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[masterofrecords]

The Ravages of Time episode 3

So at the end of this card it says “excerpt from “The Records of the Three Kingdoms” – biography of Liu Bei. “The Records of the Three Kingdoms” does have a Liu Bei chapter, but it is titled “Biography of the Former Lord” (and in the translation below he will be addressed as such, according to the original source as well as the text on the card in the donghua). There is, however, a computer game titled “The Records of the Three Kingdoms, Biography of Liu Bei”. As you can imagine, that made my search a little more complicated than it had to be.

“The Records of the Three Kingdoms” has never been fully translated into English, but there were plans to do so, that were regrettably discontinued. Still, William Gordon Crowell, who was working on the project, kindly made the otherwise unpublished completed parts of the translation public, along with his translator’s notes.

The donghua card presents an abridged version of the opening paragraphs of the chapter; I took the liberty to edit Dr. Crowell’s translation to fit the card text as well as for general readability or to bring them in accordance with the terminology I use in my other translations. I have omitted most of the notes except for the explanation on Liu Bei’s looks; I suppose the details on geography and personas mentioned there will be of little interest to most, but if you want to know more, I encourage you to look into the full translation – it is available for free and easily googlable.

Episode 3

From historical records on Liu Bei The Former Lord was surnamed Liu and had the given name of Bei and the courtesy name Xuande. He was a native of Zhuo prefecture in Zhuo commandery, and he was the descendant of a son of Emperor Jing of the Han, Prince Jing of Zhongshan [Liu] Sheng. The Former Lord's grandfather Xiong and his father Hong served in provincial and commandery offices. Xiong was recommended as filially pious and incorrupt, and he rose to become prefect of Fan in Dong commandery. When the Former Lord was young, he was left without a father. With his mother he wove mats to make a living. In his youth, when the Former Lord would play beneath a tree with other small children from his clan, he would say, “I must ride in this feather-covered chariot. His uncle Zijing said to him, “Don't talk so foolishly! You'll bring destruction on our house!” When he was 15, his mother sent him to study. With his clansman Liu Deran and Gongsun Zan of Liaoxi he became a disciple of the former grand administrator of Jiujiang commandery, Lu Zhi who was from the same commandery. Liu Deran's father, Yuanqi, frequently gave the Former Lord material support. Yuanqi's wife said, “Each has his own family. How can you regularly do this?” Yuanqi replied, “This boy is in our clan, and he is an extraordinary person.” The Former Lord did not enjoy studying. He liked dogs and horses, music, and dressing in fine clothing. He was 7 chi 5 cun (173 cm) tall, and his hands hung down to his knees. He was able to look back and see his own ears [1]. Humble before good people, he did not manifest his happiness or anger in his look. He enjoyed associating with braves, and in his youth he fought and hung out with them. The great merchants from Zhongshan, Zhang Shiping and Su Shuang, had riches of several thousands in gold. They sold horses, and they made a circuit through Zhuo commandery. They happened to see Liu and were struck by him, so they presented him with much money and wealth. With this, the Former Lord was able to assemble a group of followers. At the end of the reign of Emperor Ling, the Yellow Turbans rose up, and every province or commandery called up righteous armies. The Former Lord led his adherents, and under Colonel Zou Jing attacked the Yellow Turban bandits with distinction. He was appointed commandant of Anxi. – excerpt from “Records of the Three Kingdoms” – Biography of Liu Bei

[1] These physical idiosyncrasies were thought perhaps to be signs that Liu Bei had been destined to be ruler. Miyakawa Hisayuki has suggested that this description of the large ears and long arms may show the influence of Buddhist iconography from the sutras that had recently arrived in China. The size of Liu's ears, at least, appears not to have been a literary invention, for Lü Bu referred to him as the “big-eared boy.” “Looking back” and being able to see his own ears perhaps means they could be seen with his peripheral vision. The “braves” were ruffians with a code of honor, albeit one at odds with officially sanctioned moral values. Generally viewed by the government as potential threats to the social order, they were often considered heroes by the populace.

And into the spoilers we go!

Shuijing villa - Shuijing means bright, can be used in the sense of a person's brilliance. Literally means "bright as a mirror". The villa here refers specifically to a mountain villa.

I'm afraid there isn't much I can say about the Liu Bei and his companions in the context of the coalition against Dong Zhuo. It is for sure known that they participated in the campaign, but that's about it. The Romance of the Three Kingdoms popularized some fictional events of it, like the 3-vs-1 fight of the trio against Lü Bu, but I'm not sure if those will be included in this donghua. Liu Bei is described as a cunning tactician though, so I can imagine the donghua scenes happening.

Still, I'll give a bit more background info on all three. Liu Bei, Guan Yu and Zhang Fei are probably the most famous example of sworn brothers. Around the time of the Yellow Turban rebellion (more on that on another episode) they gave the famous oath in the peach garden - or at least, so the legends and "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms" say. The actual chronicles only mention the three were "as close as brothers", but the idea is still firmly ingrained in the collective conscious. There are even temples dedicated to the three of them - lit. called "Temples of the Three Righteous".

The above text only mentions he helped his mother make straw mats, but in the cut part shoes are also mentioned; as such, Liu Bei is sometimes worshiped as a god of shoemakers.

Largely thanks to the novel, Liu Bei is commonly regarded as an example of a benevolent and humane ruler, because of the author's preference for him. Considering that The Ravages of Time is mainly considering Sima Yi's point of view (and Liu Bei and Sima Yi will later lead rivaling kingdoms) I was actually rather surprised by the rather sympathetic portrayal of him in the donghua.

Still, while Liu Bei's political decisions and ruling philosophy can be discussed at length, there is no doubt that his choice of companions caused him trouble more than once.

Liu Bei was considered the eldest of the three brothers; the second was Guan Yu (courtesy name Yunchang). His life has been even more glorified than Liu Bei's - and since the Sui dynasty (581-618) he's been considered a deity. In fact, to this day, he is worshiped both in Buddhism and Taoism, as well as respected in other philosophies and religions, to say nothing of the Chinese folk tradition.

Still, despite this truly overwhelming veneration from pretty much all the following dynasties, the records say that despite his righteousness, he was "unrelenting and conceited", which proved to be his downfall..

Finally, the third brother was Zhang Fei (courtesy name Yide), whose main shortcomings - his quick temper and brutality - are the things he's most well-known for, and in a lot of ways he can be seen as the opposite of Guan Yu. While there are accounts of him composing poetry in the middle of the battle, it is by far overshadowed by his cruelty towards his soldiers and the fights he got into, sometimes dragging his sworn brothers into trouble as well.

(Just to complete the picture, yes, Zhang Fei is also sometimes worshiped along with Guan Yu.)

Regardless of all that, both Guan Yu and Zhang Fei were regarded as mighty warriors "worth a thousand men", as well as loyal followers of Liu Bei's.

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Some final thoughts - it definitely feels like the story is playing up the future main players to keep the cast a little more manageable and maybe to put the more recognizable faces in early. Also the extra drama! It's definitely fun, so I'm not complaining XD

[acatwhowritesthings]

Below the cut is a collection of my EXO fics that fit the season due to vibe or content. If you know of a story of mine not listed here that you think should be, let me know, and I'll add it! I just had a lot to sift through... (All links here are DreamWidth, where this was originally posted, but the individual posts include links to AO3, AFF, and LJ.)

