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“At All Costs” WIP Animatic (discontinued)
#made some progress tonight#I might delete this later#so undecided about keeping his bangs in front of his forehead or not#disney wish#wish 2023#wish asha#asha x star
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act 5 au
today's writing progress which. may very well require changes lol
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"I still have some questions," Odile says, and you bite back a sigh because of course she does. "You've been looping in time. What was this afternoon about? Why not just tell us then? What was the point of showing me the familytale today? You could have shown me when the loop was over."
"Because it makes you happy, and then you learn a useful skill." You hate the answer as soon as it leaves your mouth. You don't want to lie, but maybe that's too honest. Just tell them you're manipulative, why don't you?
Well, you are. That's why you showed her the familytale.
"Oh, huh." Isabeau sounds pensive. "Yeah, I've heard emotional clarity is good for figuring out new techniques. …You were trying to teach Bonnie something, too, weren't you? Though, putting yourself in danger really isn't a good way to do it, Sif. That was, uh, about the worst thing you could have done with them."
You roll your eye. "It always worked before. I wasn't in any real danger." The worst case scenario was that you'd need to loop, and it'd be really pathetic if such a weak Sadness caused that.
"Thaaaat's not how it sounded." Isabeau leans against the sink, folding his arms. "…You were trying to do that with all of us, weren't you? We were supposed to go stargazing? And, uh…" He looks over at Mirabelle, who huffs, seeming to have calmed down from her tears enough to manage indignation.
"I don't know how I would get any kind of 'emotional clarity' from that--"
"I said it wrong! I meant--"
"No, no! I want to figure it out myself," Mirabelle insists, puffing her cheeks out at you, so--fine. She doesn't need to know that skill anyway, her regular shield will do just fine--
You still haven't reminded her about the CARROT method. Stars. "Okay, but you do need to learn how to make a shield. So, remember the CARROT method, and figure it out."
Everyone looks baffled by various degrees, but that's fine. Mirabelle always looks confused when you hint it to her at the start of a loop anyway. "You know about the CARROT method?" Isabeau asks.
"No, I just know that she knows the CARROT method, and it helps her figure out how to make shields."
"What happens if I don't figure it out?" Mirabelle asks.
"King kills us."
…Oh, that was definitely a too-honest answer. Mirabelle's eyes go round as saucers as one hand flies to her mouth, and even Odile looks alarmed next to her. "…Sif," Isabeau says slowly. "The way you said that…have we actually died?"
You look aside. "He finishes me off first and then I loop back, so, I don't think so?" Not as long as there's only one timeline getting reset, which you have to believe. You can't stomach the situations you've left the others in if they stayed after you were gone. "But it doesn't look good."
"You've died." Isabeau doesn't seem to take any relief from the clarification.
"And then I loop back, and I'm fine!" You sweep your hand in front of yourself, from the brim of your hat to just below your hips, and smile at him. "See?"
His eyebrows stay hovering far above where they normally would rest. You keep smiling at him, fighting not to bare your teeth.
"Sif--"
"Stars, Isa, am I bleeding?" you snap. Why can't he just believe you? "Do you see some gaping wound I've missed? Looping resets everything! I'm not hurt! I'm fine!" You turn to Odile. "Why would I tell everyone I'm looping through time when people are going to get hung up on stupid things like this?"
Odile looks so disappointed with you. "Do you really think you're fine, Siffrin?"
#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#act 5 au#idk if I actually want some of this coming out this early in the fic#(especially that last part)#so it might change#BUT ALSO I'M JUST REALLY GLAD I MADE SOME PROGRESS TONIGHT#SO I'M SHARING PART OF IT
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Day 2 - Transition. A conversation with your future self. colourless ver. under rm !!
