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Reid: I want someone to take me out.
Derek: like on a date or with a sniper?
Reid: ...surprise me.
Hotch: Reid, no.
#pls dont bully me#criminal minds evolution#criminal minds imagine#criminal minds incorrect#emily prentiss x you#emily prentiss#spencer reid#spencer reid smut#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#derek morgan smut#vamp thats enough tags#nah its fine#someone sedate me#i want to die#save me pls lol#my mental state is deteriorating#tara lewis#luke alvez#penelope garcia
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not 2 play favs, but jace's fav was and will always be luke.
#jace n luke mean so much 2 me#cant wait for jace 2 die and be with his dad and brother again#CRIES IN AGONY#HARWINNNNNNNN#im kidding i dont want jace to die#PLS DONT HOTD#U SAVED LEANOR#SAVE JACE TOO !!!! IDC GO LET HIM LIVE W/ CREGAN IN THE NORTH#hotd spoilers
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day 4: last specter
[Image ID: A large digital illustration done in a semi-realistic style of Finch from Professor Layton and the Last Specter sitting on the edge of a canal in Misthallery. Behind him are two homes with hedges in front of them and moss climbing their walls, separated by a small, uneven, grey stone staircase. Finch is on the right side of the canvas and is looking to the left with his hands clasped in his lap. The piece is generally warm-toned. /.End ID.]
@layton-npc-appreciation-week
#PHEW#I DID IT! i did it#im getting the hang of this style & this brush... i dont think im gonna use it much outside of this art week but i like how some of these#are coming out a lot. not super proud of this but i am glad that i got it done at all#finch is so silly and weird. He's a perfect friend for Luke 'silly and weird' Triton#the original draft for this was gonna be him n luke hanging out but i decided against it#in my head i imagine this piece to be of finch waiting to meet up with luke so they could like. idk. what do kids do in misthallery#buy candy...? go on a boat ride? try not to trip and fall and die on one of the million gajillion staircases?#anyways#art#professor layton#pl#last specter#finch last specter#illustration#fanart#digital art
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Damn i feel like writing sth (*daydreams an entire fic in my head, pausing to make sure the plot makes sense and the themes track well*) shame i have no ideas
#me @ my brain: can i write the Luke goes feral after his aunt and uncle die fic pls#my brain: nah#me: okay what about the skywalker family being a non human species fic?#my brain: ...yeah nah#me: okay what about a morgana season 3 redemption?#me: or luke decides not to believe vaders his father#me: or i could finish that one vader kidnaps luke fic#brain: yes well you see i know what happens in some of them already. so i dont want to#me: what about the others#brain: well i dont know what happens in them so i cant write them
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bf!luke x angel!reader ~ first time (MDNI)
cw ~ unprotected sex (pls dont this)
note ~ sorry this took so long angels, ive been so busy. theres so much more work coming soon! i hope you enjoy <3
you and luke sat on the roof of the hermes cabin, passing a blunt. this had become a tradition between the two of you - once a week, you snuck away from your siblings late at night, and met on top of the cabin, talking aimlessly as you got high.
the sun was long set at that point, and if you were honest, you had no clue what time it was. things were getting hazy as you passed the bud to your boyfriend, blowing out the smoke from your lungs.
you heard his long sigh as you look up at him from your position - head in his lap, laying horizontally. the moon reflected off half his face, giving him an angelic look.
funny thing was he always called you an angel, yet he had no idea how much of one he was himself.
you stared at his features, light from the weed. you watched as he wrapped his lips around bud, hollowing his cheeks to inhale the smoke. he lets it float into his lungs, holding it for a moment, before tilting his head towards the stars to let it flow out into the air.
your mesmerized by the sight, only slightly high, but still. his head turns down to you, and fond smirk on his face. "you good down there?"
you smile softly and nod, reaching up to grab the herb. you breath it in, then out, your head flopping to the side as you breath it away from lukes body and out. "do you ever think about how you're gonna die?" you ask, as if you were asking something as simple as "what are we going to do later?"
luke blinks, and lets out a quiet laugh. "jeez, angel, not really."
you bite your lip, smiling a bit as you turn back to look at him. "really? i feel like all demigods think about it."
luke ponder, face stilling as he goes into thought. "i mean, i guess i have thought about it." you hum, accepting the answer. he narrows his brows in questioning. "do you?"
"all the time," you answer immidiatley.
luke frowns, a hint of worry in his irises. "thats kinda depressing, babe."
you giggle a bit, sitting up from his lap to face him. "I don't think so. I guess its just so common for people like us, I think I'm just extra aware of it."
luke examines you expression. "and doesnt that scare you?" he asks, wondering how you could be so nonchalant about death.
you shrug. "if anything, its just a reminder that you should live life to the fullest. you never know when its your last day."
luke breaths out a chuckle after a beat. "thats deep, angel," he says whilst wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
you nudge into him, resting your head between his neck as you sigh. "you know i get all philosophical when i'm high, cant help it." you murmur.
lukes chest rumbles as he laughs, making you smile as you nudge your face into his neck, smiling into his soft, musky scented skin.
"imagine we die tomorrow, then we both die virgins," luke teases, tilting his head down in a low voice so you could hear him.
your face scrunches up as a rosy blush taints your cheeks, and you turn your head to look up at him, moving away from his touch. "ha ha," you say sarcastically.
luke laughs. "got a lil flustered?" he teases, noticing the moonlit crimson painting your cheeks.
you roll your eyes, shoving him lightly with a small smile on your face. "shut up," you mutter, shaking your head.
luke smiles and looks out to the view of camp from above, that mischievous glint in his eyes that made your heart jump each time you noticed it. it was easy to get distracted looking at him sometimes, especially when he didn't know you were looking. the slope of his nose that softened his otherwise sharp features, the ragged scar that ran across the right side of his face, the pink of his lips - you found it all beautiful, and especially in your state, hard to look away from.
he looks back at you, catching you in the act of staring. "y'good?" he asks, a smirk tilting at his lips.
you blush and nod, abruptly leaning in to connect your lips. he seems a bit surprised at first, but he caught up, placing his hands on your hips as he rotated towards you.
you go on for a while, you now straddling his lap as your hands explore each other. there was something so beautiful about being each others firsts - it felt more special, ever single milestone. first handhold, first hug, first date, first kiss, first anniversary. every wandering touch, explorative hand, passion filled look - everything felt so raw.
