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mimi1503 · 3 months ago
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Rafe & Kiara | Loving you is a losing game
When her enemy is also her best friend's brother & has a soft spot for her, it makes Kiara's life very complicated & dangerous. 
Show: Outer Banks 
Song : Arcade - Duncan Laurence feat. Fletcher
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obx-baddies · 2 months ago
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My Obx Baddies 🔥🥵
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ageofstarkey · 2 years ago
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drew & maddie: an incredibly underrated duo
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thiccavengers · 2 years ago
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myrandom-fandomlife · 3 months ago
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can we take a moment to appreciate how good all the women look this season the guys really WON huh
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mariailoveyou-guerin · 2 months ago
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did Netflix make a movie with the two most hated Netflix characters and disliked mixed girls and said yup let’s make them siblings and be in movie together so people can hate watch it? how do u get the two most obnoxious insufferable annoying characters but also irl people be cast in the same film? how did they even get anything done ntm on Antonia idk her like that but she was annoying at the start when she was making those comments but idk if I’m confusing her with another mixed netflix girly or if it was actually MB! At least it’ll be watched bc how much people genuinely hate them
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wvsteria · 10 months ago
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Was that [MADISON BAILEY]? Oh no no, that was just [KIARA CARRERA], a [CANON CHARACTER] from [OUTER BANKS]. They are [TWENTY TWO] years old, use [SHE/HER], and [ARE] aware that they are not actually from Washington DC. Too bad they can’t stray from this city for long.
how long has your character been here
kiara has been in dc for over a year.
what is your character’s job?
she studies environmental science in college
where has your character been pulled from in their fandom
from the end of outerbanks
has any magic affected your character
yes, when first arriving kie had no memories. for a time while being in dc, she was turned into a vampire. after spending several months as a vampire she found the cure and became a human again.
and any other information you might find useful for us and the other members to know!!
kiara was born to her parents, mike and anna carrera. she was an only child growing up. her mom belonged to the rich society of their city called the kooks. her dad belonged to the working class of the city. they fell in love much to the chagrin of anna's family. her father started a restaurant that gained a lot of traction, gaining them the status to live on the rich side of town. growing up kie very much disliked the status they held.
lots happened to her during the show that i am too tired to write out currently.
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thenextrush · 3 years ago
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Best moments of Outerbanks Season 2
Best moments of Outerbanks Season 2 #netflix #spoileralert #obx #outerbanks #streaming #tvcritic #tvnews #entertainmentblog
As the new season drops this weekend, we returned to the rivalling world of Pogues and Kooks.  We left the end of Season 1 with the the gang separated.  JJ (Rudy Pankow), Ki (Madison Bailey), and Pope (Jonathan Daviss) believe John B (Chase Stokes) and Sarah (Madelyn Cline) died in the great ocean chase.  Rafe (Drew Starkley) won the approval of his father Ward (Charles Esten) after shooting…
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honeybear-yammy · 2 years ago
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𝐊𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐫𝐚 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
© Honeybear-Yammy, please do not steal, translate, copy, or transfer my work.
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| $ - Smut | * - Fluff | # - Angst | ! - Dark Content |
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Imagines, Blurbs & Drabbles
↳ Crush $*
↳ Netflix & Chill *
↳ Risk It All *#
↳ The Question *
↳ Snowmen *
↳ Christmas Letter *
↳ Little Things $
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Series/Parters
↳ Room For One More? ($): One | Two (uncomplete)
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↳ nothing yet...
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cloveroctobers · 3 years ago
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DECEMBER BLURBS/DRABBLES 🤍 — 5. Kiara Carrera
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Trope: baking cookies/pastries
Warnings: wlw + fluff
A/N: I should do some hcs soon on the pogues because I have ideas! I strongly believe Kiara is a virgo or has some virgo in there somewhere but maybe that’s just me! Maddie Bailey is a baddie but we been knew!
