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I think my friend cracked the code lol
I was like, leaning on the stairway wall cause pain & low energy, & she asked "you good- that's a dumb question, what's up?" I explained then a different friend walked by "you ok?" and the 1st 1 was like "no your not gonna get anywhere with that
My pain scale:
"I'm doing good": I'm either good, I'm doing ish-good, or you just walked into me not being good but it's the beginning of a conversation so I reflexively go "I'm good". This is my answer about 60% of the time
"Decent", "fine", "ehhhhhh": I'm either actually neutral on my day, it's kinda bad but not too bad, or shit hit the fan and I dont want to admit it. I say this about 40% of the time.
"No": your either really close to me and I'm laughing like "is there ever any other answer when u ask?", or your not close to me and shit went down enough I'm willing to admit it. In the 1st scenario is about 95% of the time the ladder scenario its more like 5%. (and yet of course I will still need to be convinced to go to the nurse's office)
Tldr: at least with me, "how are you" will get you no where in how good I actually am (just how good I am at lying that day) ask WHAT is going on.
#spoonie#asthma#lung-struggler#chronic pain#chronic illness#pain scale#spooniestrong#spoonie problems#spoonie life
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me typing: mother! I am in need of sustenance to sustain my energy levels. 5 cheese ravioli sounds phenomenal as I am craving pasta cheese and sauce.
Me typing: As you can see I have a large plethora of shopkins ranging from seasons 1 through 9, but you notice a bit less originality as the toy line goes on-
Me on a low energy day talking: mama! Uhh- um- food, now, hungry, nom noms.
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now that it’s not 1.) the week before my period or 2.) the week of my period i can be normal about talking to this dude
#claire is yapping#i no longer want to punch him in the throat for saying i make his day#but also. king. i just want to be friends#it’s ok it’s all fine#i will proceed without being weird about it#sighhhhhhhh.#i want to talk to my friend about it but he’s friends with this dude too so i think it would be weird#the struggler (me)#if only the practice rooms at school were actually for realsies soundproof :(#i just want to scream at the top of my lungs without having to worry about anyone hearing me
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GUESS WHO IS NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW
I just finished celestial monsters, and I SWEAR TO GOD, LUMBRE WHEN I CATCH YOU LUMBRE-
LEAVE MY BOY AURELIO ALONE 😭😭
anyway on a lighter note-
THEY KISSED THEY FINALLY KISSED AUGHHHHHHHHHHI ALMOST SCREAMED OUT LOUD IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AHHSIEIDNSJENEJNEJDJEBWB
ANYWAY IM SO PROUD OF XIO I WANT TO GIVE THEM THE ENTIRE WORLD 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
ALSO I LOVE AURISTELA NOW LIKE GO GIRL GIVE US EVERYTHING
NIYA IS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN EVERYTHING TO ME I WANT TO GIVE HER A HUG SHES SO LIKE ME FR FR
DEZI AND MARINO ARE LITERALLY PERFECT I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE😭😭😭😭😭😭
AND LAST BUT ABSOLUTELY NOT LEAST I HAD FORGOTTEN HIW FUCKING MUCH I LOVE TEO HE IS EVERYTHING I WANT TO BE AND MORE HES SO AURUUWJDJSJDJJSKAKJSJED
I LOVE THIS ENTIRE BOOK SO MUCH I WANNA PUT IT IN A JAR AND THROW IT AT THE WALL
anyway I apologize to my friends (especially @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler)for the person I’m going to become in the next week
#the sunbearer trials#celestial monsters#the sunbearer duology#tsbt#tsbt spoilers#celestial monsters spoilers
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Guess who's back, bitches
@myconidwitch @godofautism @pixellangel @helplessnessxblues @alexdoes-arthere @anonthefold @blueengland @thelog33 @grindhousebarbie4mj @skullivan-the-dawg @a-planet-around-procyon @dragonwithanaquarium @cubelogic @fanfix @tomfooleryandclownishshenanigans @spocks-husband @kimberlychapman @thesauceofawesome @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler @veejusttalks @theoneofwhomisblue @theblackcubeofdarkness @motherarts @c00kietin @crazy-into-you @lordnotqueennotprincess @wiggles-mcgee
Old blog (@thatboredaroace) got nuked, made a new one. I AM NOT A BOT, THIS BLOG IS STILL BEING SET UP.
