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I'm not delusional, Scully.
David Duchovny as Fox Mulder in The X-Files S01E18 'Miracle Man'
#i used to not understand why people made sets like this with no words#i get it now#some people are just nice to look at#and are also gender#x files#the x files#david duchovny#fox mulder#my gifs#s01e18#miracle man#the scientist speaks#notes: 100
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Ignore me if I am getting stuff wrong but I’ve recently begun to think of Viktor’s journey throughout Arcane in the context of the classic gothic sci-fi novel Frankenstein (I specify novel due to not watching any of the movies). It’s fascinating how Viktor is both the creature (“Adam”) and, uhm, Victor Frankenstein himself.
~Essay below the cut for your scrolling ease~
Firstly, it’s clear in season 1 how Viktor = Victor. Both are bright eyed students yearning for knowledge and to make change with professors warning them to not get lost within the ideals to the post they lose their morals. Unlike Victor Frankenstein, Viktor sees the horrors of the Hexcore only after it as killed, yet like the tale of yore he has no strength to beat his creature alone. So Viktor asks Jayce for help.
Now, Jayce is our Frankenstein. Another bright eyed inventor, doomed to create. He brings the dead to life with an unexplained science. Yet unlike Victor, Jayce sees his resuscitated creature with awe at first when it awakens. All his theories are true. Yet it, Viktor, languishes. An unnatural life, an unnatural body, fused with his creature into something new. Like the creature, he flees, desperate to find out who he, who it is.
I would consider Viktor in act 2 of season 2 a continuation of him as the creature, if the creature was seen as a messenger of god. As the creature once said, “.. I ought to be thy Adam, but I am rather the fallen angel..” (Chapter 10). Viktor is if the creature were truly allowed to be Adam, to be the first of the new mankind. The next step of Evolution. One could argue he still represent Victor within his scientific pursuits, but I’d retort the creature has as much of a smart mind as his creator, willing to push himself.
Sadly for Viktor, Jayce has no awe left. He has fully embraced being Frankenstein, seeing his choice after the bombing as an inhumane mistake. Jayce declares his goal: to right his wrongs. Unlike both Viktor and Victor, Jayce has the strength to do so. He brings himself infront of his creature. Something made with his friend’s body, wearing his friend’s face, his friend’s memories recognizing Jayce and feeling safe. So Jayce must tighten his grip on the hammer kill it.
When act 3 begins, Viktor is now an amalgamation of both the creature and Frankenstein. He is something new and feared, something that wants and begs for its creator’s love and acknowledgement. He is someone exploring a new field, seeking praise as he delves into waters too deep for people to handle, not noticing the air leaving his lungs as he drowns in the knowledge around him. He creates many a creature, each a cherished doll.
I’d say that Jayce is also a similar amalgamation, something touched and formed by something, someone, higher than him. Someone else’s creature, a horrid reminder of everything that world lost nestled within his hands. He is still Frankenstein, as seen with “My partner died in this room.” (S2, Act III). I think there is more to be said on Jayce’s journey in the context of Frankenstein but it’s 1am and I could make a more official essay later. I felt it important to include this short paragraph, however, before we delve into our conclusion.
The two finally stand face to face once more, the lines are blurred on who is the creature and the creator, but that does not matter now. No matter which of the two they are, they want the other dead. So they fight and the lines blur further and further till the two have to look at eachother, at their human faces in the cosmic plane. The line is gone. Both Viktor and Jayce are the creators of Hextech, the new science that was a piece of ever tragedy. Both are creatures made by Hextech, unable to live without it. So like Victor and the creature, Jayce and Viktor realize they have no place left in the world. So they leave it, letting the world distort and contort their story as time passes by.
#unsatisfying conclusion I know but once again it is 1am I must simply work vomit#additional notes!#it was so hard keeping spelling correct for Viktor and Victor lest I ruin the ability to understand the word dump more#Jayce and Viktor and also like Victor bc they are queer and in love with their best friends#I was thinking about bringing up how both Viktor and Victor’s mental declines are also represented by physical health but#I need to directly reference the sources for that claim#the brain explosion moment I had when I realized while the story of Frankenstein ends with the two going to die in a blizzard#arcane (jayve and viktor specifically) begins in a blizzard#ok tagging things now additional thoughts OVER#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane#arcane season2#viktor arcane#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#victor arcane#writing#ONE LAST THOUGHT ACTUALLY#I think the Viktor part of this applies to both Arcane Viktor and the Herald of the Arcane#and the Machine Herald he originally was in league#for season 1 at least#also shhhhh about the images not fully applying I’m looking for things in my camera roll#writings and rambles
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Excuse me, where are my Arctic tragedy girlies at? Not in the Bridgerton tags, that's for sure. This is the face of a man who is walking into an episode of AMC's The Terror. That ship is getting crushed in pack ice. This man is eating someone or getting eaten. I hope he marries Cressida and she gets to spend the rest of her days writing to the Admiralty, begging for search-and-rescue missions. It would be enrichment for her. A noble reason to be a bitch. You see my vision.
