#lucid gifset

[live-from-flaturn]

"Peter Pan" by J.M. Barrie

Chapter 3: Come Away, Come Away!

[endlessfuckup]

i had the most bizarre and extremely vivid nsfw dream about dan and phil

aaaand

i have no idea how to even begin to feel about it

[saturnisfallingdown]

i need to learn to make gifsets.

[airgiodslv]

Jeff Satur Cinematic Universe - A WIP Primer

aka, Jeffcest. This is a work-in-progress, compiling info for the JeFFFFFFFFest 2024 exchange. Please feel free to add and amend!

Overview: Jeff Satur's music videos tell stories with interesting characters. Over time, some of those characters have reappeared and begun interacting with each other. Here are a few of the most common you’ll run into!

Sunshine - gifset by perths

Sunshine made his first appearance in the Dum Dum MV. He has blue hair and “Sunshine Moonshine Love Die” tattooed on his neck and chest. Sunshine later appeared in the Space Shuttle No. 8 Asia Tour Promo Trailer in a pale blond wig alongside another Jeff.

When Jeff was called on to do a sexy version of Dum Dum on Chuang Asia, he said he was too shy and that he would have “another [him]” perform it instead; he performed as Sunshine. During Space Shuttle No. 8 in Bangkok concerts, he had a body double in Sunshine’s wig onstage with him, and sang ‘Stranger’ to him. Sunshine also appeared in projections during the concerts, along with the quote:

Sunshine noun.  a god who honestly feels emotions, never lies to themselves, and will stay forever in your soul.

Jeff confirmed that Sunshine and Moonshine are different characters with similar appearances. In Dum Dum, one of them has a metal attachment over his arm when they appear onscreen together. There’s a third Jeff, sometimes referred to as ‘Businessman Jeff’, who is killed and then gasps back to life at the end of the video.

Ghost & Husband - gifset by guzhufuren

Also called Clone, Ghost appears as the titular character in the Ghost MV, who is revealed to be a clone of another Jeff (commonly ‘Husband’ or ‘Military Jeff’). Clone/Ghost has implants down his spine. He was captured by the military (specifically, Military Jeff) and freed by Military Jeff's Wife at the end of the video.

In the Yellow Leaf MV, it’s revealed that Clone/Ghost doesn’t age. He still has the same appearance many decades later, after Husband has died. Husband/Military Jeff is implied to have spent time during the Ghost MV in outer space (there’s a rocket launch at the beginning of the video). There's a love triangle between Husband, Clone, and their Wife (she accepts a different wedding/engagement ring from each of them).

Rain God - gifset by laurenkmyers

Jeff held a fanart contest for Halloween 2023, and the winning entry depicted him as a rain god. He posted a photo/video shoot on his Instagram dressed to match the fanart. There was a joke on the Black Tie set that Jeff was a rain god, because the rain for the courtyard scene began when it was time to film and ended once they finished shooting it.

Black Tie - gifset by guzhufuren

Jeff in Black Tie is sometimes referred to as ‘Black’ or 'Red' depending on what he's wearing. He has a bow tie tattooed across his throat. He appears in black-and-white when alone, and in color when shown with other people–which includes his own reflections in mirrors. He may also be able to control other people's movements when they're shown 'mirroring' him.

Lucid - gifset by guzhufuren

Lucid is the titular character in the Lucid MV. He might be one of the fae folk, or a lost boy from Neverland. He appears injured and wild in someone’s bedroom…or possibly their dream. He has long hair and anachronistic clothes, with a cut across the bridge of his nose. At the end of the video he’s seen at the base of a tree (possibly dead), almost completely covered in flowers.

Steal the Show - gifset by whitecerberus

Jeff appeared along with Shaun in the Steal the Show MV. They have a passionate rivalry and/or flirtation. There’s a lot of imagery in this video, including Jeff hanging off a giant birdcage which Shaun is separately seen trapped inside. This character has been referred to as ‘Thief’ and ‘Passion.’ Shaun’s character is referred to as ‘Reason.’

00008 - gifset by guzhufuren

In an effort to give his fans heart palpitations, Jeff released the Dum Dum Unchained Live MV. He appears chained on his knees in a basement or warehouse, wearing a lace blindfold, with finger-shaped bruises around his neck. There are additional bruises all over him, and a tattoo that reads ‘00008’ below his left collarbone. The number is now believed to refer to Jeff’s first album, Space Shuttle No. 8.

SS8 - gifset by guzhufuren

The Space Shuttle No. 8 Asia Tour came with its own promo trailer, in which a dark-haired Jeff and a pale-haired Sunshine (from Dum Dum) face off on a train in outer space, which has “departed the Saturn hemisphere” and is “now en route into the unknown.” On the train are references to many of Jeff’s previous songs and videos, including Highway (a flower), Loop (a clock), Lucid (a flower crown), Black Tie (a photo on the front page of a newspaper with the headline “Jeff Satur: Escape…From Earth!”), Complicated (a bloody hammer), Fade (a record player), and Comedy (playing in the background).

