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lonelyshrimp · 5 years ago

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What happened with your roomies if you don’t mind me asking...?

Yknow what I’m in a mood and they don’t know my tumblr (haha they think I’m a cisstraight girl lol) so let’s get into some shit. Imma put everything under a read more bc imma rant a bit and this is gonna get long.

TW: food, unsanitary (general things not being kept clean, typically bathroom and kitchen related), drug use, fighting, slurs

tl;dr if you dont feel like reading this beast:

They steal what food i dare leave out in the kitchen rather tan keep in my room

They slam doors excessively, fight, yell horrible things to each other, have friends over yelling at like 2 am (last night for example)

Leave the doors unlocked and open?? We cant even lock the front door anymore??? (Dw the doors to our rooms all have locks. If I’m in my room or out of the house, my door is locked)

Constantly throw around the r slur. Like. All the time. Including one person having called me it. Y i k e s

One person keeps smoking in the house even though i’ve asked numerous times (and even have a note on my door) asking people to please smoke outside, it gives me headaches. You are physically hurting me stop.

Don’t Clean Anything. The kitchen is a wreck. The toilets are constantly clogging, I Am In Hell.

For context: the house is a one story house divided into a main floor and finished basement. It’s a rooming house and the basement is largely seperate from upstairs. (They have a kitchen door that they keep closed and locked.) The stairs to the basement are split into two smaller flights, with a landing in between the floors. That’s where the side door is. The public spaces upstairs are the kitchen (connects to stairs), the hallway, and the two bathrooms (big main one, tiny water closet by the front door). The rest of the upstairs is split into five rooms. For comprehension sake, we’ll call my roommates: The Couple (M&F), A, T, and J.

Mmkay lets start with the least egregious and move our way up, shall we? Theft! Of anything and everything! No one can have anything out in the public areas if they actually care about it. It. Will. Get. Stolen. Now, I have a mini fridge and the second biggest room here, so I’m lucky in that 99% of my groceries, as well as all my other belongings, fit in my room. There’s just a wee problem: I don’t have a freezer. Not to fear, past naïve me thought, I’ll just clean out and use the locked freezer since I still have the keys for that fridge! (We have two fridges and food theft was a problem beforehand and so me and my friend who lived here cleaned out the second fridge to use as our own and kept it locked.) I decided to do this after I had bought myself some ice cream, wrote my name on the top, and put it in the main freezer. I go to have some ice cream later that week, I open the tub for the first time (as in I removed the seal holding the lid onto the tub) to find that someone eaten half the tub of ice cream while making it seem like it hadn’t been opened. I know it happened at home bc the spoon marks were clear as day and I have to walk 20 minutes back from the grocery store. That woulda melted by then (Also I would’ve noticed at the store that. The tub was hella lopsided??? And way too light???) So yea of course I’m ticked now, I spent 6 bucks on that bro like just ask or get ur own??? So I put it the other freezer, and for a while it’s fine. Next month I decide to treat myself to some frozen waffles and some chicken strips and come home to find that the hinges holding the locks onto the doors of the fridge were torn out of the fridge/freezer doors. Like. The screws were pried outta this metal door rendering the locks completely useless (to the point i wouldn’t even be able to put the hinges back on.) And the cherry on top?? My ice cream was gone!!! Hope u enjoyed it, asshole. So whatever. Fine. I put my food away and. a week later?? Im like “Man i could go for some waffles rn”. I bought 2 8 packs. One chocolate chip, one cinnamon (y’all i literally buy the cheapest ones Zehrs sells. 2,19$ a box y’all. not even eggos). Surprise surprise!! The entire box of choccy chip ones GONE. Mind u, i wrote my name on all of these boxes, as well as a very large “DO NOT EAT”. so i begrudgingly had a couple (note that, 2) cinnamon waffles and move on. A couple days later I go to have some more and. The waffles are completely gone. Out of a total of 16 waffles, ya boy got a solid 2. (It’s worth noting that there was a single waffle left, but at 0,27$ a waffle, I didn’t mind leaving the box on the table with a note basically reading “these are cheap af, buy ur own bitch”.) (I didn’t swear that much tho)

I’d add the bike to the list but i can’t confirm nor deny that one of my roommates stole my tires and seat off my bike (although M does work on bikes all the time so man idk.)

Next up: wow people here are l o u d. I’m talking slamming doors all the time, slamming things around, yelling, playing music wildly loud. It’s awful. Like. You can just. Close the door quietly? Stop slamming things around please? It’s awful because loud sudden noises make me panic and lemme tell ya, wakin up at eight am bc your a-hole roommate decided to slam the door eight times bc the front door is broken because someone took the border around the jamb off instead of fixing it so we can actually?? lock that door?? because it doesnt quite fit in the jamb and so the only wat to lock it was the chain lock and. someone took that too so thats fun :)))))). The side door isn’t that much better. We have a code lock and. No One Ever Locks It. Like. I’ll come outta room and?? It’s just open????? Close the door???????????

The worst, however, is the fucking fighting. The Couple love to argue all the time. and yell at each other and slam the doors or smashing shit and they yell pretty awful things to each other. Like. I’ve heard M call his gf some awful shit. It’s worse when they have people over too. The other day there were like. 14 cops in here bc of them at like 2 am. Cue me, 2 am, trying to watch a livestream and seeing like??? Six cop cars pull up????? Wh a t????? Not fun not good for my brain.

God and. What is with everyone and the r slur??? Like what?? there are so many words you can choose stop using that word. Like okay the other night someone?? took the dc adapter for the wireless modem and one of the dudes downstairs as well as the couple were looking to see if they had a compatible dc adapter and so i just decided to wait?? and i just spaced out a bit okay whatever i was lookin at the wall like i do and fuckin. the couple had a couple friends over and one of em was chillin between the kitchen and the hall and M yells out from his room “Hey don’t you feel weird with this creepy ass bitch standing next to you? Like what is she, m*ntally r*tarded?�� like wow okay dude i’m literally not doing anything. Luckily his friends reaction was basically “?? She lives here?? She can stand there if she wants??” (wow referring to myself as she feels weird and wrong).

A big problem I have is I feel like theres a community in this house that I just don’t fit into? Part of it is I’m like. the only person here who doesn’t do drugs of any kind?? Like I have nothing against ppl who use drugs like whatever bro, but it feels super othering to me when i can’t relate to anyone here because of it. That and. Getting T in particular but really just anyone but A to respect me asking that if you’re going to smoke anything to do it outside because weed and to a lesser extent cigarette smoke trigger my sensory disorder and causes me pain and causes sensory overload and I still find myself asking people to smoke outside.Like I’ve never been unreasonable and said “no drugs in the house” or some bs. I’m just asking u to respect my disability thanks.And like?? I’ll get into this in a second but there were needles in the toilet?? Bro throw them out properly.

And now: Hell.

Can no one clean up after themselves?? Do your dishes. If theres food left on your plate, throw it out first, don’t dump it in the sink. Seriously the kitchen sink is fucked. The kitchen is gross. The microwave ugh ugh ugh no thanks. No one can clean everything. This is why all my cookware and dishes are in my room. That way I can make sure I 1) Still Own It and 2) Its clean and usable. I clean them as I go and just use my own shit.

Nothing compares to the bathrooms, though. It seems like every other day one of the toilets are clogged. Last week there were spoons in the sink?? Like at least 10 spoons. In the bathroom sink. The floor is dirty because no one owns a mop and?? there was one in the kitchen?? I haven’t seen it in like a month. And the worst of all. Okay, it’s really bad when every one up here is between like. 16 and 19 I think? And I had to put up a sign in the bathroom asking people to flush when you’re done??? And I still have to flush before I can use the washroom???? And it feels like every week or so. The toilet’s clogged. Oh! I forgot to mention that the water closet doesn’t even have a doorknob anymore. Someone took it. But wait, it gets worse. Seriously if extremely unsanitary things bother u, stop reading now.

Twice in the past month I’ve had to contact the landlord because the toilets were beyond clogged. The first time was bad but oh lord nothing compares to the second time (aka last week). The first time was your pretty standard toilet clogs and backs up and its very gross. I contacted the landlord and it was fixed the next day and it was fine. For. Two Days. Im serious. See. People here have a real issue it seems of “The person before me didn’t flush so neither will I”, leading to a toilet bowl full of like. a half a roll of toilet paper and waste. F u n. What that led to was the toilet clogging, people not doing anything about it, and continuing to use it. Eventually the toilet bowl was full, so trow a shopping bag over the lid to mark the toilet as “Out of order” and move on to the other one.Both toilets were completely unusable. I emailed the landlord and i don’t know if either they or one of the people living here contacted them, but the old landlord and old property manager were here the other day to clean them out and fix them?? and yea among all the standard waste you’d expect in a toilet, there were needles? Like buddy theres a trash can right there? I know u had the needle caps bc they were in there too. just... disgusting...

bro this is just what i can think of off the top of my head i know theres more but oh no this is so long now. just. this is a lot more detail than u wanted but i wanted to get this out of my brain??

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sailorsanghelios · 6 years ago

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HALO FOR BEGINNERS PART 1: A NOT SO BRIEF INTRO TO HALO

So Microsoft has recently announced that The Master Chief Collection for Halo, is coming to Steam, opening up the Halo universe to many new players who haven’t been able to play before thanks to not owning an Xbox.