once you start to pant against each other, you pull away, first looking down at his swollen red lips, then up to his lust-glazed eyes. you weren't sure what to say, head foggy from the grass, but you knew how you felt - you were nervous. any time your kisses amped up, or his hands wandered below your hips, you felt your chest thump anxiously. but when he teasingly nudged his nose against yours, all worries melted away, and you remembered that its just luke. even though the two of you were dating now, he was still your best friend, just like he was prior. no matter what, his feelings wouldn't change. he wouldn't ditch you the second he got you intimately, and he certainly wouldn't judge.
you smile bashfully once he tease, nudging his nose back with a laughter-filled breath leaving you lips. you bite down on your bottom lip, looking up at him through your lashes. "luke..."
he nods, eyes still glazed. "i know," he murmurs, hands running up and down your back. the tension between the two of you was thick, your heart was hammering so hard in your chest you could hear it. its silent for a moment, the only sounds that could be heard was the two of yours heavy breathing, the distant crash of waves along the long island shore, and the occasional chirp of crickets. luke poked his tongue against the inside of his cheeks, before experimentally snaking his hands underneath the bottom of you shirt, not looking away from your eyes as he does, almost as if he's searching for your reaction. your eyes widen a bit, but you don't seem opposed. you nod softly, giving him the go ahead to take it further.
he looks down, the first sight of your legs straddling his lap was enough to make him fold his lips inwards, wishing away his rising boner. he didn't want to make you uncomfortable, he was so worried he would scare you away.
you follow his gaze, and you chew your bottom lip, flicking your eyes up to take in his borderline hungry expression. "luke," you say softly, trying to bring his attention towards your words. he looks up at you, expression hardening.
you fingers tentatively hold his jaw, your thumbs smoothing out the skin bewlow his cheekbones. your eyes are filled with tentative want, and they flicker between his irises.
you swallow. "i want you," you whisper softly, so quiet he almost didn't hear it. his eyes widen, and he stills completely. its silent for a moment as the two of you look at each other.
"are y'sure, angel?" he asks, his voice tender and just as quiet as yours. you nod, a nervous smile tilting your lips. "m'sure. only if you are as well."
luke splutters out a laugh. "shit, I'm sure." he assures.
you giggle. "um, ok, good." you look around, then back to luke, your nose scrunching up. "where though?"
luke goes into thought, before he forms an idea.
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luke leads you to cabin 1, the both of you laughing quietly and shushing the other the whole journey over. once you arrive, your chest heaves with nerves, and you can hear you heart beating. you look over to luke, and he smile charmingly over at you.
"why dont you go over to one of the other empty cabins and get some pillows and blankets? i'll set up in here." he says, his voice surprisingly neutral, given the circumstances. you nod, walking over to place a soft kiss on his cheeks before backing up to the door, a bashful rose tinting you cheeks.
you walk over to cabin 2 and grab some pillows and blankets, before heading back over to 1. you use you elbow to open the door due to your filled hands, and you step in, dropping everything at you feet..
you look at luke across the room and you jaw drops. luke had lit what must've been a dozen candles, all places around the premises of cabin 1. they illuminated the area, creating a soft yet intimate aroma.
luke turns his head once he hears the door, still lighting a candle, and smiles. "ya like?"
you bite your lip, walking over and hugging his waist. "its so beautiful, luke, thank you."
luke chuckles, wrapping his arms around your back. "I thought I should make it at least a little special."
you look up at him, resting your chin on his chest. "its more than a little, luke," you say sincerely.
a more serious, yet still tender look takes over his features as he gazes down at you. "are you sure about this? I wont be mad if you want to back out."
you shake you head, a small smile on yours lips. "no, I want to." you say, looking down as your hands slide down to his, interlocking you fingers.
his lips tilt impishly. "yeah?"
you nod shyly, raising yourself on your toes slightly as you lock your lips, kissing him softly.
after the two of you share a kiss, you set up a bed, adding the extra pillows and blankets for comfort since the camp sheets were so thin. lukes face was lit by a candle near by, and you run your fingers along his right side, when the scar laid.
sat on the bed, the two of you begin kissing once more, starting slowly. you transition onto his lap, his hands holding your waist as the two of you slowly begin to amp things up.
his lips trail down your neck, leaving love bites in its wake, and whilst usually you would scold, it didn't feel right for this moment. you returned the favor, lips nipping at the sensitive skin underneath his jaw.
soon enough, your breaths were getting heavier and your hands were growing impatient. you fingers teasingly slid underneath shirts and across clothed sensitives as you heavily panted into each others lips. you now laid down, luke hovering over you on his forearms and you beneath him, arching up to meet his lips.
you got greedy and moved your lips from his, your hands fisting the fabric of his shirt. "can i?" you ask.
he nods, helping you bring his shirt above his head and he throws it somewhere in the room before leaning back down to kiss you.
after discarding piece after piece, the two of you laid tangled in the sheets, covered by nothing but your undergarments. luke kissed down you body, looking up into your eyes seductively once his lips hovered over you covered heat. he slips his fingers beneath the fabric, running along your bare core.
he inserts a finger, lips forming a small "o" at you tightness. you let out a quiet whimper, hands fisting the sheets below you.
lukes slowly moves his digit in and out of you, before carefully adding another, attempting to stretch you out. you try to muffle you noises, knowing it was a thouroughly bad idea to be loud.
luke didnt want to take too long, so he kicked off his boxers as you unhooked your bra, the two of you now bare under the covers.
given the lack of contraceptives at camp, luke lined his naked dick with your etrance, not looking away from your eyes as he does so. "is this ok?" he asks in a whisper, to which you nod eagerly, reaching up to grip his biceps. "please"
luke smiles, a softness about his features, as he bends down to place a long kiss on your lips, slowing moving his tip into your hole.
you gasp against his lips, sucking in a long breath of air at the initial stretch. luke mutters words of encouragement as he slowly moves deeper in you, hands gripping the sheets beside you.
the pleasureful sting of his largeness was not lost on you as you watched his face scrunch with complete euphoria. you couldn't imagine how good this felt for him.
once his base is completely swallowed by you, he stills, watching your expression. you watch each other in silence as your now full of him, your chest rising and falling quickly.
