#love you all and hope life is treating you kindly! 💖💖💖

[stillcominback]

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[flw3rrr]

Could you please do one where the reader is Javis sister and she barley survived the tornado five years early. She’s married to Tyler now and something goes wrong during a chase and the reader ends up getting severely hurt and Tyler and Javi risk everything to save her. She’s unresponsive but ends up being okay

Promise me

Tyler owens x fem!reader

Warnings: slight Swearing, injured reader, Angst, Fluff, No mentions of Y/n, flashbacks to trauma

word count: 2k

A/N: Tysm for this request! I hope this goes to your Liking and please feel free to request more💖

Have a request? feel free to send me it in my inbox!

The only thing you could hear was your bother. Javi was screaming your name in the distance as you laid on the grass, your vision almost a blur as you stared at the gray sky above you. Everything felt slow and calm, as if everything was alright. But nothing was alright, barely surviving an EF5 with harsh winds throwing you around at a failed attempt to capture data of the tornado.

Not even noticing or feeling the intense pain within your lower body, just staring at the sky as if it were comforting you. In a blur, Javi stood above you, looking almost horrified as he looked over your body. immediately taking notice, a wood peace of a fence went through your right leg. "Stay awake, alright?" Shaking you slightly to keep your brain still aware. The rest of his words were muffled, not minding as you felt something pulling you above.

The last thing you heard from Javi was him yelling at you in a panic to try to stay awake more and wait for the paramedics to come rescue you before your vision went black in the most peaceful way you ever felt.

Five years later

Standing in front of the bathroom mirror at the gas station, letting the cold water run over your hands as you cleaned them thoroughly, getting rid of any germs you had on your hands for just being in the bathroom. Your wedding ring getting more shiny as the water ran through it. Bringing a smile to your face just five years ago, you were on the edge of death and now a happily married woman to none other than Tyler Owens. The tornado wrangler.

A knock broke your train of thought as Lily spoke from behind the door. "Are you almost done? Some of us have to use the bathroom too, yknow?!" Quickly drying your hands before opening the door to meet Lily. "Yeah, I'm done now. Sorry, I was just in my own world for a quick second." letting out a little laugh. 

Patting your shoulder as Lily closes the door shut quickly with the sound of the lock turning. Turning away and approaching Dexter, who stood in the aisle looking at the batteries. "Need extras?" You asked, crossing your arms.

Along with Dexter and Dani, you helped them a bit with navigation, but mostly you hung out in the truck with Tyler, Boone, and Javi. Having to take it easy since the injury that took place on your leg left you weak and needed an easier job. 

Having such love for this job made you never want to quit at all. As soon as you were discharged from the hospital, you wanted to go back out, but with ears full from Javi and other friends, you waited. Three years later, you still were getting the strength you had on your leg. It was hard as the years went by as Javi went on to continue to storm chase, then some time in the military. But it was all worth it as you met Tyler, who brought more happiness to your life and as well some new friends. 

"Not really, but I'm getting some of these just in case you'll never know when something happens." Dexter's voice pulls you out of your thoughts once more. "Ah well, you're right on that one; you can never be sure." Giving a warm smile before hearing a voice behind speaking up. "Be sure of what?" Tyler's voice was heard as his hand wrapped around your waist, pulling you into him lovingly.

Just at the sound of his voice, it already has you a blushing mess, it doesn't matter if both of you are married; you'd never get over it. He always treated you fairly and kindly and with respect, and you gave the same in return.

Looking up at him with a big smile and back to Dexter. "He was just telling me he's getting extra batteries just in case, y'know?" Tyler let out a laugh with a shake of his head. "always thinking ahead, which I greatly appreciate. In fact, today is supposed to be easy. With the stats we are seeing, it should be at least something tiny." Now walking out of the building with Tyler and approaching Javi, Dani, and Boone, who was checking the camera storage.

"How you feelin'?" Javi asked as you approached him by the truck. Javi has always worried for you since the injury and always double checks if you're sure you'd like to continue on. It always made you smile though; Javi was the best brother you could ask for, and you'd never wished to replace him ever.

"I am feeling good, Javi; no need to worry about me. I don't need two people to keep checking up on me every second." Tyler also always asked you if you wanted to join and go through, and it made you always feel like the safest person on earth.

Just earning a small nod from him before Tyler spoke once to the whole group, announcing one minute left before heading out. Crossing your arms, you looked at the sky. The wind was not strong, but it made your stomach turn, feeling a sense of unease and worry. Taking deep breaths to desperately fight the flashbacks, closing your eyes and trying to focus on the sound of your breaths before a hand sat on your shoulder, taking you back to reality.

Looking over your eyes  met Tyler once more; his face looked concerned for you and worried. "Is everything alright, sweetheart?" His voice even carried the sound of concern. Giving him a slight smile as you turn to fully meet him, placing your hands on each side of him and holding onto him. "Of course I'm fine, Tyler. Don't worry about me." Giving a reassuring squeeze before he spoke up.

"But I'm supposed to worry about you; that's my job as your husband. Don't forget that." letting out a slight chuckle and a smile to boost the mood between one another. A chuckle escaped past your lips. Your head landing on his chest, hiding your smirk from his comment. "I could never forget Tyler... I love you too much to ever forget that," a soft smile placed on your lips.

His face lowered down to meet your's to place a soft and quick kiss against your lips. Both of you taking in the moment just the two of you as the wind slowly picked up. "Not to bother your guy's little moment, but uh, it's time to get goin'." Lilly's voice spoke, breaking the moment. 

Getting in the back of the truck with Javi as Tyler sat in the driver seat and Boone in the passenger. You usually preferred the back when you felt uneasy, giving a sense of comfort. Just as Tyler started to drive, talking to the viewers through the camera, you and Javi kept an eye on the wind speeds and closely monitored, giving every piece of information to everyone.

Javi looked away for a couple of minutes to talk to the camera, joining in the fun as you kept a close eye on the monitor. The winds picked up speed, the sky got darker, and then rain began to pour down harshly. Glancing up, you look at the funnel slowly forming, doing the math and analyzing the size. This wouldn't be some EF1…

"Woah, do you guys see that now that is a good one?" Tyler spoke to the viewers once more as Boone turned to show it forming. Your body froze, unable to move. Every thought and memory came back in a flash quickly.

"Javi, I need to get this data; it's the most important one I can ever get." You spoke loudly, trying to be heard over the high winds, clutching the computer in your arms tightly. "But you'll get yourself killed; it's not worth it!" Javi yelled, trying to get you back in the van to safety. 

Just as you turned back, it was too late, as the large EF5 looked as if it wasn't moving. With a great chance, it was approaching your way.

Coming back to your senses once again as Javi looks at you with worry. "Are you alright? What's the matter?" Both of his hands on your shoulder, Tyler looking at you through the little mirror, as Boone just kept the camera away from you for privacy. Quickly showing your brother the wind speed and then pointing to the almost formed tornado and speaking only five words. "We need to leave now." 

