#look i cant sleep and i am angry and tired

[silent-sentinels]

oh. oh.. oh immmm so tired ofbeing angry. oh im sooooooo tiredd o fbeing angry oh my god oh my god

[voulezloux]

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[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Gonna complain in the tags

[sugar-coated-galaxies]

Lil vent post bc I just. Need to get it out ig

[azrielsdove]

Ive really been loving all that you post. I've had this idea rattling in my head. It's a Azriel x best friend Reader. Where their friendship has mostly been platonic. Azriel and Elain were an item before she eventually left him for lucien, causing Azriel to spiral outta control. Azriels getting blackout drunk like every night, crying his eyes out saying how much he loved Elain, getting into fights hes just a mess and although readers there helping him shes fucking hurt that her friends suffering. I picture reader coming to help Azriel again one night dressed really nice and drop dead gorgeous, shes getting him into bed or whatever and hes just staring at her, like really looking at her. The bond snaps for him that instant and hes taking her in and asks her why are u wearing a gown? And she tells him she was on a date with Eris but ended it early to come help him. Breaks his fucking heart that shes dating someone (Especially Eris) but he then realizes shes always been there by his side. I imagine her not knowing about the bond or ignoring it cuz she just can't be Azriels 2nd choice ( but also cant hurt him) when shes been there the whole time and she feels she deserves someone who actually loves her not just cuz the mother said they should be together. Angst with maybe open ending? Or sad ending idk. Lol. Happy ending? I cant chooose. Lol.

Dearest Friend: Azriel x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Alcohol, Brief Mentions of Violence

***

You sighed deeply, knowing it was going to be another long night with your dearest friend. You hated that Azriel was hurting, but you were growing tired of the constant drinking and fighting. You dragged the large male out of the alley you found him in, calling out to Rhys to send someone to check on whoever he had been pummeling to a pulp when you found him.

“M’fine,” Azriel grumbled, pushing himself off of you to stumble down the road.

“I know you are. I am just helping,” you explained, used to the difficult task of getting him home. You brought him to the townhouse, as he was in no state to fly the two of you up to the House if Wind. He got angry when he was here, remembering the early stages of his feelings for Elain.

“I want to go home,” he protested, stopping in the doorway. You grabbed his hands and pulled him gently inside, shutting the door behind him.

“We can go home tomorrow, Az. Tonight we are going to stay here, closer to the ground.” He mumbled under his breath something about hating you and this place, but you just rolled your eyes and continued pulling him up to the room he typically stayed in.

You felt an air of sadness wash over you, looking to see Azriel staring at a door near the end of the hall. You knew that was Elain’s old room, before she moved to the River House with Rhys and Feyre. You reached up and placed a hand on his face, prompting him to look at you. “She’s not here,” you soothed, heart breaking at the anguish in his eyes. He nodded, head leaning into the touch of your hand. “Come on.”

You brought him into his room, sliding off his dirty clothes. He didn’t fight you as you slid warm, clean sleepwear onto him, the anger exhausted for the night. You pulled the blankets over him and tucked him in, pressing a light kiss to his forehead. “Get some sleep, Az.”

His hand on your arm stopped you, the pleading look in his eyes already telling you what he wanted. “Stay,” he whispered, pulling you down next to him. You took in a deep breath before sliding under the blankets with him, allowing him to hold you close. You had been sleeping like this a lot lately, your back pressed tight to his chest while he held you like you were his lifeline.

You wish he knew how true that was.

You had learned the shove the pull of the mating bond down long ago, realizing that Azriel would likely never feel it. The two of you had been friends for a few hundred years, and he had never made any inclination that he knew in all that time.

He pushed closer to you, burying his face in your hair. “Why wasn’t I enough for her?” Your heart broke just a little more, understanding the feeling all too well. You ran your fingers over his hands, shushing him.

“Enough of that, Az. She has a mate, that wasn’t a bond you could fight with. It has nothing to do with you.” You felt like you had said the same things over and over, constantly reassuring your friend that he did nothing wrong. Elain had tried to fight the bond with Lucien, making her own choice to go after Azriel. Unfortunately, the Mother creates bonds for a reason and even Azriel wasn’t enough to keep her from her mate.

Your countless failed relationships proved that as well.

“I wish she had been my mate,” he mumbled, sleep beginning to take over. You ignored the pain in your chest at his words, knowing he had no idea his mate was here in his arms. His mate he had no interest in.

“Go to sleep, Az.”

***

You smiled at the male across from you, raising your glass to your lips. With the now-accepted mating bond between Lucien and Elain, along with a growing alliance with the Autumn Court, Eris had taken to visiting Velaris often. You had arrived at the River House to ask about the male Azriel had attacked a few nights prior, not knowing he was there. You couldn’t deny the slight uptick of your heart whenever you saw him.

He had asked you to accompany him out to dinner that night, an invitation you gladly accepted. For the first time the attention of another male overrode the underlying pull of the mating bond. You had rushed off to get ready, forgetting the reason you even went over there.

Perhaps it was foolish, agreeing to a date with the Autumn Prince. You were tired of being alone, tired of waiting for the bond that will never snap for your mate. Eris was handsome, charming, and kept your attention full on him. You’d never met anyone quite like that.

“You look,” he spoke, surveying you over his whiskey glass, “divine.” You couldn’t hide the slight blush at his words, heat coursing through you. No other male had ever been able to affect you with such few words.

“I’m sure no different than the ladies you court in Autumn,” you responded, a teasing lilt to your voice. Eris chuckled, sipping his drink.

“Truth be told, I cant say i’ve ever had the interest in courting any of them.” You swore your heart stopped, mind going temporarily blank. “No one has ever caught my attention quite like you did.” He was looking at your curiously, as if trying to find some invisible string that tied you to him.

“I could say the same about you,” you got out, taking a mildly too large drink. Eris smiled back,

opening his mouth to say more when Cassian burst into the restaurant. He caught sight of you immediately, striding over to the table.

“He’s bad. He won’t accept any of us, he’s requesting you.” He looked apologetic, awkwardly glancing between you and Eris. You sighed, unable to hide the slow anger rising in you.

“Fine. Where is he?” You asked, standing from the table. You looked over to Eris, halfway ready to tell Azriel to screw himself so you could stay here. “Im so sorry. Our friend is…not well,” you explained, knowing he already knew the situation.

“Of course,” he said, waving you to go. “I just expect you to take me on an extravagant make-up date when he’s better.” The wink he gave you had color racing up your neck, a small smile on your lips.

***

Cass brought you to the townhouse, a sure sign that Azriel was wasted again. “I didn’t want to interrupt your date,” he began, “but he’s losing it in there. Crying and screaming about Elain, destroying everything he can get his hands on. Rhys can’t even get into his mind to calm him down.” You knew how dire this situation must be if Rhys was willing to infiltrate his friends mind without consent. You prepared yourself as the door opened, peering in to the damage he had caused.

It was bad. Very, very bad.

“Az?” You called out, stepping into the ruined home. “Are you in here?” You heard a low sob from the living room, turning to Cassian behind you. “You should stay out here, for now. I’ll yell if I need you.” He agreed, willing to do anything you thought may help his brother.

You made your way into the living room, finishing Azriel tucked into the farthest corner. His shadows were going wild, racing around the room in a chaotic show. You carefully walked over to him, being sure to not trip on any of the debris. You knelt down in front of him, running your hands up and down his arms.

“Hey, Az. I’m here now. What do you need?” Your words were quiet, soothing. He slowly lifted his head off his knees, eyes bloodshot. You clicked your tongue at the deep circles under them, the sunken skin of his cheeks. He was destroying himself.

“Let me help you up to bed, okay? I’ll bring you water, do you want me to send Cassian to pick up some food?” He shook his head as you pulled him up, looking almost small. You gently lead him upstairs, an area he had thankfully stayed out of during his rampage. You once again changed his clothes and tucked him into bed, heading downstairs to get him a glass of water.

You opened the front door to see Cassian sitting on the steps, waiting for you. “He’s in bed,” you said as he stood, “you are good to go. I’ll stay with him.” Cassian nodded, shifting on his feet.

“I’m sorry again. We may have had disagreements in the past, but Eris is proving to be a decent guy. I think he’d be good for you.” Your heart fluttered at his words, that small smile coming back onto your face.

“Yes, well, I suppose we will see.” He bid you goodnight and you closed the door, locking it behind you. You retrieved the glass for Az, bringing it up to him.

“Drink,” you commanded, pushing the water in his hands. He did so greedily, needing the cool liquid after his actions that night. You took the empty

glass from him, setting it on the nightstand. “Anything else?” You asked, voice missing the normal warmth it had when he was in this state.