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You were always comfortable and had no issue making yourself comfortable in any place. That came into play the very moment you decided to leave Kiara’s bed to explore her kitchen. Kiara came back from boarding school for the winter season and you wanted to do as much as you could before she left again. You were always at her house despite your own negative thoughts towards Kiara’s parents, who thankfully were in the next two towns over visiting Anna Carrera’s parents so you two had the entire house to yourselves.
It was early around 7:45am when you went to work at the Keurig first preparing Kiara’s favorite, breakfast blend and pouring the contents into her cow print mug then set it aside knowing that she would be up soon. The both of you were always early risers, you’d usually be the first to get up with Kiara shortly following afterwards, since she hated not having you by her side.
However time never seemed to be a factor when you set your mind to something and you wanted some desserts. You pulled out all the ingredients you need to make your favorite Venezuelan dish: Paledonias first while pondering on what else to make as you rolled out the dough on the counter.
Hands locked around your waist pulling you back into their frame and you received a whiff of coconut, sea salt, and jasmine which let you know that Kiara was awake. Her lips brushed against the back of your neck as she gave you a nice squeeze, “morning baby.”
“Morning, Kiki.” You rasped as you continued stretching out the dough as Kiara reached around you to grab her mug.
She got herself situated on top of the counter watching you work as she sipped on her coffee that warmed her up. After awhile she shuffled around the kitchen; to head into the sitting room to mess around with connecting her phone to Bluetooth as her Christmas playlist began to thump throughout the house.
Her slippers shuffled across the wood then tile as Ariana Grande’s voice began to fill the house, “what do you need me to do?”
“Start the mixture over there please,” you pointed a dough covered finger at the ingredients you had set off to the side.
Kiara nodded as she went to wash her hands before glancing at the red script recipe written out and mixed the eggs and butter together for awhile. The both of you moved in sync occasionally glancing at the recipe as you silently picked what the both of you were going to do.
After picking your desired shapes through the dough, Kiara was the one to put the tray into the oven and as she spun to face you, you reached out to tap some flour on the tip of her nose.
Kiara gasped as you laughed at the expression on her cute face and before she could retaliate you reached for her hands. Reluctantly Kiara allowed you to bring her into your arms swaying to the intro bells of Destiny Child’s, “8 Days of Christmas.”
Quickly you slid from her light grasp and stood on the other side of the island as Kiara held her eyes in slits resting her own hands down on the counter, watching you.
“On the 8th day of Christmas my baby gave to me:” you sung before pointing at the wavy haired girl.
Kiara licked her lips glancing off to the side with a sigh, “A pair of Chloe shades and a diamond belly ring.” She lifted her button buffalo PJ shirt to show her belly ring with a wink.
You reached over to grab the rolling pin to sing into, “On the 7th day of Christmas my baby gave to me:”
“A nice back rub then SHE massaged my feet.” Kiara carried on, putting emphasis on the pronoun and a quirk of her freshly plucked brows.
You both of you fed off each other’s energy and it quickly picked up as the chorus came in, “If she only knew what she does to me, My girl, my girl, my baby.” Kiara put her true vocals to work as she now sat on the island in front of you, fingertip resting underneath your chin keeping your lips close to hers.
“Oh she makes me feel so lovely, so sexy. I'm so in la-la-la-love.” You sung a little off-key running your hands up her thighs which made Kiara bite her lips at you.
It was Kiara’s turn to sing as she wrapped her legs around you trapping her in between her thighs as she leaned an arm back before resting her forehead against yours. Just as you were ready to kiss her, she slapped her four fingers covered in flour against your lips before jumping up onto the counter.
“Doesn’t it feel like Christmas?” Kiara sung now laughing as she stood on top of the counter, dancing away while you were trying to get on the counter to fight her.
Kiara made sure to keep out your dodge while also making sure she didn’t fall of the island. However you were reaching for the leftover flour to throw at her which got everywhere but her face (excluding her nose of course). Kiara was a laughing mess as you swatted at her, the tan girl circling around the island until she finally gave up by holding up her hands in surrender.