So in celebration of this, I’ve decided to put together a little series thats basically a Beginner’s Guide to Halo, for people who only know it for its stereotypes involving its multiplayer play.

This series is mostly aimed at popular video game fandoms on Tumblr, so you might catch me making some comparisons (especially to series like Mass Effect that actually have some tropes in common with Halo)

However a couple of things before I get started for real

1.This guide will only be talking about the original trilogy of games, Halo: Combat Evolved, Halo 2, and Halo 3. There are three other games in this game bundle, Halo 3: ODST, Halo Reach and Halo 4. However I haven’t actually finished ODST, and I haven’t played the latter two in over half a decade, so I really don’t feel equipped to talk about them in length.

2. Halo deals with a lot of heavy content. Along with the obvious blood and gore, there’s a lot of body horror involving the Flood (though if you can stomach say… Telltale’s TWD, its probably about at that level of squick). Heavy themes that are core themes of Halo include genocide, religious based trauma and abuse, child soldiers and medical experimentation on humans. I don’t believe Halo CE has much in the way of individual triggers to look out for, but Halo 2 has an extended torture scene that includes stripping someone naked to humiliate them and Halo 3 has several sequences involving a female character being violated mentally. So if anything these things are extreme triggers you can’t engage with, then I say you should listen to your gut.

3.I will not talk about the multiplayer aspects of Halo much (except to discuss stuff involving co-op maybe) as this series is meant to kind of explain more outside of multiplayer stereotypes.

4. Halo 2 and 3 are pretty hard to talk about without mentioning spoilers for the games that come before it. If you’d like a totally spoiler free experience, I’d recommend skipping anything where I mention these games. Also for the sake of my own sanity, I am not treating the Flood as a spoiler, because ...well it hasn’t been for almost 20 years, and Halo has since reached a point where you can’t really talk about it without mentioning them.

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So I guess I should start at the very beginning?

WHAT EXACTLY IS THE HALO MASTER CHIEF COLLECTION?

The Halo Master Chief Collection is a collection of the first four Halo games, and ODST, and soon Reach will be added too! Its sold at the equivalent price of one retail game, so you’re basically getting six games for the price of one.

It was released for Xbox One in 2014, to coincide with Halo 2’s tenth anniversary. It was infamously buggy at the time, (probably because it was rushed for the aforementioned anniversary) but most of these bugs have been fixed, and they even added in ODST as an apology gift! The PC version should not contain these bugs. (though there’s a decent chance it might contain bugs related to PC porting, especially for Halo 3 and beyond which have never been ported before, but that’s just speculation).

If the PC version is identical to the Xbox version, the Master Chief Collection is essentially a download pass for these games. You download and pick and choose which ones you want! For example on my Xbox I don’t have the ODST from MCC loaded on because I already have the vanilla Xbox 360 version loaded to emulate (which I still haven’t finished but YOU KNOW). This allows you to play the games you want and not waste space and download time on the ones you don’t.

Halo Combat Evolved is ported based on the 2011 10th anniversary version that updated the graphics. Halo 2 received a brand new (and absolutely STUNNING) graphics update specifically for this release. Halo 3 and beyond are straight up ports with the original graphics, though with a much better frame rate.

SO WHAT EXACTLY IS HALO?

OH…. umm I guess maybe I should talk about that too.

Halo is as most people know, a sci-fi first person shooter. From 2001-2010 the games were released by Bungie. When Bungie left Microsoft to make the Destiny series, Microsoft kept some employees behind and hired some new ones to create 343 Industries which is their in house team to make Halo. The first game released by 343 Industries is Halo CE: Anniversary in 2011, and the first game released based on original content is Halo 4 in 2012. This post series though will mostly focus on Bungie content.

So Halo: Combat Evolved came out in 2001 and its...basically the reason the Xbox is a THING. If it weren’t for Halo, or even if Halo had been a multiplatform release, the Xbox probably would have gone the way of the Sega Dreamcast. Halo: CE had many innovations for the first person shooter genre at the time, including a two gun limit where you have to strategize your choice in weapons, a very complex AI system for the time, and basically revolutionized multiplayer for FPS games as we know it.

Halo would have been the best selling game for the original Xbox if it weren’t for Halo 2’s release in 2004, and Halo 3 basically was THE title for the Xbox 360, when it came out in 2007. The later games haven’t been AS successful, but still have a very loyal fanbase.

ENOUGH WITH THIS HISTORY LESSON, WHY IS HALO ANY DIFFERENT FROM CALL OF DUTY?

First things first.. I know there’s a lot of posts going around rn, talking about how well….overly militaristic many FPS games are. I will say I DON’T believe Halo is on the same level of some of these games. I’ve never heard of it having any military involvement in production, and I’d say its about as militaristic as Mass Effect is, as in the protagonists are in the space military, and the plot revolves around that.. The backstory of Halo if anything, paints the military in a very gray morality light AT BEST. So if you’re worried about this being a game that over-glorifies military stuff, if you’re okay with Mass Effect’s portrayal of a human space military, you’ll probably be fine with Halo.

SO I have not actually played Call of Duty or games like that as surprisingly I actually really don’t like the FPS genre, and Halo is the only FPS game I like. I will say though, Halo is definitely not a totally generic shooter, the way Call of Duty is stereotyped as. It has a very interesting plot with a lot of layers, and very unique lore, that still plays on familiar tropes. (and I’ll get into some of that later.)

At least one selling point I’ll say, is that unlike many modern shooters, Halo is STUNNING. It uses color very well, and has many beautiful maps, and especially in the remastered games you could just look at the environment for days. So the fact it has a color palette outside of gray and brown is definitely enough to set it apart.

I will say if you like Mass Effect for its alien lore and world building, there’s a very good chance you’ll like Halo too. The fandoms have a lot of overlap, and actually have a decent amount in common despite the fact one’s a shooter where you kill aliens and the other is an RPG where you…. you know with the aliens.

SO WHAT IS THIS PLOT YOU SPEAK OF?

I plan to go more in depth into this in my next post, but I figured for this intro post I might as well tell the basic gist of it. There will be some loose spoilers for the sake of the summaries making sense.

Halo Combat Evolved, is about a lone human ship that has escaped the destruction of the planet Reach, which was the last thing between Earth and the Covenant, a race of aliens hell bent on wiping out humanity for religious reasons. The ship makes a “random” jump to what they think would be the middle of nowhere, but in fact brings them to a ringworld that is worshipped as the foundation of the Covenant religion. Both human and Covenant land on this ring and a fierce battle assumes as they try to take control of it. Halfway through you learn that there’s...surprise! Zombies! Called the Flood, a spore like species that turns people into zombies and their only drive is to consume everything in their path. It turns out Halo, is a weapon to destroy them but…. It also destroys every living thing in the galaxy, so it turns into a mad dash to make sure that a) no one activates it and b) the Flood are able to be stopped without it before they leave the ringworld.

Halo 2 takes place about a month later, and is a split campaign between the Master Chief and the Arbiter, who is the disgraced commander of that fleet you were fighting in the first game. The Master Chief side of the story involves the Covenant finally making it to Earth, and the discovery of a second Halo ring, and the fallout of both of those things. The Arbiter side of the story involves him trying to restore his honor within the Covenant, by becoming a suicide soldier fighting for their faith, but as he does missions for his prophets, he learns the amount of lies and hatred his religion and society are built on.

And Halo 3 is basically...the convergence of all these stories. Its very hard to talk about without mentioning spoilers, and without going in depth about world building related stuff, which is the focus of my next post.

The final thing for this intro is….

WHAT IS HALO’S GAMEPLAY LIKE?

Okay so… I’m not going to talk about the controls, because I imagine they’ll be very different from mine, as an Xbox player. And I’m very biased because Halo is the first game I ever played on a controller as a kid, so I don’t really have an objective way of describing them. But the fact the controls were easy for me as a seven year old, probably makes them pretty easy to learn in general.

Because Halo is a linear story, the game is split up into levels. In the vanilla releases of the game, you need to play them in order to unlock them all, but in MCC that is NOT the case, and you can skip levels. I really do not recommend doing this though the first time around for obvious reasons, but once you’ve completed the game, you can just play the segments you like! And trust me there are certain levels you’ll hate (like the Library… I will tell you right now you will hate that level.)

There’s four difficulty levels, Easy, Normal, Heroic and Legendary. Easy is well..super easy. This is the mode I used as a little kid. However I don’t think there’s any shame in playing at this level, in fact I usually use this difficulty for my first playthrough so I can get through the story with no difficulty. Normal is well...normal. This is the difficulty I usually play at, its probably the most realistic in terms of enemy strength vs player strength. Heroic is basically pretty hard but not like...obscenely hard, but enough to be a big frustrating unless you know the game really well. And Legendary is… well super extra hard. Play Legendary if you enjoy having everything murder you, with no mercy. Also Halo 2 has a significantly harder campaign then Halo CE and Halo 3.

In the vanilla releases of the games, starting with Halo 2, there are items called Skulls you can collect that add difficulty or some extra fun to the game, but you have to collect them in the Legendary difficulties of the levels. This is NOT the case for MCC, and they’re all available for you from the getgo. I really don’t recommend using them for your first playthrough unless you really want a challenge, with the exception of the silly ones like Grunt Birthday Party (which spits confetti for headshots to Grunts) that don’t actually affect gameplay.