#arctic exploration#the terror amc#bridgerton#lord debling#yeah i watched bridgerton#possibly for the wrong reasons now that i look at this post#his arctic ambitions are in there for ME you understand?#this will be a zero note post and i do not care
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“I hope I’ll find all the pieces of my mind that fell out of my head over all those years, and that I’ll be able to put myself together again. I hope the echoes of pain will fade, and memories of sorrow will die, and that you’ll visit me here some day…”
“And I hope you have a happy ending of your own.”
#NICHE BALDURS GATE CHARACTER FANS COME GET YALL JUICE#I may be the only one getting juice but hey. yknow#obligatory if hope has one fan it is me if hope has no fans it means I am dead etc etc#hope bg3#house of hope#baldurs gate 3#bg3#I love her sm you don’t understand#she’s so silly (clinically insane) and she’s brave and beautiful and UGH. hope. my beloved.#hope my fucking beloved#anyways this took fucking forever#I’m not super happy with it but i AM done with it. so. yeah#I was gonna do a bg and stuff but like. I’m sleepy#so you just get the window#also I feel like the light coming through looks a bit shit but again. it’s done for now.#I’ve never tried to draw stained glass and when I tell you it was not fucking easy lol#oh it’s just like drawing regularly but with LESS DETAIL I thought like a smooth brained foool#INCORRECT#there was maths involved#anyyyyywho. all for now. enjoy. please enjoy. if this gets no notes I may cry. a little.
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if one more person puts a post comparing ayrton senna with any brunette twink looking gringo i will bite
#“omg kimi looks like senna” “omg franco will be the next senna”#NO.#THERE WILL BE NO NEXT SENNA#i going for a bit of a jokey tone here but on a more serious note now#can someone pls explain to me why do some ppl keep on doing this?#do you not understand the legacy? do you not understand that there wont be another him just like there wont be another michael?#do you not understand how intrinsic being brazilian is to senna? do you not get that this is setting kimi and franco for failure?#ayrton senna#kimi antonelli#franco colapinto#f1
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Not me adding annotations to a book to make it more accessible for my mom when she will read it
#i am once again complaining about italian translators not adding enough context and explainations in queer non fiction books#90% of non queer people or people who do not speak english don't have enough fucking context to get certain things#i need tranlators to add the necessary context to make these books accessible for everyone#olay surely mainly queer people will read a book about going outside the binary but if we want more people to understand us#we need to add the necessary context to make these things comprehensible to everyone#both those who do not have a queer background and therefore have never see certain words and those who do not speak any english#why the fuck are we assuminng everyone reading this knows english and the linguistic and cultural context between certain words#most people i know do not know one word on english and since it's an italian translation you should make it completly accessible for anyone#i don't want people to read this with their phone in their hands to look for meaninga here and there#i have had this complaint before and i will keep complaining#it's frustrating because this book makes the concept of going outside the binary very easy and accessible and the translation is not as good#also the translation of this particular chapter did a terrible job language wise too so i can't expect much#the concept is there but oh boy do a few sentences look like they have been translated with google#so yep i resorted to making my own notes because i want my mom to read this and understand it without here needing to ask me for context#i mean i want conversations to start but not because of translation reasons if you know what i mean#and it would be very unmotivating to read a book that has too many words you don't know bc the translator took things for grated#cris speaks#i am done complaining for now#the og book is super good tho i am happy i am reading it again after so many years#the---hermit
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*lovingly tackles Aine*
Read my Yandere! Pierro longfics first ���( ´▽`)
Last week, my beloved mutual @ainescribe surprised me with Savior! Darling fan art and AHAI9232@2-!/! CRYING SCREAMING I WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ART AND WORSHIP YOUR VERSION OF SAVIOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR ART—
*clears throat* Anyway, now that I finally have the time to properly sit down and comment on the fan art, I’ll do just that. Feedback will be in the tags and it will be unhinged. Once again, thank you so much to Aine for drawing this <3
