#lotta love in a smol heart

[anteonnix]

Showing Affection 💙💛

TON of love

Get it? Cause it's super heavy- alright I'm outta here

[thebiggerbear]

Beau Arlen Fic Recs List

Rec list under Read More:

Beau Arlen x Female Reader by @anklesoverackles

If Its Meant To Be by @jawritter - Bad things happen to good people, that’s just the rule of thumb. But sometimes, things happen for a reason, and that reason is so you can find the person you’re meant to be with…

Wonderwall by @deanbrainrotwritings - teasing beau during work and leaving without finishing. when he gets home he wants to pick up where they left off.

You're Enough by @jawritter - Dealing with anxiety can be tough, and sometimes thoughts can be louder than someone screaming at her, but Beau is there to pull her out again.

Imagine: Beau gives you the support you need by @zepskies - After getting home from a terrible day at work, he’s able to lighten your mood.

Didn't Mean To Stay by @zepskies - After three months, you ask Beau to make it clear. Is he serious about this relationship, or are you two just passing time?

Whole Lotta Love by @deanbrainrotwritings - beau finds a way repays the reader after taking care of him when he’s injured, but also to apologise for worrying her. but most importantly, to prove he was okay.

Hearts On Fire by @deanbrainrotwritings - would this be considered illegal? it didn’t matter because he was the sheriff and she’s the love of his life.

After Hours by @smol-and-grumpy - They’re just outside of Helena, Montana, when they get pulled over. Dean knew that nothing good can come out of letting Y/N behind the wheels of his Baby. Little does he know that it’s probably the best thing that could happen to them in months. That good thing comes in the form of a tall, green-eyed Sheriff.

Trouble by @smol-and-grumpy - Beau always knows how to grind her gears, and Y/N hates that she secretly loves it. When, once again, he manages to make her angry and sick with worry, he knows he’s in trouble — but sometimes she thinks it’s his intention all along because he knows the best ways to tame her

So Deep by @jawritter - You take Beau Arlen for a ride…

Sweet As Pie by @that-sarcastic-writer - Beau has a crush on you, so with a bit of help from Jenny, he asks you out.

Forgotten Anniversaries by @mind-empty-just-fictional-people - beau forgets your two-year anniversary but you don’t realize the next day is another one

Tap The Badge by @xenaxena - you’re very turned on by the way the sheriff gestures to his badge

Under the Montana Skies by @spnbaby-67

The Triplets by @welldonebeca - Lizzie moves in with her favourite honorary Uncle, Beau, to find work in a big city, and starts sharing a house with him and his other two twins brothers. The triplets - Dean, Ben and Beau - couldn’t be more different and more similar at the same time. One thing they all share? Well, they all want to fuck her, of course.

Mine by @supernaturalneurodivergentwolf

Handcuffs and Piercings by @deangirlsstuff67 - You have gotten close to Jenny and Cassie since moving to Montana. You knew eventually you'd meet Beau, you just weren't prepared for the girls to out your newest piece of jewelry in front of Beau.

Luck of the Irish by @deangirlsstuff67

You've Been a Bad Girl by @deangirlsstuff67 - few weeks after your first run in with the new sheriff, you can seem to get him off your mind. You decided to find a way to get him back to your house, which makes you a very bad girl.

Mr. Yeehaw by @deanoheartspie

Get It Off My Desk by @beauarlenswife - Reader is a new detective thst had been moved to the department in montana, when they get back from rescuing the girl and their in his office, let’s just say, her thoughts are not about the case.

Last Minute Customer by @marvelwitchergilmore - Beau Arlen x Reader -> When you’re closing up the store for the evening, you have one final customer.

Trust Me by @luci-in-trenchcoats - When the reader wakes up in what was meant to be her grave, she doesn’t want to trust anyone, especially the charming cop that found her…

That Simple by @avanatural - Beau goes to Y/N, a new friend of his, for some dating advice. Is the charming new sheriff gonna get the date that he’s hoping for?

Broken Road by @waywardnerd67 - She moved to Helena to escape her past to end up running into the one who got away.

Dangerous by @luci-in-trenchcoats - The reader does something “dangerous”. Beau thinks she ought to be punished for it…

The Way We Fell In Love by @smellingofpoetry - This is the story of how they fall in love.

Taken for Granted by @pink-sparkly-witch - Having had his share of dangerous situations and close calls in Houston, this was meant to be the start of a quieter, slower life for Beau, Y/N and their daughter. Taking the job as Acting Sheriff in Helena, Montana, was a dream come true until Beau starts to spend far too much time with Jenny Hoyt, in and out of the office. At first, Y/N doesn’t mind too much, but one night Beau misses his daughter’s hockey tryouts and phone calls in favour of shooting tequila in a bar with his co-worker, and Y/N isn’t sure if she’s being taken for granted or if something bigger is going on that she needs to worry about.

Stormy Nights by @cheynovak - Beau and Y/N have been dating some time now, a thunderstorm is moving over Montana, something Y/N isn’t quite fond of. Beau gets home to comfort her.

Sheriff's Bargain by @cheynovak - Y/N, a seasoned con artist, is arrested after returning to Montana, where her past comes back to haunt her in the form of Sheriff Beau Arlen—the man she abandoned five years ago. Facing charges linked to a drug lord, she’s offered a deal to work as an informant. Torn between her criminal life and lingering feelings for Beau, Y/N must decide whether to help him bring down the crime ring or continue running from her past.

Fridays are for beer and heartbreak by @pamwritessometimes - Your favorite patron’s there to mend your broken heart.

Chasin' You by @angelbabyyy99 - Y/N and Beau go way back to when they were kids, but as they grew up, the more distant they became. A few years later, she is now a high school, teacher, recently divorced from her ex-husband and now moved back to Helena, Montana, only to find out that her old crush/friend is the new sheriff in town. What will happen when the two bump into each other again after all these years?

Just One More by @nescaveckwriter - Line: Please be quiet, I haven't had enough coffee yet, to deal with this

Invisible Wall by @nescaveckwriter - Line: Broken Vows

Polaris by @waynes-multiverse - When Beau Arlen moved to Montana, he left behind a past he wasn’t proud of. But when a series of murders requires the FBI’s help, Sheriff Arlen‘s ghosts come back to haunt him one by one. With a wrong turn waiting at every crossroads, it’s hard to make the right choices and find his way back home – back to you.

Jurisdiction by @waynes-multiverse - Request: how about Beau loving the risk of getting caught fucking in his office? Maybe turning it into a Blowjob under his desk befor they actually get caught by Popcorn or Jenny?

All My Ghosts by @carpenterswife - You’re a deputy working for the Lewis and Clark County Sheriff’s Department in Helena; a good one at that. Since Beau’s arrival, you befriended the Texan, who eventually became the town’s new permanent sheriff. With a growing friendship, blooming feelings, a ton of inside jokes, and way too much fun on the job, it seems like everything is going right for you. But, you’re running from your past, and it seems to be catching up fast.