You held out your arms for Kiara to hop down into them, her wrapping her arms and legs around you while she cradled your face to kiss your flour covered ones. Little did she know that you had some more flour still in your hands that you just tossed a bit into her hair making her abruptly pull back.
“You didn’t.” She glared at you.
You puckered your lips at her, “I still love you though.”
“Ooo I can’t,” Kiara growled squeezing her arms around you to bring you into a hunched over headlock.
You poked at her funny spot multiple times but she held on no matter how much her body pulled away from yours.
“What is going on in here?!” A new voice called out.
The both of you stood up as the music seemed to pause also to see no other than Kiara’s parents staring at the slight mess in their kitchen.
The both of you stood up straight, Kiara keeping an arm over your shoulders and yours around her waist, “hey Mrs. and Mr. Carrera…you guys are back early?”
Anna flicked her heated eyes over to yours and you already knew the woman only tolerated you. It was still a hard pill for her to swallow that her daughter was “experimenting” with you. She was one of the ones who felt like it was phase since she couldn’t control this part of her daughter’s life.
Mike Carrera was the one to answer, “yes Anna’s mother shooed us to get back you, Kiara. To spend as much time as we can as possible and that she can’t wait to see you on Christmas.”
“I can’t wait either,” Kiara gave a small smile that didn’t meet her eyes. Her grandmother could be a lot just like her own mother was at times.
Anna held up her hand with a shake of her head, “clean this up and try not to burn my house down…please.” She added that last part in to show that she might have learned something from family therapy.
You couldn’t help but to snort after the woman left and Mr. Carrera gave an apologetic smile your way before leaving as well. Kiara couldn’t help but to roll her eyes at the usual dynamic before turning back to you locking both arms around you, “I hope you know you’re going to help me wash this shit out right?”
“It’s only right since you helped me bake.” You shrugged not finding it a big deal, you liked keeping Kiara company whenever you could.
Kiara pecked your lips and glanced at the oven before sighing, “we have time before they’re done so let’s clean this up before my mom has an aneurysm, wash my hair, and take the cookies to go.”
“Yes ma’am.” You answered not bothering to ask where you would take your little winter brunch as Kiara pulled out a swiffer from the pantry.
All that mattered was spending time with your girl, your baby.
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Continue along with my December anthology prompts here.
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miscgifsgifs · 3 years ago
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“... and no more Pogues.”
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harryeds · 3 years ago
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(づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ
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pankowfruitsnacks · 3 years ago
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Shattered JJ Maybank Chapter Nineteen
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master list | series master list
warning: None
word count: 1000
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Sarah looked at Ava through the mirror. "You look beautiful."
Ava smiled. "I hope he thinks so." That all she wanted.
Sarah sighed. "Nothing you could do or wear would ever change his feelings about you. After you left John B's, he wouldn't shut up about you until we all left."
"He called me after you guys left."
Sarah tied the girls hair into a ponytail and laughed. "Of course he did. Why does that not surprise me?" Ava grinned. This morning she was woken up by John B and JJ's arguing. They stayed on FaceTime all night. Typically the thought of that was cheesy to her, but, with him, it warmed her heart.
"How did I get so lucky? I mean with the friends I have and JJ." Ava cut herself off before she voiced her concern about the rabbit hole of deserving it or not.
"Hold on, I have call." Sarah slipped out of her bedroom and answered it.
"Hey Sarah." The other voice was JJ's. "Quick question, what is she wearing. I told she could wear whatever, but I don't want her to feel over or underdresssed." Sarah laughed at the obvious nervousness in the boy.
"I don't want to say too much. She is wearing a very nice dress." JJ grinned.
"Perfect. Is she nervous?"
"JJ, I swear the only things out of her mouth today have been 'I hope he likes blank', 'I hope he doesn't change his mind', to be honest JJ. I've never seen anything like it."
"Sarah, I really like her. It's all new to me. Do you think I'm doing a good job?" Sarah has never encountered a wild JJ Maybank in love before. It was quite entertaining to her.
"I think your doing an amazing job. It was all a shock to us to be honest."
