#lookmaxx

[diamondintherioux]

9/5/24

6 months post op

Well ladies and gentlemen, we made it. Six. Months. Post. Op. Wow. What a journey it has been. I feel like I’ve lived 3 different lives.

This new body has given me what I always knew I had, shape. Real feminine shape that makes clothes actually fit my body. It’s crazy to think how diet and exercise truly couldn’t give me this body. I feel like I’m a butterfly floating through life. My jean size is smaller than what I wore in high school (granted I do think sizes are “bigger” nowadays.)

It’s peak* week for me because next week I’m leaving for vacation but I’m already thinking about what I’m going to do when I come home. For the past decade, every winter no matter how hard I try I always gain 10 lbs lol then I spend the spring and summer trying to lose it. Rinse and repeat. This year will obviously be different. I have a plan. When I come back I’ll be wearing my faja 12 hrs a day (basically to curb my appetite from the compression.) I will up my personal training 2x a week. I want to do private Pilates classes 2x a week. I bought a walking pad so no excuses to not get 10k steps but in the winter I want to aim for 20k steps a day. Half inside half outside. After that is my meal plan. Prioritizing protein and water intake. I’ve been slacking as per usual lol my lack of protein amps up my sugar addiction to supplement for my hunger lol I know it’s not funny and actually fucked up. I blame my mother for not cooking when I was younger and subsequently not teaching me.

In addition to fitness and nutrition I need to unclutter my mind. I have wayyyy too much stuff. Clothes, shoes, bags. I’m going to do a fall cleaning and donate everything. Even the designer stuff. I have to make a promise to myself; no more secondhand shopping. I get it, trust me, more than anyone how “good” it is for the environment. But I do believe there is a spiritual aspect to it that is negative. Bringing someone’s thrown away trash (essentially) into your scared space, onto your body. It’s bad. I’ve been thrifting / vintage shopping since 2011 and let me tell you I’ve accumulated so much shit lol it’s just not fun. Yeah you’re saving a buck but who gives a fuck? lol in the grand scheme of things when you get older you won’t want another person’s trash. Trust me. There’s a reason why rich people always remodel the homes they buy.

Beauty maintenance also starts in the winter. Stringent morning and nighttime routines. Red light therapy. Facials. Chemical peels. Micro-needling. Lasers. Lymphatic massages. I really want an eyebrow lift. I was thinking about getting an eyebrow transplant but I think an eyebrow lift is the way to go. Investing in your body > clothes/bags. Trust me

To circle back, this new body has changed my life. My job is to now maintain it and make sure it only gets better. You work out in the winter to show off in the summer. Next summer I want to be on a super yacht off the coast of Italy in the tiniest Brazilian bikini known to man. I want to take a photo 1 year post op and see how much I’ve changed. I want to lose 10lbs and then I truly think I’ll be happy (I swear I’m not crazy)

It’s so wild going from a size 6/8 to a 2/4 lol plastic surgery is so worth it if you do it slow, go to the best, and make tweaks

*peak week entails

Mani + pedi

Hair Botox

Brazilian wax (will get laser when I get back)

Eyelash extensions

Facial

Due to the location I going to I’m not getting a spray tan but that would usually be on the list.

[alcoholicpilot]

alternate ending to this post 😉

[mist-dancing]

love your art! could you do aroace mousefur ? :)

Aroace Mousefur for you! I realised majority of my icons are frowning or angry so she gets to be confident.

[ferocioustrout]

she’s mewing……………..

[smulnsander]

ARCADE IS SUCH A CUNT

[daily-glasses]

Glasses Tournament: Round 1, Part 1

vvv Propaganda under cut vvv

Horropedia

Hes so silly and autistic. (Not canon but very much coded. I mean he literally can't understand social cues and his special interest is horror movies, dude named himself Horropedia come on man.) Also my boyfriend kins him and my boyfriend is the bestest in the entire world. And oh my GOD is Horropedia so cutesy. Don't let the TikTok lookmaxxers get to you, negative canthal tilts are soooo in.

Also if you're a Scream fan he has a little Scream charm on his belt so yeah. - @rhythmheavensys

Feel free to submit propaganda for either Horropedia or Meenah!

[itsm3m00n]

highlights from my trip to new york

a woman who wore her sunglasses upside down

the cat sitting in a window two stories above where i was walking that was flaunting the toe beans

the two guys who were in shitty spiderman and deadpool costumes who started pretend(?) making out in Times Square

jerry.

the blue sheep thing i found in a bookstore at the Plaza Hotel, which i named Dooph.

a random man who made the friendpilled lookmaxxer face at me

that one moment in Six when Anne of Cleves took of her cool bejeweled skimpy outfit to reveal an even cooler bejeweled skimpy outfit

jerry.

a cashier at a sandwich shop who greeted me by going "hey (n word)! what can i getcha?" then proceeded to make me the best sandwich i have ever eaten in my life.

the bug guy at the American Museum of Natural History who tried to hand my mother a Madagascar Hissing Cockroach. @snekthedemonnoodle lmao (my mother hates cockroaches with a burning passion)

the rubber Chicken Purse i found at Chelsea Market that i almost bought but didnt even though i have a friend who would've loved it

jerry.

