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[lovedetlost]

Since all men are disappointing I'm gonna reread all mackenzielovee fanfictions.

No man can beat Non Canon soft Rafe Cameron

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omg her rafe is my safe place

[lovedetlost]

okay i love this 💕💕

what about one of them being anxious? maybe not even for any reason, like having anxiety chills really bad one day and they aren't sure why.

CUTE i changed it a teensy bit and hope that i did it justice for you. thank you for the inspo <333

Every morning, Rafe is awake before you. Every morning, he goes out on a run and then comes home and makes you coffee before ultimately getting you up. Every morning, he debates falling back into bed and keeping you there, ready to ignore the responsibilities of the day.

Which is why Rafe Cameron can't figure out what's different about today. Sure, Josie has a little cough. Yes, there's a big business deal going down next week. However, Rafe knows those are things he can handle, and he'll even make them look easy as he does it.

You crawl out of bed and find Rafe in the kitchen, doing his best to open the bag of resealable coffee grounds. He groans lowly when he can't get it, then smacks his hand on the counter out of frustration.

"Morning," you yawn as you enter.

"Hey," he answers quietly, continuing his attempt at the bag, "Coffee will be ready in a few."

You're used to it always being done, always waiting on you. But, you don't dare say a word. Instead, you grab two mugs from the counter and then step over to him, eyeing the bag in his hands.

"Can I help you with that?"

He shakes his head, "It's fine."

"Rafe."

He can't resist you and you know it. He sighs and sets the bag down on the counter, then turns to face you. Immediately, you register the burnt out look in his eye, the flexing of his hand, and the ticks in his jaw.

"Sorry," he mumbles, "Maybe you should make it this morning."

You step forward and cup his cheek, pulling him down so he's looking directly at you.

"I don't care about the coffee. I care about you, baby. What's going on?"

He shrugs, but the way he avoids your eyes tells you that something is there. He brings both of his hands up to your waist and grips you tight, even pulling you closer to him.

"I'm just a little on edge," he confesses, "It's nothing I can't handle, and I honestly don't know why it's happening."

You nod patiently, "Just an off day?"

"Yeah, think so," he replies.

You nod once more, then shove yourself against his chest. He smiles when he feels you so closer, your heartbeat against his chest and his against your temple. You listen to it while you scratch up and down his back, ignoring the sweat from his run.

"Can we sit down for a few minutes?"

He nods and allows you to lead him over to the couch. He sits first, then pulls you down onto his lap. You straddle him and lock your arms around his neck, then start pressing kisses into his cheeks. His hands run the length of your thighs, which brings a smile out of you. If you know Rafe Cameron, you know that his love language is physical touch. You plan on playing into that with him in this moment and all of the rest to come.

"I'll be okay, sweetheart," he lectures you, "Don't waste your morning sitting here. I'm good."

You kiss his chin, then his lips, then his nose. He breathes you in regardless of his words, and you know he loves it.

"It's not a waste. I love being with you, you know that," you say sweetly.

"But, your coffee."

"I can make my own coffee," you reply.

"Shouldn't have to," he mumbles, "I love taking care of you."

"Well, now it's my turn to take care of you," you grin, loving the way his lips tip up, "I'll come by the office and we can have lunch together. You can call me after your three o'clock meeting, and when we both get home from work, we can cuddle on the couch. The kids are going to Kelce and Maddie's for a playdate, anyway."

"That wasn't on the calendar," he raises a brow, but you shrug him off.

"I forgot to add it."

A lie, and you know he knows it, because you never forget to add things to the calendar. Still, the smile that graces his features lights you up inside, and when he nods his head, you feel victorious.

"Thanks, baby," he whispers, "I appreciate that."

You smile, then kiss him one more time.

"Seriously," you murmur, "Is there anything I can do to make it better?"

Shyly, he shrugs, "You have, already. Maybe we could start putting this on the calendar."

You smile, scooting impossibly closer on his lap before scratching his scalp and playing with his hair, forcing his eyes closed under your touch.

"We can do that," you reply, "Every morning, if you want."

He grins, letting his hands wander down your back and to your ass, which he grabs happily.

"Yeah, I think that would really help me out."

[jessmaybank]

↳ Fic Recommendations *:･ﾟ✧*:･☾

AN: this is a collection of recommended fics from some of my fave blogs, the list will be updated as I read more <3 idk why it’s taken me so long to make one.

