#losing my mind omg FINALLY

[uthseikoashx-goingmyway]

i finally finished this devil's minion master playlist - which is eventually a mix of my other devil's minion playlists but all tangled. lots of songs to edit methinks (or to listen but hey......)

seems fitting to post this since tHE 1ST EPISODE OF SEASON 2 IS OUT

[wannabemylover]

rewatching the first episode of Hannibal and holy shit I forgot how good this is but it's actually insane that Brian fuller set up the ep like this, he introduces will and Hannibal by first briefly showing them at their core, at the darkest, most vile part of them---we get a glimpse behind the curtain---and then its gone, the curtain is snapped shut and we see their masks, their human suits.

Will empathizes with killers because he likes it, and he wants to kill but he refuses to give into the urge because he knows how much he'll like it and he won't be able to stop. So he lives vicariously through other killers, satisfying his own dark urge by feeding it little morsels of secondhand blood lust. Every crime scene he works gives the urge something that satisfies it, not enough for it to grow, but enough for it be sate. Enough that he can ignore it for long enough that he can walk around and be Professor Will Graham who is Weird, Brash, and Non-sociable.

And Hannibal is a cannibal at night and a psychiatrist by morning.

[mavenbeeee]

IZZY AND REKHA GM NEXT EP WOOOO IM SO EXCITED

[jayktoralldaylong]

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF RAPE

CAPTIVE PRINCE SPOILERS

You know what? This is.... Paces the room and slaps the wall with an open palm. No, this is definitely..... Punches a hole through the wall.

At this point, at this point, if I was Laurent, I would just let my uncle kill to be fucking honest. This is the height of things that have happened and I am losing my mind. It's not like I'm surprised, it's just the overwhelming audacity and endless betrayal.

I'm the one with unnatural feelings? ME?? YOU'RE the one who f*cking RAPED ME at the vulnerable age of THIRTEEN!!! I would lose my shit.

Not only has the Regent let this stupid believable rumour foster because everyone is well aware of how much Laurent worshipped his brother Auguste, but now he raises it as a countermeasure against Laurent ever revealing the truth. Like who the fuck are the people going to believe? Their bitchy prince or their seemingly benevolent leader with a heart of gold (he goes around fucking children!!! He's been bedding Nico since he was TEN!!! SCREAMS IN UNDILUTED RAGE!!)

I can't! I can't stand him. How?! Omg. Hoooow can people lie like they speak the truth? How can they do it without a shred of remorse? He took advantage of a young child at the time he needed him the most and he's flaunting that vulnerability, he's using it to his advantage because no one knows he likes children, because those who do know would never fathom that such a good man would do such a thing to his fucking nephew! He turned his nephew into a viper, he is the reason Laurent has no friends, no allies, betrayal and betrayal and yet another betrayal. And when the truth about Damen comes out everything is going to fall apart and I can't stand it. I can't stand any of this! I'm losing my mind. How? How has Laurent possibly put up with this for nearly ten years? I would have just given up and let the Regent take me, this is madness!!

[merakiui]

azul has that single dad on vacation vibe nailed to a T in that new card and i’m going insane. i will be his wifey so he never again has to be a single dad on vacation

He's literally this:

But it's okay because he makes it look so good. orz I will also be his wifey so that when he has his next vacation trip he won't be alone. <3 anything to make dilf Azul happy hehe!!! >:3c

[sskk-manifesto]

!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[batsplat]

casey also talks about sepang 2015 what do you think of that

oh in that podcast? uh... lemme listen again...