A lot of other gameplay stuff is really hard to generalize since Halo is a series where the gameplay tends to be pretty different between games, such as with HUD features and such. But those are some general miscellaneous game things they all have in common.

So yeah, thats it for my intro to my...intro to Halo. I’ll get started on the next one talking more indepth about the factions and what not, when I recover from...writing this.

#halo shitpost hour #halo #i have been working on this all day until i was happy enough with it so ahhhh #i have nothing resembling an idea when the next part will come out right now i just need a nap

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ltjlily17 · 5 years ago

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The truth about vampires

Let’s start off with some basics. What’s your name? Rachel How old are you? 35 What’s your hair and eye color? Green eyes, brown to teal hair. How tall are you? 5′6″

What’s your relationship status? Married Alright, enough of that. Let’s move on to the random shit. What’s your favorite song? Mayonaise by the Smashing Pumpkins, Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton and In Your Atmosphere by John Mayer. What does that song mean? What is the message behind it? They are all pretty different theme wise, but all three really evoke a feeling. Is it your favorite because you relate to it, or do you just like the beat? They’re all more guitar heavy than having a beat, the lyrics and overall feeling the songs provide are what really get m, though. Have any pets? If so, what are they and what’s their names? I have a dog named Finn, and a cat named Mateo. Have you ever met your idol? If so, were they nice or were they kind of an ass? I don’t have an idol. What’s your favorite method of gaming? (PC, Xbox, Playstation, etc) Either the Switch or my laptop. Xbox is fine, but I guess I prefer a handheld type device. If you’re in college, what’s your major and why did you pick it? I am not in college. My major when I attended varied between visual communications, education and IT. I didn’t choose nor graduate. How’re you doing today? Meh, theres a lot going on around me with people I care about. I was talking to a friend earlier about how most people are stressed or unhapy this time of year, which is really not my experience. I love buying gifts for others, decorating and baking, so this is generally a good time for me. What color are your bedroom walls? Ugh, like a pastel yellow. I really dislike the color. I have painted some grey paint splotches on one wall to see which one I liked most, but I’ve never gotten around to actually painting. Describe your favorite shirt. I don’t know that I have a favorite. I typically wear a shirt I got from John Mayer’s last tour the most- its got a cool fish and cat graphic on it. Use this space to tell someone off. I’ve no one to tell off. What’s your view on smart watches? Cool or a waste of money? I have one. I like it. I really like watches in general, though and I feel a little sad I don’t wear the analog ones anymore, but I’d miss the functionality of the smartwatch. What is one poster that you have hanging on your bedroom wall of? I don’t have anything hanging on the walls in my room. We have slanted ceilings, so there isn’t even enough space for a poster. My room was covered in band posters as a teenager, though. How many times have you moved in your life? I lived at home til 20, lived with my first roommate til 25, a townhouse with a friend and my now husband for a year, an apt with my now husband for 4 years and now our house for 5 years. If you moved, do you like where you are now better than where you were? I’ve stayed in pretty much the same area, but living in our house is definitely better than the one bedroom apartment we were in. What’s your favorite color and why? Grey. Darker earthy tones. Do you have a calendar? If so, what’s the theme? Nope. Just use my watch/phone. Have any famous person’s autographs? I do on some concert tickets from when I was younger. Do you draw well? Depends on your perspective, to my non-artistic friends, they think I’m amazing. The artistic friends, probably just roll their eyes lol. What type of cell phone do you have? iPhone X. Should you be doing anything else right now or are you just bored? I finally finished the wedding I had been editing and the only other project I have right now is the paint by number of our dog I got for my husband as a gift, but he’s here, so it has to wait. Finishing that wedding was a huge weight off my shoulders.

If you’re in school/college, what’s your favorite subject and why? Not in school. Maybe now that I’m done with the wedding I’ll start exploring some learning opportunities. Are you a cat or a dog person? Why? I would’ve always said cat until I got a dog. There are a lot of things about dogs I was really not into, but I love my dog so much. Personality wise, I’m more of a cat person, but in practice I like dogs. Tell me about the plot of your favorite book. I have several. One has a ghost that rings a bell around a mounted moose’s head. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses. What do you think about horror movies? I like them. I’ve seen a lot of old ones. Back in the day, my mom and I would go to Blockbuster and I’d get a different horror movie every week. If you love them (I do), what’s your favorite? Nightmare on Elm Stree is a classic for me. It Follows is probably the one that fucked me up the most. Got any cool Christmas presents picked out for family or friends yet? I’ve got all my gifts purchsed except for the hub. He sent me a ridiculous wish list that included a suit of armor and a castle and then decided he didn’t want any gifts this year. I’m running out of time to figure something out. Do you do Black Friday shopping or wait for Cyber Monday? Neither. I’m definitely not going to go out on Black Friday and deal with all those people for junk I don’t need. As for Cyber Monday, I don’t really pay much attention to any of the deals and don’t really buy more on that day than I would on any other. Have any mental illnesses? Not encompassing enough to get any kinda of diagnosis. What’s your favorite word and why? No idea. What is the most expensive thing you own, and what is it? My car? I mean, I don’t outright own it yet. Singular item, my MacBook or iMac, I guess. Did you buy that item yourself? Yes, I bought the macbook and iMac after I left my job at Cassano’s and needed a new laptop since my previous one was owned by the company. Where do you work and what is your position? *I am currently unemployed. How often do you cuss? A fair amount. Maybe just a little bit more than whomever I’m talking to. What type of car do you drive, if any? I have a 2012 Volvo s60. Are you happy with it? If no, what’s your dream car? I prefer to drive my car than my husbands, but I’m like 50/50 on liking it. Right now, my dream vehicles are the new Land Rover Defender or an Audi Q8. Do you have a lot of social media accounts? Which ones? I have Instagram, Facebook LinkedIn and Tumblr. I very rarely post on any of them. I use snapchat a lot, though, if that counts. What is your favorite genre of music? My Spotify year end review said I listen to Pop, Rock, Indie, Folk and Emo the most. In that order. Does your family have holiday traditions? If so, what are they? Nope. My fmaily just barely cobbles themselves together for major holidays. If you’re in a relationship, are you happy with it? Sure. People are breaking up around us, and it really makes me appreciate the relationship my husband and I have, even if it doesn’t always feel like its going as well as it is. How long have you been with your significant other? Just hit the 10 year mark. Do you like psychology? (It’s my college major). Nah. Never really been something I’m too interested in. What is something your state is popularly known for? College football I guess. Do you like to do craft projects? If so, what’s the coolest thing you made? I do. I recently drew a bunch of Dungeons and Dragons monsters to use as ornaments on a tree in my dining room where my husband and his friends play Dungeons and Dragons on Sundays. I’ve made some painting as house warming gifts or nursery art for friends children that they’ve hung up and thats nice to see. Do you watch sports or do you think they’re overrated? Nah. Not really a fan. What’s one occupation you think gets paid too much and doesn’t deserve to? Meh, I don’t know that I want to hate on any specific occupation. The extremely rich do bother me, however, with how much money they make, often at their employees detriment. Do you straigthen your hair? Not usually. I have more lately, since its getting long again. I’m more likely to do the loose waves thing, though. Ever dyed your hair a color that isn’t natural? (blue, pink, etc) Yes, it is currently teal. How’s your relationship with your parents? Relationship with my mom is okay, none with my dad. Do you still live with them or do you have your own house? I live in my own home. What’s something you are currently saving money for to buy? Hmm, nothing. The couple of items I want at the moment, I asked for on my Christmas list. Do you smoke/vape? If so, what brand do you smoke/what device do you use? Nope, I’ve never smoked. Ever done drugs? Nope. Tell me one of your worst habits. Picking at my cuticles? What’s a weird quirk you have that no one else you know does? No idea, I kind of doubt that theres something I do that no one else ever does. If you game, what type of headset do you use? I don’t ever need a headset. What type of computer do you own, and do you like it? I have a MacBook Pro. I used to have an Air and I loved it, but my husband talked me into getting the Pro instead and I regret it. What’s the thing that annoys you the most? When my husband asks google to make his cellphone ring at max volume without even trying to look for it. Today, it was in his pocket. What brand of TV do you have? Samsung. Are you excited for Christmas? (It’s December 1st today when I made this) Kind of? I love how cozy my house feels with all the decorations. Tell me about your favorite vacation you’ve taken. We went to New York for my birthday/anniversary/Halloween 2 years ago. Tell me something cool about yourself. I am not cool? Did/do you get good grades in school/college? Not in my middle school/high school years. What’s your ringtone on your phone? Vibrate. What’s your favorite store to shop in? The internet. If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would buy and why? I have no idea. I’d probably sit on the money for a long time and then once I finally broke the seal, buy a bunch of stuff. How long have you had a Bzoink account? Don’t have one. Ever been to Field of Screams? If so, what’s your favorite attraction? Nope. Do you own a Polaroid camera? I have an Instax camera. Do you have hardwood floor in your room or carpet? The two bedrooms upstairs have carpet, but the rest of the house is hardwood. It’s a Saturday night, what are you typically doing? Relaxing at home, most likely. Doing a crossword puzzle, probably. Do you have a lot of friends or do you not have any at all? I have a couple. What’s your all time favorite movie and why? I don’t know, really. I watch the Iron Man movies and Thor Ragnarok the most these days. How many blankets do you sleep with at night? A sheet and comforter. What’s the last TV show you watched? Did you enjoy it? The Mandalorian. I do enjoy it. Do you prefer cable TV or do you use Netflix? We have cable, but never really watch it. Everything we want to watch is only Netflix or Disney+. What is your dream job and why? I have no idea. Need to get to thinking on that. Do you think you would be a good therapist? I do. I think I can listen to people and help them come to their own answers pretty well. What’s your favorite brand of clothing? I don’t know that I have a favorite. Anything that fits well and has a lot of sales lol.