Other Jeffs

During the Space Shuttle No. 8 in Bangkok concerts, Jeff wore a black feather cape that spread into wings for his cover of ‘Feeling Good.’ (You can see a glimpse of Bird Jeff, as well as his body double Sunshine, in this Est Cola video.)

The Fade MV shows him being reincarnated through several different time periods, always connected to the same person, up to the present day. (In the present, his name is Jeff, and hers is Trinity.)

The Scar MV with bodyslam shows him levitating into the scene, and at the end he crosses into a portal. There’s a lot of imagery in this video as well.

For his Siam Halloween Concert 2023, Jeff dressed up as a vampire, in a corset with blue contact lenses and fangs.

During The Kingdoms concert, he was referred to as the ‘King of Darkness’, mentioned being in hell, and was shown in promotional materials and projections with a (small) eagle.

Additional Jeffs include (but are not limited to) the astronaut in a space bar in the Far MV with Silvy, the caged fallen angel in Law of Attraction from Call Me By Fire, the imprisoned/enthralled therapy patient in Animal World from Call Me By Fire, and the bystander caught up in gang-related violence in the Complicated MV.

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Saturday, November 23

DAWN VOICEOVER: Nobody knows who I am. Not the real me. It's like, nobody cares enough to find out. I mean, does anyone ever ask *me* what I want to do with my life? Or what my opinion is on stuff? Or what restaurant to order in from? No. Underline. Exclamation point. Exclamation point, exclamation point. No one understands. No one has an older sister who's a slayer. People wouldn't be so crazy about her if they had to live in the same house with her every single day. Everybody cares what she thinks. Just 'cause she can do backflips and stuff. Like that's *such* a crucial job skill in the real world.

~~BtVS 5x02 “Real Me”~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Let's Do Some Living After We Die (Buffy/Angel, G) by buffytargaryen

Scenes From a Possible Future (Buffy/Angel, E) by a2zmom

Change of Plans (Buffy/Angel, T) by fatalfae

A Different Kind of Death (Buffy/Angel, T) by MamaBewear

Impatience (Buffy/Angel, M) by NicHawkins

Sun in the Storm (Buffy/Angel, T) by bonniesfire

[Chaptered Fiction]

say you'll always wonder, Chapters 1-4/4 COMPLETE! (Buffy/Angel, T) by claddaghrings

Fading, Chapter 1/? (Ensemble, M) by FriedaBerlinFan

Broken Angels, Chapter 2/? (Angel/Cordelia, Wesley/Lilah, Buffy/Spike, Arcane xover, T) by King_Of_The_Multiverse

Changing Fate, Chapter 30/? (Spike/Wesley, T) by velja

Queen of Hearts, Chapter 2/7 (Cordelia/Willow, not rated) by Murderpart1

hit rewind, Chapter 85/? (Buffy/Spike, M) by untiljanuary

First War part 3: Rumors in Rhine, Chapters 24-38/38 COMPLETE! (Willow/Tara, T) by Nonkosherian

Potential Friend: Season Two, Chapter 5/22 (Buffy/Angel, T) by srmcd1

Smoke and Leather, Chapter 8/? (Spike/OC, Buffy/Angel, Buffy/Riley, M) by EagleAlwaysFliesAlone

The Prophecy, Chapter 5/? (Buffy/Angel, E) by bookxish

The Queen's daughter, Chapter 51/? (Buffy/Faith, OUAT xover, not rated) by Dragonprincess19961

After Life, Chapter 13/? (Buffy/Faith, E) by Alwaysandforevermylove

The Right Swipe, Chapter 16/? (Buffy/Giles, E) by DancingAngel0013

For Science, Chapter 1/? (Buffy/Riley, Buffy/Adam, E) by mattilamb

In the Company of Witches and Slayers:, Chapter 179/200 (Willow/Tara, E) by VladimirHarkonnen (TheLightdancer)

A Switch in Time, Chapter 11 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by BloodyThorn

Lucidity, Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Soulburnt

Oh My Goddess, Chapter 12 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Maxine Eden

The Science of Being Yours, Chapter 10 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Maxine Eden, ClowniestLivEver

Open Your Heart & Close Your Eyes, Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Melme1325

The Bad Penny, Chapter 4 COMPLETE! (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by OffYourBird

Christmas at the Folly, Story 2: Sunny Sides (Buffy/Spike, 13+) by myrabeth

A Man in Shadow, Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, 13+) by Zab Jade

Oh My Goddess, Chapter 12 (Buffy/Spike, R) by Maxine Eden

[Images, Audio & Video]