"keep going," you tell him softly. he smiles, a glint of micheif in his eyes as he slowly moves back out, filling you with a sense of emptiness, before going back in.
holy shit.
it hurt, the first couple of thrusts - you couldnt lie. and even after the sting didnt vannish. but the pleasure that consumed was more overwhelming. you let out quiet whimpers as lukes pace gradually sped up, and he grunted, holding himself back from going faster like you knew he wanted. he didnt want this to be more painful for you then it already was, and for this your adored him.
lukes top set of teeth dug into his botton lip, and you were supprised it didnt start bleeding from the strength behind it. his eyes flickered up to yours, a subtle sumbission you had never seen from him before.
"im not gonna last much longer, baby," his voice came out vulnerably. you nod quickly. "me neither" you agree.
this was such an emotional thing for you - you always said to yourself and anyone that asked that sex is so vulnerable, and you would only ever do it with someone you love - and you were right. your love for luke heightened the whole situation, bringing you closer and closer to your high.
it didnt take long for you to cum - just the whisper of the words "i love you" from lukes lips. not long after, luke pulled out, releasing over you stomach with a guttural groan. he flopped beside you, the only sound that could be heard was your deep, harbored breaths.
luke turned his head, taking in your appearance. your eyes were shut tiredly, and you had a blissful look on your features. your hair was a messy, your cheeks were furiously flushed, and your lips were swollen red - but yet, luke couldnt help but admire how beautiful you looked - how angelic you looked.
"angel," he whispers, turning around on his stoamch to wrest on his forearms. your eyes flutter open, turning you head to meet his slightly elevated gaze.
"mmmh?" you hum, eyes blinking tiredly.
he chuckles. "adorable," he mutters, kissing you cheeks before climbing over you, walking to the bathroom to get the means to clean you up. his angel, forever and always.
#luke castellan#xoxo#luke x reader#luke castellan x reader#pjo#luke castellan fic#percy jackson x reader#angel!reader#luke x angel!reader
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WE'RE... WHAT?? ‧₊˚ ☾. ⋅
| percy jackson x popstar au
| au masterlist ☽
summary:
warnings: swearing and i think thats just about it!
a/n: part two of the series is out! im procrastinating the shit out of all my other requests so im not ignoring any of you btw!! lets all collectively ignore the fact that gracie like a post that has a lyric from her song (also damn im really just smashing out these fics)
"y/n has officially flitted off to boston!" clarisse announces suddenly from chris's lap.
"huh?" grover's head snaps up. "what do you mean?"
"y/n l/n, she's come to boston for her concerts," clarisse says showing her phone screen.
"you have got to be shitting me," chris says. "this is going to end terribly. seriously? here? boston? percy's gonna shit himself."
"oh really why would you think that?" clarisse drawls. "it's not like they don't like each other, they're like besties!"
"and y'know to make things worse y/n's setlist has been posted for months so we legit could've avoided her," chris sighs.
"yeah well, next time you see percy and he comes home grumbling about a business meeting in boston you deal with it then," grover argues.
"okay all of you shut it, percy's coming inside with luke so shhh," clarisse snaps.
"shh about what?" luke asks settling down on the couch next to grover.
"you'll never believe who's in boston!" grover sing songs. it doesn't take luke very long to work out who and his eyes widen in realisation
"no."
"yes."
"well shit."
"yep."
"we're in for a show."
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percyjackson hello boston! one non-reschedulable meeting later and here we are...
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underovergrover i expect full compensation for making those pizzas WHICH YOU TOOK CREDIT FOR
percyjackson YOU DID NOT! I MADE HALF OF THOSE - MINE WERE BETTER
clarisse.la.rue no they weren't
percyjackson 🖕🏼
user1 ugh im in love
user2 omggg he's in boston!! so is y/n l/n!! are they following each other around?
user3 PLS I WOULD DIE MAKE THIS A THING
user4 i wonder if he's going to a concert here?? 😏
user5 does anyone else find it weird how his entire friend group follows him around?? no just me? they're just a huge freak show
user6 booooo we dont like haters here
user7 y/n l/n and percy neeeeed to happen rnnnn
user8 YES YES YES
lukecastellan im so ready to be done with this shit and go home
theannabethchase aww is someone feeling homesick?
lukecastellan yes obviously
user8 i. love. him.
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"see i told you this would happen!" grover screeches, running away from percy who is threatening to castrate him if he doesn't get his phone back.
"i don't care! just give me the damn thing back!"
percy had groaned for two straight minutes when he found out that y/n was in boston this weekend - he had also face planted onto the couch and used some extremely obscene words.
"if it helps at least you'll be leaving on sunday," chris had offered in the midst of his crisis. it didn't help.
so now when grover trips over a fallen pillow - which may or may not be from percy's tantrum but we don't talk about that - and percy wrenches the phone from him a loud - and might grover add overtly girly - scream.
"WHAT THE FUCK? NO! NO NO NO NO!"
his screen is on the article grover had opened with really poorly photoshopped images of percy and y/n walking together. every gossip site/blog has swarmed the photos and circulated them sending the internet into a spiral.
"im fucking done with this grover," percy groans flopping onto the couch. "its a good thing we're leaving tomorrow - we'll be back in new york thats a huge ass city i wont see y/n there again and i can just go into hibernation, let all the rumours die down and be done with this whole shit show."
if only right....
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yn.official feel like maybe i might go to boston! you were the best audience and im honoured to have performed for you these past two nights! heading home now to rest and recharge for the final shows in new york
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lia.mandel yayy you're finally coming home i missed you 🥺
yn.official bitch please its been like a week
lia.mandel and every second of it has been torture
user1 MOTHERRRR
user2 i think i nearly fainted when she came up on stage i was so happy i coulda died right then-
user3 the lyric makes me so happyyy
user4 ikrr y/n is like the queen of lyrics and the way she sneakily adds them into her posts 🤭
user5 WERE YOU WITH PERCY JACKSON THIS WEEKEND?? 🤨 I NEED TO KNOW
user6 y/n and percy are my dream celebrity ship
user7 they'd be the biggest power couple in history
user8 can you hard launch with percy plss?? i dont care if its fake i just need content to feed my delusions!