But it was too late; it had already formed into a massive EF5. With no little time, Tyler quickly started to drive. Your eyes locked on the tornado in fear. "I can't see shit!" Tyler yelled through the loud rain.

"Just drive go go go!" Boone yelled. Then everything went slow for the second time in your life. The sudden calm feeling you enjoyed and overwhelmed you. You take notice of everyone's expressions. Javi was petrified as his right hand gripped on your arm. Tyler's eyes shut, hands gripping the wheel, his wedding ring shining brightly. And Boone was holding onto the camera dearly. 

Then it went back to normal with a sound of a crash, then darkness once more. Perhaps it was how you were meant to go? Or someone above was cradling you in their arms, offering comfort and safety; whatever it was, it felt as if it were a dream. 

It only felt as if this comfort lasted a second. The sound of a constant beeping rang through your ears. A feeling of a rough blanket beneath your fingers as you slowly moved them. Then a comforting hand laid on your forehead, slowly stroking your hair. A deep breath leaves from you before your eyes slowly flutter open.

It took time for your eyes to focus as the bright lights lit the hospital room, and the first face you met is with Tyler; he had a cut on his face going over his nose. His smile grew as you made eye contact. "Hey there.." He softly spoke, his hand still slowly stroking your hair. "What.." Your voice hurt, throat was dry, and you had a lot of head pain. He shushed you quietly before placing a loving kiss on your forehead before speaking.

"The truck flipped over... and a lot of crazy things happened. but you were the most injured. Some brain damage and bleeding. but nothing too bad." His face frowned as he gave you the story of what had happened that day. 

"How long..?" You slowly leaned up with the help of Tyler and a couple of tears.

"Three weeks." Those words shocked you; it only felt like you were out for a mere second. Taking a good look around the room, you looked and saw flowers and a comfy blanket at the bottom of the bed. "Javi and the others?" You turned your head with a wince. 

Tyler gave a kiss to your hand before he took a seat beside the bed. "They are all alright, I promise you. They even visited you, but you won't remember since you were out," letting out a soft laugh. You gave him one in return, which sounded heavenly to him; not hearing your laugh in three weeks was a nightmare for him. not knowing if you'd ever wake up.

Tyler looked at you with such love; his hand never let go of yours. placing one kiss upon your hand once more before speaking. "Can you promise me something?" His eyes looked at you, silently begging you to hear his question, giving him a slight nod. "Promise me that anytime from now on you will always tell me when something feels wrong or you feel uneasy, please." Reading his face, your injury left him tired, eye bags under his eyes, almost as if he waited those three weeks for you to wake up. Placing your hand on his cheek softly, caressing with your thumb before speaking up. "I promise"

[wangxianficfinder]

In the mood for...

Feb 20th

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1. Hello, when you do the next itmf could you please rec some fics that shows wangxian’s relationship progressing? And I don’t mean like friends to lovers or rivals to lovers or whatever, I mean like the actual relationship. Like them both at the start being all shy and giving each other gifts and learning what the other likes and dislikes, and then slowly gaining confidence in their relationship (in the physical aspect but also in the emotional aspect)

Thank you !!!

🧡 Stunted, Starving Juvenility by TomatenMark (E, 762k, WangXian, WIP, Fix-it of sorts, Talisman master WWX, Not JFM Friendly, Study Arc, Getting together, Fluff and Angst, Engagement) it’s not focused on the relationship but it’s a good part of it and they get together in the second chapter and it’s SUCH A GREAT STORY

💖🔒love, in fire and blood by cicer (E, 360k, wangxian, immortal WWX, slow burn, pining, arranged marriages)

A Thousand Things by tickertape (M, 108k, wangxian, canon divergence, WWX not adopted by Jiangs, developing friendships, miscommunication, misunderstangings, nightmares, hurt/comfort, panic attacks, WWX’s fear of dogs, slow burn, cultivation world bureaucracy)

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2. itmf fics that people refer wwx as lan er furan but it's m/m fics. thank uuuu.

Baby, You Ain't Seen Nothing Yet by TriviasFolly (E, 132k, WIP, WangXian, Modern AU, A/B/O Dynamics, Alpha LWJ, Omega WWX, Omega LSZ, Mafia, Crime, Sects are Clans, Feral WWX, Feral Omegas, Nurse WWX, Dark LWJ, Dark WWX, Possessive LWJ, feminine WWX, wwx's cannon desire to be a sugar baby/trophy wife, Breeding Kink, Mpreg) Technically it's "mxy" being called Lan furen (bc wwx is hiding out as mxy) and it doesn't happen until a little later in the fic but it does show him trying to learn the furen duties and things

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3. any unrequited fics from lwj's side? not really unrequited more than works, but i just wanna see the pining.

temporarily unrequited.

not actually unrequited.

the tag search on aot doesn't really have a lot from lwj's side and even if it does, it's very minimum so i'm looking for some which are slightest bit heavy on the angst.

like lwj resigning to being his friend/enemy/stranger so he doesn't force his feels. just angst, possibly with a happy ending but also works if it isn't.

thank you so much!

When the Words Stop Coming by mrcformoso (T, 7k, WangXian, Canon Compliant, POV WWX, POV LWJ, Cloud Recesses Study Arc, Pre-Sunshot Campaign, Burial Mounds Settlement Days, Canonical Character Death, Love Confessions, Rejection, LWJ is a Panicked Gay, Temporarily Unrequited Love, Trauma, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Sad with a Happy Ending) I'm not sure if this is what they want but When the Words Stop Coming has LWJ reject WWX at first, then when he comes back, WWX rejects LWJ (kindly, but there's still a lot of angst). Happy ending tho

For a Good Time, Call by ScarlettStorm (E, 170k, WangXian, Modern AU, Getting Together, Pining, Porn, like in the writing and also as a plot point, onlyfans au, repressed LWJ, sex worker WWX, Minor Angst, major shenanigans, Background ChengQing, background NieLan, background XuanLi, Nonbinary NHS)

you've ruined my life (by not being mine) by cicer (E, 132k, WangXian, Modern AU, Developing Relationship, Idiots in Love, Awkward Flirting, teenage romance, Shameless WWX) are both good modern AUs from LWJ’s perspective where he PINES for a good portion of the story until they work things out!

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4. hi!! thanks for everything u do here!!! for the next itmf: canon divergence fics where wangxian get together early (eg, during the cloud recesses lectures, before/during the war or anytime before wwx's death) but wwx still dies (and gets resurrected) like in canon. arranged marriage, a/b/o, mpreg, all/any settings are fine!!