Take Me Home by @zepskies - You are another lost soul at Sunny Day Excursions. You’re aiming to settle in Helena, Montana, where Beau Arlen is the new sheriff in town. But you both have a past you’re running from.

A Good Man Is Hard to Find by @zepskies - When Beau starts pulling away from you and Emily during a very difficult case, will the pressure make or break your relationship?

A Crime of Passion by @zepskies - When Beau Arlen decides to “make it up to you,” he’s damn thorough.

S.I.N.G. by @zepskies - Beau wishes you’d take this self-defense lesson a little more seriously.

Echoes by @zepskies - Beau has another rough night, but you help him face a harder truth.

Light My Fire Again by @artyandink - “I thought I’d swore off love, Jenny.” I smiled, chuckling a bit as I looked down to my feet then back up the skies, taking in the twinkling lights. “God, I really thought I did, and I was doing such a good job at it too. But, well, I just… I couldn’t help it.” I wet my lips slightly, biting the bottom one. “It’s improper, but it’s true.”

Montana by @klutzygirl - Born and bred Texan Beau Arlen never expected to end up in Montana. [AO3]

Looking for other Beau pairings? Or more pairings and/or characters from the show? You can find them here!

*I will add more as I go

dividers by @firefly-graphics

[anarchyinplasma]

So when I was a smol child I had and read the (VERY VERY DIFFERENT) books the HTTYD movies are based on and I was way out of the age range for the movies when they came out, but I've seen clips over the years and I just have to talk about this shot from the epilogue.

Because I know that look? The look on his face is just part of me because that's how music makes me feel. That look is a feeling that I know intimately and completly and it makes me feel so whole in a way very few other things do. The ability of an artist to kindle that feeling on a virtual actor in a way that resonates that hard as he rediscovers something he had come to terms with never again experiencing is just so THERE for me and I don't know if I have words. It's the feeling of being cuddled up to a girl who means the universe to me and listening to my favourite guitar solos before she tells me that's the happiest smile she's ever seen on my face. It's the feeling of my favourite shade of blue like a lightning strike in ice and the very specific rumble of a thunderstorm that makes me feel safe.

That look is a feeling, for me that feeling is reading and writing and the music in my head.

There is a point to this rant, I promise. That look is what I try to emulate and showcase in my work. That look is how Mara feels when reality breathes for her and she can feel every facet of her soulmate Petra in every plane. That look is how Ei feels in her element, hidden in the heart of every storm and being herself at a truest level, that look is Ahri meeting her other half after two thousand years of wandering.

It is Aylin having Isobel returned, and it is Carolina's memories of York and it is Shakarian fitting with eachother so well and it is Lightning being met with a challenging love in Fang and it's so many more.

This is a meandering mess but I have a lotta thoughts in my head and mostly they're bad but SOMETIMES they're good and that's what keeps me going and when they do I wanna talk about it. So I am.

Much love.

[fanfic-gallery]

hi, tori!! how are you? i saw the other works you did based off songs, so i was wondering: could i ask for a fluff nobara kugisaki x fem!reader with the song "girls girls girls" by fletcher, please?

A little prank

✎ Nobara x Reader

✎ Tags : smol does of angst, fluff, f! reader

: ̗̀➛ Manager’s/Author’s note : I’m doing well, my dear~ I must say your taste in music is magnificent, can’t get it out my head ever since I first listened to it

I kissed a girl and I liked it Sipped her like an old fashioned I kissed a girl and she liked it It's better than I imagined

Your eyes glanced over the handwritten letter, your heart and soul poured within its pages, every word, every letter stringing tunes of praises. Yet you couldn't help but chew the inside of your cheek, paranoia sinking its teeth with your shoulders.

"Y/N, if you're afraid, we can always try another day.." Lush pink and hazel drew you in, his hands caging you in a hug, one caressing your back while the other rubbed its thumb against your palm. You shrug off his touch, thanking him for his concern before straightening up, stepping towards a familiar locker.

You could still remember it like yesterday, the shocked displays of their faces when you let out your little secret. Itadori in such a panic state that he almost made you puke out your smoothie from how hard he shook you, accompanied by his wailing screams that was a third inch from getting all three of you kicked out from the establishment.

"Stop that-"

"SMACK"

"iTAI-!"

"Back to the conversation at hand.. I must say, you have given us quite the challenge.. "

"Yea..- Kugisaki isn't one to let her guard down easy, this is WAY harder than any missions we've been on-!"

You had beg to differ, yet through sheer willpower the results may have proven impossible indeed. Written letters thrown in the bins without much thought, boxed pieces of fudge and candy slipped into the drawers of the other two freshmen, specifically Yuuji’s. You grew desperate to grasp at the last bit of hope the road ahead of you held, yet to no avail. Restless, you forfeit the mission, teary eyes only smiling at the thought that at least, the friendship you both hold will still last for a lifetime.

“Ughhh..” The brunette groaned, plopping herself down with the confines of the wooden bench, flakey strands snuggled into your shoulder as she leaned in.

“Is something wrong, Bara-chan?” Amber hues darted towards yours, a frown forming in the process, her cheeks puffy and fairly most hair sticking to her features. “Nothing.. just wondering who’s been pulling some awful pranks on me-” You fell under shocked, your brain hadn’t been able to process much of the weeks before, all that comes to mind were the sleepless nights of flooding water with the soft stuffings of your pillow.

“I bet it’s those two thinking they’re all so funny for trying to mess with me-”

“What did they do, if you don’t mind?”

“I’ve been receiving a whole lotta anonymous gifts recently, chocolate, letters covered in hearts, I mean- do they really think I would fall for it?” Flabbergasted. That’s what you would describe it. You will say, it did shot an arrow through your fragile heart that she thought of your love through action was a just a mere trick done by the others, yet a sense of relieve took residence that you could help but crack a chuckle.

“Pfft..-”

“Wait- you weren’t in on it were ya-? I hope not- if not I would seriously- ”

Sweet.

She tasted o’ so sweet.

You sunk further into the loving embrace, a hand drawing her waist closer, her plush chest pressing up to yours, the other lacing fingers through her brown locks, savouring the kiss you had engaged. Warm. All she felt was warmth, cheeks flared a bright red, amber pupils ready to pop out of her sockets without a second’s notice.

How to react..

She didn’t know.

Yet, she didn’t want to let go..

“W-what the fuck was that for..” You smiled meekly, flinching when her figure loomed forward, sloughing against you, her head already buried within your exposed neck, the heat upon her face neutralizing the chills on your skin.

“Those.. weren’t pranks, Bara-chan.. I was the one that did all of that, ‘cause.. I love you.” Polished nails dug into your tracksuit, her quickened breaths, her accelerating heartbeat. You felt it all, within your arms.

“You could have just- told me- now I just feel bad..” You giggled again, patting at the sorceresses’ back, who could only sulk in disappointment, each groan growing louder that the vibrations of them send shivers up your spin.

“Hahah~ alright, how about this? I love you, Nobara~ better?”

[wackybuddiemewbs]

On the matter of blood... without invoking vampires or so...