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lia's soft snores fill the plane aggravating the hell out of you. usually you'd find the way she curled up in a ball underneath a blanket and snored quietly to be adorable. but since you're tired, just finished performing a concert and there's a problem with the jet, its grating on your nerves.
you had also been scrolling on twitter, instagram and pinterest, curled up underneath a matching blanket urging something to catch your attention while whatever work was being done on the plane happened.
unfortunately for you the thing that did catch your attention was the dozens of very clearly photoshopped pictures of you and percy walking together on a quiet street in boston.
no way in hell thats real. for one; ew and two; percy was only here for the weekend you were here for the week and you would've had no time to go out in between concerts.
eventually you doze off not realising you're in the air until you're ears pop waking you up to lia grinning mischievously.
"what asshole?"
"you're adorable when you wake up, you know that right?"
"yes i know."
"seriously the cutest human on the planet."
"what do you want lia?"
"a gossip podcast has picked up the subject of you and percy jackson. and the host is saying shit about you."
your eyes widen for a moment. "oh my god what? wow its almost as if i don't care!" ypu give lia a blank look. "this happens every three months lia, i do something and people either love it or hate it. thats the way it goes."
"yeah but this is PERCY JACKSON Y/N! he's gorgeousness personified."
"ugh can i go back to sleep? you can fangirl to me tomorrow when im in bed and pretending to listen."
"im offended." she leans over to place a kiss on your head. "but sleep tight babes, we land in like forty minutes."
shutting your eyes again you drift back to sleep.
only when you wake up do you realise you dreamed of percy...
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#percy x reader#percy jackson x you#percy jackson x reader#percy jackson x y/n#percy x y/n#percy x you#percy jackson#percy jackson fanfic#percy jackson fic#fanfic#fanfiction#emma writes ₊˚⊹⋆#percy x popstar au ₊ ⊹
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pjo fic recs?
OOH OOH IKHF FKFKVKRKVKDLCKRKFKRLVKDF I LOVE YOU FOR THIS
ok ok ok first one. The God Complex
this is an apollo x oc, and it is so fucking well written I die because of it daily????? like. lowkey one of the best things I've read. author hasn't updated for like a year, but honestly, you would not regret reading this at ALL. it's a blessing, I am Very Serious
next, i think this one's a classic - Falling For You
i am feral for this. basically percy falls into Tartarus alone, dark percy, percabeth, the ups and downs of dating a demigod who has gone through HELL, god I will never forget how this one fucked me up and I love it sm igkfkgke
next, Son Of Sea Foam
gdidkfkrkckd FERAL FERAL FERAL, LITERALLY
in a world where big three kids have a CURSE ON THEM, it's even more forbidden to be alive !!! silena is the loml as is percy and god I love this one sm. i had to stop reading after the first one bcs [redacted] but the second one is amazing too i just know it gifkfkekcklckcekcm
a perpollo - I have swallowed my pride (to say goodbye)
everytime this updates i cry of happiness and they're so regular it's just like a weekly blessing. it's time travel fem percy and there's so muchr tirkgkrkgkrkglrlvke I CSNT FUNCTION OK THIS IS A MUST READ EVEN IF YOU DONT TOUCH THE OTHERS
The Kistos Trilogy
not very percabeth friendly pls keep that in mind!!! but it's so. it's very Poseidon and Percy and parental love and dark percy and gods i just girkgkekckdlkckdlcldlckekckelvllrkv
having a god for a big brother
THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, ITS AN UTTER AU ANF ITS SO UNIQUE????? BASICALLY OK OKOK SO . percy is a god here and Estelle is his sister / [redacted] oh god the plot twists and the family fluff I love the perpollo yes but I read this for the Annabeth & Luke & Thalia & Estelle & Percy feels!!!!!!
i hear you're alive (how disappointing)
fuckrifkrkfkfkelck this is. the worst that Tartarus could be. basically percy doesn't stop when Annabeth asks him to during akhlys, and terrified + trauma flashbacks cause her to leave him there alone and escape through the doors of death. it's .,,, obviously not percabeth? i find Annabeth surprisingly in character for the WILDLY out of character premise but gods the way this is written is so. fkekgkrkgk. also hazel baby<333
last one I promise lmao - Citizens of Glass
BEST PERPOLLO DJGKKRKFKEKFKEKFKEKKVKDKVLRKGKRKGKROEOGKRKCLELCKRKVKRK GODS THE FEELS AND EVERYTHING???? IM SO FERAL FOR ANNABEYH AND PERCYS FRIENDSHIP HERE DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ITS SO. V8DKGMVL. THEY ARE RIDE OR DIE BESTIES. LITERALLY.
i lied one more because VIRIRKF
The Once and Future God
time travel fix it which I think redeems luke????? i love it it's all so amazing and Percy is actually from 300 years in the future and he's such a smart amazing kid he's SAVING SO MANY PEOPLE AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF HASNT EVEN STARTED????? i love this sm it's the best soup ever
(two more bcs I can't help myself. this for some really really cool god Percy oneshot which left me feeling buzzed and this for a super super unhealthy dark perpollo)
#fanfic#fanfiction recommendation#pjo fanfics#percy jackson and the Olympians#dark percy jackson#perpollo#i have more but ive gone overboard already lmao#pick and choose#you have a library at your beck and csll
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ur social media au’s are sO GOOD i’m so invested👀 can you do a social media au with luke castellan x daughter of hades where she’s super into poetry (like edgar allen poe, etc)
"take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die"
luke castellan x daughterofhades!poet!reader
smau - luke is y/n's muse
🎧 - the lakes by taylor swift
a/n: omg tysm and thank you so much for requesting! i added a little gracie abrams (in this au the reader's poetry is gracie's lyrics) because her writing is super poetic but i still kept the poe! i hope you like this!
*swearing, not checked so there might be mistakes*
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larueclarisse UR THE CUTEST
yn_yln LITERALLY YOU CLAR
larueclarisse AWEEEE
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itslukecastellan love you poe
yn_yln if its not obvious enough already i love you more
larueclarisse bro who tf calls their gf poe 💀
itslukecastellan what? her favorite poet is edgar allen poe
percy.jackson WOW youre invested in the dead aesthetic y/n
_groverunderwood PERCY
whosannabeth PERCY
larueclarisse wait thats really cute
whosannabeth THATS SO GOOD Y/N/N
yn_yln thank youuu 😊
percy.jackson really living up to the depressing hades aesthetic
yn_yln if you don't quit soon you'll be dead but not in an aesthetic way 🥰
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silenaaaa i love love and i love you
yn_yln ily sel
itslukecastellan oh so i make you nervous?
yn_yln shut up
silenaaa LUKE THERE ARE CHILDREN ON THIS APP
rachel.edare pls write my wedding vows when i get married
yn_yln ofc
_groverunderwood watching you try and get the perfect library pic was so funny 💀
yn_yln shut up
percy.jackson HAHAHAHAHA
iamchrisrodriguez @itslukecastellan i dont think you understand how lucky you are man
larueclarisse you've put yourself on thin ice
itslukecastellan trust me i do
whosannabeth chris i know what you were going for but this was not smart
iamchrisrodriguez i know that now
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itslukecastellan does your girl write poetry about you? didnt think so.