Rafe;

The Deal by @mvybanks (series)

Cruel Summer by @forevermoreharrington

Here’s the truth from my red lips by @forevermoreharrington

Him & I by @dreamingwithrafe

Untitled by @sublimecatgalaxy

(Not) my baby by @yagirlwrites (series)

Tutor by @twinklelilstarkey

Getaway car by @runningfrom2am

Sundress by @angelofcigs

Ambivalence by @mackenzielovee (series)

JJ;

The romantic tirades of indie routledge By @cognacdelights (series)

Rock the boat by @cognacdelights (series)

Let me show you by @loveharlow

[witchwyfe]

hey!! i’m looking for some friends on here, i just started and i love your writing! do you have any blog recs? <3

hello there!! welcome and thank you! i honestly don't interact with that many people but i absolutely love @folkloreslovechild @katsu28 @plainemmanem @mackenzielovee @spideystevie @familyvideostevie they all have fantastic blogs :))

[mrs-cameron]

thanks for the tag 🥹

1. Blood Orange - Champagne Coast - tiktok got me in a chokehold!! So good

2. Ariana Grande - we can’t be friends

3. Future - Serve the Base - first song in my gym playlist lol

4. Kali Uchis - Hasta Cuando

5. Beyonce - Videophone

6. Tyler, the Creator - ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?

7. Taylor Swift - Gorgeous

8. Ariana Grande - i wish i hated you

9. Beyonce - Hold Up

10. Beyonce - Single Ladies

Honorable mention to

11. Marc DeMarko - My Kind of Woman

That’s what i goooot

tagging: @mentalpolaroids @mackenzielovee @outerbankies @noellestrash @barrysjumpsuit

shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first ten songs that play, then tag ten people

thank u for the tag babe @bradleybeachbabe

F.Y.B.F - GOODIES REMIX by MC BXB

BIRDS OF A FEATHER by Billie Eilish

SKINNY by Billie Eilish

A Symptom Of Being Human by Shinedown

BITTERSUITE by Billie Eilish

EYES ON ME - Sped Up by Anarchist Sanctuary, asteria

Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

Shake That by Eminem, Nate Dogg

Guess by Charli xcx

Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls

I've been listening to billie's new album a lot lately haha

Tags: @x-lulu @starkeysprincess @drewsephrry @lovelyjj @viawritesstuff @mrs-cameron @goldenroutledge

[criesinliess]