Horror and mystery are two of my favorite genres to read and write. I welcome suggestions and prompts, if any reader is inspired. (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

Supernatural creatures and/or horror:

Doom Advances to Zero (Chen-centric, Chingu-line) Jongdae and his friends plan a viewing party for a rare green comet, staying up late just to witness the end of their world.

Striving for the End of the Medical Middle Ages, Mistakes are Made (Chanyeol+Baekhyun) Chanyeol's a medical student, proudly class of '61. He hasn't questioned where the cadavers come from until a classmate asks him to ride along on a pick-up, in the middle of the night, at the cemetery.

Deep Waters Don't Run Still (ChanKai) Jongin keeps busy for his own good, so he's told. Meeting Chanyeol, a traveling musician, makes him long for freedom.

It's Hard to Find Inner Peace with the Worst Parts of You Running Free (Chanyeol+Kai) Chanyeol finds a weird book in the library. He tries to read the weird book. At the time, he didn't know it was a spellbook that would divide his soul and give the bad half a physical manifestation and allow it to roam free. Live and learn.

The End of Summer (Chanyeol-centric) The end of summer break means the end of summer camp, yet camp counselor Chanyeol wishes he never had to leave. This summer, he may get his wish.

A Will to Live (Baekhyun-centric) To free his mother from her marriage, Baekhyun plans a double murder.

The Rotten Roommate (ChanBaek) Chanyeol's innocent Halloween prank reveals two things: Baekhyun can still kick his butt, and they haven't ever been alone.

Who We Are Inside (Sehun-centric) A body and its reflection always match. They have to.

Now the Ghosts are Due (ChanKai) Chanyeol thinks Jongin's so cute when he's scared, so he gets the bright idea to take Jongin to a graveyard for their Halloween date.

Sentimental Spirits (Chen+Xiumin) Aided by Xiu hyung, his self-proclaimed bodyguard, Jongdae returns the names of the spirits his grandfather had collected.

Sacrament of Sin (Chansoo) Father Do Kyungsoo makes a deal with the devil so the damned thing will behave in church.

Halloween Treats (SeKai) To a vampire, Jongin covered in blood—albeit fake—is the sweetest treat.

Lonely Island (Kai-centric) Jongin's days are like the horizon: Empty.

Daemon of a Demon (Chen+Xiumin) Minseok's mortified to realize that the cat he pet and fawned over wasn't just a figment of his drunken imagination but rather the very friendly daemon of his very friendly—and mysterious—new neighbor.

Prisoners of Paradise (Kai+D.O.) Jongin travels to the bottom of the ocean to learn about marine life from the safety and security of an underwater city only to find it's neither as safe nor as secure as advertised.

A Future Together (KaiBaek) He’s stupid resilient, persistent, and completely in love with his wife and their babies. He’d never miss a future together.

The Man Behind the Masks (Luhan-centric) Lu Han takes a job as caretaker to an invalid living in the country. If the isolation doesn’t kill him, his new boss might.

Soul Nice to Meat You (Chanyeol+Xiumin) Chanyeol finds a man sleeping on his balcony and has questions. One: How did he get there? Two: Could he have anything to do with the death of his neighbor?

a most undesirable sentiment (Chensoo) On the 5th anniversary of their friend's death, Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, and Jongdae return to the scene of a tragic accident.

a will is a dead giveaway (Chanyeol+Suho) Kim Joonmyun is a forensic pathologist and firm believer that the possibility of zombies existing is really stupid. It just so happens that on a perfectly normal day at work, Joonmyun cuts into a body, and the body says, "Ow."

i'm friends with the monster (Chen+Lay) "Monsters out here are just wildcats," he said...

birthday moon (LuKai) Everyone who lives anywhere near the Wild Forest is told since birth to not go into the Wild Forest because of the three capital Ds: It's Dark, Dangerous, and the probability for Death is heightened.

Into the Woods (Chanyeol+Kai) A dare sends Chanyeol into The Woods.

Something They Become (Tao-centric) Zitao understood and embraced his duty as a protector. All he believed he needed to know was that Elder Bairns must be destroyed.

Bad Feeling (Chanyeol-centric) Chanmi has a bad feeling.

Gaoxing (Lay+Suho) The world goes to hell, and Yixing holds happiness in his arms.

Sell Your Soul for Just a Piece (D.O.-centric) Kyungsoo makes himself dinner.

Dream of a funeral, and you hear of a wedding. (BaekSoo) Baekhyun imagined his wedding would be happy...

Good Deeds (Chanyeol+Baekhyun) Chanyeol just wanted to be a Good Samaritan. Not all good deeds pay off.

Witches and magically-focused stories:

A Good Day to Have Stayed Home (BaekSoo) Baekhyun's prank on his demon boyfriend ruins his weekend.

Hocus Porcus (Baekhyun-centric) Baekhyun always expected his Patronus to be some type of dog. He's surprised when it's not.

Means to Change (Baekhyun-centric) Baekhyun is known for his pranks and jokes and general fun-lovingness. This works against him the one time he's involved in an actual accident: effectively changing his best friend's little brother into a little sister.

Good Mousekeeping (Baekhyun+Chen) Minseok leaves Jongdae and Baekhyun alone for a week (not even), praying his house will still be standing and that there will be no corpses once he returns. (It is, and there aren't)

Charmed, I'm sure. (Chanyeol+Suho) Jooyeon just got dumped, and Chanmi hates seeing pretty girls upset.

Accio Veneficus (Baekhyun+Chen) Chen the cat has "too much personality." Store patrons love meeting him and petting him, but no one seems willing to adopt him. Baekhyun didn’t realize that cats adopt wizards, too.

To the Depths of Love (Chanyeol+Suho) Once upon a time, a merman fought his way to the surface and found it unforgiving and cruel. He plunged to the bottom of the ocean, where he felt safe, until drawn out by fate or circumstance.

This World is White (Baekhyun+Chanyeol+Chen+D.O.) Baekhyun and Jongdae discover another world at the back of an old closet. The world is trapped in an unending winter with no holidays or warmth. When they discover one of their friends is missing, they have to choose to search the unfamiliar new world or go home and hope their friend makes it back on their own.

Summoning Demons isn't Cute (But You Are) (Kai+Sehun) Jongin's just a dumb witch, but he's doing his best, and Sehun supports him.

For the Greater Good (Baekhyun-centric) Baekhyun's job as an Auror gets more difficult when he hears rumors of Gellert Grindelwald's army in Asia.

Lucky (Tao+Kai) Jongin lives beneath a cloud of bad luck that's chased away by a black cat.

It's magic, you know. (TaeKai) Jongin needs another tattoo, and his magic really likes Taemin.

The Dogs are Howling All over the Neighborhood (That Ain't No Good) (Chen+Lay+Baekhyun+D.O.) Jongdae's a fourteen-year-old student wizard suffering from acne and hormones and the frustration of not having a familiar of his own. He would be totally happy with one, but he ends up with two, and all is not idyllic. He's totally got this, though. Totally.

I Put a Spell on You (It Didn't Work) (Chen-centric) It's difficult to do many things as a cat, mostly due to lack of thumbs. Born-cats don't know the struggle. Made-cats, like Jongdae, do, but he supposes it's punishment for being a dumbass and mixing up ingredients.

Cattus Redit (Chanyeol+Chen) Chanyeol finds a cat and a magic stick and wants nothing to do with either.

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Hils Watches Cross Fire - Ep 7

I love these idiot boys flipping a coin to determine whether to change their whole careers

Yes go and get your boyfriend back!

