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#love me some yearning#pining even#tmnt mikey#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#tmnt#bayverse tmnt#tmnt michaelangelo#bay mikey x reader#bayverse mikey x reader
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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!
#ISAT#in stars and time#siffrin#loop#I truly mean it when I say that this was the best game I have played since Disco Elysium.#It pulls off some of the best examples of Ludonarritive Harmony in a video game...possibly ever?#Not to mention just...wow. What a great story. What a tale of twists and introspection. What a tale about the need for home and connection#I know many of you have trusted me before with media recommendations. Trust me one more time.#Do you want to experience the torment of being in a timeloop? And *still* have fun and feel like your time is being respected?#PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!#Do you yearn for complex characters and love unravelling mysteries? PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!!!!#Please heed the content warnings; I took them a little too lightly on my playthrough! They are there for a reason! Don't be like me!#This game means a lot to me and so many others. On the small chance the dev sees this (they are on tumblr after all):#Thank you so much for all your hard work in creating this game and seeing the project through.#It has been a year for us fans but many years for you. So thank you!#I hope it has been a joyful year for you! Watching as people descend into shrieks of agony from playing your game.#It's good! It made me vomit blood. I had so much fun! I felt like I was torturing the protagonist when I played it. I loved it! I cried.
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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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Ed leaning in for a kiss
#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmdedit#ofmd s2 spoilers#blackbonnet#blackbonnetedit#gentlebeard#gentlebeardedit#stede bonnet#edward teach#blackbeard#taika waititi#rhys darby#yes he wanted to kiss stede during the snake scene you can't convince me otherwise#he is literally looking at stede's lips and yearning#anyway making this unlocked some new levels of insanity in me#i've never seen a man look so deeply in love im gonna bite him through the screen STOP THAT#my stuff
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when weāre angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today wasā¦.not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didnāt have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because itās so painful and scary when you donāt#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someoneās arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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your body is my coffin (pls do not edit/repost my art w/o permission)
#identityv#idv#aesvic#aesop carl#victor grantz#i do love me some soft awkward yearning romance in my asymmetrical horror killing game
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cuz character sheets are my favey and iām rly excited for s2 ā¼ļøš¤š¤š„š«¦
#caitvi#arctober#obsessed with Viās ārhea ripley era#i canāt get over how vi is back in her prison mentality#sheās sleeping in those bandages her poor ribs#it makes sense from a storytelling perspective - she doesnāt care and is grieving/ punishing herself#bind safely kids š#i drew her hallucinating her cupcake in the ring cuz i love me some good old fashioned angsty yearning#arcane s2#iām so ready to be all the way fucked up by this shooowwwww
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orpheus and thanatos š
#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#HIII EVERYONE :3 happy halloween.... (has been working on this for four weeks off and on)#i've always yearned to see art of ryoji and minato based on thanatos and orpheus!!!#i know that ryoji can be likened to being the eurydice figure which i agree with but I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO HARD ABT THEM LIKE THIS OK.#it was nice to give drawing something more ambitious (for my standards) an earnest try again! i love working with lineless and lighting#and working on this has inspired me to HOPEFULLY start doing some studies of sorts! i want to learn so many things...#all so that i can make ryomina as epic as possible...#also LET ME TELL YOU that thanatos coffins are making me realize i seriously need to do drawabox or something.#trying to put them in perspective is hard... but im pretty happy with what i made!!!#also can i just say i love how shapely orpheus is?? i love orpheus joints etc etc its so nice. very fresh#sighs longingly. i love them very much they make me want to do better at things. i hope everyone has a wonderful week ahead! š#very excited to see what people do for ryomina week (<- they haven't made anything 4 it yet bc Busy... but i'll submit smthn late maybe)
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I have a lot of headcanons about post-Side Order Agent 4, but my main one is that her eyes became white. Permanently. Any normal inkfish can change theirs at will but she can't do that anymore. They glow though, so she's cool with it. She thinks it's neat
Also it's more of a minor thing but I'd like to think when she snapped out of whatever Grayscaling does to someone, she woke up to her bangs being perfectly symmetrical. Orderly, if you will. She cut them back to their usual sizes pretty quickly
#I love thinking about post side order 4 but i can't decide on my favorite ideas#but these are the main ones I really like#no high quality version bc they're only 4 pixels long anyway#also im lazy#mostly bc im lazy#I'm doin parallel canon headcanons next bc they're my honorary scrimblo#I have a lot of those bc i feel like 4 isn't really Aware of what happened#parallel tho?? I know that mf's been through some Endless Torment#yearning. if you will.#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon side order#side order#agent 4#argā¦ that be me art matey