🧡 Like Rabbits by Setari (T, 41k, Kid fic, Canon rewrite, Mpreg, Miscarriage scare, Crack treated seriously, Hopeful ending)

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5. thank you for all your hard work! any modern setting fic recs where wwx has a modern setting equivalent of the golden core transfer for jc? can be an organ donation, can be him being a scapegoat for smth jc did, can also be a golden core transfer still as long as it's in a modern cultivation setting, etc. thank you in advance :)

🧡🔒 Truth Will Out (when caught on video) - End_OTW_Racism! by KizuKatana (E, 160k, wangxian, WN & WWX & WQ, graphic depictions of violence, modern cultivation, canon divergence, YZY abuses WWX , caught on camera, partial core removal, WWX kicked out of Jiang sect, livestreamer WWX, meet ugly, dual cultivation, smut, no war, WIP) I am absolutely feral about this one and cannot recommend it enough!

💙 the soft animal of your body by sysrae (T, 15k, WangXian, Modern with Magic, modern culitvation, Golden Core Reveal, Hurt/Comfort, Whump, Animal Transformation, Shapeshifting, Sort Of, Getting Together, Confessions)

❤️ All Old Things are New Again by The Feels Whale (miscellea) (M, 52k, wangxian, modern, reincarnation, sugar daddy, kink negotiation, gentle dom LWJ)

💙 this river runs to you by sundiscus (T, 53k, WangXian, Modern with Magic, Mutual Pining, Dragons, Literal Sleeping Together, Tender wound tending)

❤️ the best of you by sysrae (E, 41k, WangXian, XuanLi, Modern AU, College/University, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, slightly undernegotiated kink, but in a very soft and consensual way, Nightmares, Panic Attacks, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, JFM and Madam Yu's A+ parenting, Dysfunctional Family, Mental Health Issues therapy is good actually, the most tender of railings, Reference to animal attacks/animal cruelty, descriptions of past violence)

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6. Hi thanks for all the work that you guys do !! I was just in the mood for fics where the juniors get to meet YLLZ!wwx !! I saw a fanart on twitter and since then I’ve had a massive craving for this :) thanks so much again !!

❤️ Tragedy is Not the End by Hobbsy3 (T, 358k, wangxian, Time Travel, Torture, Hurt/Comfort, Golden Core Reveal, Canon Divergence from Qiongqi Pass, Angst with a Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Yunmeng sibling bonding, good dad wwx, good dad lwj, JZX Lives, JYL Lives, Junior Quartet Dynamics)

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7. hi! do you guys have any fics to rec where jiang cheng is the one who finds a-yuan and raises him? i don’t mind if lwj is there tbh but i really wanted to read a-yuan growing up in lotus pier. thank u! no jiang cheng/lan wangji shipping please! i’ll take them as friends, co-parents even qpps but no romantic relationship between them if possible @thwispsings

The Accidental Baby Acquisition Club by nerdzeword (T, 26k, jiang cheng & lan wangji, wangxian, Found Family, as in they find kids, and then they're family, JC and LWJ as reluctant best friends, coparenting with your brother in law, a surplus of bunnies, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Autistic Character, Nonbinary Character, Fluff)

none lives forever, brother, and nothing lasts for long by eena (M, 38k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, LSZ raised at Lotus Pier, JC found him first, Twin Prides of Yúnmèng Dynamics, Yunmeng Bros Reconciliation)

So Reluctant To Part by quietellen (Sociofemme) (G, 49k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, accidental resurrection, JC raises LSZ, Golden Core Reveal, Grief/Mourning, Injury, Recovery, WQ Lives, JYL Lives, NMJ Lives, XY Dies, JGY doesn't marry QS, Enemies to co-parents)

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8. hi! ITMF fics focusing on the Twin Jades of Lan? I just read “Turn Left” by kianspo and loved the focus on the brothers. Bonus points if Wangji and Xichen are described as actually looking like twins, but it isn’t necessary! Thank you!

and he sang about the stars by nenyanaryavilya (M, 29k, LXC & LWJ, WangXian, Brotherhood, Growing Up Together, Canon Compliant, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Grief/Mourning, Canonical Character Death)

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9. If there is any fix where wwx was harrassed by jin guanghan and then his family preferably lwj goes all feral @itzweiwuxian

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10. Hello! Thanks for your work! I am in the mood for fics exploring LWJ PTSD from the Sunshot War.

I was reading “Take My Breath Away” by MajiLovePrincess (E) and it’s briefly mentioned he gets startled by fireworks, and the concept fascinates me!

Thanks for you help!

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11. I'm itmf a good railing. Any new fics out with top LWJ and bottom wwx?

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12. Hiii, I’m looking for fics that are Jiāng Yànlí critical but don’t have the tag “Jiang Yanli bashing”

I reread the “A Matter of Time” series and I just need it lol. @kyuubikuroba

🔒The Second Hand Unwinds by trulywicked (E, 46k, WIP, WangXian, XuanLi, Time Travel Fix-It, JC, Bashing Yúnmèng Jiāng Sect Bashing Jiāng Family Bashing, YZY Bashing, Time Travelling LWJ, Protective LWJ, Fluff, Minor Angst, Minor Character Death, Wooing, Inventor WWX, Genius WWX, Cloud Recesses Study Arc, frankencanon, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Protective Gūsū Lán Sect, Supportive LXC, Good Uncle LQR, WWX Protection Squad)

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13. hiii! i'm itmf some wangxian get-together during cr era? idk if that's too broad but idm if it's a oneshot or multichap. i just want wangxian realising their feelings much much earlier lol

Just Say Yes Series by edenwolfie (T/M, 338k, WangXian, Matchmaking, Pining, Getting Together, Canon Divergence, POV Alternating, Fluff, First Kiss, Declarations Of Love, Humor, Cloud Recesses Study Arc, Good Uncle LQR, Engagement, Hurt/Comfort, Fix-It)

💖 Magical Marriage Ribbons by starandrea (G, 2k, WangXian, Accidental Marriage)

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14. Hi there! I am looking for fics where Wei Ying gets discouraged from pursuing Lan Zhan because he is not showing any reciprocation. I absolutely need there to be a happy ending because as much as I want to be in my feels for my Wangxian I don't want my soul crushed. Thank you! @professional-fangirl75

🔒a flower beyond the edge of the clouds by RoseThorne (T, 531, WangXian, Soulmates, Character Death, Red String of Fate, Suicide, Grief/Mourning, Misunderstandings, Angst, Rejection, Loss, 16 years of mourning, Regret, POV Third Person, POV LWJ)

Honesty is the Best Policy (Except if You're an Asshole) by piecrust (E, 22k, WangXian, Porn with feelings, College/University)

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15. Hello! In the mood for fics where Wei Wuxian takes back his core from Jiang Cheng? Preferably in a big dramatic scene that reveals he gave it away in the first place? Thank you~!

