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mediocre fn royal family christmas thingy that made me want to bash my head in with a red solo cup
#atla#azula#zuko#ursa#ozai#avatar the last airbender#atla modern au#made for a contest that i lost#but like. oh well. i’ll get discord nitro some other way#bowl cut zuko truther 🤞🤞#if one of you find the kitty then i’ll give you a lollipop
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he cares so much about them, but he has never known how to show it
and now, it’s too late.
#orion rambles#mephone was the character that got me attached to ii#seeing him this miserable makes me miserable#ive grown even more attached to him since the twist#i love making ocs....it can be really therapeutic to explore feelings through them#so to see a character do the exact same thing was wild#...but the contestants became these living breathing people#who now have to come to terms with the fact they were made to be a fantasy#dreamed up by someone who is lost. and broken. and scared#and now? he has nothing left#but he cared for them. he really truly cared for them. i would know#inanimate insanity#ii 17#ii movie#ii mephone4
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oh you sweet little thang
#turtlearts#candy land#candyland#candy#gingerbread#this was made for a candyland themed design contest at my school#i lost of course but i am NOT bitter about it at all :) <- person who is seething and will never let this go
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I know everyone’s pretty much in agreement at this point that garling is shanks’ father but am I think only one who thinks shanks’ mom is the one with the red hair? Like most people seem to be giving garling red hair when they color him(unless it’s old garling) but I really don’t want that to be right.
For one his dual moon/star hairstyle makes more sense visually if his hair is some kinda yellow or white but also I think Shanks branding himself off his hair and being known as Red Haired Shanks is so much more satisfying if that’s the one thing he inherited from his mother, who was more than likely a slave. It’s kinda like ace going by Portgas. I’m curious if anyone else has any thoughts about it though
#one piece#figarland garling#shanks#red haired shanks#akagami no shanks#maybe we’ve gotten an official coloring of garling a;ready and I’ve lost but I’m holding on hope#manifesting a flashback of a girl with grey shaded hair hiding a baby in a treasure chest#I know some people think garling made his own kid a prize in the contest but I headcanon it was a scheme by his mother so he could be free#I can live with that being wrong though
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go with the flow (2023)
#photography#nostalgia#kidcore#rainbow#kids toys#trinkets#nostaligiacore#i made this for a photo contest#i lost#but i still really like looking at it#i made it my browsers wallpaper#i cant believe i never posted it here#i hope yall like it more than my works photo contest did#ispy photography#i spy#i spy photography
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oc-tober day 4 complete with iorek, one of my more under-appreciated ocs... underappreciated by me, of course 😭
iorek (pronounced yore-eck) is a iotere (pronounced yo-tare-ay). iotere are a serpent-like folk that live in vast cave systems on a planet with low gravity. their bony masks are the only truly hard parts of their body, and they can squeeze through any space they can fit their heads into. their diet largely consists of shellfish that live in underground aquifers.