Azriel looked at you closely, eyes slowly taking in your appearance. “You look…nice.” You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms over your chest.

“Yes, thanks for noticing. Are you good?” You were growing impatient.

“Why are you wearing that?” His question held a small tone of accusation, clearly unhappy that you were out while he was struggling.

“Honestly Azriel, do you take me as your mother? I was on a date, a very lovely night until you had to ruin it.” You couldn’t help the anger pushing out of you, years of being there for him piling up inside you.

“A date? With who?” He sneered, focused on the elegant but tight dress you had on.

“If you must know, I was with Eris. Now, do you need anything else?” You stared him down, focusing every emotion into that gaze. He began to shake his head, body suddenly stilling.

“Azriel?” Your anger began to be replaced by concern, the unblinking look on his face scaring you.

“You’re my mate.”

Oh. That. You couldn’t help the laugh that bubbled out of you at the injustice of it all. Centuries you longed after him, dreaming of this very moment. The very night your heart begins to long for another, the bond snaps.

Snaps while he’s drunk due to thoughts of another lover.

He states you down, unsure as to your laughter. “Azriel,” you sighed, “I know. I’ve known.”

He stood off the bed, the sudden realization sobering him. “This is great! You are my mate! This whole time, you’ve been right in front of me.” He raised a hand to your face, brushing your hair back lovingly. “My dearest friend, my mate.”

It was too much. You pushed back from him, shaking your head. “No, Azriel.”

“No?”

“I won’t be your second choice. Not when I have finally found someone I could be happy with, without the thought of you ruining it.” Your eyes filled with tears when you looked up at him. “You don’t want me, Az. You want her. You said it yourself, you wished she was your mate.”

His eyebrows furrowed, shadows becoming agitated again. “No that’s not what I meant, I-“

You cut him off. “Stop, Azriel. In the hundreds of years we’ve been friends, you’ve never once treated me as more than. You don’t want me, not like that. You never have.” Your heart squeezed tight at the devestaed look on his face.

“You can’t reject me,” he said, voice quiet.

You ran your hands over your face, a frustrated groan falling from you. “I’m not. I just don’t think this is truly what you want.” You looked up at him, standing tall. “I need you to want me for me, not because the bond has told you to.”

His shadows were swirling around, staying far away from you. The anger and hurt in his face broke you, but you stood strong. You would not be with a male you loved so deeply if he could not love you the same.

“Goodnight, Az,” you said, leaving his room and the destroyed townhouse before you broke any further.

***

I hope you like this!! I left the ending open, I feel like I always do HEAs so I wanted to try not not resolve the issue yet 🫣. Let me know what you think and thank you so much for liking my writing enough to request something ❤️

[ranhaitanisgf]

AAA CONGRATS ON GETTING 2K FOLLOWERS!! 😭🥰 and thank you for the event! it looks fun :0 can i request rindou haitani + enemies/rivals to lovers + stuck together or 7 mins in heaven please? i cant choose between the moments so i’ll leave that one up to you if that’s okay :0 headcanons please! i don’t have anything specific that i wanna add for this request, so i hope this gives you more wiggle room to write how you want it to go ☺️ thank you and congrats again!! ❤️

—rindou haitani // enemies to lovers // stuck together

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“just so you know, this is entirely your fault.”

“my fault?! how the hell is an elevator shutting down, my fault?! do you think i spoke to god for a second and said, ‘hey, can you make this elevator stop working right now?’” you argued, sarcasm thick in your voice as you spoke. rindou shrugged nonchalantly, a look of boredom in his eyes. 

“who knows? maybe you’re one of those kinds of people.” 

“i am not, for your information! if anything, this is your fault! if you can recall with your idiotically small brain, you’ll remember that you’re the one who asked for a favor! from me! on a weekend! i should be financially compensated for this!” you exclaimed, pointing a finger in accusation at the boy sitting next to you. “i should still be sleeping right now!! it’s 5 in the damn morning! what was this favor you needed, anyways?!” 

“jeez, you’re so loud.” was all rindou responded with, making you even more frustrated with him. you decided not to respond though, just letting out an angry sigh as the two of you waited for the maintenance people to get you out of the elevator. 

the silence hanging over the two of you in the elevator wasn’t tense, but it wasn’t exactly comfortable either. honestly though, you didn’t really care about whatever rindou wanted, you were just pissed that he was somehow trying to pin this situation on you. 

what have you ever done to him?! literally nothing. you even had the decency to come all the way over to roppongi at 5am to see what he needed help with, even though he always acts like you’re just an annoying thorn in his side. you get that he’s emotionally stunted, but seriously, what was up with him?

a knock from outside the elevator door brought you out of your thoughts, instead bringing hope that you would finally be out of this elevator soon. 

“hello! we are the maintenance crew for this building, and we will get you out shortly! sorry for the inconvenience!” 

“don’t worry about it; thank you!” you called back, relieved. you stood up from your spot on the floor, stretching a bit since you had been sitting for a while. “ugh, thank god! i’m so hungry, i could eat a three-course meal right or somethin’...” rindou continued sitting on the floor, the same stoic expression on his face as the two of you waited for the elevator to open up. he was a bit more quiet than usual, but you wrote it off as him also being tired, (who wouldn’t be tired at this early time?). 

“oh yeah, but seriously, what’s the favor you need? if it’s gonna take long, i wanna get breakfast first.” you asked, a bit more curious as to what favor he was going to be asking of you. 

“you’ll see when we get there.” 

“man, stingy…you can’t even tell me how long it’s gonna take?” 

“no.” you frowned at his answer but decided to let it go for now. 

after a few minutes, you sat back down, wondering how long it was going to take to open the elevator. you wanted to ask the people outside, but you didn’t want them to feel like you were rushing them, so you just sat and waited, feeling a bit awkward with rindou. 

looking at him from the side, you couldn’t deny that he was beautiful. he would probably kill you if he ever heard you say that about him, but in your mind, it was true. it was the first word that came to mind whenever you saw him, no matter how much of an ass he was being in the moment. his tanned skin suited him well, providing a contrast from his blonde and baby blue hair, which always seemed to frame his face damn near perfectly. how was that even possible? there hadn’t ever been a time when you’d seen him look bad, which sometimes made you wonder if he was from another world. 

“you done?” rindou asked, snapping you out of your thoughts.

“hm? what?” 

“you’re staring at me; it’s creepy.” you scoffed at his words, immediately remembering his personality. 

“yeah, my mistake. you would be prettier if you weren’t such an ass, y’know.” you cringed a moment after you spoke, realizing that your words probably just gave him a major ego boost. 

however, when your gaze cautiously found him again, all you could see was his flushed cheeks and that he was looking away. 

huh? no way…

you reached your hand out, poking his cheek. 

“hey, what’s wrong? look over here.” he continued ignoring you, which made you just want to mess with him even more. “hey. hey. yoohoo.” with each word, you poked his cheek, finding amusement in the growing annoyance in rindou’s face. 

when you went to poke him again, his arm suddenly shot up, hand grabbing your wrist right before your finger was going to poke his cheek. 

“stop.” 

“hmm…?” you could hear the threatening tone of his voice, but all you could see were his red ears. “if i didn’t know any better, i would almost say that you’re maybe…oh, i don’t know, embarrassed? flustered?” at your words, he let go of your wrist instantly.

“whatever…” rindou muttered, turning his head even farther away from you. 

you paused for a moment, wondering if you’d gone too far with the teasing. there was no way, right? ran definitely poked and prodded at his younger brother more than you did, so why was he acting like this? 

well, you suppose that you can make it your problem. 

you leaned your head to the side, resting it on his shoulder as you let out a sigh. you held back a smile as you felt rindou suddenly tense up, his head finally turning back towards your direction, (you found it impressive that he had managed to sulk for as long as he did). 

“you’re so emotionally stunted.” 

“shut the hell up.” 

(the ‘favor’ was having breakfast on the rooftop, but you didn’t end up getting out of the elevator until noon).

[naturesapphic]

hey can u do a alcina x reader fic where she neglects the reader bc she’s too busy working but with a happy ending?

Ignored

Alcina dimitrescu x fem!reader

Warnings: angst with happy ending, neglectful alcina, cussing, hurt/comfort fic

Alcina has been in her study all this week and hasn’t been paying me any attention. The only kind of attention that I get is when it’s bedtime and we get into our bed together and she kisses me goodnight. That is all she does. I’m getting touch and attention starved over here and it seems like she doesn’t shove two shits.