Some rambling on the matter of blood (I know, funny, granted how much we see of that stuff when it comes to a show about firefighters, but bear with me here) and 05x06:

Others have already pointed out the callback to Carla's story about the red string connecting people who love each other and that shot:

The red string theme is closely tied to Eddie and Christopher (naturally), but I think it is a rather deliberate choice to have that shot including Buck. And all of that in an episode that may have started out as being about a prison brawl escalating pretty quickly but soon turned around to be about fatherhood.

Again, we've seen hell lotta blood this episode, but I am ready to overinterpret that we've seen the blood connection not just via that tube but also with Buck's head injury. Guy also could have tossed him to the ground or whatever for disobeying, but Buck was shown bleeding (for Christopher, or rather for acting up upon hearing him being threatened by Mitchell). Buck doesn't have that head wound treated until Eddie's safe. The visual reminder of it stays with us for a long time throughout that episode.

Blood running through Buck, Eddie, and Christopher even though only two are actually related has turned up before on the show, so I find it all the more striking that we see it back in full swing with this episode. Buck had Eddie's blood on his face and his hands after the shooting:

And it happened earlier, too, when the tsunami hit and Buck literally bled, doing whatever it took to find Christopher:

To that same point, the red string also comes in during the tsunami with regard to Christopher's glasses. Buck holds on to them the whole time. They are a literal red string connecting him to Christopher (and Eddie by extension) he is not giving up on.

They are the first thing Eddie notices when he sees Buck (after noting the injuries he sustained). And almost tragically, Buck returns them to Eddie seconds later after he held on to them the whole time searching for Christopher, believing it may be the only thing he *can* return to Eddie and perhaps because he doesn't feel entitled to them after he "lost" him.

They are still in the shot when Eddie is reunited with Christopher, and he cradles him against his chest. Just as he is being asked by the kind lady with the strongest smol arms known to this world (still all the kudos to that lady carrying Chris around this whole time!!!) whether he's Buck whom she assumes to be Christopher's father as he kept asking for him.

And funny enough, we got another red connecton between Christopher and Buck with regards to the hoodie he's been given and Eddie bringing Christopher over later on.

Now, 9-1-1 has the ongoing theme of found family and how family is not exclusively tied to blood relations. So an episode that put the fatherhood theme under the magnifying glass with Eddie and Mitchell, I find it striking how the show's made a big point about blood relations and how they can be *transcended*.

The three men present very different levels of relation to their sons (in Buck's case a boy he cares for as though he was his actual son):

Mitchell is *only* connected to his son via the blood they share. They don't have an actual father-son-relationship.

Buck is *not* connected to Christopher by blood. They do share at least something already akin to a father-son-relationship (and he's Christopher's legal guardian).

Eddie is connected to Christopher *both* by blood and his deeply felt love for his son. They have a wonderful and deep-reaching father-son-relationship.

Mitchell wants to (and succeeds in) giving his son his heart, the organ pumping the blood. The shot of the mother feeling his heart beat in their son's chest feels like that transcendence to me. Mitchell is with his son now in a way that she can make her peace with. And it reaches beyond the blood relation.

I think there is a neat parallel to Buck there. Buck actually already transcended the "barrier" of blood relations when it comes to Eddie and Christopher, but he got so much further than Mitchell as he managed to transcend those relations through building up a meaningful relationship with Eddie and Chris. He is the boy's legal guardian. He will bleed for him, die for him if he has to. And Eddie knows that. Buck didn't just find his family with Maddie and/or the 118, but Eddie and Christopher hit differently as the family he found, the family he made.

And despite the, you know, blood, I find it rather beautifully done on a visual level to show those connections in 05x06. Also notice this shot, for instance: When Mitchell's heart is extracted, we naturally see that and the blood, but we also got the shot of this IV line with blood, which again brought me right back to the tube Eddie and Buck were holding in the ambulance.

More to the point, I felt strongly reminded of Bobby's talk about how having a child feels like a second heart that's beating outside your chest.

Again, with Mitchell, we've seen him giving up his own heart, so it may go on beating outside his own chest, namely that of his son.

For Buck and Eddie, it's an undying will to be there for Christopher and protect him. They both have a heart beating outside their chests in Christopher and will do anything to protect it. Eddie has been shown to acknowledge as much since that dedication to Christopher is what motivated him (at least in part) to make Buck Christopher's legal guardian.

So again, the red string theme coming back around the corner in this episode cemented that the red string is (also) a metaphor for how the meaningful connections you form with people are what binds you and that blood relations are not necessary, even for something so closely akin to a father-son relationship between people like Buck and Christopher.

And as a Buddie shipper, I do hope that the two will finally make the connection that their red string isn't just through Christopher but each other. Because Buck would bleed for Eddie just as well. He will run right towards the sound of a gunshot, fearing him in danger. Because Eddie has already transcended that barrier for Buck with the legal guardianship. He entrusts his second heart to him. Buck is that important to him.

So yeah, watch out for the blood, folks!

And B+!

[rookthorne]

🍭🕊💘

AYYYYYYYYY g’day mate 😉

🍭- how tall are you?

I am a smol 5’5

🕊️- 3 habits you have?

oh god I’m having an existential crisis trying to think of good ones I have

I question things a lot - which may piss people off but more often than not it’s saved my bacon.

I like to think I’m good at self-reflection.

If I don’t have anything nice to say I keep my fucking mouth shut. Which unfortunately a lotta people gotta learn. 🙃

💘- 3 ways to win your heart?

being a good listener, love games and marvel as much as me, and being able to banter with me. OH can’t forget the petnames oops 👀

[spnfanficpond]

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[daincrediblegg]

1, 2 if he was randomly living in 2020, 13, 17, 22, 30

From the Heacannon Prompts :

1. How do they feel about people shorter/taller than them? Romantically, obviously, he doesn’t really care that much. Taller than him then he gets to little spoon and feel smol and full of affection, shorter and he gets to envelop them like a (gaunt, but still got the spirit) teddy bear and hold them close all the time and he’s just pleased as punch about being able to do either. But for people he doesn’t have romantic feelings for? He’s not sure. He’s found people just as capable of being cruel no matter what size they are, and he feels just as disadvantaged no matter who’s turned their ire onto him. 

2. What are they like on social media? (What’s their username, profile pic, etc.) IF Artie was a millenial and grew up with social media and shit, he’d probably have a pretty small social media presence. A Facebook account that he has a couple of simple selfies posted that he doesn’t use that much except to re-post Murray stand-up videos from a bunch of Murray Franklin pages he’s liked, and probably has less than 100 friends that he hardly interacts with or talks to. He’s got a linkedin mostly for work. My guy definitely has a pornhub account tho. He can’t really use it all that often, mostly to save a few videos he really likes that he watches over and over again. But he doesn’t like videos with particularly hot girls or the most attractive looking guys, “professionally made” videos that really don’t have any heart in it. He likes intimate amateur videos. Ones with real couples who go slow and smile at each other. There’s more than a few videos he’s commented on- leaving something pretty harmless, commenting on how much he loves the girl’s smile or the sound of the guy’s laugh, but he means it when he says it. And seeing things like this online almost give him enough confidence sometimes to consider maybe putting up a picture of his dick. He chickens out usually though.

