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Porter @ Vincent
#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted Vincent#redacted Porter#my Porter x Vincent brain is braining recently#by recently I mean#right#now#c:#after 2 days of non stop sobbing your brain starts getting creative#10/10 recommend guys truly#lucid is back at it again#fun fact I almost deleted my account earlier#not so fun fact I kept it#smh#since I'm keeping it I should use it right#Roight#I'm having art block rn sooooooo
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thinkin about isat again (big surprise) and it would be a wonder if someone in the gang doesnt develop separation anxiety postgame. like other than siffrin considering that's the entire premise of the games plot, i mean.
#isat spoilers#isat#i bets would be on bonnie.#theyre like. 10.#they've nearly lost this specific person twice. and they consider one of those instances their own fault.#and the second time the person split off on their own (not really lucid or reasonable) terms and it nearly resulted in their death.#and thats not even CONSIDERING the nille situation. which is the entire reason bonnie is here.#you lose your sister. you hope its not forever but right now shes gone. and you're so so scared.#you get someone new who loves you dearly and reminds you of your sister. you love them back.#you nearly lose them TWICE. and they come out of it a shivering twitchy mess of a human.#now you have them BOTH back an dyou are never letting either of them go ever again.#because every time you've been separated from someone its only ever resulted in something bad happening.#wow im overthinking this.
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I had a dream last night, that Ford's eye was bleeding. From stress, I think, and for whatever reason it was very important that he hide it.
I don't remember much of the dream, but there's a vivid scene in my mind of Ford in front of the bathroom mirror in the middle of the night, holding a wet washcloth and wiping away the blood. Dipper walks past, I forgot what he was doing, but he sees the blood and knows where it's from and there's a moment of mutual deer-in-headlights looks. "Oh shit, my grunkle's eye is bleeding!" and "Oh shit, my gnephew knows my eye is bleeding!"
The whole dream had an air of grief/mourning to it. I think the bleeding eye reminded Ford of Bill, and even though it reminded him of a bad part of him it was still BILL and he misses him.
#billford#ford pines#gravity falls#alternatively the eye bleeding was because of bill starting to occasionally possess ford again#but im not entirely sure which#just that ford missed him and the eye was a reminder#my dreams are a lot like stories sometimes#i can go back and edit or make stuff happen to be more narratively pleasing even when im not lucid#perhaps i read too much fanfiction
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Nico heat/rut spent with Milly? 😌 it’s just a thought I’m having rn. Bc he likes her so much and maybe liv/raz aren’t available at the time bc they’re not doing well or away on a trip with elendira and he and Milly get along so well that nai agrees that maybe it would be a good idea for him to try things out with her!! At least this way nico can experience having someone’s complete full attention bc when nai is caring for him he’s always also constantly distracted by vash’s daily life needs. Idk I just think it would be cute. Beloved beefy girl taking care of this desperate whiny little wolf boy
worlds most insufferable dog vs worlds most patient owner
#then when wws lucid again and hes back home hes like hehe that was awesome milly was so good to me i should live with her instead#and that would usually set nai off but instead he just turns the page of his newspaper and is like sure nicholas#bc while double checking that all of wws stuff is back too milly was like you have such a sweet puppydog mister 🥰#he wouldnt go anywhere without something that smelled like you! it was really cute!#bark art#millywood#mw#anonymous
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i love Carrie i think shes so so cool but i don't like drawing characters without any clothes on so i gave her a cute lil emo outfit :3
didn't go full on emo with it because i wanted it to simple enough that it could still be feasibly animated. idk how well i did cuz i'm not an animator but whatever i think she looks nice :)
#the sketch i made of this has been lying around for like a year and a half so i figured i might as well finish it#also FIRST FINISHED DRAWING WITH MY GLASSES BACK!!!!#ehehe i'm so happy i cant wait to get back to DRAWING AGAIN!!! especially robins comic#but i'm in no rush#the past week and a half has been crazy stressful as it is#the last thing i need is to stress myself out about something with no deadline and very low stakes#that's a one-way ticket to killing all of my love and motivation for a project. i learned that lesson the hard way (sorry Lucid Terrors </3#carrie krueger#the amazing world of gumball#tawog#carrie tawog#tawog carrie#my art#tawog fanart#gumball fanart
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its quite possible the best thing you can do for your online experience is get unimaginably obsessed with a story with an incredibly small but close knit online following
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man 2.2 is interesting bc sunday keeps having me go from "oh so he's crazy" to "ok no he has a point" back to "oh so he's crazy"
#hsr spoilers#like his whole thing about sundays and needing to rest#yeah no ur so right bro we are not meant to work every single day of our lives we are meant to rest and enjoy life#but also#bro i am not assimilating myself into some lucid dream for this i'm not escaping reality#again back and forth between 'oh this makes sense' and 'oh no you're just insane'