iorek lives with my characters romsir, areson, xalei, and eno, but beyond that i haven't developed much of his character... i know he's quiet, stoic, and serves as a paternal figure due to his advanced age. but other than that he's got nothing 😵💫 go grandpa! i guess 😭
#digital art#sketch#ocs#oc:iorek#oc:areson#oc:romsir#oc:eno#bweirdoctober#i made iorek in high school so i have no excuse for him being this underdeveloped its kinda embarassing#i have more lore for his species than him as a character so. ig ill put that in the tags#iotere have a diminishing population due to prejudices in the greater universe. theyve been treated rather poorly for a long time#their societies are matriarchal in nature and are sort of similar to bees#iorek is like analogous to a drone but hes unique in that hes lived a lot longer than expected after being kicked out of his maternal nest#also in regards to physical appearance iorek is chubby. he lives on a planet with much high gravity now and its harder for him to get aroun#so hes gotten kinda sedentary and gained a bit of weight. homeworld iotere are a bit slimmer#also hes soft to the touch. like velvet. iotere are covered in a fine down all over their bodies#also they dont have true eyelids. theyve been underground long enough to lose those#they have something like a transparent nictitating membrane to keep the eye moist and clean since they havent lost vision yet#but iorek struggles to see in full sunlight and operates best in low to no-light environments#what im trying to say is you'd lose a staring contest with him bc you cant tell when he 'blinks' and he would cheat with a straight face
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yippee sorta face reveal with Halloween costumes bc I'm gay and like 80s movies and I'm proud of myself this year (first one for reference) ((bonus picture of my bestie being David bc we do every costume as a pair lol))
#tlb#the lost boys#michael emerson#david tlb#not many ppl recognized us but enough did and i love that#we entered a costume contest and made it to the second round!! i call that a win#and someone bringing a trick or treater around yelled across the street lmao#we were gonna be bill and tes but we didnt have time to get the costumes together rip#so thats for next year#were gonna see if we can get a third friend to be death from the second movie with us ajdbsjaja#but also i just want their outfits#and then the year after that were getting a group to be the mystery gang#im ginna be fred bc a im the only gay that can drive and b tism recignizes tism and c#i think itd be funny to make my car look like the mystery machine and be dressed as fred
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me watching episode seventeen of inanimate insanity and Literally saying out loud to myself "this is so sad....."
#mephone just wanting his final message to the contestants (especially knife and suitcase) to be “im sorry” god. fuck#could have said anything to them and he just asks toilet to let them know that he's sorry. that he apologizes for everything#that they've gone through since season one bcuz of him. especially bcuz everyone else is at hotel oj#knife and suitcase are STILL caught up in this man's bullshit and now they have to kill themselves. well they dont have to#but they already lost everything and they're gonna be deleted either way might as well do some good in their final moments#the final moment with knife and suitcase...... literally the only scene in inanimate insanity thats ever made me cry#i know the finale is gonna destroy me bro!!!! im not ready!!!!!#txt#inanimate insanity
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I hate that there are entire slices of the internet that are no longer accessible because Flash is dead
#my diary#I have like a memory of these animated music videos that were submitted as part of Gorillaz's Search for a Star contest back in 2004#and I've NEVER seen the two specific videos I'm thinking of anywhere else#and I don't remember who made them#so I tried to see if I could find them again via the wayback machine and sure enough the website doesn't work because of flash#ruffle isn't working (I assume it doesn't work w/ archived web pages)#so basically I'm just fucked because the world is fucked#we talk a big game about how burning the library of alexandria was one of the worst things ever#the library of alexandria is on fire in front of you right now you don't fucking care#internet archive lost 500k items today because of copyright#probably the vast majority of my adolescent internet experience is wiped off the face of the earth#it's so fucking devastating I hate it to death
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so is jannik your favorite player? i was under the impression it was matteo. sorry just curious 😅
hi friend! oh yeah that's a totally fair assumption fjfvjv yeah no it's jannik but matteo is a close second! (for wta it's aryna with ons and jasmine as close seconds. but jannik is like my #1 favorite player in general)