yeah idk it's not really anything new I'd say? he's said basically all the same stuff in more interesting and extensive ways elsewhere. I think casey inevitably has a very 'well feuding is bad and helps nobody' point of view, has expressed that before in the past, does it here again, and he's also drawn a parallel between himself and marc on several occasions. which... well, of course there's similarities in terms of public discourse or whatever, but the parallel really falls apart whenever casey argues the feuds cost valentino. like, I do think it's sometimes important to just. keep in mind. it's interesting that casey draws this comparison in his mind but that doesn't necessarily means he's right about this. I'm not sure how you'd argue that starting a feud with casey cost valentino anything competitively? you can argue it didn't help him I guess, and then we can have a debate about the ins and outs of the 2008 season. we can also have an argument that in a hypothetical world where casey isn't ill in 2009, valentino doesn't break his leg and casey isn't on a piece of junk in 2010, and valentino isn't on a piece of junk in 2011-12, then actually maybe valentino sparking open animosity with casey COULD have cost him. but we don't know that! didn't happen! I wish we could have found out, but we never got the chance! as it stands, the tally on this is pretty straightforward: casey won the title when things were reasonably civil between them in 2007, and valentino took control of the following season at the exact moment he worsened the relationship between the pair of them in 2008. obviously, it's all more complicated than that and casey would of course argue laguna didn't negatively affect his subsequent performances... but it certainly didn't help them. like, at the very worst valentino escalating tensions in 2008 is a complete net neutral. after 2009, them being bitchy to each other every other tuesday was completely competitively irrelevant beyond maybe affecting how they approached occasionally fighting for a podium position. hey, maybe casey used that feud to fire himself up through sheer spite throughout the later stages of his career, but that doesn't actually support his anti-feud stance - it's basically the exact same thing as what valentino does. they're both quite similar in that regard! always so hungry to prove a point, to show how someone else is wrong. kinda half the point with this feuding business is to get yourself going, get yourself motivated, yeah. he straight up openly admits to using yamaha's repeat rejection of him as a way of giving himself motivation, and at the end of the day that's really not all that different?

anyway, what else does casey say... oh yeah, that him and the other aliens were already kinda prepared for this and had learned vale's tricks. that valentino had only been able to get into the minds of the previous generation. welllllll *wiggles hand* sure, I mean, he did clearly have to change his approach... he couldn't just use the exact same playbook to get to them, either on-track or off-track. but that's why he did change up the playbook... again, whether you want to believe valentino won his final two titles 'in the head' rather than just through pure pace kinda depends on how you assess the evidence, but it is at the very least a debate. and, y'know, it's always worth remembering that valentino's most important mind games with casey didn't happen in a press conference... it was on the track. and the on-track stuff really is just embedded in how valentino approaches winning. speaking of aliens, this is what dani and jorge have said:

like, valentino's entire approach to his riding, even to the way he's setting his bike up, is deliberately about directly fucking with you... he's not actually always trying to be faster than you as much as he's trying to give himself the tools to make your life miserable, to pressure you into mistakes, etc etc... and again, especially with casey (if anything because he was so mentally sturdy), the off-track stuff was really just window dressing. (I know they bicker a lot after 2009 but it's just so fundamentally irrelevant to actual on-track competition.) so you can be aware of those tricks, but it also doesn't necessarily help you when someone's being nasty to you on-track in a way you just fully do not enjoy. which is what it was like for casey! for casey, a lot of this comes back to the truly unpleasant context of how he was perceived by the public, how he was treated as mentally weak or 'broken' or whatever partly because he had the misfortune of coming up against a bloke who had the reputation for breaking rivals. I think it's quite natural to end up with a bit of a hardliner 'actually I've never been mentally affected by a result in my life' stance - and of course casey is a lot tougher than a lot of people give him credit for. that being said. sometimes your rivals affect you, shit happens, it's part of the game. it's fundamentally a nice idea to think that valentino's tactics weren't just morally wrong but also ineffective, which is kind of the appeal of this narrative, right? you want to believe you're above that, you want to believe you were adequately prepared and wise to valentino's tactic. it's unsurprising and understandable that casey does tend to tell the story that way, but again it's *wiggles hand* also hard to describe it as completely factual

uh. what else. oh I'm thrilled casey does canonically know valentino and marc were friends, he has said he wasn't following motogp too much during that time period so you couldn't be sure of that. does this mean anything? does it tell you anything? well, no, but it's just a pleasing thought to me. I like that. oh also 'provoking particularly aggressive riders isn't a good idea' is kinda a funny take from casey? like, he of all people would hate the idea of being cowed by someone's reputation like that... casey's right that provoking fast riders can potentially be dangerous, but y'know I do think that's probably not news to anyone almost nine years later. um. that's all I've got I think

[greenhorizonblog]

I need to move the hell out of the city soon though.