13. How do they feel about physical contact by others? He’s afraid of it. Honestly. He’ll flinch at even a simple accidental brush of the shoulder in a packed subway car just because oftentimes the most physical contact he gets comes with malicious intent. For someone to treat him gently... it shakes him down to the core. He might be so startled he’d flinch away. He regrets it immediately though because in truth he just wishes he could be touched like that more. He prays every day for a little bit of tenderness in his life. And it would take a little while for him to get used to it if he ever did manage to get some, but once he is he’s all about it.

17. What’s something they like that may be surprising to others?

Artie likes Dolly Parton. Play the first few bars of “9 to 5” and he gets an instant pep in his step. He’ll hum along and dance if he’s listening alone. Instant good day if it plays on the radio while he’s getting ready. It’s a good song (and god damn if he can’t relate to it).

22. The strangest thing they’ve ever seen?

He’s seen a lotta shit, living in Gotham, but probably the strangest and most unusual thing he’s seen is two rats fucking in the subway. Right by the third rail too and so fucking close to it that he was CERTAIN that they were just one bad hump away from instant death. They seemed to have finished and scurried away before the train came, but man, that shit really makes you think about life, you know?

30. Something that disgusts them?

There is truly very little that could truly disgust him. Trash? he’s dealt with it. Rats? no problem.  No, it’s mostly other people and their horribly unempathetic behavior that really truly disgusts him. It’s seeing homeless men and women die on the street while drunk millionaires spit their way. It’s truly vile shit like that which drives him mad.

[two-sugars-pls]

I was tagged by the lovely @datingissohetero to make a playlist based on a word she gave me. :)

The prompt was ‘nostalgia’! Originally I started with my Soft Indie™️ faves but then I changed my mind. Most of these are songs I grew up listening to:

Grace Kelly – MIKA

Mr Brightside – The Killers

Shake It Off – Taylor Swift

I Feel Fine – The Beatles

Does Your Mother Know – ABBA

Cracklin Rosie – Neil Diamond

Lollipop – MIKA

Here Comes The Sun – The Beatles

Chelsea Dagger – The Fratellis

Blank Space – Taylor Swift

Dancing Queen – ABBA

Sweet Caroline – Neil Diamond

I Want To Hold Your Hand – The Beatles

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N. – Noah And The Whale

Thank You For The Music – ABBA

It’s kind of a clusterfuck I know, but this is what makes me feel nostalgic! L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N. in particular has a special place in my heart.

My word: ‘romance’. (Or just ‘love’ if you want to do something platonic.) (I might actually do my own prompt just because this one doesn’t reflect my taste in music, as much as I love these songs.) (I know I know it’s such a basic prompt but I couldn’t think of anything better. At least it’s easy!)

I’m going to tag @shut-up-emrys @skyluni @smol-angry-biromantic @w-h-a-t-in-the-name-of-hat @ive-got-stories-to-tell @kokoronashi and @enchantingwlw (who is literally 50% of my dash atm, not complaining, but like. bro that’s a lotta posts) if you guys want to do it! :)

P.S. @datingissohetero if you made that playlist in Spotify I’d totally listen to it!! I’d do this one in Spotify but it’s so random idk if anyone would listen to it

[spiritsncrystals]

Misawa :D

What i like about him/don't like about him:

Can we give him kudos for being the only fucking person with enough guts to hold six bloody decks in which he is constantly trying to modulate to be better each time

I like how he's supposed to be the smart kid of the bunch and literally takes being the genius to heart because only three people can connect science or math and dueling him, zweinstein and daitojiki/amanuel i mean literally i mean ok the writers started not giving two shits about him after season 1 but in theory he got a good life, praised for being smart, got to work with a duel scientist and got to live a happy life with his tiger waifu.

What i don't like about him has to be more at fault of the writers, come season two they just decide to mock his existence even going as far as having characters actually go oh right misawa exists which eventually lead to him getting desperate thus why he wanted to join the SoL i mean technically he was one of the few who didn't need to be beaten to get konked outta brainwashing (or did that actually even have a brainwashing effect on him for whatever reason and he just decides yeah I'm gonna stick in)

But man they could've developed him way better (heck even tagforce makes fun of him)

What i like about his design:

Well tbh there's nothing really about him design wise that totally sticks out other than the deck holders he literally has stuck on his inner jacket that kinda looks like dynamite which i think shadyvox's abridged actually even joked at.

I mean when they found him in the spirit dimension i thought he didn't look too bad just neaten the hair and lose the beard and its a decent look.

Do i prefer dub or sub names:

I mean technically the only change from the sub to the dub with his name is that misawa became his surname and that daichi got changed to bastion which kinda sounds posh as fuck ok Harrington Rosewood is worse but that's bc he's supposed to sound like a fancy schmancy

But i call him misawa more.

Favourite card he used:

The guys got six different decks but i suppose I'd say water dragon bc i like how it's literally chemistry but w gas dino's making a giant H20 dragon

Too bad we never saw a fire dragon like the opening hinted to him having

Favourite scene he was in:

Yknow despite all the shunning s2 gave him i think he got a little time to shine in s3, considering he was the one who figured out that zweinstein had meant that Rainbow dragon should fight the phantasms for enough energy to be produced in order to be able to send everyone else back home (yet nobody figured it would mean Johan would have to stay behind, sad indeed) and i mean hey in 148 he actually gave a pretty good explanation to the whole dimensional situation (ok tania helped a bit but he's the genius) and did kinda explain that the haou situation was supposedly yubels doing as well as the whole two sides of the same coin anatomy about judai and haou being connected (i still don't exactly agree with it but it's one of the few things I'm screw the cannon about)

Least favourite scene he was in:

As much as i like him and his relationship with tania i think it was ep36 but the fact that he was so bloody love struck by her that he was in a daze in which he put jam on his omnirice drank wostershire and tobacco sauce without giving the blink of an eye just felt wrong. I mean he wasn't even phased by the tobacco sauce clearly that should've had some effect.

Also i know a lotta people find the absolutely rediculous thing I'm about to mention amusing but

When he FUCKING STRIPPED NAKED AFTER SEEING THE DUEL JUDAI HAD WITH ZWEINSTEIN WAS JUST ODD.