I know this week she’s been working a lot on her wine business and has been getting stressed about it but I wish she would just take a break and I could help or take care of her. I hate seeing her so worried and stressed and I can’t do anything to help.

I went into our shared room/her office and noticed her still working. I sighed and walked over to her to see if she’s almost done so we can go to bed together. You lightly tapped her on her arm and she huffed in annoyance as she looked down at you. “What do you want?” She harshly said to you. “Cant you see that I am working?” She added. You sighed again which caused her to Scoff. “I just wanted to see if you can go to bed with me alci. I miss you and we haven’t been in the same bed in a while. Even if you do go, you never cuddle me or kiss me goodnight anymore.” You said sadly.

Alci groaned and slammed her hands on her table. “You are so pathetic! Always clinging to me and asking for attention when I’m trying to fucking work! Leave me alone you attention seeking whore!” She yelled at you which made your heart break in two. You didn’t hear the rest as you fled out the door and to the quest room a floor down.

Alci didn’t process what happened until a few minutes later and she felt awful. She put her head in her hands and cried softly, knowing she broke you, knowing this, she’s broken too.

She didn’t want to wait to come after you but she knew that both of y’all needed to wait until morning to give each other some space.

~ the next morning ~

You cried yourself to sleep that night and didn’t get much of it either. Your head was replaying what alci said to you over and over. Maybe she was right. Maybe you are too clingy and a attention seeking whore. You whimpered again as the memories keep flooding back in. You heard the door creak open and it revealed your lover looking awful. Which was very unlike alci since she always makes sure that she looks her very best at all times.

She came over to you and bent down to your level and started sobbing and spilling out apology after apology. You looked at her sadly even though she hurt your tremendously, you still hated to see her so upset. “I-I’m so s-sorry d-draga. I-I was so s-stressed and t-tired that I took I-it o-out on y-you and that wasn’t r-right of m-me a-and I-I’m so so sorry darling!” She sobbed into the sheets of the bed.

You gently petted the top of her head and leant down to kiss it. “I understand that you were stressed and tired but that’s not an excuse for what you did to me…that really really hurt me alci…”. You said sadly. She looked up at you with her makeup smeared and ruined. “No no it’s not an excuse at all and I’ll do anything to make it up to you baby. I promise.” She said gently as she took your small hands into her big ones.

You knew she never meant what she had said and never will. She just needs to work on how she reacts to when she’s sad and angry because it always ends up with someone getting hurt and that not fair. She understood this and agreed to getting help, not just for her but for this relationship that she has with you as well because you are her draga and she will always love you.

A/n: two posts in one day?! A miracle lmao but I hope y’all enjoyed! Remember to stay hydrated and rest! I love you all.

[xatsperesso]

What if the boys know mc before going to rad?

It was 3 AM

Of course it was 3 am

I was just in the kitchen making myself a sandwich to avoid the existential crisis that's waiting to happen

And i do my lil-not-safe-around-knives-habit of closing my eyes and kinda doing things blindly when im tired. Then i saw a flash of light through my closed eyelids

That was the first time.

I open my eyes quickly and immediately see a chest

That is not my fluffy white cat's chest. That's a man

My eyes squint at the chest in front of me before looking for the head. It was fluffy orange head staring at my plate. The sandwich i blindly made using way too much cheese, pickles and tomatoes even though i dont like tomatoes.

I give the guy my sandwich

He smiles at me, gulps it then disappears

I really need to sleep. It's not funny anymore

--

The second time it's happened I was lounging in my living room enjoying a lazy day with my cat. Just scrolling through the tv, trying to find anything-

Ahem

I whip my head around and see green impatient eyes looking down at me.

"Did you summon me here to just stare or do you have a reason?" He glares at me

I stare back

He starts getting angry

I raise my cat's head as a peace offering

He looks at the cat, no anger could be seen and starts to pet it. I imagined the corner of his mouth twitching.

"Is that all?" I nod

"You're sacrificing this cat to me?" I pull my cat closer, profusely shaking my head.

He looks annoyed but he disappears like the first one

This isn't a one time thing

Dammit, i need to deal with this

--

It's taken me a couple of sleepless nights and endless research, but that's probably what i need to do.

I light the candles around the scripts, try my best to pronounce the words correctly, and wait as smoke encases the room.

"You are in the presence of The Great Solomon. Tell me, young sorcerer, why-" i grab his black robe and stare dead in his eyes

"Is talking to demons dangerous?? Will they steal my voice???" I ask as my voice wobbles, tears threatening to fall

"It's just that last time he was talking to me and i was afraid cause this has never happened to me before but it felt so rude not to answer when he started asking me and it was like he was judging me and-"

"Woah woah, calm down! Demons cant steal voices unless it's in the contract" I stare at his awkward, uncomfortable smile trying to find any signs of lies

"Thank fuck" I let out the hugest sigh of relief, and let go of the sorcerer "I sorry, this has been stressing me out but i shouldn't have grabbed you like that. Tea?"

"Yes, thank you, and it’s alright. This is why i made it possible for magicians to summon me. I take it that you've been summoning demons lately?"

"Nah, they just sorta appear out of nowhere"

He blinks at me

I blink at him

"What-"

--

I was engrossed in the horror movie. The music was getting louder. They were hiding from the it. they were running. One of them tripped cause of course they have to trip. The music is so loud now. They barely manage to hide-

"I, THE GREAT MAM-" I scream so loud the white haired demon gets startled.

"O-OI! What’s yo de-" screams from the tv interrupts him as the character got dragged by that-that thing and it started torturing them for fun-

Lots of screams, huddles, and complaints were heard that day

--

"Gosh, i wish they weren't so busy today" I sighed as i continued playing mario carts alone "i really wanna kick someone's ass"

Just say the word and god will deliver

The light appeared once again, and out came a blue haired demon and-ohmylord is that a tail!

Thank whoever keeps summoning them, now my boredom will cease to exist

"Ugh, why did you have to summon me now, normie"

...Ya know, maybe im not that bored

Still, i pick the extra controller and toss it at him. He caught it with his tail (damn i want a tail)

"Wha-! Don't just throw controllers-"

"Wanna play? I bet I'm gonna win"

The demon stared at me for a second, looked at the tv to see the mario cart game. He seemed tempted

"Tch, I'm not gonna lose to some normie" he plopped down besides me and chose a character

...I'm gonna decimate him

--

"Hah! Noob"

"Shut up! You must be cheating!"

--

My cat gave me something

This was the first time

I was not ready

A red-head suddenly appeared in the living room

He looked mildly confused, but was smiling nonetheless. He looked ready to say something, probably cheerful.

I burst out crying

That made him panic, and that's probably when he noticed the blood in my hands

My cat gave me a headless bird, and that left me shaken

Somehow, he ended up cradling my hysteric form as i cried

After i calmed down and thanked him for trying to comfort me, he said it was nothing and left

He looked very confused the whole time

--

Halloween was around the corner, and i decided I'm aiming for traumatizing people.

i took out my make-up, pulled up a 5 minutes craft video, and tried my best to imitate.

turns out im very good at make-up. it looked like someone cut up my face and blood was oozing out!

of course, a demon had to show up now of all times

i look at the light, and the demon comes out of it twirling like a ballerina.

he seems like a weird guy

"You've summoned me, Asmo-oh my! you're hurt. sorry, but I'm not really fit for this kind of things" he said, eyeing me up and down "unless you have a good payment for it~"

"...ignoring that, I'm not actually hurt. This is just make-up!"

"Oooh! That is pretty good, would fooled anyone! but it's not cute at all. let me show you how to look hella cute" he comes close, nabbing a make-up sponge out of nowhere

"W-wait! I'm doing this for halloween!! I want to look scary!" He grabs the makeup remover and grabs my face

"C'mon, sweetheart, scary is overrated! Just let Asmodeus take care of it~"

--

Once again, it is 3 am. I need a better sleeping schedule.

I'm in the kitchen making some hot chocolate, when he came. In all his grumpy glory holding a pillow.

"Dammit, what the fuck do you want, human"

Oh

His voice was laced with malice

His eyes stared me down with hatred

He was murderous

I need to be careful around this one

...but

It's 3 am. I'm tired. Too tired to deal with this shit.

I return to my hot chocolate on the stove "want some hot coaco?" He squinted at me, warily

Fair. I'm a stranger after all

"What kind of ploy-"

"Just hot chocolate" i grab more milk, more choco. Maybe I'll add more marshmallows too "I'm planning to drink some at the roof. The stars look bright tonight. Wanna join?"

