang mundo para sa akin noon. With bones so lamya, and balat sibuyas, everyone can easily say na I am "BAKLA". Yes. Caps lock para intense, kasi ganiyan nila sinasabi yung word na yan e. Pasigaw, o kaya painsulto tone. Masakit sa akin noon. Kaya I kept what I feel sa sarili ko lang. Whenever I feel that 'kilig' or a "puppy libog", it wouldn't reflect yung affect ko.

Kinaya ko naman. Then technilogical advancement took place sa house namin. Nagkalaptop kami, kahit gradeschool pa'ko and I get to access the internet pa. Dangerously, I explored so many videos sa youtube. And my fetish since I was stillt this little kid is nipples. Yes! I touch them especially when i feel cold. And I have fhis weird obsession sa pagtouch ng sides ng unan, panyo and etc. hahaha I know it's embarassing. I started watching youtube videos of muscled men. I kissed the laptop screen, and touch my nipples as I watch them flexing their huge guns. Yun lang naman noon. Then come High School, first year. Medyo gumrabe na. I started watching kissing scenes. Tapos I really can't forget how my first masturbation took place. Hay. It was Zeb Atlas that released the white demons out of my thing. That happened kasi before I am to review for our periodical exams, baka I felt horny (this time I really can't remember). Afraid that I am, trembling and smelling the first release of my life, syempre tumakbo ako sa banyo. And felt really really scaaaaared. Scared that I even thought of not doing that again ever. Pero come Xmas vacay eto si Daniel Marvin. He's the second one 😉 haha u know it!

So much of those nasty things. It continued on and on. I spent so many years of watching gay porn believing that I am still a straight guy. Niloloko sarili ganon. That's also when I started falling to the wrong guy. Dahil lang idol ko siya magdoodle, drawig and shit, nagustuhan ko siya. At nandidiri ako till now thinking why was I so crazy about him loool. Ayokong pagusapan to!!!!

Nothing really significant event regarding this matter took over until I was second year college (2nd sem). Ay mali. Nainlove pala ako sa isang straight guy. His name is Kit loool. It's significant kasi he knew I have crush on him 😂 oh my gad. Those were the days. I can't explain how crazy I was din that time. Come second yr, second sem i have this classmate na gay din. Gwapo siya. Talented. Matalino. Kaklasi ko siya nung first yr hanggang second yr pero noong second year kolang siya napansin talaga. Kasi nagusap kami every night. Aminado din ako na binibigyan ko ng meaning lahat ng sinasabi niya, kaya nafall talaga ako teh. Grabe talaga. Pero hindi naman kasi niya ako gusto kaya nagmove on din. At nakapagmove on na. Pero it's him I thank the most kasi siya ang nagpush sakin to do what i have to do, along with Gab (bisexual friend ko din). It started sa mga "kwentuhan mo nga ako" antics ni Zsan. I was wondering why he's asking such. Pero I suspected na rin at the same time. I finally made kwento when this Gab said she knows who my crush is (Kit). Sobrang nagulat ako non kasi it's the first time someone told me that they know my crush and of course by that, they knew what I really am. And the plan for a change took place.

Ang dami kong kaartehan. Dumating sa point na medyo pasuko na si Zsan sa akin. Na susuportahan na lang niya ako sa pagsisikreto ko (which I thank the Lord did not let it happen). At ayun nga. I started coming out. Chatting my friends, of course andiyan ang best friend kong si Dhey to check me out always. That's where we become really really close.

I've had a lot of crushes. Till now jusko. Lahat ata ng "unknown followings" ko sa instagram at facebook ay crush ko. Napakaunreachable pa. Ang taas kasi ng standards ko nakakainis hahaha. Kaya hanggang dun lang ang lahat. This is also the era where I first tried apps like Hornet, Grindr, and Tinder. Tapos nitry ko din si Blued. Every little app is the same as the others. Wala akong makikitang kaforever ko don haha. It's hard na mas mahirap pang humanap ng love sa mundong pinili ko. Kadalasan pantawid gutom ang hanap nila e. Which, I am still not ready para doon hehe.

I always ask God for a wish kapag nakukumpleto ko yung simbang gabi ganon. O kaya sa simple prayers. I was always asking for "honors", "medals", "awards", "high grades" kasi yun lang naman pinagkakaabalahan ko e. Dun ako nageexcel. I am the achiever type of a person. Pero this year, 2017, I made a general wish and just let God give me what he thinks is the best for me to receive. Naghiling ako ng "Happy 2017". Masayang 2017 lang. Siya na bahala what is that "happiness" he will give me, kung academic excellence ba, love, financial (lol), uhm family happiness (coz you know laging may issues), friendships, etc. Well happy naman ako e. Kaya lang inaamin ko di pa ako kuntento. I've always been the best student since I was first year college. Sana hanggang ngayong third year. I would be very happy if I will be.

[savedbyloveforgivenbygrace]

Honestly, natuwa lang talaga ako magdoodle/decorate ng picture natin. Haha! 😂😂😂 Wala man tayong mga candid picture hayaan mo babawi ako pag nakalakad na ako. Hahaha. Kahit umabot ba sa tuktok ng bundok ung mga fotograpia naten! Hehe. Oink oink oink oink i mean, iloveyou ∞ dadatabs 🐷🐷🐷 Hahaha. 4yrs&4months na bes! Kaya natin ito, kakayanin natin lahat ng TRIALS God has given to us, no matter how tough we'll stay together strong, through God's help. We keep that in mind always bby. Hihihi. Mwa! 😘 No more novel msg. Hehe. Lablablab 🔥🔥🔥 (advance na kahit bukas ba June14 😁😁😁)

[tantoknives]

ACNH: Custom Design Portal now connected!

Here’s the first part of my designs I posted before but now you can actually use them, so excited! I’d love to see them in your homes or whatever you choose to put them on, if you choose to, so don’t feel shy about dm’ing me pics!

[tantoknives]

nobody can stop me from making this my main form of artistic expression, animal crossing new horizons has opened my third eye

[tantoknives]

I’ve been playing a lot of “pixel art with a side of Animal Crossing” lately...

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there might be a snail holding a dewdrop in your garden right now, who knows?

[tantoknives]

hey i don’t really have a lot of money would anybody like a commission because i would like to be able to pay for things! here’s some examples of my work, and my baseline for lineart is $20, and my baseline for color is $30. please contact me on here or through my twitter @tantoknives1996 if you’d like something! we will negotiate prices then, but i will not negotiate below the stated prices above! thank you and reblogs are very appreciated! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡

[tantoknives]

i’m taking a photography class and it’s been some kind of thing

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been doing stuff, like, maybe a thing or two

[tantoknives]

found a hobby to soothe my anxiety

[tantoknives]

super happy to do an art trade with @nukagears! i love their art so much, so i had to draw their lil bot Nitro! i hope you enjoy it north!