━FEBRUARY 2022; susan's recs

DIVERGENT

━━PETER HAYES

just us @sunny-reys

━━ERIC COULTER

one night @sunny-reys

MARVEL

━━BUCKY BARNES

please notice @nexusnyx

say my name @↑

on the mat @barnesafterglow

loverboy, talk of the town @scandalous-chaos

soft smiles and soft pretzels @ultralightpoe

missions and markets @↑

━━MATT MURDOCK

stay @foggywells

soulmark @dyns33

closer @pickabetterusername

upstairs @mvtthewmurdvck

━━PIETRO MAXIMOFF

saved; part 2 @acciopietro

sticky notes @↑

━━DRUIG

my forever valentine @milkiane

━━STEVE ROGERS

competition @ultralightpoe

━━EDDIE BROCK

fix it @quin-ns

exchanges @whirlybirbs

SPIDER-MAN

━━ANDREW!PETER PARKER

your hand fits mine so well @rintsuru

three kisses @peter4k

shampoo & heartbreak @privateanxieties

crush @ptersparkers

EUPHORIA

━━FEZCO

hurts me too @nexusnyx

follow your bliss; part 2 @↑

godspeed pt 3 @↑

━━ELLIOT

covetous @elliotsblunt

truth or drink @↑

weed n' kisses @↑

turning to tomorrow @↑

teen romance @soul-fairy

OUTER BANKS

━━RAFE CAMERON

rafey @msgorillagripcoochie

ambivalence — masterlist @mackenzielovee

GRISHAVERSE

━━KAZ BREKKER

soon you'll get better @kazscrow

i love you @happyyyandcrazyyy

TEEN WOLF

━━THEO RAEKEN

what to do @sunny-reys

━━BRETT TALBOT

the bite; part 2 @sunny-reys

the spring break lie @↑

the cheerleader and the lacrosse player @↑

at the café @↑

━━ISAAC LAHEY

surprise party @sunny-reys

━━DEREK HALE

i want you @velvetcloxds

CELEBRITIES

━━LOUIS PARTRIDGE

only the best for my best @s1ater

interview of the month @↑

HARRY POTTER

━━OLIVER WOOD

stubborn @velvetcloxds

━━DRACO MALFOY

girl friend @happyyyandcrazyyy

━━FRED WEASLEY

after all this time @httpbakugou

━━THEODORE NOTT

teddy’s girl @cobrakaisb

baby @↑

soulmates @↑

our secrets are buried shallow @acosmis-t

MARAUDER'S ERA

━━JAMES POTTER

collector of broken things @velvetcloxds

━━REMUS LUPIN

boggart @happyyyandcrazyyy

━━REGULUS BLACK

he loves you @cryonme

DESCENDANTS

━━HARRY HOOK

playing games @happyyyandcrazyyy

JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS

━━LUKE PATTERSON

to miss @happyyyandcrazyyy

touch starved @↑

[flossiewrites]

gabby's recommendations

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hello! welcome to my big fat list of obx fic recommendations! all of these fics are outer banks related :) <3

disclaimer: a lot of these recommendations are smut, and certain fics on this list include dark/triggering themes. please only read if you are 18+. there are more detailed warnings on each individual post.

last updated: august 17, 2022

personal faves are bolded!

rafe cameron series

ambivalence, parenthood, burnout, letters to you, my girl, crazy love, sixth sense @mackenzielovee

euro trip universe, the internship, real deal, bested @lurkymurker

new light @outerbankies

father figure @milkiane

smutty sports @goldenjo

brother may i, the hills @cherienymphe

holy matrimony, silent love @luxestarkey

willow @pankowfruitsnackswriting

rafe cameron one shots + blurbs

me and my brother, girl on film, boy on film @cockslut-padalecki

attitude adjustment, playing his game, surprise visitors, the ways of lust @bethoconnor

his, shower time, the babysitter, how does that make you feel, housewife hc, stepford wife, dark rafe hc @drewbooooo

jealous, the surprise, tutoring, blurb @mackenzielovee

less than zero, blurb @softcoreparadise

discreet, tryst @velvet-paradox

blurb @lovserrr

masterlist @sunnypogue

five minutes @lovinhub

whipped @luxestarkey

blurb @avenging-fandoms

needy @maybanksslut

medicine @maybankxw

possessive @goldenjo

lovin’ after a hard day @storytellingwitht

first fuck @rafesbabes

tip of my tongue @around1302

jj maybank series

the romantic tirades of indie routledge, the domestic pleasures of indie routledge, the later years of indie routledge @cognacdelights

jj maybank one shots

jail birds @spilledtee

mission accomplished @msgorillagripcoochie

the challenges of having sex in a dorm room @ptersparkers​

in for it @bethoconnor

breakup just to makeup @pankowforlife

other

don’t treat me rough @diorstarr (ward x reader)

tease @drewbooooo (ward x reader)

[lovedetlost]

baby i love reading your drabbles , like ?? you're such a good writer!

you?! like reading?! my drabbles?!! baby i just finished reading the latest parenthood and i'm in awe and you're complimenting me??? i squealed thanks so much this means the world i'm glad you like them! got to put the horniness to some kind of use hehehe

[maybankxw]

BLOG RECOMENDATIONS!

@novxturient​ ( a friend of mine and an amazing author! currently on a break but her old works are worth it! ) — obx masterlist, also here’s a wattpad link for her story called impulse! (rafe cameron)

@mackenzielovee​ ( she’s a queen of rafe series out here, she’s got a whole universe which is absolutely insane! definitely go and read now! ) — rafe masterlist

@pankhoeforlife​ ( lex! she’s writing for characters and actors as well, the aesthetic of her works is sooooo cool and reminds me of chase atlantic songs, which by the way isn't a coincidence, cuz she’s got a whole list of fics based on them <3 ) — obx masterlist! also her recommendations account <3

@fivelakesinwriting​​ ( currently not taking obx requests, the writing is immaculate! obx characters and actors ) — link to the masterlist

@blueicequeen19​​ ( obx characters! she’s our dark content queen so if you’re looking for something specific her blog is where you’ll definitely find it! opened requests!! ) —obx masterlist,  wattpad

@wannabestarkeysgirl​ ( obx characters and actors! amazing blog <3) — masterlist 

@maybanks-luver ( the cutest blog hehe, obx characters and actors!) — obx masterlist, obx cast masterlist 