#Trans Jayce Week 2023#jayce giopara#jayce league of legends#league of legends#arcane league of legends#league of legends fanart#transtism real#i have a class early tomorrow soooo i finished this at a . more REASONABLE time today#tonight? idk. whatever. slay#transition#jayce talis#thats who this ! is supposed to be specifically but itse fine it works either way itll do teehee#meowing loudly . the colours on this gave me sooo much trouble#fun pose!!!!!!!!!!!!! colouring makes me murderous#man of progress my ass. man of horrible colur harmonies and unessesary additions to the pallette (looking at you yellow sock)#BUT !! all in all i Guess i like this piece :] itse a more ambitious pose than id usually try and!! other than the legs floating a bit it#has pretty !! decent contact points ect i think so :)#figure studies my belobved youve made me a much better man#i am this close to putting vik + jayce into some sort of artist au thing because autism begs me to mix special interests#viktors the type of freak to learn about sine waves and proper physics terms to properly animate a dress in the wind or something#them working in a studio together? i am crazy. i am insane. autism is overtaking me. im half human and half foxy /ref#shoutout to me for talking so much in thesetags also. stay winning jase nation. if you read to the end of these you get a prize
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snit (snail sit)
#made good progress today yayyy#i printed out a checklist to track what i have to do and take notes on changes i need to make#and i like seeing the boxes fill up#tonight i removed some pages from the stack because the stuff listed on them are either complete or not applicable#still a lot to do though aaaa#snaveler (snail traveler)#hk
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Normally I don't post WIPs bc I'm extremely self-conscious (especially my sketches cuz mine are an absolute DISASTER. I usually do 2 rounds of sketches before lineart, this is just round 1), but I'm in a tired and giggly mood in a "tormenting OCs for my amusement" kinda way, so I'm going to use my tired haze as a motivator to post this before I have a chance to regret it
#gw2 spoilers#soto spoilers#peitha#mourynn#sylvari OC#gw2 OC#WIPgallery#rip; time for bed; but at least I made some kind of progress tonight so I'm happy#and at least I have a short shift tomorrow; which means more time at home to draw!!
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hello would a wip be in store today 😏
welllll, since you asked, here's a lil bit from the cfdau nancy pov
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So Nancy had learned better. She learned to sit up tall but keep her head bowed, to fold her hands in her lap and speak gently when she answered questions. She learned not to run, not to get in the way, not to be too curious or too loud, to be the best but not draw too much attention.
It had worked, too. The press adored her. Directors remembered her. Steve was head over heels for her after just two weeks of rehearsals, and the reporters ate up their relationship. Nancy still squirms when she thinks about the photos of her and Steve holding hands at stage door.
But Robin doesn’t do any of those things. She isn’t proper or patient. She speaks loudly and laughs louder. She sits in a way that takes up the whole chair. She lets herself be clumsy and casual and snarky and wrong, sometimes, and people adore her anyway.
#ronance#celebrity fake dating au#i have finally made some form of actual writing progress with this fic#and i am very very sleepy and cannot keep going tonight#but DAMN do i want to because i'm falling in love with this au all over again#asks#anon#excerpts
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current word count of LWH:
27672
#pom ponders#zekina Alaskan adventure au#long way home#writing stuff#feeling better now so I'm slowly getting back to writing#made some good progress tonight
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good morning!! <333
#hehe made progress yesterday#will probably do some exploration (bc i'm at a point where the quest requires you to go somewhere anyway)#but then i might make some hsr progress if i have energy too#i did pull feixiao yesterday :3 (and like e5 moze - he was very eager to come home lol)#but yeah#today's also groceries day so we'll see how much i actually get done#especially since i'm always like 'yeah i'll explore' until it's time to play the game then i don't wanna lol#anyways~ i hope today/tonight is good to you! <333#morning rambles
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hi my inbox is full of so much love and affection right now and i swear i am not ignoring anyone, i see all your "you make me happy" asks and your cat pics and your "i hope you have a wonderful day" messages but i swear i'm not ignoring you, i'm just gonna bask in them a little longer 🥰🤍
#just thought i would mention that i am not annoyed by any of you or ignoring you or anything#and also it is crazy that i am. wild take incoming but uh. that i can be someone to some people again without uh panic or nausea#it's been a journey (a wild and long and hard journey) but some of you have made me into someone for yourselves and that thought is not#as scary or overwhelming as it would have been in november when i made this account as a fresh start after uh.#manipulation and gaslighting and being abandoned. yknow the usual#and uh. i can say 'i love you' back again (in that platonic way). it's still mostly ily instead of the real deal but!!! i dont feel like i'#manipulating anyone anymore with just. yknow. being myself. and i'm coming out of my shell more#just some uh introspection here after (and among) weeks of depression idk it's not all bad and depression doesn't diminish the progress#and i'm realising that in this second and i know following this blog is probably like a rollercoaster and still feel like the most annoying#person on tumblr but!!! i can say 'ily'. and i can be affectionate. and i'm just gonna focus on that some more tonight :3#and i'm gonna bask in all the love in my inbox. and look at all y'all's kitties 🤍 i am rambly but i am making this space for myself#and i let myself take it. and i let that be okay. and for now that's enough ✨#(okay dio out. flower for you 🌷)