Oh come on are they saying he can't walk because he's depressed? Is this going to be some Heidi nonsense where fresh air and playing esports lets him walk again?

Aww she was so happy that she managed to double her test score thanks to Lu Xiaobei helping her and then she immediately got hauled in front of the dean for her grades still not being good enough ☹

Oh no but also oh yes she knocked over his plant shelf. As someone who has always been a follow the rules sort of person I am cringing, but as a lover of fictional characters I am cheering

The subs have randomly turned into Indonesian but I'm assuming she got either suspended or expelled for knocking over the dean's plants

Aww he's come to speak on her behalf. I love this.

As a contrast to all those characters who get an opportunity to do something that's really important to them and then immediately have a nap because the work is boring, she's eating fucking chilli peppers to keep herself awake and her mind active. Such a badass I love her.

I love all the women in this. She's refusing to publish her thesis because her supervisor is insisting his name be added as a co-author even though he did no work. Stick to your guns! Men suck!

Oh my god he joined a game just to announce his love and get his boy back

Oh yeah they definitely slept together

Dudes, don't be homophobic

God, these two are such dramatic gays. I adore them.

They are literally framing this as a romance

I mean Lu Han has played Wu Xie. He knows all about how to play a gay disaster little dude

JFC Xu Wei literally has his legs wrapped around Xiao Feng while their homophobic teammates shoot at them and throw grenades at them. This is more perfect than any reunion I was imagining.

And then they left the internet cafe holding hands while people stared at them. I love this so much.

I knew he was going to end up being the antagonist

We seem to be back in Indonesian again. But I think this means Lu Xiaobei is banned from registering for the contest because of the accusation that he cheated

And the solution is to have him wear a wig, glasses, and use a girl's ID. I'm sure this won't backfire at some point when it's most important

Haha! He's wearing the wig in game too

I love that he's there to just shit talk their opponents

A fight breaks out and he's just happily on his phone. I can relate

OMG THAT'S PANGZI FROM THE BABY TRIANGLE MOVIE! I didn't know he was in this!

Oh, is he one of Lu Xiaobei's brother's teammates?

Holy shit his wife bit him for lying about working overtime so he could go and play games

I see them cuddling

Ah, shit, his dad confiscated his laptop. He really is the worst

[xie-wentian]

Am I the only one who associates music to my characters?

I was thinking about my builders in My Time at Sandrock while listening to music, and some music seems to fit how I imagine them.

Time by Hans Zimmer perfectly matches how I imagine Xie WenTian.

If You Fall I Will Carry You by Efisio Cross matches Lu Xi.

I’m curious..what songs do you associate with your characters?

[calimera62]

Je vais te bombarder aussi

Sherlock/Moriarty (du manga "Moriarty", pas de la série bbc ou de l'original sherlock XD), Han/Lando and Luke/Lando (Stars Wars), Lumière/Big Ben (la belle et la bête), Owen/Claire (Jurassic world), Lucky Luke/Calamity Janes ou/et Lucky Luke/Joe (Lucky Luke). Et pour le crack dans Astérix, le poissonier et le forgeron ou/et le forgeron et Assurantourix XD

Yay ^ ____________ ^

Sherlock/Moriarty : Je t'avoue ne pas avoir lu le manga, donc je ne pourrais pas te répondre ^^;;

Han/Lando : je ne les shippe pas mais je comprends que les gens les shippent. Le potentiel de friends to lovers, two disaster boyfriends smuggling together, se disputant la garde de leur vaisseau avec Chewbacca qui n'en peut plus de ces deux-là, qu'ils se trouvent une chambre pour résoudre leurs problèmes non mais !

Luke/Lando : je ne les shippe pas activement mais c'est un ship mignon et intéressant à envisager. Il y a quelques similitudes avec Han/Luke, et Lando peut être un véritable charmeur et puis j'aime imaginer Luke avoir un faible pour les hommes à moustache (Biggs, Lando, Din...). C'est un couple qui peut très bien fonctionner, et je valide !

Lumière/Big Ben : comment ne pas les aimer ? C'est FrUk mais comme s'ils étaient dans une production Disney. Ils aiment se taquiner l'un l'autre mais au-délà des disputes, je pense qu'il y a beaucoup d'estime et d'affection entre eux, je les trouve adorable !

Owen/Claire : je ne suis pas à fond dans les ships dans le fandom Jurassic Park / Jurassic World mais il faut avouer qu'ils sont très mignons ces deux-là. Ce sont deux opposés mais ils sont la preuve que l'expression "les opposés s'attirent" fonctionne. Ils n'auraient pu être que le coup d'un soir, ou un couple qui implose après s'être mis ensemble pendant une situation stressante (les événements de JW1) mais ils ont su fonctionner malgré tout, malgré le break up dans JW2, à se retrouver pour ne plus se quitter. Ils se complètent très bien et malgré tout le mal que je peux penser de JW3, j'aime la famille qu'ils forment avec Maisie et Bluuuue

Lucky Luke/Calamity Jane : je les shippe davantage de façon platonique, le genre d'amitié homme/femme que j'aimerais voir plus souvent. J'aime quand ils travaillent ensemble dans la BD comme dans les dessins-animés, ils sont très différents mais avec leurs similitudes, et j'aime les voir comme de vieux amis qui se retrouvent aussi bien pour une mission que devant un verre dans un saloon à parler de tout et de rien.

Lucky Luke/Joe Dalton : un rarepair à mon grand malheur ! C'est un ship que j'aime beaucoup, encore une fois car on retrouve le trope "enemies to lovers" ou alors "enemies with benefits" avec Luke qui se sent responsable des Dalton à chaque fois (qui d'autre pour les empêcher de faire une bêtise sinon lui ?) et qui commence à avoir un faible pour le plus petit et le plus grognon des quatre ? Joe se met si facilement en colère et malgré lui, il trouve ça adorable. Même si Joe déteste Luke, j'aime imaginer qu'il ne peut pas imaginer un monde sans lui, et j'aime sa possessivité envers Luke (il n'y a que lui et lui seul qui a le droit de descendre Luke, non mais oh !!). J'aime les rares moments dans la BD ou le dessin-animé où ils coopèrent, on sent qu'ils pourraient s'entendre malgré tout, et je déplore que ça n'arrive que trop rarement. Et puis pour être honnête, seul le fait que Luke soit du bon côté de la loi empêche Ma de faire de Luke un Dalton en bonne et due forme :P

Ordralfabétix/Cétautomatix : un ship fun à envisager, que ce soit en platonique ou pas. L'un ne peut pas vivre l'un sans l'autre, ils aiment trop se taquiner, se battre pour mieux se rabibocher après ^^ je ne les shippe pas sérieusement mais ils sont fun à imaginer ^^

Cétautomatix/Assurancetourix : un ship à envisager, pas un couple que j'adore personnellement mais pas un notp pour autant. Je suis curieuse disons et puis il y a peut-être une raison qui fait que Cétautomatix aime autant l'attacher :P

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Hans Zimmer - Time (Inception) Piano solo arr. (avec partition)

Hans Zimmer - Time (Inception) (avec partition)

https://vimeo.com/684427256

Sheet Music Download here.