@bethoconnor ( updates frequently and opened requests! obx characters and actors! absolutely love the writing!) — obx masterlist

[barznasty]

RAFE CAMERON

@bethoconnor

ascent to ecstasy

@sunnypogue

buttons coho!rafe + the video

@sortagaysortahigh

cart girl the rule

@twinklelilstarkey

dazed we’re in public

@msgorillagripcoochie

feel me pov rafey

@ruinouswrites

guys my age

@butgilinsky

hold this

@matthewtkachuk

ignore me

@mrs-cameron

in my business (series)

@mackenzielovee

my girl

@outerbankies

new light (series)

@whorefordrew

new year, new dick

@ptersparkers

party mishaps and helpful brothers

@snkkat

rafe cameron master-rec-list

@mamaspresley

stuck with you

@fivelakesinwriting

sun and sand you’re jealous

@mentalpolaroids

that damn party (2)

@thedemonsimpofcamphalfblood

the best boys (series)

@rekrappeter

what you want

@r0und3bitch

worst behavior

@sargeant-bxrnes

5 days, 1 boat

JJ MAYBANK

@yungbludz

angry

@rekrappeter

august

@mydogisveryadorbs

bad day

@love-chx

be like that good lovin'

@obx-snippets

eyes blue like the atlantic

@matthewtkachuk

feel something (series)

@prettygnf

frat jj

@lovelylangdon

go to town

@thejjarchives

holding you

@hcywards

hook ups (series)

@kindapinkskies

i know

@cryonme

i wanna be yours (series)

@sortagaysortahigh

jealousy

@tweedlydumbtweedlydoo

kick his ass wasted

@pogueszn

killing boys (2)

@sodasback

let go (2/3)

@softlikesilkchiffon

not the same anymore

@devil-in-those-eyes

one day (2/3/4)

@maybanksbitch

protector

@extratragic

put the pieces back together

@maddiwrites

secret lives (2/3)

@mildkleptomaniac

skin

@lvstcd

sober

@locker42

stains (2)

@mvunson

that doesn’t leave much time for dilly-dallying

@starksweasley

the art of being afraid

[lovedetlost]

i blame @lurkymurker and @mackenzielovee for this very real fear

I am so worried that I’m never going to be happy with someone, because I know they will never compare to the fictional men I love.

[2handsslan]

✨october 2022 fic recs✨

i’m back with another rec list!! september was crazy so i skipped it but here’s my list for october i hope you enjoy!

please please please reblog to show your support for these incredible creators! and please check out/reblog their work!

also if anyone would like to send me fics to read i would love that!

this rec list includes fics for: harry styles, luke hemmings, calum hood, conrad fisher, jj maybank, anthony bridgerton, andy barber, peter parker, bucky barnes, & dylan o’brien

harry styles

blush - @moonchildstyles

“y/n is a makeup artist and she doesn't think she's ever had a better halloween”

pearls - @moonchildstyles

y/n joins harry on tour to help with backing vocals, harry falls head over heels for her

luke hemmings

similar desires - @vailvr

“a feeling of jealousy is all it takes for the emotions they kept hidden to come to light.”

calum hood

chopped - @ukulelecal

“in which you and calum get inspired by Chopped”

5sos

pancakes - @theshyspy

“hour night went nothing like you planned as your date stood you up. luckily, your two best friends are always eager to cheer you up.”

conrad fisher

ocean eyes - @cryonme

“it's a shitshow of a summer, and conrad fisher has the prettiest eyes you've ever seen.”

jj maybank

manner legs, teacher voice, and time-outs - @hanluev

y/n is a teacher & jj comes to visit her class

anthony bridgerton

tales of a heart - @imalexaalonso1

“anthony bridgerton has declared he's looking for a wife.“

andy barber

unpolished - @mackenzielovee

“being Andy Barber's assistant was never going to be easy. but you never anticipated it being this difficult, either.”

peter parker

cant get close - @ptergwen

“in danger of flunking physics, you enlist peter parker to tutor you.“

clause 3 of the friendship agreement - @youlightmeupfinn

“you and peter parker have always been the best of friends, even going as far as to enact a friendship agreement like idiots.“

bucky barnes

beefy bucky barnes being drunk and obsessed with you - @infictionalwonderland

drunk, cute bucky loves his girl

dylan o’brien

collision course coachella - @theinternetisfulloftrash

“the last person you expect to see dancing his way around the coachella venue right in front of you is dylan o'brien, but sometimes the universe just puts you in the right place at the right time.”