Artwork: Btvs - 6x15 “As You Were” (Buffy/Spike, worksafe) by o-cm-draw-o

Artwork: Together (Buffy/Angel, worksafe) by lalaithquetzallicaresi

Artwork: you’re welcome if it was based and also made by furries (me) (Angel/Cordelia, worksafe) by artsying-ifer

Artwork: Episodic art for BtVS 3x10 “Amends” (worksafe) by revello-drive-1630

Gifset: Buffy the Vampire Slayer // Sleater-Kinney - Dig Me Out (Buffy, worksafe) by 5bi5

Gifset: - Hiding, Florence and the Machine (Buffy/Spike, worksafe) by theveryunlikelywonderland

Stickers: [Drawing of Buffy and Spike kissing] (worksafe) by deandraws

Video: Interview with the Vampire – Part 2 by Slayin It with Juliet Landau

Fanvid: Spike - Only Girl In the World (Buffy/Spike, slightly NSFW) by Nina When it Rains

Fanvid: Willow & Xander - Like A Prayer (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) (worksafe) by TheOverLookedOne

[Reviews & Recaps]

buffy first watch update! [S2 - Surprise] by selkiemaidenfae

Angel - Episode 5.12 – You’re Welcome by rock-and-compass

SOMETHING BLUE EPISODE OF ALL TIME by edgarallanhoetry

I find it remarkable the extent to which everything in Buffy season 2 just kind of…works. by quasi-normalcy

PODCAST: S4. Ep16/17. Players/Inside Out by Investigating Angel

PODCAST: You Can Say the D Word (S5E7) by It Stakes Two

[In Search Of]

ISO: does anybody have any spangel/spangelus fic recs with either no smut, or smut that’s easily skippable? requested by xaeyrnofnbe

[Community Announcements]

Revamped IWRY Marathon 2024 — week three masterpost by iwillrememberyoumarathon

[Fandom Discussions]

spike and buffy are so funny because they were bespelled to get married [...] by messedupdoilies

[anon ask] Which [AtS] season is your favorite? And if you had to choose: Cordelia or Fred? Gunn or Wesley? answered by missielynne

I think a fun Buffy/Angel villain could have been the spirit of capitalism feeding off of Black Friday shopping frenzies by lindseymcdonaldseyelashes

[ask by coraniaid] BtVS for the favorite things ask game? answered by moistvonlipwig

For a whole lot of seasons 2, 3, 4 and 5, Angel the Character is arguably my least favorite character in Angel the Series by ohrupie

Lowkey disappointed Buffy didn’t have to keep up the ruse of being in a band with Spike for longer. by keeloca

Halfrek and Spike interaction (spoilers) by Tsole96

What was everybody’s opinions of Dark Willow by The_forgotten-soul

The First Evil by PaleHorseman101

Why was Spike's hair back to natural when he got his soul back and then bleached again the next episode? by bringouttheolives

Angry/upset Giles is terrifying by authenticriver

Favorite Anya lines… by Mergy_0314

How would describe Buffy Summers's journey in every seasons ? by Cailly_Brard7

What do you want to see in the potential new project??? by emomarvelnerd14

Favorite Spike-centric episodes by phover7bitch

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[dengswei]

2023: A Year in Review

tagged by the wonderful @weiwuz thank you!!

rules: link your favourite and/or most popular post from each month of this year (it's totally fine to skip months and tag some CCs you love!)

i'm going to link more than one because i feel like i've improved a lot over this past year as i adapted more to using photopea & explored a lot more when it comes to giffing using it & i'm proud of how far i've come this year! (also you can see when i went from only doing 1 gif a month to like multiple 🤣) apparently i didn't make very many sets in may that aren't in my eyes "boring" 🤣

JANUARY

first love: hatsukoi + terminal by lewloh & julia gartha

kurodachi | cherry magic + moment by jeff satur — for userdramas event 3: beginnings

lan wangji | the untamed (golden core reveal & all the things he said to wwx when he didn't know he was coreless because i love inflicting pain)

FEBRUARY

kodama sakuko | koisenu futari — for userdramas event 4: love

asatsune | reversal orchestra (with a quote by r.m. drake)

MARCH

asatsune | reversal orchestra ep 8

mike chinnarat in midnight museum ep 2 (this one might also be most popular people were rightfully unhinged when they saw this set/him in this drama)

asatsune | reversal orchestra ep 9

core four | brush up life

APRIL

jiang cheng | the untamed — for userdramas event 6: second time to shine

JUNE

takahashi satoru | koisenu futari — for userdramas event 7: identity (it's rainbow coloured what else can i say)

jeff satur lucid mv (aka the set i still kick myself for forgetting i could've used this for userdramas bingo)

wasteland by kang daniel set (another set where i kinda used b&w and didn't hate it also i just love the blending in this set, & the og mv for SOS was like yellow)