LIKE HE DIDN'T EVEN KEEP HIS PANTS ON i mean luckily he wasn't facing the viewer while he was running so it didn't get gross otherwise pretty sure even the sub would've censored that, haven seen that episode in the dub but I'm assuming that they cut his nakedness bc they didn't want smol kids seeing a naked boy with white hair running about on their TV screens

OTP:

Whitetigershipping: (Misawa x Tania) hey she might be a tiger at heart but as manjoume said after misawa realises he fell in love with a tiger "she was a great woman"

Plus i mean when she came back in s3 guess what he decides to do, stay with her (tbh that's probably one of the most hinted at to be cannon ships i ship other than spiritship from a analytical perspective) i also find it cute how in ep35 she's calling him misa-poo (ok judai dotes on calling him that but that's more bc he doesn't get its supposed to be a affectionate nickname hence why when he duels her he asks call me yuki-poo) and then in ep36 he's calling her tani-poo i think they're the only two characters who have proper affectionate nicknames for each other from a cannon standard (dearest judai n all that stuff doesn't really count tbh)

There is really nothing wrong with loving a tiger woman

Misawa x Asuka - I'm not exactly sure what this is called but i see this only really playing out with the manga personalities, probably because since manjo is a badass in the manga and has no time for crushes on asuka who do they decide to give a crush on asuka? Misawa i mean personally I only own one volume of the manga and have literally read up to just before the other American DA students come over (I'm not exactly fond of the personalities of atleast 3 out of the 5 of them bc obviously edo is one too along with the boys who were the respective champions of the regional Da's so that's pretty much why I've not read further) but I'm sure if they get a chance to full on bond i could see them getting together i mean hey he knows chivalry so that's pretty good

Hornetshipping (Misawa x manjoume) I'm not the biggest hornetshipper but I thought i should probably acknowledge this one plus someone had the funniest misinterpret of the name thinking it was Horneyshipping instead of hornet which is worth a mention (kudos kiga) but in honesty it is a pretty interesting pairing, the genius who solidated the loose streak of the snobby rich ass manjo and the sharp yet less snobby rich kid manjo definitely a curious one

NOTP:

I honestly don't really have one unless people see misawa and regie from the manga as a thing (considering he bested her in the quarterfinals of the tournament where the winner would duel ryo) i just really don't like her so it might be a little biased

OT3:

I'm just gonna give primaryshipping an acknowledgement don't really ship it but kudos for being the only OT3 with misawa i know

Would i fuck marry or kill?:

Sorry but I wouldn't kill him and tania can do the other two taking fuck into its more oof meaning (what they're mature it'll be fine well other than people complaining about a guy fucking a tiger lady)

[jojoingjoseph]

💚 (frum smol Josuke uwu)

Kiss meme

Send 💚 for a familial kiss@occasional-smolsuke-higashikata

He could recall the times when he was a boy in years past, remembering the embrace of both Erina and Speedwagon when they held him in their loving arms and gently peppered his bubbly cheeks with kisses. They were part of the fondest memories that never failed to bring him joy within his the deepest core of his heart, reminiscence threading through his mind’s eye while he held his own kid in his loving arms. Whatever powers that be, or even bothered to care enough, to allow him this chance to right something that weighed heavily over his mind ever since the day it was brought to his attention quite a long time ago, he couldn’t be more thankful for.

By no means had it been easy on him, coming to learn and know things that should’ve been forbidden to him for a normal life but for all it’s burdens and confusion; being able to have this moment.. this simple gesture for a child he never would’ve known until he was at the last stage of his life, felt ever more special to share. First time father for a kid that should’ve been his second, it was mind bobbling to say the least but none of that mattered for now. Oh no.. not at all…

Strong arms cradled the smaller body clinging to him, a round of giggles daring to chortle out from between smirking lips in spite of how watery his eyes were getting. His heart couldn’t thrum any harder with all the joys contained within, threatening to burst free of a sturdy rib cage or so it felt as the man continued to sing and sway in a well rehearsed series of steps. By the end of his spiel, he simply patted his free hand over Josuke’s back, rubbing in small circles after all their squealing and giggles subsided. Joseph merely stood in place, ignoring the few crystalline droplets tracing down grinning cheeks overflowing with complete bliss.

★ “ Josuke if you were any cuter, I’d go be a monkey’s uncle with how mad I’d become~! ” The man laughed, twisting his head to the side to land a kiss directly on the side of the boy’s face, “ How’d ya like that, huh? Having monkeys for cousins, we’d have to book trips to the zoo and make a lotta banana bread! They’d go bonkers over the ap-peel, Dahaha~ ”

[internetremix]

In IR lore, what are the personalities of your personas? Basic likes and dislikes?

Kristen: Goggles is An Child and behaves as such. She's very cheerful, very curious, a bit mischievous and also 100% obsessed with making fanwork of her internet family... like a goddamn weirdo. She'll usually be hanging out with everyone, spot some sort of inspiration, squeak with joy and then rush off to write or draw. She's also the defacto leader of the Smol Squad, which is composed of herself, Shyner, Jojo and Chi-chi, and she's usually the one squeaking out ridiculous plans in muppet for dumb shit like stealing cookies and trying to trap people in fanfiction scenarios. She likes to help and can often be found doing such things as assisting Xander in his many schemes or just popping up to provide shit like charts or hold things for other people- basically whenever it would be funny to have some goddamn muppet backing something up.

She loves plush toys, particularly Crockernanner, and also loves sugar, star decorations, and cuddles. She likes being picked up and loves attention, and she's pretty consistently attached to at least one person, often her big brother Split if she's not with the Smol Squad. She is in eternal war with Phill since he bullies her constantly, and will occasionally try to set up elaborate traps for revenge only to fail miserably. Also she's a huge weeb. She does not like to sleep and will often go days without it before being dragged off by some bigger person to take a goddamn nap you ridiculous child.  She is also very afraid of thunderstorms, she doesn't like loud noises or the dark.

She also has... various flaws and problems. But those are spoilers and I have no idea when/if we’ll be doing story stuff with IRsonas so I don’t want to give too much away with that.

Sorry this is very long, I think about my child a lot.

Jojo: JoJo is also a very happy child... like, stupid happy all the time. Like, they don't really have a concept of being angry. they're either manic happy or a bit sad. They love to find any way to make anybody smile or laugh, whether it be a somber happy, or a crying fit of laughter. They thrive off of happiness. They're a bit mischievous as well, and will try to play pranks and swipe things to chew on. They'll just appear in random places you'd never expect. like, in the pantry, the vent, or in your drawer. They chew things all the time to keep their dragon teeth sharp! They do tend to come off as obnoxious and kind of useless sometimes? But that's ok.

They love happiness, rocks, swimming, sandwiches, Vanilla coke, coffee, pianos, stars, ghost stuff(horror genre), and laughter. JoJo is pretty similar to Goggles now that I think about it x_xJoJo is best friends with Phill, and will always be on him in some way. Like his leg, back, holding onto his scarf by their teeth, etc. They're also very close with Goggles and Shyner, and Scott (even though Shyner tries to chase JoJo off with knives, JoJo will take it as a game of tag or something)JoJo doesn't like being yelled at or being told to go away. They get spooked easily by loud noises. They always get paranoid when they think someone is mad at them and will go to ungodly lengths to make them not mad or slightly annoyed with them, which sometimes makes people more annoyed with them than they were before.