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I made matching pfps for all my (main) accounts :]
I finally watched II s2 ep 15 & it made me realize lightbulb is my favorite character I love her so much she's literally every person in a queer middle school friend group at once & I love her for that omfg
The flag on the left side of the ring is a boygirl/girlboy flag, the one on the right side of the ring is an aroace flag, and the one on lightbulbs cheek is an indigiqueer flag
Both the 1s that are screenshots of her at night were cut weird by whoever posted them to pinterest so I tweaked them lol, you can tell just check the sides I'm really proud of them though they were very fun to edit & I think they look really good :] (I also edited part of Tube out of the middle 1 lmao, I thought the egg would be difficult but I think it went pretty well 👍)
Left is for my main account @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler , middle is for this account, and the right is for my alt account @Arlieosaurus-the-2nd (won't link)
#shketchark#shketchark art#profile picture#new pfp#ii lightbulb#inanimate insanity lightbulb#finished ✅️
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I'm always hot. I have a thin, carefully nurtured layer of blubber that keeps me warm in all weather.
I'm hilarious. Or so I'm told. I wouldn't know, because I have no sense of humor.
I can dance like a blob of jelly. Graceful, energetic, and yet strangely stationary.
I can do math. Pi is not 3.14. It is the circumference of a circle divided by its diameter.
Spell? I'm sure I could, but I'm not religious, so I stay away from witchcraft.
I can drive a stick shift. Bask in my glory, miserable wretches.
I can cook. I made a soup that was literally black the other day - who else can mix brightly colored vegetables to create a true black, like an artist?
LOOK UPON MY SKILLS, YE MIGHTY, AND DESPAIR!!!
(I've randomly decided to make this a tag game - answer with whatever nonsense comes to mind or just back away slowly: @skully-64 @olive-riggzey @bestbeeking @bicrowav-e @hileynoteson @philosoferal @bluebird-in-a-cagedrawing @maggiespie @thea-apianae @gay-frog-is-an-understatement @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler @crow-with-a-hoodie @gprpr @serenagorvan @carovingian @postalpacalypticllamas @fings-wot-i-like @endragoneel @acanoeforthree @tina-town @trickstermoonjuice @arctictern12 @victorious1956 @sillyboigaylus @catnykit @robinparravel @that-gay-jedi @crowenbywings @ferndragonsblaze @thatchedrooftavern @ravenswolf @aabcdp @smjrld @gnomiwizard @pirelle-blog @snorvus @space-elevator-liftman @vogelfanger1984 @cipnrkorvo @bookw3rm @thealmightyscreech @krowvamp @ffoxer @lovelyalicorn @bigmeatpete69420 @dumbartist101 @heretolikethings @avian-misdemeanors @calciumace @d3r34l1z4cja @murderist-roadent )
let’s settle this shit but do NOT reblog if you’re gonna be modest about it like a little BITCH. anyway privilege check tell me which ones apply to you: hot, funny, can dance, can do math, can spell, can drive, can cook
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I think at some point I disassociated my body from my self worth and to a degree myself because it rarely functions to where I think it should but I think that's why I dont have gender dysphoria anymore-
On another note my ribcage feels bruised & I can't really lift my torso up- (tldr: my scars do not like gym class ;>)
#lung-struggler#chronic pain#spoonie#personal#nonbinary#trans#transgender#enby#trans neutral#trans nonbinary#transmasc
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things I have been called since changing my name to caelus literally like 4 days ago:
-gaylus
-Caesar salad
-cae cae
-Celtics
-say less
-say loss
-dumbass (affectionate)
moral of the story: no matter how many times I change my name, my dear, dear friends will always find some way to give me at least 10 different nicknames for absolutely no reason
THIS POST IS DIRECTED AT YOU @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler THIS IS A POST DIRECTED AT YOU THIS A POST SPECIFICALLY DIRECTED AT YOU
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Tlingit // he/him // Gay Aroace // fictional character // art by me // Account run by a minor // My main account is @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler
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@sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler you didn’t tag me in this but it appeared on my dash anyway I’m not goth either what does this mean
“I ♡ trans goths”
Denton, Texas, USA
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Pinned intro!