Time (Inception): Music from the Motion Picture

Inception : Musique du film

est la bande originale du film 2010 du même nom réalisé par Christopher Nolan , sorti sous Reprise Records le 13 juillet 2010. Hans Zimmer a marqué le film, marquant sa troisième collaboration avec Nolan après Batman Begins et The Dark Knight . Production Selon Zimmer, la bande originale d' Inception est « une partition très électronique ». Nolan a demandé à Zimmer de composer et de terminer la partition pendant qu'il tournait le film. Le compositeur a déclaré : « Il voulait libérer mon imagination de la meilleure façon possible ». À un moment donné, lors de la composition de la partition, Zimmer a incorporé un son de guitare rappelant Ennio Morricone et souhaitait que Johnny Marr , ancien guitariste du groupe de rock influent des années 80 The Smiths , joue ces parties. L'inspiration rapportée de Zimmer était de trouver une piste de synthétiseur qu'il avait écrite similaire au style de guitare de Marr. Nolan a accepté la suggestion de Zimmer, puis Zimmer a approché Marr, qui a accepté son offre. Marr a passé quatre jours de 12 heures à travailler sur la partition, jouant des notes écrites par Zimmer avec une guitare à 12 cordes. Pour s'inspirer, Zimmer a lu Gödel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid de Douglas Hofstadter parce qu'il combinait «l'idée d'espièglerie en mathématiques et d'espièglerie en musique». Zimmer n'a pas assemblé un score temporaire mais "de temps en temps, ils appelaient et disaient" nous avons besoin d'un petit quelque chose ici ". Mais c'était OK parce que la plupart des morceaux de musique ne sont pas spécifiques à cette scène. Ils se répartissent en petites catégories ». En écrivant le scénario, Nolan a écrit dans » d' Édith Piaf « Non, je ne regrette rien mais a failli l'enlever lorsqu'il a choisi Marion Cotillard , qui venait de terminer un tour oscarisé en tant que Piaf dans le film de 2007 La Vie en rose . . Zimmer a convaincu Nolan de le garder dans le film et a également intégré des éléments de la chanson dans sa partition; en particulier, la fanfare emblématique des cuivres du film ressemble à une version ralentie de l'instrumentation de la chanson. Les bandes-annonces du film présentent une musique spécialement composée par Zack Hemsey , qui n'apparaît pas sur la bande originale officielle. La bande originale a été nominée pour plusieurs prix, dont un Academy Award , un Golden Globe , un Grammy et un BAFTA . James Southall de Movie Wave a attribué cinq étoiles à la partition, la qualifiant de "meilleur travail de Zimmer depuis plusieurs années", et Jim Lochner de Film Score Click Track, qui a déclaré "Inception est une balade musicale passionnante et trippante", récompensant le score quatre étoiles et demie sur cinq. Liste des pistes Toute la musique est composée par Hans Zimmer . No.TitleLength1."Half Remembered Dream"1:122."We Built Our Own World"1:553."Dream Is Collapsing"2:284."Radical Notion"3:435."Old Souls"7:446."528491"2:237."Mombasa"4:548."One Simple Idea"2:289."Dream Within a Dream"5:0410."Waiting for a Train"9:3011."Paradox"3:2512."Time"4:35Total length:49:13 No.TitleLength13."Projections"7:0414."Don't Think About Elephants"5:35Total length:12:39

Biographie de Hans Zimmer

Nom de naissance : Hans Florian Zimmer Hans Florian Zimmer est un compositeur de films allemand et producteur exécutif de partitions. Il a composé la musique de plus de 100 films, dont Rain Man (1988), The Lion King (1994), Crimson Tide (1995), The Prince of Egypt (1998), Gladiator (2000), The Last Samurai (2003), The Da Vinci Code (2006), Frost/Nixon (2008), The Dark Knight (2008), Sherlock Holmes (2009) et Inception (2010). Zimmer a passé le début de sa carrière au Royaume-Uni avant de déménager aux États-Unis. Il est à la tête de la division musique de film des studios DreamWorks et travaille avec d'autres compositeurs à travers la société qu'il a fondée, Remote Control Productions. Ses œuvres se distinguent par l'intégration de sons de musique électronique avec des arrangements orchestraux traditionnels. Il a remporté deux Grammy Awards, deux Golden Globes, un Classical BRIT Award et un Academy Award. Zimmer a également été classé numéro 72 sur la liste des 100 meilleurs génies vivants. Read the full article

[goodwriterwithbadhabits]

Solo Artists/ MultiFandom

I do write for a lot of solo artists, so if you’re interested in someone not on the list, feel free to request. 

{Master Lists}

Amber Liu

-Have You Eaten Today?: Amber is a caring girlfriend, and is always full of surprises.

Huang Zitao

-Moment in Time: When remembering your old friends, also remember that fate is strange like that. (requested)

Kim Woosung (The Rose, but I don’t write for the other members)

-All I Want For Christmas: Christmas time with your boyfriend Sammy.

-Love Songs: Is this an illusion, or has it really come time to spill your truth into this quiet room? (Requested)

-Little Bat Boy: Your immortal vampire boyfriend is the biggest baby on the planet. (2020 Halloween)

Instagram Posts: (Cute)

Fake Texts: (Casual Boyfriend)

Eric Nam:

-March 5th: Eric is lost, but its okay cause he’s really cute. (March Madness Event)

Jay Park:

-March 7th: A marooned sailor meets a vengeful mermaid. (March Madness)

Wonho:

-Shark Bite Soulmate: A chance visit to the aquarium leads to an unexpected twist of fate.

-Do Me a Favor: Asking the right questions may not lead to the right answers but it will lead you to what you need.

-Behind the Mask: The Halloween Masquarade is the biggest event of the year, you would know, you’ve been designing costumes for Idols for a year. This time, however, its a race against the clock for your first project. Maybe Eros has a bigger hand in your work than you think. (2020 Halloween)

Instagram Posts: (Supporting Wonho)

Multi Fandom

-Your Favs as Meet Cutes: My favorite tropes for my sister's birthday.

[cxsmicmyeon]

CONGRATS 💙💙💙 you deserve way more

For the drabble game, 1 and 40 from fluff for Lu Han

Love you 😘

💙 Anon

thank you so much bb!!! and thank you for requesting, i do hope u like it!!!💞💞💞 (this is sUCH A CUTE SCENARIO AAA I LOVED WRITING IT)

1) “you look better in my clothes than i do.” 40) “are you blushing?”

genre: non-famous/slice of life au! tooth-rotting fluff <3 wordcount: 732 warnings: none

author’s note: pls correct me if i got lu’s cat’s name wrong lol

Chiming bells pulled you from dreamland and back to reality right as the clocked turned to nine o’clock in the morning. You stretched your arms up before opening your eyes slightly and turning to the bedside table. You grabbed your cellphone and halted the bells before sitting up and opening your eyes fully. You noticed a piece of paper stuck to the screen and peeled it off.

‘Good morning baby, if I’m not in bed as you’re reading this it’s because I went to get some groceries and cat food. Will be back soon, hope you slept well. -Lu ♡ ’

You smiled as you folded the note and put it onto the table, mentally reminding yourself to put it in your purse later. You glanced over at the empty side of the bed before getting out and walking to the bathroom.

After completing your morning routine, you made your way over to Luhan’s kitchen to make a small breakfast for the two of you for when he returns. You bent down to pet Xiao Huang as you took a half empty carton of eggs and a tomato out of the refrigerator and set it down onto the counter.

As you started scrambling the eggs, the kitchen became cooler as the air conditioner started to blow cooler air. Wrapping your arms around yourself, you spotted a worn out gray hoodie hanging over a chair. 

‘I hope he doesn’t mind if I wear this for a bit,’ you thought to yourself as you slipped the hoodie over you. Instantly you felt warm and cozy, the homely scent of his cologne filling your nose. You rolled the sleeves up as you went to dice the tomato, remembering how Luhan mentioned that he liked tomatoes with his eggs.

