#lookmaxx

[diamondintherioux]

9/5/24

6 months post op

Well ladies and gentlemen, we made it. Six. Months. Post. Op. Wow. What a journey it has been. I feel like I’ve lived 3 different lives.

This new body has given me what I always knew I had, shape. Real feminine shape that makes clothes actually fit my body. It’s crazy to think how diet and exercise truly couldn’t give me this body. I feel like I’m a butterfly floating through life. My jean size is smaller than what I wore in high school (granted I do think sizes are “bigger” nowadays.)

It’s peak* week for me because next week I’m leaving for vacation but I’m already thinking about what I’m going to do when I come home. For the past decade, every winter no matter how hard I try I always gain 10 lbs lol then I spend the spring and summer trying to lose it. Rinse and repeat. This year will obviously be different. I have a plan. When I come back I’ll be wearing my faja 12 hrs a day (basically to curb my appetite from the compression.) I will up my personal training 2x a week. I want to do private Pilates classes 2x a week. I bought a walking pad so no excuses to not get 10k steps but in the winter I want to aim for 20k steps a day. Half inside half outside. After that is my meal plan. Prioritizing protein and water intake. I’ve been slacking as per usual lol my lack of protein amps up my sugar addiction to supplement for my hunger lol I know it’s not funny and actually fucked up. I blame my mother for not cooking when I was younger and subsequently not teaching me.

In addition to fitness and nutrition I need to unclutter my mind. I have wayyyy too much stuff. Clothes, shoes, bags. I’m going to do a fall cleaning and donate everything. Even the designer stuff. I have to make a promise to myself; no more secondhand shopping. I get it, trust me, more than anyone how “good” it is for the environment. But I do believe there is a spiritual aspect to it that is negative. Bringing someone’s thrown away trash (essentially) into your scared space, onto your body. It’s bad. I’ve been thrifting / vintage shopping since 2011 and let me tell you I’ve accumulated so much shit lol it’s just not fun. Yeah you’re saving a buck but who gives a fuck? lol in the grand scheme of things when you get older you won’t want another person’s trash. Trust me. There’s a reason why rich people always remodel the homes they buy.

Beauty maintenance also starts in the winter. Stringent morning and nighttime routines. Red light therapy. Facials. Chemical peels. Micro-needling. Lasers. Lymphatic massages. I really want an eyebrow lift. I was thinking about getting an eyebrow transplant but I think an eyebrow lift is the way to go. Investing in your body > clothes/bags. Trust me

To circle back, this new body has changed my life. My job is to now maintain it and make sure it only gets better. You work out in the winter to show off in the summer. Next summer I want to be on a super yacht off the coast of Italy in the tiniest Brazilian bikini known to man. I want to take a photo 1 year post op and see how much I’ve changed. I want to lose 10lbs and then I truly think I’ll be happy (I swear I’m not crazy)

It’s so wild going from a size 6/8 to a 2/4 lol plastic surgery is so worth it if you do it slow, go to the best, and make tweaks

*peak week entails

Mani + pedi

Hair Botox

Brazilian wax (will get laser when I get back)

Eyelash extensions

Facial

Due to the location I going to I’m not getting a spray tan but that would usually be on the list.

[alcoholicpilot]

alternate ending to this post 😉

[daveledz]

mewing ville

[mist-dancing]

love your art! could you do aroace mousefur ? :)

Aroace Mousefur for you! I realised majority of my icons are frowning or angry so she gets to be confident.

[ferocioustrout]

she’s mewing……………..

[smulnsander]

ARCADE IS SUCH A CUNT

[daily-glasses]

Glasses Tournament: Round 1, Part 1

vvv Propaganda under cut vvv

Horropedia

Hes so silly and autistic. (Not canon but very much coded. I mean he literally can't understand social cues and his special interest is horror movies, dude named himself Horropedia come on man.) Also my boyfriend kins him and my boyfriend is the bestest in the entire world. And oh my GOD is Horropedia so cutesy. Don't let the TikTok lookmaxxers get to you, negative canthal tilts are soooo in.