#feedback#fan art#pranabefall#AIIINE ;-; once again. thank you so much!! it rlly means a lot to me that you enjoyed my writing and felt inspired to draw this :'>#and as someone who loves fashion and character design. it's so so interesting to analyze your version of savior#there's so much symbolism and visual storytelling in each sketch/ outfit and i shall now proceed to pick apart each detail as best as i can#her snezhnayan fit.....god i love it. it's regal. distinctively snezhnayan. and draws attention to her--and you just know that was pierro's#intention when he dressed her in those garments. IT'S JUST SO...!! savior's wardrobe scrubbed clean of her original culture and preferences#replaced with the foreign garments of her captor's nations.....in line with this. i love how her kokoshnik and khaenri'ahn earrings are big#and attention-grabbing. you can't look at her without taking note of those accessories. it begs the question:: how many times has savior#looked at the mirror after being dressed up in snezhnaya and was unable to recognize her own reflection?? :'>#also shoutout to some details aine shared with me: 1) the face marks are inspired by weeping angels 2) the kokoshnik was traditionally worn#by married noblewomen BUT the veil was normally for unmarried women so savior's outfit can be seen as a form of compliance + rebellion#(though later on in history it became accepted for married women to also wear that veil. also my apologies if what i said is inaccurate)#lastly shoutout to savior's expression!! very poised and mysterious....due to her emotional state or pierro's rules on how to act as his#spouse in public?? we'll never know~ the first drawing hits even harder when you compare it to the next one!! such an interesting contrast~#savior in her plain attire. casual and domestic with a smile on her face....i'm guessing this is her pre-fatui version?? she looks so warm#and friendly. and i can definitely understand why pierro fell for her smile <3#also i fucking love the caption. sorry pierro but you are cursed to be a loser/ simp/ pathetic man in all of my fics and AUs xD#NOW ONTO GODDESS! SAVIOR AAAHHHH!! i love the greek goddess motifs. she looks so regal and awe-inspiring but in a different way from her#snezhnayan attire--archaic. divine. and more suited to her personal style.....yet both versions of her look so painfully isolated :'>#her blank eyes. emotionless face. and veil give me the vibes of a spooky victorian ghost...or would a statue/ portrait be more fitting??#the lack of a necklace is also an interesting design choice given what happens in the fic. and now i realized i forgot to comment on your#version of her snezhnayan necklace oops. similar to the kokoshnik and earrings. the size + grandeur makes it impossible to ignore#that and big jewels = expensive af. ohhh and i love the sparkles on her veil!! pierro rlly spared no expense in dressing up his wifey <3#it's also funny how all of these outfits are similar to my own version in terms of 'savior wore grand clothing during her glory days as a#goddess -> wore simple attire after her decline for practicality and to blend in with humans/ disassociate from her old identity -> is now#dressed in even grander clothing as the harbinger's spouse. but it's used to reinforce her new identity and pierro's control over her'#tldr:: your design is so creative and i can see the effort you put in analyzing her character and depicting her based on your interpretatio#thank you for being my mutual + reader and i hope we can share even more harbinger/darling brainrot in the future :>
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lil guyyyy!!!! :)c
#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#deku#my art#you don't understand my cuteness aggression is flaring so bad rn!!!!#gripping my stylus#and gnashing my teeth as we speak#BITESBITESBITESBITES#holy shit tagging is so fun#did you know back in like 2017(??) i used to jot my tags down because having to go redo everything when i notice a mistake is so annoying#now i can just drag and drop and edit as i go????#tumblr i'm kissing you#wip#sketch#on another note i'm struggling to pin a consistent artstyle when drawing mha characters. they look so different every time lol#might be better to settle with something more stylized but i'm having way too much fun experimenting 💪
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rk800 💙 rk900
#ok hear me out#i think they are blorbo shaped#if nines got a hug. he can be fixed. i know this. give him a chance. give him some connor#rk1700#????#i said theyre cute as platonic but i feel the tendrils of shipping lens activation slowly creeping up to my feet....#nobody asked me to give nines a lil blush there....but i did it anyway......software instability moment.....#its funny how i started out hating his guts i just called him an ugly bitch when he showed up and now i am becoming so soft for him#i just didnt understand why he was so popular then found out yall just want that love hate dynamic with the asshole cop which#i agree is valid and i do dabble in a little now#regardless#i looked at nines and connor for too long and something is stirring in me#i am afraid#hankcon going strong tho i just want connor to be loved by every single person in the game#mark my words one of these days im going to make some terrible decisions with kamski...#on another note im glad for the dbh obsession because its giving me a much needed push to learning a bit of form and rendering with art#usually i wing it and never colour but this is progress im kind of proud of :}#enjoy folks#my art#detroit become human#dbh#i forgot to tag for myself#id apologise for always rambling on in tags but you can choose not to read it#and whenever i see anyone mentioning getting a chuckle out of it it makes my day#you pressed that see all button. youre seeing it all man
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Nawhhhhhh- y’all tell me why my Mexican Mama be roasting RoboDad over here. 💀💀💀
I was gonna give her a long speech about how amazing and lovable Nick Valentine is, but before I could she just went right back to roasting him. (Affectionately though, she does like him. Just thinks he’s kinda ugly)
Feito means “little ugly”
Now I have to basically summarize this man’s entire lore in the most simplistic way possible to make her understand this unyielding love the Fallout community has for Nick.