"Me too. I usually am never like this. I really want her to be happy."
Sarah grinned. "I'm gonna hang up now before you start making John B seem like a loser boyfriend." They laughed at the inside joke. JJ always claimed he would be a better boyfriend, but at the time he was far from it.
JJ was known for being a player. He slept around here and there, had a girl come around for a few weeks, but he never really thought they were serious. Now, Sarah could see he was head over heels for Ava and there was nothing anyone could do to stop him.
"Tell Ava I'll be there in thirty minutes." They said goodbye and hung up.
"Sarah, did I put the dress on right?" Ava calls from the room. As Sarah turned the corner, her breath caught in her throat.
The girl looked absolutely radiant.  She wore a white, long sleeve dress with a v-line, roses scattered about. The corset waist complimented her figure well, not that there was anything foul about her body.
"Ava!" Sarah spoke loudly. "You look stunning. This dress definitely suits you and your personality." Ava twirled at her friends compliment.
"Thank you." They sat down on beanbag chairs and continued talking.
"Sarah, what was your first date with John B like? Ava has never been on a date before. Sure she's gone out with guys, but they only saw her for her body. She never had a sense of worth. The girl felt like her body was the only thing she could offer, Ava would never stop them. How could she when the only thing she knew was sex. The shame that came with years of abuse ruined her.
But JJ was getting to know her mind. He saw the girl beyond the cluttering junk she called life. The feeling was scary but so thrilling. An adventure started taking place within her.
"Well, John B likes to keep things low key and simple. He tried to teach me to surf and then we had takeout from the wreck." Sarah shrugged as a smile appeared on her lips, remembering it. "He made me feel so special, like I was the only one."
Ava sighed. "Wow."
"I never expected it, but at the same time, I wouldn't expect anything different. I know for a fact, whatever JJ has planned, it's going to be perfect. He has a tendency to go over the top, but he truly means well."
The two girls snicker. "He takes to big or go home a little too serious, doesn't he?" Sarah nods in agreement.
"I know you're nervous, but I know for a fact he's just as nervous. This is something new for the both of you guys. It's quite special from what I observed. Just be you, continue showing him your heart." Ava pondered those words.
Her heart. That's what she had to offer. Underneath all the rubble and shattered walls, it was still there. Everything in Ava's body screamed to protect it, but just this once she might even be willing to let someone see her heart for what it was.
"It's 4:28, I think I just saw a car pull in." Sarah handed Ava her white converse.
"Do I go out to him?" Ava followed her friend to the foyer.
"Knowing JJ, he'll be knocking in three, two, one."
"He's a minute early." Ava whined a little too loud. "I'm not ready."
Sarah pulled her into a hug to comfort her. "Go answer it. You'll be okay."
JJ smiled on the other side of the door, a single rose he plucked from the side of the Abbott's neighbor's house. He could hear the commotion from the indoors. JJ never noticed how big the girl makes things. It was absolutely cute to him to hear her so nervous.
It wasn't in a sadistic way, but in a way he admired her for everything she was. All her shattered piece of her past and struggles weren't ugly to him. No, to JJ they created beautiful stained glass window, colored by experience, reflecting the sunlight only she possessed.
A masterpiece.
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sage1998c · 3 years ago
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Hello fellow outer banks readers and writers alike, I was wondering (more like hoping) if anyone was interested in writing a kiara x Rafe story. I would really appreciate if anyone who is reading this would please consider thinking about writing one.
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flowerescentt · 3 years ago
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the outerbanks cast is so gorgeous
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p0gue420 · 4 years ago
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!Too Young To Feel Numb! (Kie x Reader)
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ATTENTION!! There are a lot of trigger warnings in this one! Including: drinking, drugs, talks of feeling alone, depression.