He was still untrutsful, he was still wary, but when i put a cup im front of him and headed upstairs, he followed.

He just sat quietly, i tried my best to not look at him a lot, try making him feel safe.

It was nice. We didn't talk, we stayed far away from each other. He left his cup for me to clean.

But it was nice

--

Shit shit shitshitshitshi-

That's all i can think of as i scramble to get on top of the table. Im so not fit for this

A light, my savior, appeared leaving behind green haired demon

Yes, he's gonna-and he's already on top of the fridge, staring in fear

"WHAT Are you doing?!" I screamed cause what the fuck??

"You must have Misunderstood something. I am not to be summoned for such things"

"... WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF YOU HAVING ALL THIS DEMONIC POWERS IF YOU'RE SCARED OF A FUCKING RAT"

"May I remind you that you too-"

Meow

"*Gasp*, Satan!" I yelled in relief as my fluffy hero came and chased the mouse out of the room

"Pfft"

"You got a problem with my kitty?" I grumbled, getting off the table on shaky legs to get tan-tan, my hero, some treats and cuddles

Unlike a certain someone who's still on top of the fridge

"Not at all, it just reminds me of someone" he hopped off the fridge and came to give my kitty a few pet

I smiled. Seems like demons like cats.

Or maybe satan is a demon cat

"if that's all, i will be going then. I still have duties to finish"

And just like that, he vanished.

Squeak

Oh. Right.

The mouse is still in the house somewhere

--

Alright, time to work

I'm sitting cross-legged, tablet on my thighs, stylus in my hand and trying figure out how hair works

"Ah. Where...am i?" He asks, looking very confused

A bright light, much brighter than any other appeared, and the person who came out of it seemed to glow

That's a first

"You're in my house. You don’t..look like a demon?? Sorry if that..offends you?"

"Don't worry, I'm not offended at all" he waved his hand dismissively "I'm not a demon, though. I'm an angel. Were you trying to summon a demon?"

"No, they actually just suddenly appear around me. I didn't know this could happen to an angel"

"Well, i didn't know an angel could be summoned" he looked kinda dazed

Im not sure what to do

"Are you..okay?" He looked at me for a moment, a soft smile plastered on his face

"No"

"...do you, want to drink something? I could fix you some coffee"

"Yes, that would be delightful. Thank you" he slowly dropped to the ground, staring at a spot on the wall

It was very awkward until he realised he could just leave

I think he's got an existential crisis to deal with

--

This time I didn’t see a bright light, i heard a 10 year-old scream

I ran out of the kitchen, an egg still in my hand to see who the fuck is screaming in my living room

Lo and behold, it was a 10 year old

"Wh-where am i?! Why am i here?! Did-did you do this??!" The kid was near tears at that point

"Hey, hey hey, calm down" i slowly drop to my knees "it's alright, buddy. i know suddenly being transported here is very scary. Is this your first time?"

"Alright, thank you for telling me," he's glowing like the other angel. An angel too? "You're in my house right now. Do you know how to do magic? Like teleports and stuff? So you can get back home?"

"Y-yes" he's still near tears. He’s also far away from me, untrusting, but he's not screaming. I call that a success

He sniffs, then lowers the arms that were shielding him

"No, b-but I'm sure simeon will know that I'm here and will come get me!"

"That's great! But it might take him a while to figure out where you are. Do you wanna help me make some cupcakes until then? You'll of course take some home with you" he brightened up at that. So cute

"Y-yes! What kind of cupcakes are we making? Is that the kitchen? I happen to have these ingredients that are from the celestial realm and will make the cupcakes taste better!"

I smiled as i entered the kitchen behind him. He's so cute

"Seems like you know how to bake"

"Of course! I love baking things, and all the angels say that my baking is good! Don't worry, with me here your cupcakes will be the best cupcakes you've ever tasted! Simeon says that-" and like that he's taken over my batter and started adding stuff to it, only needing my assistance when something is on a higher shelf

An hour later, the same angel from before ("Simeon, look! We made cupcakes! Want one?) Came and took the lil' guy ("what's your name? I'm luke!") Away, promising him that he can have more play dates with me when I'm free

The guy, Simeon, looked like ge has yet to recover from his existential crisis

--

And just like that, the demons and angels kept being coming

"Oi, you will not believe how much money this scheme got me-"

And going

"Sorryy, but i gotta go now. How about we go to that centre next time?"

They kept coming with their antics

"Hah! Noob"

"At least not a normie anymore"

With their surprises

"What do you mean you're the prince of devildom? How the fuck do you keep ending up here?? Aren't you supposed to be the hardest to summon???"

With their favors

"MC! I am so happy i got here I've just found a new recipe in this book can we try it??"

With their worries

"My twin has been acting weird. He’s less objecting of lucifers plans, but its..very strange? and of coming out of nowhere"

Some still get shaken whenever they come

"Oh. I'm here again. I, thought it was gonna be that one time. Ha ha."

"...how about you sit down. On the couch this time"

And some decide to leave the second they see my face

"Oh, my apologies, but i must-"

"You will sit your ass down and you will drink the tea i make you or i swear i will-"

...Some have found out my address and just decided to make my house theirs

"Hey, apprentice! How about we learn how to-"

"Solomon, we've trained for 5 damn hours yesterday. I'm not uttering a single spell until I, at the very least, eat some damned breakfast"

I started learning more about them

"You named your cat after me?!"

"Your name is satan?!"

I started seeing them grow more comfortable around me

"I don't like humans, but, maybe not all humans are bad"

"...that sound kinda racist-"

"You know what I mean"

Months passed by, and I'm pretty sure i became close with all of them

Until the unimaginable happened

I got summoned

In a flash of light, i was somewhere else wearing different clothes(do their clothes also change?) I looked around to see-

"Guys!!" I screamed happily, it's always fun being around them

"MC!!" They screamed, their enthusiasm matching mine, but they all suddenly froze

"Wait, you know mc??" They turned to each other very confused, and suddenly questions were thrown, their voices growing louder and louder, and im just looking at them contemplating whether to break up the fight that will inevitably star-

"Silence!" A black haired demon suddenly yelled, and everyone stopped yelling "how do you all know of this human?"

Everyone stared at him, gears turning in their minds.

"LoL, Lucifer's the only one who doesn't MC"

They all joined forces (except for beel, the sweetheart) to tease black hair( Lucifer?) Over not being summoned before

"...are they always this loud?" I turn to Barbatos, who's looking very amused

"Yes, they've always been like this"

"Did you really never meet Lucifer, mc?"

"Ive heard of him. They always complain about him, especially satan and belphie"

"Well, worry not! I'd be more than glad to tell you all about Lucifer! I know the most about him, as he's my right hand man after all"

"...I thought you were talking about Barbs, your literal butler. The same guy who's taken care of since you were a baby" i heard a sigh from the greenette beside me

"One can only dream"

-- *bonus*

Knock knock

I looked at the door tiredly. Why would they willingly come to me at 1 am

still, I get up to open the door, and behind it was no other than Lucifer.

Weird, i could've sworn he was trying to avoid me all day

"Ahem, i apologise for disturbing you at this late hour. May i talk to you for a moment?" I let him into my room, then plop myself on one of the cushions on the floor.

He looked at me hesitantly

"You dont have to sit on the floor. There are chairs over there if you want" i say, but he shakes his head. He then attempts to, very awkwardly, sit on a cushion on the floor

Alright then

"So, what do you want to talk about" he looks out of his depth. Like he doesn't know what to say

Fair. No one knows how to talk properly at 1 am, and he looks like he'd rather get a seizure than talk in anything less than formal.

So I just accepted that this might take a while, and started playing with a rubiks cube satan gave me

I hate this cube

After a long moment of lucifer staring at me, he sighed

"I heard that you're the reason belphegor's..views on humans have changed"

"I guess that's what happened? I'm not really sure I'm the reason though. All I've done is give him some drinks or food, lend him my bed and occasionally talk to him. I didn't even try to change anything" i scratched my neck. This is somehow more awkward than Simeon's first visit

"Nonetheless, you were a big reason for what my brother's change, and I've noticed some changes in my other siblings. Positive changes."