Return to Sender by Thesaurus_with_no_words (M, 72k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, BAMF WWX, Golden Core Transfer Fix-It, Temporary Amnesia, Slow burn) there might not be dramatic scenes but here are some fics where JC loses WY's core

🔒 Flawed and Free by Vrishchika (E, 18k, wangxian, major character death, time travel fix-it, dark LWJ, dark LXC, dark gusu lan, temporary character death, not JC friendly, angst, hurt/comfort, WIP)

Having Enough (of your foolishness) by makexianxianhappytoday (T, 18k, wangxian, Hurt WWX, YLLZ WWX, BAMF WWX, Wangxian Get a Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not Jiāng Family Friendly, Canon Divergence, CSSR and WCZ Live, Not Yúnmèng Jiāng Sect Friendly, JYL Lives, JZX Lives, (but what are the consequences), not JC friendly, Not Cultivation World Friendly)

The Core Issue by Hauntcats (T, 21k, WangXian, Angst with a Happy Ending, Not JC Friendly, Canon Divergence)

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16. Hello! For the I’m in the Mood for a Fic, I recently read "say it's here where our pieces fall in place" by Lirelyn, where one chapter had an awesome poem quote. What other fics have poetry? They could be quoted in the beginning of the story, in the middle. I'm looking for anything, canon, modern, etc. I once read a fic that had a poem that gave the impression of a leaf that is uncurled to resemble a fist, but I don't remember what it was. @ihavetothinkofaname

❤️ Where the nightingales are singing, and a white moon beams. by Moominmammashandbag (M, 52k, wangixan, jin zixuan & lan wangji, no powers au, grief/mourning, aftermath of war, angst w/ happy ending, reunions, fluff & smut)

Chapter 5 of The Wild Geese's Tomb by The Feels Whale (miscellea) (T, 66k, wangxian, LXC/JGY, Time Travel Fix-It, Temporary Character Death, all women live no women die)

Gentle Exile by rynleaf (E, 9k, XiSong, Post-Canon, Canonical Character Death, Grief/Mourning, References to Depression, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Character Study, Epistolary, Post-Canon, Exploration, [PODFIC] Gentle Exile by flamingwell, semperfiona_podfic (semperfiona))

To Love What Is Mortal by treemaidengeek (T, 22k, XiSong, Post-Canon, Grief/Mourning, Fluff and Angst, Healing, past 3Zun, past SongXiao, background WangXian, background SL & WN, & LSZ, Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, [Podfic] To Love What Is Mortal by flamingwell)

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17. Hi! I have a request for the next ITMF- I'd love to see LWJ as plant parent! "Lavender Blue" from Anaphoricae and "in the blossom season (in the pouring rain)" from Varnes are a few of my favourites. Completed modern AUs, or Modern with magic are preferred, but I'll check out anything. Thank you for the work you do :D

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[kedsandtubesocks]

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYYYYY ERIKA DAYYYYYY!!!!! i’m so lucky to be on earth the same time as you my precious sheriff!! it’s so fun to talk to you and mess with you too 🤭 seeing your name on dash always makes me smile. you brighten my day just by existing! MEETING YOU IS LIKE HITTING x1000000000 GAME-WINNING HOME RUNS!!! 💥💥💥 i think about you all the time, and i hope life will treat you kindly. you absolutely deserve only the best!!!! thank you for being such a bright n shining light on dash and thank you for sharing your amazingly creative mind too! hopefully you and GOOJ don’t stay up too late tonight hehehe 💛 I LOVE YOU MY SWEET SHERIFF!!!! 🎂🎂🎂🎈🥳🎁🎊🥳🎈🎈🎉🎁🎁🎂🎉🎁🎊🎉🎂🎂🎊🎊🎁🎉

AMIRA NOT YOU MAKING A BASEBALL REFERENCE IM NOT WORTHY OF YOUR LOVE!!!!! 😭😫

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK SO MUCH MRS KEIGO TAKAMI!!!!

The way you treat everything with such grace and brilliance has made me want to be better 🩷

I’ve gained so much light & joy because of you and our friendship honey and I wish I could put into words how much you mean to me but even then it wouldn’t do you justice

Knowing you is like knowing the joy of dancing with a great friend in the kitchen to a pop song while waiting for a cake to bake - pure sweet goodness I want to savor forever

You’re an absolute ray of sunlight, pure kindness personified, and knowing I get to enjoy today with you in my life? A beautiful blessing

Also IM CHASING THE GOOJ MAN WITH A CHAINSAW BRB LMAOOO

I love you, oh so much - thank you again beautiful deputy here’s to so many more yeehaw days together💖

[riansdiary]

Hi, how are you? I hope you're doing great.

First of all, I want to say that I love your blog. Now, I'm writing to you because I'm looking for some advice about something that's been happening to me. Honestly, I’m not sure what I want in life. Sometimes I feel like I want things, like working and buying a car, but at the same time, I believe I can get it through the Law of Attraction (without working, just manifesting it). This is causing me a lot of confusion, and as the days go by, I still don’t know what I really want.

My question is: how did you choose what you wanted in life? How did you make important decisions, like what to do with people you didn’t get along with? Did you improve your relationship with them, or did you just decide not to do anything about it?

Hello! 🤗 I'm so sorry for the late answer! I'm good! Just taking a break!

Thank you so much for loving my blog! 💖

Okay so sorry for asking but are you asking about what you wanna do in life or things that you wanna manifest? And yes you can get that desire but try the Law of Assumption. It doesn't need to be tedious or crazy routines and all that. I manifested things just by deciding I have them and not looking for movement or giving meaning to what is being shown to me. I have nothing wrong against the Law of Attraction but people have seen more results with the Law of Assumption. It is completely your choice though.

What you do in the 3d doesn't matter so if you wanna work, that's fine but yes you can get it by manifesting too.

If you're stable and you're living well in the 3d then you can go and manifest what you want. If you aren't then you can manifest at the same time while getting a job.

Okay so for your question, if it's about what I wanted to do in life like in terms of a job. I chose something that aligns with what I love to do and what I'm passionate about. You can never go wrong with that.

If it's choosing the things I want, I decided to manifest whatever I want at that time. If it's many desires, I always used umbrella affirmations like "everything in my life is perfect" or "I have everything I want" or "I always get what I want" basically affirmations that imply that you have all that you ever wanted.

For important decisions, I listened to my intuition and I always analyzed which choice would be better for me. I'm very logical and analytical so it was easy for me to look at both things and choose the wiser or better decision for me.

About people I don't get along with, if it's not my family or people I'm close to, I just don't let them in my circle or I just don't interact with them at all especially if the reason we don't get along is because of something they did like mean girls in school and all that drama. If they don't respect me or treat me kindly, I don't waste my time and energy with them.

Of course if it's someone important to me, I manifest it to be better or for us to get along again. My best advice for that is if it's someone important to you or close to you, manifest it. Otherwise, just let it be especially if they are people who you just don't vibe with. It would be better to focus on what you really want to manifest. Your priorities first. Now let's say, you do wish to be friends with a certain person then go for it.

It's your decision in the end but just keep asking yourself if it's important for you to change those things in your life.

