#losing it lolll

[sparkles-rule-4eva]

Today I wound up spending like an hour flipping through my old sketchbooks and notebooks and I picked up a story I started writing back when I was like 14 and hadn't touched in years

I wrote it LONG before I became a Sonic fan, keep in mind

And as I read through it, I suddenly remembered that I had named a particular monstrous beast in it "Shadow."

Except now, as a Sonic nerd, I can't picture the name with anyone other than the Ultimate Lifeform. So reading my own ancient writings, speaking about this strange other "Shadow" had me WHEEZING

Examples:

Shadow killed my OC's dad, guys

ALSO THIS CHAPTER NAME WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK

I JUST—

I was LOSING it laughing at this earlier it's just so weird 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I know what I was actually talking about, but every time i read the name all i can picture is Y'KNOW AND IT'S SO FREAKING FUNNY

[dkettchen]

cursed construction core hi vis bra that came to me in a dream

In the dream I saw it in the window display of a hardware/DIY/trade shop, implying it was meant to be a practical garment designed for actual female constructions workers in a Female Armour level missed-the-brief attempt at gender inclusion

The practical support from the visible underwire combined with the hi vis implying it’s not meant to be worn as an undergarment, I just-

I blame my binge-reading ND Stevenson’s gender comics talking abt masculinity and femininity incl the one abt Victoria’s Secret lingerie yesterday for this monstrosity x’D

[w1ndarchr]

goodnight fruitcake

[gyrovagi]

have you ever felt the warmth of a god's happiness?

[notherpuppet]

I laughed so much while drawing this 💖 anime overlord high AU

[birdricks]

the really interesting thing about mortys fear of relying on rick is that it really does go both ways. like as much as hes afraid of needing rick... rick needs him just as much, if not more. and i think this ties into mortys fear of having to be responsible for ricks sadness.

there are SO many times where morty threatens to leave rick... just as rick constantly reminds morty that he can be replaced.

the difference is that morty COULD leave rick behind if he really wanted to. and he could probably be okay without him. but hell always come back to rick... because thats how hes meant to be. a mortys defining trait is how he will always put rick and his emotions first.

we can see this in evil morty and how he was able to escape the cycle simply by no longer caring about ricks feelings. what makes him different isnt being evil... its simply no longer prioritising the feelings of rick over his own.

like how many times do we see morty choosing to stay with rick despite everything rick puts him through? and i think this is partly where his forgiveness comes from. of course he does truly love rick and that plays into it, but hes also terrified of what might happen without him there to fall back on.

any time rick feels he might lose morty he spirals and lashes out in some weird manipulative way to keep morty reliant on him (which is ironically the very thing morty fears most).

and whenever he DOES lose morty for any amount of time he turns into a complete wreck. probably part of the fear of his own reliance on rick comes from knowing its largely manufactured by rick and not fully his own choice.

even WITH morty there to support him rick is incredibly prone to suicidal ideation and self destructive tendencies. its not hard to work out what would happen if morty was no longer around to cater to his emotions.

so he stays. of course its awful for him. but he does it. hes willing to sacrifice himself and his own emotions to save rick over and over again. because he knows what will happen if he doesnt.

[boobchuy]

age swap au in my head goes crazy nothing else in my entire life has had me reimagining an entire series from the ground up like this one

[cosmictapestry]

thibking about how in the comics lucien always calls dream “lord” and in the show lucienne always calls dream “my lord.” cpuld mean nothing though

[quietferns]

[sorryimananti-romantic]

Please let me spam BOOP you , i miss it last year

🦝

consider your spam boops received love <3 i'm just too unbothered to do boops this time i'm afraid

on a side note, hope you've been well! it's good to see you in the inbox again hehe

[itagakimizuki]

If we beat up every gangster on the street we'd eventually find them! Are you serious? That's too haphazard...

DROP (2023) | ep 5

[bishonenspit]

i definitely need to be on some kind of medication but i stg im so tired of medication trials nothing seems to actually work for me or i get relatively damaging side effects. so annoying

[silly-lackadaisy]

I guess it kinda annoys me sometimes when ppl post stuff like "every time someone draws [character] as a pretty anime [boy/girl/other], an angel loses its wings" or smth like that because I find anime + manga art styles very comforting in this world. It's always so pretty and cozy and elegant and everything lovely even when it's a tragedy. It's a nice treat for me to admire and I think demeaning other art styles is kinda messed up. Plus, over half of the ppl who I've seen say that can't even draw that well in general; for all I know, they could just be jealous. Look, different art styles are cool, but it's kinda crappy to pick on any of them, y'know?

to be fair though, sometimes anime/manga art could be improved in a few ways, but no art style is perfect lol

[deathtodickens]

Helena: (whispering in myka's ear) You just say the word, my love.

Myka: (whispering back) Is this your idea of sweet talk?

Helena: (still whispering) I'm certainly excited about the prospect of avenging Leena's unjust murder.

Myka: (sighing) Just... play nice.

Helena: Nice was Leena's job. Abigail's taken it on just fine. Let's hope Artie doesn't murder her, too.

Myka: The Regents agreed, it wasn't him. They agreed that he wasn't himself. They've accepted that.

Helena: And I'm not a Regent. Nor are you. He wasn't himself? He wasn't anybody else either. Leena died by his hand for whatever decisions he made leading to the moment he... did what he did. How can you just..

Myka: (glaring)

Helena: (takes in a deep breath)

Myka: This is the warehouse, Helena. Artifacts do things to people. They play with your mind. We all know that risk. We all take it, every single day. It could have been any one of us. It could be. It has been.

Helena: If he had hurt you...

Myka: I know.

Helena: If he ever does.

Myka: I know.

Silence.

Myka: But I think, for now, we have reached our warehouse homicides quota. Right?

Helena: It doesn't have to be in the warehouse.

Myka: Helena.

Helena: Fine. I won't murder him.

Myka: That's all I'm asking.

Helena: For now.

Myka: I... okay, sure. I'll accept that.

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

Giggling at the thought of Kiyondo trying to make food he'd see online. Him and Taka strike me as the type of people to do that and torment their father and Mondo with it. They just make the most oddest meals ever and bring it out to the two who are just looking at each other in fear. They wouldn't mind it if it was just Taka because they trust Taka enough, but Kiyo is also in the kitchen. Which worries them both.

They hate each other (not really, more of Takaaki hating Mondo and Mondo just dealing with it), but they can agree with the fact they're shitting their pants. They both give each other a very nervous glance before taking a bite out of the food. And sometimes, most of the time, it's awful because it's a weird ass combo or it's just bad in general. And they both have a feeling Taka did the cooking, but Kiyo was the one making the rest of the dish.

Takaaki in internally crying while Mondo is chugging down anything that can get rid of the taste.

But when it's good, they're just like "Odd, but good." Which is very rare. And usually the rare stuff is mostly things that are desserts. But even those aren't safe, too.

[knightelf]

gawd dangit i just want to work at a dispensary if i HAVE to have something go wrong ill take shitty customers again okay. ill take that over feeling like such an outcast among coworkers that look down on you ans treat mw like an awkward idiot that they dont want around as if we're all in middle school except im TWENTYsix and they are nine TEEN