JoJo is just an exaggerated version of me XD

Atwas: Atwas is fairly easy going. They make light of things often, and often hide serious sentiments behind jokes. They’re the type to roll with goofy and silly situations, and are very “yes and” type that enjoys escalating things in the name of light-hearted fun. They enjoy playing pranks, especially ones that take advantage of their hologrammatic nature (being able to enter and ‘possess’ electronics is something that they take advantage of often). Being technically in the cloud and a part of the internet at all times, they will often chime in with fun (often unrelated or humorous) metrics about situations and people as they occur—and often forgets that having a HUD isn’t something everyone has access to.

Being ‘technically’ invulnerable, atwas isn’t phased by the more dangerous things that go on in the IR tower, but usually prefers being a spectator or commentator as opposed to being an active participant in general shenaniganry. They don’t have any particular animosity towards anyone, and will occasionally help manage technical parts and functions of the tower.

They enjoy things like tech, cold weather, tea, fun statistics, darkness; and aesthetics like Film Noir and Retrowave.

They dislike things like excessively hot weather, being interrupted, getting too personal, having to put in a lot of “effort”, and being out of the loop.

Shyner: Shyner can easily be summed up to a tsundere in denial, and is the definition of an agent of chaos. If something goes wrong, she’s the one pouring a trail of kerosene to let the fire spread. She's loud, impulsive, and really doesn't give two shits. While quirky and charismatic, she’s also sarcastic and witty, reveling in the amusement of making fun of others. She’s often stubborn and impatient, thinking highly of her own beliefs and angered by those who dare to challenge her ideals. She also lacks a filter, and enjoys garnishing her words with colorful profanities. Filled with gripes of past trauma, she’s engaged in a constant internal war of turmoil and grief. She’s incredibly cautious and closed off around those she doesn’t trust, and can be very selfish.  Despite this, she’s loyal to the few people she cares about, going out of her way to put them first if a dire situation were to arise. She’s also very sneaky and mischievous, often finding amusement in spying on others. Her MBTI is INTP-T.

Her hobbies include stargazing, ghost hunting, spying, and Satanic worship. She enjoys melancholy vibes, horror movies, animals, thunderstorms, and has an unhealthy obsession with sweets. Yes, this child will stab you without hesitancy if you take her cookies. She dislikes seafood, big crowds, kiddie leashes, and is afraid of experiencing intense emotion she doesn’t understand.I love my satanic smol bean very much. If I may be so bold as to dive into the nitty-gritty psychology, Shyner possesses many flaws, a lot of which I personally struggled with growing up. She is a reflection of my past self, some gripes with my current self, and the perception of how I could have turned out if I hadn’t met my family at IR. Hiding behind the exterior of being a merciless bully, she still has an intense internal desire to be a good person, but gets frustrated and often derails herself in the process of fighting her desire to act on impulse. She keeps most relationships with people at arm's length, fearing that if someone were to think highly of her, it would only be a matter of time before they’re disappointed. If we were to go full-fledged story mode, she would most definitely have an intense character redemption arc, making the revelation that being shitty to those who care about her isn’t the way to run from her problems and hide away from her own sense of self-insecurity/hatred.

Phill: Phill likes mischief, bad jokes, sexual undertones, Jojo, sexual overtones, bullying Kristen, and the colour pink. That's it xD

Jojo: :D yay

Alex: Alex don't give a shit but is for whatever reason the bossman and is also as powerful as silver age Superman, just don't try actual murder of the crew and he won't yeet you into the sun

Moon: 2019 Moon is an idiot. If we didn't know any better, we would assume he was born from nothing but an old head of lettuce in Satan's refrigerator. Think like Scott from Monster Prom, but different. He knows his right from his left, but the compass is still just "NESW" to him. Impulsive, lovable, and kinda loud, this muscley dumbass will do practically anything you tell him to if he finds it enjoyable. When paired with a few people, he works well as a second to many dynamic duos. Brodingles and Moon/Split and Moon are two really good ones, dangerous shenanigans ensue. Can and will rap like a beast, any challenge to a freestyle will result in a career ending and a death being sentenced. Extroverted people pleaser, definitely shooting high to perform and when adapting to a character, goes a little too hard. This man played Gander in Charlottes Web and didn't stop making goose sounds for months. Did I mention he's also a disney princess? Singing, animals, mortal enemy falling to their death? Everything

Dawn: ToonWolf/Dawn's personality falls within the confines of recklessly adventurous who doesn't think things through entirely. They like to try and rope others into going on various hikes, treasure hunts, mythic/cryptid searches, etc. Unapologetic sailor mouth. They will fight for friends and family. Various animals, trinkets, treasures, and cool but useless garbage are brought back to the tower often (oops theres a liiiiiiitle bit of hoarding). Sometimes those animals consist of dogs, cats, lizards, bears, wolves, The Great Noble One, horses, lions, elk, you get the idea (Can I keep them?Pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaaseeeeee??????????).

Overall they are most comfortable and relaxed in/around water and likes a whole lotta things including sailing, swimming, adventure, stargazing, animals, mythology/legends, friends, family, and drawing.

They dislike waking up early, limitations, being talked down to, boredom, desert/hot/humid/dry weather, coffee, and the movie "Cube"

Tex: Tex is an avid cryptid detective + has a surprisingly good intuition when creating conspiracy theories about them to follow. Mm lots of memes and disguises. Smart, but usually just off on their own thinking about other stuff.Totally has a wall in their room dedicated to figuring all the cryptids out with like, red string and everything.

[innerclouds]

Another big ask request:

   “Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.”

—

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Don't recall.

2. Are you outgoing or shy? Latter.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Bae.

4. Are you easy to get along with? Probably not.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? If I'm drunk chances are they're drunk too so attempts at care would be made.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Big brains.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Mebe.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Idk.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? No.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Bae.

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Something about freezing to death.

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Don't have any currently.

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? No touchy.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Luck sorta, miracles no.

15. What good thing happened this summer? Computer didn't melt.

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Do e-kisses count?

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? You'd have to be stupid to think there wasn't any. Now if said life is as intelligent(lol) as humans or higher, that's another story.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Not really.

19. Do you like bubble baths? Not really.

20. Do you like your neighbors? Yes and no.

21. What are you bad habits? Nail nibbling.

22. Where would you like to travel? Lotta places.

23. Do you have trust issues? Yes, but it's more on the surface due to anxiety, if I get to know someone it evaporates.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Chat with bae.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? There's two of them and they sit high.

26. What do you do when you wake up? Yell at the cat to stfu/pitch alarm.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Albino levels of lighter.

28. Who are you most comfortable around? Bae, cat, 2/3 siblings.

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? I have not had contact with them so I don't know and I honestly don't care.

30. Do you ever want to get married? Yus.

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Ew.

33. Spell your name with your chin. No, you know how much bacteria is on a keyboard? I keep mine clean but even so, that's nasty.

34. Do you play sports? What sports? No.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV. I mean I already technically do, I don't bother watching anymore unless movies count but I use my comp for that.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yes.

37. What do you say during awkward silences? Absolutely nothing.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Bae.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Sprouts? Costco? I dunno, I wouldn't call those favorites, they're just stores.