[morska--vila]

Tag some of your favorite mutuals to let them know you love them and it's going to be okay! 💖💖💖

wow this is really cute 🥺 first of all, I love all of my mutuals, you guys bring me so much joy whenever I'm here and you all mean a lot to me

I'm really sorry if I forgot someone important (it happens to me a lot 💀), but know I love and appreciate all of you and I'm ultra grateful to have this safe space with all of you in it ❤️

first my bestest girl @day-trippin-dreamer, I love you so much, you're my soulmate and the one person that can pull me out of the deepest gutters with just a few words. you're the most amazing person I've ever met, you are smart, funny, capable, kind, compassionate, creative, humble, drop dead gorgeous and you just radiate positivity. you're so brave, I'm always amazed by your strength. my life would literally suck so much without you and I can't (and don't want to) imagine a single day without you in it for the rest of my life. I appreciate you so much and all of our conversations, whether we're joking, hoeing, thirsting, being silly or being serious, bring me so much happiness and I always feel so loved and worthy in your presence. I appreciate all the time and effort you consistently put into our friendship and how much time you've spent over the years on making me feel good about myself. you have the most uplifting spirit and I'm immensely jealous of anyone who gets to share space with you every day and I hope and pray every day that you're being treated nicely and appreciated the way you deserve to be. I am so sorry for being so difficult and stubborn sometimes and I thank you for still putting up with me and still being here. I promise to keep working on myself so I can be the kind of friend a sexy bitch like you deserves so we can finally meet and start checking off that to do list together. I feel so lucky and grateful that I get to call myself your friend and that I get to witness firsthand all of your success and achievements. I love you so much more than I can explain with words and I hope that I make you feel good because you don't deserve anything less. 🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗

@awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands moja sestra 💗 first of all, thank you for tagging me in this, it made my heart so warm! you are such a kind and beautiful soul, you always go out of your way to make others feel good and I admire your endless positivity. you are so hot, your selfies and outfits are always fire. I love your creative mind and I feel so lucky and grateful to be your sestra ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@emometalhead girl, you just get me. I feel like I can tell you anything and you would understand. your friendship, reassurance and support over the years mean so much to me. you are as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside and I'm always in awe of you. despite life not always treating you kindly, you are still so positive, compassionate and cheerful. just like Alessia, you bring a lot of light into this world and we're all lucky to have you by our side 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

@glamourizedcocaine my dude, my bro, my og, the nikki to my tommy. never underestimate what your insane (affectionate) mind is capable of. you can do and achieve anything you want as long as you don't listen to other people's shitty projections of their own insecurity. you are so intelligent, brave, CRAZILY creative and talented, funny as hell, determined and smoking hot. your friendship means a lot to me and I've been so lucky over the years to be able to witness some of your ingenious AND dumbass ideas (duality of man am I right). I love you dude and I hope you're doing well. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

@ephyjeva sestro moja, ovnu moj ♈, hvala ti što me uvijek nasmiješ i razveseliš. sanjala sam neku noć da smo skupa išle na psihomodo 😭😭 možda se i ostvari jednog dana. sjećam se prvog puta kad smo imale neku prepisku u komentarima i bilo mi je tako toplo oko srca vidjet naš jezik na ovoj godforsaken app 😭 hvala ti za sve i nadam se da te mobitel dobro služi bumeru jedan 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

@ladyshandioftheendless shandi, my love, you are so fun, smart and creative, I love seeing you on my dash and your views are always so right, I always agree with everything you say. you are so awesome and I love reading your tags. I hope life is treating you nicely because you deserve it and I hope all the good things come your way 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

@stars-kiss-the-sky SKYYYY 💖 my beloved bee and shrek enthusiast. you're such a great person and you always have the most fun stories, your sense of humour had me on the floor on multiple occasions 😭 I really hope you're doing well and that Jackie and his dogs howled at the full moon the other day 😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

@jcferrero we haven't talked, but I enjoy seeing you on my dash and in my notes. your humour is unmatched, your tennis takes and blorbos superior and your tags exquisite 🤌 you seem very kind and I truly hope you're having the best week 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

@kodachromatics I love your sense of humour and your posts are always on point. we've talked briefly (in unfortunate circumstances sadly) and you seem like you have a very bright soul and I can sense your kindness through the screen. I hope you're doing well and I'm sending you hugs if you need them 😭🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

@fedalgaard we also haven't talked, but I love seeing you on my dash and in my notes, I really appreciate you being here and I love learning about cycling through your posts. you seem like the sweetest person overall and I'm wishing you an amazing week and i hope you're doing well 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

@born-to-lose you're so weird in the best possible way!! 😭😭 I love seeing your posts and selfies (and those fire fits) on my dash and I really love your sense of humour. you're really smart and creative, I admire your knowledge of languages and I love your music taste so much. hopefully today has been kind to you and I wish the rest of the week is too 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[mochie85]

Happy Fanfic Writer's Appreciation Day! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Whenever you say you were inspired to write because of my series I am always shocked because your writing is so fun and fantastic that I can't believe I could have inspired it. Your series always have fun premises that I want to drop what I'm doing and get into them (but work and school get in the way too often). Your fluff is tooth rotting and your smut makes me look around my empty apartment to make sure no one is reading over my shoulder 😂😂

Also no related to fanfic but you also create fantastic headers/moodboards/visuals! I love the one you made for Charmspeaker it's truly my favorite and I think everyone would be lucky to have one made by you. You're also a good friend and a sweet human, and I'm sorry I haven't been as active or talkative lately. I hope your busy summer has been treating you well and we can talk soon ❤️❤️

💖I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! 💖

My dearest Cas! I miss you so much. 🫂

I was down on myself earlier because I'm not on [Tumblr] as regularly as I want to be anymore, and I miss the connections I've made on here. And you were one of the few that came to mind so quickly. My whole Tumblr/AO3 experience wouldn't have been the same if it weren't for you and your wonderful stories. Your Charmspeaker series struck a chord in me and has been singing ever since!

I can still picture your words in my head very well! The scene where she was singing "Kiss the Girl" in the kitchen and Loki overhears her and wants to kiss her! [OHMAHGAWD] It's my roman empire!

I honestly didn't know fanfiction existed until maybe five years ago- A story where my favorite characters got to live out different lives? I mean I daydream about these scenarios in my head all the time. But writing it down? That was a new concept for me. And I'm so grateful that you were one of the first to introduce me to this wonderful world that I bask in now. I will forever be grateful for that! And I can't thank you enough for being there for me and stepping up when I needed help. You're such an amazing person. You're like that ray of sunshine that filters through the dark clouds 😊

I hope life is treating you kindly! I hope that you are surrounded by love and affection. and I hope that wherever you are, know that you will always have a friend in me 😘

[osachiyo]

Hi Baby!!!!

I just wanted to do a check in. Are you doing okay? Drinking enough water, eating, and getting some rest? Is Uni going okay? Are you feeling stressed? Do you need me to send some virtual hugs your way?