Summary: Y/n started smoking weed at the age of 8, It’s all she’d known; She grew up around it so it was normal for her to start super young, she told herself that’s the farthest she’d go...only smoking weed..never any hard drugs. She thought she could learn from her parent's mistakes, guess not. 
pairing: Kie x female!reader, Rafe x Platonic! reader, JJ x Sister figure! reader
Warnings: Substance abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, marijuana Underage drinking,(reader is 15),
A/N: Alot of grammar errors because i dont feel like checking it so sorry....not really,hehe
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I use to think people were crazy for even thinking about doing anything harder than weed. Yeah...I was like 7 so it doesn’t count.”Yo you gonna babysit that shit or pass it, I mean...I have all day but  would love to do something besides wait for you to pass the blunt.” I rolled my eyes waiting for JJ to hand it to me.”Chill, what’s up your ass today?”
He finally passes it, after what felt like hours. I take a long hit before seeing he’s actually wanting me to answer his question.”Nothin. man, I’ve just got places to be.” I mumbled out hoping he wouldn’t start asking any further questions. He stares blankly awaiting me to pass it back, knowing I don’t share my feelings so he simply lays off. “Hey. You trynna go surfing today….whenever you’re done with your….things..?”
“Uhh, yeah text me and-” I’m cut off by the sound of my phone vibrating...Barry.
Barry:
Meet in twenty? I got extra today
I look up from my phone stuttering my words, and fumbling.“Uhm, I gotta go do something, but I’ll text you later to surf, yeah?” I say nodding towards JJ as I began walking out.”Uhm yea sure, hey-” I was already out the door.”-be safe.” he muttered to himself left wondering why I left so fast. On the way to my bike, I ran into Kie and Pope laughing about something before Kie began to make her way over towards me.
“Hey, Y/n! Heading out so fast, are we?”Kie pouted her lip out mimicking a whimpering sound.” heh, yeah sorry bub. I gotta go handle some things and I’ll be back later.” I peck her lips in a swift movement as well as pull up the front of her crop top, covering her exposed cleavage.”Those are my love,keep them covered” I wink at her. She laughs and heads inside after blowing me a kiss,that I catch and pretend to place in my heart..Wow im so whipped.
My thoughts cut off by a loud vibrating noise.
Barry:
You coming?
Read: 46 sec.ago
Me:
Omw now!
Read: just now
I hop on my bike heading over to Barry’s place knowing a shortcut I found a few days ago.
It only takes 10 minutes before i’m in front of his house walking up the steps of the porch.My clean oxygen is immediately replaced by the smell of cigarettes,weed,and...Is that burnt hair?I scrunch my face in disgust at the awful smells.”Aye look who it is!” Barry calls out after seeing my face, He’s standing beside..Rafe cameron.
Now...I’m not friends with Rafe but i also don’t exactly despise him.I babysat wheezie all summer last year,most the time he’d join..keep me company;I don’t think he knew i was with Kie but he’s not all bad.He’s helped me more times than I can count,only because i've done the same for him though.
“Yo waddup.I didn’t expect to see you here.” I share a short handshake with Barry and side hug Rafe,he seems unprepared for it so he stumbles a bit but eventually hugs back quickly.”uh yeah.just doing some..business” Rafe says avoiding eye contact,looking everywhere except my face.”anyway i'm gonna head out, i'll catch you guys later.” Rafe walks towards,im guessing his bike;I head inside following barry so i didn’t really catch what he drove in.
“So like I said I've got your usual ,and then I got a little extra something I thought you may like.”He continues on but I'm so wrapped up in the fact that I want to consume something soon,anything;I don’t know exactly what he's saying.”Sound good?” He asked “Uh what?sorry I zoned out a bit.”I shook my head pushing my long hair out of my eyes.”Look,Usually altogether this would be alot of money but considering I stole the pills,I'll spare you the oxy,wadda yuh say?”, “Yeah sure,80$?”
He nods his head holding his hand out as i hand him the money.He hands you a bag full of coke in a plastic baggy, along with the pills in its original container it was prescribed. “Ight,thanks man.Ill see you later next week!” I wave goodbye as I show myself out, shoving the ‘things’ I had bought into my bag and swinging it back on my back.
~Incoming call from:Bubbs<3
I instantly pick up not wanting to worry her.