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i think something moonage daydream was really good at doing was capturing a vibe
#sir.txt#the thing it was second best at was painting a picture... that movie is a watercolor rendition of a galaxy to me#i feel like the linear progression of bowie's life in the movie never being marked by any specific dates not even years... it gives it that#not cut and dry feeling. none of these events exist solely in one day of one year they are something that will span longer than ourselves#one day- a couple of hours- stretched into infinity simply by the fact that they were not confined within a date#i think that's something worthy of bowie. to be immortalized not through the medium itself but by how the medium refuses to cage him within#any set parameters that would be too extreme and unsatisfying for him would he be there to choose#instead letting him trespass all those barriers and just be and transcend#my boyfriend says the film is like bowies superstar cosmic journal well i say the film is like bowies watercolor rendition of a galaxy in#formation- and all the stars are still forming and the watercolor still hasn't dried as another layer is added so shades melt within-into-#each other#like how bowie refused to keep himself caged within one style one look one identity he surpassed all of those boundaries and transformed#into something else... it is only fair that the film capture it in a similar way... all of the flashy colors and editing is just a#projection of bowies spirit itself in all its vibrancy and extravagance without being supercilious#this movie was touching but also fun for the sake of fun and eccentric for the sake of eccentricity. it's a must watch for whoever loves#bowie at his most raw and unrestrained and undefined... i felt like falling through the screen to bw held by him at several moments#BECAUSE that's what the movie is it's the galaxy wrapping its arms around the unknowing astronaut#and welcoming them into itself because nobody in this reality is actually an outsider of life- nobody passively observes the universe-#that's something that i found very moving in the film was how bowie surpassed that feeling of all-encompassing loneliness that was#what propeled him to create art... and found acceptance and loving and understood he wasn't alien to all of it.#it's very moving again like i said. but specially movingfor someone like me who struggles so hard not to simply idly observe things and let#life reject me. I can't keep letting these things write themselves into existence over and over and maybe just maybe#that film helped me snap back into a higher sense of lucidity where i realise i have to take control of my life#but like. anyway.#bowies life is very mythologised but in part it is very much a self constructed myth which he himself took the time to skillfully architect#and its such that myth ceases to be only in suspension and untangible: bowie being extraterrestrial.#he.... he integrates so much into the planet he does become an energy traversing through earth. he becomes life itself but in the least self#important way this sentiment could be expressed.#there will never be another bowie- as there will never be another dylan or reed or lennon. there will never be circumstances which will come#but to quote the movie. his life hasnt ended. only changed. thats beautiful. anyways my tags are up
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OMG CHAT AFTER MONTHS (don’t look at me im desperate) OF HOPING I WOULD DREAM OF DEV PATEL THE UNIVERSE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS$3&;82$4&3& i can’t believe the delusions have bled over to the subconscious realm 😭😭
#me and my delusions of dev patel against the world#dev patel SAVE MEEEEE#we had such a happy life together#i almost cried when i woke up#AGAIN IM DELUSIONAL DONT LOOK AT ME😭#lucid dreams of my celeb crushes are when you know the obsession has gotten out of hand….#dev patel#aka my husband#come back the (imaginary) kids miss you-
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I dreamt of an internet friend and decided to draw about it
#us suddenly turning into kids is not because i rewinded time too far but because i was just that happy to meet them. i felt like a kid again#the moment someone told me i just missed them i was semi lucid INSTANTLY and ripped the fabric of dream reality to go back to the beginning#with no hesitation#comic#dreams#dream journal#dream diary#my art#illustration#haven't posted in a while huh
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The amount of people I've seen had a variant of Darlin, Angel or Collins in their username is uncanny. Clearly I'm missing out yo.
#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#special mentions to all the ashers#vincents#and Damiens#out there#I see you#I hear you#I'm friends with like 2835482 angels#but Ashers?#y'all are up there#its ok#I hear you I see you#lucid back at it again#ALSO LASKOS#I see them too
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I actually have semi fleshed out (kimchay) AUs for like most of Jeff's MV but none of them are finished and I hate(not actually i love talking about them) talking about my wip before they're finished cause it makes me work on them less cause I'm like
I talked about it = I worked on it :)
and then I never continue writing then 😔
Anyway here is a couple of them:
Dum Dum - (currently 12k written)
KimChay are walking home one night accidentally walk into an alleyway where they see a group of gang members killing someone, Kim tries to help Chay escape but ends up knocked on conscious and Chay is taken back to their leader. Chay believes Kim died in the alleyway.
