#made by crista

[the-slap-updates]

[highschoolfrenemy]

DRAKE SATTABUT LAEDEKE as Time

A Boss & A Babe (2023)

[cloudbattrolls]

"Yes, yes, of course I do that, didn't you see the sign?"

You try to keep your voice as pleasant as possible, but it's hard to not sound a little exasperated with the lack of reading comprehension some trolls have.

You telekinetically lift one of your nicer pens from your little display stand (that has a few mundane and magical objects for sale) to tap said sign, the writing implement softly aglow with a red aura.

"Lost objects. Forgotten information. Warnings of danger. Protection from psychic attack - yes, even clowns' voodoos. If you want something that's not on there, I'll see what I can manage if you give me details."

All things you can pass off as psychic powers, if there's some hidden imperial among the little crowd of possible buyers. Not that you're the tiniest bit psychic; telekinesis's all you've got on the psiionic front. But there are a few trolls out there with multiple powers, so you can usually get away with it.

Now if someone would just buy something instead of browsing until you all wither up and die of old age, that would really make your night.

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Friday, October 4th

JOYCE: You get the hell away from my daughter!

~~School Hard~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Tantalizing by HuonParticlesAreHarmless (Giles/Buffy, E)

the hands that held you by evesock (Buffy/Ben, E)

Rain Over Me by DancingAngel0013 (Giles/Buffy, E)

Fly Soup by SomeKindOfADeviant (Angel/Darla/Drusilla/Spike, T)

Divine Comedy in the House of Flies by CoffeeHunt (Angel/Darla/Drusilla/Spike, E)

Latreia by SomeKindOfADeviant (Drusilla/Spike, M)

Principled Approach by SomeKindOfADeviant (Angel/Drusilla/Spike, M)

SECRET DRAWER by KNZ1 (Buffy/Spike, M)

Crawling back to you by Rippertish (Buffy/Giles, T)

[Chaptered Fiction]

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Shadowed Suspicion, Chapter 344 by madimpossibledreamer (Ensemble, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure crossover, T)

Die and Live This Way, Chapter 13 by Cynder2013 (Giles/Jenny, M)

The Gift of a Family, Chapter 24 by Callarose_aka_FireDragon (Buffy, Stargate crossover, T)

To Be Hers, Chapter 31 by faefawn (Buffy/Spike, not rated)

Aegis, Chapter 21 by dogbertcarroll, Narsil (Xander, multiple crossovers, T)

Recompense, Chapter 17 by Moonkid10 (Buffy/Faith, M)

Firebell in the Night: Chapter 20 by TheLightdancer (Tara/Willow, E)

Until Only the Ashes Remain, Chapter 1 by tieflingliker (Willow/Buffy, Willow/Faith, M)

Across Ages, Chapter 28 by Isabeau (Buffy/Spike, R)

The Neighbor's Point of View, Chapter 136 by the_big_bad (Buffy/Spike, PG)

Mysterious Destinies, Chapter 12 by EnchantedWillow (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Unholy Matrimony, Chapter 10 by CheekyKitten (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Be Back Before Dawn, Chapter 3 by Blissymbolics (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

The Science of Being Yours, Chapter 2 by Maxine Eden, ClowniestLivEver (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Me and the Devil Blues, Chapter 1 by Melme1325 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Fury of the Fallen, Chapter 2 by CheekyKitten (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Stiff Pole, Chapter 7 by scratchmeout (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

[Images, Audio & Video]

Artwork: I made Buffy on Roblox Dress to Impress by dietmtndew66 (worksafe)

Artwork: Buffy/Spike by flyora (worksafe)

Artwork: Giles and Willow in Season 7 by mistyintherivers (worksafe)

Gifset: iwry2023 most fluffy fic: blush by aboutafox by I Will Remember You Marathon (worksafe)

Cartoon: Xander and Doctor Who by Paul Gadzikowski's The Hero of Three Faces (worksafe)