I feel more and more like a wild animal every day. I'm scared of loud sounds and sudden movements and I don't like living among strangers. I want community that I know and that knows me. I want peace and quiet, just birdsong, a babbling brook and breeze through the trees ahh

[newbiealliance]

THE NEW ONE SHORT????? WOWWW

[likeanageoldclassic]

we’re not making it til the end of this week without the rep tv announcement, we’re getting it tonight or in tokyo, but WE ARE GETTING THE ANNOUNCEMENT THIS WEEK.

[madelynfilms]

i could run so many laps rn. i could run 3 miles without a break or slowing down rn. in under 15 minutes. under 10 minutes. i am losing my mind, gen v.

[in-madhouses]

harry styles to lads lads lads: best form of revenge no qs asked now go

niall horan: telling them your girlfriend has better hair than them

niall horan: yes offense

harry styles: if youre just gonna lie why bother

louis tomlinson: find the one thing they intrinsically link to their self esteem to n build ur life around systematically destroying it

liam payne: giv em detergent and tell thrm is coke

louis tomlinson: wait y u askin here zee would probably have some gr8 ones

niall horan: yeah i know for a fact that she moves my bookmarks when she’s upset with me so she’d be great for this

harry styles: im never prepared for her answers tbh

.

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The band au that no one asked for comprised entirely out of text messages and too many Hozier references … now has a follow up. A text fic about starving artists no longer starving, caricature characters and too many 3am messages. Might actually go ahead and make this a trilogy and then stop writing text fics forever so take a gander maybe.

i’d wanna be felled by you (held by you)

ain’t it like thunder under earth (the way it sounds)

[rae-a-licious]

GUYSSSSS IT HERE ITS HERE ITS HERE OMGGGGGGG

[lightsiided]

cont. for @othunderous

a sense of peace settles over her, brought on by the press of each of his fingertips along her jaw, the brush of his lips on hers. it's been a long time since she's felt so content, and her smile stretches and stretches as the ACHE of wondering whether or not she'd ever see him again melts away. "yeah," she returns, in an answering whisper, "you, too." she can't stop herself from kissing thor again, quickly, drawn in by his laugh. "i missed you."

     eyebrows arch as her feet hit the floor. rey can feel that something is wrong before he opens his mouth again; there's a PAIN on his face, a crease of sadness across his forehead. "it was what?" her hands squeeze his tightly; she takes a step closer. she's as close as she can get without pressing herself into his arms again, though she wants to, if it'll pull that look from him.

time slows as she awaits his explanation. it's her nature to hope for the best and expect the WORST, so it's not precisely a shock when he confirms what she'd been dreading: that there was something bigger at work when her friends at camp had started to vanish, one after another. something unlike the troubles she's USED TO facing, extending beyond the reaches of her own galaxy.

but it is a SURPRISE to hear of the stones, given what thor's shared about them. their conversations had made their presence seem more abstract, somehow -- almost as though it'd be impossible for any one person to round up a full set. it nearly doesn't sink in, but the dip of his shoulders and the weighted tone of his voice makes the truth register, distantly, over the blood suddenly rushing in her ears.

general organa -- all the others -- half of all life in the universe. GONE, just like that. how will she break the news to those that remain? how can she prepare them for something like this?

rey's eyes gaze vacantly at the walls of the room for a moment as she works to process what he's said. part of her is grateful to have an answer for the anomalies that have made up this last confusing week. the rest of her knows what he's shared is only the BEGINNING.

with an exhale of breath, she snaps back to attention, her eyes locking back onto thor. "so -- what now?" rey asks quietly, "what's next, is there a plan to stop him? how can i help?"

[pseudowriter69]

breaking my dia savings open (which are meant for moonlight disco tatsumi, hiyori, and yuzuru's birthday) for midoyuzu beach date 3 stars

they're so worth it

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

Screwed

Erik lived, but things are still Royally screwed up.

Read Chapter 25 on AO3 now.

It wasn’t the most planned out Christmas dinner any of them had ever had, but it was good. Ludvig had insisted on bringing a hundred different kinds of desserts, each sweeter than the last. They were pretty sure he was compensating for something.

Read the Epilogue on AO3 now.

73 Questions with Simon Eriksson (Prince Wilhelm’s Dreamy Boyfriend)

or read from the very beginning here.