Hi! My name is Steven & subject to change :>
☆ I'm a minor! ☆
☆ pronouns suck (any but she/her) ☆
☆ Tlingit + White ☆
☆ my main account is (you can find more info on my main) @sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler ☆
☆ blog started March 6th, 2024 ☆
☆ personal tags
#shketchark = random stuff
#shketchark art = art stuff
#finished ✅️ = finished art
☆ Inspos: i love gravity falls!!! its my life & my first cartoon love ;>. I also love The Owl house, Amphibia, Infinity Train, Inside Job, Over the Garden Wall, Inanimate Insanity & Bee and Puppycat ☆
#pinned intro#intro post#indigenous artist#Indigiqueer artist#queer artist#Shketchark#Shketchark art
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New Music Friday 8/18
This week's NMF was the week of amazing album drops.
I ended up downloading a total of 5 albums, which is definitely not something I've done in QUITE some time.
What did I snag?:
Rocket Power- Quavo : Rocket Power is the first album Quavo has put out since the absolutely tragic loss of his nephew, Takeoff. He starts out strong with Fueled Up. Takeoff comes in at the end of the song which then flows into Takeoff's verse in Patty Cake. I was on my way to work during my first listen, which resulted in me pulling up with tears in my eyes. I have wanted to give Quavo a hug since then. This album is full of emotion. We will never forget Takeoff, and Quavo will make sure of that.
KARPEH- Cautious Clay : I knew I had downloaded a Cautious Clay song once before, so I dove right in. The lead singer's voice is so unique. He can peacefully raise your spirit and relax your soul. Fave song: Unfinished House.
Snow Angel- Renee Rapp : I became familiar with Renee by watching the Secret Life of College Girls on HBO. When I found out she was also a musician, I knew I had to check out her work. I instantly fell in love with the way she can sing so softly and then surprise us by just belting out her lyrics at the top of her lungs. Like, she really does have the voice of an angel.
STRUGGLER - Genesis Owusu : I was pleasantly surprised by Genesis in June at Paramore's show at Capitol One Arena. He was the first act of the night. His opener, Leaving the Light (which is also his album opener, such a slick dude) had me eyes wide and body moving. Once he finished his set, I looked at my boyfriend and told him that I have never seen such a perfect opener for Paramore. Genesis Owusu prepared that entire arena for the best night of dancing and fun with the energy he brought. Once I got back home, I downloaded as much as I could and pre-saved this album. He really is THAT good!
Unreal Unearth - Hozier : As most of us have, I have loved Hozier since he came out with Take Me to Church. Unreal Unearth is his third album. In my opinion, this album feels so much more Hozier than his second one did (I loved it too, don't get me wrong). I was pleasantly surprised by his duet with Brandi Carlisle, Damage Gets Done. Brandi is my best friend's favorite artist, so being able to share this with him was amazing. Hozier is a master of bluesy rock.
#music#new music friday#new album#hozier#brandi carlisle#renee rapp#snow angel#unreal unearth#quavo#takeoff#offset#migos#rocket power#genesis owusu#struggler#paramore#cautious clay#KARPEH#jazz#blues#rock and roll#music review#suggestions#musician#greatness
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@sir-arlieosaurus-lung-struggler
this u?
Uh, of course I have straight As!
-Agender
-Aromantic
-Asexual
-Autistic
-Anxious
-Asthmatic
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(I was gonna edit this but my phone died :/)
I just realized today might be the last time I go to an appointment & have the nurse I've had for 7 years as a nurse cause shes moving- like i dont know if shes in today but if she is this is the last appointment I'll have her as a nurse & that just feels werid.
Like- fuck you lungs for making me go that often but shit she really has kinda become a form of family. Shit- I've probobly seen her & my doctor more than alot of my blood relatives lmao.
When I was little I went to that office once a week, every other week, every month, and so on in larger increments to now I have a yearly checkup & go as needed, she saw me as I grew & developed, she was there for the appointment I finally went home without any sort of prescription, she was there as I slowly dropped most of my meds, for my breathing tests, when I went to the office the day before my 7th birthday & she gave me a balloon & a kitkat, theres still a note I wrote her on a bulletin board in the hallway from at least 5+ years ago. Its gonna be really weird not seeing her in the office.