JULY

wei wuxian | the untamed — for userdramas get to know me bingo: character

AUGUST

takahashi satoru | koisenu futari — for userdramas event 9: icon

SEPTEMBER

xiyao | the untamed — for userdramas event 10: emotions (i really loved how this one turned out with the transition of the colours & just the colouring in general i really love)

asatsune | reversal orchestra — for userdramas get to know me bingo: relationship (i had a lot of trial and error with this set, it took a whole like 7 months for me to finish it because i kept going back and redoing the colouring because reversal orchestra if you haven't seen it is like literally colour coded yellow/orange, you can also tell it took me this long because this is one of the few sets after like july where i used my old gif size)

OCTOBER

xiyao | the untamed — for userdramas event 11: inspiration

NOVEMBER

songxiao | the untamed — for userdramas event 12 loss (this one is actually probably my favourite set of mine of all time)

yaojing | lost you forever — for asiandramanet nov bingo: animation (fade transition effect used, this one took me a long time to make & it turned out so much better than i expected)

tushan jing | lost you forever — for asiandramanet nov bingo: quote (i'm not a lover of using yellow in my gifsets & i actively tend to avoid it but i wanted to use yellow because i think it embodied the quote well and i surprisingly loved how it turned out)

tang lian | the blood of youth — for asiandramanet nov bingo: blending

DECEMBER

zhening | story of kunning palace — for asiandramanet dec bingo: black & white (b&w is another thing i tend to avoid with my gifsets because i usually dislike the outcome but i really loved how this turned out)

yunqing | reset — for userdramas secret santa + asiandramanet dec bingo: overlay

jinwoo/moeun | tell me that you love me — for asiandramanet dec bingo: free choice (i've been wanting to use this quote for agessss and it was just perf for them & this set has grown on me a lot)

yaojing | lost you forever (ep 33) — for asiandramanet dec bingo: typography (ironically for this what i love about it is the colouring)

jinwoo/moeun | tell me that you love me (ep 9) — for asiandramanet dec bingo: comfort

i'm too lazy to tag people so please feel free to say i tagged you, & if you read the whole of this post ilysm

[halliescomut]

Masterpost (Under Construction)

It will likely take quite a while to get this off the ground, so please be patient.

I will also be slowing instituting a new tag for my meta posts (because if I had been using one all along this would be infinitely easier). Said tag will be #HallieSMeta.

Until there's something more interesting to look at here, please enjoy Jeffrey being a little punk:

Look at this motherfucker!!!! How dare he be so goddamn adorable!!!

Be aware that many of these posts are written months apart and so sometimes information is repeated...it happens.

KinnPorsche

KimChay MixTape- This is my post-canon KimChay fic- as of 10/10/23 it's at 88k words and will probably be 100k by the time I wrap things up. The links below are lil preview posts I do when I update. This is the Google Drive link to the first 3 chapters (which is a complete arc in itself. Otherwise it is posted on AO3.

Ch 1 Ch 2 Ch 3 Ch 4 Ch 5 Ch 6 Ch 7 Ch 8 Ch 9 Ch 10 Ch 11 Ch 12 Ch 13 Ch 14 Bonus Chapters

KP Season 2 Unhinged Wants- these are a bit of an amalgamation, but all original posts should be link here as well and will be posted as I start to curate.

KP Week 2022: Day 1 Day 2 Day 3 Day 4 Day 5 Day 6 Day 7

Meta-Posts:

Kim-Vegas and Main-Minor family relations: 1 2

Porchay: Post Break-up Behavior

Acting: Tong and Jeff

Porsche & __: Hugs Vegas Queer awakening (?)

VegasPete Sad Hours: 1 2 3 4 5

PrettyBoy ship (TankhunTay): 1 2

Kim-Hannah Montana theme song Kim-Kimhant-Wik

Masquerade Ball: KinnPorsche Pete Bodyguards

Pete and Morality

Theerapanyakuls and musical instruments

Jeff Satur Music

Song Theory part 1

Lucid MV Discussion

Lucid costar-Nene

You can also search the tag 'jeff satur menace' to see many posts of Jeff looking handsome as fuck.

BL Industry Musings

2022 BL opinions

Colorism Fanservice Assumption of Queerness

Faux Incest in BL

BL Botany 1 & 2 Jeff

My Personal Weatherman

Mashiko Atsuki appreciation

No-subtitle watch throughs (eps 3-8): 3 4 5 6 7 8

Ep 2 Ep 5 Yoh's drawings 1 Yoh's drawings 2 Finale thoughts

Minato's Laundromat S2

Midseason check-in I have feelings Amnesia trope

Asuka and Shu

Our Dining Table

Please watch this show: 1 2 3

Costuming Analysis

Kiseki: Dear to Me

Ep 5 Ep 8 Ep 9

Mame/MeMindY BLs

Love Sea: Intro to characters

Boy Next World: Intro to story and characters

Wedding Plan: They met as Children Lom Nuea

Love in the Air

Payu & Rain Conspiracy Theory

1 year Anniversary video

Sky becoming soft for Prapai

Pai/Sky oneshots

Prap-Eyes gifset

We were robbed

Prapai/Sky and boundaries

Prapai & Reformed Rake character type

Sky/Prapai thoughts

Episode 8 thoughts

Sky in the One Night Stand

Noeul’s acting

Rain is not a bad friend

Payu and having his hair down-hair care as a show of affection

Love in the Air is a Character-driven story

Naughty Babe

Ep 4

Tadaima, Okaeri

Eps 1-3 kind of intro

Ep 4- Meta discussion, discrimination allegory?