#maybe this is bc i have said more than once before that i'd root/want for matteo to win in a final against jan#and i do stand by that! like jannik is jannik to me i always want him to win BUT bc of how matteo's career went compared to jannik's (+ the#fact matteo is older) i'd take him winning a tournament over jannik pretty much any time#like. in a match that's early rounds i'm... a little more conflicted mostly bc as much as i love and have faith i matteo atm jannik is#just objectively more likely to go far in any tournament. so matteo beating him and then not winning the whole thing would kind of suck#bc i'd think “jannik could've won it all”. you know what i mean?#but like i still hold genuine hope in me that matteo could do it. always. so i WOULD be happy if he beat jannik#(or like. i'd be happy he won. not happy he beat jannik :/)#it's just if he did and then lost to someone else i'd want to cry for a week LMAO 😭#but anyway in a FINAL? no contest i would rather matteo wins it. at the moment at least#maybe that could change in the next years idk if like matteo gets really good again and wins like at least one slam lmao i'd be okay#with jannik beating him in a final again. OR if jannik won a shitton of slams and went for like a record???? but#let's not get ahead of ourselves here AND LET'S NOT JINX ANYTHING.#i'm talking too much but just to wrap it up: back in 2021 for example i'd have chosen jannik to win over matteo. definitely#bc their careers were on not exactly opposite trajectories as they are now but in a sense their 'roles' were switched#matteo was italy's number one and it was clear he was meant to win big things- so i thought well he's going to win a slam soon. i'd have#rooted for jannik to win as a sort of underdog in that scenario! now with matteo's career having taken a different direction due to injurie#he is not the favorite to win big tournaments anymore while jan most definitely is! so. matteo winning a trophy would mean more basically#that was way too long sorry gifbkhbm#yeah jan's my number one <3 he's the only one who's made me feel the same way roger did when i was younger and watching tennis :')#asks#anon
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Moondrop Ants concept sheet for Lunerest ✨
#my art#finpaw art#lunerest#closed species#arpg#arpg art#ants#creature design#bugs#made in preparation for the bug catching event which btw THEY GOT ACCEPTED AS OFFICIAL LUNEREST CRITTERS#STILL YELLING ABOUT IT TO THIS DAY AAAAAA#i may have lost the icon wars but i won a place in the contest that i needed most for my soul
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downloaded another copy of new style boutique so i could take pics of early game for the wiki without resetting my current save file, but for some reason the pics from my orginal copy where overwritten by the pics i took in the new save and i lost all the photos id taken in my og save. what if i die
#im so confused why this happened#i mean i reset my save all the time so its not like im losing 10 year old pics or anything#but???#im so annoyed rn??#i think its bc i downloaded the same version of yhe game#like i have the pal version and i downloaded a copy of the pal version#so maybe it got confused since i have two copies of the same game?#byt ones physical and ones digital and ive never had issues with having that before#aaagh idk it isnt that big of a deal#im just kinda sad i lost pics of early game and the ones from winning the contests#even tho i made this save in like. april of this year#style savvy#style boutique#style savvy trendsetters
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Lord of the Emotional Support
#lord of the lost#lotl#eurovision 2023#unser lied für liverpool#my gifs#after every performance of the other contestants the camera would go to them and they were just doing this#and my sister said: i wish i could just shrink them and put them in my pocket so they can cheer me on all day#so i made this for her#and now i thought since i already made them why not also share them here#in case anyone else is in desperate need of an emotional support group in their life
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Just rewatched Promare again for the first time in years and it is still so deeply soothing and cathartic for my soul :')
#i talk#wherever you go....#promare talk#I wanna revisit that massive fic I started writing immediately after watching Promare#I started that back when the promare ao3 tag was only 1 page long#but I lost the motivation because the fandom got stupid and latched onto one horrible au that squicked me out#but I'm ready to return#....I also submitted my first AMV to a contest#Its so ironic because I made the AMV without rewatching Promare#but I just know the film front to back THAT well that I was just like ''yeah I've thought about this AMV enough that I can just Do It''#and I did!#maybe I'll share that#idk it blurs the line between my public life and online life in a way I'm not totally ... not necessarily comfortable with but more like#''how can I share this in a way that wont make that overlap uncomfortable for me?''#It was very flattering (and horrifying) having one of my readers reach out to me while we were in the same twitch chat#so I'm still trying to decide where I stand vis a vis that whole thing#but anyways#Promare makes me so frickin happy bro#even the music alone soothes my heart#the movie is just a 2 hour long adrenaline and dopamine rush#the first 5 minutes made me want to cry because I'm just so emotionally frayed lately#but this helped a lot#:')
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ive been kinda hyunabrained lately