My mom dosnt know what shes gonna do lol, at least I probably won't be the only one crying
Like shit I'm tearing up now. I'm really gonna miss her, shes always had mine & my mom's back & that's just nice to have & know in a nurse.
Edit: she was in, I think she was training the new nurse. It was nice we got to say our goodbyes & mom cried a bit while we waited for thr doctor. In other news lungs = very good sounding & my doc advised me to get a councilor lol, I'm happy lungs r good I just want answers for hurt & physical exhaustion tho-
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DESERT DEVIL
CH. 1 THE HISS
All Might/ Reader as Female OC
NSFW AU ( Yes there’s smut)
4k+ words
Here’s the first chapter of something I’ve been working on during off time at school. I like writing drastically different AUs, because they give me a lot liberties. I intend for this to be a short series, so maybe two or three more chapters after this one. Hope ya enjoy if you read!
I’m not sure if FF.net will allow second person, so I’m posting it here. I aint got no AO3. I also apologize for any mistakes! I’ll go back an’ fix as I see em.
EDIT: Went back and fixed some things. Also, I changed the category of this fic. I’m warning the reader that you’re an OC! Kinda like you’re a preset character in a dating sim? If that makes any sense. Those be my only terms of free service.
I.
Dusk had gone and night finally draped over the still view of the valley. You were a silly girl, really. No one in their right mind would pick now of all times to draw water from one of the wells. Maybe once upon a time they would have. It wasn't impractical to wait until the sun stopped cracking its infernal whip to get things done, but once upon a time, the valley had nothing to fear.
II.
You were walking quickly. You kept your wooly head low as you neared the crudely built structure. Only one bucket of water. No one would mind. You just couldn't go to bed with a clear conscience without finally giving your poor, overworked horse something to drink. You'd take the risk, because glory knows you hated having cottonmouth. It was cottonmouth season...all year round it felt, except for the few praise inducing weeks the sky would show mercy and weep. Dry mouth, dry eyes, dry coat, dry everything. Such is the way of the desert.
You gave your heavy water bag a hard yank to make sure it was sealed before you hightailed it back to your plot. The locust had stopped gossiping in the weeds, and it was making you nervous.
III.
You were the sort of gal who liked to blend in, but your talents made that hard. You had an ability, A Gift, as folks liked to call these sorts of things, that made you incredibly valuable for trade.
You engaged in it as well, because you had to, to get along, but it made you an easy volun-telling target for other croppers and craftsmen and all manners of citizens with business
“Could you chat with this fellow for me? He speaks...sumfin’. The hell if I know. He owes me money.”
“Tell that eastern cheapskate I won't go any lower on price!”
“Hey, goat girl, tell the front counter dame in the Apothecary she's welcome in my bunk any time of day~”
First of all, you were a sheep. Second of all...fine.
IV.
Your Gift was nice for the most part. You had your own upper hand when it came to sale. You could understand anyone, no matter the spoken language. Absolutely essential for such an oddly diverse patch of scorched Earth. You could even help filter a speaker to an entire audience if you held their hand. You didn't like to advertise that though, otherwise the mayor and sheriff and whoever else, would be breathing down your neck even more than they did now.
If no one around knew you, then they usually assumed your appearance was all there was to your Gift. So, what you loved most was eavesdropping. Conversations were mostly mundane in other languages. That's how talking worked, but there were days when you were served some pretty interesting dirt or juicy news by unknowing hosts.
They're going to start rationing water tomorrow. Some serious limits, I reckon.
I didn't think it would be this bad this year?! It rained just enough in the early season, didn't it? I wonder where it all goes.
You wonder the same. It gets worse and worse every year. Every year it's a point of serious tension. They don't call this valley Struggler for nothing. Struggling was this town's first, middle, and last time. Maybe it's old maiden name, too.
The commonality is, is that if you made it halfway through the desert, you stopped in this crowded, little town and clung to it for dear life. You personally knew what it was like. Everyone knew what it was like, to fear that you weren't going to make it to The Oasis at the end of your journey. After the promenade that chewed you up, and spat you out, you don't even try.
We don't have enough water for all the people we keep letting stay here!
But what kind of person could keep a cold heart here? What would it take to let someone waste away elsewhere, or worse, face the beast this desert had to offer.
The Hiss.
More chilling than a rattlesnake's warning.
V.