#dontletthemgetyoudown #peopleinmotion #survey #songs #vampire #sweetness

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pixelz01 · 6 years ago

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Pixelz01:The return...

Hello everyone I’m home! did you guys miss me I'm feeling a lot better after that break and I feel refreshed I'm here once again to spread memes and ship art across the land!

but after a long while of thinking and talking with my dear friend @mitunalh I have decided to have some order with my blog it was a real eye opener seeing all the hate and spam in my inbox, and so unfortunately I am implementing some rules.

this isn't to hurt anyone or try to come off as threatening or as a punishment this is just so that there can be order and peace in my tumblr blog and its to protect me and you guys as well

Also before I begin the list I want to let everyone know the user who had sent the tko x ko ask they really did mean well I was able to have a talk with them and they were legitimately concerned so if you guys are giving them grief knock it off were cool now!

now lets begin

PIXELZ01′S RULES AND GUIDELINES:

Rule 1: Do not spam the inbox

What I mean by this is dont keep saying “I posted art come look” or “uh, hey I posted the pic” just no stop,I do get mentions I see it and I like them,stop sending me constant asks about it, all it does is fill up space in my inbox and makes it harder for me to answer questions

rule 2: do not send oc art or ask me to draw your oc’s

okay I know this one Is going to be controversial but quit sending me you’re ocs and then expect me to draw them I'm not going to do it as some of you may have noticed I am no longer doing art requests I find them time consuming and tiring, I have enough on my plate as it is and I cant really afford to just draw random characters without getting somthing in return, oh boi I can hear the angry mob now “THATS SCUMMY! WHY SHOULD WE HAVE TO GIVE SOMTHING BACK TO YOU! JUST DRAW OUR CHARACTERS IT WILL GIVE GREAT PUBLICITY!!!”

Look yall ill answer all three complaints

complaint 1: no its not scummy at all I'm literally taking time out of my day to draw a character for you, that takes time effort and tears because I dont want to send you guys crap so id like to get somthing in return for my hard work be it an art trade or an art collab

complaint 2pretty much same as the first explanation it takes me a while to get these done and I dont want to work on somthing if I'm not getting anything in return

complaint 3 : yeah no I'm not going to draw a whole line arted fully colored and edited picture just for publicity no thank you, and some of the times I dont get it! so it was a waste of my time and effort!

Anyway now on to the part where I may get the most hate for it but...

IM NOT GOING TO DRAW YOUR OCS (unless its like for an art trade/collab)

ive gotten so many asks and pictures of other peoples oc’s and im tired of it IM NOT DRAWING IT! I even had one who was like

“um hey pls dont hate I drew *insert oc name* can you like draw her?” and then five Minuets later they send me a pic of them and then say “she/he is super strong and cute and fluffy I also ship them with tko/ko or any ok ko character pls dont hate can you draw them?”

Like no! stop please! look I’m saying no not because I'm a hater or I only ship swift and tko/ko only its because

YOU ARE LITTERALY SHOVING THIS CHARACTER DOWN MY THROAT

And this isn't the first time and some dont even ask they just shove it in my face and say here draw this now!

so no I wont do it so stop asking (unless its like an art trade then I may consider it)

Rule 3: do not send hate in my inbox

I'm serious stop it I will no longer respond to it,all ill do is throw it away in the garbage so If you want attention or a reaction from someone look somewhere else and if you seriously have a problem with me then message me but yeah I'm done giving these people attention

rule 4: quit spamming me in messages

oof okay yeah this is a new problem but look if I dont respond I'm ether busy or I cant talk so quit saying “hi hi hi hi hi hi hi you there hi hi hi” for gods sake I'm sick of it!

theres a reason I'm not responding mostly because I had to deal with a stalker who got really creepy and wouldn't leave me alone,they did a lot of gross weird stuff to me like saying “sniffs your neck” or “ kisses cheeks” to me and then dissed my friend and her art I finaly blocked them but they came back to try to get me to unblock them and to that person ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN you creeped me and my friends out leave me alone were done you're cancelled!

rule 5 : stop asking for my age/ name

this one should be obvious by now but IM NOT GIVING OUT MY PERSONAL INFORMATION!!! I'm not going to tell a bunch of strangers who I am or where I am I like my privacy and I would really like staying alive and not being found one day then being kidnapped and have my organs sold on the deep web no thank you! so stop ive had this happen so much! and I'm tired of it!

rule 6 : Ask limits (new number system)

there will now be a limit of how many asks I will answer in one day so make your questions count dont spam my inbox with “dank meme” or “sup” beacuse now those asks will count so that means the more you spam the fewer asks I will answer and for those wondering my ask limit shall now be 5 to 10 asks a day so make them count

rule 7 : I'm a human please respect that

Look I may joke around about being a demon (which I am) but in all honesty I'm also a human and I need some time to have a life and do things I want to do the world dosent revolve around you and I wont get to them right away so dont get so butt hurt if I haven't replied to your ask right away

rule 8 : disabling anon (temporarily?)

yes I'm still keeping anon disabled there are just too many cowards out there who wont man up and send me hate so I'm just going to avoid the spam and hate all together and to my sweet kind anons I love you guys so dearly but this is for my own health and dear sweet little anons please take notice of the question mark next to the temporarily who knows they may comeback if you all can show me you will be good

these are my new rules and I hope you all will respect them and listen to them thank you and I'm glad to be back

#pixelz01 #psa #asks #rules #im back and im here with new laws #anti doormat #im back baby

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guccihevil · 7 years ago

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02 of Mama, Daddy and I series.

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Harry leaves for tour. Theres a lot of emotions going on which causes bad choices.

«Babe, have you seen my charging cable for my laptop?» Harry asked mama as he went around everywhere gathering things and putting them in his stupid suitcase. Sighing, I continued to scroll down on tumblr, looking at cute pictures as I bit my lip. Mama and daddy didn't know that I had a blog all about our relationship, people loved us and were super jealous. Chuckling, I got up and headed up the stairs to our bedroom. There was another large suitcase in the bedroom and I lost my little smile as I spotted it. Listening for daddy and mama, I carefully put the suitcase down and opened it. Spotting my favorite jumper that Harry would wear, I put it on happily and searched through the rest of the luggage for some more clothes to keep behind to remind me off daddy once he was traveling.

Once I had pretty much taken out half of what daddy had packed for himself, I zipped the suitcase closed and picked up the pile of clothes and carried over to the bed. Dropping it all on the floor, I pushed it under the bed for safe keeping before I grinned and looked around the room. Jogging over to the bathroom, I grinned wider as I saw all his toiletries still on the counter. Taking away his toothbrush, his hair oil, floss and the actual toiletry bag, I hid it under the bed with the clothes.

«Baby? Sweetheart, come downstairs, its snack time» Mama yelled up the stairs. Grabbing my blankie of the bed, I yelled back. «Coming Mama!» Running down the stairs, I hurried into the living room and sat down on the couch as I waited for Mama. «Hungry Mama!» I called out as she came carrying two bowls of snacks. Licking my lips, I hummed in pleasure and bounced on my knees. «Harry, come eat some yeah?» Mama said as she sat down. Picking up my pillow I plopped it into Mama’s lap and squirmed around till I was comfy and tugged on her shirt while looking up at her. «You hungry baby?» Mama smiled as she pushed back some loose strands of my hair. I nodded. «Yes Mama» I whined and pouted. «I’m starving» I complained and watched transfixed as Mama started buttoning down her shirt. She’d just been home about an hour and hadn't changed out of her work clothes. Squirming a bit as I sucked on my bottom lip, I whined as she was moving so slow in getting her shirt open and her bra unhooked. I wasted no time in latching on and closing my eyes as I started sucking.

«Why is it when I need to find everything, its all just gone!» Harry complained as he came into the living room. I murmured happily as he stroked my head before feeling the couch dip down as he sat down. «What is it you cant find?» Mama asked. «Well, I thought I’d put my toiletry bag out this morning but now I can’t find it and my laptop charger is still no where to be found. And its so annoying» Daddy groaned. «I’d rather be spending time with you guys than running around the house looking for things» He sighed. Tugging my blankie closer, I suckled harder on Mama as I felt a little bad. «I talked to my boss today and he’s agreed to let me have two weeks off starting in February so we could come visit than» Mama said softly and her hand stopped rubbing my back. Harry sighed and I felt him move closer. «I can’t wait» He replied quietly. «You know you can call anytime. And we’ll FaceTime and Skype and text» Mama said as she chuckled. «This little one loves teasing her daddy in front of the camera» She said. I giggled and wriggled my bum the best I could as I was lying down.

