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Lae’zel
A lone warrior from the final frontier.
#art#fanart#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 western au#bg3 lae'zel#lae'zel#space cowboy#I tried to lower the saturation and Lae’zel called me a coward#so here she is in all of her intensely saturated glory#eye strain#tw eyestrain
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💥Binderary Bind # 3 💥
A collection of 15 stories by @greygerbil.( Highly HIGHLY recommend their fics)
For the book title, I chose The Shield,The Spear, The Sword and chose another 14 of their stories (it was a struggle not to include all of them but i got tired of typesetting 😅)
I made individual title pages for all of them (pic doesnt include all)
I did keep the drop caps the same in every story as well as the same line break image (a cute little shield,spear, sword combo i made on canva) to add continuity.
I tried a couple new techniques this bind.
Did my first ever rounded spine as well as some (easy and fake) raised bands. This was heavily inspired by those old traditional leather bound books.
Progess pic before the faux leather.
#bookbinding#ficbinding#fanbinding#mybinds#book art#fanfic bookbinding#binderary#binderary2024#im lowering by binderary goal to 4.#but this one was so intensive I'm counting it as 10 okay#binder math
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i havent been able to go back to my halau in a long time so im making kouao go instead
(if u need context on what they're doing, it's called tahitian dance or ori tahiti, you can find a very famous performance here)
#dmmd#dramatical murder#fem dmmd#aoba dmmd#koujaku dmmd#kouao#ori tahiti is a very lower body intensive dance and considering how my fem aobas built its perf for her#but ofc she has to be with koujaku bc it says do not separate on their packaging#theyre both really bad at it fyi koujaku just puts up a confident front to seem cool in front of her gf#like a loser
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modded
you can't escape Taxes, have more Taxes
#i remembered the silly glass block helmet from project ozone 2 and then this appeared on my canvas#if yall have any other modded accessories he had throughout his series lmk i might wanna do more of these or something similar :o#is the sky inspired by no man? you bet xD#dude i forgot that he was a triangle guy once... truly one of the guys ever#cw eyestrain#seems pretty ouchie to me eyes. i had to even lower down the intensity#if you read this hello btw!! i appreciate that :D#ethoslab#artstump#cw bright colors#this one as well?
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Ok question for trans men, do you still get your periods after hrt
Follow up question, if so is it heavier due to higher testosterone/lower estrogen or is it lower bc of uhh idk men stuff
- a curious person trynna learn n stuff
#I’m not totally familiar with how that works#despite being a cis girl lmao#but I’ve noticed that testosterone is higher during a period?? and ik birth control has high estrogen and at the same time lowers the#intensity of a period#but I don’t actually know if it’s causation or correlation and tbh idek if any of that is true#but I was wondering if having higher testosterone makes your periods heavier/worse cramps#realizing I totally forgot to actually put the lgbt tags oopsies#lgbtq#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#trans man#afab transmasc
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In Room For Growth Mariner really does heavily imply that she'd finally do something to get herself kicked out of Starfleet if Brad's "Bold Boimler" antics got him killed.
#lower decks#lwd#marinler#beckett mariner#bradward boimler#sorry sorry#I don't mean to keep posting things about old seasons#but I'm rewatching everything with The Inner Fight goggles on now#Anyways it's interesting to me how in the context of season 4#A lot of Mariners quippy one liners start to actually come across#as someone expressing very intense and frequent anxiety about death and abandonment#but doing so in a way that wouldn't be immediately obvious if you didn't know how much Sitos death effected her#like there's a lot of lines I laughed at when first watching the show#that now I watch them and I'm like 'oh no Mariner 🥺🥺🥺🥺'#like I'm actually sort of coming to the conclusion that she is - base level - more anxious and high strung than Boimler is#she just expresses that anxiety in a less obvious ways so the people around her don't pick up on it#might make a longer post about this once I've finished my rewatch
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See now that I have my tattoo I understand why nobody gets just one. First, it looks lonely out here on my otherwise blank leg. Second, perhaps even more important, is that I spent years looking up anecdotes of how much it hurts and trying to prepare myself and now I've done it and it's just. Huh! Yep that hurt. No I didn't really mind. And now I know what's possible.
