#m.lb

[prettysureimlost]

DC DONT COMPARE MY MCTWINKS TO BROCEDES I ALREADY CANT COPE

[astral-from-afar]

If I was marinette during the s5 finale I would have snitched so badly

[lovinggreeniehours]

remembering when i f/od luka from m.lb a long long time ago because of how sweet and thoughtful he was and now im stuck with this mansplain manipulate malewife walking red flag. how far i have fallen

[primiera]

we need us federal standerds and measures to just pop out one day and say hey we a9lces 9t amd

giess what ist's METRIC POUNDS

m.lb = 1/2 kilo

m. xuo = 1/2 mlp solces solved it forever eveboboyz happg

[knowstruth]

weather getting warmer. ml.s and m.lb returning. ethan grows stronger every day

[kneehoming-knee]

SAVAGE "RODE" OUT M.LB. SAREE."MOM" ""MAYBE"" DURGA LAID_ KALYIAH_"FELL" ONE HEAD_HEALED BEFORE MAN_ THE GREAT HEAVENLY BEAST INN TOWN...

[nightsidewrestling]

M.LB Bios: Marquis Dickson

DJ Deja's Youngest Brother Marquis Dickson (Jan 1989)

The youngest brother of the M.L.B's (Mega Level Bitches') DJ Deja, he was born and raised in Compton

"Hallelujah, praise the Lord… Deja, you steal my lunch again and I'll eat your hands."

Name

Full Legal Name: Marquis Qusay Dickson

First Name: Marquis

Meaning: From a noble title that derives from the Old French word 'Marche' meaning 'March, Borderland'

Pronunciation: mahr-KEE/MAHR-kwes/mahr-KEES

Origin: African-American

Middle Name: Qusay

Meaning: Possibly derived from Arabic 'Qasi' meaning 'Distant'

Pronunciation: KOO-sie

Origin: Arabic

Surname: Dickson

Meaning: Means 'Son of Dick' (Dick being a medieval diminutive of 'Richard', which means 'Brave Ruler', derived from the Old German elements 'Rih' 'Ruler, King' and 'Hart' 'Hard, Firm, Brave, Hardy')

Pronunciation: DIK-son

Origin: English

Alias: Mark Dickson

Reason: Stage Name (Comedian)

Nicknames: Mark, M.D/MD

Titles: Mr

Characteristics

Age: (As of Jan 1989) 25

Gender: Male. He/Him Pronouns

Race: Human

Nationality: American

Ethnicity: African-American

Birth Date: April 10th 1963

Sexuality: Straight

Religion: Christian

Native Language: English

Spoken Languages: English, Spanish

Relationship Status: Married

Astrological Sign: Aries

Voice Actor: Stanley Burrell (MC Hammer)

Geographical Characteristics

Birthplace: Compton, Los Angeles County, California, USA

Current Location: Compton, Los Angeles County, California, USA

Hometown: Compton, Los Angeles County, California, USA

Appearance

Height: 5'9" / 175 cm

Weight: 165 lbs / 74 kg

Eye Colour: Brown

Hair Colour: Black

Hair Dye: None

Body Hair: Sparse

Facial Hair: Full Beard

Tattoos: (As of Jan 1989) 0

Piercings: None

Scars: None

Health and Fitness

Allergies: None

Alcoholic, Smoker, Drug User: Social Drinker

Illnesses/Disorders: None Diagnosed

Medications: None

Any Specific Diet: None

Relationships

Friends: Jamal Dickson, Zaire Dickson, Daquan Dickson

Colleagues: Zaire Dickson, Yeray Park, Daquan Dickson, Juan Carlos Hutchinson, François-Marie Park, Jean-Christophe Park, Noam James, Pascal Watson, Valente Gutiérrez

'Rivals': None

Closest Confidant: Quanna Dickson

Mentor: Darnell Dickson

Significant Other: Quanna Dickson (26, Wife, Née Bennett)

Previous Partners: None of Note

Parents: Darnell Dickson (52, Father), Aisha Dickson (53, Mother, Née Ross)

Parents-In-Law: Demorris Bennett (59, Father-In-Law), Demaria Bennett (60, Mother-In-Law, Née Rosario)

Siblings: Jamal Dickson (31, Brother), Zaire Dickson (28, Brother), Taniqua Dickson (22, Sister, Née Dickson), Deja Dickson (19, Sister)

Siblings-In-Law: Demisha Bray (32, Quanna's Sister, Née Bennett), Deray Bray (33, Demisha's Husband), Deroyce Bennett (29, Quanna's Brother), Demonica Bennett (30, Deroyce's Wife, Née Carver), Kenya Dickson (32, Jamal's Wife, Née Barnes), Naya Dickson (29, Zaire's Wife, Née Wood), Daquan Jenkins (23, Taniqua's Husband)