«Hey, is that my jumper? Didn't I pack this already?» Harry asked as he poked my leg. «No daddy, this mine» I mumbled and moved to Mama’s other boob. «Y/N» Harry sighed. I put my blankie over my face and whined as I kicked my legs and suckled harder. «Did you take it out of my suitcase?» Daddy asked. I nodded under my blankie. «Did you take anything else out of my suitcase?» Daddy asked. I shrugged and cuddled up to Mama as close as I could. I could hear Harry sigh again. «I need a coffee, you want anything, love?» Harry groaned as he got up. «Cup of tea would be nice, ta» Mama replied softly and went back to stroking my hair. Hearing Daddy walk away, I whined as Mama pulled my blankie down. «Baby, you need to apologize to Daddy. That’s not very nice taking things out of his suitcase when he's been packing them all day» She said and poked my nose. I glanced up at her and sighed sadly. «Not sorry! Daddy leaving again» I huffed when Mama pulled her boob away. Sitting up, I frowned and held on to my blankie tightly. «Why can’t we go with him?!» I asked, probably for the millionth time since the tour talk had started.

«I’ve got work, baby, you know that. And so do you. We’ll get to see him very soon I promise» Mama tried to comfort me as she got her bra right again and buttoned up a few buttons on her shirt. «And we’ll talk all the time on the phone, and we’ll text each other» Daddy said as he came back into the room, carrying one cup of tea and one cup of coffee. «Ta, love» Mama said as she accepted the cup. «Its not the same» I whispered and looked down. «Baby, come here» Harry said and held out of his hand for me. I glanced at it. My brain was churning with thoughts and the thought that won made me smack Daddy’s hand, poke my tongue out at him and run full speed up the stairs.

«Y/N!» both Mama and Daddy called out sternly as I ran. «Oh fuck» I whispered quietly too myself as I ran into the bedroom. Looking around, I hurried over to the wardrobe and slid the door open before sliding it close again. Panting, I pressed my face against my hands and willed the tears in my eyes to go away. Holding my breath as I heard footsteps out in the bedroom, I froze and listened carefully. As the sliding doors was opened, I tried to hold them back but I wasn't able too. Looking up with wide eyes, I bit my lip. «Get out now and get on the bed» Mama said sternly. I whimpered and shook my head. «No! I wanna stay here!» Mama did not look impressed. She reached out and grabbed my hair and tightly held it, bending my head back. «I said, get out of the closet and get on the bed. now!» She ordered firmly. Letting out a cry as she let go of me, I whimpered and whined as I crawled over to the bed.

Mama sat down on the bed and patted her lap. «Lay down, please» She ordered as she looked down at me. Whining loudly, I glanced at Daddy who was leaning on the doorframe with his arms crossed. Getting up, I rubbed my eyes before I started lying down over Mama’s lap. «Y/N, why are you about to be punished?» Daddy asked as Mama rubbed my bum gently. I squirmed and grabbed the bed sheets. «Because Daddy has no organizations skills and lost all his things!» I snapped. Jumping and squeezing my eyes shut as Mama landed three very hard smacks on my pantie covered bum, I gasped and pulled on the bed sheets, digging my nails into them. «I’ll ask again. Why are you about to be punished?» Mama asked. I breathed heavily. «Because I. Because I said fuck and Mam, ahh fuck!» I screamed as Mama landed several hard smacks on my bum and did not ease up. She spanked me hard for ages whilst I wriggled in her lap trying to get away. Suddenly Daddy was there and they worked together to get me undressed and onto the bed.

«Let go of me! Let go! Let me go!» I screamed as I trashed around in their arms whilst being tied up and blindfolded. As suddenly as their hands had been on me, they were gone. Struggling and pulling on the cuffs that was holding my hands up to the headboard, I breathed heavily as I started to feel tired from all the struggling. «I think our darling needs a little help today» Mama said and I felt something stroke up my leg. «Seems so. Forgotten all her manners and rules tonight hasn't she? Shall we help you summarize why you’re getting punished?» Daddy said. I tugged on the cuffs again as I shook my head no whilst pouting.

Mama chuckled. «One, cause you hit Daddy and thats a big no no» Mama said as she turned me over so I was lying on my back. I felt them grip a leg each and spread them before tying my legs to the bedposts at the bottom of the bed. «Two, cause you were very lippy and rude» Mama continued as she stroked her hand up my leg slowly. «And three, for protesting way too much» I squirmed a bit as her hand was getting very close to my pussy. Letting out a surprised little scream as her hand smacked it hard, I threw my head back. «Do you have anything to say about why you're being punished?» Daddy asked. I quickly shook my head and took a deep breath. «Thats a shame» Daddy sighed. Both Mama and Daddy laid a hand on my knees and held my knees down before an onslaught of hard smacks was landed on my pussy by them both.

Crying out, I sobbed as I tried to close my legs and pull free from the cuffs. «I’m sorry! Im sorry! Mama! Daddy! I’m sorry!» I sobbed as it felt like my pussy was on fire from all the spanks. «Please, please, I’m sorry Daddy!» I cried. «What are you sorry for, baby?» Mama asked. «I’m sorry for being rude and for hitting Daddy and running away! And for hiding all of Daddy’s things!» I cried and sniffled. I whimpered as I felt Daddy’s hand stroke gently over my burning pussy. Letting out another huge sob as he landed yet another five hard spanks on my pussy. «Daddy!» I cried out. «Shh, its okay, we’re done now» Harry said softly as he opened the leg cuffs while Mama undid the handcuffs. The last thing off was the blindfold and thankfully the light in the bedroom wasn't too bright.

«Daddy» I whimpered and reached my hands up for him as I cried and sniffled. Harry smiled as he sat down on the bed and let me climb on his lap. Burying my head into the crook of his neck, I held on tightly while he rubbed my back. «Good girl, Mama is getting your blankie okay? You dropped it running up the stairs» Harry explained as he dropped a kiss on my head. Sniffling, I pulled back slightly and rubbed my pussy. «I want cream, it hurts, Daddy» I cried softly and tried to see how red it was. «You don’t get any cream, not yet. It’s supposed to hurt. Supposed to remind you to not do naughty things» Harry said and wiped some tears off my cheek. I looked up at him sadly, letting out another little cry. «I don’t like it when you leave, Daddy. It makes me sad and than I feel bad for feeling sad and its a whole thing and its no fun at all» I tried to explain in between sniffles and cries. «I know, I know. But I’m still here. I’m not leaving just yet» Harry smiled and kissed my cheek, pulling me back down against his chest.

«Here we are. Blankie and I brought a few other things as well» Mama said as she came into the bedroom. Taking blankie quickly, I rubbed my face against it and sniffled. Harry laid me down on the bed and I felt Mama take my hands and she hushed me gently while stroking my hair as Daddy sat up and grabbed the nappy. «He’s right there. Daddy is just going to get you all comfy in your nappy and some pjs okay?» Mama whispered. I did a tiny nod. «Good girl» Daddy said as I lifted my hips up slightly for him so he could put the nappy under me. «Don’t let me fall asleep. I don’t want to sleep» I whimpered and looked between the two. «Please? I just want to stay with you and have more time before you leave» I begged as Daddy fastened the nappy. «Sure. We can go downstairs and watch something on TV» Harry said as he got my pjs and started putting them on. I nodded and wiped my eyes with my blankie. «I love you Daddy and Mama» I said softly. Mama leaned down and gave me a little kiss. «I love you too, baby» She smiled and moved back, giving Daddy some room as he leaned in giving me a kiss too. «I love you too» He smiled and gave me another kiss.

#harry styles blurbs #harry styles imagines #harry styles prompts #harry styles dirty imagine #harry styles preferences #harry styles one shot #harry styles #Mama Daddy and I #requests open #let met know what you think

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thedootlez · 7 years ago

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Tattoos, piercings, and bands 😊

Ok so tumblr never told me this ask was in my inbox and I just totally missed it???

I’M SO SORRY I NEVER ANSWERED THIS I LITERALLY JUST SAW IT!!

Anyway. I believe this is in reference to the aesthetic asks post I reblogged a bit ago. ^-^

how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I love tattoos and piercings! I have two tattoos (left arm and the back of my neck) and I def want more. My personal tattoo rule is 3 years of wanting the tattoo and only getting esteemed artists to do them. If its going to be on my body forever, I need to know that I want it and I want it to look like a piece of art. So, it’s worth the higher price. I like to have them designed in a way that accentuates/decorates my body rather than just “being there”, you know?Tattoos on others are badass and tattoos on the person I have feelings for are H O T (but not mandatory ^-^. David has one and is planning on a forearm tattoo that Im so psyched about)

I’m also really fond of piercings. I had my rook pierced for a few years until it got infected and closed up. It was so cool man, I miss it. ;-;

I probably won’t ever get piercings besides on my ear though. I have a weird fear of them getting ripped out or getting caught on something. On others though, big fan! I think they’re awesome.

Of course both with tattoos and piercings, I find moderation to be the most attractive, but thats just my personal preference.

do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?Umm, I’m not sure tbh. Lol I guess medium makeup? My daily look is just concealer, eyebrows, winged liner, and mascara. Sometimes I’ll do some liquid lipstick or some strobing but that’s not all the time. I’m totally not afraid to go natural, though. (my snapchat followers are well acquainted with me without makeup lol). I like my face, I just prefer it with dark winged liner ^-^

My bare minimum no matter what is shaping my eyebrows. (Because I’m a natural blonde, I look crazy if I don’t do my brows xD)When I’m filming, I go full face because my super bright ring light completely washes me out. Primer, foundation, concealer, contour/highlight, blush. talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

Ok so at first, I was like…idk? Then I thought about it and now I’ve written too much about like 5 songs…so…yeah…sorry about my gushing. I got carried away. ^-^

Could have been me - the strutsThis entire song is the anthem of why I make the life choices I make. I could easily be in a 9-5 job, married to my high school boyfriend, with a minivan and a white fence, but even since I was a kid, the idea of wasting my life in a cube and diving my kids to soccer practice made me want to vomit. My life is a mess, I don’t have a great living situation, and I’m struggling financially, but I’m living my life, being my best self, and I’m pursuing a dream.