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I do hope everything is going well for you, and that life is being kind; if not, then I’m prepared to fight anyone or anything bothering you. I shall be your knight in shining armor! Just say the word.

Or if you need some cheering up, then I’ll put on my cosplay outfit for Twice’s “Cheer up,” and I’ll serenade you until you feel better! ❤️❤️

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But, most importantly…

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I love you so much, my sweet Chiyo!!!!!

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I’m sending so much love your way, Baby!!!!

With warm hugs and kind smiles,

Rosie

ROSIEROSIEROSIE !! HIII <3 i was doing good, but im amazing rn after reading this ask 🥹🤍

ive been taking better care of myself these days, and definitely drinking plenty water, don't worry !! how have you been, angel? how's moving so far? :3

even tho im not feeling stressed, id LOVE virtual hugs please ! :>

AND HELP THE TWICE PART, YOU'RE SO SWEET FOR THAT, THANK YOU LOVE !

im receiving all ur love and sending back so much more !! you're such a sweetheart and i hope life treats you kindly <3

[hacked-by-jake]

hey hbj!! happy birthday, I hope your day is going to be just as lovely and special as you 💖

to be honest, I've been meaning to send u an ask for a while but I've been lacking the motivation to do so- I really don't feel the best during summer and I'm glad that it passed fairly quickly, and that we're one month closer to moonvale as well!

feels like the only thing motivating me to start my day sometimes was seeing a notification from you and wanting to check it out. when u went into hiding I def felt it, really seemed like something was missing from my routine. and here I thought I'd only ever say something like that about jake 🤭

but anyhow, I really hope you're doing well and I hope you can be happy not just today, but as much as possible every single day. I think it's super sweet how u always wish everyone well every weekend, and in general you're really funny and seem like such a nice person. I hope you can be as kind to yourself as u are to everybody here <3

can't wait to see u get excited over moonvale content when it comes out, and I can't wait to be feeling the same along with you! always take care of yourself and stay safe, take breaks when u need them, you're doing well :)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 🥹 Thank you soo incredibly much for this absolute lovely ask. You can't imagine how much your words mean to me.

First of all, no pressure in sending me asks but I'm still very happy about your words. And I'm sorry you're feeling so low during summer, I can understand that very well, sadly. But yes, fortunately, we almost made it. I'm so excited for autumn, hehe. So I hope you will feel much better soon, you deserve only the happiest times.

But I am very honored that you seem to enjoy my posts so, it really means everything to me. Unfortunately, if I may be honest, my time is quite difficult at the moment and I’m in a pretty tiring phase so it’s pretty hard to be here on Tumblr at the moment. Or to do anything in general. But if I'm here I realise every time how much I miss it and especially you all. So to hear that people notice my absence.. I am sorry about it, I would like to post more of course, but I must honestly say that it is also a very nice feeling to see that people want me here. And I thank everyone for that. And thank you so much for letting me know about it. It's really one of the most wonderful compliments someone can make me. 🥹

And I can only give it back to you. You deserve only the best in the world and I hope life will treat you very kindly. You're so kind and loving, that you came here to let me know about all this nice things shows how wonderful you are and I only try to be as kind as you all are. I'm very happy you like the weekend posts. They mean a lot to me, tbh. I just hope that this little gesture with a little reminder can help someone or at least cause a little smile. We all don’t know each other in real life but still you mean a lot to me so I try to show this.

And that you find me funny also means a lot to me, maybe too much. I am just very happy if someone finds what I write here funny or similar. 🥹

I'm very looking forward to talking about Moonvale with all of you. And I really miss the excitement we all share every time we get news. And when the game itself comes out.. It's going to be amazing. And I'm glad to share this moment with amazing people who feel the same way about it. Even if I fear I might freak out too much but well, by now most of you should be used to it. 😂

Again, a big, huge thank you for taking the time to write all this. I will never forget your words and you just made my day. Really. And I hope I answered everything, I'm very sorry if not. I just can’t say it enough, your message made me really happy. You are a wonderful person and it is a great honor for me to get such beautiful words from you.

You deserve all the best and I hope you will experience so many beautiful things. Please take always care of yourself and stay healthy and safe. You're loved and important! 💚

Thank you! 💚🥹

[seiwas]

hi selly!! how have you been lately? i hope april has been treating you kindly! 💖

today i come bearing flowers!🌹🌺🪻 and a question! is there a scene, from any manga you like, that had a huge impact on you - or simply had you feeling really emotional? it could be an anime too!

hello birdie 🥺 ive been doing good for the most part 🥹 this week has been a bit of a rollercoaster!! i went from having the time of my life standing for like . 11 hours w my best friend in queue + concert for THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 🥹 to being knocked out by a terrible migraine + cough + colds (LMAO 😭) — but overall, i am good 🥺 it is so lovely of you to drop by, as always!!! with flowers too 🥺 thank you, i am keeping them in a pretty vase!!

i took a while to answer this question bc i wanted to think hard on it 🥺 as a biased answer, i will always say that seijoh match where oiks points to iwa aknxjdjd i have many thoughts abt that match but every time i watch it i get super emotional and still cry LOL it’s really all just bc i love them 🥹

but the ones that i think really spoke to me deep in my core were bnha ones 🥺 ive watched bnha lots of times and have cried in the same scenes—deku coming to save everyone from stain, that all might deku scene where he all might is resigned to dying but deku is like no. u haven’t even seen me grow yet 😭 or or or. that one during kamino, where all might points to the screen. even the fight with muscular. in the manga i distinctly remember crying when aizawa cut off his leg LOL 🥲 it’s really mostly any emotional scene that deku’s in tbh 🥺

i think it’s because i relate to deku in lots of ways and i feel a lot for why he does the things he does even when he gets hurt ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

[heich0e]

if you've sent in an ask lately that i didn't respond to, it may be answered under the cut! i'll be dividing these posts up by general subject matter so no one has to scroll for too long to find any asks they may have sent. feel free to block the tag #liv got mail if you don't like seeing posts like this. i'm sorry to have kept you waiting, and p.s. i love you very much <3

part one: love letters ✉

✉ @ayeputita asked: thinking about you and hoping you’re doing well💕

thank you little guy!! i am doing very well and i hope that you are too!!

✉ @shibaraki asked: happy wednesday darlin I hope u have a good day if I could I would treat you to a little coffee n snack ✨

my precious moo i hope you are doing well and that life is treating you kindly!! the other day i went out and there was a kitten in the window of an apartment i was walking by and i stopped outside the window to wave at them and as i continued walking to my destination i went 'oh NO i should have taken a photo to send to monty!!!' and i'm sorry i didn't but pls know that the thought (and the love) was there <3

✉ @a-girl-cant-decide-on-a-name asked: I hope your Wednesday has been good Liv!

I HOPE YOUR WEDNESDAY/WEEK HAS BEEN SO GOOD SWEET ARIEL!! u deserve absolutely nothing less than that!!