This broad blue sky. The hard clay and sand beneath his form, the cacti, the dry bones and evaporated watering holes. Every scavenger to circle overhead belonged to him.
The hard, hot wind. The mirages that danced in nauseating ribbons. They were his. He could lift his head, and think about howling to his old lovers, the stars, if he still had the singing voice. But he lost that a long time ago with one of his lungs. He was getting old, too, but his bloodlust was getting stronger every year, along with a lot of puzzling urges.
He hated that he could only claim his seared kingdom at night, but it couldn't be helped. He was a partial coward who couldn't hope to understand himself. He still had a deep sense of decency. He was a hypocrite, in a sense. He didn't want to be a bother during the day, if he was such a big bother at night. But being a menace at night was to be a nuisance in the day, regardless.
And nuisance was...too light of a word. Far too light. Crows in his sunflowers were nuisances. Locust in his house were nuisances.
Him?
Oh, he was
VI.
“A killer...A fuckin’ killer!”
You watched as the town sheriff swore and covered the body of a, now former, foreman with a bit of canvas. Splotches of blood bloomed in the fabric over the inclines of the older man's face. From what you saw, he was mauled real good. Or...bad. A big bite right out of his jugular, clavicle, and most of his left shoulder. You weren't the only sick one in the crowd. You would have upchucked your breakfast if this wasn't something you were becoming accustomed to.
First it was Mr. Dandy, gnawed out chest, who used to rally up hunting parties with the German twins who could shoot right out of their fingers, no guns needed. Then it was Eclair, you didn't know her last name, who sold pungent perfume from her own sweat out of her tacky little shop. Y'all never found her head. Big Cat Capri from Cameroon, was torn in two. Though he was a menace with a forgettable Gift that wasn't much missed. Then there was another fellow. Japanese you think, but actually he was still limping around somewhere.
The only one to see The Beast and live… The fella's pretty busted up as far as you know.
Anyway, time for another funeral.
VII.
Speaking of that old Japanese fellow…
You didn't give him much of a glance at any given day, but you could see him out of the corner of your squared pupils, watching you hand off chunks of unwashed wool to craftsmen who were probably going to fashion saddles or boots. It wasn't quite the right time to start plucking from your melon patch, or any of the desert dates, so you were selling off some old stock of your hair. Everyone knew it was your hair, and no one really cared.
God, you couldn't recall his name. You've never actually heard him speak, but the fella always sat at the posts near the trading square and just watched the street; waiting for someone with their hands full to need help lacing up their boots. Or for someone's goat to go astray so he could bring it back to them. Or to help some kid out on errands tether their family horse. You wonder why he would go through those little efforts on a limp. He walked with a cane, bright red like a dragon, with a yellowing cattle horn handle. He wore a big brimmed, leather hat so that he didn't catch perpetual sunburn, thick slacks, a poor fitting button up that used to be white, and strapped riding boots, too, but no spurs.
He was a strange sight, you noted with slight nervousness as he stood, and then made his way over to your shabby booth. He was a tall, tall, tall fella. Tall and skinny, like he didn't fancy eating much. You knew a couple of people who were like that. He had wild, blonde hair, he obviously didn't comb. And honestly, he had the prettiest blue eyes. At least you assumed they were. He was swallow enough that his eyes were sunk deep beneath his brow, but that blue struck out like an aimed double barrel. It made you wonder what he looked like when he was a colt.
“Afternoon, sir,” You cleared your throat. You watched his face to gauge how much he understood you. You didn't want to be rude. “No food. Just some wool today.”
The older man, squinted, seemingly thinking, and then gestured to your freshly sheared head with the handle of his cane.
“It's all mine, yes.” You laughed and scratched one of your horns to release some of your anxiousness.
“How...How much for it?” His accent was somewhat thick, but you were happy you wouldn't have to reach out and grab one of his massive hands to get on some equal ground.
“Five pieces for a small bundle. Ten for the big bundles there.” You watched the fellow consider which size, and then finally he made a decision. Slowly he lifted one of the large cottony wads, and then absentmindedly brought it to his nose. He gently inhaled the intriguing scent there.
You stared, perplexed, and confused. He seemed to pick up on your confusion, and righted himself. He gave you his own awkward smile, almost an apology for…whatever that was. He counted out ten small pieces for you, politely dipped his head with a thank you, and then moseyed along.