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out w these tall clowns š²šø
#who up yume-ing their ocs w characters (me)#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#or animesona either way its still an oc who may look similar to my sona š§#seijohbros au#this thing took too long (can you tell. this was for halloween. it is now 11/5 and i am queueing this)#and i keep taking it out of queue to drafts and putting it back bc im overthinking things and i rlly just need to drop it and move on</3#i love my blorbos sm they look ok in here actually but the process was shinji chair meme worthy i was suffering </3#context is halloween party das it (left is dressed up as that stabby ghostface guy. knife prop and mask not shown)--#--(he may have joked abt stabbing once. maybe a few times)--#--(right is an angel. kinda low effort/simple fit. ironic bc none of the ppl in the friend group are angels /hj)#in the group; ocsona is the closest to these two goofy mfs (not surprising i am in the utmv fandom. lots of goofy skeletons in there)--#--but the one they trust the most is the guy on the left !#((used the yumeship term bc my ocsona (specifically)'s main thing w them is platonic (i love silly shenanigans what can i say)--))#((--even if i sometimes want to rom smooch these dorks))#yearning about f/os (rom or plat) is so nice n fun you guys should do it n have fun n get some more whimsy in ur life 10/10 i recommend
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Fall Unto Me (part two)
Got too silly. Have some more Angel!Angel and Demon!Ren cause the bot came back and wormed into my brain to post it. Part one here if you haven't read it yet hehe.
cw// religious themes
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
The quiet cabin where Ren lived was a stoneās throw from the flowering field you found them in. The devil graciously opened his home, even guiding you around the town you now knew was called Corland Bay. Each morning when you wondered about leaving, he brought something new to pique your interest and put off your departure. The time seemed to fly by and soon you hardly spared a thought to leave.
You'd quickly grown accustomed to his constant presence over the past month. He was never far from your shoulder at any waking moment. The uneasy feeling from when you met was completely gone, replaced with a strange sense of comfort. He had only shown kindness to you, after all. To call a devil your friend was laughable, you knew. But no other word quite fit.
Still, you wondered how he had come to live outside their realm. Every time you questioned him the conversation slipped away to another topic. It must've been odd to discuss with an angel, you naturally assumed.
So you stopped bringing it up after a few days, instead choosing to inquire about the changes in the plants you so often admired. Some had begun to wither, and new buds sprouted up seemingly overnight in their place. A strange new array of flowers that Ren promised would tower over your head and his in due time.
āI think I'll like these flowers more than the others,ā you told him one late afternoon.Ā
You were lying on the porch, your head resting against his thigh as you watched the endless rows of flora sway in the breeze. Their focus was on you, though you didnāt notice. You could feel the faint trace of constellations drawn along the bare skin of your legs. The human clothes heād gotten for you were a little different from the robes and tunics donned by servants of heaven, but they were just as comfortable despite the lacking fabric.
āI couldn't begin to imagine why,ā he mused, his tone teasing as if he already knew your answer.
You explained regardless. āYou told me some will grow as tall as they can, even following the sunās light. Itās rather interesting.ā
āIām already as tall as they'll be.ā His tail flicked into your field of view, casting only a slight shadow until his face obscured your vision further. "Is a devil not as interesting as a flower to you?"
The rapidly changing sky above caught your attention before you could respond in kind. Clouds blotted out the sun, tinting the world below in a murky gray. All the signs were there. Heavy clouds, a drop in temperature, and a strange smell in the airāpetrichor, it was called in the books Ren had read with you by candle light on quiet evenings. It was a change you'd been waiting for ever since learning about it.
Bursting with excitement, you rolled from their lap and darted from the safety of the covered porch, the answer you meant to give them already long forgotten. Ren followed on your heels in the dirt until you stopped.
āIt's rain, isn't it?ā you wondered aloud and turned back to them for confirmation.
āHumans normally stay inside when it happens, my angel. But yes. Rain.ā He nodded with a smile, enamored by the way your eyes curiously sparkled before you looked away. His pale hands came up to shield your face when the first drops began to fall.Ā
Tiny thumps of something suddenly bounced off your hair and shoulders, seeping into your clothes. His makeshift shield seemed to be doing its job as you looked all around with wide eyes. Minuscule puddles of water and earth formed around your feet. The sea of flowers still swayed before you, though a few weaker ones fell out of sync as the rain pushed them to and fro as it pleased. You could even hear something akin to chimes when drops pattered over the roof of their home.
You spared a glance up towards the sky, quickly changing your mind with an unwelcome gasp at the spray that tickled your face. Quiet laughter came from behind and you turned to look at your companion once more, shaking off their hands.
