#loosethoughts

[skullmercy]

loosethoughts

[tobedetermine2020]

I meet my very own personal Job yes the one and only Diablo has touch his life in so many ways but He is still up and running but Job don’t know that Jesus is the only keeping him in one piece. I hope I can help him to realize is nothing but Jesus son of God that don’t allow the Diablo to take his life.

[ambigu0usgay]

Some Loose Thoughts

I like to believe that I am a relatively open-minded person, well as much as the next person. Growing up I never put much thought into others gender or sexuality, always accepting others for what/who they were without question. I never understood why I couldn’t comprehend or accept my own thoughts on sexuality. Figuring out I was not totally straight was not some big dramatic epiphany, or the missing piece of my life that finally allowed the full picture to be seen; it slowly trickled into my consciousness bit by bit. Allowing myself to relinquish the control and undo the latches I had previously locked was not the relief I thought it would be. My whole life I had unknowingly (or so I thought) put up swopping cement walls, blocking even myself from access, and when I slowly began to breach the surface and climb over, it was terrifying. Still now, months later I have barely accepted this new part of myself. I am hesitant to label myself as any one sexuality, as I do not want to ever feel confined to a particular box ever again. If I should be able to have control over anything in my life, I should have control over myself.

               It’s almost funny to me now, thinking I was such an accepting person when I couldn’t even accept myself, I am truely the biggest hypocrite of them all. I still have only scratched the surface of the inner depths of my mind (hello years of unconscious repression), but what does give me relief is that I am finally moving. No longer remaining stagnant in the recesses of my mind, I am finally moving forward, and maybe soon I will be able to breathe again.

If you made it,first of all thanks for listening. Writing helps me sort my thoughts, and I figured putting some of my thoughts up for others to see could be nice, since I am not ready to share them with those around me (another loose thought: SEXUALITY IS SUPER WEIRD AND CONFUSING?)

[life-of-qin]

I was thinking about what was that idea i had for a comic the whole day. It was really funny and I know u guys would love it! . But sigh its not meant to be, so here's a drawing of me thinking hard about what was the idea i had 😂🤣 . I tried to draw the details as much as possible but tsk, im so bad with it and colours 😋 . . . #lifeofqin #idea #missingidea #loosethoughts #whatwasit #ughmybrainsucks #ugh #ughhhhhhhhh #catstuff #catsillustration #cats #sleepykittyontummy #sleepycats #singaporearts #singapore #singapura (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw9Qw3GhPrR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=122lu0f8f7tr3

[gabrieleye-blog]

Masc

It’s funny how we’re scared of people that wear ski masks because we don’t know who hey are but we fall for people words which create the most compelling illusions of a person

[clever-cleverland]

I am very selfish. Very self involved. I feel like I rarely think about others or the world at large. At night I find myself consumed by flaws & thoughts of what I could have or should have done better with my day-- at times I just dwell on things I've done or said that were pointless or humiliating. I never thought of myself as being someone who thinks the world revolves around them. But I might be a little more self involved than I'd like to admit to others or even to myself.

[afroenigma89]

Since I couldn't go to Masego last cause I was in Cincinnati I will be bumping Masego all day today....stupid adulting #Masego #Trapscat #LadyLady #LooseThoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/BpZncE9AzrQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bl4ujnvld8ii

[dpfagency]

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[tobedetermine2020]

Both of us yarn for a happines that may come from the outside without knowing that we can revive happiness in an empty house.

How sad would it be the have a vest in our home and not be able to sit in our living room and share a cup of coffee.

Where laughter will sit and joy where she will rest after the huge trip she has taken to come to our hous.

Let’s biuld our house, furnish it with our own decor and then search for happines to make her our main guest.

But let us do all this together because my love I do t want to take a step with out you. I love you and I want you with me.

[clever-cleverland]

flirting in code: whenever your girlfriend shoots you looks that you know are only meant for you... because only you can read her thoughts so perfectly.

[rainbow-squirrel-princess]

Loose thoughts about TV shows

I love when a series is coming to an end and everything falls into right places, children being born, couples getting together and back together, all weddings and proposals... Sad ‘It is really the end’ thought is still there, but this feeling is so calming, so satisfying, I just love it.

[tr0phychi1d]

Unfair

Life is always unfair. No one will ever have exactly what they want, and everyone will always want what somebody else has. Simple human nature, and to put it bluntly, it sucks. What sucks for me right now? I have been imprisoned behind the walls of the public education system forced to endure a workload that no child should have to accept, yet an acquaintance of mine has been running freely around Los Angeles for the past five days. He gets a break right before exams, I get more stress. Why? Because he plays sports and his father is rich. Go figure. Let's make the world harder on the hard-working and easier on the easy going. I would sass something along the line of, "I hope you're enjoying yourself," in a clearly vile tone, but as per your Instagram, you obviously are. I shouldn't blame you, anyway. I can only blame myself for not standing up for my childhood rights. *sigh* Maybe one day I'll shirk the system and be a rebel teen for once.

[tobedetermine2020]

I’m a pro at hiding

I learn how to hide my crying, then I learn how to hide my feelings, also how to hide my smile, I can even hide my love for you and never let you know I still love you.

I forgive you but I can forget you hurt me and that I won’t hide even if I have to I will never let you forget you hurt me

[psychotropicdeathjoy]

Es uno de esos días #clock #vintagemovies #city #loosethoughts #phillipkdick

[clever-cleverland]

Taking a trip to Denver with a friend in the spring. I was going to go alone, but found out she was already going as well. I don't think she has homosexual tendencies or maybe she's just never had any experiences. I am attracted to her in a lot of ways, but she has a kid... & I really don't want to ruin our friendship by trying to put moves on her. I do really want to kiss her sometimes. I hope that when we get to Denver that just once, we find ourselves huddled together under the same blanket watching the sunrise & fantasizing about all the adventures we will take to other places after this one.

[ventingchaos]

Loosethoughts

I dont even know what to think when it comes to you. Because im scared to think when it comes to you. Deep inside i have this hope that someday youll realize maybe im the one that got away. Im the one you let get away. I might be building these ideas in my head that youre doing these little things to talk to my best friend just to get close to me, just to figure out a way for me to say hi to u again. But i mean its just an idea. Hell if i was wrong with the idea that youre feelings had changed between me and you then theres no way im right about this one. I dont know why i miss you. I think about the day you came to paulos just to spend time with me after practice. Thirty minutes before i had to go home and you still didnt mind seeing me. Even if all we did was cuddle and fall asleep listening to pretty wings. And when you walked me to the cAr the way you put your arms around me and opened the car door. And then u held my hand while driving and walked me to my front door kissing me goodbye. I cant keep missing the good i experienced with you. I need to realize that ur probably never gunna change. And that all of this is in my head.