"Well, it's nice knowing that I'm a good influence?" I really want him to just get over it. It's late and he's in my room and it's just very awkward

He looks at me for a moment, open his mouth to say-

"For fuck’s sake, Lucifer, just thank them already"

"Belphie! What are you doing in the exchange student's bed?" He asks very accusatory, as if he's not in the 'exchange student's' room so late into the night

"He’s been passed out there since dinner"

"And where were you planning on sleeping tonight" that's a trick question that i know the answer to

"LoL what's sleep" and i instantly regret saying that. That was not the right answer. His face is screaming it

"Just stay out of trouble, human" he gets up and goes to leave the room

He stops at the door way, and looks me in the eye

"Continue being a good influence on my brothers" then he closed the door behind him

"Don't worry," belphie yawns in his pillow " he's just like that. I'm sure you're be able to turn him around"

"Just make sure not to capture his heart too" he mumbled as he went back into deep slumber

Hah. Don't worry belphie

There's no way someone could like me in that way

I continue tinkering with the cube, solving it a couple of time, forget how to solve the xube and get frustrated, and before I knew it the sun was up again

Another day of trying to survive the boys' shenanigans

And I cant help but smile at that

[smallchaoscryptid]

wait okay... you offered qsmp fic recs I LOVE FIC RECS.... please please please please please (<- guy who does not have a lot of time for looking for good fics on ao3 and loves to hear about what media his mutuals like)

okay this is going to be long and it took me so long to make so it will be under a read more and organized by ship and word count and each fic should be linked (also a promo for all my fics on ao3 which is also under the username smallchaoscryptid)

Misc Recs:

Under 1k:

Andrea Doria by White space (Blanc_u) it's like a character study of roier and his dealing with pepito and its relation to his pants (very good almost made me cry)

1k to 10k:

danse macabre by bonesandthebees (bonesandcacti) bolas dancing together (just a really fun fic to read)

confiança by atthebell forever comforting cellbit after the black shulker investigation (this fic lives in my brain because atthebell just writes 4bit so well)

Estoy Lista by WhyB cellbit invites jaiden to live in his castle with him and roier (god this fic makes me think about what would have happen if jaiden and roier would have actually kept talking reguarly without bobby)

dead tired by notsubtleatall (orphan_account) roier makes cellbit go to sleep (god i love this fic so much)

Spiderbit Recs:

Under 1k:

napping is better with two by FlowerBox sleepy catbit with roier (really cute)

1k to 10k:

Feather-Light by BecausePlot cellbit crawling into bed to sleep with roier (really cute)

i'm scum, i'm waste (i'm what you want) by songbirdscoo sick cellbit that takes place after spiderbit has a breakup and richas finds roier to take care of sick cellbit (this one is so fucking good its a bit angsty bc of the breakup but its so good)

not quite but we're almost there by atthebell spiderbit takes a walk that is totally not a date (this one is so good and so soft)

The Red Means I Love You!! by Anonymous roier accidentally gets caught in the middle of a ritual cellbit was doing (this fic was so good it took me a bit to realize what was wrong with roier and then once i did i reread the fic and was shaking him violently this fic and its sequal are litterally so good)

that's the deal, my dear by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous) cellbit gets turned into a cat and finds roier (this fic is litterally so cute and i love it so much)

Drown With Me by doodooagentg jaiden makes cellbit take care of roier after cellbit had killed abueloier and roier is still angry about abueloier's death (this has such its quiet uptown vibes its insane and ive reread this fic so many times because roiers anger is so acurate here and the ending is just so ahhhhhh)

Helping a friend out by cherryplotting roier helps cellbit solve a puzzle and cellbit gets a kiss (FUCK, THIS HAS A SECOND CHAPTER NOW had to read that before i post this second chapter is also so good)

Over 10k:

It’s Just Some Little Thing by CurrentlyWorry enimies to lovers au where bobby and richas are friends but spiderbit ends up hating eachother for a little bit (god this one was so good its 171k and i read it in two days and am thinking about reading it again)

Breaking Dawn by Anonymous cellbit is a monster hunter looking into werewolves and meets a guy who turns out to know a lot about werewolves (this fic is unfinished as of right now but is so good and i cant stop rereading it)

those of flowering hearts and wilting souls by yourfauxentropy beauty and the beast au with a twist (this one is so good there was a point where i thought this fic wasnt going to have a happy ending but it still had such a grip on me)

your palms; a home for my soul by mars_revived roiers heart is shattered in to peices and he shouldnt be able to love ever again but he meets cellbit who might be able to help him (i need to read this one again its so good and like how subitally the author has them fall in love has me insane)

mystical time, cuttin' me open then healin' me fine by foolich (enhypen) festa junia timeloop!!! festa junia timeloop!!! festa junia timeloop!!!festa junia timeloop!!! (i love this one so much because the author was so good of messing with the readers feelings with the timeloop)

interstellar by mirotic_chess cellbit gets trapped on a distant planet after he crashes on it and is luckily helped out by one of the inhabitants (god the ending of this fic makes me so!!!)

Estoy Lista by WhyB by de4thveins roier sneaks away from his princely duties to gawk at cellbit

Fitpac Recs:

1k to 10k:

Promise? by TastyToast takes place during the happy pills arc pac runs away and fit finds him and comforts him

Trust Me? by AelinCreativ another happy pills arc fic but its what happened if fit would have been there for pac when it happened (probably my favorite one of these type fics)

Beyond the Haze by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous) happy pills arc but fit is there for pac the entire time (this one is also really good)

[tordenvejr]

Hi dear. I've got a question about burn out that I dont know if you can answer, but if not maybe your followers would be so kind to share some experiences. I have been feeling very tired for a long time, I cant concentrate on anything, and at work I have become forgetful, angry and I cry all the time. I saw a nurse the other day and she said I should see a doctor and be put on sick leave. I don't feel like I'm sick enough to go home, yet like... do I really know better than a nurse? At home I do nothing but sleep and absolute essentials, which is making me depressed, but I don't feel /sick/... if you understand what I mean. I was raised that if i could get out of bed i'm going to school and it is a core belief of mine that it's important to not give in easily. Is burn out always very much a physical sickness or not? I don't know if it's time for some self-care or to grit my teeth and keep going... :(

i'm going to be very direct with you, know that i mean it with care 🤍

you say your core belief is to not give in easily, what is it you're not giving in to? because the way i'm reading this it's "i don't give in to my needs" which, if accurate, is very dangerous.

if you hold onto this core belief for another year, 5, 10, 25 what is your life going to look like? will you be happy? healthy? peaceful? will you be alive?

picking up a belief doesn't mean you live with it forever, but you do have to put it down for that not to be the case.

where did you pick up the belief in the first place? if you picked it up from a trauma then the charge of that trauma emanates throughout the belief and into your life everywhere it touches. who did you pick up this belief from? are they happy? well? healthy? do they love their life? this is who you're modeling your life after so it's worth taking a moment to assess.

it sounds to me like there might be a theme of giving authority over your life over to outside influences; who raised you, the nurse, even me. this is not sustainable, and it isn't our place to assess your needs and certainly not to assess your right to have them. the needs are yours, you are entitled to them by virtue of having them.

if someone came to you and said: i am tired, i can't concentrate, i am forgetful, i am angry, i am crying, all i do is sleep, i am depressed

would you be concerned with whether what they're experiencing qualifies as burnout or would you just tell them to rest?

it seems to me that having burnout could be just another permission slip that it's "really bad enough". you are training your entire being to scream in order to be heard by you.

waiting until you're burned out or at the end of your rope is not admirable, it's not a strength, it is self destructive and damaging, emotionally, spiritually and physically.

how sick do you need to be in order to give yourself what you need? pick your limit wisely because without change that's the extent that it can go to. some people will be dying and still deny themselves compassion and care. navigating life to be as stoic and dismissive of your needs as possible serves absolutely no one, certainly not you, and not even those that demand it of you.

you know you're exhausted, you know you can't do any more, you don't need my permission or anyone else's, give it to yourself.

go back to the first day you didn't have the capacity for school and your needs were dismissed. rewrite this belief, and say: "no, i'm getting out of bed AND i'm staying home. maybe you should too."

caring for yourself is a lifelong practice, so yes it's time and it will continue to be time

[beautouslysandy]

We’re Glad Your Okay

Darry Curtis x GN!Reader

By-Sandy

Word Count: 985

Warnings: Not proofread and might have a bit of angst??

-The scene where Darry hits Ponyboy by mistake, and then Ponyboy runs off with Johnny and then Bob gets murder by Johnny and then Johnny and pony boy go to the church. Dallas told them about it, and then the church it’s lit on fire, and so on and so forth. (ifykyk)

-You have been with Darry since high school, you go to the local college (not community), and you're parents before they passed away had funds saved for you to go to college. -You live with Darry, Sodapop, and Ponyboy.

DISCLAIMER: THE LINES ARE NOT ACCURATE

You were in the kitchen grabbing a snack. It was around two o’clock in the morning. You grabbed a bag of chips and walked over to where Sodapop and Darry were, you saw Ponyboy.