The door to the apartment opened right as you finished cooking breakfast. You turned the stove off before rushing over to help your boyfriend with the bags. 

“Good morning,” you pecked Luhan on the cheek as you took one of the grocery bags out of his hand. “I made tomatoes with eggs, I hope you don’t mind I used some of your eggs.”

“I don’t mind at all, it’s okay. I bought more eggs anyway,” Luhan set his other grocery bag down onto the table before bringing the giant bag of cat food over to Xiao Huang’s bowls. You walked back to the stove and began to divvy up the eggs into two plates as Luhan began to put some of the groceries away. 

“Is that my hoodie?” 

You accidentally dropped the utensils you were holding before turning to Luhan. Worry laced your voice as you began to apologize profusely, saying that you were simply borrowing it temporary until you were finished with making breakfast. He walked over to you and wrapped his arms around your waist, taking the time to fully take in the sight of you wearing his favorite hoodie. 

“No, no, no, please don’t apologize. If I’m being honest... you look better in my clothes then I do.” You felt your cheeks flush as he smiled down at you, kissing you on the forehead. You covered your face with your arms as you wiggled out of his embrace.

“The eggs are gonna get cold!” you called out. He grinned as he sat at the table, eagerly awaiting his meal. You set his plate and a pair of chopsticks in front of him before sitting down next to him. You began eating slowly, covering part of your face with the sleeve of your, his, hoodie. 

Luhan watched you as you ate and tried to avoid eye contact with him in fear of embarrassment. His heart fluttered at the sight of you: how amazing you looked wearing his hoodie while acting absolutely adorable in his eyes. “Are you blushing?” Luhan teased, moving your arm away from your face.

“I’m not blushing! You’re blushing! Shut up!” you giggled, punching Luhan playfully in the shoulder. He cried out in faux pain as he stood from his spot and lifted you in his arms. You squealed as he set you on top of the table and began peppering kisses all over your face. 

“You should wear my clothes more often.” You raised an eyebrow before pressing a kiss to Luhan’s soft cheek.

“Maybe I’ll take you up on that offer.” He smiled at your words, capturing your lips with his.

[itstheoneshot]

Scenario: Coming out as trans to your EXO member boyfriend.

Request.

Part 1.

Part 2 here!

Xiumin:

Minseok lifts his gaze to meet yours, looking away from the food that you had made for him to repeat your words back to you.

“You’re trans?” He asks.

“Mhmm...” You reply, staring intently as you try to gauge his reaction.

Minseok nods his head absentmindedly, lost in thought, until he looks as if a lightbulb has gone off in his mind.

“Baby, does that mean you’re gonna call me hyung now?” He asks.

This has you laughing, though Minseok looks unsure whether to laugh along, too. You take his hand in yours, and kiss his fingertips one by one, until you are ready to speak again.

“Seokkie, when did I ever call you oppa anyway?” You giggle, “You’re still my Jagiya.”

Luhan:

It took Luhan a little while to come around to the idea, not fully grasping it at first, he had so many questions, but was afraid that he was being intrusive by asking them. This morning you had told him that you were hoping to start Testosterone shots, and now he only had more that he wanted to know.

“Tián xīn, you look confused. What’s up?” You ask him.

His eyes light up as you call to him, and you smile, assuring him that it is okay to ask whatever is on his mind.

“Your voice is going to break, isn’t it?” He queries.

“It will.” You reply, “And I’m a little afraid that I won’t be able to sing anymore.”

“We can find you a singing trainer to help!” He replies enthusiastically, “But, I am going to be so jealous if your voice ends up deeper than mine.”

Kris:

“Yifan, I’m trans”

You were laying in bed on a Sunday morning, neither of you wanting to get up, when you rolled over to face Yifan and decided now was the right time to spill your biggest secret.

Yifan is quiet for a moment, as he processes your words, he sits up and pulls you onto his lap to join him, so that he can look you in the eyes, he can see tears welling in them as you are so afraid of his reaction.

“Baby, it’s okay.” He replies, brushing your cheek with his fingertips, “Do you have any idea what kind of changes you want to make?”

“I want top surgery,” You start, before nervously asking “Are you still going to love me?”

Yifan chuckles at this, grabbing you under the thighs to pull you closer to him. His hands slide from your thighs, to cup your ass instead as he leans forward to kiss you.

“Of course, I love you for you, and want you to be happy.” He says, laughing before continuing, “And, you know I’m an ass man, anyway.���

Suho:

You had brought a book home, in hopes of getting Junmyeon to understand. You knew that he would be able to grasp the concept of binary transgender, like male to female, or vice versa, but you are nonbinary, and you thought he might struggle.

“Jun, I am not a woman, or a man. I’m like... somewhere in the middle.” You attempt to explain.

Jun furrows his brows, and pouts his lips in thought, you can tell that he is trying his hardest to follow along. Though you know that you are the first nonbinary person he has met, so you can only imagine how confusing this must be for him, hell, it has been confusing enough for you to understand your own gender.

“Are you upset?” You ask him.

“What? No! I’m just, I am confused, but... you’re still my baby... person?” He replies.

You laugh at this, having been called ‘his baby girl’ for so long, his attempt to be supportive has you melting.

“Just baby is fine, Myeonnie.”

Lay:

When you told Yixing that you were transgender, he was a little confused at first. You had struggled to find the words to explain it to him in Mandarin, so he had pulled out his phone to research and understand what you were telling him.

“So... you are really a man?” He asks, his tone sincere, with genuine curiosity.

“I am, is that... okay with you?” You ask.

“Yes, of course!” He replies, eyes widening as he is shocked by your fear of him not being alright with your true self.

“You are still going to love me all the same though, right?” He asks, pulling back so that he can make eye contact.

“Yes, Yixing, as long as you’ll love me the same, too.” You reply.

Yixing smiles at you, leaning forward to press a kiss to your forehead.

“I can’t believe I have a boyfriend now, and the hottest one ever.” He sighs in content.

Baekhyun:

Baekhyun almost burst into tears when you had come out to him. He had noticed your drastic shift in mood over the last few weeks, as you had so badly wanted to tell him, but your anxiety had gotten the better of you, convincing yourself that he would leave the second he found out that you were going to medically transition into the gender you were.

“Oh, really?! That’s great, Jagiya! Wait, is Jagiya still okay to use? It’s gender neutral right? Is there something else you would rather I called you?” He asks question after question.

“Jagiya is fine, Baek!” You say, as he pulls you in to rest your head on his chest.

“I’m proud of you, Jagi. This must have been a really hard thing to deal with alone for so long, but I am here now, and I love you, so what’s first?” He asks.

“First... new wardrobe, and haircut.” You reply, pondering just how much you want to change.

“Great! I need a haircut too, let’s go together.” Baekhyun responds, “But we can’t have matching haircuts, as much as I’m sure you want to look just like me.”

Part 2!

[waitingforminjae]

but when we get that escape squad + lay reunion

[marshmallow-phd]

What’s the Difference?

Genre: Drabble Request

Pairing: Luhan x Reader

A/N: Inspired the tiniest bit by my experience of Thanksgiving cooking yesterday.

**

“I really don’t think that’s right.”

“I’m telling you, it says two tablespoons.”

“But that seems like a lot.”