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FINALLY managed to make some progress on my wip thank GOD and all the saints in heaven for this christmas miracle
#it's kind of a funny story btw. life has been so hectic since the end of october i haven't really had time to write as such#only editing stuff that was already written and ready (the first two chapters of my fic that i posted)#but over the past few days i've gone back to reread the next parts and i've made some interesting discoveries#one of them being that i miscalculated and i don't in fact just have the 3rd chapter ready. i also have the 4th lmao#so that was a nice surprise#anyway. the other day after rereading the whole thing and making a couple of edits here and there i closed the doc and called it a day#that's what we call progress 🥰🥰🥰#(was procrastinating as a result of being irrationally afraid of writing again after two months)#but yeah long story short. i FINALLY got back to actually writing tonight#made some actual progress on the 5th chapter and i'm so proud of myself for that you have no idea lmao#we're SO back baby#writing stuff
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I'm a little wine drunk, so please forgive any spontaneous updates uwu
#my impulse control is weakening#i've almost ranted about what's currently on the tv like. three times....#but!!!!! i've made some good fic progress!!!!#i might??? have two fics to post tomorrow???#we'll see how much editing i get done tonight~
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scrolling through instagram and it's making me want to die
#i know instagram doesn't represent ppls real lives#but that doesnt change the fact that i don't have many friends who care about me#and almost everyone my year is graduating and celebrating#i am so fucking lonely. i don't think any of my school friends miss me#24 days self-harm free but i might say fuck it and relapse tonight#why though? i guess i just need some way to express how im feeling inside. or maybe it's to punish myself or because im feeling worthless#it's been over a year now since i first reached out to professionals for help for this depressive episode#over a year and im still as lost as ever. i know im doing so much better than i was but i still feel so awful every single day#i feel like i still need to be doing a lot better before i can go back to school#i feel so stuck and hopeless. i know I've made so much progress but i don't feel as if ill be able to make anymore progress#i feel like I've hit a wall and ive tried everything#my therapist told me to just keep eating sleeping and getting movement in everyday and be patient#ive been going on walks every day for like 2 weeks now and i dont feel any difference#seeing my psychiatrist wednesday and im hoping she will have an idea of what to do#i hope it's not just slightly adjusting my meds or even just trying a different antidepressant (not many left i haven't tried)#i also worry that im not bad enough for more intensive treatments like ECT or ketamine#if she tells me that i just need more therapy or another group i might just fucking end it#idk like i kinda feel like im fine and there's nothing wrong with me but at the same time i always am feeling so fucking depressed#i have had so much improvement but honestly part of me wishes i was still actively suicidal#idk what to do
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exhausteddisasterwoman but it’s good to be alive. taking a sick day tomorrow (sick of the way I’m living more like !) and praying that i have the fortitude to turn it all (my life) around !!!! aaaaaaaaa. anyway hope you are all well 💌
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oh i’ll just do one fifteen minute sprint before bed i said. here i am, an hour later
#made some decent progress w prob the most important/difficult scene of the chapter at least#writing slow but steadier overall tonight i think#ok goodnight . as soon as i can chill out#ughhh i gotta wake up so early . SAM >:(#ted talks#writing
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Every single year at the worst fucking moment the brain weevils attack and make doing anything besides the most mind numbing activities super impossible. My brain feels itchy, and I don't think I should be physically aware of it but I am. I'd really like to be able to write all these lab reports, but doing so is like trying to walk through the 1919 Boston Molasses Flood, and I keep making two and a half steps of progress before having to pull my feet from the sludge so I can sit on a ledge to rest and also try and beat the flies buzzing around my head back with a newspaper
#Loxie has words#is progress being made? yes. Slowly#this is a <1500 word report I should be able to knock it out in an hour or two#and yet here I am all fucking day#It's due tonight though so I'm going to have to get through this discussion section at some point#at least I have all this horrible spite to get me through the references section#which won't be super long anyways#Also getting hungry which doesn't help#Tomorrow I think I shall go for a stupid walk for my stupid mental health#get some sun#should I get medicated for my undiagnosed probably depression? yes#will I? idk. Probably. I'll ask around after exams to find out how that's done#my school has therapists or something. Mental health support things. They'll know#Am I writing this while on my molasses ledge? yeah but also writing this means I will be on this ledge a little longer#uuuggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Going for walkies used to keep the brain weevils away but I went for a walkies today! It only helped for like 20 minutes!#uni
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oh right yeah
hi im back
#still hurts but not as much#ill see if i cant get some writing done tonight#i still doubt it will be done by tomorrow. but hey at least progress will have been made by then
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