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_groverunderwood ok this is sickeningly adorable
itslukecastellan thanks bro
yn_yln my muse 🤍
itslukecastellan 😍
larueclarisse hes giggling and blushing rn
yn_yln fr?
whosannabeth can confirm
itslukecastellan leave me alone
yn_yln NEVER MUAHAHAH
iamchrisrodriguez @larueclarisse am i ur muse?
larueclarisse uh
itslukecastellan lmao
larueclarisse y/n quit doing adorable shit for luke chris is getting mad
yn_yln sorryyyyyy
whosannabeth edgar allen poe who?
yn_yln HIGHEST COMPLIMENT
itslukecastellan except shes hot too
percy.jackson good job luke a girl isnt repulsed by you
itslukecastellan stfu
whosannabeth HAHAHA
silenaaa have i mentioned that i love love?
itslukecastellan yes
yn_yln yes
rachel.edare SO CUTE
itslukecastellan i know she is
yn_yln's story
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percy.jackson ENOUGH WE GET IT UR AESTHETIC IS DEAD DEPRESSION
yn_yln i'm going to kill you in your sleep (aesthetically ofc)
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itslukecastellan you make me insane
yn_yln good
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larueclarisse AWEEE
larueclarisse also stop chris is on my ass rn about doing cute stuff
yn_yln just tell him a song that makes you think of him and he'll stfu
larueclarisse what song 💀
yn_yln literally any love song
larueclarisse meh
#luke castellan fluff#luke castellan imagine#luke castellan smau#luke castellan x hades! reader#percy jackson#percy series#pjo smau#luke castellan pjo#pjo#lizlovestofangirl#lizlovestofangirl smau#smau#percy jackson smau#percy jackson imagine#luke castellan x poet!reader
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⚠️ HoO Spoilers ⚠️
ok, so i just finished the last book from HoO and i need to say that, even though i LOVED this saga, i am kinda disappointed with the ending... and here is why:
(tbh, i don't know if these are controversial or general agreement topics, but pls be nice!)
i felt like a lot of things were missing, like, for example, WHY the hell didn't have a scene with Percy and his mother??? not even a LETTER?? 😭 my boy went missing for so long, his mum must be dying from worries and we don't even get a chapter with them both talking?? after everything Sally has done on the first saga?
another character that i felt was forgotten is Grover. tbf, i didn't expect like a whole scene with a long dialogue with him, but, how much it would cost just to say that, for example, Nico saw him, Percy and Annabeth talking together? the og trio. he deserved so much better 💔
ok, so we miss all these, but what do we get?? JASON AND PIPER KISSING! like, i understand the importance of the scene (a new begining and shit) but is not like we haven't seen it happening before, they say it was their first kiss but that part didn't had any impact on me like???? and they're just a OK couple, doesn't even gets close to that Percabeth kiss scene in the end of the last PJO book. so, yeah, was this REALLY necessary??
Leo's "death" was a really weak angst. don't get me wrong, leo is one of my favourite characters of all time, and i know some of the readers got really sad, but i didn't, because i knew he wouldn't die (ok, this was my fault maybe, but i saw that he was the one who narrates the last chapter) and we kinda of knew his plan, i knew he had the cure with him yk?
and, complementing topic 4, the last chapter being about him and Calipso was just 😐😐 like, everyone thinks he is dead, but we know he is not, so it doesn't have this weight anymore, and, then, he goes to Calipso... i know he is obsessed with her, and talk about her throughout all the book, but, why this was the last chapter??? A WHOLE SAGA SAYING ABOUT MONSTERS AND GAIA AND IT JUST END WITH TWO "TEENS" TALKING ABOUT OH YEAH WE DONT KNOW WHERE WE ARE GOING BY THE WAY
And, in the topic of monster and battle, the Gaia battle was SO DAMN BORING!!! Ok, so Rick passed 5 whole books saying to readers "hey, pay attention! they can't let Gaia wake up or else will be THE END OF THE WORLD" and we are like "ok lol" and then she wakes up and i was like "OH SHIT WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY GOING TO DO?? IS THE END!!! NOOOO!!!" ... she appears... they drag her to the sky... one explosion (and an unnecessary Octavian death) and BOOM! its over. "simple" like that. AND without any relevant deaths.
i am just angry because the end of PJO was wonderful. they had to do hard sacrifices, (Charlie), it had betrayal plot (Silena) and redemption (Silena and Luke). they had to use ALL the forces they could think of and still was a difficult battle. and the main villain was a TITAN!!!!! Gaia was supposed to be SO MUCH DIFFICULT, and yet, it was not. the giants were harder to fight.
and talking about fight. the way that the amazons and the hunters didn't appear back was so 😐😐 too. like, it seemed they were forgotten like Grover and Sally. not even a change of letters? just to guarantee they were ok...
my verdict: pjo CRUSHES hoo
anyway, i know that there's "more" but i also know that The Seven™ will not be all together again, so its just kinda of disappointment to know that was the end... feel free to also give your opinion (but try to avoid future spoilers please!)