I instantly hear the boys laughing and playing in the background,but wait for her to say something.”Hey baby, you heading back yet?” Kie questioned sounding bored of the childish boys we spend our time with.”Not yet,i promise im almost done,ask the boys if there's drinks at the chateau please.”She turns her head away from the boys asking what there is to drink besides sink water.
I hear a chorus of “We just stocked up”,”All good momma bird.” and other sayings coming from the overly hyper boys.”Did you hear that,or need me to repeat?” She hesitantly says, making sure I’m still listening ”Gotcha,I'm headed your way now,see you there” I say quickly hanging up without giving her time to respond.
I hop on my bike and drive towards…...the opposite of the chateau,instead deciding to go to the Camerons.I drive,stuck in thought of what ill do when i get there,not quite sure why i decided to come.I had been so lost in thought I didn’t realise I was suddenly at the Cameron residence. I park my bike and began walking up to the door,but before I can knock,Rafe walks up behind me.
“Y/n?” I swiftly turn around being scared for a minute before realizing who it was.”Oh!uhm. yeah...hey” I ���smoothly’ say”what are you doing here?” he asks..The whole conversation was a blur and before I knew it I was walking up to his room to hang out.I sit on the bed laying back asking about what he wants to do.”I don't know,you came here,what'd you have in mind?” He asked curiously.”I'm not sure.” I snorted at my inability to maintain a conversation.
I dig into my bag as he starts up about how he broke his bed frame the other day, because he put too many boxes on the bed while getting rid of some old things. I finally found what I was looking for,the baggy of white powder.I lifted it up smiling widely.”Can I do this here or no?”I question,feeling my body begin to sweat at the thought of getting to snort the white powder.
“Uh,I mean.. yea sure,didn't know you did that kind of thing.. but I mean go ahead.” He rambles. He stares into space as I do a few lines, my eyes opening wide at the sensation of sudden adrenaline;I look over to see him trying not to stare.”Oh my bad,You want some?” I ask holding up the dollar folded into a cylinder shape , gesturing to the lines of coke spread on the dresser.
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Hours go by,giggling,cracking jokes with rafe as well as doing oxy and maybe overdoing it with the coke seeing as the bag was almost gone.Rafe hasn't done much.I on the other hand was feeling VERY shaky and everything was just so hilarious..until it wasnt.My high started to get bad and overall scary.I must've did too much in such a limited amount of time.I look at my phone .
17 missed calls from Bubbs<3
8 missed calls from John B:)
9 missed calls from Popey boi
11 missed calls from JJ
Incoming call from Bubbs<3
“He-h-hello ,hi,hey.”
“DON'T ‘HI’ ME!” Kie instantly began screaming into the phone making me move my face away from it as Rafe looked at me with a worried expression on his face.
“Y/n,Where have you been! I’ve been so worried! I’ve-” I Blanked out again not in the mood to be yelled at.”Yeah,hey I nee-need,will-can youcomeandpickme up” I say jumbling all my words together. “Are you okay?Why are you talking like that?''She ask worried about my state of mind.
“Yeah am- I fine,Yes” I say yet again struggling to sound normal. I guess I was on speaker because JJ immediately began yelling into the phone asking about where I was.”Rafes house” Rafe sat silently waiting for them to break out into hysterics about me being with him.The phone went silent for a moment before the call ended.”So does that mean they not-....Vodka” was all i said before heading downstairs Rafe was sober enough to be able to notice what i was doing.I quickly went downstair searching through the freezer.
“Yessss.”I exclaimed before chugging the vodka.”Rafe continuously asking me to give him the bottle.I chugg at least half the pint bottle before having to give it up because Sarah comes down the stairs.”Y/n what're you doing here?” She asks excitedly until she saw me tripping over my own feet walking towards her,”Woah!” she caught me just before I hit the floor.
She turned to the door hearing someone pull up.Kie.”Rafe what did you do to her?” Sarah asked, holding me up scared of how out of it I was.”SHE BROUGHT COKE HERE,i did a bit with her, but she did A LOT. I legit did nothing this time I swear on everything!”He trailed back up the stairs not caring about the situation now that Sarah was there to take care of you. 