#I'm planning more around that lonely little bottle of stardust#I want to make it part of a kind of line going up my lower leg#Potion bottles and dice and other fantasy/adventure items#And I want a game boy color with just a sandshrew on the screen but I want that elsewhere#Maybe my thigh#A teal one like I used to have#Anyway I get it now#Also like#All that research and it felt like a medium intensity cat scratch when it's at its worst#Like the hour or two after you get scratched when it's hot and painful#That's how it feels DURING the tattoo#At least where I got it#And then after I didn't feel anything#It was literally five minutes of discomfort and some real pain and then like a kinda warm ache for a few hours and that was it#It didn't even itch for more than a couple minutes one random night about 3 days later
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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"Hey, Boimler, focus," Mariner says, voice flat and staccato. She's usually pretty good at nailing those wheedly 'Listen to me and give me what I want please' tones, but she doesn't think she'd be able to pull it off even if she had the energy to bother. There's a good chance Boimler is still tangled enough in the post-meltdown haze that the effort would be totally wasted on him anyway. "I need you to lay on top of me."
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#N posts stuff#star trek#st: lower decks#beckett mariner#brad boimler#N posts stories#the brain fog is Intense... hoping this holds up? banking on it felt solid earlier this morning#having too much trouble thinking straight to tell anymore lmao
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Still haven't recovered from "Guardian Demon"
Still feeling physically sick from it
Help
Alright my advice for "so you read the controversial dark fic people sometimes talk about and now you kinda need aftercare"
Get some fresh air if possible, get outside, disconnect a bit, it doesnt need to be for long, but a walk around the block if possible can help
Get something warm and comfortable, make some tea, some hot chocolate, some soup, warm and easy to hold.
Detox it out of your mind. If you're like me you struggle to let go of thoughts unless you can vent them or express them. Gossip with a friend about it, ask to rant about it. While this doesn't help everyone and if you aren't careful could make it worse, I personally find being able to go "LOOK AT THIS BULLSHIT" to be a good way to make my brain move on from a topic
Self care, have you taken a shower lately? eaten? hydrated? you may just be lacking some biological function and it's merging with your unease, so making sure youre clean, fed, and watered can help reduce it.
Read some fluff, listen to some happy music, watch a calming minecraft lets play, let your mind settle down, look at cute shipping art of the, remind yourself that it's a story and they are fine, pet a cat
Alternatively, if you aren't the kind of person that works on, switch to dark content you already know you like. Listen to that heavy metal song about the devil, watch a horror movie you know you like, read a spooky story that you know won't make it worse. Hell, play something like fnaf and get jumpscared a few times to get your brain onto a different less upsetting kind of lingering anxiety.
Vent content, this is similar to the detox, but more creatively focused, write an alternative end to the story, draw a picture of kokichi looking cool and powerful, make a new ending, a new story, one where it ends how you want it end, where it gives the closure you want for the characters. Hell, write about your super cool oc going into the story and rescuing kokichi! Even if it makes you feel a bit silly or self indulgent, that's good! that means youre having fun again!
Not all of these will work or be appealing, but doing a few should at least help take the edge off it. I said it kinda jokingly but it really is similar to aftercare, you read a really dark story with sexual themes and you essentially safeworded, you're going through a similar crash. You aren't being dramatic, or weak, or silly, or overreacting, or anything. Intense emotions over a period of time, even if it's just a few hours of reading, can cause crashes in your brain due to chemicals going a bit funky. It's kinda like how if you get home from a super fun party you suddenly feel really down and unhappy, that's an endorphin crash!