40. What do you want to do after high school? I wanted to be into dinos, but too much leg work in terrible environments plus layoffs layoffs layoffs.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Ye.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Any number of things.

43. Do you smile at strangers? Lolno.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Spaaaaaaaaaaaace.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Chats with bae, cat yowling, alarm, not wanting to be homeless so go to work

46. What are you paranoid about? That is an extremely long list.

47. Have you ever been high? Yes.

48. Have you ever been drunk? Unfortunately.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Maybe.

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Black.

51. Ever wished you were someone else? Yep.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? Rather not say.

53. Favourite makeup brand? What makeup?

54. Favourite store? I answered this above.

55. Favourite blog? Bae's.

56. Favourite colour? Answered this.

57. Favourite food? Answered this.

58. Last thing you ate? Ice cube.

59. First thing you ate this morning? Orange juice.

60. Ever won a competition? For what? Ah... halloween costume thing in a game once, years ago.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? No.

62. Been arrested? For what? No.

63. Ever been in love? Yes.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? I don't think it counts.

65. Are you hungry right now? Sure.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Who says those aren't one in the same?

67. Facebook or Twitter? Both are equally interesting and retarded at the same time.

68. Twitter or Tumblr? See above.

69. Are you watching tv right now? No.

70. Names of your bestfriends? Sebbysheepy

71. Craving something? What? Bison burgers, thanks to above.

72. What colour are your towels? Black, gray and misc print.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? Four if you count the body pillow.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 11.

75. Favourite animal? Sharks, birds

76. What colour is your underwear? Currently? Dark blue.

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Yes.

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Answered this.

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Black.

80. What colour pants? Gray.

81. Favourite tv show? Answered this.

82. Favourite movie? Answered this.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Never seen either.

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? See above.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Stop asking about whatever mean girls is I've never seen it.

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Bruce and the sharks.

87. First person you talked to today? Cat.

88. Last person you talked to today? Bae.

89. Name a person you hate? I don't hate exactly, I just dislike with various tiers.

90. Name a person you love? People with brains.

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? No because that means I'd have to touch them.

92. In a fight with someone? Cat maybe.

93. How many sweatpants do you have? Three or four.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Two.

95. Last movie you watched? Don't recall.

96. Favourite actress? None.

97. Favourite actor? Sam Neill.

98. Do you tan a lot? I burn.

99. Have any pets? Gatto.

100. How are you feeling? Meh.

101. Do you type fast? Yes and no.

102. Do you regret anything from your past? Tons.

103. Can you spell well? Well.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? No.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Possibly.

107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes.

108. What should you be doing? Drawing.

109. Is something irritating you right now? This ask request has over 100 questions, that's abnormal.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Yes.

111. Do you have trust issues? Wtf, I've answered this in this same ask thing.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Idk.

113. What was your childhood nickname? I'd rather not say, it was mean.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yes.

115. Do you play the Wii? No.

116. Are you listening to music right now? No.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? Yes.

118. Do you like Chinese food? Love it.

119. Favourite book? Anwered this.

120. Are you afraid of the dark? No.

121. Are you mean? I try not to be but I can be.

122. Is cheating ever okay? No.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? I don't have white shoes.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.

125. Do you believe in true love? Yes.

126. Are you currently bored? Not really.

127. What makes you happy? Bae.

128. Would you change your name? Absolutely.

129. What your zodiac sign? Rat.

130. Do you like subway? No.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Uh, lol.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? I've answered this in the same ask thing. You need to screen these so there's no repeats. Shit gets old.

133. Favourite lyrics right now? None.

134. Can you count to one million? Why?

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? Been a few of those.

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed hopefully!

137. How tall are you? Smol.

138. Curly or Straight hair? Me? Wavey.

139. Brunette or Blonde? Me? Brunette.

140. Summer or Winter? Autumn.

141. Night or Day? Night.

142. Favourite month? Autumn or mid spring.

143. Are you a vegetarian? No. Meat is too tasty.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark cocolate.

145. Tea or Coffee? Yes.

146. Was today a good day? Meh.

147. Mars or Snickers? Snickers.

148. What’s your favourite quote? "Never try, never fail."

149. Do you believe in ghosts? Sorta.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? "That creep."

[askoldlaughingjack]

A question for lizard mom! Was there any blogs that made you want to have an LJ Blog?

((***SLAMS LIZARD HANDS ON DESK*** HELL YEAH, that being @petrifiedrainbows… Just, I remember way back in like.. 2014?? 2015??? I remember when i was a smol Lizard, I wanted to make a unique LJ blog too, but.. I was too spookied that I wouldn’t have a unique blog bc I was unoriginal, and at the time.. ‘cringey’ [I physically cringe at the very word]… But yeah, when I used to always stalk the blog, I really loved the blog and Faded [still do tbh] and the neat little bits of Voice acting they posted made me so goshdarn happy. this blog?? Amazing, brilliant art And when you think it couldn’t of been better, the mun?? They a gotdamn beautiful BEAN OF A DUDE. Super friendly and understanding of a lotta things!! Going back on the blog reminds me of when i was stress-free and happier too.. But ye.. sorry for rambling and pouring my heart out about how I love the blog but.. but kinda glad about this ask existing so I could c’: ty anon-))

[sun-kissed-star]

Medda and Jack are Here

Jack is 10 or so in this one again

enjoy, babes!

trigger warning: past child abuse (emotional and physical), mentions of injury

Jack rubbed his fingers over the pencil stub in his hand, using the sun rising outside the bars on the window to watch the shadows flicker over the sketch. The best he had for paper was an old napkin from the dining hall, but he’d made it work for the last few weeks.

Sighing, he leaned back against the wall and tipped his head back to watch the sun. It was the last few minutes of quiet he had before an alarm would sound off or a guard would come tromping through the door. Some kids were sitting up in their beds already, but most had sheets pulled over their heads to revel in the safety that came with the dark nights. When the guards were outside with flashlights and Snyder was sleeping on satin pillows, they didn’t have to worry about holding their breath and keeping their heads down. It was bliss, peace, and silence.

But in the Refuge, that could never last for very long.

The door clicked, and a few kids shot up with wide eyes. Jack felt his shoulders tense, but he tried to ignore it as he brushed the charcoal shavings off the napkin. When the door creaked open, a shadow was standing under the frame, and Jack had to blink to adjust his eyes to the light as he looked up.

Snyder stepped in through the door, shielding the hall light from melting into the room.

Jack felt his heart lurch. He ducked his head on instinct as Snyder walked around, hands clasped behind his back with that evil sneer Jack had grown to know and hate.

Snyder stopped in front of the window, just Jack’s luck. Towering over him, he looked about eleven times bigger than he was when Jack was on his feet.

“Stand up, boy,” he barked. Jack stood, glaring at him the whole way. “What are you doing?”

He ripped the napkin from Jack’s fingers. He held it up to his eyes, squinting at the drawing. It was just a picture of Jack’s dad before the streets had gotten to him. His eyes were wrinkled with laugh lines, and he was wearing a smile. Something Jack wished he could find in a place like this.