Nieces & Nephews: Aniyah Dickson (11, Niece), Darrell Dickson (8, Nephew), Nia Dickson (5, Niece), Davon Dickson (2, Nephew), Shanika Dickson (8, Niece), Jalen Dickson (5, Nephew), Taniya Dickson (2, Niece), LeBron Jenkins (2, Nephew), Deronda Bray (12, Niece), Desean Bray (9, Nephew), Deshanae Bray (6, Niece), Deshane Bray (3, Nephew), Deshante Bennett (9, Niece), Desharieff Bennett (9, Niece), Deshay Bennett (6, Nephew), Diamoni Bennett (3, Niece), Divinity Bennett (3, Niece)

Children: Tyrik Dickson (5, Son), Tyra Dickson (2, Daughter)

Children-In-Law: None

Grandkids: None

Great Grandkids: None

Comedy Career

Debut: 1983

Retired: N/A

Shows Done: 1400 (45 minute shows)

Specials Done: 0

[rexwrendraws]

doodle requests from sept. 2022 i did on ig in place of a sixfanarts. besides dc/sandman/tron/m.lb/cr, most of these characters were first time doodles :)

[faerociousbeast]

noo i keep on getting m.lb on my recs for some reason this is SO so sad not stuff for fae at all

[prettysureimlost]

f1tv hates me specifically because why did they go "we have the red flag out" and immediately cut to oscar

[that-was-anticlimactic]

wip game!

tagged by the lovely incredible amazing @backhurtyy <333

Here’s how it works: in a reblog (or new post w/ rules attached), post up to five (5) filenames of your WIP’s; not titles, file names. 

Post a snippet from one of them. Snippet must be words you wrote in the last 7 days. We’re posting progress here. If you haven’t made any, go make some and come back to post!

After you’ve posted, people can send you an ask with one of your file names. You must then write three sentences in that file. If the file name is one you can’t share (for example, an event fic), write three sentences on it anyway, and then write three more on another to share.

That’s it! You can invite others to join, or just post. 

wips (tried to do a mix of fandoms! one a.tla, a couple s.k8, a coiple b.sd, a couple m.lb, couple n.injago, a couple j.jk... oh, one m.p100... i think that's all lol):

before the falling and decay

chuuya pretends to kidnap kenji to piss dazai off

chuuya's throwing shoes & they're cursing

fear will be our enemy & death its consequence

heal my heart and mend what's broken

how to (legally) obtain a tractor in one week

just the sound of your heart in your head

left with nothing but time

miracuclass Trauma™️

see a world so beautiful and strange (spinning off somewhere)

something's in the air / i feel the heat

sun comes streaming through the window (& i can't sleep anymore)

take me where my soul can run

when it finally rains it's gonna pour

here are some sentences from my current bby sun comes streaming...

In the center of this world of abilities and powers wasn’t gods, but humans. And Kenji, although always smiling, always cheerful, and (almost) always powerful, was just that: a human. A human who felt fear and anger and self-hatred just as much as the rest of them.

Yosano once lived in a world where she bowed down to her ability, where she was treated as a god—giving life and taking it away. Ranpo was the first person to truly see her humanity, to show her that her gift wasn’t something to fear, but was a part of her. That it wasn’t inherently bad, that she was capable of beautiful things.

imma tag @cowgirlwizard & @zenithpng & @shorthairzuko (jeg siger undskyld if you've already been tagged! i feel like this could be done with art, too? i've seen it done with art ay least haha anyways feel free to ignore if ya want <3)

[astral-from-afar]

THIS SHIT IS GETTING A MOVIE IN 3 WEEKS

How’d you have a show running for 7 YEARS yet the plot has barely progressed

[cxdemusings]

You cannot convince me that there’s no bias for Marine.tte in M.LB.

There definitely is.

[heartablazed]

i feel like i should make a sideblog for m.lb because I'm embarrassed and watch the show for one whole character

[icharchivist]

perso-rant underneath and at first i intended it to be more light hearted but welp cant dive into myself without digging the bad stuff so just ignore this as rambling.

(idk if the cut works on mobile so as usual blacklist #ichapersonal to skip it , its quite long)

its night and im noisy and all but yknow part of the reason m/lb is such a healing show for me and i rewatch it every couple of days?

i cry everytime M.arinette's family is on screen pretty badly bc i get so envious all the time. i hate my shitty family (and often can relate to A.drien's ressentment) so just seeing such a /healthy/ family being often shown litterally brings me to tears. im like C.hat in the animan episode when he stares at the family picture with a sweet smile (another detail that stupidly make me cry who allowed th i s)

like. i dont relate to A.drien's relation to his family but some of the emotional effects is often a moment of "welp. mood." and being kinda sad /for him/ even if i can feel it for myself too. but then with M.arinette's family everytime they get to be on screen i realize how happy this sort of dynamic makes me and it makes me /so envious/.