This was new territory for the both of you. It was Luhan’s idea to try something different and cook together. Neither of you were masters in the kitchen. You tended to stick to very simple, non-adventurous recipes. Luhan did not cook at all. In the first fifteen minutes of this new territory, you’d accidentally set the heat too high for the stove top, somehow managing to burn the vegetables that were supposed to be lightly sauteed while still undercooking them. How was that even possible?

Now you were trying to put together the seasoning for the chicken, which really should have been done first before really starting the process, but that’s what you get for jumping straight into the recipe without reading it all the way first. Then again, you did put Luhan in charge since this was his idea. 

“I’m just reading the recipe,” Luhan grumbled. This was really the test of your relationship. Sensing a fight coming on and wanting to keep this fun, you backed off. 

“Okay,” you nodded, giving him a smile. “Two tablespoons of garlic.”

The rest of the cook time went surprisingly smooth after that. The chicken cooked perfectly in the oven in the time that was given in the recipe and the two of you even managed to save the side dish. Sitting down at the table, your mouth watered and your stomach growled. It smelled delicious. And you’d worked hard for this meal. 

“I’m actually quite proud of us,” you declared. 

“I am, too” Luhan agreed with a laugh. 

Picking up your silverware, you both cut into the chicken and took a bit. And gagged. 

“That is disgusting!” You spit out the piece of chicken and lunged for the glass of water by your plate, desperate to get the horrifying taste out of your mouth. 

Luah shoved his plate away as if it were covered in disease. “How could something that smells so good taste so awful?”

“I have no idea.” With a sneaking suspicion, you got up and went over the paper that Luhan had been reading the recipe from. Coming to the seasoning section, you groaned and covered your face. 

“What is it?” Luhan asked as he came over.

“It was supposed to be two teaspoons of garlic,” you growled through gritted teeth. 

“No, it said tablespoons.”

You showed him the paper as evidence. “It clearly says T-S-P.”

“Yeah. Tablespoon.”

“No, tablespoon is T-B-S-P.”

Luhan shrugged. “What’s the difference?”

“What’s the difference?” you echoed. Marching over to the chicken, you cut a fresh piece off and stuck it on the edge of your fork. “Here. Let me show the difference.”

“No! Keep that away from me!” To spare himself the torture, he took off. But he wasn’t getting away that easily. You chased after him, determined to teach him the difference that a simple “B” could make.

[bad-exo-imagines]

Exo if u read this its been 4 years please respond to this 

[rayofsunas]

I loved too hard — luhan

A/N: I'll be adding a different spin to the Hanahaki Disease. So basically instead of dying in the end like how it usually works, whoever has the disease has to suffer horrible nightmares. I edited/proof read this, but I might've missed things, so sorry if I did. Enjoy!

Pairings: Luhan x Fem! Reader (platonic + onesided love), Luhan x Fiancé OC

Summary: in a world where Hanahaki Disease exists, you suffer from it.

Warnings: swearing, death is mentioned, mental illness (assumed), insomnia, nightmares, hospitals

Words: 2,910

"She's in room 302, Sir" The nurse who had guided Luhan to your room explained, halting as soon as she stood in front of a tan metal door. The brunette nodded, both eager and nervous to open the door and step inside. He hadn't seen you in months, and had meant to come visit for a few hours. But life got in the way, and he found that he hadn't seen you since January, around the time he came in to celebrate New Years with you; even brining a chocolate cupcake to celebrate. It was now October, and he was feeling extremely guilty.

Snapping back into reality, Luhan watched as the nurse dressed in white scrubs, unlocked the door and stepped aside making room for him.

"Thank you," The man thanked the nurse who tried her best to smile, although it didn't work, before she turned on her heel and walked off silently.

Taking a sharp deep breath, he decided to turn the knob, the nervousness filling up the pit in his stomach.

As soon as the door opened, the nervousness just increased even more.

And that made him realize that things were much more different now. He'd never felt so nervous visiting you before, or seeing you in general. Perhaps it was because you'd grown significantly apart and that this was probably one of the last times he'd see you again.

Eyes scanning the room for you figure, it landed on a uncomfortable looking chair, positioned by the window. And that's where you sat, knees curled up to your chest, as you stared out at the sunny day.

He couldn't see your face, but he already knew the expression that laid there. Probably a mixture of sadness and regret. That's how it always was. At least from what he depicted it as.

Trying to swiftly come stand beside you so you'd notice, he found that he didn't have to do much to grab your attention.

As soon as his black boot clad shoe hit the end of the bed on accident, he found your head snapping in his direction frantically.

Your face resembled a deer in headlights, something his friends would make fun of him for usually; the nickname of course. You looked more than shocked to see him, and Luhan found it harder to read your facial expressions each time he came to visit you. It was like you were shutting him and everyone out around you, by keeping a blank face around those who thought they could read you the best.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you," Luhan's hands raised in defense, as he swiftly moved around the table in the middle of the small room to sit on the bed.

"...It's alright," you breathed out.

Silence. That's all either one of you could hear. No one being able to say a word.

You didn't know what to say, and Luhan found himself feeling the exact same way. Of course there were many things each person wanted to say out loud to one another. But each questioned whether it was the right time to do so.

During this time, you managed to take in his handsome face. A small smile forming on your face when your eyes connected with his. He looked so handsome, and sadly, all you could do was stare at the stranger in awe.

"You look good," You blurted out, knees coming down from your chest to straighten normally so you could sit properly in the uncomfortable chair.

Luhan didn't blush at the comment like he thought he would. But he was a tad bit taken back by your sudden straightforwardness. "Thanks, um... how have you been?" He nervously questioned, right hand going up to scratch the back of his neck.

You sighed, eyes averting to look back out the window longingly, head leaning against he wall. "I guess this is where I'm supposed to say I'm alright, right?" You asked.

Luhan shook his head although you couldn't see him do so.

"No. Not if it's a lie" You just shrugged nonchalantly. "Well, to be honest? I just want to go home at this point. I haven't seen my parents in months. They stopped coming around after I lashed out at them," Luhan hadn't heard that part, not from Baekhyun who had called and said you'd been asking for him lately.

"But it was an accident... I- I didn't have the right medication" you finished, eyes snapping shut, before standing up, wobbling a little bit. "I just want to apologize..."

Luhan felt even more bad. Being your childhood best friend, meant many things. It meant he knew everything about you, and how much your parents loved you. But he also knew that your parents were disappointed in you, disappointed you'd ended up here. That means they also hated Luhan for not returning the love, and having you locked up in this place.

"Do you have the right medication now?" The older man wondered. You nodded, but then shook your head, hand reaching for the three pills on the nightstand beside the bed.

"At this point I want to stop making the medicine" He heart you admit honestly. Luhan's eyebrows knitted together. "You can't do that Y/n. It's the only thing stopping the petals from choking you"

"I understand that. But, when I take them they make me tired. I-I don't like sleeping," what human didn't like sleeping? That was an all time new for you. He remembered the first few months you were in here, each time he visited, all you wanted to do with sleep, so you wouldn't have to socialize with any of the other patients when it came time for you to leave your room. But now you were saying you didn't want to sleep? How weird.

"Is it hard to sleep?" He was trying to understand you, but he wouldn't be able to unless you opened up to him. You hummed, before saying, "Yeah. The nightmares have gotten worse and feel more real. Even when I wake up afterwards, it still feels like they continue on into the mornings. I don't want to feel like that anymore, Lu" you sounded so desperate, like you were reaching out for him to help you. But truth was, he really couldn't do anything besides be here for you and make sure you took your medication.