Ren appeared unbothered by the dozens of small droplets beading down his forehead to his chin, until you reached forward to wipe them from his face. The heat of his skin stood out to you, and you let your hand linger, rubbing your thumb back and forth over the drops that kept landing on his cheek.Ā
A dull ache began in your back.Ā
You took an innocent step towards him. The light shower of rain was slowly chilling you to the bone, so it only made sense that you sought out their warmth. A warmth that felt as familiar and welcoming as your heaven. Gentle hands wound their way around your waist, guiding you back to the shelter of the porch only a few feet away. With the curtain of his fingers gone you expected another torrent to stream down your face for a brief moment. Instead, all you felt were stray drops falling from his hair.
Relief washed over you almost immediately in their embrace. Every so often youād feel homesick like this. That sharp, almost stinging lance of pain where your wings were hidden awayāyet it always faded as soon as he comforted you. You couldnāt understand why their presence brought such solace to you.Ā
āIām ready to go inside,ā you suddenly said.
Your gaze wandered up to Ren's unreadable blue eyes as he answered, āAre you?ā
āYesā¦ I think so.ā But you made no move to leave, instead letting your eyes follow the slow crawl of a droplet down from his cheek to the corner of his lips. Their pale pink color reminded you of the sunset that left you empty only days ago.
It was a dreaded feeling you couldn't bear to feel again.
Without even thinking about it you leaned up to kiss them for the very first time. A faint stutter of surprise to his breath, and then he kissed you back. Part of you expected it to burn, to sting, do something when you mistakenly sought out affections you knew were meant only for a bonded pairāespecially from a devil of all creations. Yet there was nothing to punish you for now.
The fluttery haze to your body didnāt wane at all, only blossoming at their touch. Until a gentle nip of fangs at your bottom lip had an entirely new feeling thrumming to life in your heart. You pulled back just to breathe for a minute, running your tongue over the spot that stung in a way you belatedly realized you liked for some reason.Ā
Guilt and confusion battled in your heart at the thought. āHeaven will need me home soon,ā you whispered, avoiding their watchful gaze for a long while as you toyed with the still damp strands of his hair.
The devil waited in silence, running one hand in an unknown pattern on your back until you managed to look upwards. ā...Do you truly wish to return, my love? Won't you at least stay until the flowers bloom?ā The words were desperate, but his voice resigned. As if your answer was already set in stone.
You carefully nodded at his words. Truthfully, you werenāt sure if you were even capable of leaving. It scared you more than your god's surefire chastising about the sin you'd just committed. But it has to be then, you wanted to convince yourself. Or you feared youād break your vows and never leave him.
He accepted with a heart wrenching smile, took your hand and led you up the few steps that were slick with rain. Your fingers tightened achingly around theirs as he opened the cabinās door.
Beneath the steady drumming of rain, you didnāt notice a bell had been faintly tolling from somewhere far above you.
#14 days with you#14dwy ren#14dwy redacted#cw religious themes#momo writing#o boi#heyyyy angelll#it's me the devil#angel!angel says feeling feelings feels bad!!!#except when it's good!!!#this was in rewrite hell sorry#the original thing was 3 parts but i cut a lot cause some bits didn't hit right in my brain#i am my own worst enemy#i mean i'm super happy with how it ends here bc ominous yearning and longing angst?? love her#if i decide to write more it'd be the absolute last one#and then infodump#or i could infodump now teehee!! shout out to the people in my askbox waiting for 4 months pls forgive meeeee
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masters of the air in black + white
ā for @shoshiwrites : happy birthday, Sho!
#Go wish Sho a happy birthday!!#Masters Of The Air#motaedit#*motaedit#Long post#The children yearn for the mines but it's me with film-style grain#I just love how some of these shots look like contemporary photographs. That one of Rosie and his crew during debriefing in particular
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Thinking about how these two met. Get adopted, idiot.
More human!Echo.