Fanvid: Buffy Summers | Lose Yourself by 1SnoWhiteQueen1

Fanvid: Willow and Tara - Beautiful Things by Spica

Fanvid: My Own Dance - a Buffy Summers fanvid by Tafadhali

Fanvid: Buffy Summers - Fire in the Night by juliaroxs241

Fanvid: I love them the vampire slayer dawn summers x supernatural sam Winchester and Dean Winchester / idfc by Mew kuson

Vidlet: Katherine Pierce-Tvd and Spike-BTVS My crack ship by Nyra

Video: I made Buffy's scythe! 🌙✨🦇(From Buffy the Vampire Slayer) by PricklyAlpaca

[Reviews & Recaps]

Calendiles goldmine in How I Survived My Summer Vacation [Buffy novel] by ohrevienssoleil

Video: Season 3 Episode 9 - Buffy the Dog-Faced Girl from Columbus (The Wish) by The Sunnydale Diaries - A Buffyverse Podcast

Video: Showtime-Slayer Sunday by Jane Talks Sunday

Video: Buffy Review - Season 5 Overview by Reverse Angle

Video: The Twisted Buffy Guide 2x12: Bad Eggs! by Twisted View

Video: Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 4: Episode 8 - Pangs by The Cheshire Kiwi

Video: Buffy Season 4th: Things nobody talks about 🤨 by Crista Grym

Podcast: Queerness in Buffy the Vampire Slayer by A Girl, A Guy, and A Buffy Podcast

Podcast: BwB 610 - Ham and Heroin by Beer with Buffy

Podcast: Buffy 2.19 I Only Have Eyes For You by Once More: A Rewatch Podcast

[Recs & Search]

Looking for Spike/Buffy Fanfics on ao3 by abA878

New Spuffy Fanfic Recommendations continued by Priceless

A Thousand Tiny Deaths by Nyxocity (Buffy/Angel, T) recced by I Will Remember You Marathon

[Community Announcements]

Spike/Penn prompt by Buffyverse Kinkmeme

[Fandom Discussions]

I think there's a problem with my Buffy DVDs [Joyce Summers] by coraniaid

the buffy/spike dynamic in late s5/early s6 by lesbianmarrow

spike tossing a cigarette on the ground in front of buffy as a way of announcing his presence is so cute by lesbianmarrow

Do you think buffy heard that the Angelcrew removed his soul in Angel season 4 and ... by stormtide-leviathan

Soulless Spike fascinates me so much by thequeenofsastiel

I just realized that we’ve never actually seen Spike and Buffy hug by thequeenofsastiel

[Sexual assault in Buffy the Vampire Slayer] by thornfield13713

If you drink a vampire’s blood but don’t die right after, would you still turn into a vampire when you eventually die? by too-many-blorbos

I bet when Spuffy get into domestic arguments Spike gets so worked up that he slips into vamp face by Aphony Cree

The trials that Spike went through to get his soul back at the end of season 6 were more ceremonial than anything else by hersterical

Discussion of 4.13 "The I in Team" - Aired 2/08/00 (WB-US) continued by November

Discussion of 4.14 "Goodbye Iowa" - Aired 2/15/00 (WB-US) continued by multiple posters

Episode Discussion - Scoobtober: What are Buffy and Angel’s Scariest Episodes? by Plasma

Angel's and Wes' daddy issues continued by Priceless and Stoney

Does anyone actually like Kate Lockley or think she can act? by Taunammi

The four parter and Faith's trauma by LightBlueSky55

I gotta say, Angelus calling Gunn and Fred Othello and Desdemona is kinda perfect by DevilManRay