Ep 5- Meta discussion, portrayal of parenting

It's not letting me add the links right now, so I'll try again later.

Stray Kids

Social Path MV Analysis

Hallie is TOO honest on Tumblr:

Broad backs

Discovering my Asexuality

Human Imperfection

[druidx]

Oh hey, an ask thing. Can you answer 3, 8, 11, 13, 18, 24, and 25? Also an extra question: what's your favorite thing about the Starbound and Elder Scrolls universes? Oh and what's a favorite lore tidbit from both universes?

Hiya 'Mous, and Happy New Year to you!

From these questions

3. Do you anticipate writing for a new fandom this year? Which one?

No, I don't think so. Unless I find another open world/ sandbox game to get attached to... I find it quite difficult to write for properties where the story is already all laid out and there's no 'gaps' to exploit.

8. Is there a story idea in your mental vault that you’ve never been brave enough to try writing? Is this the year? Can you tell us about it?

I don't know about 'not brave enough' - more like 'never gotten around to it', so perhaps this is the year. In The Ruby Falls, the Modern AU of TES: Oblivion, the Hero of Kvatch gets a massive slash on her back which scars and she hates. The fic would revolve around her going to some shindig, only the high-backed dress she planned has somehow been swapped for a low-back dress. There's panic, there's tears, there's a fix and all is well and the shindig continues, possibly with her acceptance of the scar.

11. Would you like to try any new fanfic genres or tropes this year?

I keep thinking it would be funny to isekai one OC into a different universe I already write for, ie Mio (fish alien) from Starbound into the TES universe.

I'd also like to try a proper songfic.

13. Aside from fanfic, are there any other fan works you’d like to try creating? Fanart, or fanvids, gifsets, or podfic? 

I need to get back to recording my podfics. I might also offer/ ask to podfic some others' works.

Sadly I'm not really good at visual arts - the most I can manage are moodboards. I have been tempted to do a stick-figure outline for a comic script I wrote, but I need to finish it first 😅

18. Do you typically post multi-chapters as you write, or finish it all and then start posting? Would you like to change your posting method? 

I have tried posting multi-chapters as I go, and discovered that's a bad flow for me - I often want to go back and edit previous chapters, but I feel that's unfair to anyone who's already read it. So now I prefer making sure I'm happy with a work as a whole and then posting in one go. (Although, for The Ruby Falls, it's been suggested that I post on a schedule once the whole thing has been finished - apparently that's reader-preferred for works over 150k?)

24. By the end of this year, you want your fandom to think of you as “that author who _______.”

"always has such dazzling description - it's almost like you're there!"

25. If you answered questions from this list last year, find your answers and compare your goals to your results. How’d you do?

Sadly I didn't do this game last year, but I did review my 2023 goals in My Year of Writing Review. I managed 2/6...

Bonus 1: what's your favorite thing about the Starbound and Elder Scrolls universes?

In TES, it's the scenery. All the (modernish) TES games are just so, so pretty 😊 My housemate likes to call Oblivion 'horse-riding simulator', because I do have a habit of just trotting around, exploring.

In Starbound, it's actually a game mechanic that I like best. If you build a house and put a deed down, it'll spawn in a tenant. If you build lots of houses, the tenants interact with each other, making little emotes. I just think it's really cute 😄 (and fun to write about).

Bonus 2: what's a favorite lore tidbit from both universes?

In TES, it's that the world is effectively one big lucid dream.

In Starbound, it's that the Glitch (robot people) were created as a simulation and were intended to progress through various stages of industrialization, but the creator left? died? and the Glitch got stuck in a pseudo-medieval state and have never progressed beyond that.

Thanks for the questions! I hope you enjoyed the answers 🧡

[grapefruiters]

[ID: a lucids gifset of uses of the word "yartmapped"

The highschool girl points and says, "Get yartmapped, loser."

Benjamin says, "Yeah, we should probably wait otherwise my friend is going to get yartmapped-" He puts his hand on his head after saying the word.

Peterson says "Oh Jasper Christ, it's already seven. We're so yartmapped.

Oliver while lying in bed says "Get absolutely yartmapped."

Benjamin looks up (at young Oliver offscreen) and says "Get yartmapped."

As Oliver and Benjamin walk away in the distance, Oliver jumps and says "Oh, get absolutely yartmapped!"