“Where the hell have you been? Do you know what time it is?” Darry yelled and got up from the chair throwing today’s paper down on the chair.

“Yeah Ponyboy, where have you been?” Sodapop asked looking at Pony

Ponyboy looked at you with fear and Darry saw this “Don’t drag Y/N, into this.” He said firmily

“Darry...” You said softly walking towards Ponyboy

“No.” He said looking at you coldly. “Ponyboy where have you been?” He asked again this time even more angry

“I was talking to Johnny in the lot and we must have fallenn asleep or somethin’...” He said putting his hand behind his neck You wrapped him into a hug before Darry could say anything

“He is just worried...” You whispered “Yeah right” He whispered back as you pulled out of the hug “Y/N, what the hell?!” Darry screamed You turned around to look at your boyfriend in astonishment. The room got quiet, and you left.

“Night, Soda and Pony.” You said looking your boyfriend up and down. When you got into the room you chuckled in disbelief. You heard Darry arguing with the boys. A few moments later you heard a big noise, that sounded like someone getting hurt. You went out of the room to see Ponyboy running out of the house with Darry and Soda following him. They came back and Sodapop walked to his room looking at you sadly. You turned to see Darry walking over to sit on the couch. You walked over and said firmly “What the hell...just happened?” You said sitting down. “I hit Pony.” Darry said softly

“YOU WHAT?!” You stood up yelling “I didn't mean too!” He yelled back also standing up “Stop. Just stop.” You said sniffing walking say heading back to y’all’s room. “Y/N...” You heard him call out softly

You closed the door with a bang, and jumped onto the bed and we're out like a light. ----

You heard the door open softly but with a creak, and you heard a familiar sad and husky voice say quietly “Sweetheart? I don't know if you can hear but I am so sorry…” the voice said sitting on the bed and stroking your hair.

“Darry?” You asked into the pillow you face-forward on. “Yes, sweetheart?” He asked “Are you tired?” You replied “Yes but I mean, I can’t sleep without Pony-” “Ponyboy’s not back?” You said shooting up to face your tired and frightened boyfriend “Yeah..” He said sitting next to you “Oh love..” You said putting your head on his shoulder

You heard him sniffle, “I didn't mean to...” “I know, love...” You said grabbing his hand Y'all stayed like that for what felt like hours, then the next thing you know is your waking up on your boyfriends chest. “Morning, beautiful...”He said with a sad smile

( oh god i cant, sad darry makes my heart break)

“Hey, handsome..” You said putting your hand on his cheek, you yawned and sat up. “Is he back?” You asked hopefully

“No…” He said sighing looking the other way

“He will be…don’t-“ You began and then stopped yourself, the last thing he needs is you saying that.

“Don’t what?” He said looking back at you with curiosity

“It’s nothing, I am going to make breakfast. Two-Bit and Steve are gonna be here soon. And you should get ready for work.” You said getting up giving him a kiss, but he pulled you back into to bed wrapping his strong and safe arms around you. “As much as I would love to stay here, Dar, I can’t.” You said trying to wiggle your way out of his grasp.

“But…”He said pleadingly

“No. Sitting in bed isn’t gonna help anything.” You said escaping from his grasp and leaving the room.

———

You, Sodapop, and Darry were in the hospital, you were arguing with the nurse.

“What the hell do you mean you don’t know where he is?!” You said with angry, with Darry and Sodapop behind you. They couldnt not say anything they were to scared that Ponyboy didn’t make. “Ma’am….as I have said multiple times and I will say it again. He wasn’t in the need of our assistance so he he most likely in the waiting room.” She said firmly losing patience

You walked off with Darry and Sodapop following you, Sodapop froze.

“Isn’t that Pony?” He said softly

Darry and you looked over and Ponyboy made eye contact with Sodapop. He ran over, his face and body were covered in smoke stains and his hair was poorly bleached.

Him and Sodapop joined in a hug. “Your tuff hair, your tuff tuff hair.” He said sadly with a smile.

“Don’t talk about it.” He said pulling away from the hug and looking at you.

“Y/N!” He cheered running and pulling you into a hug

You began to cry, you were so happy he was okay. You squeezed him, afraid to let him go. Ponyboy was the closet thing you had to a brother. You felt like he was your little brother and it pained you that he was gone for so long.

(In this one shot, the reader lost her younger brother and parents due to an accident.)

“Y/N..” He said coughing

You stopped hugging him instantly “I am sorry, I just.” “Dont apologize…” He said and looked over to see Darry.

“Ponyboy..”

“Darry..I am so sorry” He said giving him a bear hug, Darry started to cry and said “I thought we lost you like we lost mom and dad..”

He pulled you and Sodapop into the hug, now you all were crying. “I love y’all so much…” Darry said

Ponyboy sniffled “I love y’all too.”

AHH THIS IS SO SAD BUT SWEEET

-Sandy

[sakiblack]

Choose me

part 2

Neteyam x human reader

Aonung x human reader

This story will have more endings.Some of them being;choosing Neteyam;choosingAonung......

It will probably have 4 endings.

And i puted a little explanation at the end.

skxawng (Idiot) Kxetse (sun) Mawey (calm,calm down)

Words that look like this are spoken in the na'vi language.

Y/n pov.

It was the next day and i was woken up by someone shaking me.

Loak: y/n wake up come on we are late!

y/n:What? Loak shut up i wanna sleep.

Loak:No time to sleep you agreed to come with me Spider and Kiri so get your as up now.

I looked at him.Right now i remember he wanted us to go explore the forest and i said i will come with him.I mean its not like i have anything else to do so i thought it would be fun.

y/n:Okay okay im comming.

Loak:You better.

y/n:Is Neteyam ganna come?

Loak:He is going with mom and dad hunt.You know like everytime.

He said as he started to walk out of the tent.I guess i forgot about the hunting.I looked around the tent and Spider was not in it.I guess i really am late hm.

I walked out of the tent with some fruit in my hand.As i walked out i saw Kiri , Spider and Loak standing next to each other.

Spider:Morning sis someone was sleepy from last night.

Said Spider with an angry look.

Kiri:Spider.

She hissed at him.

Spider: Whatever can we just go?

Loak:Yes lets go.

Tuk: Wait up i wanna go with you!

Yelled Tuk as she ran to us.

y/n:Tuk.

I said with a smile on my face.

Loak:Tuk you cant come with us.

Tuk:But i wanna go!

Kiri:Loak let her come with us.

Said Kiri as Loak hissed a little.

Tuk:I will tell mom if you dont let me come.

Loak:Fine you can come.But dont do anything stupid.

Tuk:Yay.

Replied Tuk as she started to jump around.

Spider:Lets get going.

We all started to leave and in some minutes we were already walking on the vines.I must say when i first steped on them some years ago i was scared.I just looked down and felt fear.But now im not so scared.I mean im still careful but im having fun.

Kiri,Spider, Loak and I were all yelling out of happiness.

Kiri:Wuhu!

Loak:Bro!

Kiri:Go monkey boy!

Yelled Kiri as we were all jumping.

Tuk:Guys wait for me!

I could hear Tuk yell behind me.I stoped and looked back at her.

y/n:Come on Tuk you dont want me to be the first one there do you?

I said with a small smirk.

Tuk:I will win.

She said as she was now infront of me.

y/n:Hey wait up!

Now it was me who was last.

It did not take us a long time to get on the ground and start to run around the forest.Spider was first right next to him was Loak behind him me and just a little bit behind were Tuk and Kiri.

y/n:Im starting to get tired.

I yelled so that Loak and Spider could hear me.

Spider:Come on y/n your lucky you dont need a mask.Now come.

I roled my eyes.True i dont need one but i still need the mask every now and then if i get really tired.

y/n:Fine fine.

Loak:Tuk come on.

Tuk:Okay okay.

Spider:Bro why did you bring her?

Asked Spider as we all stoped.

Loak:She is such a cry baby«Im telling mom if you dont let me come«

Kiri:Dont pick on her.

Said Kiri as we all started to walk onec again.

We were walking for some time until we came to a  destroyed helicopter gunship that was cowered by vines.

Loak:Come on guys.

Tuk:Are there any dead bodys up there?

Asked Tuk with curiosity in her voice.

Loak:No i cant see  any.

Spider:Hey where did Kiri go?

y/n:Im not sure.

I replied as Loak was still loking at the helicopter gunship.

Spider:I will go look for her.

Said Spider as he walked away.

y/n:Hey Loak come down hire i dont want you to get hurt.

Loak:Calm down  im fine.