[outerbankspov]

Hi! I was wondering if you have any recs for active blogs for outer banks on here? You’re the first person I follow on this app and I’d love to follow more🤍

Hiii! Yes I do<3

@wannabestarkeysgirl

@valeriiecameron

@mackenzielovee

@bethoconnor

@slutforsmutsstuff

@ceceswriting

@rafesbabes

@drewbooooo

@drewstarkeylover21

@pankowforlife

@sunnypogue

@sugarcoatedobrien

@simplyaboutrafe !

@goldenjo

@ghostselena

@obx-pogue4life

(So much more but these are amazing blogs!)

[blueicequeen19]

hi! any fic recs? <3

@wannabestarkeysgirl

@pankowforlife

@bethoconnor

@cherienymphe

@drewbooooo

@mackenzielovee

@darkficsyouneveraskedfor

@maybankxw

And so many more!

[lovedetlost]

MY MOUTH IS WIDE OPEN AT THAT ENDING i love this series so much

protection (3) — ari levinson

summary: Ari and your father have been business partners for ages, and it seems that he doesn't care for you. This doesn't stop you from trying; scheming to make the older man fall for you the same way the rest of your father's men have, too.

pairing: dbf! ari x reader

warnings: mentions of blood, death, guns, violence, smut (kissing, grinding, sexual language/content)

wc: 3.2k

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     For hours, you feel too humiliated to even try to venture out of your room. You try not to think about how Ari made you feel — how he tested you, embarrassed you, but made it seem as if he was doing it all for your safety. 

Your mind reels as you try to figure it all out. Figure him out. Eventually, you resign to thinking you never will. That doesn’t mean you’re willing to stop trying to get to him. 

It’s dark out when you decide to venture down the stairs. You can hear your father and his men in his office, and your skin crawls at the thought of facing Ari again today. You’re sure you’ve pushed him far enough, and maybe, just maybe, it would be wise not to push any further.

You hurry across the house and into the kitchen; socks sliding against the glossy wood floors. You’d taken a bath, just as your father suggested, then put on black shorts and an oversized tee shirt you’d stolen from an ex-boyfriend. 

Your stomach growls, and you begin to dig through the fridge in hopes of finding something; leftovers, microwavable meals, or even just something to snack on.

“There’s pasta on the top shelf.”

You tense and spin around, finding Javier standing on the opposite side of the kitchen, watching you. Even in the darkness that surrounds you, you can make out a cut on his bottom lip and a bruise around his eye. 

“Javi,” you breathe, “What happened to your face?”

“Ari,” he replies, then looks to the floor, “You okay?”

“Me?”

“Yes, you,” he nods, “I’ve never gotten used to being shot at. Even in my line of work. I can’t imagine how much it must have rattled you.”

You swallow, but you suddenly realize that there’s no pang in your chest. There’s no hear sunken feeling; no dread, anxiety, fear, or anything. You just feel numb. Before now, you hadn’t even realized the lack of emotions you felt about the day — unrelated to Ari and his behavior. 

“I’m fine,” you squeak, and it’s obvious Javier doesn’t believe you. 

“Well, I’ll be here when you’re not,” he promises. 

You frown, “He hit you?”

Javier finally allows himself to look at you now, then nods once to answer your question. 

“Three times,” he explains, “It’s not a big deal.”

You shake your head defiantly and flip on the kitchen light, then walk over to where Javier stands. You notice him looking you up and down, but you don’t call attention to it. 

“He can’t just hit you and get away with it,” you mumble, “Especially after he had a gun to your head.”

Javier smirks, “I’m fine, bonita. Truly.”

“I should give him a piece of my mind,” you grunt, crossing your arms over your chest. 

“No, you shouldn’t,” Javier chuckles. 

You open your mouth to speak, but the sound that travels through the air makes your blood stop cold in your veins. 

“Give who a piece of your mind?”

Javier’s smile falls and he immediately steps back from you, tucking his hands into the pockets of his dress pants. You spin slowly, coming face to face with Ari for the first time in mere hours. His glare is harsh and his jaw is clenched as he looks between you and Javier. Like a wave, the fear washes over you. It registers immediately that you only seem to feel anything when Ari’s in the vicinity — even if those feelings aren’t good ones. 