like my mom is an artist and an excellent cook but she always barred those interests from me bc it was /hers/ and it was for /her ego/ and this attitude just killed every curiosity i had and remplaced it with a complete unability to care.

i used to bake as a kid but my mom was always shutting down everything i was doing, and if i was asking for help or recieps she would just tell le "it's a secret just watch " and never letting me know tf she was doing so i stopped lmao. everytime ive tried meals since it was only for myself and with a hard mocking from family and mom saying she had a better recieps and i should just let her do so i dont even try it often. (moreeven now that the kitchen is opened to the living room and they're super judgemental when im in it)

i was messing with drawings and paints in her workshop when i was a kid but she would always point out flaws and take my tools to correct it without telling nor showing me how and it killed it, it took me until my 14yo to start doing mindless doodles and then my breakdown when i was about 20 to seriously try back to draw and do art and try different tools (until my right hand made it impossible for me to hold a tool and the failure still feels yknow)

i wanted to sew things and make clothes (at the time for my dolls) but my mom was never letting me touch the tools (that we HAD since not only she made clothes but her mom actually had a fabrique shop. like. right next door. i think it became part of my mom's trauma hating her mom and refusing us to connect with her, more so with what happened when i was 7 and we lost contact with them but still, the damn irony. and i cant remember if my grandma ever let me close her sewing material but i was a damn kid after all) so this is another thing i didnt pursue

i wanted to pick up music (piano mostly) bc my uncle is a musician but my parents never wanted to invest in that because they already gave a piano to my sister (that i wasnt allowed to use) so ye that was dropped lmao

and i started to write when i was about 11 and it was that /one thing/ i didnt need help for from anyone, completely self taught, with my own ways and tools, and my parents were always dismissive of it, never listening to me, always telling me it wasnt important, that i should focus on something else, and after other circumstances that added to that i dropped writting around my 17/18yo and it had been painful to even try to write again since.(i came back to writing around my 20yo a bit before my breakdown but after it happened it started to die out and i felt exhausted and stopped after a few months and since then i've never been able to pick up writing again ay.)

(and im not touching the obsessive elements bc like- the fact she does it for her crush makes it different, but the sort of things she does? taking pictures and putting them everywhere in her room when she hyperfixates, making overcomplicated schedules and such? i litteraly do that with fiction. i made a freaking timeline for this show. i am currently working on organizing codex from d.a and an approval guide for christ sake. and im not talking about my multiple fandom shrines in my room and the fact i legit have one for m/lb made from pictures found on merchs.

or also the fact i have a lot of passions i'd love to share and seeing M. play video games with her dad for exemple makes me so bitter when all i get is backhanded insults from my parents when i bring it up.)

So sometimes i see M. and part of me is just in awe, loving everything about her. the other part of me tho... i feel... a bit robbed? like she's such a creative kid, she's incredible and she inspires me everyday, and i cant help but think how i would have adored her when i was a kid. (im not even kidding, as a kid i requested my mom a costume of black cat for h.alloween and a l.adybug costume for the carnaval. i have pictures of that at my dad's place sadly it kills me. also my room when i was a kid used to be covered with l.adybug stickers like. HELL my mom doesnt care about my interests but last year she bought me a M/LB winter callendar (bc its been years i was mentioning i wanted one, a selfish whim but oh well) and i had a huge double take bc i was certain she didnt remember me talking about this show- and she did not. when i asked her why, she legit told me "because she reminded me of you as a kid with your pigtails your obsession for l.adybugs". like!! i cant even stress how kid!me would have adored this show and especially LB./M.) (the pigtails too this time i have proofs around there i used to carry them all the time until i was bullied for it at school. (bullying at school instead of good friends also adds to the difference in question tbh lmao))

there is something so... weird into seeing the parts of yourself that you cut yourself from in a character, and see that the main difference is because of how the family (and bullies) treated those elements so drastically differently.

my family was always neglectful but differently than A.. the things i relate to with him is how he specifically still holds on hope that his father will do better at least just for one day and his reaction when he's left down saying he's just used to it. and like normal, not every kind of abuse are the same and all but i still relate enough to feel sad.

but M. is always a whiplash of feelings like i could have been this sort of girl in a better environment.

at 13/14yo she was already making stuff up, baking, designing clothes, doing art, she was doing so many things, even forgetting the superhero part. she was being happy being a creator at her pace and with encouragement. at 13/14yo i was starting to show concerning signs of d.epression because i was trying to handle my parents's divorces and the multiple trials that followed that /i/ had to handle by finding middle grounds, allowing some of my father's blackmail to avoid worse, and by litterally having to collect infos from mails everytime to prove against some of his arguments to the judges. and my sister refusing to talk to us for a year, which caused us basically to feel very bad thinking of the eldest sister who ran away from home, and having to handle my father's harrasment and emotional abuse of constantly belittling me (fuck this was the age he legit told me i would probably end up a p.rostitute so ye!!! fuck that!!!) andd the fact my mom was also falling apart from all of it on me and i was always supposed to cheer her up while i was having a hard time in a new school and new environment away from the very few friends i had and again feeling abandonned by my sister which freaking sucks after already had suffered that from our eldest one.