Strange…
VIII.
He was drunk. Absolutely drunk, and he'd never had a drop of liquor in his life. Tequila couldn't have been stronger than this. Your scent, your scent was so...He didn't know.
Good.
It made him hungry for things he'd forgotten the name of, forgotten how to describe. He didn't know what he was doing alone in the shack he called his home. Hiding his shame maybe. He'd locked the door with the big expensive chains and padlocks ( that were decor at this point) from the top shelf hours ago as night began to fall. He was paranoid, and feeling ravenous for a completely different, mysterious reason from what he was used to.
He held your wool in one hand, pressing it flush to his nose as he paced from one side of his home to the other. The misaligned floor groaned and weazed beneath his heavy, bare footsteps. His shadow, flickered from a candle or two, and swept the peach papered walls like a dark, lumbering menace.
What was it that he wanted now?!
He didn't understand himself anymore! There was no one to teach him his purpose.
He inhaled again, deep. His exhale emerged with a low rumble. It rattled the chains strapping the front and back door, and shifted the glass in the kitchen window.
It was happening again much too soon.
There used to be a time when he could command the other half of himself. Where he could be whoever he wanted, whenever, but now he was stripped to nothing but incomprehensible impulses.
His wrath. His hunger. His pride.
Something new. His lust.
IX.
You just finished putting the blanket on Kissy, your horse, when the stars began to rub the long day from their eyes and glint down at you. Though still warm, the wind rolled over your fuzzy scalp and settled in the cooling sweat beneath your dark hide. You rubbed your arms, figuring you could use a blanket, too. Your draft's loud chewing in the stable cover was a calming background noise as it mingled with your thoughts. The flat distance, with it's mountainous levels was a pretty sight, despite being empty.
You've always wanted to roam at night, finally figure out what that fabled Oasis was on the other side of hell. You hoped it was heaven, or something close. You wanted to explore more than your town, to see what was out there while the sun wasn't scheduling your funeral. You were bored of being too scared. Stressed with not having enough of the bare minimum essentials. Lonely, too. Kissy kept you company, maybe, but he wasn't all that good with conversation or cooking.
He wasn't good at stopping you from taking 'walks’ either. You found all sorts of excuses for yourself to roam at night. Kissy needed more water, or you needed to find some wild aloe for a wound, or you needed to find sand grubs for your greedy gossip of chickens.
Excuses, excuses.
Mr. Aizawa, was another Japanese fellow (you think), who wasn't the sheriff, but probably could have been. He'd tell you you were full of excuses. The town had a curfew of sorts to 'keep people safe’. Under what authority this curfew came from, you had no clue. If you were caught, the runner up sheriff hogg tied you with a lasso and a warning, and dragged your sorry, law breaking ass back home. Or fined you. Something like that.
He had an annoying Gift that kept others from using their Gifts to get away. You didn't know how he did it. Much to what was probably Deputy Aizawa's disdain, he was plucked out of the crowd the day he arrived. He had a scruffy grifter appearance, but the fellow was awfully strict, perfectly bilingual in relation to you, and knew exactly what your own Gift entailed, so you couldn't pretend you didn't understand any of his honorary demands.
You didn't even give yourself a chance to consider he might be out and about on patrol. You didn't even consider where the hell you were going. All you knew was that you were:
Literally and figuratively hard headed.
And
Dumb as rocks because it was half past night noon, and anywhere beyond the aloe thicket was Hiss county.
The danger zone.
X.
A scent was a scent was a scent. Something to follow to a target. His prey were rotten. He caught the next foul stench on the hit list floating on the western wind. It filled his flared nostrils and made his mouth water with anticipation. His long, thick fingers were still raw and full of splinters from clawing his way out from his pathetic attempts at shutting himself in.
The night was a blur. He was unbothered by the grit he kicked up in his full run. Adrenaline pumped in his veins with the incredible accumulation of power that drove him. There was a roar in his ears. Something he rushed by sliced him; thin little scratches in several places, but he didn't notice. His heart thrashed beneath his ribs as he sensed himself drawing closer and closer.
Wait.
Suddenly, he came to a halt, giving the surrounding weeds severe whiplash.
Everything aside from his heart and his laboured breathing were still. Not a sound from any creature. Nothing was brave enough to disturb him.