Was Jasmine, Illyria and Glory the same? by GeneralRise9114

How would you rank the episodes of Buffy Season 02? by OOKAPUCA1993

My only problem with the addiction angle they took by Tsole96

This appearence [Joyce] scared me shitless S7 episode 7 by Moira-Thanatos

dw faith we definitely know who the top was (you) by PinkPashaTS

when you’re barely feeling five by five by PinkPashaTS

Anya and Xander by Familiar_Recover8112

Imagine if they kept Jesse around instead of Xander!?! by OOKAPUCA1993

Prophecies in Buffy by YoTaMaM

[Angel] Season 5 finale by One_Waxed_Wookiee

Rm w/a Vu is one of the best Charisma Carpenter. She was DELIVERING ! by Cailly_Brard16

What’s your favourite season finale and why? by apparentlymythtaken

S2:E11 Ted by brnhnr

What is something from the comics that you would actually keep if they had done more TV seasons? by foreseethefuture

Xander showing off his special skill to an exchange student by Non_GMO_Popcorn

Waspish willow by snoresam

Favorite Episode that isn't common by CoasterTrax

Why didn't Xander pick up more skills by northeastbalancer

Fool for Love s5 ep7 by TheHeartForager3

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[ultravioletqueen]

How kianna got Crista's heart and I would like to hear your thoughts

Like in my rewrite

after karlhelnz he killed his wife after she tried to escape he kept her heart as a trophy encased in a beautiful jar far away from

his sons where he can only admire but one night when he was arranging more Brides to be sent to the house he suddenly received a letter from a

*family friend*(Seiji)

Karlhelnz plan to burn it but

after being convinced by one of his servants to read it he did so reluctantly but the thing

that caught him off guard but was happy to find the discovery of a child with no name and who was related to Yui komori the child that had cordelia's heart and was brought to the church the day after Yui was brought and

After seeing the baby girl he looked at the heart

of his wife the one he kept on his shelf of his other trophies and thought to himself

This child will be the replacement Eve

And he had the child be named kianna

After 2 years he was informed that the young child needed a heart transplant due to an

infection in her heart and heart transplants were long and expensive and so he took

the chance and came to the church that had made a deal with him and with the heart of his wife and said

If you wish to save that child's life then implant this heart into that child now

He knew the church well and due to the deal they made with him they couldn't deny his demand

And so that six year old girl had that heart implanted in her

Which saved her life

I like the concept! Its interesting that the thing that saved kianna's life(christa's heart) was the same thing that was her doom, its ironic and tragic, i love it!

[vanillafalvoredcoffee]

Okay I'm going to do your request but if it's all right can I please ask for crista and kianna komori

Head cannons please like how would she be around kianna as a little girl

♡ Christa and Kianna (as a kid) Headcannons ♡

She really thought nothing about Kianna at first, Christa just thought that Kianna is just a kid she's forced to take care of for the rest of her life...

Christa also thought that if the kid dies then she's die with her and it made her really paranoid when Kianna wants to do things that could ended up risking her life

Though...she also isn't all uncaring about the girl, sometimes Kianna reminded Christa of her son...and that made her a feel little bit guilty.

Even in her ghost-like form...her personality doesn't change a bit, She wanted to interact with Kianna because she's so lonely but she's too anxious to do so...instead Christa just make her presence known to her passively by gently holding Kianna's hand when she wake up from a nightmare to stop her from crying or placing a treat next to her with a hand written note under it when she did something good

Usually she's nice and caring (when she wants to be) but on days when she's extremely stressed her more emotional self comes out, at this stage she gets angry quite easily at practically anything...though she tries to hide how she feels sometimes when she bottles up her emotions too much and she just...snapped.

The only way she let out all these emotions is by destroying objects near her or just internally shouting at herself...or just venting about it on paper, she only uses paper that Kianna doesn't usually use to vent out her emotions since Christa doesn't want Kianna to find out...Unfortunately Kianna does find some of the papers Christa wrote anyway, it usually says pretty negative words that I'm too afraid to show you...