A year passes with Chay now living as the mafia bosses husband. Chays mind is broken and believes the mafia boss is Kim due to him living in delusions to deal with the trauma. One day someone plants a bomb in the mansion and breaks in. Sunshine is tattooed on their neck and Chay thinks its a mercenary sent to kill him. He insists his name is Kim, but Chay doesn't believe him. His Kim didn't have tattoos or white hair.
Lucid- (currently 6k written)
Chay lives by himself and tends to a large garden. one day he finds a man passed out in his garden. Chay takes him back to his home and takes care of him. When the man wakes up he is startled and scared of Chay and jumps out of Chays window.
A week later the man comes back. They grow close and Chay eventually learns the mans name, and that he is a fae. As they grow closer Chay starts to feel sick and he keeps forgetting things. One day he forgets Kim.
Another fae curses Chay to forget Kim every time they part cause they’re jealous Kim doesn’t want them (the curse also causes Chay to be in pain whenever they’re together it takes Kim a while to figure this out which is why he keeps coming back, he just thinks Chay’s sick) but you know Chay is Chay so he’s so excited to meet a fae and talk and help him etc. but eventually Kim figures out how to break the curse: he has to die.
(not MCD has happy ending)
Loop - (currently 4k written)
Kim is forced to work at his family's company but he hates it and is intentionally being bad at his job. When he gets paired up with one of the company's best employees to make him better, Kim starts to fall for Chay. Kim does star actually learned how to do his job but Kim continues to be bad at his job so Chay will have to help him more.
One day Kim overhears his father saying if Chay doesn't get Kim to start working better he will be fired. So Kim starts to actually do his job. And when he is finally doing well, Chay is forced to quit anyway cause Korn doesn't like Kim is in love with a random employee.
#kimchay#kim theerapanyakul#porchay kittisawasd#the dum dum mv gives me so much brain rot#i was writing it around the same time RE4 remake came out so like at one point kim is leading chay through a hedge maze#and chay runs off to get away from kim and kim has to go try and find him again#(kim is distracted by trying to kill bodyguards which gives chay the chance to run away from him as chay does trust him in his broken state#kim calls chay sunshine in dum dum but because of the tattoo chay refers to kim as sunshine so they are both sunshine :)#i have changed the plot of the lucid on like 6 times#kim is fae royalty and korn wants to marry him to another fae royalty so kim leaves for a few weeks#(he doesnt know he is being forced into marriage)#and when he finally manages to get back to chay is when chay forgets who he is#in loop kim keeps making Chay coffee and leaving it on his desk but he doesn't givve any indication its from him so chay#is just more confused every time he sees a coffee cup on his desk#chay is unaware who kim is as the bosses son he just thinks its some rich kid who isnt allowed to be fired and feels so much pressure to#make kim good at his job as kim just never seems to take in what chay is saying#my problem writing loop is idk what actual business they are doing lmao its like 'chay read over kims paper work and sighed at his mistakes#what is the paper work for? idk but they are doing paper work#i have more but these are the more planned out ones#mine
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Ever think about how fucked up it was that our desperate need for escapism led us to believe we could go to different realities if we manifested it well enough and meditated hard enough?
Ever think about how fucked up it was that it was mainly teenage girls that partook?
#i can speak on this#i am an authority because i fully subscribed to it#and defended it from naysayers#the odd1sout video had me livid when it came out i was so dedicated#now i fully believe anyone who swore up and down that it worked for them was really good at lucid dreaming#because thats all it is#you can't wish hard enough to simply not be here anymore and come back again like nothing#thats not how it WORKS#god save all the young girls still part of the shifting community#im so sorry the real worlds sucks so much that you feel the need to subject yourself to ritualistic fantasy#~°•*andy says things#~°•*andy rants
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KMHFGJGHB RICHIE WAS IN MY DREAM AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND GUS WAS BEING A WINGMAN FOR HIM 😭😭😭 I hardly ever even get CRUMBS of selfship dreams, this one was like a whole meal 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#we were sitting at desks for some kind of class for the job we were all doing#and mine was uncomfortable SO WHEN I STOOD UP HE MOVED IT AND SWAPPED IT WITH A DIFFERENT ONE 🥹#then later on i said something nice about his hair and he got all blushy and proud and started bragging to clark and howie 😭#there were just so many moments of us talking and being awkward in the best way and AUHHHGJUGH i wish this happened every night#i gotta get back into dream journaling bc that helps me control the topics of them sooo much more#i never got very good at lucid dreaming but i did get better at it than i expected... maybe ill start trying again lol#richietag#caitiechat#⚾️ benchwarmers
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dude i dreamt something so ethereal and romantic and beautiful i wanna sleep again i wanna go back to the undisturbed starlit sky
#dreams#i dreamt#dreaming#lucid dreaming#?#i guess?#it was super cozy and joyful and nothing could hurt me#it even had a little bit of story that#utilized the “bad beginning =/= who you are” message#god#i wanna sleep again for it#i wanna chase the dream#take me back!!!!#ramble#mii talks#text post
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Ah
Well guess that gives me the incentive FHGDJKFJDK- so yeah I had a ‘lucid’ dream with the big man himself, the big fucking bastard-
Trigger Warning: A SLIGHT bit of gore
but uh yeah again, very iffy with the lucid term on this but uh- I’ll try to describe it the best way I can? Also gonna get a read more bc it’ll be a bit lengthy
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So uh, to start off with I was in Boys n Grills- like near the back section of it essentially- I remember I was about to head out a doorway into the main like DINER area n shit- but before I could- Bob comes through the doorway and to give a better picture of this, it was v e r y much- like a irl kinda thing? like he didn’t look realistic, he still looked- like- uh...