Plz send help.
#How do I tell the story of Nick Valentine and Fallout in general to a Mexican mother who only plays Mario Bros????#Not even I know?????#At the very least she calls Nick a man and not a robot. Poor lady is trying to understand my hobbies to no avail.#She watched me play the intro of Fallout 4. But after awhile she got bored of me just looting the Commonwealth.#So after that she only saw snippets of my gameplay.#And she kept noting that I’m always with Nick and that he looks like he’s seen better days.#El Feito is now his name in her eyes. I’m sorry Nick. I laughed too hard now she won’t stop calling him that.#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#nick valentine#fallout memes#fallout screenshots
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hi! just curious if you hc dazai with any specific mental disorders/illnesses? i have read a bunch of your fics and loved them all but cannot remember rn if you have ever labelled or coded him with anything💕
ooh, this is an interesting question!!
unless i’m exploring a specific mental condition, or the condition is a theme in the fic, i generally don’t put too much thought into labels when it comes to Dazai’s mental health 🫶🏻
obviously he does struggle with his mental health, & i have certain headcanons that seem plausible (such as dissociation, depression, possibly SAD). but i usually prefer to explore from the psychology/philosophy/emotional angle of his character :’)
that being said, i recently realized that im neurodivergent, which made me realize that i’ve been unknowingly writing Dazai as neurodivergent all this time (which i def do believe he is) 😭😭
tldr: i guess the only label that i generally use with him is neurodivergent 🥹
#personally i don’t *usually* like to write characters from a “mental illness” perspective bc i feel that it limits me from digging deeper#into their motives. psyche. & philosophy. which is much more interesting to me to understand :’)#also i will note that mental conditions OBVIOUSLY inform a character’s motives & psyche… so that factor can’t be completely ignored#tysm for the thought provoking ask!! i’m so so glad you like my fics 🥹🩷#ps sorry for taking so long to answer this… it got lost in my drafts 😭😭#btw i probably write Chuuya as neurodivergent too akhaksja#i’m looking forward to *intentionally* exploring their neurodiversities now that i’m aware of it hehe <3#rambling about bsd again#asks 💌#anon ask#bsd dazai
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Your art is so amazing and you're truly spoiling us by posting so often! I have no idea how you do it, but I'm very grateful ^w^~💚
Also, your tags are an art form themselves and I haven't seen them get the appreciation they deserve!
thank you so much !!! a part of why i post so much is Of Course because of all the lovely support and invitations for discussion from everyone: it's been so fun talking with everyone and getting to share all my lil doodles and read everyones tags so far :]] !! gettin to come online and share my thoughts and drawings really is a huge part of my day and helps me get through the muck of it all, so thank you all for bein a gracious community !
SPEAAAKAING of tags thank you very much for appreciating my tag rambles !! hard to find people who appreciate TRUE art anymore smh .....
