#love deprived

[thewordsillneverspeak]

[dollfacedb1tch]

one day one day one day

[surveyscoutgirl96]

Please, for the love of God, someone write fanfics for these two! 😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[milyz]

Its 2.30am and im gonna yap, because I'm sad and lonely and shit. I'm so fcking touch deprived that it's not even silly anymore. Like bro, I need a hug. I need some sort of a physical touch because I can't take this anymore. I need loveeeee, oh my goddd. Fan fics are just making me cry and want it moree. I'm so deprived of everything.

[peachyealfie]

I want a love, where they stay. I’m not asking for them to fix me, or pick up after me.

I want a love where I can never be to much by being just..me.

[angizg]

It should be illegal to give someone romantic attention and then not get with them

(why am I the practice girl)

[nashahuwa]

I feel like I strive off of approval/praise.

Idk what it means.. but to describe it

Like whenever I say something, do something, or suggest something. I always worry that I'll be mocked or rejected or I said something wrong or something. And when someone approves of me or appreciates me. (IE: tell me that they're proud of me, or complimenting me etc.) I get really happy for a bit. Hard to explain.

[hoefortoes1]

I wish there was a way to know why they left you? what was their last straw? because I am losing my mind over here!!

[the-mind-is-my-enemy]

Physical contact, i can feel the difference between family and friends so I wonder if i can feel the difference between family, friends and lover?? I like to think so, but what do i know, I haven't had the touch of a lover, will I ever know??

[thewordsillneverspeak]

I sit here

In silence

Smoking this joint

Thinking of you

[dollfacedb1tch]

[xthefaultisminex]

The desire to just feel good enough for anything is overwhelming.

No matter what I do or try, it eventually just falls to pieces. I try to give all that I can to make things work, but it ends up failing miserably.

There is so much going on that trying to wrap my brain around everything takes too much from me and buries me in a pit of confusion, self-torture, and doubt. In turn, I feel myself turning into a monster.

Nothing I do seems to make a difference...

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I think people are noticing the horrible mess that I am. I feel alone most of the time, even surrounded by people ... I am consistently drained from everything, so maybe others can feel it, too. Maybe I am draining to be around.

Why would I ever be viewed as a serious important part of everything? What do I have to offer?

What a disappointment.

Life is passing by, and I have nothing to really show for it.. I feel as if I am trapped in one set frame as everything else moves past.

Maybe one day I can have a sense of what it's like to truly live, to be worthy.

[obscurestrauma]

I definitely need it

[sapphiretears444]

i act like i don't care but deep down all i want is to be loved for who i am. with all my flaws and everything. i am so desperate for that type of love and attention it's driving me crazy

[vizthedatum]

I am susceptible

I am so love-deprived within myself that I seek - I demand - "love" from others

And I get so disappointed

When people give their love willingly, freely, and without any expectation... I just don't believe it

"But don't you want something from me?"

And when someone love-bombs me in a systematic, calculated way hitting all the areas that are hollow within myself, I can't help myself

I want it so much, and I'd do anything for it - I would pay the price

But love is not supposed to be pled for

And love certainly does not come with a price

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I dedicate this to Kristina, but this time, not out of obligation. Not that my offers of service were out of obligation - I just... you did so much for me (you pulled me out when I was drowning trying to escape) and it was so loving, and I wasn't used to it at all. I love you, and I'm sorry. I understand more now. (I still want to hang though)

[angizg]

I can't fill the void in my heart so why not fill the void in my stomach