Ofcourse Christa doesn't want anyone to see her weak side so she got extremely angry at Kianna one time when she saw what Christa wrote and started to prank Kianna little by little to try and clear her emotions...first, her favorite pen is gone...second, her favorite doll is ripped apart and she had to sew it back up by herself...and the list goes on...it was pretty light the first time since she just wanted to teach Kianna not to look at other people's personal stuff but soon she realizes that Kianna doesn't really mean to do any of that since Kianna doesn't really know any better so...she tries to refrain from hurting Kianna's feelings any longer

Since Kianna already acknowledged her existence by Christa giving her biscuits when she did something good, she called her, Biscuit lady <3

[lonestarflight]

"With Commander Curtis L. Brown, Jr. and Pilot Kent V. Rominger at the controls, the Space Shuttle orbiter Discovery touches down on Runway 33 at KSCs Shuttle Landing Facility at 7:07:59 a.m. EDT Aug. 19 to complete the 11-day, 20-hour and 27-minute-long STS-85 mission. The first landing opportunity on Aug. 18 was waved off due to the potential for ground fog. Also onboard the orbiter are Payload Commander N. Jan Davis, Mission Specialist Robert L. Curbeam, Jr., Mission Specialist Stephen K. Robinson and Payload Specialist Bjarni V. Tryggvason. During the 86th Space Shuttle mission, the crew deployed the Cryogenic Infrared Spectrometers and Telescopes for the Atmosphere-Shuttle Pallet Satellite-2 (CRISTA-SPAS-2) free-flyer to conduct research on the Earths middle atmosphere, retrieving it on flight day 9. The crew also conducted investigations with the Manipulator Flight Demonstration (MFD), Technology Applications and Science-1 (TAS- 1) and International Extreme Ultraviolet Hitchhiker-2 (IEH-2) experiments. Robinson also made observations of the comet Hale- Bopp with the Southwest Ultraviolet Imaging System (SWIS) while other members of the crew conducted biological experiments in the orbiters crew cabin. This was the 39th landing at KSC in the history of the Space Shuttle program and the 11th touchdown for Discovery at the space center."

Date: August 19, 1997

NASA ID: KSC-97PC-1260, KSC-97PC-1262, KSC-97PC-1261, STS085-S-014, KSC-97PC-1254, KSC-97PC-1255

[moldybonessmell]

Crista Doloris

I got Shenhe's outfit and made some pictures during quests in new area

[fyeahdprian]

[Envimedia] HITC 2021 Lineup: The Complete Guide

by Crista Bardales, Elaine C. and T. Aquila

November 5, 2021

88rising’s annual festival, Head In The Clouds, is just around the corner! The festival celebrates Asian music, with a diverse group of rising and/or well-known stars. Here is our guide to this weekend’s Head In The Clouds 2021 lineup.

Day 1 (November 6, 2021)

DPR LIVE & DPR IAN Hong Da-Bin and Christian Yu, known best by their stage names DPR LIVE and DPR IAN, are part of the independent label Dream Perfect Regime. South Korean singer-rapper DPR LIVE debuted in 2017 with the EP Coming To You Live. He has since then released many songs that demonstrate his creativity and capability. Meanwhile, Korean-Australian singer and rapper DPR IAN is the founder, creative director, producer, and chief editor of DPR. In late 2020, he made his solo debut with “So Beautiful” and showed the world just how multifaceted he is. Both artists are notorious for their brilliant abilities and innovative artistry that continue to inspire a new generation of musicians.

CL CL is no stranger to the international music scene. She debuted as rapper of legendary K-pop group 2NE1 in 2009, where she achieved her first Billboard chart ranking. Since then, she has launched her own solo career, with hits including “The Baddest Female” and “Hello Bitches.” In 2018, CL participated in the Closing Ceremony for the PyeongChang Winter Olympics, where she performed her 2NE1 debut track, “Fire,” and “Hello Bitches.” This year marks a new page in CL’s journey. The rapper-songwriter returned with her first full-length album, ALPHA. The long-awaited album consists of 11 riveting and bold tracks, including singles “Spicy” and “Lover Like Me.” As an experienced performer, CL is ready to take the Head In The Clouds stage by storm.