Also if you're a Scream fan he has a little Scream charm on his belt so yeah. - @rhythmheavensys

Feel free to submit propaganda for either Horropedia or Meenah!

[zankaboo]

If El Cool P send MJ dickpic he would spend an enormous amount of time to analyze it and type a big ass text explaining in every detail why his pic is shit without any soul and skill when Cool P would be like haha you were staring at my dicc cockpilled lookmaxxer

I'm not sorry

KJHFGDKJ YOU ARE SO RIGHT

Cool P will never stop bothering MJ about that

[parasitic-dreams-au]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

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[diamondintherioux]

6/23/24

15w5dpo

I’ve been slacking ~shocker~ I know. It’s hard I can’t lie. The summer is all about iced coffee and ice cream, sweet little treats, patio season. It’s hard to resist. I’m trying not to break my own balls and remind myself that life is about “balance” but fuck it’s hard. I remind myself that I didn’t spend thousands of dollars to fuck up my progress by stuffing my face. The problem is where I live has been a catastrophic heat wave. It’s so hot that just by being outside for 5 minutes will leave you drenched. I have to think about a lot. Not just my body but my skin. It’s easier to just be a fat couch potato than go outside.

But that all changes this new week.

It’s a big week for me. On Tuesday I get IPR done to my teeth. I’ve been waiting 16 years for this. IPR is where they shave your teeth on the sides. Can’t wait to actually have straight teeth. My teeth are the one feature that I constantly get complimented on. Invisalign is taking it to another level. I also want to start a meal plan that I used back in 2019. I used to go to the gym 6x a week and eat 100% clean with this meal plan. I was absolutely tiny. It’s wild for me because I remember at the time I still thought I was fat lol my problem is having sweets in the house. If it’s outside the house I’m good. But once I have cookies or ice cream in the house I will devour it. The reason I’m restarting this meal plan is because portion sizing is killing me. I’m going to have to start measuring my meals again. I’m doing this because I’m going on vacation in September and I want to not only be in the best shape of life but I want to eat everythingggggg. This is a country where culinary arts are top tier.

I wear the faja overnight. I took a two week break from wearing it about 2.5 months post op. I know I should wear it more just for the curbing of the appetite aspect but with this heat it just makes it hard to breath. Pro tip: don’t get your surgery in the summer lol

This is my last week of “club Pilates” and my personal trainer on vacation. I’m ready to join a real Pilates studio or better yet start doing privates. I still get lymphatic drainage massages once I week. I really like the girl who does them so I’ll just continue for her.

As you get older life and experience start weighing on you. That’s why you gain weight, develop wrinkles, etc. the youth really is wasted on the young. I was at the mall and all the girl are wearing tiny white crop tops with either denim shorts or tennis skirts. They are tiny. Size zero, perfect ratios with no surgery. All because they are young. Then you see their moms and foresee what they will look like in the future. Not good. While genetics plays a huge role, taking care of yourself if a lifelong endeavor.

[crossroadsnumber1doctor]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

" Get out. "

[partycage]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

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Can I go back to sleep

[officialpenisenvy]

westpilled lookmaxxer

i love you

[fapper]

Sorry iknow this guy is like. The king of lookmaxxers but he is so ugly to me. Like this is ugly. His eyes are ugly but they praise his eyes like. “Predator eyes” Hello… thats miley cyrus eyes

[aro-with-bad-aim]

currently trying to revise for an exam on othello and there is a lot of simularities between roderigo and iago and the whole "alpha/ sigma male" attitudes. Roderigo can be interpreted as a guy with a lot of unrequited love ("I confess it is my shame to be so fond, but it is not my virtue to amend it" 1.3), and hes not feeling great about it ("I will incontinentally drown myself" 1.3). However, in comes Iago, with seemingly all the solutions to his problems. He gives roderigo a scapegoat (cassio and othello) and manipulates roderigo into hating anyone who gets in his (iago's) way ("by heaven, I rather would have been his hangsman" 1.1). Its very similar to the way alpha male influencers work: they prey on the vulnerable and lonely, give them a 'solution' to their problems and make them hate whichever person or group of people to benefit the influencer (usually women, immigrants, etc).