✉ Anonymous asked: hello liv!! hope you're having a lovely week. did you get to wear any cute outfits lately? 💖💖

hello sweet thing!! i hope your week has also been super lovely so far!! and LET ME TELL YOU it has been SOOOOOOOOO terribly warm lately, but the air conditioning in my office is SO cold. so every morning i have to wake up and plan an outfit that i can easily convert from a hot outside outfit to a cold inside outfit while still being cute. truly one of the greatest tests of my skills </3 i am seriously considering investing in some of those pants that zip off into shorts that were popular in the early noughties (honestly....... i think it could kind of be a look)

✉ Anonymous asked: hi liv! dropping by to tell you how much i appreciate you. not just for the phenomenal writing that you so generously share with us, but also for the gracious, smart, funny and kind person that you are. thank you for allowing us to step into your fertile imagination and for being such a wonderful character.

-one of your little guys

p.s. please don’t feel pressured to respond to this ask as you may be taking a little break from this app 🤗

this is the kind of message that makes my heart squeeze all tight n sticky in my chest. the thought that you would take the time out of your own day to say something so sweet to me, with nothing to gain or show from it, just because you care, means so very much to me. i know that i thank people effusively, because often i don't know what to say to express just how deeply grateful i am to you for being here and for being so kind. love u so very much, little guy!!

✉ Anonymous asked: send you love liv ❤️

sending u so so much love right back!!

✉ Anonymous asked: PLEASE MAKE SURE TO TAKE CARE OF URSELF 🗣️‼️

✉ Anonymous asked: I HOPE U FEEL BETTER SOON 🙌

these asks came in within moments of each other and idk if i think it's cuter that they could be from the same person or if two random unrelated people out there in the big wide world both decided to yell lovely things at me at very nearly the exact same time

[mothprincess]

today was so shitty and stressful

yet... i feel like i did well and am continuously breaking the cycle of abuse within my family and insisting on truthfulness. family whistleblower reporting for duty 🫡

fr though, that’s what it feels like when you have to keep calling ppl out on bullshit

i was crying on and off from the stress but also the anger that it is this way at all. having people in my life who treat me incredibly kindly, in contrast, saved me from being a complete pessimist and an angrier person, i think, although i was quite an angry teenager, internally. i convinced myself to let much of that anger go back then because it seemed to harm me more than help

whenever i’m in pain, i’m always like “i don’t want other ppl to go through this and want to help them” but i don’t know how much capacity i have for that... i should heal myself first, realistically

i’m thinking of taking yoga and/or meditation classes or smth. i did that in college a little and, lately, i really love moving my body. i criticize my body a lot but maybe it can save me a little, too

i hope you all have had a peaceful and fulfilling weekend ✌🏽💖

[rinhaler]

kind of silly but i remember a couple of months ago the sleepovers talking about about plug! sukuna and ino and everything being just fun and giggles

i was in a really dark place at the time and i swear those nights brought me so much joy, from a better place now i just want to thank you luxe, your blog and your writing hold such an special place in my heart, you are always so kind and so welcoming if you are not feeling your best i hope everything pass and life treats you gently bc you truly deserve it❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

I miss that time so much :((( it’s so quiet around here now but that lil sleepover where we were all chatting and gossiping was so fun and special to me too I was having the best time on tumblr but my love for being here is dwindling again.

I’m so happy to hear you’re in a better place, I’m in a pretty dark place myself right now and I know how scary it can be. I’m super lonely and sad and I just don’t know how to fix it but those fun times we all had together were wonderful! I hope my blog can get to that again. It really means the world to know I helped you in some way. Thank you for reaching out and for your kind words I’m literally crying so much from reading this LMAO 😭 no idea how much I needed to hear something like this today so thank you 🥺 I hope life continues to treat you kindly and you get all of the happiness in the world, take care of yourself nonnie ilyvm 💖

[ybcpatrick]

hi hey hello happy tiana loves kell sunday 💞💕🩷💓💖💘💝💗 i’m so proud of you and all of your achievements and am so glad to walk by your side on your journey with you <3 i hope this next week is so lovely, spooktacular even hehe, and that life continues to treat you kindly. also you’re the greatest friend a guy could have and i’m so lucky to have you, have i mentioned that i love you? <3 MWAH <3

LOVE BEAM

[beeblackburn]

1, 6, 22 and 31 for the asks? 💖

Thank you, @xserpx!

1. Who is/are your comfort character(s)?

I mean... I'm not sure most of the characters I read/watch are comfort ones in that sense, I think?

FitzChivalry Farseer (Realm of the Elderlings) - He's so stupid, it's almost hilarious. Like, he's a mess, he's a right mess, but I've always found something familiar and comforting in how Fitz navigates his depression, his repressed feelings that spill out into cathartic rage, and yeah, his total fuck-ups, but is capable of still having loved ones, making up for his mistakes, and having a semblance of a life. I don't know, as a fellow depressed person, Fitz gives me a strange hope that life isn't irreversibly broken, no matter the circumstances, even if Hobb's too good a writer to promise an utter happily-ever-after for us.

Stannis Baratheon (A Song of Ice and Fire) - He's also really stupid. This fucking lobster king, so pedantic, teeth-grinding, grudge-gnawing, snappish, and socially awkward. There's a lot of good reasons I latched onto this fool in my teenage years and still find a familiarity to him. That being said, I've always found the man comforting in how... solid he is, past the surface. He's all the above, but he rewards good service, he tries to grow past his grievances, he puts in the work and isn't happy to do it, but he grinds his teeth because someone has to do it. He's a source of stability in an increasingly chaotic narrative.

Sansa Stark (A Song of Ice and Fire) - She used to be so innocent in her outlook, just a child increasingly swept up in the storm of a dark fantasy world's chaos, constantly told she's stupid and foolish for believing in better, and refusing to stoop down to it, despite a Rogues' Gallery of mentors trying to corrupt her towards moral darkness. I'll always take solace in how she keeps such hope and idealism, naïve at first, then fiercely held onto, despite most things that gave her joy now give her nightmares and horrors, still keeping in her heart, All the stories can't be lies.

Legosi (Beastars) - I think it's partly how much I can read neurodivergence in him, but there's some deeply familiar with how much Legosi is a deeply introverted weirdo in his own right. He has his little quirks, he loves to read tragedies, he's got an uncomfortable relationship with his body and self and urges, he fucks up in small and tremendous socially awkward ways, all of which I latch onto. Yet, he is always sincere, he tries to be kindly and meet anyone halfway, even if he's scary and weird by society's definition, and even gets to live a content life after dropping out of high school, as a service worker who enjoys getting to know more experiences past a more societally-acceptable course.