And the thing that hurt the most, other than seeing you in pain, was that he knew you were like this because of him. And he'd blame himself forever for that. He wanted to love you, he really did. So you didn't have to go through this. He wanted you to feel loved, and like you mattered. But he couldn't give you the genuine love he wanted or what you needed to not endure this.

"I wish I could help," Whispered the brunette. You just shook your head, suddenly becoming angry as you stared at the pills that were supposed to help you make everything much easier, but in reality; they were making everything worse.

"You've been saying that for years, Lu" The twenty five year old responded with, eyeing the pills skeptically before tossing them angrily at the wall. "I know. And every time I say it, I mean it"

"I don't doubt you," you sighed plopping down beside him in the bed, your navy blue hospital gown itching uncomfortably against your skin. Luhan took notice to a huge nasty looking bruise on your lower leg when your outfit slightly rode up, exposing your leg.

It was in a large oval shape, as if someone had punched you there, or something related to that. He could bet that if he put his own hand over it in comparison, it'd probably take up every inch of his very large hand "How'd you get that bruise?" Even if it was a painful memory that happens, Luhan couldn't help himself from wondering how'd you got the purple-red mark.

Reaching out, the twenty nine year old once again couldn't stop himself, and was shocked when his hand touched your warm leg; where the bruise was.

Reacting almost as soon as he touched you, you uncomfortably moved the end of the dress down, making sure it went back to where it usually touched; which stopped below your knees.

"Don't touch it.." You snapped, not fully meaning to raise your voice at your longtime friend and the person you loved.

He worriedly mumbled, "What happened?"

"The nightmares... I told you. They feel too real" you whispered, voice cracking a little bit at the end.

"Have you told the nurses about it? You said it was the medicine... maybe they can change the prescription"

"I've already told them, and they tell me the same thing each time. That I'm crazy, and that I'm in here for a reason"

Luhan thought this place was much better than other places he'd seen or heard of. That nurse's smile earlier threw him off, and now he realized maybe everything here was not how it seemed.

"They really say that?" You nodded adding a shrug. "Apparently it's supposed to make me want to fix myself because they don't see any improvement"

"Take a look at my chart over there," You pointed to the end of the bed, where he was closest to. And that's when Luhan noticed a clipboard hanging off the end of the metal bed frame.

He swiftly reached over and unhooked it from the clip it was on, before his eyes scanned over the paper.

"Why don't these people call me?" He asked worriedly, head craning over to look at you before glancing back down at the sheet of paper. Ever since your parents had basically given up on you months ago, Luhan had became your 'guardian' as the nurses had put it. Meaning, he was the one paying for your stay here. You hadn't asked him to do it, and we're shocked when you learned about it. But after hearing about what your friend had done, you realized he'd done it out of pity and guilt.

"Because I told them to stop..." You admitted honestly from beside him, shifting uncomfortably.

Luhan's head snapped in your direction, completely shocked. "Why?"

"I don't want them to bother you whenever I have nightmares or have changes in my medication. Your not my parent or husband or boyfriend. You're my friend. You shouldn't have to look after me like you do, it's not your job,"

"I-I'm just worried about you. You're not improving. It says you've been throwing your pills up... Why Y/n? Why do you do that?!" You were shocked by his sudden enraged behavior.

"I don't feel myself when I swallow those things! Do you want me to not feel like myself, is that the problem?!" Luhan watched as you angrily stood up, finger pointed in his direction.

"If it keeps you alive, than yes!"

Something in your eyes changed and you stared at him as if he was a complete stranger. You looked like you'd seen a ghost, mouth slightly agape, and eyes frozen on him.

Luhan knew what he said wasn't right, it sounded completely selfish on his end. but he was angry. Apparently to your charts, you weren't changing. It had said you were swallowing your pills, and would wake up during the night screaming bloody murder like you'd just seen someone you loved die. He wanted you to change. He wanted you to leave this place. Luhan just wanted you to live your life happily, with someone who loved you; in the ways he couldn't.

"The Luhan I knew five years ago wouldn't have ever said that... the Luhan I knew was the sweetest boy I'd ever met. But now you're just like the rest of them," Tears were threatening to spill over the brim, and this time, you felt as though you might not be able to stop them like all the times before.

"You need to wake up! You can't stay here forever! I want you to go out and find someone! Find someone who loves you," he stood up, grabbing you by your shoulders to turn you to face him. Taking your hands in his warm ones, he shivered at the contact.

"I can't! I fucking can't alright?" Snatching your hands away from his, they went to your head, at which you grabbed at as if in pain.

"You don't understand how hard it is! I try. I tried for so many damn years to find someone. But it always ends the same way!" He watched you sink to the ground, sobs escaping your mouth.

"I can't commit to anyone. Not unless they're a carbon copy of you"

"Y/n,—"

"Were you even going to tell me?" You snapped, teary eyes snapping up to look at the man before you. At first he was confused, extremely confused on what he was talking, but it took one tear drop to slide down your cheek to understand what you meant.

"Were you ever going to tell me you were getting married?" You affirmed once more, hoping for an actual answer this time instead of a blank looking face.

He didn't answer, and instead resulted in sitting down on your bed, hands going to run over his face while a long sigh escaped his lips.

Luhan asked, "How'd you find out?"

The girl before him sighed. "Chanyeol and Baekhyun have big mouths" Was all you hissed.

"I've known for months, Lu. And you didn't think to tell me..." The brunette looked up, trying to catch your eyes, but you didn't dare look into them. "I didn't think you'd want to know"

"I didn't"

Once again, the man was shocked. Of course Chanyeol and Baekhyun would be the first to tell anyone. He trusted them, and had confidence that they wouldn't tell. But of course, like always they had spoiled it.

"I thought about telling you... But—" he heard you scoff. "You chickened out? Or you just didn't want some batshit crazy girl at your wedding?" Your tone was meant to be sarcastic, and to anyone who didn't know you, it would've sounded like sarcasm. But Luhan knew you were in pain and overwhelmed. He could see it in your eyes.

His eyes widened, his heart tinged with pain, shocked you even assumed that in the first place.

"That's not it at all, Y/n and you know that! Of course I want you there" The last part he mumbled sadly, because he knew for sure you'd go through a great deal of pain if you went.

"I couldn't tell. You only forgot about me for ten months" your eyes rolled.

"I didn't forgot. I worried about you everyday, but life—"

"I get it," You waved him off, standing up shakily. "You're getting married. Before you know it, you'll have kids, and you'll completely forgot about me,"

"I expected it. At least I have the others, but who's to say they won't stop coming around too?

"I won't stop coming around. I'll just be busy—"

"I don't know if that's going to work out... You have your own life to live"

His head cast down.

"I've been running after the same dreams and people for far too long, I guess this is the price I have to pay for doing so. I should've stopped a long time ago" you whispered to yourself, although it was audible to the other person in the room.

"I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen. I wish I could go back and change so many things. I wish I wasn't an idiot—" "You can't help how you feel. You love who you love, Luhan" You interrupted, moving to sit by the window again, sniffling as your head laid on the wall.

"You don't understand how badly I wanted to love you, so you wouldn't be alone. So you wouldn't end up like this. I mean, who couldn't love you? You're amazing, but I just—"

"It wasn't meant to be " Was all you vocalized.

"Maybe I can change things..."

"Lu,—" He abruptly stood, and rising towards you with haste.

Before you could even react, his hands had cupped your cheeks, his face moving towards your. Eyes widening, you shoved him off and away from you.