Iago constantly pushes a similar misogynistic sentiments to what modern 'alpha male influencers' push. He tells emelia and desdemona that women "rise to play and go to bed to work" (2.1) and says that the perfect womens role is "to sucke fools and chronicle small beer" (2.1), meaning be a mother and a housewife. He also treats his wife awfully, calling her "a good wench" (3.3) when she does what he asks, and defaulting to calling her "foolish wife" (3.3). even emelia comments on it, telling desdemona that "they (men, husbands, etc) eat us hungrily, and when they are full, they belch us" (3.4), showing how iago uses his wife without a second thought. Iago also puts forward racist ideas as well with how he refers to othello, often using dehumanising language when referring to him, such as "a black ram is tupping your white ewe" (1.1). In a similar way, modern 'alpha male influencers' push this kind of hateful retoric, manipulating their audiences to replicate it.

Theres also the emphasis on money. Iago tells roderigo to "put money in thy purse" to appeal to desdamona. he tells him to send her "jewels" through him (which he just keeps). Its the idea that money and surface level things are what keep relationships going; that all women value is money and an attractive appearance; the backbone of the finance bros and the 'lookmaxxers' (i hate that ive had to use that word). Iago also pushes this idea, telling roderigo that "it cannot be that desdamona should long continue her love to the moor" (1.3) and that "she must change for youth; when she is sated with his body, she will find the error of her choice" (1.3), interlacing every statement with "put money in thy purse". its almost overwhelming, the constant pushing of 'alpha male' ideology, the repetition of "put money in thy purse". It leaves no room to think, it offers a straightforward explanation and solution and moves so fast that you dont have time to question it, too caught up in the surface level façade of logic in their logical fallacies (think of people like ben shapiro). Iago cant comprehend that desdamona and othellos marriage is equal and based on love, seeing it as equally shallow as his own. as a modern day viewer there are obvious criticisms/ questions about the age gap between desdemona and othello, however the ethical implications of their relationship arent really what iago was referring to.

and whats the gain from all this (besides pushing their own hateful values)?. "That thou, Iago, who hast my purse/ as if the strings were thine" (roderigo 1.1). Money. Alpha male influencers prey on the vulnerabilities of men to profit off them. It seems like theyve all got a shitty course or a shitty book or a shitty podcast you have to shell out thousands to access, all for a small taste of what 'enlightenment' is. Self actualisation coming at the price of your monthly paycheque. And when youre lonely and desperate, youll take anything. This persons given you a reason for your problems, theyve told you how great you are ("I never found a man that knew how to love himself" 1.3) and is now offering you a step by step guide to be better? why wouldnt you buy it? "O murderous slave! O villain [stabs RODERIGO]" (iago, 5.1). As soon as roderigo is no longer useful, hes thrown away, backstabbed (literally). and its the same with people now who fall victim to those "alpha male" ideologies. they spend so much money on these courses and pretty much ruin their lives in the process. I mean, who willingly chooses to be around an andrew tate stan other than other andrew tate stans? obviously the courses and books and podcasts dont work and youre left feeling lonelier than before, with nothing left but an echochamber for a community, a connection built on repeated slogans and hate. the influencers dont care that the methods their pushing dont work, theyve worked in their benefit, people are talking about them and thats all that matters.

tl;dr: iago is the elizabethan equivilant to andrew tate. stay safe out there, lonely men, hate wont fill that hole in your heart, go start hobbies and find community through whimsy and shared joy

[daily-glasses]

Horropedia propaganda.

Hes so silly and autistic. (Not canon but very much coded. I mean he literally can't understand social cues and his special interest is horror movies, dude named himself Horropedia come on man.) Also my boyfriend kins him and my boyfriend is the bestest in the entire world. And oh my GOD is Horropedia so cutesy. Don't let the TikTok lookmaxxers get to you, negative canthal tilts are soooo in.

Also if you're a Scream fan he has a little Scream charm on his belt so yeah. (In his 2nd Outfit)

Also here's a thirst trap.

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