(also, srr for my English! 🫶)
#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo#rick riordan#riordanverse#gaia#percy pjo#percy jackson fandom#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy and annabeth#percabeth#grover underwood#grover pjo#percy and grover#leo valdez#hoo spoilers#pjo spoilers#jason grace#thalia grace#piper mclean#pjo hoo toa#pjo fandom#hoo fandom#the blood of olympus#riordan universe
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my takes for the sun and the star bc im bored
will is gonna die and asklepius his godly bro is gonna revive him
they'll show their (on screen) first kiss after a life-death situation. and it's gonna be nico who starts it
nico's gonna be so clouded by the emotion of relief by either Will surviving some shit or bc they both did escape some monster, and boy's just gonna dive in. an emotional kiss
nico's gonna be described as angelic again
nico's gonna be turned into a plant. again
piper's gonna find out nico's gay by charmspeaking and noticing it doesnt have absolutely any effect on him
they gonna run into jason i will cut my throat if they do not. and if they do too 🤷🏻♀️
apollo's gonna actually try to help them a lil bit at some point
percy's gonna also try to help nico (he better) since it's part his fucking fault they got into that mess
we'll know will's label (he's bi bet ur ass on it)
and also will's fatal flaw
they'll find either luke's winged shoes, beth's knife or laptop
there'll be flashbacks of nico & jason being the best besties on fucking earth rick i swear if u dont give me this i'll be outside your house with a loaded gun u owe me
they gonna run into the arai monsters aka the curse monsters (pls i crave to see that it's gonna be intense)
nico & piper are gonna talk about jason (spoiler: i will cry)
nico & piper are gonna hug at some point (spoiler #2: i will cry, again)
they will bathe in the styx. holding hands. bc they're are that romantic
flashback of nico getting claimed/realizing he's a child of hades in the titan's curse PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU
#if this feels like too much for just 1 book#trust me its not#remember all the crazy shit that happened in hoo#this is basically nothing#almost#kinda#well#nico di angelo#will solace#tsats predictions#tsats#the sun and the star#rick riordan#riordanverse#mark oshiro#solangelo#percy jackson#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#jason grace#nico di angelo x will solace#hazel levesque#riordanverse headcanons
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gold rush ✧ annabeth chase
✧ summary annabeth chase going through a rollercoaster of emotions over perseus fucking jackson :)
✧ genre i actually don't know :))
✧ word count 509
✧ warnings none
✧ link to main masterlist
✧ A/N just something super short to get out of a writer's block heh pls dont judge enjoy the really cringe gold rush references
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Percy Jackson. Where to start.
He got looks everywhere he went at camp. Some were jealous. Others were delighted. But the rest… the rest were hungry for his attention. His validation. A smile, a laugh if they were lucky.
That’s what Annabeth hated the most.
There was no doubting the way Rachel looked at him. Like he was her only interest. And it was obvious he had talked to Calypso on Ogygia. It’s a miracle he came back, she thought to herself, secretly relieved. She felt horrible for feeling that way, but she couldn’t help it. The Aphrodite girls always circled him at bonfires, desperate for his intention, his gleaming, twinkling sea-green eyes that could sink ships. They were like waves, she imagined sometimes. Ocean waves that were so inviting, she almost jumped in.
But loving Percy was complicated. Sometimes he seemed to be giving the right signs, and sometimes she was two feet in the friendzone. Sure, she was starting to sound like your typical highschool sophomore, but she didn’t care. Every bit of common sense she had went out the window when it came to him.
Athena didn’t approve, of course, but that didn't matter.
Annabeth sat on the grassy fields surrounding the camp, lost in thought. She had a clear view of the entire place from here, which was why it was her favorite. But she chose to focus on only one person, the person that had her drowning in a pool of her insecurities, her flaws, her doubts. He was the only person who ever made a mess of her like that. Not even Luke had such an effect on her. She hated anticipating her face in a red flush, making herself a fool as he chuckled in amusement. She hated how every other girl would die to feel his touch. She hated how everybody wanted him.
It was selfish, she knew that. They were best friends, nothing else, so why should she care? But she didn’t want him as a best friend. She wanted to know what it would be like to love him, and for her to love her back. It was a fantasy that kept her awake after dusk and until dawn.
She was falling. Annabeth pulled her knees close and hugged herself. This was scary. She was falling—fast—and she needed something to stabilize her. It was like flying, but only until she met the ground with a sickening crunch. She loved it and despised it at once. Annabeth never thought it was possible to feel this way, but Perseus Jackson was all about doing the impossible. Hell, he’d escaped death too many times to count. He defied the very laws of existence. Sometimes she wondered how it must be to grow up that… beautiful. Sea-glass eyes, windswept hair that never failed him, that smile. There he was. Riptide a blurry figure, his delighted laugh echoing through the pines as Clarisse fumed.
He was the ocean wave. She’d drown if she jumped. But was drowning so bad when it came to him?
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[CHAPTER 19 & PREM]
Notes for myself. I know he dislikes this stuff already, its very clear, but i wanted the exact verbiage he uses. I am surprised he doesnt outright say rape. I wonder if thays a censoring thing or a Gilbert thing.
Surprised sariel or. Anyone. Never told her about the king. I guess it doesnt matter? But i feel like it is good knowledge to have... i guess they also dont want it getting out, but they so freely syate it in so many routes? Lukes mother was not the only one raped so?? I feel like its important to take into account how someone would act as a king, on good AND bad days.
Gilbert the criminology expert. I am... happy. But this points to why his heart got so corrupted also, swarming himself into awful awful cases and atudying. Its for the betterment of others, he wants this stuff to stop for the sake of others. Word soup right now but. I wonder when this is realized by her and him. Killing awful people and knowlingly having to sacrifice a few (the civil war hes trying to ignite) to try and turn the tides of ruling completely.
I figured thats why he wasnt really super awful to either of them. He was awful but not super.
Ah i want to screenshot all of this. Jesus christ. Ill have to record this whole chapter for myself because of this speech.
I feel like its difficult to comment on. I am not good at politics, i am nodding along and understanding this is an extreme, but its difficult to make any comments due to just...nodding...
I wonder if he also wants to die due to the grief of it all. *weedles my hcs into this*. All i keep thinking about is a gilbert, alone at night plagued by nightmares of his mother, the disappointment she would have, and promising himself and the memory of her (and albert) that itll end 'soon' because he plans to die like this.
And he wants emma to do it. To be the last thing he sees before he dies, the object of his love and obsession.
I cant fogure out if he wants it so that he can dig himself further into a villain, to crush his heart due to the only woman he loved passing judgement thay he SHOULD die to atone for his sins, as a dramatic final act of some sort of self harm, or because he wants her to be the last thing he sees so that he can leave with a sense of happiness and feeling love as his final feeling, even if its twisted.
Typing that made me want to cry
I want gilbert to have a life free of this pain. I wish he could just have a small home on the countryside with emma.
Is it because he never expected her to Not want him dead? Hes shocked that his secret desires of her liking him back are showing to be possivle? That she deems him redeemable enough to live despite whay hes done?
Hes gonna show her a lot worse now huh.