I began to sweat, tears running down my face. scared of what's happening to me.John b and Kie rush through the front doors asking where I am.”IN HERE GUYS!” Sarah screamed for them to hear her.My eyes rolling to the back of my head as I went in and out of consciousness.
“BABYYYY!!!” i exclaimed making grabby hands at Kie as i started crying harder
Sarah helped me stand up shakingly as I tried to walk to my girlfriend,She came running towards me with a concerned look on her face. She grabs my face pecking my lips,”Bub. I need you to listen to me, okay?” I nodd in awe of the gorgeous girl in front of me.”John B is gonna take you to the van,we need you to tell us everything you took to get in this state, okay?” I drowsily  nodded,growing tired.
Just as she said,the tall boy picked me up bridal style carrying me out to the twinkie.
I take notice to seating arrangement so i can close my eyes and know whos talking ,JJ being in the passenger seat,Pope watching From the bench behind the driver's seat.Kie stepped up into the van sitting on the floor of the vehicle waiting for John B to place me down beside her.As he did I sat up enough to lean my back against her chest.
JJ was surprisingly silent.Too silent.Pope looked so worried at my sweating body and dripping wet hair from  sweat,tears,and vodka mixture.”Okay,Y/n,What did you take?” my girlfriend sits grabbing my face turning me to face her, my legs straddling her thighs on the floor as I nuzzle my head into the crook of her neck,but she pushes my head up making me pout but not being able to maintain due to the dizziness. “I took a few oxy,uhm when I -then i did a few lines of coke,and…..i chugged half a pint of vodka..” i said tears filling my eyes trying to not look into anyone's eyes,
Silent JJ was no more .”Are you fucking kidding me.Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n.You’re not supposed to take oxy and drink alcohol together.much less do oxy or coke at all.ARE YOU DUMB!” JJ began turning around. A Quiet ‘im sorry’ came from my mouth.John B finally pulled into the chateau.
Kie carried me while my face stayed nuzzled in her neck still crying due to my,still,VERY high state.she sat me down on the couch out on the porch as everyone except her,went to get a few things.Pope came back with water and a wet rag to place on my head.JJ brought a blanket,John B came back empty handed because he only went inside to pee.
“Kie?” I whispered scared she was mad.”Yes baby?” 
“Are you mad at me?” I questioned hiding my face in her shoulder due to the amount of dizziness being insured. She leaned her head on mine with an unknown amount of emotions,not quite sure of how to fully answer. “No I- I just don’t know what you were thinking I just- Well I figured you wouldn’t ever do anything like this considering what we talked about-and -and what you went through with your parents..” 
“I know-I wanted to feel better tho..I just feel like i have no one-”
Shortly realising the guys were still in on the conversation as Pope cut in.
“Y/n, you have,and always will have us..” I lift my head from the girls shoulder  before slowly looking at Pope in his sad worried eyes.
“I guess, I like-I dont know guys what you want me to say..Im trying to be better for myself for everybody,but nothing was working and i ran into barry one day and we talked and he offered a way to help,of course i was hesitant but its really not that bad...Im actually fine!” I said standing up as John b followed me.
“y/n, you were just saying you need help,so what the fuck are we supposed to do ,one minute you need help and having to be ushered here so you dont die! And-and-the next thing you’re yelling at us about how your fine,you’re not fine and you know it!” I stopped as I watched the long haired boy fight back tears trying to explain how all of them feel.
“Fuck you guys honestly,Im not a child i know how i feel,this is all just bullshit!” I yelled at them all, I ran to the spare bedroom covered in sweat,tears,and vodka; I slowly sink into the bed as tears fall down my face crying myself to sleep,what i didn’t know was that my bestfriend’s and girlfriend were all huddled up outside the door awaiting me to fall asleep so that they could come in and cuddle me to make me feel better.Sometimes things get better, but i dont think this is one of those times atleast for now anyway..
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