Fools who dream - La La LandOk, I can’t listen to this song without crying. I just can’t. The whole thing from start to finish paints the emotional roller coaster I’ve been on since I moved to new york city in 2008 with a dream. Yeah, the dream has changed since then, but now I know. I know what I’m meant to do, who I’m meant to be, and it means that I struggle and chase a dream that sometimes feels impossible. Because of my crazy dream, I’ve had experiences and have met people I never would have had I stayed in Georgia suburbia. So particularly “Smiling through it, she said she’d do it again.” breaks me.

When - DodieI know dodie reflects on the past a lot, but I have the opposite problem. I’m never in the moment because I’m always dreaming and longing for a future where I’m happy. I always feel like I’m chasing happiness that’s so close to my grasp that my fingers brush it, only to have it pulled away again. So when I heard the lyric “It’ll be over and I’ll still be asking when.” I legit cried. I’m longing for a “one day” happiness that I don’t have while overlooking beautiful moments right in front of me that are passing me by.

Unforgettable - Nat King ColeNot the song I danced to at my wedding (though that one also has many feels that I won’t get into. It’s sailboats by brooke fraser btw) but it is the one danced to in the kitchen; when my life was a bit more peaceful. Many of my favorite moments of my marriage with David consist of barefoot slow dancing in the kitchen of our old apartment with David quietly singing this song in my ear.

“Unforgettable in every way…And forever more, that’s how you’ll stayThat’s why, darling, it’s incredibleThat someone so unforgettableThinks that I am unforgettable too”

You have me - GungorThis is a simple song, but it always pulls me back. It’s simply appreciating the idea that if there is a God, He’s there loving and crying with me even when I feel He’s not. The chorus is simply a declaration, no matter what: “You have my heart completely.” Which singing this to anyone, is an incredibly sweet idea. I like the intimacy of it as compared to literally every other Jesus bop I have the misfortune of suffering though. One time though, I was singing along and I don’t know…I felt an overwhelming notion that God was singing it back. “You have my heart completely” and I just broke down. Now whenever I sing it, it’s like we’re singing it together and I’ve never felt so whole in my life. David has a lot to do with helping me through my hard times, but God is number 1 every single time.

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lpfreakification · 7 years ago

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5/23/18 Plan Of Attack

Play with my Heelys (it looks like a nice day out)

Shower (i know i'll be drenched in sweat afterwards)

*Clean/reorganize room (as much as i can)

Nap (probably may be physically tired or something)

*Clean/reorganize room... again?

Do the Grad. Audit Process (i would hate if the school sprung up a surprise again)

Doodle?

Watch Aladin 3 with dad (he'll fall asleep as always but i still wanna watch it anyway)

*here are a few things i can do to thy room

(No way i would've wasted time texting all this down. What a nightmare that could've been.).

And yeah...

Yesterday nearing the end of my shift, i slipped and landed on my knee. This is the 3rd time i've slipped + fallen at work. 1st one i landed on my butt. 2nd, landed on my leg. Good thing i went to Target earlier that day and bought knee and elbow pads.

I'm slighty reconsidering getting a PS4. Is it just me or did i hear that a PS5 is on the way? I'm questioning this. Plus, i haven't been playing a lot of games lately. Not bcuz if school anymore but with me feeling more active. Not exercise active but more productive active? Idk.

I've been thinking about something thru-out the last week. I've been watching a lot more YouTube videos since February. From pimple popping videos to people reading Tumblr posts. Then i watch my usual vlog channels i subscribe to. This got me thinking:

I wanna live like i'm in a vlog

I wanna feel like i'm having fun with my day, even the negative days, without the hassle of editing. I picture myself in a vlog and narrate in my head whats going on rn. ... i think i'm having either a wee bit or a serious amount of disassociation o.o

make life like a super hero movie:

Achieve the 1st objective

Mini celebrate

A new villain/obstacle comes around.

Tackle it

Get defeated by obstacle the 1st time

Depression and Recovery

Plan a new attack

Tackle the villain/obstacle again but by piece by piece

Slight loss

A ray of hope, a miracle, or something that gets u back on ur feet.

Longish battle

Villain is defeated/obstacle has been tackled/conquered

Celebrate

Know that there are more villains/obstacles out there

Repeat

(Ok, Freddy was the one who told me about this super hero fornula). movies are definitely more interesting than books because its more visual and u never know what may happen. There is no spoilers in life. Idk what will happen. I just need to keep on to find out.

Yeah... thats what i'm feeling rn.

Definitely did not spend more than an hour making this and have 17% power left (i don't charge my phone often overnight). Nope.

*gets out of bed*

#life

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thegeminisage · 8 years ago

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And Now I Finally Leave This Fucking Plateau

but first im gonna go back to the old mans house one last time to check his diary ;_;

everything else below the cut in case of actual spoilers

on another note i LOVE how fast i can go with the paraglider like #nice

NOOOO HIS CAMPFIRE IS OUT AND HE LEFT A MESSAGE FOR ME AND A PEPPER ON THE TABLE

IM GONNA CRY JESUS CHRIST

man i wonder if that giant stone thing that chased me used to be a jaeger

(i love this in the legend of zelda i have a smartphone and there are jaegers lmao)

well anyway off i go i guess

i can see the bridge and the pin marks it as in the next little section im supposed to visit so im gonna go check it out since my heart hasn’t ached enough yet

oh my god there’s a giant bokoblin down here...oh my god

IS that a bokoblin...? it looks like a reindeer or smth lol

oh wait is it a MOBLIN?? oh my god!!!! hey dude!!!!!!!!

dude. dude. i hyped myself up to fight. i drank my ONLY atk up potion. and i killed him in one hit with a bomb arrow?? that was my OPENER, dude!! fucking weak

oh hey there’s another one

WOW ONE HIT TAKES TWO OF MY THREE HEARTS LMAO

AND IM OUT OF BOMB ARROWS

good news heres the fucking fight i wanted!!! im gonna DIE, but

ok no i threw my sword at him. broke the sword killed the moblin got a sick club instead. #nice

oh my god there’s some people fighting bokoblins!!! real people!!!!!! i will help them!!!

lmao this is not even close to where i meant to go i saw the moblin and got sidetracked

aw their names are mils and mina they gave me an elixir...and left.......

im lonely :|

like in every other game you get a companion right away that then leaves you at the end...in this game the closest thing i got was the old man and he’s already gone

....back to the bridge im going the wrongest of all possible ways

god theres so many ANIMALS out here. i could hunt for days

already killed a fox a deer and another boar

and like. i feel kinda bad. but. the Meat

haha wow all the rusted weapons stuck in the ground...wow...wow

now thats environmental storytelling jesus fucking christ

huh i finally got a rupee...i forgot those were even a thing

OH NO ANOTHER BIG STONE THING??? WHY????

it killed me in ONE HIT oh my god

apparently keese swarms are a thing, which is actually great, i’d love to fight all of them, but i only snagged two or three before they flew away like little pansies

dude i think im at lake hyrule its under the bridge and i got fucked up by an octorok

OMG OMG OMG OMG IT’S RAINING!!!!!!!! O M G

i have died four times to this ONE bokoblin camp bc this blue dude has a killer sword...im getting it no matter what.

five

six

YES!!!!!!! HAHHA EAT ME AND MORE IMPORTANTLY MY BOMB ARROWS

ooh and now i have ICE arrows...worth it

but i can’t find that sword :/

aaah here it is

ohhhh man. and here at last is eldin bridge

“bridge of hylia” bitch i know what bridge it fucking is

i’ll just cross it once. then back to the story

oh. there are lizalfos.

THEY ALWAYS FUCKING DODGE i will probably die and not be able to cross (:

yep i died

ok another day then im tired of fighting and dying a lot i wanna explore or story but i don’t wanna keep dying sorry bridge ):

HANG GLIDE INTO LAKE HYLIA bet i won’t have the stamina to get to the edge

holy FUCK i landed in a ring of lily pads and!!! there is!!! a korok here!!!! oh my god!!!!!!!!

hestu...who is hestu

fucked up an octorok

and a goat

oooh i found an underwater village ruins...like im so sad but also it’s so cool

and EXACTLY like that one place in da:i

UH? THE MUSIC CHANGED AND THE MOON IS BLOOD RED THIS WAS NOT IN DA:I AND I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR FREAKY MOON SHIT IN THIS GAME

WHY IS THE SKY AND MUSIC DOING THAT IM SCARED IM GENUINELY SCARED MY HEART IS POUNDING WHAT THE FUCK

OH GOD

OH JESUS I JUST LOST FIFTY YEARS OFF MY LIFE

oh my god okay it wasnt the village it was just a thing that happens now and then

the Blood Moon which revives all the monsters you’ve killed. great. wonderful

can’t go any further bc of lizalfos...tbh i dont need to be exploring this much & right here anyway i REALLY wanna get to kakariko before bed

i found a cooking pot and thought of the old man ))):

hey and there’s a person on this bridge! and a shrine here too...good thing i backtracked

fff ive been playing so long my game pad ran out of battery....and i dont remember how to charge it aside from leaving it on the little station, but you can’t hold it up very well like that........

wow i cant actually Do anything in this shrine...seems i am missing a rune, it doesn’t just give me one

oooomg its stormin omg omg <3<3

LIGHTNING? JUST STRUCK? THE GROUND IN FRONT OF ME????