-> WALTER?!?!?! MY MAN?!?!?! MAN OF THE HOUR?!?!??!
-> ITS WALTER!!!!!!!
i love how gilbert talks to him. Okay like in context he sounds so awful but--- okay listen in some events it sounds like he always does this when they try to scold him. Also funny the threat happens when walters like "oh she exists?" LMAO love that they thought he was just fucking delusional in regards to her apparently.
I want to know so badly what gilbert has said about her. I also feel like some things may have been feverish ramblings that walter was not supposed to hear.
-> "well, that's killed the mood" lmao
Man after my own heart.
I desperately want to imagine he has collected books that shes liked over the years, in order to try and feel what she felt while reading them, to feel closer to her.
I also want to imagine hes collected books he thought she might enjoy, too.
-> "although, I just really wanted to make you happy" sobs
-> gdi i missed screenshotting his advancement with the food. If anyone is reading this and has a screenshot of what he said he did....pls...gib....
Argh i hit the photo limit.
-> "i don't wanna" ily. Youre like a fuckin kid sometimes.
-> both genders of workers and such
-> novles and commoners at the castle dressed the same to avoid preconceptions
-> PREM STORY? fucking hell i forgot there was an avatar check. I hit the photo limit. Was already mad i couldnt show the screenie about her thinking about his life and him killing. Ill do that next note chapter.
[PREM STORY]
-> both outfits are my jam this time.
-> "i want to know how we can make up again." " atrocious" "what a kind bunny you are"
-> "are you playing at psychoanalysis now?" Looks at my notes. Looks back at game.
-> "thats gross"
-> the shock at her saying its cowardly. Is it because he didnt consider that ( he HAD to have of, right????) Or just surprised again that she thinks along those lines?
-> again. The crux of wanting to feel the love of the object of your affections verses having to stick to your guns so that she does not know the true depth of it all and will not be ruined by your death, so that she can keep the purity with her and you still got to experience it....ah.......pain....suffering....gILBERT
-> does not want to hurt her, confliction. Ough i am glad i bought this ill be rereading it and crying later.
[You unlocked: Gun!]
PART 2 - GILBERT ROUTE SPOILERS POST
The last post got really long since hitting 'readmore' shows you ALL the reblogs on it, so I made a part 2 for chaps 12-20(?).
I'll be reblogging this post each chapter or so with personal thoughts and general screaming under a cut. I'll be having it in a format with the chapter numbered, and then a cut directly after where I'll be yelling. I already know some major spoilers with gilberts route, so if you have not finished his route yet, be wary.
I'll be using the tags 'Scum Simps' and 'scum plays gil route' for those of you who want to filter it out. Thank u!
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Anne and Gilbert's enemies to friends to best friends to oh no is he into me? To total strangers to strangers both Yearning to jealous to 4 year engagement to lovers to disgustinglybin love parents 10 year long slowburn will forever be my favorite thing
#anne of green gables#aogg#lm montgomery#lucy maud montgomery#nia speaks#shirbert#ok listen its about the Yearning#the enemies of book 1#the bffs w gilbert being head over heels in book 2#the bffs to strangers and both dating other people (yeah yeah i know he wasnt but gimme this) but both dancing around each other#also can we talk about the fact that anne had 4 proposals???#and then wait no i love you pls dont die#than immediately a 4 year engagement#then married#please i love them#listen anne just dumped roy and im luke the helmo image rn#december 2020
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is luke ever going to recover from salmonella or will he just die at the ripe old age of 13
One angst for you. Take it.))
#ask#luke triton#hershel layton#luke confirmed for salmonella#is he gonna die?#we just dont know#maybe i can use this to make clive less of a bastard and more of a big brother#we shall see#clive's grounded#pl
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Episosede 8 of house of the dragon in my house is...
My mom's boyfriend, seeing viserys: he looks like absolute shit!
My mom: and he is alive! Still alive! Why he doesn't die already so we can have the rebels and the killing and the blood and war!
The bf: what he has? Lepra?
No but like what is happening to viserys he is a rooting corpse
My mom's bf: why they don't kill him? Like... in a little help?
My mom: it would be treason
...
Why is this child crying. Dyana. Im scared. Ohh no
Alicent: what a beautiful name
My mom: for a dead woman.
Me: oh shit. Alicent i know you wont do it
And she didn't. In your face mom. Dyana sweetie run away from this shitshow
...
Aegon you disgusting little shit
Good slap, my mom snorted from the kitchen. What an absolute win
...
i cant tell luke and jace apart shit
Ooooh i got them, dark hair is luke AKA the youngest and brown hair is jace AKA oldest okokok
aEMOND
LOOK AT HIM GO
Oooh the velaryon have arrived bitches
...
rhAENYS
She is so hurt for laenor :(
Ehehehe rhaenys knows Whats up
My mom's bf: what just happened??
My mom: she is telling the princess that is a good idea but if tomorrow the hightowers do their best to fuck with her and win, rhaenyra will be fucking alone
...
My mom, forgetting what she said at the start of the episode: well can we kill the King already?
My mom's bf: they can last that long?
My mom: usually? In that time? No, but he is very stubborn.
Rhaenyra what are you saying? That you do not want the realm?
Viserys really said im going to sleep, good bye
Oh shit is he dead?
finALLY?
Oh he isn't, but it would have been hilarious
Viserys: i wanna eat with my family
My mom: bc after it im gonna die, not before i do another little fuck up. As a goodbye for everyone
...
Yeah you go vaemond
Ooooh RHAENYRA STOP everyone knows
Lets see what bullshit she will say
OH MAN VISERYS IS UP AND WALKING
My mom: he is so SLOW, can anyone give him a piggy walk to the poor old man
My mom bf: until he gets there...
My mom: THE EPISODE WILL END WHEN HE GETS THERE
you know i dont like viserys but man they could have dressed him with something lighter, poor man cant walk and you put him in THAT
My mom, when daemon helps viserys: shitty fucker started hating him now he is a Goodie. Why you doing that
Oh shit rhaenys, well, im still with you, Lady. You rock
Vaemond im so sorry for you
OOOOH VAEMOND HAS HAD ENOUGH
Yeah dont allow it vaemond
OOOH VAEMOND SPITTING FACTS
oOOH HE SAID IT >:D
OOH HE SAID THAT :0
NOOOOO VAEMOND
Daemond you bitch
Aemond what are you thinking you little scheming blondie
...