Replied Loak as he gived me a reassuring smile.

y/n:Loak come on i dont like this.

Loak:Ok ok im comming.

He replied slowly comming to me and Tuk.

A few minutes later we were walking as we were now looking for Kiri and Spider.

y/n:Kiri!

Loak:Kiri,Spider!

Said Loak a little louder.

y/n:Hire you two are.

I said as i saw Kiri and Spider sitting on  grass.

Tuk:Kiri we have to get back

Said Tuk as Kiri and Spider walked to us.We were making our way back home as Loak saw something on the ground. Footprints.

Kiri:What is it?

Asked Kiri annoyance in her voice.

Loak:That is way to big for a human.

Said Loak as we were all now looking at the footprints

Spider:Avatars?

Loak:Maybe,but they for sure arent ours.

Replied Loak as him and Spider started to follow the footprints.

Kiri:What are you doing?

Loak:SHHH im tracking.

Replied Loak as we all started to follow Loak.We were walking for about 1 minute as we saw some avatars walking around.

y/n:We are never soposed to come hire.Jake is going to ground you.

Loak:Shh can you stop.

Kiri:For life.

Loak:Bro you got to look at this,lets go

Loak told Spider as they started to go closer to the avatars.

y/n:Spider get back hire you skxawng.

Spider:shh its all ok.

 I was left with Kiri and Tuk.Kiri was looking at the two as Tuk was now hugging me.Poor thing she is scared.I tryied my best to make feel better by hugging her back but i dont think it worked.Soon Loak and Spider came back as Loak told us he will call Jake, to tell him about the avatars.

Loak:Devil dog, this is Eagle eye,over.

Jake:Eagle eye send your traffic.

Loak:I got my eyes on some guys they look like avatars but they arent ours,there is about 6 of them over.

Jake:What is your pos over?

Asked Jake worry in his voice.

Loak:Um we are at the old shag.

Jake:Who is we?

Asked Jake im not sure if i could hear worry or anger in his voice.

Loak:Me,Spider,Kiri…y/n and Tuk

Jake:…Son you  listening to me very clearly. Retreat as fast as you can and dont make a sound.Got it?

Asked Jake now i could hear worry in his voice and that made me even more scared.

Loak:Got it we are moving out.

Loak told Jake as we started to go back.

Kiri:I told you.

Neteyam pov:

I was on my ikran flying next to dad and behind us was mom.The hunt was pretty good today , i even got something for y/n.She does not usually go out of the camp so i like to bring her some things i find pretty for her.

Loak:Devil dog, this is Eagle eye,over.

I heard Loaks voice.Why is he calling in?

Jake:Eagle eye send your traffic.

Loak:I got my eyes on some guys they look like avatars but they arent ours,there is about 6 of them over.

I look over at dad when i heard that.Where is this idiot.

Jake:What is your pos over?

Loak:Um we are at the old shag

We?Who did he bring with him.

Loak:Me,Spider,Kiri…y/n and Tuk.

The moment i heard her name my heart stoped.I thought she was at home helping grandma.But she is out there with some avatars.Eywa please dont let anything happen.

Jake:…Son you  listening to me very clearly. Retreat as fast as you can and dont make a sound.Got it?Get the hell out of there.Move, copy?

Loak:Yes sir, moving out.

Loak if something happens to her i promes to Eywa your dead.

Neteyam:Dad i know a quick way!

I said as dad and mom followed me.

Y/n pov.

y/n:Spider im scared

I said as Spider looked back at me with a confused look on his face.I rarely said that to him so rarely in fact that when ever i did tell him that he knows im for reall.

Spider:Hey dont worry little baby we are going to be ok.

Kiri:Your going to be in so much trouble.

Loak:Kiri stop.

Spider:Guys come on

Tuk:Its almost eclipse come on.

Said Tuk and just as she said that i could hear her scream.As i looked at her i could see one of the avatars grabbed her.

Kiri:TUK!

Kiri yelled,as Spider and Loak pointed theyer bows at the avatars.

Avatar 1:Put it down!Put it down or i will  shoot you!

y/n:Put it down Spider.

I said as Spider looked at me and did as i said.Just as he did that the avatars ran to us and grabbed our arms.

Tuk:Y/n!

y/n:Be calm,calm.

I said in a calm voice,as much as i was panicking i had to calm down Tuk as much as i could.Just then 2 more man came to us.

Avatar:What have we hire?

Asked one of the 2 man as he looked at all of us and then at Loak.

Avatar 2:Hey colonel check it out 5 fingers,we have a half-breed.

Avatar:Show me your fingers

Said the man that i now assumed was the leader as he walked to Loak.Loak looked at him and showed him the middle finger.God your stupid Loak i just hoped its not ganna make the man angry.

Avatar:Heh youre his arent you?

Asked the man as Loak hissed at him.

Avatar:Youre his all right.

Said the man with a smile on his face as he grabbed Loaks braid.

Avatar:Where is he?

Loak:Sorry i dont speak English…..to buttholes.

Avatar:Where is your father!?

Asked the man now anger in his voice as he pulled Loaks braid even tighter.That made Loak hiss even more.

Avatar:Really? You wanna play it this way?

Said the man as he pulled out a knife.

Kiri:Stop!

Yelled Kiri as the man pulled the knife closser to Loak.

y/n:Leave him alone!

I yealled at the mad with anger in my voice..As i said that the man pushed Loak to the ground as he walked to me.The man looked at me with a confused face.He probably never saw a human with the navi.

Loak:y/n! No!Stop!

Spider:Hey HEY DONT TOUCH HER!

Loak:Please dont hurt her!

Said Loak as the man looked at Spider.

Avatar:What are your names kids?

Asked the man looking at me and Spider.

Spider:Spider and y/n…..Socorro.

Avatar:Miles?

Spider:Nobody calls me that.

Avatar:Well ill be damned.Well i figured they sented you two back to Earth.

Said the man.Im not sure if i could hear sadness in his voice.

Spider:They cant put babys in cryo dipshit.

Now i was starting to understand who this man was.My father.Oh how i hated to call that monster my father.But it was true.

The man was looking at Spider for a little longer then got up and signed to the man behinde Spider to grab him again.

 Quaritch:Iron sky, blue one ,actual.

He said as he started to talk to someone telling them he has some prisoners.Im guessing they are us.

Kiri:Let us go

Said Kiri as they started to pull us back to the shag.As we came back the avatars pushed us down to the ground as they started to tie us.I was thrown to the ground next to Loak.

 I could see the leader and another man watching something but i could not see what it was.We were there for some time,we could not talk but Spider still did his best to give me reassuring looks.

Neteyam pov.

We got there pretty fast and just as i was about to follow dad he turned around and looked at me.

Jake:No no you stay hire with the ikrans.

Neteyam:But dad im a warrior like you. Im supposed to fight.

Neytiri:Neteyam.

Neteyam:She is there.If something happenes to her i will never forgive myself.

Jake:Im not ganna say it again.You stay hire.And about y/n she will be safe dont worry.Do you understand?

Neteyam:Yes sir.

I said as they both left.I cant just stay hire.What if they get hurt?What if she gets hurt.I looked at my ikran , turned around and started to go after them.

Y/n pov.

Soon it was dark and they all pulled us back up and we were now waiting for who ever the leader was talking to some time back.That is who THEY were waiting for,we were waiting for Jake and Neytiri.It started to rain as we were now standing in darknes,the only light were the flowers around us.

Woman:Blue one,stand by ready.We are 3 minutes out.

I could hear a womens voice come out of the thing on the leaders neck.

Quaritch:Heads up,3 minutes.

 I was trying to think about what we will do,if the back up will come before Neytiri and Jake , as i heard a sound.It sounded like an animal but i know it was not an animal.It was Neytiri.Her call that only we know.And there it is again.As the sound was heared again me,Tuk,Kiri,Loak and Spider all looked around.Now we all knew who it was.And again third time.I was standing still waiting for my time to bite the hand that was holding me.Just as i was thinking that the man holding Kiri and Spider was shot.

Quaritch:CONTACT REAR!

Yelled Quaritch as they started to shot in the direction the arrow was shot from.

Neytiri:Loak!

Yelled a voice.It was Neytiri.That made Loak pulled one of smoke bombs from the avatar that was next to Loak and made me and Tuk bite the hand from the avatar that was holding us.

Tuk:Loak!

Loak:Tuk,y/n come on.Go,go,go!