Staring shocked at your teary eyed friend who turned into such a grown man, you couldn't help but feel a tugging at your heart.

"I don't want you to feel like you have to kiss me because you feel guilty" your head lowered as you pushed him away more gently this time by placing a hand on his chest. "I want you to mean it..."

Luhan's head lowered, and he sunk to the ground dramatically, his head leaned against your knee.

"And I know you feel guilty that you can't be that person. But if you truly did love her, you'd turn around and go home to her right now"

"What?—"

"I don't want to see you here again"

Was he hearing you correctly? Surely, you wanted him here. Because Baekhyun had told him you'd been asking to see him for months...

"I'm not going to abandon you"

"You did it for ten months. You can learn to stay away permanently"

"Hell no—"

"Please Lu," you pleaded, hands digging into his hair to pull on his dark strands of hair.

"It hurts to see you"

[softsan]

Gods & Monsters (profiles)

these are ideas for a future fanfic series if you’re interested let me know! also, who are you most looking forward too?

Kim Minseok

god of ice

extremely powerful but is sensitive to heat

likes to wallow around the mountains in his free time

soulmate: moon rabbit

Lu Han

god of knowledge (telekinesis/telepathy)

seriously lonely

finds it difficult to maintain relationships due to his powers

soulmate: yokai

Wu Yifan

god of flight

loves to battle, notorious for winning wars

challenged to slay the bloodthirsty dragon

soulmate: dragon

Kim Junmyeon

god of water

tries his best to keep his brothers united

1000+ year dedication to finding his mate

soulmate: hybrid (half god/half-elf)

read here - (pt.1)

Zhang Yixing

god of health

oblivious of the number of female attention he receives

bewitched by a fallen star

soulmate: celestial guardian

Byun Baekhyun

god of light

the most mischievous god to exist

doesn't believe in the idea of soulmates, actively pursues someone else

soulmate: rainbird

Kim Jongdae

god of lightning

h a t e s. the idea of a soulmate

drawn to the song of the sea

soulmate: siren

Park Chanyeol

god of fire

detest the amount of damage his power causes

shy about the idea of mating

soulmate: nymph

Do Kyungsoo

god of strength

avoids unnecessary attention

curious about the stranger, that he exchanges notes with

soulmate: book elf

Huang Ztaio

god of time

his powers are often used as a last resort

a fight gone wrong leads him to be taken captive by fairies

soulmate: fairy

Kim Jongin

god of teleportation

sent to investigate the lifeless bodies drained of blood

unable to separate duty with desire

soulmate: vampire

read here - (pt.1)

Oh Sehun

god of air

sick of his brothers finding their mates

finds fate can be cruel in the most unexpected ways

soulmate: werewolf

[exhoe-imagines]

chinese valentine’s day → exo china line 🇨🇳💕

a/n: this is, unfortunately, a day late, but I hope you will all be able to enjoy it anyway !! I love these boys so much, and I hope this post dedicated to them is able to show that ~~ admin ruby

Luhan -

A faint humming would slowly pull you from sleep, Luhan’s smiling face the first beautiful sight you’d awake to. In his hands he’d carry breakfast from your favorite nearby cafe, along with a bouquet of flowers, in your favorite color of course. It’d be a cheesy thing to wake up to, no doubt, but the faint grin on your face wouldn’t go unrecognized by your boyfriend as he insisted on feeding you.

The early afternoon, the prime time of the day to Luhan, would unsurprisingly be spent outside. Whether he dragged you to a soccer game or an amusement park nearby, he wouldn’t hesitate on showing you off to every person who walked by. Your matching couple outfits would be a bit cringy, that you could admit, but the satisfied smirk on your boyfriend’s lips would be enough to put up with them. You’d even be able to handle his increased clinginess, leaning into his touch as he’d wrap a tight arm around your waist, and press a kiss against the top of your head. 

Nighttime would take a slower and more intimate pace, away from the stares of the world as you cuddled up on the couch together watching movies. Luhan would be heavily distracted from the screen, however, focusing on taking selfies with you or turning you away from the tv for a make-out session.  You wouldn’t be complaining though, especially as he spent the night showing you how special you were to him. 

Yifan -

Only wanting the best for you, it wouldn’t be a shock to you that Yifan would rent out some form of high-class hotel or resort to spend your day in. He’d let you sleep in as much as you wished, making sure that when you did finally wake up, a freshly cooked, gourmet breakfast would be ready for you. There wouldn’t need to be many words exchanged between the two of you, the loving looks in your eyes as you stared at each other from across the table enough to show how excited you were for the day ahead. 

Your hands would intertwine as you explored the city you had taken your vacation to, intent on finding all the coolest sights you could in your short amount of time. Luckily, between the two of you, it wouldn’t be hard to find some secretive areas around, away from all the hustle and bustle of the town. They’d be the prettiest places too, untouched by most, and you’d bask in the natural state of it all. 

Dinner would be made by the both of you, hips bumping past each other and chaste kisses being exchanged as you shuffled through the kitchen. Knowing the day was growing to a close, Yifan would take the time to really express his soft side, whispering loving words to you as night approached. He’s always been more of an actions over words type of guy though, so don’t be surprised if he gets a little touchy when it comes to expressing his emotions. 

Yixing -

A simple and classy man, Yixing would pull out all the stops to make the perfect Valentine’s Day. He’d want a nice and quiet morning with you, so he would stay in bed until you woke up, holding you tightly in his arms. Soft, slow kisses would be exchanged when you first woke up, and he’d make sure to flatter you more than usual as he whispered sweet words against your lips. 

After a homemade breakfast, Yixing insisting on practically making a whole buffet while you got comfortable, most of your day would be spent inside. He’d want the two of you isolated as much as possible, that way his attention could fully be spent on you. Surely, it’d make your heart race, and that would only amplify when he’d sing you a song he had written just for you. The words would hold so much meaning behind them, little things only the two of you would understand, and with his soft voice, you’d be practically melting on the spot.

Continuing the relaxing day, Yixing would sweetly ask you to wait in the bedroom while he prepared one last surprise. You’d comply, laughing softly as you heard the bath water from the bathroom start running. The rose petals leading down the hall and to the bubble filled tub would have you heating up just at the sight, but your skin would burn even more as Yixing’s light touch caressed you under the warm water, intent on getting you as stress-free as possible. 

Zitao -

An expensive, but nevertheless romantic, trip would be the first thing Zitao would insist on doing for your day together. It’d probably be unplanned, with the two of you hurriedly packing your suitcases together the night before, you lightly scolding him for not giving you a heads up while Zitao just grinned. Luckily, Zitao would have everything worked out very quickly, and the two of you would be able to arrive perfectly on time for the sunrise in your getaway location.

You wouldn’t know or bother asking Zitao how he knew all the best places to visit around, knowing he had probably researched it all while you fell asleep on the plane. He’d make sure the early morning, complete with the beautiful sunrise, would be spent somewhere with a perfect view, and he’d take a thousand pictures to capture the memory forever. 

After some more exploring, mainly stopping for food and going on countless shopping sprees, it’d be unsurprising that an afternoon nap would be in need as you made it back to the hotel. Cuddled together, you’d fall asleep quickly, only waking up once the moon lit up the dark sky. It wouldn’t be the most ideal of sleeping patterns, but Zitao would make sure to fill the cold and quiet night with heartfelt words and soft kisses. If you still complained about the slight chill, however, Zitao wouldn’t be opposed to spending the whole night helping you warm up.