Day 2 (November 7, 2021)

Feel Ghood Music (Tiger JK, Yoon Mi-Rae, BIZZY, BIBI) Four different musicians from the label Feel Ghood Music are set to perform this year at Head In The Clouds. South Korean singer-songwriter, BIBI, debuted on May 15, 2019, with her single “Binu” and has since made a name for herself while captivating listeners with her sleek vocals. Korean hip-hop group MFBTYconsists of some of the most respected rappers, Tiger JK, Yoon Mi-Rae, and Bizzy. After four years, they made a comeback in 2019 with the EP Dream Catcher. With their unique impact, MFBTY have a strong influence in the Korean hip-hop community. 

eaJ eaJ is DAY6’s Jae moniker in his solo endeavors. Since 2020, the DAY6 vocalist and lead guitarist has ventured into his own singing-songwriting career, first releasing the song “LA TRAINS” on his YouTube channel. He then collaborated with other 88rising artists such as Rich Brian, keshi, and the latest being with Seori in “Dive with you.” Compared to his contribution to DAY6, eaJ is more stripped down and personal. With soulful ballads and poetic lyrics, eaJ has proved himself to be a soulful artist.

See You This Weekend, Head In The Clouds!  Nothing beats a celebration that honors Asian culture and creativity. If you’d like to stream the festival from home, make sure to tune in this weekend! The Head In The Clouds 2021 lineup is guaranteed to serve incredible live performances.

Going to the Head In The Clouds 2021 festival? Check out our list of concert beauty essentials here.

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[the-slap-updates]

[alannybunnue]

When Criston finally got his hands on her for good, he forces Lady Dondarrion to act out all of the fantasies he's had about her throughout the years since he was a young man.

Poor Lady Dondarrion rarely spent a night alone for a very long time...

And this is how he made Little Crista

Horny motherfucker-

Actually for 6 years it was like that, until Lady Dondarrion ran away and then Papa Dondarrion moved to King's Landing with her.

[cloudbattrolls]

Lizzie, Jikiro, and Jamie: characters of mine who will actually be forward because god knows you're not getting it out of most of the mains and sides who are still available

[michelletsw]

So someone requested headcanons for the t&f club and basketball club so I made these

FYI I'm an artist and I draw in my free time but holy crista these took so dang long TwT

[istalauuu]

Ola, everyone!! It’s me, Crista! So for today’s blog, I'll introduce myself, where I came from, and how my life actually went.

I am Angelie Crista, but I prefer to be called Crista, especially by my closest friends. In contrast, people that I don’t know just call me by my surname, which is Brita. I hated to be called Angelie because I just don’t like it, and I find it cringe and a little bit weird. But lately, my mom told me the reason why she named me that, and I found out that it is a female French name that means "Messenger of God". like wow?!?!?! At first, I wouldn't believe her, and she even made me search for it on Google. BUT GIRL, IT IS. (sarcastically crying). Going back, I am 19 and currently residing in Brgy. Nena San Julian, but I grew up in Paranaque City, Metro Manila. Let’s get to know it, and here’s the history of my hometown..

PARANAQUE CITY

Is a highly-urbanized city was once just a simple fishing barangay during the Pre-Spanish days of the Philippines.

When Miguel Lopez de Legazpi and his group of Spanish colonizers landed in Manila, it is said that they discovered a small community who lived near the Manila Bay where fishing or “paglalayag” were their only source of income. But on the other side of the community called Muntinlupa, the natives, who were living on rice farming, were called “taga-Palayan”. These two groups of people intermingled with each other, often on little celebrations.