I DID NOT KNOW IT COULD DO THAT HOLY FUCK

oh my god...oh my god

omg and my weapons in the menu are sparking, the metal ones...i gotta use a wooden one omg

I GOT HIT ANYWAY??? AND DIED?? WHY????? oh my god

if only i could wait out the storm by the old mans fire ;_; i could make my own i suppose but its not the same and i hate to waste fire arrows/flint

i took shelter in the shrine instead and now im watchin the storm while the game pad charges :’)

omg there’s an octorok over here...but in the ground instead of water!!! dude

or maybe it’s a weird kind of deku scrub hahaha

nope it was tentacle-y and gave me octo balloons it was definitely an octorok...i wonder if dekus are even in this game i fuckin hope so

theres a tower over there and i wanna Climb It And Get A Map geez

my game pad keeps running out of battery lol is it trying to tell me to go to bed

you’re weak game pad i’m not going to bed until i find a human settlement tough fucking luck

this post is getting SUPER long but i don’t wanna cut it off bc the next one will be super short bc i KNOW im almost there......

aw hey a sunshower :3

time to put my smartphone on the tower

ah this one was much calmer than the last one

ohhhh finally...a proper map Yes Yes Yes Thank You Nayru Din & Farore

ooh and a new rune

this river is apparently named squabble river which is apt bc thats all i did trying to fucking get across it

Why Do I Never Have Any Arrows

i’m not sure where to go next like i feel obligated to explore those areas i didnt get to yet but also i wanna see other people............

oh i found a merchant! damn food sells for a pretty penny rupee

ok yeah no im obviously gonna be playing until ddawn no need to kid ourselves. cutting this off here

also i havent been on my dash in hours i’ve been writing the posts without looking at tumblr at all i’m sorry i haven’t replied to anyone else’s liveblogs ;_; i just can’t tear myself away from this long enough to catch up on my dash!!!!

#personal #loz blogging #botw spoilers

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marcusflintwood · 8 years ago

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freaking wow…. get u a nice ny girl like me

i cant wait to listen to this in like a month or so and die of embarrassment…. anyway, thank you for everyone who asked for this!!! it was super fun to do and i like how u guys know what my voice sounds like now. so like whenever you read a text post of mine you can read it in my voice or whatever

transcription under cut!!!

0:00 “ok tumblr accent challenge cause y��all asked for it and i’m here to deliver. my name is gizelle and my username is marcusflintwood. i am from new york, um, and here I am pronouncing the following words:”

0:15 “aunt, roof, route, theater, iron, salmon, caramel, fire, water, New Orleans, Pecan, both, again, probably, Alabama, lawyer, coupon, mayonnaise, pajamas, caught, n-naturally? aluminum, GIF, Tumblr, Crackerjack, doorknob, envelope, and… GPOY”

0:37 “when you throw toilet paper on a house that’s called tp-ing a lot of people do it in… the halloween season”

0:45 “a bubbly carbonated drink is called soda and i HATE IT!”

0:50 “gym shoes are sneakers”

0:52 “my grandparents are lolo and lola but that’s just because i’m filipino not that, like, it’s an accent thing, yknow?

0:59 “the wheeled contraption that you put your groceries in is a shopping cart?”

1:04 “the thing that you change the TV chanel with that’s a remote”

1:08 “the next one is chose a book and read a passage from it so i picked up Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, and im gonna read Chapter 7 Mudbloods and Murmurs, and im gonna be reading the passage that marcus is in because i love him”

1:24 “(phone rings in background) Several people in green robes were walking onto the field, broomsticks in their hands. “I don’t believe it!” Wood hissed in outrage. “I booked the field for today! We’ll see about this!” Wood shot toward the ground, landing rather harder than he meant to in his anger, staggering slightly as he dismounted. Harry, Fred, and George followed. “Flint!” Wood bellowed at the Slytherin Captain. “This is our practice time! We got up specially! You can clear off now!” Marcus Flint was even larger than Wood. He had a look of trollish cunning on his face as he replied, “Plenty of room for all of us, Wood.” Angelina, Alicia, and Katie had come over, too. There were no girls on the Slytherin team, who stood shoulder to shoulder, facing the Gry-Gryffindors, leering to a man. “But I booked the field!” said Wood, positively spitting with rage. “I booked it!” “Ah,” said Flint. “But I’ve got a specialty [it’s specially im freaking dumb] signed note here from Professor Snape. ‘I, Professor S. Snape, give the Slytherin team permission to practice today on the Quidditch field owing to the need to train their new Seeker.’ ” “You’ve got a new Seeker?” said Wood, distracted. “Where?” And from behind the six large figures before them came a seventh, smaller boy, smirking all over his pale, pointed face. It was Draco Malfoy.”

2:45 “ok i need to stop reading because wow thats so hard. um, would i rather be a wizard or a vampire? id probably rather be a wizard.”

2:55 “um, do i know anyone on tumblr in real life? um… no, not technically. i’ve never like made friends with somebody on tumblr and then went to meet up with them in real life or whatever. but um i do have like [real life] friends who have a tumblr? but yknow like that probably doesnt count or whatever

3:14 “ok end sing three uh any three words i want um,”

3:21 “(cuts abbruptly with A Boogie wit da Hoodie’s Timeless playing in the background) what if i just like yknow sing an entire chorus instead?”

3:23 “(cuts to me singing, amazingly) I CANNOT WASTE NO TIME BITCH IM REALY GRINDIN IF I EVER SAID I LOVE YOU I WAS LYIN!!!! I FUCK WITH YOU BUT YOU WAS ALWAYS LIKE A SIDE BITCH CAUSE I COULD NEVER PUT NOTHING OVER GRINDIN!!!! i just left my baby grl a message I said i wont be comin home HAH THATS A DUB BITCH IM ON THE ROAD HAH”

3:45 “(music still playing) okokok i need to fuckin stop this is so baaaad”

3:49 “(cuts abruptly) ok! uh thanks for listening i guess!”

#audio #about #accent challenge

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ataraxicalex · 8 years ago

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1,11,13,3,16,22,32,34,50,62,64, (there is no 65 or 66)72,73,81,96,93,99 (unless that's too much or too personal, then you can pick and choose which ones you want)

1: What’s your middle name, and do you like it?

its marie, and no i dont. i hate how common it is (i know at least 5 other people that have that middle name, probably more) and its just so feminine and i dont like it

11: How do you feel about pet names?

it depends, but overall id say pet names dont give me a good feeling and i dont really like it. it feels weird to me

13: Name a list of shows that have changed your life

i dont think theres a show thats really changed my life, you feel?

3: Have you had your first kiss?

yeah i have

16: Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender?

nope i have not (im going for nb bc thats what i identify as, but i have kissed a female)

22: What’s something that makes you feel vulnerable?

not having my phone. i know its like “oh youre so attached to your technology” and shit but it gives me an anchor for whenever i have anxiety attacks i know i have that so

32: Do you like roller coasters?

hell yes. i fucking love roller coasters

34: What would you do in the event of an apocalypse?

depending on the type of apocalypse, id probably just straight up kill myself

50: How are you doing today?

overall, im not perfect but im okay. right now im stressed as hell so thats fun

62: List all the tv shows you are watching.

oh my here we go. doctor who, sherlock, supernatural, the oa, stranger things, a series of unfortunate events, does anime count? bc if so thats another 4 or so, ummmm brain games, white collar i guess, and theres probably more that im just not remembering bc im stupid :)

64: What was the last movie you saw? Opinion?

la la land and hoooooooly shit. its so good. the music, the acting, the mood, everything was so nice and it made me cry. ive been listening to the soundtrack so much ever since i saw it

72: If you could start over, what would you do differently?

tbh, i really dont know, bc everything ive done has led me to here. and im pretty content with where i am besides the like...depression and stuff lol

73: Would you break the law to save a loved one?

idk bc this isnt really specific? it would depend on what law and who it is, but id say most likely??

81: What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like?

i would be productive, i wouldnt procrastinate, youd see a lot more art and writing, and i might just never be on here bc tumblr is how i waste my life so

96: What's something you can't do no matter how hard you try?

this is really depressing, but be happy. i cant really be genuinely happy, my brain just cant make it happen

93: What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life?

that the world is a really shitty place and that it isnt all sunshine and flower all the time

99: Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it?

yeah my crippling depression

INVADE MY PERSONAL LIFE

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Im crying in the school bathroom rn I seriously love wonho so much I'm in pain why is he my ideal guy in every way he's so amazing and handsome and sweet but whO CARES BEVause he don't kno me haha am I right

big mood all the time im always in pain bc he rly................ doesn’t KNOW i would let him shave off my eyebrows if he wanted 2

tardy replies as usual under the cut!