[zankaboo]

If El Cool P send MJ dickpic he would spend an enormous amount of time to analyze it and type a big ass text explaining in every detail why his pic is shit without any soul and skill when Cool P would be like haha you were staring at my dicc cockpilled lookmaxxer

I'm not sorry

KJHFGDKJ YOU ARE SO RIGHT

Cool P will never stop bothering MJ about that

[mkultrad]

how "sigma male grindset lookmaxxer phonk tiktok male manipulators" look when real american psycho by bret easton ellis readers come at them

[diamondintherioux]

6/23/24

15w5dpo

I’ve been slacking ~shocker~ I know. It’s hard I can’t lie. The summer is all about iced coffee and ice cream, sweet little treats, patio season. It’s hard to resist. I’m trying not to break my own balls and remind myself that life is about “balance” but fuck it’s hard. I remind myself that I didn’t spend thousands of dollars to fuck up my progress by stuffing my face. The problem is where I live has been a catastrophic heat wave. It’s so hot that just by being outside for 5 minutes will leave you drenched. I have to think about a lot. Not just my body but my skin. It’s easier to just be a fat couch potato than go outside.

But that all changes this new week.

It’s a big week for me. On Tuesday I get IPR done to my teeth. I’ve been waiting 16 years for this. IPR is where they shave your teeth on the sides. Can’t wait to actually have straight teeth. My teeth are the one feature that I constantly get complimented on. Invisalign is taking it to another level. I also want to start a meal plan that I used back in 2019. I used to go to the gym 6x a week and eat 100% clean with this meal plan. I was absolutely tiny. It’s wild for me because I remember at the time I still thought I was fat lol my problem is having sweets in the house. If it’s outside the house I’m good. But once I have cookies or ice cream in the house I will devour it. The reason I’m restarting this meal plan is because portion sizing is killing me. I’m going to have to start measuring my meals again. I’m doing this because I’m going on vacation in September and I want to not only be in the best shape of life but I want to eat everythingggggg. This is a country where culinary arts are top tier.

I wear the faja overnight. I took a two week break from wearing it about 2.5 months post op. I know I should wear it more just for the curbing of the appetite aspect but with this heat it just makes it hard to breath. Pro tip: don’t get your surgery in the summer lol

This is my last week of “club Pilates” and my personal trainer on vacation. I’m ready to join a real Pilates studio or better yet start doing privates. I still get lymphatic drainage massages once I week. I really like the girl who does them so I’ll just continue for her.

As you get older life and experience start weighing on you. That’s why you gain weight, develop wrinkles, etc. the youth really is wasted on the young. I was at the mall and all the girl are wearing tiny white crop tops with either denim shorts or tennis skirts. They are tiny. Size zero, perfect ratios with no surgery. All because they are young. Then you see their moms and foresee what they will look like in the future. Not good. While genetics plays a huge role, taking care of yourself if a lifelong endeavor.

[parasitic-dreams-au]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

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[crossroadsnumber1doctor]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

" Get out. "

[partycage]

You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. Bro why are u so Skibidi Today like literally u have L Rizz only in Ohio while hitting the griddy because u got fanum taxed only because that gyatt is too small you need to cook more and stop freddy fazbearing me or I will get the sigma rizzlers to rizz you up You're so skibidi fanum taxing in the sigma Patrick Bateman :clown:. Level 6 gyatt ong and on Kai Cenat's W rizz. Baby Gronk & Ice Spice doing the grimace shake challenge with smurf cat. Only in ohio does sussy baka peppino pizza tower on the Skibidi Toilet Titan Cameraman, TV Woman, Lankybox and Titan Speakerman. There's nothing we can do.. but me personally I wouldn't let that slide cuh. :moyai::wine_glass: masteroogway, Speedmcqueen, manlikeisaac. Nathaniel B on that goth thug shaker fortnite roblox pass be on South Park, Family Guy and Subway surfers. Fr tho, can he beat American :camera_with_flash: Sus. Goku? NickEh30 w/ opium bird & cg5. Mommy/daddy? Jit trippin, nahhh das crazy. Do the griddy with the biggest bird in Rainbow Friends and Huggy Wuggy. Doors be the most lightskin stare Travis Scott has ever seen with Drake. Blud got that 1, 2, buckle my shoe PACKGOD vs Leg w/ IShowSpeed on that Garten of Banban rizzler. nah let bro cook, it's gonna be rizzmas in a few months of mewing and we're griddying to mogwarts and you owe me fanum tax. adin ross and kai cenat are edging cause ishowspeed? more like ishowmeat, so sigma alpha bet rizzler. what the gyatt mogus grimace shake only in ohio skibidi toilet in real life brrr yes yes yes skibidi. are we gooning or mogging because uncanny valley backrooms lowkey giving L rizz yapper of the gyattdamn digital circus. pomni banban wonka soyjack. fatherless ratio behavior, sussy opp devious... temu lookmaxx shh im mewing.. har har har freddy fivebear

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Can I go back to sleep

[officialpenisenvy]

westpilled lookmaxxer

i love you

[fapper]

Sorry iknow this guy is like. The king of lookmaxxers but he is so ugly to me. Like this is ugly. His eyes are ugly but they praise his eyes like. “Predator eyes” Hello… thats miley cyrus eyes

[daily-glasses]

Horropedia propaganda.

Hes so silly and autistic. (Not canon but very much coded. I mean he literally can't understand social cues and his special interest is horror movies, dude named himself Horropedia come on man.) Also my boyfriend kins him and my boyfriend is the bestest in the entire world. And oh my GOD is Horropedia so cutesy. Don't let the TikTok lookmaxxers get to you, negative canthal tilts are soooo in.

Also if you're a Scream fan he has a little Scream charm on his belt so yeah. (In his 2nd Outfit)

Also here's a thirst trap.

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