It was said that once upon a time, these two groups had a feast to decide what the name of their place would be. The rice farmers wanted to name the place “Palalayan”, but the fishermen protested and wanted the place to be named “Palalayag”. In order to reach a conclusion, both parties agreed to a compromise and instead decided to name the place “Palanyag”.

Several years later during the Spanish era, the placed was renamed “Para Aniya Ake” because of several instances where Spanish soldiers would tell the native coachman “Para aqui, para aqui (Stop here, stop here)” whenever they reached Palanyag. These native coachmen would tell their humorous versions of this story until the name stuck in the hearts and minds of the inhabitants of old Paranaque.

Paranaque City is also known as the fashion capital of Metro Manila and is home to the largest fashion boutiques and shops.

Just so you know, guys, my life there is quite adventurous and fun. Serving me the things I wanted and making it easier for me to do the things I needed. Spoiling myself almost every day by going to the malls or even with friends. That’s why my money only lasts for a few minutes. Yes, I am too irresponsible when it comes to handling money.

But for some reason, that life I had vanished when my parents decided to let me study here in our province, which is located in Brgy. Nena San Julian, Eastern Samar. So, moving forward, as a girl who grew up in a city, I am having a hard time, especially since I am new to this place. I find it difficult here since there are big differences between the place where I grew up and the place I am today.

But since this is the new chapter that God gave me and a life that I needed to take, I don’t have a choice but to accept and love where I am today. I made adjustments, and it’s not easy to do. The transportation here is so hard. It’s like I am more tired of the transportation than of my classes. Also, the grocery stores are too far, and it’s quite tiring. The things I used to do were gone, and I came to a point where I badly wanted to graduate immediately so I could go back to Manila. Sounds ridiculous, right?

But after staying here for a month, a realization hit me. I should’ve been enjoying my life here and being content. I should let things flow and love every single moment that I have here. And, so, little by little, I didn’t notice that I'd been falling in love with nature and appreciating its beauty more than before. The fresh wind that blows within my hair, the calmness it gives, and the silence of every corner of the trees.. oh! I'm in love with this nature, which captured my heart softly. Too dramatic, am I?

But anyway, what I also love about this place are the beaches. The waves that slowly moving, making a little sound. Bringing my soul into peace and letting my inner self to be healed.

Finally, I can say that I am doing great today and am hoping for the next day to come. I will probably end my blog here, and I hope you like and enjoyed it. Again, I am Crista, and I hope to see you on my next blog! Bye, everyone, and have a great day ahead!

Source:

[madamlaydebug]

Crossing the Abyss....

Currently, many of us may be enduring kundalini symptoms which impact deep subatomic and cellular shifts instructed through the Mitochondrial DNA, which further transform and change our metabolism and its hormonal pathways. The amount of light frequency quotient held by the cell and tissues of the body is directly related to the degree of mitochondrial function and results in the stages of embodiment of the corrected Holy Mother principle.

With the recent lunar energies shifting, the cosmic waters in the astral plane undergo reconfiguration with the new Law to extract the Dark Mother alien architecture and reclaim the Divine Mother Creation Seed. The result of this alchemical transmutation is the union of the lunar with the solar which creates the Divine Fire Water or Azoth principle. For some women, there is a cycle of death and then regeneration that may be experienced in the female reproductive organs at any biological age. The Dark or Reversal Mother Principle was replicated and generated from NAA (or Archons) harvesting lunar, magnetic and constellation forces to enforce patriarchal domination mind control on earth. The lunar forces have influenced the magnetic field to reverse the Holy Mother, obliterate her feminine principle and commandeer her womb of reproduction on the earth for many generations. The Reversal Mother architecture is a complex etheric structure which was placed in the subatomic layers and lower astral fields which also manifest itself in material creation as hierarchies of Satanic Forces. Within these astral pockets of etheric gas substance, the NAA cloned or replicated creation seeds (i.e. ovum, eggs) that are inherently a part of the consciousness body of the Holy Mother principle. (The ovum creation codes that make up her body are called the Cathar.) During the Ascension cycle awakened Indigo females are reclaiming the Universal Holy Mother's creation seed for the earth (restoration of the Cathar body), as this is recorded in the original spark of Mitochondrial DNA.