#sorry to the bllkheads for the alnst posting . I love vivinos#Anyways hyuna is sooo interesting to me#shes the antithesis to every other competitor. She values freedom and self love above all else#as opposed to the rest of the cast#who turn to 'loving' each other as a way of coping within the system that deprives them of such 'love'#Ofc there are aliens that might treat humans better (like shine with mizi) but#In the end love between two people cant be compared to the love one feels for their pet#The humans in alnst dont even know what love is. Not at all!#but it is a cage for them. its what makes them throw their lives away for the sake of the person they love (sua and ivan)#or you have till. whose vision of freedom is different from what it means for hyuna#he still rebels of course. but when he is given a chance to possibly escape he doesnt take it#meanwhile hyuna is the opposite!#shes already lost her brother. And while whatever happened between her and luka still very much haunts her#she doesnt share the direct obsessiveness that the others have#The reveal that her plan wasnt to rescue the contestants but to make alnst as a whole collapse is so good#And entirely sensical#Because rushing into an arena filled with enemies to save people who might not even be mentally ready to leave what theyve known#their entire lives is obviously a stupid plan that leaves them at a disadvantage#this opposes her to mizi. who did escape physically yet still doesnt think twice before rushing in to save her childhood friend#who stands in as a link to the past. to better days where she didnt have a clue about the cruelty of their world#Now shes lost that too#ok maybe ill leave it to an eventual mizipost. Back to my beautiful queen#yet despite cherishing what shes gained she still rushes in after mizi while injured!#she cares for her so much she makes an irrational decision that fucks over what remained of their plan#Which ends with her going back to the prison from which she tried to escape for good#Also her stats being so high (higher than lukas iirc?) ties so well into her role as a freedom fighter#she could have dominated alnst if she stayed#but she didnt want the cheap fame that would do nothing but make her cage look just a bit prettier#Very much off topic but the lightning in the final round made her look#Even more beautiful than usual
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my tags on the post i just reblogged got me thinking so here’s my current stream of consciousness
#i refer to ages 12-16 as my ‘church girl era’ bc that’s when i got really deep into christianity#like i went to church twice a week (regular sessions on sundays small groups on tuesdays) and to church events trips camps etc all the time#i even got baptized when i was 13 bc my siblings and i weren’t baptized as babies#like church was such a huge part of my life but i think it only became that bc of the specific church i went to#it was a nondenominational church and the environment was very chill for lack of a better word#and the social aspect of it was really what got me into the actual religion#i HATED going there when we first moved here bc i didn’t know anyone and i was so painfully shy#then in middle school i made a bunch of friends who went to the same church and suddenly it was so fun#that’s when i started going on tuesdays bc we would play games and have contests and stuff like that before the actual small groups#so it felt more like a club my friends and i were in than a church#but once i had those friends and i was comfortable being there i genuinely started to get more invested in christianity#bc i was actually paying attention to the sermons instead of just thinking about how anxious i was the whole time#so by the time i started high school i was very actively christian for the first time in my life#but somehow i drifted away from it just as easily as i fell into it#i started playing lacrosse when i was 15 and we had practice most weeknights so i couldn’t go to small groups anymore#and then our church merged with a bigger church in the area so we became a new branch of that church instead of a little community church#and the merger changed so much about the way the church operated that a ton of people just stopped going entirely including me#and it only took a few months for me to realize that i just didn’t really believe any of it or feel connected to it anymore#and idk even years later i still have love for a lot of those people and that part of my life#but it’s interesting how as soon as i lost that social community the church gave me i was completely disconnected from the religion itself#and at this point in my life i can’t see myself ever identifying as a christian again partly bc i just can’t get myself to believe in god#and partly bc of all the awful christians out there although i firmly believe there are still so many christians who are good people#for example my church was always accepting of the lgbtq+ community which obviously was and is super important to me#but yeah i just can’t see myself ever being religious again but at the same time i still find myself missing it sometimes even now#the community was clearly a huge part of it for me but it was also such a nice feeling to be so into the faith or wtv you want to call it#like i’ve always known my own values/morals ofc and i also love other forms of spirituality but actual religion is such a unique thing to me#like i don’t want to be christian again but i do miss the feeling of being christian/religious in general if that makes sense#and at least for me there really isn’t any substitute that can give me that same specific feeling which is honestly really sad to me#anyway. idk where i was going with this but if any former christians (or other ex religious people) want to weigh in i’d love your thoughts#lj.txt
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