So even if it sounds a bit silly to say it about reading a fanfiction, but if it's fucking with your head still, you need to give yourself aftercare
#ndrv3#anon chaos#pregame#i like reading dark trashy stories but even for me i can sometimes need to recover afterwards#these kinds of stories are very much a niche pick for a reason and there is no shame for going “that dove is too dead i cant do it”#guardian demon is very much a very intense story and horror especially for those not used to reading this kind of dark fic#ive got a tolerance to this kinda stuff as a mlp creepypasta kid growing up i wouldnt expect anyone with a lower tolerance then me to finis
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Heyyy im back at it crush posting again :DDDD
One of the first things I liked about him was his smile- like whenever he's happy or laughs he smiles so big and genuine and it's hard to describe without showing a picture of him (not gonna do that ever) but it just makes me love making him laugh more cuz whenever I do that (today I showed him quartet sheet music I found for Im Just Ken) he looks me DEAD IN THE EYES and smiles so big and I LOVE IT
Crush tagging: @larz-barz @kimetsu-chan @pulim-v @emmaestrella lmk if you want to be added/removed
#he so pretty 🥹🥹🥹#its so hard to describe the very specific face he makes but id rather you all just not know rather than straight up dox him#he has long hair and he is very pretty#crush#crush posting#shitposting#after k didnt see him for a while i thought the crush was dading but its not... its just a slightly lower intensity than a month ago#still the prettiest guy ive ever seen#hmmm maybe not above flynn ridet#rider#but
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#medical in tags#so it's been. a day.#avoided an ER trip <3#bp was 117/91 resting. so a bit high on the diastolic (120/80 is the standard). also narrow pulse pressure.#(not enough space in between the numbers)#which on its own? whatever. usual POTS weirdness. I'm always a bit narrow (but usually much lower).#but ALSO my heart rate was resting at about 90 and I was shaky and having nosebleeds#which. kind of elevates the situation a bit. lol.#I got better after a beta blocker and intense hydrating but I had to call my mom once the nosebleed hit.#I get them randomly all the time but in conjunction with the other symptoms it was worrying.#and I got better- or at least my symptoms subsided after a beta blocker- but it's Not Good when your EMT mother is worried!#she has seen All The Things. she knows when something's an emergency and when it's just otc meds worthy.#so to hear her giving me clear orders of what to do in her EMT voice over the phone was... not good :)#anyways. doing better now but still kind of spooked.#i've been watching too much house md. i need to stop for a bit lol it makes my own medical anxiety so much worse#BUT IT'S INTERESTINGGGGGGG. on s3. i need tritter dead.
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Still thinking about the time I had such a severe reaction to the typhus vaccine that I essentially had a mild case of typhus that caused me to know my body in a way I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy
#have you ever been so aware of your bowels#your esophagus#your gallbladder#the muscles involved in vomiting#and also ever since then I get intense pain in my lower back every time I have a fever#no matter what the actual cause of the fever is
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A Klingon and a half Vulcan participate in a myriad of rituals.
#S'veyk#Ehergha#beas ocs#star trek ocs#klingon oc#vulcan oc#Ehergha is a very intense person who'll stare at you while he speaks#while S'veyk is likely to look away#They once got into a bit of an argument about that and how she spoke to him so quietly (this was before they were in a relationship)#and she finally admitted that she has difficulty looking and speaking to him in part because she felt very strongly for him#and was unused to it. Ehergha was quiet for a moment then told her it was fine then - as long as it wasn't due to cowardly hatred.#S'veyk : No. Decidedly not hatred.#<- Ehergha thought of those words for weeks and a month later he initiated a courtship#also the lower comic strip is them wrestling (pre relationship). Ostensibly to see how strong the other is after#flirt-banter about oh Klingons have victory running through their veins welll Vulcans might be naturally stronger blablabla#but in the end I think they just get a bit worked up from touching each other so much#bea art tag#also Ehergha asked if she knew any martial arts/self defense and S'veyk said she knew some Vulcan techniques#and he essentially said 'baby shit. lemme show you some REAL moves' <- how it starts.
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Proposed Pokédex entry for Lotad:
This Pokémon is known for creating tool-assisted gameplay demonstrations with low optimization.
#pokemon#pkmn irl#this joke will probably only be funny to me#for context LOTAD is used as an acronym for low-optimization tool-assisted demonstration#in contrast to a TAS or tool-assisted speedrun#LOTAD runs are often meant to demonstrate speedrun and challenge run routes considered too difficult for humans to consistently execute#without being as time-intensive to create as a proper TAS due to - as the name suggests - lower optimization
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