End ID.]

Do you know what the expression “get yartmapped” means? No. Neither do I. It was something I made up before we went back to high school as an experiment and sure enough, it showed up in our dream. I didn’t tell anybody about it—I just thought it.

[stampstamp]

I had a horrible nightmare thanks to that drama I watched last night so I've been up since 5 but during the non-scary part of the dream a bunch of old films/TV series creators went 'actually yeah we'll also make popular pairings that fans gave up on becoming canon decades ago canon because why not? It's 2023.' so there was a whole new romcom spinoff focused on Jed and Octavius 🤣

The nightmare was weird because it was clearly just a bunch of elements that I was processing from last night but it fucked me up:

There was a gifset of a character from a 2018 drama on my dash last night, so in the nightmare he held me hostage in my car, which was representative of my worry that my increasingly jam-prone car door won't open in an emergency and also representative of my fear of being betrayed (triggered by the 2018 character who betrayed everyone and the 2023 drama about someone being conned by a lover) and my anxiety about my commute (being a hostage was making me late for work). For some reason he let me take the gun off him, which seems like it should represent feeling in control and having more confidence but when I told him 'I'm stopping this now' I woke up feeling terrified and sick, like I'd just had another panic attack, which has started happening at night 🤔 so maybe that last part was just lucid dreaming rather than symbolism... Maybe jedtavius becoming canon is my equivalent of a spinning top token 😆

[vrajitosarehaos]

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Sometimes I have this question in my mind that says: "Has Misha Collins read my Lucid Dream One Shot and liked it?"

As far as I know, he has Tumblr. It's part of us and the fandom, sometimes I wonder if he will read those one shots or fanfics about him and the boys.

3 notas. Fecha de publicación: 20 de mayo de 2022

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Okay, I like Eddie Munson. But can you imagine him with eyeliner?

Satan. It'll be death to me.

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I'll try to shift into my desired Supernatural reality tonight.

Wish me luck. I already have the script and I've been watching things related to supernatural almost all day (TikTok and edits here on Tumblr)

I had a feeling that the lucid dreaming with Castiel (which I wrote as a oneshot) was some kind of accidental shifting.

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Supernatural taught us to always have a pack of salt and iron, in case you buy a painting that contains the spirit of a murderous girl.

And yes, I'm watching the Providence episode.

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I've been practicing making posters, so I chose to create this Supernatural composition (although I know it has elements from season 15), soon I'll make one with Castiel.

In fact, the main idea was to recreate all the seasons in individual posters, I still have that idea in mind.

What do you think fandom?

You can follow me on Behance:

Behance.net/marsivgrafik

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[namnambunny]

golden child’s lucid dream

[buggy-d-hoe]

Lucid Dreaming by @lilac-lakes

"Esther became an honorary member of The Umbrella Academy when her mother turned up with her on their doorstep at seven. Known as The Wren, Esther, one of the 36 children Reginald failed to adopt, has the power of dream manipulation. She joined the academy to control her powers. Reginald was kinder to her than her siblings due to her mother’s threatening nature and protectiveness. When Five disappears at 13, Esther’s mother deems it too dangerous for her daughter and pulls her of the academy. She isn’t heard from until 17 years later, when Reginald has passed away. History repeats itself and she turns up on The Umbrella Academy’s doorstep, just as timid as she was all those years ago." Pairing: Five/OC Fandom: The Umbrella Academy

In celebration of my past birthday (July 26), I wanted to make gifts for the special people I call friends. Where can I begin with you my dear. I wish time zones weren't a pain cause I LOVE texting you random stuff from our characters to what we did for the day. URGH! I can never say thank you enough for all the times you kept me company and for making me crack up hard on RPs or randomness. Thanks for checking up on Mercy Me and helping me with crucial details because I don't know where I'd be with the story without you. I hope you enjoy your gift and I love you!!!!! I decided to come up with an adult Five because I always wish for Esther and Five to get their happy ending, especially since the events of the series get in the way. I see them both as two individuals whom time is always against, but they never complain about it. URGHHH...they are just so cute!

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Sunday, December 3rd

DOYLE: So that's it then? That's your exciting plan for this evening? A book? ANGEL: I get enough excitement. DOYLE: Yeah - of the evil-fighting variety. How about a little off-duty fun? ANGEL: Such as? DOYLE: (pushes Angel's feet off the desk and sits down on the edge) Two beautiful words: Sports Bar! Angel gives him a look, turns his chair so he can put his feet back up on the other corner of the desk and goes back to reading his book. DOYLE: Come on! You know they have Trivia games on the Internet now? You can challenge against drunks around the world.