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2D? i-is that what ya call it? jhfkdldj either way, it was all the spooky month style essentially but I was like fully in it, looking around as myself cause usually my dreams have a camera pov- no this was all me looking around so first thing to note, we all know hes a big fella right? Yeah uh lemme just say, to say hes a big guy is kinda an under statement to me now
...His hand was probably bigger than my entire fucking face ngl
but either way- my point is-
This man is fucking HUGE, im a big person, not in height- oh god no lmao im 5′5″ but im a fat dude,, this man dwarfed me not only in height but weight too jfvdfksdds but he was taller than the fucking doorframe, he literally had to somewhat lean down to come through, it was like looking up at a skyscraper
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...okay m-maybe that is a LITTLE bit of an over-exaggeration but my point is, man was fucking h u g e and dwarfed my ass in more ways than one- oh i forgot to mention hjfdkjdks he WAS in his devil costume- ya know, signature red turtleneck, face paint, horns, etc-
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I can’t remember if he spoke or not, tbh i was,, actually pretty fucking terrified i remember that- he was grinning also like usual- he started advancing toward me and i just kinda,, started backing away- neither of us spoke or said anything- but eventually my back kinda hit a wall
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and fucking hell he’s not only a huge dude he’s strong as HELL,, picked me up with one hand like I weighed NOTHING and slung me over his shoulder, I remember fighting, hitting at him, etc but i can’t remember if i said or anything or screamed or cried i feel like i might’ve??? but that detail’s blurry-
anywho-
oh yeah btw THE O N E AND O N L Y redeeming pro of this entire thing was that he was actually really soft and warm but other than that, he fucking reeked- he smelled of blood and death and i mean given he’s a cannibal ...fair enough-
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He started carrying me to the back fuckin dead by daylight style- carrying me to the room with the meat hanging up (it smelled like raw meat obviously ...eugh the smelling part and the feeling parts were the most HORRENDOUS btw) and that’s when I realized something...
...He’s carrying me to a hook
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I remember fighting even harder but that did nothin to this fuckin- slasher mfer- so i got carried to a hook and put up on it- like- it was on the right side of my back- before it could possibly get any worse though i shot up in my bed, grabbing at my back- bc keep in mind y’all, I could see, feel, smell, and hear things
meaning i could feel the EXTREME pain that was going through my back
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after waking up and scanning my room in a fucking panic i realized ...oh,, just a dream, there wasnt a hole in my back either but ...it did still kinda get MUCH LESS bad pain but still phantom pain throughout the day
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So in conclusion, I can tell y’all, meeting Bob in my ‘lucid’ dream if you can call it that-- was... While I am excited bout it now a day later hjfdkjdska bc holy fucking shit my first dream like tHAT- where i could feel, hear, etc things ya know? ...But man that shit hurted-
....Overall, 0/10 would not recommend meeting him tbh- It was incredibly terrifying to see him like I would see a person in an irl situation- meaning THAT close to me-
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oh also i did also write this in my first story with him so i guess y/n’s friend is giving me karma apparently via ‘lucid’ dream? lmao i mean i guess deserved
#Chase's Late Night Shenanigans#bob velseb#spooky month tender treats#eh i'll tag this one as both why not#tw gore mentions#its not like some freddy kruegs type of shit where i had the injury upon waking up lmao#but still ....yeah- i hope i put it into enough perspective to kinda give y'all an imagine of what it was like#also i did smell a bit of the diner part before he started carrying me to the back- ...it just smelled like food#lmao- it was the most normal- it just smelled like freshly cooked burgers#...although knowing whats in them burgers ...yeaaaahhh nooo#i dont think he said anything at all either? i cant remember that bit#again idk if i should call it lucid dreaming or not#but i could feel- smell- hear- and touch things and it felt completely real
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