#adopted as in āyou are my sibling now; no take-backsiesā#I just love the idea of Echo seeing this deranged little gecko and being like āGet away from meā and Treecko being like āMake meā#Grovyle's stubbornness overpowering Echo's festering anger is the best okay#Him choosing to love Echo despite their flaws and Echo in turn becoming a better person through exposure#Learning what it means to have a purpose; to have someone you care for so deeply that you'd protect them over valuing your own life#Echo yearning to see the past and all of its wonders because Grovyle has nurtured this new love through stories and old texts#A yearning to see the sun; the real sun and feel it's warmth because it's Grovyle's dream but having the strangest feeling of guilt#A guilt she cannot understand because it's buried deep inside and clouded in amnesia and pain and regret#I am emotional okay#another art post so quickly? yes#I blame everyone that left me nice replies and tags on my last human!Echo post#thanks for encouraging me to make more content I love you guys#Will try to write up some lore soon to share!!!#echo/human#echo/umbreon#pmd ocs#pmd grovyle#pmd2#pmd eos#pmd explorers#explorers of sky#my art
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edwin is stronger than me bc personally i wouldnāt have the heart to be in an eternal situationship. āyouāre the most important person in the world to meā āwe have literally forever to figure it outā WHAT DID U MEAN BT THAT..GOD JUST TELL ME NO DONT GET MY HOPES UP W THIS COSMICALLY BONDED PLATONIC(?) SOULMATES SHIT
#iām sorry but#i canāt say that iām exactly in love with you#followed by#we have 4ever to figure it out#would keep me UP at night#like. what did u mean by that#also iām being silly ofc ofc they were running from a HELL MONSTER obvi charles wasnāt thinking#huh how do i make sure he knows i donāt feel the same but also knows i still love and care abt him greatly all while making sure he isnāt#unclear on if my feelings have the potential to change#and obvi itās not charles fault that he just. doesnāt love edwin like that and edwin will just have 2 deal w some yearning š¤·āāļø#but who am i kidding charles feels the same he just doesnāt fully know that yet šduh#paynland#4 life!!!#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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2024 reads / storygraph
Donāt Let The Forest In
YA horror
an anxious Australian boy whose only friends are his twin sister & best friend/roommate returns to boarding school in the US - but his sister is ignoring him, and his friend is acting strange, with rumors of having something to do with his parentsā murder
he follows him into the nearby forest one night - and finds him fighting eldritch monsters from the dark fairytales & art they create together, desperate to stop them from hurting anyone else
ace MC, m/m
#Donāt Let The Forest In#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#asexual books#i mean not to be influenced by a bookās cover to love it immediately but like#yeah pretty made for me. i thought this was great.#dark forest fairytale vibes & horror based around the exploration of (not) processing trauma#and some messy gay codependant yearning (and beginnings of some nice friendships)#there were a few directions I was worried the plot was going to go in at certain points which would have dampened my enjoyment#but it bypassed those thankfully#i really wanted to see his relationship with his sister because we didnāt see much of that#but I also got the impression there was a reason for that and it would be addressed eventuallyā¦.which it is.#Maybe the ending is a little rushed? I would have loved to have more of it.#āhe could cut me to bloody pieces if he wanted. i couldnāt stop him even if i triedā bitch youāre in high school. itās not that dramatic#(kidding I love that kind of prose and messy codependency is fun to read)#also thereās a trope I dislike in other books where an ace character is all self hating about it#then another person is like itās ok to be ace :) and then theyāre suddenly proud and happy.#and this Could have done that but I think it explores his feelings about accepting his asexuality with more nuance so thatās nice
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I think its somewhat telling that the gnosis was placed inside the shouki no kami rather than scara containing it in his chest the same way that venti did with his gnosis. I get that its probably more so because scara needed a much grander body for his god form and the electro gnosis just so happened to be at the centre of itā¦ but i cant help but think of it as the games way of telling us that he truly is not fit to contain the gnosis, even in peak form when all his powers are unleashed, he still needs to build a whole new body as the gnosisā vessel, that the so called āheartā he thought was rightfully his would not actually make him satisfied or fulfilled, as it seems to be the embodiment of all of scaraās obsessions
#erm i feel like this is all very obvious but im just now thinking of this#bc i was thinking about scara and his constant yearning for a heartā¦. ok#sorry to be that one guy pointing obvious things out and acting like its some grand discovery š„ŗš lolol#that being said i was kinda disappointed that the shouki no kami was his boss form#like dont get me wrong i love his eva mech with all my heart#but i always wanted a sort ofā¦ idk true form of HIMSELF the same way tartaglia and signora had them#not saying foul legacy is childes true form and yadda yadda yadda but likeā¦ i cant explain ig#foul legacyā¦ crimson witch of flamesā¦ and whatever happened to arlecchino in her bossfight is what i was expecting with scara#i mean king for not fitting in with all the others but#cmon manā¦ i wanted you to go plus ultra or whateverā¦ did ei not install you with like a function where you go all raiden mei and grow a few#cm taller and grow beautiful breasts or somethingā¦ not even like a raiden shogun tru puppet form or anythingā¦#i wanted to see my king not eva mechs ok imosrry#still love shouki no kami tho dont even joke about it lads#scaramouche#wanderer#wanderer genshin#genshin impact#genshin
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