Capricornian Fermentation

As we move into the 11th stage of Capricorn, the main alchemical themes are fermentation of the flesh with the source energy inside our cells, which excite themselves, causing divine illumination. The inner mitochondrial membrane is sorted into numerous cristae, which expand the surface area of the inner mitochondrial membrane, enhancing its ability to produce ATP. It is this area of the mitochondrion, once functioning properly, that increases the ATP energy and generates light into the cells and tissues of the body. Synchronically, the name “cristae” has been given through scientific discovery when its direct implication is related to the activation of the crystal gene.

Fermentation is the spiritual alchemical process which shifts the production and source of energy that is required for the body functions. This stage begins to change how the ATP production is made in the mitochondria of the cell and how that energy is distributed to cellular tissues. New requirements of vital energies are manufactured by increasing the ATP pump which increase available energy needed to continue the life processes. There is an increase of ATP measured in the cells as the person is able to hold more light in their physical cells, increasing their consciousness. This also relates to increasing the size and quality of the auric light body.

The body is much physically stronger now even if vitality feels low. Also, the fermentation process is used to produce different levels of enzymatic substances, which the physical body uses to support a variety of shifting hormonal and chemical reactions. During the ascension stages of symptoms, this is commonly experienced as a highly physical shift in the digestive, immune, cellular and brain processing.

With the presence of Mother shifting, many of us may feel more deeply our motherly and reproductive connections. We may sense the connection between our bodies and into the earth kingdoms, the earthy dirt, earth crust, earth rock, her minerals and crystals. The earth is communicating to us in new ways if we listen. Consciousness purification is the alchemical process of which the earthly density of carbon slag is exposed to tremendous heat and fire, the intense pressure between the polarities of forces distill the purity of the diamond crystalline heart.

Mothers Aqua Portal Tunnel Vortex

The Cosmic Mother principle returns energetic balance into the earth body, reclaiming the body elemental through her principles of anabolism and catabolism, forces of creation and destruction which arise out from the core of the infinite Creatrix. Kabbalists refer to this as the Ein Soph, the Mother principle as the conflagration of plasma, gases, aether rising out from the rings of chaos reaching into the unmanifest layers.

Cosmic Mother thus allows the creation of more and more complex structures that expand consciousness through her anabolic process. At the same time there is another mechanism to reclaim unused or recycle dead resources like miasma and waste. If a structure is not referenced by the consciousness laws of any other structure, its form is digested and recycled. Through the Mothers Aqua Portal Tunnel Vortex, when we send forms, structures and entities to Cosmic Mother, the form is neutralized and it is free to follow the laws of its own nature.

Cosmic Mother spirals her Tunnel vortex arcing back towards the center of the Creatrix field, returning to the center point of all union, and unwinds back into the expanding fields of the unmanifest. The outer rings of the unmanifest fields are the sections of the Abyss. (Daath). These outer spaces are which form the Abyss of un-identity or un-being, sections of the Luciferian Abyss of which ego or wasteful form is eventually digested and absorbed. Hence, it is the primordial death of the ego that most all humans fear as the metaphor for the complete annihilation of the Self. Cosmic Mother's function represents the creation (anabolism), destruction (catabolism) and fields of all potential within the unmanifest, all simultaneously. The dead zones outside her unmanifest fields are the space of Abyss.

When we heal our consciousness body of these dead zones and fill them with eternal living light, we may have awakening experiences where we cross the Abyss and its shadow to heal our fears and separation with God.

Abyss of separation (Satanic Force)Abyss of knowledge (Luciferian Force)Abyss of un-being (or un-becoming) (Ego Death)

(source: Consciousness Corridors, October 2014)

[amarantine-amirite]

Many Crappy Returns

Some skinny bitch walked up to the seat by the planter with the red cyclamens, leaned over, and gave the person sitting there the stink eye. "You can't sit there," Crista told Phyllis.