His gaze is strong as he stares at you, seemingly begging for you to try him. Again. You inhale deeply, then shake your head. 

“Nobody,” you mumble. 

He nods, but his jaw ticks victoriously, “Javier, get the car ready. We’re leaving in ten minutes.”

“Yes sir,” Javier replies automatically, stealing one quick glance at you before adding, “Goodnight, Miss Y/N.”

“Goodnight, Javi,” you whisper. 

The room falls silent, but it seems that Ari finds comfort in that. He leans up against the doorframe and crosses his arms, following in Javier’s steps and not bothering to hide the way he looks you up and down. The idea of him looking at you that way makes you squirm, and you let it show. 

He smirks as you fidget with your hands, doing your best to avoid his eyes. 

“Are you still mad at me?” you ask, your voice sounding weak and powerless compared to his. 

“Yes,” he replies, “Are you still mad at me?”

You bite the inside of your cheek, finally daring to meet his eyes. Your heart feels like it’s burning up in your chest when he looks at you, and your mind races as you try to figure out why Ari has such an impact on you. 

“Yes,” you mumble. 

He nods, “I’m not going to apologize.”

“Neither am I.”

You watch as his lips tip up, but he lets the expression fall. Then, he takes a step forward, then another, watching as you move back. He continues his pursuit forward until your back meets the counter, trapping you in.

“I’m not asking you to,” he rasps. 

Your throat is suddenly dry, and all you can smell, all you can see, is him. He’s too close, and every alarm bell you’ve ever had is blaring inside of you. Instead of moving, you allow him to take the remaining steps to you, then set his hands on the counter on either side of your body. He’s caging you where you stand, maintaining eye contact and showing no fear. 

“Are you flirting with me, Mr. Levinson?”

You know it’s a risk, but it’s your plan. To lure him in. You count yourself victorious, given that it’s only been one day, and he’s already so close. You refuse to show fear, even though your heart is racing out of your chest. Calm, cool, collected. Make him sweat. 

“Like you’ve been flirting with me?” he counters, raising a brow. When you don’t answer, he dips his head down, requesting an answer and adding, “Huh?”

“Maybe,” you answer shyly. 

His smirk widens, and you swear he moves even closer to you before he stands up straight, nodding in approval when you follow him with your eyes. 

“What, you’re gonna play the game and then get all shy?” he teases, “I’m falling for it, sweetheart.”

You furrow your brow, “Falling for what?”

“For your little game,” he shrugs, his hand dragging along the counter and ghosting over your waist, “You’re clearly in desperate need of attention. You’re upset because your Daddy doesn’t give you enough—”

You shove him then, realizing Ari’s playing his own game that you don’t know anything about. He chuckles dryly and stumbles back, but catches himself and recovers quickly.

“Fuck you, Ari,” you say. 

He laughs dryly, “You ought to know better than to speak to me like that.”

“I’m speaking to you like this because you’re being an asshole,” you fire back, “I’m not desperate, and I don’t have Daddy issues.”

Ari snorts, “Okay, sure. And I’m not about to go shoot a guy in the head for looking at you the wrong way today.”

Your eyes widen at those words. Ari shakes his head and runs a hand through his beard, sighing with frustration as you stand in front of him. Motionless and fearful. 

“You’re going to kill him?” you ask quietly.

“He tried to kill you,” he replies instantly. 

You grow quiet at that; unwilling to beg for a man’s life when Ari’s standing in front of you like this. He radiates strength and power, and even though a small part of you is afraid of him, a bigger part is squirming because of how much he makes you feel. 

The idea of Ari killing the man from the street today brings a pit to your stomach, but not for the reason it should. 

“What if he tries to kill you first?” you question. 

His smirk returns, “Then, I guess you’ll be free to run off into the sunset with your precious Javi.”

You look up at him, but you don’t verbally respond. He licks his lips as he stares down at you, both of you feeling as if silence is a better communicator than words. 

He doesn’t step back, doesn’t attempt to move or give you more space. He merely remains still, remains focused, and leaves the next move up to you. You know you shouldn’t take it — not after what he said about you having Daddy issues and essentially calling you desperate. But, you can’t help yourself. He’s right there in front of you, and you justify your action by telling yourself that it’s all part of getting the big, bad Ari Levinson to fall to his knees. 

He freezes when you press the palm of your hand to his broad chest — clearly not expecting this in the slightest. He’s warm, you think, and strong. Your lips tip up as you feel the power come back to you.

