#lurking in the meantime

[blu3berrydraws]

Current inactivity brought to you by: crocheting, reading, and thesis writing :' )

[isfjmel-phleg]

I leave for a little over a week and come back to find that my house seems to be mad at me, because apparently it admitted in a lizard (tiny, current location unknown), presumably as a replacement occupant, and a necessary piece of equipment is suddenly not working properly--functional plumbing is, I suppose, for people who don't skip town for days on end.

[ikkakusenkin]

activity notice: hi everyone, i'm sorry for being inactive these days, i've got plenty of work to focus on this month and also to study for the final exam so i promise i'll get to drafts and asks as soon as the exam is done!

[vandalizedheart]

how it's going currently

[ladyseidr]

standing in the open doorway of my blog. the fn.af hyperfixation is creeping back in ( not that it ever fully left ).

[crystal-grotto]

//and now trip is all over :((

[fantomevoleur]

*Gmod clipping noises*

[adiosterror]

EB: hey. i really need to get better at this type of thing but dave keeps saying i just need to like... go for it.

EB: well technically he said i need to stop rambling about you to him because i was being too sappy but i think he was just jealous that i love you so much :)

EB: but anyway...

EB: number one: i love you. so much. please remember that. like remember that forever and ever and ever. try not to forget okay?

EB: number two: dave says hi. so do rose and jade :) rose said she's happy i have you and jade keeps begging to go on a double date with us. not sure who'd she bring.

EB: and number three: i have a great joke for you. this one is gonna go down in the halls of fantastic awesome jokes forever i swear.

EB: okay you ready?

EB: here goes.

EB: i know this sounds cheesy, but i think you're the grate-est.

EB: oh wait. dave wants to type something to you real quick!!!!!!!!!! he says it's important :)

TG: hey man, your girlfriend told me to tell you she says hi and she has a crush on you or something idk man sounds gay

TG: but whatever floats your boat i guess

TG: ps sending a mad amount of good vibes your way

TG: oh and also so she keeps pestering me about you being all sappy and shit please tell her to leave the compliments at the door i am not being paid enough to hear her write shitty sonnets about you but like verbal style okay bye im sending this to you before she starts rambling again good luck man

WWWWHHHHAAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!! WHAT?!! WHAAAAT!!!

WHO DID THIS??? WHICH ONE OF YOU DID THIS ILL FIND YOU!!!

Oh my god i've probably just read this like sixteen times now i,, ghfhhh,,, im crying dude,,

I love you too honey,, I love you so much and you're my whole world and my stars and everything else in it and even more than that,,,,, When I think about you everything is okay and I could scream from the rooftops about how much I love you and I would do it in a heartbeat because I'm so proud to be yours,,

Sorry okay locking in, I got emotional

That is the smartest joke I've ever seen you're so funny june, the joke hall of fame was MADE for that joke

And thank you dave strider from homestuck, I don't think she could ever talk about me more than I talk about her hehe,,, but the thought is really nice so I'm gonna keep it,,

Thank you so so so so so much anon for the little letter, idk how you tracked me down but you just made my entire week,, i'm gonna keep a lil bookmark for this on my phone so I can read it over and over again ehehe,,,

[doctorbibbly]

Am I gonna stay up till 1am late so I can at least do the start of the Astroglide watch party?

[pumpkin-n-mc]

:D

[dnangelic]

[facepeeled]

#FACEPEELED: a writing blog for CRICKET FARROW, an independent, private, mutuals only ORIGINAL HORROR CHARACTER.

"lake charles, // ..........louisiana. // prognosis: poor. following a late dance at the vfw hall, // authorities recovered a diary, a favorite rifle, a sales receipt // for antifreeze. 'i have a problem. i'm // a cannibal.' he spoke of plans // for a g.e.d. degree, a part-time candy business. // stick figures of his first-grade sweetheart // were scratched along the barrel of his gun."

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[lxvvie]

online. good afternoon.

[tokyoteddywolf]

Sometimes when I think I don't deserve love, I make myself into a character.

Every character no matter how shitty always has at least one fan that loves them, right? Anime, book, movie, manga, you name it. The Hero or the Villain or the side character... even the most awful character you can think of will get that one AU where they're a good guy or at the very least, mildly just a jerk. But still loved enough to get that.

Some creator loved them enough to fix the bad and give that awful character good things, things they thought they deserved. Better writing, better design, a better life.

So, when I feel like nobody could possibly love me, I think of myself like a character. I'm writing my own little story that others can read, so no matter how shitty I get, someone will love me still. Someone will pat me on the head and call me their worst little blorbo and isn't that neat? I am terrible but I am still loved in my horribleness.

And maybe if it's good enough for a bad character, maybe it's good enough for me too.

[l0stw00d]

L0stw00d and its sideblogs are going on a quick break until the new year while I work on what I want to post, where I want to post it, and so on! Catch you all in the new year 🩵

[rubiesintherough]

meme call for muses who are most awake atm:  Aedus,  Mahia,  Amara,   Wraith,  Cora,  Lusca, Page, Vix, Reaper

 just   reply to this post  and lemme know which muses you want memes from. as many as you want.   or just   like this post   for a random selection of the above mentioned ones sent your way. open to any and all mutuals