There was something... something else on the wind he wanted much, much more that seemed to be coming from the same direction.
XI.
The last thing you wanted to hear was a voice while you were trying to be sneaky. You kept your body low and tucked your tail close to the full round of your bottom. It was going so nicely, your 'stroll’. You were going to take some notes in one of your books, maybe stuff some natural souvenirs in your pocket, and then head back home.
You held still for a while and used a few big, healthy stragglers of agave as your cover. You were hearing the voice again, now two voices. You didn't know what dialect they were speaking, so you closed your eyes, and used your Gift.
He's been shelling out a lot for this reroute. Keeping a lot of people's mouths shut. It's gonna be a lot harder to get this done without the foreman.
Yeah, I thought that, too. It's strange. I'm sorta...spooked. Mr. Dandy and now him. You’d think this whole thing was cursed.
Or someone knows…
They looked mauled, couldn't have been some poor bastard with a pistol. What do they call the thing that's been chewing people up?
Depends on who you talk to. Yok... something. Yokay? Yokai? Chupacabra, though it's not gettin’ goats, that's for sure. Werewolf. Howler. Beast. Plain old monster.
I just hope it's a coincidence. I don't want to be next…
Now...what in the world we're these fellers talking about? You frowned while quietly slinking around to another perch. You watched your footing and hoped they would talk more, but now they were getting further and further away. Headed…somewhere.
Somewhere you kept your eye on. Might want to check it out next time you take a stroll.
XII.
The air pressure flipped like a coin and cut through your moment of reprieve.
Bullseye.
You were so shocked you couldn't even scream. It was caught in your throat with a pinch of desert sand. Something massive and unyielding and menacing had ripped the ground from beneath your feet.
The sky was spinning round and round as the earth teetered wild on its axis. The moon was mocking you. The stars cackled as they danced, blurry streams trailing like faded candle lights behind them.
There was a black patch of sky that didn’t budge, and it only held two stars far above that didn't move either. Because they weren't stars,
they were vivid blue eyes.
XIII.
This was it. This was how you were going to die.
You were already nauseous from hitting you head, and now you were nauseous from hitting reality. You couldn't make a sound, could hardly breathe. Your throat burned like a shot of fireball. Your eyes were wide as you tried to make out the Beast's form. It was hard, with hot tears in your eyes, now shrouding the moon’s pale light. You could hear him, though, the hiss of death. It was high pitched, akin to the sizzle of a hot brand.
Would it have ripping fangs when it bit you? We're those its claws digging into your ankles as it dragged you elsewhere? You were in a bit of pain, and you could sense the stickiness of blood on your back, but you were mentally preparing yourself for a lot more. Images of the sheriff draping canvas over your mangled body caused you to wretch.
You were so stupid!!!!! SO GODDAMN STUPID. HOW COULD YOU PUT YOURSELF IN THIS SITUATION? NO WEAPON. NO NOTHING. THIS IS WHAT YOU GET. HOW COULD YOU-
It stopped.
You stopped.
Confusion boxed you good over the ears.
You were staring up into the face of a man now, and he was staring right back at you.
Your confusion subsided into renewed fear. He was just a man, but the most unnaturally large man you had ever seen. Large was the wrong word. He was...immaculate. A threadbare shirt was struggling to hold itself together as his massive chest flexed. He had a heavily shadowed face and unreadable, though somewhat tense expression. His golden hair stood upright on his forehead head, like a red bat's ears or jack rabbit. Pure, wild, chaotic energy wafted from the heat of his skin. He shifted slightly while sizing you, and your eyes darted to the massive, bear paw of a calloused hand on the other side of your head.
He could sneeze and snap your neck. You believed he could tear a man in two. Oh God in heaven, he did! And you were next!
The Beast made a sudden movement, and you shut your eyes. You clenched everything from your horned head, to your cleft, hooven toes, and waited.
You had no choice but to hold your breath as his big, otherworldly body pressed into yours. It felt like being pressed between something more solid than a rock, and a really hard place. His breath, that you realized was rushed, cooly ghosted your forehead. Was he going to take your noggin like Eclair and mount it over his fireplace?
Greedily, he was drinking in your scent. So much stronger, so much better right from the source. He had to sample more of you. Sip you. Lap you up.
Where was it?! Where was more?!