Crown Prince Orso (The Age of Madness) - Yes, even with that trilogy ending. Like, it's Orso! Whenever I read his chapters, I just know I'm in for some depressed thoughts, wry, self-deprecating humor, and him to acknowledge he knows nothing, but by god, he'll try his best. In a world full of traitors, cutthroats, and tyrants, Orso's mostly just a nice, depressed dude who wants to do the right thing, treats those he cherishes with all the affection through the haze of depression, and maybe have a drink or drugs along the way, refreshingly so.

6. Why did you do that?

Honestly, because she probably needed the money more than me, and someone else could also watch really gnarly, sicko movies.

22. What type of person are you?

I mean... a self-deprecating, self-centered, hot-tempered, perfectionistic, paranoid, stubborn, spiteful, envious, petty, grumpy, needy, lazy, and depressed basket case of a person.

On the other hand, I do try to be non-judgmental, thoughtful, generous, curious, loyal, and kind, so.

31. What type of music keeps you grounded?

Judging from my soundcloud's liked songs, I'm drawn to future bass type songs to keep me in that specifically grounded feeling. I've got plenty others I listen to, but a good chunk of songs are meant to give me some ambient noise or enliven me a little in mood.

[samspenandsword]

Congrats on 300, Sam! You’re a talented and lovely person, I can’t wait to see your blog grow. Could I please get  👄 and ⚔️ for the prompts?

I’m in my 20s, use she/her pronouns, and bisexual. I enjoy the prequels era and the Mandalorian era the most, but I’m open to any era and organization!

I’m a Scorpio and an INTJ (just found this out so I’m still trying to make sense of it lol). I have blonde hair, blue eyes, and am covered in tattoos. People say I look like a former soviet spy, so I guess that’s my aesthetic? 😂

Naboo is gorgeous, but I have to say I also really love Takodana. I would love to spend time at Max Kanata’s castle. I have hard time staying in one place or doing the same thing over and over again.

I’m an introvert at heart! I can be personable and outgoing when necessary, but at my core I love to be independent and in my own bubble. I’m shy when I meet new people, but I have no trouble opening up to my friends and family.

Congrats again, my friend! You deserve all the recognition 💖 ✨

Hi Vee!! Thank you so much! I hope you've been doing well this week! And I hope February treats you well!

Sam's Pen and Sword 300 Follower Celebration (Closed)

Vee's Follower Celebration Request

Ship request 👄

For you, I instantly thought of the man himself, Jango Fett. Not only would he find you hot as fuck but he would really appreciate your indepedence. He loves that he had to work to get you to open up, because he's the same way. He's not going to open up right away. Plus, the two of you both have trouble staying in one place for very long (even though Jango's "homebase" eventually becomes Kamino, he doesn't like being cooped up there). He'd enjoy getting to see your expressions (from the safety of his helmet ofc lol) as he takes you to new planets, especially ones with lots of vegetation like Naboo and Takodana. And he also appreciates that your looks make people think twice about messing with you. Honestly, I could see the two of you as one of those amazing, sizzling, slow-burn, "jesus christ you fuck good but just admit you actually love each other for fuck's sake," "fucking FINALLY!" relationships.

Jango walked behind you as you made your way towards Takodana Castle, though it was mostly known simply as Maz's. Jango had grown to appreciate the place, as it was one of the few places in the galaxy where he didn't have to worry about a fight breaking out. He lived for the light, but there were times even he needed to sit down and have a drink without the worry of needing to throw a punch. Ever since he had brought you here the first time, it had become a special place for the both of you. Maz had not only taken a shine to you, but you found beauty and fun on Takodana. Jango had grown weary of the galaxy and its beauties. At least, until you came into his life. You drew eyes as you entered the palace. You drew eyes everywhere you went. You were not only beautiful, but you held such presence. You could blend in no matter where you went, from the seedy streets of Nevarro with the rest of the Guild, to the streets of Coruscant where no one paid any mind to anything but their own business. From the harshness of Tatooine, where no one wanted to be bothered or bothered anyone in return, to the grand city of Theed, where your eyes matched the shade of the clear skies. Maz caught sight of you both, her voice booming despite her small stature. You smiled at her like you did at all your friends - kindly and openly. It was only your friends and family who saw such an expression. Everyone else saw the raise of your eyebrow and starkness of your tattoos. It did wonders for getting people to leave you alone. Though there was the occasional... annoyance. Jango gladly took care of them. One of Maz's servers was quick to bring your usual: a plate of seared dumplings. You swore that no one would ever do dumplings as well as it was done on your homeworld, but Maz was close. Jango simply watched as you dug in, and felt his heart warm as it always did when you were happy. Watching the sparkle in your eye. The upturn of your lips. The comfortable, relaxed set of your shoulders. The laughter you released more easily. It made his heart warm. And behind his helmet, Jango smiled.

Rival request ⚔️

This one was a little harder for me to figure out, but I eventually settled on the Kryze sisters as your ultimate rivals. The two represent two opposite extremes. One of them represents the decimation of an ancient culture, nobility and frivolity, narrowmindedness and ignorance of the bigger picture. The other represents the warped evolution of that ancient culture, hypocrisy, haughtiness and arrogance, and a similar ignorance of the bigger picture. And I can just see you standing behind them during one of their arguments suggesting a compromise of some sort and instantly receiving matching death glares.

Satine's clipped, accented speech was strained with frustration and anger. No one brought it out of her quite like Bo-Katan did, who smirked in front of her older sister. The redhead was getting pleasure from irking Satine. You wanted to scream. This was doing nothing but aggravating the situation beyond repair. You wondered if that was the sisters' true goal. You couldn't imagine it wasn't, the way they were going at it. "Have you learned nothing, Bo?" Satine explained, voice losing its usual regality. "War has devastated our people. There is very nearly nothing left!" "But outlawing our ways, the ways we have lived with for thousands of years, is your answer? The people will never stand for it, Satine. They'll revolt against you faster than you can say 'peace.'" "As if you even believe peace to be an option." "Mandalorian is not only a people, Satine. It is a Creed. It is the Way." "It is not the only way." You closed your eyes as you forced yourself to remain silent. This was doing nothing. They were both right. And both wrong. And oh, so stubborn. Neither of them would budge. And you feared for Mandalore if this stalemate never resolved. The New Mandalorians were looking to Satine as their voice, as their leader. But traditionalists, more conservative people still believed in the old ways. They found their royal voice in Bo-Katan. But they knew they were at a disadvantage. Bo-Katan was younger. She would not be the one ascending to the throne of Mandalore. Those Mandalorians would never follow a pacifist leader. And they were more than willing to wage war to prevent that becoming a reality. And the New Mandalorians would be forced to fight back to avoid destruction. Civil war was on the horizon. And you couldn't bring yourself to care about the sisters, so wrapped up in their squabbling and differing opinions to see the bigger picture. It would be the common people who would suffer most in the war. A war the sisters were only exacerbating. And Kryze sisters would be in for one hell of a surprise when they each came to you for support and found none. You were done. They were on their own. You would be doing what you could for your people.