(sorted from oldest to newest)

I wouldn't even care if wonho was a high maintenance boyf tbh I'd just sit and comb his hair all day and tell him he's pretty

hdjkfh this was so long ago but i think i was mostly kidding abt him being a high maintenance bf... like he would do so much giving? but i guess the only thing he’d need is constant reassurance that his s/o loves him imo jfdhgjk... i also think he’d b someone who either doesn’t settle down ever or does it very late in his life!

annie 🌹literary queen ❤️ literally crowned with a laurel wreath! not be drum attic but this midsummer nights monsta au is so!!!! give me sistar as the four star crossed lovers then drag me to h*ll and give me this doctor faustus au i'm itching for with kihyun as faustus and k.will as mephistopheles bc i love to watch my faves s*ffer but don't let me rip until i get my much ado about nothing au with the entire cast of starship ent and a lil cameo from giriboy!

(in refence to this monsta x as shakespearean archetypes ask!) fjdshgkjs shh i lov u... why is k will as mephistopheles so Accurate esp no.mercy k will lmao. um u should write all of these? in fact if... if anyone has mx literary aus.... hmu...... i’ll n*t

another thing about that incident is that it seems like the fan doesn't think Changkyun and Jooheon undersood them?? (an extension i guess they assumed they don't understand english very well) and that's pretty problematic. it seems to me that when they didn't respond the fan assumed they didn't understand and kept repeating it, as a joke. but they literally did That to the two with the most proficient english in the group... it's rly a mess all around. it's disrespectful through and through

(in relation to that gross “d*ddy” incident from a while ago) ik i feel like some intl fans think korea is a land completely culturally and linguistically alienated/divorced from the rest of the world or something and while cultural relativism is real to some extent... the idea that koreans are completely unaware of ~outside~ things is deeply racist. like mostly white ppl think that diasphoric poc are completely Different from them? when my mum went to the states 15 years ago some ppl literally asked her if there were newspapers in china lol...

i just randomly thought of monsta x as sesame street characters mostly bc i wanna see kihyun and wonho duke it out as bert and ernie (kihyun w/ the waste paper bin on his head and wonho asking 'where's the waste paper bin' and kihyun saying 'ask me that again and look into my eyes') and also minhyuk being elmo tbh...

JKGHKJDF PLEASe!!!! when will something like this b photoshopped... minhyuk as elmo is... spot on... i remember once elmo appeared on a now-discontinued late night talk show program i used to watch when i was in primary school and he was like “elmo likes wasabi, that’s why elmo has no eyebrows” and idk why ive never been able to forget this????? very lmh. also this made me think of a monsta x muppets au n minhyuk is the pic of ass-gape kermit.... next post of mine will b monsta x as kermit reaction pics

Hyungkyun is such an under appreciated ship. Like, they just get each other so well? Why do people overlook it. ㅠ.ㅠ Do you have a moment that made you ship them? How would you describe their dynamic?

it’s bc they’re intp x intj they don’t rly... Understand each other with minimal effort/real communication lmao it’s very efficient. both quiet lil darlings who aren’t emotionally That Open but enjoy their own little space together sometimes?? their dynamic is like... they’re weird in different ways but they’re v chill together. u can tell hyungwon is super fond of changkyun like he has this Expression when ck does anything at all.... i think these two rly love each other’s personalities bc they’re both kind/gentle/peaceful types and their overall ?? vibe is just highly compatible... they’re absolute darlings... v soft together... i can’t think of a favourite moment but i rly rly love their birthday messages for each other last year like changkyun’s message for hyungwon was like “ur rly cool bruh ur rly such a great person” and hyungwon’s message for changkyun was rly... just him obviously doting on him n finding him cute jksfdhg i lov them a lot :(

soyou: i know how to make hair pretty :))) knetz: dirty fckn iljin why can't she be out there being being PRODUCTIVE in society by having babies and learning how to be a good wife for her future husband ://// smh how dare she be successful now when i'm stuck doing what society wants me to do but also anonymously attacking ppl i don't personally know on the internet bc THATS respectable the irony of ugly knetz is so transparent

The whole thing about Knetz and wonho's "scandalous" past reminded me of something. As a PSA to those people who are so insistent and pushy that idols aren't allowed to have sex/date/be anything but straight: Fuck all of you. You do not own these people, and if you really cared about them you'd be happy if they were happy. Like tbh, if anyone that famous and busy could also balance out a relationship at the same time, I'd be so happy for them. It really bugs me how all idols are supposed (1/2)(2/2) have this squeaky clean innocent image where they have to look and act a certain way and have these stupid fucking dating bans because once they don't meet up to that image their success suffers. Idols already give up so much privacy, and the last thing they need is millions of people scrutinizing every little thing they do. I don't even know where I started this rant from, but basically, GIVE IDOLS PRIVACY AND DONT JUDGE THEM FOR THEIR PASTS OR FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS OR WHATEVER

yeth ty for highlighting the gross obsession w purity and productivity (like the first anon said -- a very confucian sort of ideal)... i don’t rly have anything else to add here i think. also i would fight for soyou i fact i would fight lmh who said she was his ideal type in no.mercy era... she’s rly one of my faves and the way she was slandered for the hairdressing thing was one of the most ridiculous things knets ever did lmao honestly yuk

u a kihyun stan now👀👀👀

im a @fhiz stan it’s the same thing tbh

ahh so i saw your tags on that jh gifset! as one of the few jh stans (or maybe there are way more than i think there are lol) i rly love his "reversal charm." he has a lot of what i lack as a person: a strong presence and a lot of confidence! i respect him so much as a person alth i rag on him a lot LMAO. sorry if this is a bit long winded but i just rly wanted to put this out there ;;

this is rly cute i lov hearing ppl talk abt their faves lovingly it rly... Heals Me. i think it’s strange how underappreciated jooheon is in this fandom especially bc he’s usually the one who catches ur eye first bc he’s so hyped by starship as being a one-in-a-million talented rapper u know? and he rly shines in mvs and no.mercy but............. y does he have the least fansites jkfhdg ?? you’re v right abt the reversal charm thing but i feel like sometimes it’s very overdone like... on lots of shows he’s asked to do aegyo when rly he should be asked to... idk... rap or dance or something?? i actually think jooheon is the most serious member of monsta x sometimes bc he seems to have a sense that he’s.. the pillar of mx if that makes sense? and that’s why he’s always pushing himself and working tirelessly like he feels very Responsible for this group, more than anyone else. idk if that makes sense!!! i love him and i want him to... unwind a bit bc sometimes he looks so stressed and tired but he still feels the need to pretend to be energetic like my heart rly hurts for him :/ this got so emo im sry i do rly love to hear that u respect him sm i love jooheon stans :(

i can see what u mean about jooheon being 1 of the most masculine. (iirc u also talked abt kihyun being that in a post a while ago) like with his face and his physique he really is striking; his body=like that slim,upside-down Y that you'd learn to draw men w/ in Anatomy 101 , but i think.. ,--not that u asked, but,, i think the jury's still out on if he's comfortable w his masculinity with the way he acts feminine lyk misogynistic comedians Can sound like dead ringers for women,? idk & i take +

(not sure if there was a 2nd part to this? there’s nothing else in my inbox so i’m sry if there was and tumblr ate it) yeth i think i meant that his demeanor is the most ~~masculine~~ whereas i think kihyun is still the most... idk... mature-masculine?? if tht makes sense, and i definitely agree w u on that second point! i didn’t think of that at the time but now that i... do... think abt it... ur right and also the way he comes back from it by putting on the >swag demeanor again in an attempt to polarise it is definitely a bit 👀👀👀 he probably doesn’t want to risk his Manly Rapper Image for real u kno? that said it’s ingrained in kpop that behaving cute --> “girly” entails that sort of “comedic” high-pitched voice + compact body language etc.... like i’m not condoning that ofc but i definitely think it’s broader than this particular case! :/ hm

maybe i'd be doing better in school if i could major in kihyunology ;~; i stan him but i def think we still don't know much about him even after all this time after debut. especially when i look at him compared to wonho who wears his heart on his sleeve (bless him i love wonho sm, gotta protect this bun at all costs!!)...but ya it just makes me wanna learn more about him like who is the real kihyun??

i want to write a kihyun meta when i have time... i feel like i Get him a bit more these days but it’s also very hard to put into words bc u kno when u kinda sorta mb get some1 but it’s a feeling rather than anything conveniently expressable gkjdhfjk.... idk if anyone wants to send in some Kihyun Thoughts + Meta feel free! :>> i don’t think he’s actually... as complex as we sometimes make him out to be lol like his behaviour is actually kind of predictable? more on his later

wait is the february comeback actually true? ugh i'm so conflicted cuz on one hand i'm excited if there's really gonna be a full length album, but i also think they need more rest but then there's the matter of getting their first win and idk i'm super psyched but i'm also worried that the boys are being overworked

i still feel like they had a comeback like yesterday lol like looking at their schedules stresses me out bc they do so much..... im glad wonho got to go to his mum’s cafe recently tho! all we can do is have faith in them rn and when it’s time... stream, buy things if ur able to, spread the news and the hype etc. i am definitely Worried abt some things like the competition they’re up against but.... gotta have faith u kno... and i feel like all active idols are kind of... permanently worked very hard but i think currently only jooheon and shownu are a bit Overloaded. also has the date been confirmed yet... it’s february already...

#i planned 2 answer more but im... sleepy...#soon... i will... catch up... and make this blog neater + more navigation-friendly #ask #compilation #Anonymous

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