You didn't think you could tense beyond how much you were tensed now, but you did as his nose left your head to wedge its way up into your neck. You felt the unnatural rumble of his voice in the hollows of your bones, filling your throat and chest. You prepared for hard, life ending bites, but all you received we're moderately painful nips and what could only be described as sloppy kisses. He received the sensation of kissing your fur with intrigue and almost groomed it with a big, wide tongue.
You didn't know what to say, or what to do. He hadn't said a word. You didn't know if the brute mounting you was really human, or …Something. Was all of this even real? Or were you home, wet dreaming about a good rut in your bunk again?
He needed more! More! More! More! Where was more of you?!
He left you one last bite on your shoulder that you were ashamed made you bellow out like the animal you were similar to. You slapped a hand over your mouth, but it was too late, the sound excited him. His nose grazed you, his rapid breaths through his nose like the pumping steam from a piston, a panting dog, frantically looking for more of your tastes and smells. Your clothes were in his way, but he didn't have the patience or current cognition to remove them.
He rubbed his cheeks against your generous chest, nipped your stomach through your tattered apron, and then zipped straight to your crotch. You were shocked as he unashamedly, obliviously, pressed his face there and very audibly inhaled. There was another rumble, loud enough to buzz through your entire body.
“A-Ah!” You cried out. The sharp, pleasurable tingle and sting from his deep voice, the pressure from his cheeks, and the heat of his breath was sudden. You were so…you were…
You could end this year's drought right here, right now.
You bit your lip, desperately wanting to access the situation. To think! To sort out what in the HELL was happening, but he had ripped through your overalls with his teeth and was lapping at your plump pussy through your knickers. He'd sniffed out the wetness that had slickened the fabric and was eager to taste. You moved closer and hissed out a pathetic Yeeessss!
Whimpering, you tried to push yourself up on your elbows. Your shoulders hit some hard, cool clay and the back of your head scraped more of the rough rock there. He was suckling like a thirsty calf, drawing the fabric of your knickers into the heat of his mouth along with your long, throbbing clit beneath. The suction was strong, unrelenting, almost painful.
“H-hey, hey! Easy, partner!” Your thighs involuntarily snapped around his head, but he was undeterred. You shoved your hands against his brow, trying to get him to release.
“Please!” You were relieved when he finally did, but it was only for some adjustments. The brute drew his hands beneath your legs and dragged you further into the shadow so he could keep his meal all to himself.
His mouth attacked you again and you wriggled and writhed. Your own breath matched his labored huffs. You bit chunks out of your sense of morality while you bit your lip. With a shaking hand, you brought your clawed fingers to your crotch. His thick tongue grazed your knuckles as you worked to tug the fabric aside and reveal your dark, generous lips, and generously engorged clit beneath. He immediately took what you revealed to him, going from hungry to downright glutenous. You couldn't tell if the additional wetness you felt was from your own cyprine or slobber on his chin.
XIV.
“GOD!! Who are you?! What is your name?” Now was not the time to be asking these sorts of questions, but again, you did say you were a silly woman. You gritted your teeth to attempt to contain your cries. He didn't respond at first. The only reply for several deliciously, agonizing moments was the thick, slurping sound of his attention between your legs. This stranger, no demon, was trying to shove his tongue as far up your womanhood as he could, and at this point, he had your loud, keening permission.
“AH! AHH!” Your slapped the hand that wasn't buried in his hair over your mouth again. You couldn't contain yourself. You'd never felt something like this before. You were a maiden who could only daydream, and you weren't sure if you could consider this that, or a nightmare.
“I said!” Your voice cracked and your back arched from the ground as you racketed up to an orgasm. Your voice was weary and hoarse. You were shrieking “what is your name?!”
He still had yet to respond, but if he chose now, you wouldn't have heard him. You came for the first time in your little life ( bless your heart); your mouth stretched wide open, waiting to catch flies. But all you caught was a big, wet kiss.
You could taste yourself. Taste his breath. Your legs were shaking. You were high like you'd been huffing gasoline, so you didn't put up a fight when he lifted you to his chest.
Someone was coming…
He had to take you elsewhere.
The open night sky. The owl judging you both from the whole it ate out a cactus. The earth beneath his feet. The howl of the wind as he ran and you both became a blur.
And you, clinging to his chest:
Belonged to him.
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