#lost life

[xobeyourselfxo]

My Body is Art!!!

[autumnlockheart]

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[pleasureinerasure20]

/Erosion/

Here is the window, open-

and down lies the throbbing street.

Clouds flit in and out, caressing the broken sun.

Echoes and pattering steps fill 

the room upto the brim-

bouncing like ping pong balls

hitting my ears.

I watch the pink walls- and the

curtains- surging waves by which

I drank love.

Small handprints- half pecked, half forgotten- delicate handprints,

everywhere- black, blue, green

dancing along the edge

of that white door.

The key- key? a thing of past, he must have-

ahh, candies- chocolate, vanilla, strawberry with its striped uniform- melting against my heavy tongue.

The dog sniffs - do the dead smell? A chocolate- bon appétit,

ohh how it-

Was it Hemingway?

My ivory comb glides through, 

a strand or two of curls

winding around the teeth. A

silver thread bounds them,

laying at rest in the wooden box

on the top shelf of the wardrobe.

The dog lies dead-

its tongue hanging over its jaw,

thinner than paper- my heart.

The paint on my face melts

in big drops.

Life and death roll up into one

frilly ball.

(p.s- i wish i knew what these hapazard lines i penned mean)

/pleasureinerasure20/

[phnxrse]

I loved you once

And I love you still

Always have

and always will

Even tho you’ve destroyed my soul

Ripped out my heart and left a hole

Absconding with the light you stole

I promised you this life and next

You loved me not for who I am

Only for what you could make me be

I loved you as you were and are

But I wish you’d love me for me

I tried to text and tried to call

Maybe in a way I’m trying to stall

As I curl up and start to ball

I still long to hear your voice

You so you’re disgusted by my body

You say I’m ugly as sin

You think of of her to get it up

But it dies once it goes in

Every night I cry for hours

And every day I long for flowers

In a garden that is all ours

But ‘‘twas never meant to be

I saw my future in your eyes

I wanted to start a family together

But according to you I’m beyond unworthy

Yet somehow still you’ll “love me forever”

Why can’t you just love me for me

Why is my worth based on my body

I’m sorry that I’m not a hottie

But I’ve been trying so fucking hard

I worked my ass off to loose the weight

135 pounds and counting

All of this in just 10 months

And yet your disgust is ever mounting

Call me crazy if you want

As I grow ever more gaunt

Your words are a spectre never ceasing to haunt

Your voice ringing out from the spectre

But it’s ok, I was born alone

And in the end I’ll die alone too

I’m sorry I wasn’t pretty enough

Or that I’ll never be good enough for you

But that’s the way the pages turn

And that the way our bridges burn

But it’s my fault I had to learn

My mother was right all along

“Love me tender and kiss me sweet”

You said to me on our first date

But it turned out to be a facade

As for my body you had so much hate

“I am nobody, who are you?

Are you nobody too?”

It seems that now our story is thru

Im sorry I was both too much, and not enough.

[introvert-slushie]

Currently thinking about how much Ford tries to hide his hands a lot when he can…behind his back with this stance. Due to how often he’s been bullied for it.

And also, how Mabel is one of the ones who Ford feels happy about showing his hands to because she thought they were cool looking upon first shaking his hand, instead of him being judged for his six fingers.

[ID: Gravity Falls screenshots. The first three are of Ford with his hands crossed behind his back. The last two are of him shaking hands with Mabel, and letting her paint a turkey on his hand. He's smiling in both. End ID.]

[devspeaks]

Chorh ke chal to diye hum tumhe

Par mera kuch hissa tumhare pass hai

Kuch uss tereh tutte hum

Na judne ki kuch aas hai

Saase aur dhadkane chal rehi hai

Par kya yehi zinda rehene ke nishaan hai....

DEVSPEAKS

[aimasup]

It's 4am and I can't get this out of my head

[romanticnyctophile-nabila]

Losing my shit in front of therapist, parenting myself via taking WATTPAD as ROLE MODEL for BETTER HUMAN RELATIONSHIP-what a character development!?!!!!!!?

Hatts off, hatts off to myself. Legit laughed for five minutes while clapping hands, and then wailed like a widow while pushing a pillow on my face because I don't want to talk why I have been suicidal & depressed.

নিজের থেরাপিস্টের সামনে নিজের চুল নিজে ছিড়তে ছিঁড়তে, ওয়াটপ্যাডকে নিজের জন্য নিজে রোল মডেল বানাচ্ছি কারন আমি টক্সিক এবং নিজেকে ভালো আচরন শেখাতে হবে। কোন ধরনের character development এটা রে ভাই? দুই মিনিট হাসি তো পাচ মিনিট কান্না করি

[mothmothwoth]

Found myself strangely obsessed with Skizz and Lizzie… there are apparently brain chemicals in there

[hinamie]

post-graduation trip airport looks

[canisalbus]

✦ Freshly ordained ✦

[xobeyourselfxo]

wet dreams?

-Artemas

[autumnlockheart]

❓What can cause demons to come back after receiving deliverance (Matthew 12:44)? How do you prevent this?

❓Is it true that Christians can cast demons out of themselves?

❓If you don’t have physical manifestations during deliverance/healing, did that person still receive deliverance/healing? (Spoiler: yes)

❓What are some examples of things that can open doors (or re-open doors) to demons?

—these questions and more answered in “Maintaining Your Deliverance— Part 1” by Apostle Kathryn Krick 🎙️🔥

[egophiliac]

it's never the last time.

I was trying to justify to myself having Leona know how to use a waffle maker, and. well. sometimes you just gotta go where the flow takes you.

[pimsri]

In Defiance of Death

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

And lemme know your age (if you feel comfortable!), and when you got your first phone in the tags!

If these options are scuffed I'm sorry, I genuinely have no clue how many phones people are "supposed" to have had (hence the poll)