but M. makes me cry every. goddam. rewatch. its like maybe the ultimate wish fufilling story of just how i would have loved my family to be. of how i think i could have turned up.

and that realization hits so badly everytime.

there's a thing with my hyperfixations where i'll always find a way to tie it back to my traumas. i dont know if im pulling straws, or if the things are there. for having watched m.lb when it came out unfazed and only got hit with that realization upon rewatching- i feel it was more me realizing "there is something there that is touching me more than before" and having an introspection to get it.

and i think the difference is that- before my breakdown the characters and stories i related to where the eternal optimistic-yet-damaged "never give up!" type of characters. When things started to go downhill to my breakdown and since then the fictions that talked to me the most were all dealing with guilt coming from toxic environment that werent your fault per se but you pierceved that way. my way to relate were to characters who felt deeply connected to their guilt (peak being c.loud of f.f7 that even topped it with the deadly skin disease making him lose will to live (because ye that happened. still hate to watch out for that so ye), and memories issues, you would have told me at 13yo when i first watched that movie that this would be what i would relate to him about 7 years later i would have laughed at your face.), which translated with pushing people away and self destructing habits.

and i know i watched m.lb the first time around that time, when i was 20/21. and that may be why i didnt feel that. that my concerns were too elsewhere to realize that. That i was too focalized on how i felt like i failed by suddenly breaking under the pressure, having all the things i've kept burried kicking me out at once, and that i couldnt afford to be a burden to anyone. and it translated with me loving characters like that because in most cases their friends ended up reminding them of what was important - and sometimes just getting frustrated about your fav being as dumb as it forces you to pull yourself back together lmao. not always working but it was there.

now im 23. i cut ties with my father for about 3/4 years now, with all the shitty things that ensued out of the last trial where he sued me and his still-happening harrasment (sometimes silly sometimes scary). My mom and step dad are suffocating me more and more everyday. my health had become so disastrous i cant even manage to go school or find a job. And more than ever im frustrated and angry.

and i think it may be a shown of recovery? perhaps linked to therapy? of while i still have guilt of falling apart- /they/ are the reason i fell apart. and I'm yet to have proper apologizes for it. i grew furious at my family. of how much i feel robbed.

lately im so angry at everything i lost, was taken of, stolen childhood all of that- because of my parents, mainly. (hell even the bullying at school - in primary school it apparently started bc of gossips about why my eldest sister ran away from home, and in middle school it was first bc my parents insisted on sending me to private school where i was an outcast. which then had me truly embrassing the outcast persona that had made it impossible for me to be at peace in the two others middle schools i went to. highschool saved my social life tbh).

i think it's therapy and recovery that is making me shift the blame and feel so angry at them. so bitter. and suddenly i see in an innocent kid show a "what could have been". same starting personality, different people to channel this.

and this is. frustrating.

but it makes me love it even more. idk if its driving anything else than ressentment but at least for the time of an episode I'm in a bubble of a.lternative universe where i can forget about my life and feel satisfied at once.

like finding a piece of myself that i deliberately broke and burried to never think about it again, and realize far later how it missed to the whole, and how damaged this piece is now, but still is.

and there is something incredibly healing about that. i would never have thought there would be this much healing out of this anger and yet satisfaction. what a strange feeling.

fiction is funny that way. the things people can get out of it to deal with their own psyche are so different one person to the next.

it's just so weird for me to go from "i relate to the horrors this character went through" to "and fuck those horrors. let me think about what could have been if this didnt happen."

even moreso knowing i had this piece of fiction before and didnt approach it that way. there's a time and a mindset for everything. apparently now was the best mindset for me huh

.......

so ye apparently i cant like something like a normal person and have to go on about how it connects to my deeply rooted traumas lmao.

anyway it's been eating me up for weeks now and it's 4:45am i have absolutly no impulse holding me back. if you sat through this piece of work im sorry. just needed it to get it out of my chest.

i'll go back to hugging my cheap-yet-lifesaving c.laire's l.adybug pillow now

good night o/

[infinitexmuses-m]

I made progress today, amazing, great.

I’ve been working on my M.LB muses. Got their templates down, pasted to all the needed characters, and got two characters finished. So that’s that. Can’t wait to get them all done, cause my reward is making two more OCs for the fandom. Both a human and a Kw.ami.

Wish me luck tomorrow, folks!