~~The Bachelor Party~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Two Steps Back by a2zmom (Buffy/Angel, E)

The Perfidious Spell by Anonymous (Buffy/Willow, M)

Merry Month of Magnus Presents... Santa Baby! by all_choseny (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Do You Trust Me? by Grief Counseling (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Your Opinion Wasn’t In the Recipe by honeygirl51885 (Buffy/Spike, G)

[Chaptered Fiction]

Blood and Chaos, Chapter 66 by Aetheron, quote_Amy_unquote (Sannah_banana) (Amy, M)

With Arms Wide Open, Chapter 19 by jaybird023 (Buffy/Giles, E)

The Scoobies, Chapter 8 by heckate (Ensemble, T)

Lyin Eyes, Chapter 6 by ValMccall797 (Buffy/Angel, E)

Moments that Make You: The Hero and The Princess, Chapter 100 by myheadsgonenumb (Cordelia/Doyle, T)

Gemini, Chapter 4 by BuildMeUpButtercup_x (Buffy/Angel, M)

Eurotrip, Chapter 9 (complete!) by RavenLove12 (Buffy/Spike, M)

Strings, Chapter 13 by aliceinwonderbra (Buffy/Faith, E)

Her Old Fashioned Boy, Chapter 17 by Bobbie23 (Giles/Jenny, T)

Breaking Broken Hearts, Chapter 6 by Jess_Ann_Perreault (Jenny/OC, T)

is it over now? Chapter 5 (complete!) by ripslayer (Buffy/Faith, G)

Every Rose, Chapter 5 by sunalso (Buffy/Spike, E)

Agency Has It's Price, Chapter 2 by desicat (Buffy/Spike, M)

Advent Calendiles, Chapter 3 by HAL1500 (Giles/Jenny, G)

Love Bites, Chapter 1 by cawthraven (Buffy/Spike, E)

Disease, Chapter 1 by guin_ramble (Buffy/Giles, E)

Crash and Burn, Chapter 26 by NautiBitz (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Bound, Chapter 54 by RavenLove12 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

New Normal, Chapter 28 by holetoledo (Buffy/Spike, Adult Only)

Dead End Plots, Chapter 25 (complete!) by Melme1325 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Not Just a Boy and a Girl (It's Just the End of the World), Chapter 2 by noctilucent (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Home Sweet Home, Chapter 5 by Desicat (Buffy/Spike, PG)

Agency Has It's Price, Chapter 2 by Desicat (Buffy/Spike, R)

The joining of souls, Chapter 6 by delfine (Buffy, Lord of the Rings crossover, FR13)

A Very Summers Winter, Chapter 3 by VeroNyxK84 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13)

Spuffy's Little Helper, Chapter 3 by Alyot (Buffy/Spike, PG-13)

Slay Bells Ringing, Chapter 3 by all_choseny (Buffy/Spike, PG)

Crash and Burn, Chapters 15-19 (complete!) by NautiBitz (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

[Images, Audio & Video]

Artwork: New Banner Art #9 — For my latest artwork by veronyxk84 (Spike, worksafe)

Artwork: He’s the One by VeroNyxK84 (Spike, worksafe)

Crafts: Summers house miniature by jfreisler

Game art: I made Sunnydale [in Animal Crossing] by Outrageous_Ad_2888

Artwork: Angel on top of the tree! by CoffeeMilkLvr

Artwork: Spike and Buffy by rattbyte (worksafe)

Gifset: Anya - Self Less by koriand3r

Video: Top 10 fandoms for crossovers on fanfiction.net by bakanokiwami

Fanvid: Back From the Dead - Buffy the Vampire Slayer by TheMillennialSlayer (Buffy-focused)

Fanvid: Buffy: The Lucid Dream Acid Trip Fiasco - Part III: We Are On Drugs by MyLoveableCrayon

Fanvid: Buffy the Vampire Slayer // Radioactive by Alexis Wechta

[Reviews & Recaps]

Video: How to FINISH a Story! Loki Season 2 vs. Buffy Season 7 (MINOR Spoilers) by Examining Kubrick Craven Halloween

Video: Buffy Cazavampiros Parte II: Y Con Ella El Mundo Cambió Para Siempre by Hoyganóelcine

Podcast: Buffy s3 at 25: Homecoming by Slayerfest 98

[Recs]

Music rec: Buffy intro sampled by Dreamcatcher by RobRob1992

[Fandom Discussions]

Why did we not get a spin off of SID THE DEMON HUNTER by eggheadsguidetorunning

just finished watching buffy for the third time, and i am SUCH a dawn summers defender by eleven-promises

Who had a worse childhood of these choices [Xander or Wesley]? by jdpm1991

Does anyone actually like [AtS] season 5? by Gothamstreetcat

Why is Angel (the character) unpopular? by Brilliant_Cucumber81

Sensible shoes? by By-Torandsnowdog

Slayers are strongers than vamps…sooooooo by TheEbolaArrow

Which episode did a better job at including a new character into the core group of these choices [Family or Fredless]? by jdpm1991