“You’ll be careful, won’t you, Mr. Levinson?” 

He swallows, not daring to move a muscle. Your smirk widens as he works to form a response, although his eyes never leave yours. 

“No,” he answers, stepping closer and drawing your palm further up his chest, “Not with the motherfucker who tried to kill you today.”

Your insides burn as you imagine what Ari is capable of. Even so, you don’t bother dropping your hand. 

“I’ll wait for you to come home,” you whisper, watching his eyes drop to your lips, “You’ll need someone to clean you up, right?”

You watch every thought fall from his head except for one. Mindlessly, Ari nods. You smirk, knowing you have him right where you want him.

Until you don’t.

All at once, Ari snaps right back into it — and it takes you too long to realize that he never lost control at all. With his hand placed lightly around your throat, he pulls you away from the counter and over to the pantry door. He roughly sets you up against it and boxes you in again, then leans down so that his lips are only inches from yours. 

“That’s real cute,” he murmurs. 

You swallow roughly, gasping when he presses his body up against yours. The entire facade slips, and all you can think about is how close he is, how good he smells, and how much you want him. 

“What is?” you ask breathlessly. 

“You,” he replies, “Thinking you can play with me. You should know better, baby.”

Frantically, you shake your head, the feeling of being in trouble somehow clouding your judgment. You’ve forgotten the game, and all you can think about is him. 

“I do,” you whisper. 

He raises a brow, “You do, huh?”

“Mhm,” you hum, leaning closer. 

He grins, “Prove it.”

Ari pulls his head back when you rise on your tip-toes, desperate to prove it to him in any way possible. You can’t seem to think of anything besides kissing him, feeling him, being this close to him. 

“Ari,” you whine, trying to tug him in by the end of his shirt. 

You watch the look in Ari’s eyes change as you say his name, and for a moment, you think that’s the key. The answer. Just say his name, and he’ll look at you like he’s ready to drop to his knees. You’re sure he almost does, but stops when he hears your father’s office door open down the hall. His voice is faint, but the sound of his Italian loafers against the wood floor tells you he’s coming to the kitchen. 

“I’ll come back when he’s dead,” Ari whispers to you, “I can’t fucking think straight knowing he’s out there thinking about you like that.”

You bite your lip to hide a smile, then run your hand down his chest. He groans deeply, but doesn’t stop you. 

“Will you bring me back a souvenir?”

Ari’s jaw ticks, “If there’s anything left of him.”

You smile, and so does Ari. Your father rounds the corner just as Ari takes three large steps back, not breaking eye contact with you for a second. 

“Oh, hello, my love,” your father greets you, “What are you doing up so late?”

You give your father a convincing smile, “I just needed a snack.”

He steps over to you and kisses your forehead, clearly unsuspecting. Javier leans in the doorway of the kitchen, but you can’t find it in you to look at him. He’d left you alone with Ari several minutes ago, and you still haven’t come any closer to making something to eat. 

“Eat whatever you’re hungry for, darling. We have some business to take care of tonight, but Vick will be in the house if you need anything, and Derek and Mateo are at the front gate. Get some good rest, okay?”

You nod, “Okay, Dad.”

He beams, then kisses your forehead once more. When he turns back to Ari and Javier, you allow your eyes to float back up. Ari’s watching you; fists clenched tightly at his side.

“Let’s get moving, boys,” he says. 

Javier nods and walks off without a word, and your father follows. Ari lingers, stealing one last glance at you before swallowing and turning his back. 

“Be careful, Mr. Levinson,” you say quietly, only for him to hear. 

He turns and raises a teasing brow, then licks his lips. You ignore the feelings that stir in your stomach. 

“Get some rest,” Ari says, repeating your father’s words before adding, “You’re going to need it.”

     Your mind doesn’t stop buzzing after Ari leaves. You’d watched him from the window as he climbed into the bulletproof, black SUV, dripping power and dominance with every step. He doesn’t look back, not even once, and you swear you can feel anxiety swirling at the thought of him not returning to the house. 

After they leave, you’re far too anxious to eat, so you end up wandering around the house. Vick stays in your father’s office, and you don’t even attempt to bother him. After an hour of deafening silence, you head back upstairs to your room, where you do your best to distract yourself. 

Around one o’clock in the morning, you fall asleep. Keeping your eyes open proves to be too difficult, and your head falls to the right as you sit up in your bed. 