"Why?" Phyllis asked, cocking her head to one side in annoyance.

Crista gestured to her date, "Because Kevin's sitting there!"

Phyllis couldn't help but notice how Kevin doesn't seem particularly interested in anything. "Kevin doesn't look like he cares where he sits," she remarked, "And besides, I like this spot."

Phyllis had several reasons why she liked this seat. It's up high, It's got the most purple flowers in the acrylate tabletop, and it's one of the first ones the custodial staff cleans, so it's clean. Not wanting to get into a dumb argument, she ignored her. Crista stormed off in a fit while Phyllis ate.

It should have ended there. It didn't.

Months later, Phyllis embarked on a cross-country move. She already felt a bit nervous about the move. Things had a habit of going wrong when she travelled. To her, travelling meant staying in the homeless shelter because somebody forgot to book the hotel. It meant having trips cut short because bosses refused to respect vacation time. It meant injuries to her back and shoulders from carrying all the luggage because the hotel lacked somewhere to store it.

And this was with family. Going anywhere by yourself is way harder.

Phyllis had no choice. Her mother got held up at work creating copies of the companies financials written in IPA, forcing Phyllis to go by herself. Her mother planned to meet her at the new house. Phyllis had a year and a half to go before she could legally drive, but her Mom still expected her to load up their crap and drive it down there.

The night before, she had stayed up all night listening to music because the thought of moving across the country made her anxious. This made her too tired to drive, so she booked a last-minute flight.

This would turn out to be a spectacularly awful decision. All of their stuff got lost. She maxed out Mom's company credit card. Same-day airfares are already pricey even before you buy two seats because their planes have a greater-than-average number of tiny seats instead of the standard amount of normal-size seats.

She didn't even get to the new house. The plane made an emergency landing because the airline went bankrupt! It forced Phyllis to take the train the rest of the way.

Getting to the train station was a challenge in and of itself. No cab would take someone under 19, forcing Phyllis to lug what was left of her stuff onto three buses, two of which got detoured, and walk 20 blocks the rest of the way.

She didn't make it up halfway to the entrance to the parking lot when she heard someone say, "It's you!

"Don't I know you from somewhere?" Phyllis panted. She barely had enough energy to get to the train.

"Yes, you do." Crista barked as she approached, "Why can't you just do what's asked of you?" she said as she put her left hand on her left hip.

Phyllis groaned. "If this is about taking your boyfriend's seat at the food court, it's because your request was stupid and petty," she stormed off toward the parking lot.

Crista quickly caught up. "No, you're stupid and petty," she shouted.

Phyllis stopped dead, put her stuff down, and gave Crista what for. "Listen, I have an eidetic memory. I do not remember a sensible reason for me to give up my seat for your boyfriend when there was a perfectly good table right across from you."

Crista reached out to put her hand on Phyllis' shoulder. "I can't remember means I can't remember. I can't remember selectively is a little bit different," she condescended.

Phyllis flinched, "I am not selecting memories. You're a bully and you know it. And with that, I'm leaving". She picked everything up and marched into the parking lot of the train station way faster than she did before running into Crista.

Crista chased after Phyllis. "You can't leave!" she shouted.

Phyllis didn't even look back when she shouted, "Why the hell not?!"

It didn't stop Crista from overtaking her. She looked Phyllis in the eye and sneered, "Because I said so bitch!"

Phyllis shook her head. "You can't control me like that," she retorted

Crista nodded and flashed a shit-eating grin. "Oh yes, I can. nothing can stop me. Noth-"

She didn't get to finish her sentence. She had taken a couple of steps back right into an open manhole.

Phyllis folded her arms and stood there like a winner. "I guess nothing can stop you but an open manhole" she chuckled.