The worst acting on Buffy? by JeSuisLaCockamouse

Spike was a massive creep in season 5 by Eagles56

do you feel like all potentials becoming slayers make buffy and faith and their premise not special? by jogaforacont

How does vampire turning work? by amazingmacs

confusion [How can anyone just be a witch?] by michaelkudra

Which character do you think would’ve been a great big bad if they made another season? I say D’hofryn by grkpektis

Do you think Charisma C. would have been a fine buffy? by BlueFlameWar

The Body by Left-Star2240

I love how warm & empathetic Professor Lillian is to Buffy in "Tough Love" by KneeHighMischief

Rewatching Angel and the loss of Kate Lockley really impacts the show by oranginag

Who do you think was the best singer in the show? by george123890yang

Why was Dawn in junior high? by Tuxedo_Mark

How long was Spike in a wheelchair and did he eat that puppy that Dru brought him? by aeryn1227

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[lele37]

MapleStory The Black - Black Wing Commanders (Lucid, Will, Lotus)

[noona96n]

Omggg my feelings about the guest are so big idk if I can manage to be coherent TT but you did ask for a vomit after all hahah

So true tho aroace gilyoung!!! Honestly when I first watched the show I interpreted their (all 3) relationship as like found family like they're siblings they're best friends they're each others most important person they bicker they care SO MUCH

I was a little disappointed when I saw most if not all the fics about their relationship were romantic but like I take what I can get but your qpr version is sooo appealing yes please

[Slaps roof of Yoon] this guy can fit so much religious conflict/trauma in him!! I love how he fights with his faith and himself and his feelings like OOF and and

And the way when Hwapyung untangled their hands in the water he kept the rosary??? 🥺 like he wanted to take a reminder of what he's leaving/who he's doing this for with him? And then he keeps it when he survives?? Soft.

And Gilyoung so good so true she was probably my favourite from the three she's so headstrong and so caring and at the end she WILL get these guys to take care of themselves if it kills her

And the relationship development between all three, and just the general vibe of the show and the horror. I just love this show so much

omg yah! Gil Young is my absolute fav, hands down.

i love the trio a fckn lot and Choi Yoon will always have a soft spot in my heart (see: poetic suffering) but Gil Young takes the cake. Gil Young is everything! i admire her tenacity so much, the way she persevere and willing to do what's right, even if the law disagrees with her. she's just… S H E ! ! !

i haven't loved a female character so fully and wholeheartedly like this in a while 🥺 she has my heart and my admiration 💖

and, honestly, same… it's kinda sad that romantic fics are so predominant in the fandom… i also see them as found family. like, LITERALLY found each other. like wow… found each other in the first ep and found each other again in the last ep… full circle. fantastic metaphor ✨

anyway, as i said, i label their relationship as qpr only bcs conventional society would demand that they name their relations to one another and people would be like 'u aren't family, y'all aren't in the same family registry' or whatever tf bcs ive come to realize that a lot of people need to process all sort of relationships in relation to romance bcs they don't really understand that love doesn't only refer to romantic love smh

(also, sorry for the mini rant on love… i just hate how allos are dominating the discussion on love and refuse to see love beyond the romantic lense)

then again, i also understand the hetero ships bcs the writer and director be dropping subtle hints of possible Hwa Pyung/Gil Young and Choi Yoon/Gil Young here and there. and Hwa Pyung/Choi Yoon too lol so i can see why they ship Gil Young with the boys but nah, for me she's a kickass aroace that's just tired of all the allos around her haha

and the rosary… the fckn rosary *pterodactyl screeching* HWA PYUNG WEARS THE ROSARY!!!!!!!! i dont think rosaries are meant to be worn but Hwa Pyung just… wearing it??? around his neck????? and it sits over his chest??????? the chest where his heart is meant to be????????? F E E L S P A I N

(also, shameless self promo but i made this gifset of their hands bcs fckn PAIN)

i love Choi Yoon, a massive soft spot for him and, as my fav, i want him to ✨SUFFER✨ i wanna read a fic/meta where the Catholic side of him is explored and explained. im so fascinated by the internal conflict that's caused by his religion but im not educated or aware enough to really understand. i really wanna write a character study fic that explores Choi Yoon as a person but im not well-versed enough in catholicism 🥲 i especially wanna explore his relationship with his hyung bcs i can tell how much he loves his hyung and how much his hyung loves him as well… his hyung was somewhat lucid enough to ask if he was at cram school before he went apeshit and murdered their parents. his hyung still remembered to care for him despite everything. his hyung loves him and im reminded of the way Itachi annihilated the entire Uchiha clan but kept Sasuke alive bcs he couldn't find it in him to killed Sasuke. (sorry about the Naruto segue rip im a weeb can u tell?)

anyway, a question just pops up into my head and that is: how tf does Hwa Pyung managed to still be sane and kind after all the shit Park Il Do put him thru? he's truly such a 'vast' and kind and beautiful character.