#snap chats#I JEST JVLAEKVJAE but fr thank you :) i dont think people'll read my tag rambles#like i HOPE they do but theyre more for me because i have an obsession with overexplaining#theres a novel's worth of a diagnosis as to why that is but this aint bout that POINT IS thank you for reading my thoughts :)#on that note that just reminds me ive always wondered what id be like for charles to get in the head of a real scatterbrain#brother strap in youre going in for a ride. youre going to experience seven wikipedia articles in five minutes#in any case. ive been told my rate for drawing is alarming. very beneficial for the work i do ! but alarming#however i understand time is a very finite thing and that scares me so i have adapted to draw as fast as i can#and sleep as little as possiblel but we dont have to talk about that point is thank you !!!!!#i look forward to making more art people can enjoy :]]] !!!#all of that said and done... i think im gonna go eat forreal now ...#as much as i love being online .. i also love going outside. and eating ! so for now i rest#plus i have that package i gotta get lol ....... anyways laters !!!
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people love to use ffxiii’s messy development as a reason to completely shit on the game but honestly the fact they managed to sneak in so many little details in the gameplay in a way that reflects the characters and story despite all the miscommunication between the dev sections is just impressive to me
#was xiii horribly planned out and missed out on a lot of important feedback because of the poor time management? absolutely#does that mean you cant be impressed with what the game achieved regardless of whether you liked it or not? fuck no#also the fact theres next to no bugs (not counting the pc port because... yeah) is amazing all things considered#and the graphics still hold up to this day#the linearity is everyones main issue with the game but look at x dude#x was linear as hell too but it makes sense bc yuna had a pilgrimage to follow#just as how it makes sense for the xiii cast to not have time to stop and explore cocoon while they were being hunted by the government#thats why you have so much more freedom to explore when youre on pulse#theres not even anything objectively wrong with having a game be linear in the first place#and the people complaining about the story being ''incoherent'' are just... wrong?#they give you enough hints within the dialogue to piece the story together yourself while also not leaning on exposition dumps to tell it#and if you cant do that then the datalogs are right THERE#games have relied on ''notes'' to tell parts of their story for ages now and i dont understand why its suddenly bad when xiii does it#i dont like sitting through exposition dumps and i like being able to analyse and theorize about a plot WHILE im experiencing it#and a lot of other people feel the same way so its not an objectively bad aspect of the game's storytelling#you just need to pay attention and be patient and wait for the story to unfold#i went off the rails but ANYWAY#aki stfu#final fantasy xiii
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my notes file this episode is three thousand words long and i feel like i've only scratched the surface of the things i need to say about it....
#finished it now though! and seeing. some takes#i need one of those blogs that comment on photos of animals to say RATING: NOT CUTE#like everything that happened in this episode was soooo delicious to me. in so many ways!!#but i need to know that we all understand what we are looking at.#the notes file is not always coherently reasoned it's just me talking to myself but it IS funny to see in real time how i went from#'i find kant and bison compelling and interesting as characters but don't have affectionate emotions about them necessarily'#to. i love them :( <3. over the course of this episode.#bit of a hot take given the episode in question i'm aware but it's true#i mean i very much still want to put them in a lab. but still#also holding fadel so so gently in my hands like a delicate baby bird...#may liveblog tag
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Sometimes i think about udon comics Karin, why was she like that.
#it genuinely feels like a parody of the character like#ok i understand the comics aren't 1-1 with the game's stuff. creative liberties and all#but still. look how they massacred my girl#i get that what they were going for was for her to be more of an antagonist i think?#but it was done in cost of her characterization. completely missing the key element of this character#that she's not spoiled just proud#udon comics Karin feels as if she's five steps behind her game counterpart in that aspect#like how in those she only gets to the point of befriending Sakura when they're both adults#when in the games they were left on a good note pretty much right after her ending in alpha 3#there's more that bothers me but I don't feel like rambling in tags now#street fighter#sf#karin kanzuki#sf karin#hyena ramblings
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It still does not compute in my head that they killed off Tech
#look here he is riot racing! here’s a potential love interest! look at him pushing for them to rescue crosshair! nevermind he’s dead#i still don’t know how i feel about it#i’m rewatching the season rn and i think there’s a decent amount of evidence that he’s going to live#but at the same time. the riot racing epsiode and the moments with phee just make me feel a bit 😕 now#like really. really!!#they ended it on such a weird note it’s so..especially the stuff with phee#they clearly have some communication issues they’re in an awkward place where they don’t quite understand each other yet#and then it’s just…not going to go anywhere#iirc dbb mentioned something about negotiating relationships but sometimes it just doesn’t work out. he’s dead though#idk i do like techphee but having them not work out and just be friends would be a much more satisfying resolution#than ‘oops he’s dead lol’#this is very rambly and i haven’t had coffee yet so i don’t know if this makes any sense i apologise
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