     It’s not until almost four o’clock that you hear the doors slamming and the boots against the wood. Your father barks out orders, and the second you register his voice, your eyes go wide. If he’s home, that means Ari is, too. 

You scramble off your bed and over to your door, pulling it open without a second thought. You can hear your father talking downstairs, but it all fades quickly. 

Ari appears at the top of the stairs, and the breath escapes from your lungs. His eyes take their time traveling up, then down, and finally, he looks right at you. 

You take in his appearance; bruised and bloody knuckles, blood spatter on his face, neck, and shirt, and dirt covering the rest of him. He’s dirty, but you don’t care one bit. 

“Here,” he says gruffly, walking over to where you remain frozen, “A souvenir.”

Obediently, you hold your hand out and take what he offers without even considering what it might be. When you feel the cool metal touch your palm, you look down. 

“What is this?” you ask quietly.

“His wedding band,” Ari answers, emotionless, “He’s dead. You know what that means?”

You snort to yourself as you go through the possibilities he could say next. Even though you should be repulsed at the idea of holding a dead man’s wedding band, you’re not. Strangely, it’s because Ari gifted it to you. 

“What?” you whisper, looking back up at him. 

He steps closer and lowers his voice, “That means, the only man fantasizing about you tonight will be me.”

You don’t even have to think before you’re reaching for him, tracing over the dried blood on his shirt with your perfectly manicured finger. 

“You don’t have to fantasize.”

That seems to be all the permission Ari needs, because you’re not at all prepared for the way he steps forward and grabs you, picking you up and pushing your back against the wall in one quick motion. You grasp and lock your legs around his waist, then your arms around his torso. His mouth meets your jawline, neck, and collarbones, leaving traces of harsh, wet kisses and bite marks in their wake. His breath is hot on your skin, but you love the feeling more than you could ever describe. 

“I fucking knew it,” he groans into your neck, “Skin’s so fucking soft. You like teasing the fuck out of me, baby?”

“Mhm,” you hum, unable to form words, “Ari—”

“Shh,” he hushes you, pressing another kiss, then another, then another to your jaw and cheeks, “I’m gonna stand here and savor every bit, and you’re gonna let me. Understood?”

You grind your hips against his abs, and he pushes his midsection closer into you, forcing a moan from your throat. You let him do whatever he wants; doing exactly as he ordered you to do and remaining quiet and still for him. Your fingers comb through his hair and tug, which bring short groans out of his throat. 

It isn’t until he bites down on the right side of your neck that you let out a loud sound, a moan of his name, that he covers your mouth with his large hand. 

“Oh, baby,” he chuckles against your neck, “You want your Dad to hear how desperate you are for me? How willingly you spread your legs for his business partner?”

“Ari,” you whine, “Want you.”

“I want Javier to hear you,” he continues, ignoring your words and the way you grind against him, desperate for friction, “I want him to hear your weak little gasps every fucking time I touch you. He’s never heard them before, right, baby?”

“No,” you say immediately, “Don’t want Javi. Want you.”

“Aw,” he grins, his smile and his tone patronizing, “You’re so needy. You just want attention, huh?”

“Yes,” you pant. 

He grins, and you feel hopeful. You imagine him carrying you to your bedroom, stripping off every article of clothing, and keeping you in your bed until the sun comes up. You move closer, wanting to kiss him, but he pulls back. Just as you start to frown, he reaches around and unlocks your legs from his waist, then practically drops you onto the floor. 

“Don’t you dare forget this,” he says deeply, “How I can reduce you to fucking nothing in under five minutes. You think you hold the power with your little shorts and that fucking smile? Not a chance, baby.”

Your eyes widen and your lips form into a pout — Ari leaving you feeling embarrassed and humiliated for the second time today pushing you too far. 

“Ari?” you question, watching his smirk deepen. 

“Enjoy your souvenir,” he replies coldly, then turns away, “It’s the last one you’ll get from me for a while.”

He descends down the stairs without another glance or word, leaving you standing there, desperate, sad, and needy. You watch him go, and let the embarrassment settle in your chest. You’re not used to this — the feeling of being rejected or denied. Although Ari challenges you, no part of you wants to face these feelings. You wanted it to all be easy, and Ari Levinson is proving to be very, very difficult. Especially when it registers as you walk back into your bedroom that he didn’t even once kiss you on the lips.

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