Not alicent being so religious... religius... religeus... RELIGIOSA, what the trauma does to a lady
Aegon you little shit shut up
My mom: viserys will drop dead in his potatos
ohhh he is
Oh god his face
Viserys: i love you all guys
My mom: except the hand of the King, who is very much a son of a bitch
Ohhh rhaenyra said sorry? Alicent and rhaenyra bien kind and nice to each other??
My mom: at least for tonight
Mi brother: they have to keep appearances
Aegon pls youre embarrasing me in front of my Team Black Mom
Jace: i have good memories of our childhood
The rest of the damn table:
Halaena BABYGIRL YOU DESERVE BETTER
My mom: and now, in such a little moment of family and laugh and dances and utter stupidity, viserys dies.
He didn't.
Thats it, viserys fucked off, its time for killing each other
OOOH AEMOND WHAT ARE YOU DOING
Aemond: they are like their father... strong
Yiss this man is a little shit, but a different kind to aegon
OHH RHAENYCENT MOMENT? AN HONEST MOMENT?
AAAAA
....
MYSERIA? MYSAIRA? MISEYRA? LA DAMA MISERIA
What are you plotting beautiful Lady?
....
Well no one can deny that alicent is trying her damn best with viserys.
Oooh the King is fucking it up one last time
Shit
oh nonono
Alicent's FACE
Oh shit is he going to kill himself? Oh he didn't
Episode ends
My mom's bf: is he dead?
My mom: we dont KNOW. UNTIL I SEE A DAMN FUNERAL HE ISN'T DEAD. and even then i will doubt it. He lasted this much seems pretty sus that he just dies now.
Once again, my mother is upset bc of the lack of murder and blood and war, she gives a 0/10
#house of the dragon spoilers#hotd#spoilers#alicent hightower#vaemond velaryon#aemond targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#anti rhaenyra targaryen#just in case#viserys targaryen#rhaenys targaryen#anti viserys i targaryen#just in case too
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zak i have a. very self indulgent question because it's been scratching at my writer brain for a while but. how do you think luke would react if mc got hurt trying to protect him :D (like yes we all know this is an overused cliche but im going to die on this hill anyway) - 🌃
NOW ON AO3 if you'd rather read there
// content warnings: guns, gunshot injury, hospitals, punching walls, blood
NightStar, pls know that this ask consumed my mind during the 2 days i took to respond bc i love this trope as well! but also know that im an action movie junkie who has no qualms with angst so
mc gets shot in the shoulder
it's not fatal. the bullet misses the subclavian artery, misses the brachial plexus, it misses those two places that can absolutely cause death or lifelong injury when hit.
luke cant stop thinking about the moment it happened, it wasn't even an NXX case or anything, it was a mugger with a medium bore calibre handgun, a nervous mugger at that, his hand shaking and waving the gun around as he yelled at luke and mc to give him their phones, their passwords. luke shouldn't have pushed, he should have stayed calm and followed mc's lead, deal with the consequences later but
all luke saw was the gun pointed at her.
and he couldnt think at all
he lunged forward, tried to disarm the man, and it should have worked, would have worked if he was up against the usual threats he's met in the past, trained killers just like him, but this man wasnt that. this man was scared and jumpy and his finger was on the trigger so when luke pushed forward the man jerked, the bullet flew, and luke was pretty okay with getting shot but then that
doesnt happen.
luke is pushed to the ground by mc who is now bleeding out in his arms and----
the doctors say it's not fatal. luke listens to them with his fists clenched so hard his nails bite cruelly into his palm. the bullet missed the major artery in the shoulder, missed the bundle of nerves that controls the whole arm. the doctors say mc was very brave for what she did. and theyre right. the doctors say that mc was very lucky that the bullet didnt hit anything important. and theyre right.
he clenches his fists harder, feels his knuckles creak under the strain.
luke sits at mc's bedside, after the surgery. she's still out, but he lays a hand on hers anyway. he feels the warmth of her fingers, he moves his hold to press at her wrist, to feel her pulse, steady and strong. he sits like that for hours until she wakes up, blearily blinks her eyes open to look at him.
"hi, luke," she says, a bit confused. "what happened?"
luke smiles, keeping his expression gentle despite the storm building up in his head because that wont help her. in the past, when she was in danger, he would get angry at her, but this is different. she actually got hurt this time. shes suffered enough. the only thing he will give her is kindness. "you were really stupid, is what happened." he says softly, squeezing her hand.
"ohhh yeeaahhhh," she giggles, remembering but also slightly loopy from the anaesthetic in her system. "i dont regret it, though. i dont want you to get hurt."
"i know," luke feels his hand begin to tremble. "but promise me you wont ever do something like that ever again. i dont want you to get hurt either."
"okayyyyy," she says, wiggling her pinky. "i'll even pinky promise on it, so dont look so glum."
luke breathes a soft laugh, looping his pinky with hers, hoping she doesnt notice how he's shaking.
"i pinky promise to never do that again," she dutifully recites. "oooon the condition that luke pearce also do the same."
"sneaky," luke lifts her hand gently, pressing a kiss to her palm.
"sir, maam," a nurse greets, in her hand, a syringe. the nurse heads over to where mc's IV. "maam, the doctor says you shouldnt be awake yet. im giving you a sedative that will put you to sleep for a few more hours."
"okay," she nods. "i was getting sleepy anyway. luke, stay with me until i conk out?"
"of course," luke tells her.
so he stays. he holds her hand and feels her thumb drag back and forth across his skin before slowly, slowly coming to a stop. her eyes fall shut, and when that happens, luke pulls away. he leaves her room and heads for a bathroom. he checks all the stalls, makes sure nobody is there, makes sure he is alone.
it is then and only then that he allows himself to break.
luke's fist hits the wall. hard. he reels his arm back, and sends another punch forward. he surges again and again and again until he can no longer feel the tremble in his fingers, the tremble in his heart, because it wasnt fatal but it could have been, because she got lucky but she wouldnt had have to need luck if he had just thought this through, because he had her blood on his hands, because he held her while she bled and he couldnt do anything but call for help and wait for it to arrive, because he should have been faster, because he should have been smarter, because he should have been better, but he wasnt, and so it was his fault, he did this.
by the time luke stops, his knuckles drip with his blood.
good, he thinks.
an eye for an eye.
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