“What the hell is this, Kelly?�� Snyder said, waving the napkin under Jack’s nose. “Huh? What is this absolute shit?”

“None of your business is what it is,” Jack mumbled.

“What’d you just say to me, you little rat?” Snyder bent down to Jack’s level and held the napkin up. His hand crumpled into a fist, crushing the drawing with it. It was like the smiles, the closest thing Jack had found to happiness in days, were being pounded out right in front of him. “Think you can defend yourself against garbage like this? You really think anyone’s gonna give a damn what a little kid can puke out on some paper with an old pencil?”

When Jack didn’t say anything, his glare burning holes in the floor, Snyder shoved him back by the forehead. Jack stumbled and hit the wall, and Snyder used that moment to kick him in the ribs and send him to the floor.

Jack curled up, wrapping one arm around his stomach. His other hand was still holding the pencil for dear life. Snyder bent down again, pulling it away and snapping it in half. His eyes were cold, but they sent a burning pain through Jack’s heart.

“You’re worthless, Kelly,” he said, spit flying from his mouth and landing on Jack’s face. “You’ll never be good at what you do and no one will ever care. Got that?”

He didn’t even wait for an answer. He shoved Jack again, and Jack winced as the wood from the wall dug into his back. Snyder leaned up again, his eyes roaming around the room as if looking for anyone that would dare to move an inch with him around. Satisfied, he nodded to Jack as if they’d just been talking about the weather, turned around, and left the room. The napkin was still crumpled in his fist, the pencil shards in the other.

Jack watched him go with blank eyes, his knees pulling themselves up to his chest. He rubbed his stomach and whatever bruise Snyder had left there. It sure was a lot easier than thinking about his words, swimming around in his head and drowning him in his thoughts.

No one will ever care.

“What’re you doin’, honey?”

Jack slammed the notebook paper down on the table. He twisted around in his desk chair to look up at Medda, who was standing behind him with a hand on her hip and another on the back of the chair. He swallowed, discreetly tucking his pencil in his pocket.

“Uh, nothin’?” he tried, voice raising like he was asking a question.

“Doin’ homework?” Medda said. “Only fifth grade and they’re already piling on the work, huh?”

“Uh, yeah,” Jack said, looking down at his socks. He swung his feet above the ground, just to have something else to do other than meet her eyes. “Yeah, lotta homework.”

Medda didn’t look convinced. Jack had spent his whole life lying his way out of trouble, but telling her something that wasn’t true required capabilities beyond the human race.

“You sure about that?” she said, squatting down beside him. “Because last time I checked, you stuffed your backpack under your bed for the weekend. Not to mention that it’s Friday, baby.” Jack opened his mouth, then closed it, then opened it again as if he actually knew what to say. Medda nudged it closed with a finger, smiling softly. “You wanna show me what you were doin’?”

“Not really.”

“Why don’t you show me this time, and next time you can keep it to yourself?” Medda suggested. “Unless you need to me check your math homework again. Then we might have to work out a compromise.”

She smiled again as if she was hoping that would get him to crack a grin, but Jack couldn’t even get his face to lift. His heart was pounding like he was headed straight back to the Refuge as he flipped the corner of the paper.

It was a drawing of a Manhattan street. The first thing he’d seen when he’d walked past the Refuge gates at Medda’s side. She’d been holding his hand, and he’d drawn her off to the side of the sidewalk. He could picture the bright sun on that day as clearly as his own face, and it was lighting up the whole page. Usually, it was something he would draw on a good day, but now all he could feel was a sinking in his stomach as Medda leaned over to look at it.

“’M sorry,” he said. “I know it’s dumb. I was just bored, and, uh, I’ll throw it away. Sorry.”

Medda was shaking her head, and now he was starting to brace himself to watch her crumple it up and throw it at his head. Yeah, she’d never done anything like that before, but there was a first time for everything. 

“Oh, honey,” Medda breathed. “Why on Earth would I want that?” She smoothed the drawing out on the table. “This is beautiful, Jack, and I’d be surprised if I’m the first one to tell you that you’ve got real talent. Natural aptitude, I’d call it.”

Jack blinked. “Altitude?”

“Aptitude. It means you have a big future in front of you.” She got to her feet, putting a hand on the back of his neck and smoothing his hair. “And I can’t wait to see you get it, kid.”

There was a long list of things Jack had been expecting. That definitely had not been on that list. He didn’t know what else to say except for the obvious: “Uh, thanks, Mama.”

“Any time,” Medda said, patting his head. “Now, speaking of it bein’ Friday and all, I’m making pizza. Why don’t you give your hands a break and come down to help me?” 

Jack shrugged. “If it’s okay with you.”

“Honey, trust me,” Medda said, pulling him up under the arms and leading him over to the door, “there’s nothin’ I love more.” 

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Can you do some headcanons for bemily?

IDK HOW LONG THIS WAS IN MY INBOX SO I APOLOGIZE LMAO (also I’m not good at these buttttttt)

* Emily introduces Beca to the national treasure that is boba* at first beca jokes about not wanting balls in her mouth but one drink later and she’s addicted* Their mandatory once a week date night includes a stop at their favorite boba place* They have stamp cards and everything* Emily forgets to tie her shoes when she leaves their apartment* it’s become so much of a problem that Beca has to monitor her girlfriend when she leaves the house and sometimes has to ties her shoes for her. * Emily drags Beca on double dates with Stacie and Aubrey whenever they’re in town* ***Beca is always against it because somehow it ends up being an Emily/Stacie date where Aubrey/Beca are awkward and can’t hold a conversation together until they’re at least 2 beers in* ***but Beca secretly loves double dates with Staubrey* Emily buys Beca shirts and sweaters that are x2 her smol girlfriend’s size* Beca only acts like she’s against *sweater paws* but she truly loves it* Beca buys Tupac the hamster a new friend because one time Emily cried about him being lonely when the two aren’t home* Beca is the cook* Emily…….well she’s great at ordering take out* Beca makes Emily drive her car when she’s too lazy to drive them places* but she always regrets it because Emily leaves the seat adjusted for her so it takes Beca an extra 3 minutes to readjust it to how she likes it* When Emily drives she likes to hold Beca’s hand* But Beca thinks that’s really fcking dangerous* Beca is the sheet stealer* Emily snapchats everything Beca does and sends them to Chloe and Amy* Beca does the same and sends them to Aubrey and Stacie* Beca wants a dog* But Emily’s afraid it’ll eat Tupac and crumbs (chloe chose the name) * So they get a fish and name it dog instead* Yeah a lotta people who visit are confused when Emily asks Beca if she’s fed “the dog” and they see a fish* They know each others take out orders by heart* But they can never decide where to eat so they have to flip a coin to make a decision* Emily’s kindergarteners get excited whenever Beca pops in for a visit* Because “Ms. Emily says you’re a super famous rock star!!”* Beca knows all the vine memes and teaches them to Emily* Emily knows all the TV show memes and teachers them to BecaAaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnddddddddd that’s it bc Idk and I’m really bad at this lmao lmao