He said as we started to run but i could feel someone pull me back.It was one of the avatars and he was grabing my hair.I hissed but he did not let go.Just then the guy fell to the ground and as i looked at him i could see an arrow in his face.That arrow i know it.It was Neteyams.But how?I looked around and saw a dark figure not so far away with a bow in his hands.Neteyam.I thought as a smile came to my face.

Neteyam pov.

I was running for some time until i got to the scene.By that time dad and mom have already made their move.I pulled out my bow and looked around to see if anyone needs help or if i could do anything.I looked around and saw Loak , Tuk and y/n as they all started to run away from the avatars

Loak:Tuk,y/n come on.Go,go,go!

Loak yelled.Y/n was the last one and i kept my eyes on her.But just then i heard her yell.One of the man was holding her back by her hair.That was the moment the only thing i saw was red.I puled back my bow and shot the man.I did not know if i was soposed to do that or if dad would be mad, but i did not care.I could see y/n look back at the man in confusion.She stared at him and then a my bow for a little and then start to look around.She looked at me (tho i think she did not saw me clearly) and as she laid her pretty eyes on me i saw a small smile on her face and i as well felt one on my own face.

Y/n pov.

Loak:Y/n! Come come!

Yelled Loak as he pulled me and we all started to run again.We were runing for not much of time when out of nowhere Jake and Nateyam jumped out.That scared me and made me scream but as soon as i saw it was them the fear went away.

Tuk:Dad!

Jake:You hurt?

He asked me as he looked me up and down looking for any wounds.

y/n:No im fine

Jake:Tuk you hurt?

Tuk:Daddy!

Cried out Tuk as she went to hug him.That was it we were saved and that made me let out my tears that i was holding for some time now.Neteyam came to me and again asked if i was alright.

Neteyam:You hurt?Did that guy hurt you?

y/n:No im  im fine.

I said as i hugged him.He got to my level and huged me back.

Neteyam:Hey it ok Kxetse.

y/m:Thank you.

Neteyam:Do not thank im just happy your safe.

After some time we ended the hug as he was looking in my eyes.We could see the helicopter as it took of flying.Just then Neytiri and Kiri cam out of some bushes.

Tuk:Mom!

Neytiri:Tuk

Said Neytiri as she hugged Tuk.Jake pulled Loak me and Nateyam into a hug as well.

Jake:Its ok.We are all ok.

Neytiri:Oh thank you great mother.Thank you.

y/n:Where is Spider?

I asked with tears still in my eyes.Kiri looked at me with tears in her eyes as well.

Kiri:They took him.They took him

y/n:What!

I yelled looking at her.

y/n:What do you mean they took him?

I was crying again as my voice broke some times as i asked that.Kiri was crying as well and did not say anything.I could feel a hand on my shoulder but i just moved back.

y/n:How could you just let them take him!M.. my …my brother…They took my brother!

I screamed.Im pretty sure the whole forest heard my broken and hurt voice.

Jake:Okay.Its okay baby girl.He is a tough kid.All right.Shhh shh.

Said Jake as he hugged me.I struggled and moved around wanting the hug to end but i did not have any energy left so in the end i just stood there.

Jake:He is going to be okay.We are all ganna be okay.

Continued Jake as i started to cry again.

 Loak:Hey hey dont cry.You know that he can kick their ass right?

Loak said trying his best to make me smile as Jake leted me go.I did not reply with anything.I was just looking at the ground as the rain was now heavyer then before.I felt a hand on my shoulder again but this time i did not do anything to make it go away.Then there was another hand on my other shoulder.And then the hands hugged me from behind and someone rested their head on my shoulder.

Neteyam:He is gonna be safe.Trust me…….You do trust me do you not?

I looked at his face and nodded.

Neteyam:Good good.

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Hope you like the second part if you have any questions or requests please do ask me.Im sorry that i did not post for some time.Im just a little busy.

(Something you might not understand is that part when Spider said that y/n does not need a mask.She still is human but as i mentioned in the first part she had an accident when she was a kid.She had to pass through the eye of Eywa.And she did.But when she woke up there were changes.One of them being that she can breath without a mask.But if she gets really tired or does not gave any enery she will need the mask.One of the changes is that she is pretty much like Kiri.She has a connection with Eywa tho its not as strong as Kiris.)

[systemofwhispers]

tw: vent, mention of sh, caps, swearing

what the fuck is wrong with me? I can't fall asleep, it's 1 am, I need to be up early tomorrow. all because my stupid fucking brain is overthinking. all I keep doing is the wrong thing. saying the wrong thing, doing the wrong thing, acting the wrong way. why can't I just DO WTF IM SUPPOSED TO DO?! IT ISNT THAT FUCKING HARD SO WHY CANT I JUST DO IT??? WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING PERSON. it's either I say the wrong thing with my boyfriend when I'm js trying to help and he gets angry. or I scold my little brothers because MY FUCKING PARENTS ARENT PAYING ATTENTION. AND I GET YELLED AT FOR IT? YOU FUCKING WHORE IM LITERALLY THE ONE WATCHING YOUR KIDS, AND YOU SAY "madi don't yell at the boys, I'm the parent I'll take care of it" SO DO THAT??? DO YOUR FUCKING JOB LIKE YOU SIGNED UP FOR WHEN YOU HAD THE FOUR OF US??? IM THE OLDEST SURE, BUT IM NOT A FUCKING BABYSITTER!!! i js can't fucking do this. I'm literally sobbing on a fucking pull-out couch rn cs we're on vacation and my head hurts and I can't sleep but my mind just won't shut the fuck up. I haven't done anything to myself in 2 years. I've been clean. but that rubber band is looking rlly fucking nice right ab now, idk. and I know I shouldn't. but I can't think of anything else to take the edge off. idk, I'll probably knock out after I finish crying cs I'll be tired ig. idfk.

[dahlia-shifts]

So it’s been a day since my first failed shifting attempt, I spent all day trying to shift to no avail. I know that the only reason I haven’t shifted is because I just back out last minute since I’m usually in no rush to shift.

And because sometimes I’m bored and content with how far I’ve gotten but last nights attempt wasn’t like that at all, I hyped myself up and unknowingly set myself up for failure.

I tried using a guided subliminal and it didn’t work for me at all, it was Reya’s guided subliminal and I couldn’t get past 20 minutes. For some reason though since I truly believed it would help me shift the fact that I ‘didn’t’ is just so tiring and disappointing, I know how to shift.

The reason I haven’t is solely because I’m procrastinating, but the only way I’m going to shift is if I do it myself. Onto another subject, I feel like a hater(I am for sure an hater) bc all of my drs either have a deep intense hatred for a certain show I don’t like or the show simply doesn’t exist in that reality. I have no reason for it either, I’ve moved past being angry at the show’s existence so there’s no reason for me to keep hating it but I still do. Anyway, just wanted to talk abt that.

Hii ! thanks for sending an ask! Lets talk about it all!

I understand you completely. I also feel like im backing out when trying to shift. sometimes, I think of shifting as something unachievable, and I feel scared that it might be something so different, but it's actually not. Idk if you mean you fell asleep after 20 mins of the sub, or you just turned it off, but i'll give you some tips for both !

If you feel tired of the sub, like it wouldnt work, try taking a break for a bit. find another position you're comfortable in, take a few minutes to yourself, then try again.

Try changing the sub. if you dont feel confident in it, try looking for another one, or the ones you simply have to fall asleep to while listening.

if you fall asleep before the sub is over, try going to bed earlier. put on the sub when you're not as tired, so you can pay attention to it for longer.

and a tip in general, you dont always have to be lying on your back. when i "minishifted" i was sleeping on my stomach. i find that helps me to get somewhat close to shifting.

and when nothing works, take a break. for yourself, and for your mind. try to re-program your way of thinking about shifting, esp if you found it during the early shifttok days.

about the hater thing, me too bae, me too. i feel like there are certain things here i dont like/cant get rid of, so i script it in my drs as well. i also try to make my scripts as close to my CR as possible, since it will be familiar to me and it would "help" me to shift to a reality where almost everything is the same.

thank you for the ask! im hoping i could help you in a way or two. Love you and take care! you will shift, the universe is on your side

[sugar-coated-galaxies]

Lil vent post bc I just. Need to get it out ig

[a-smol-cosplayer]

im back on my ‘contributing to the wednesday/wyler fandom as a whole’ here are some incorrect quotes for y'all :)

Enid: I am SPEECHLESS!! 

Wednesday: *narrating*: despite being speechless she managed to lecture me for the next ten minutes 

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Wednesday: If you had to separate your bees from 49 other identical bees that were all equally excited to see you, how would you determine which bee was yours?

Eugene: I would take my 50 bees home and live like a king

/

Xavier: who would win a fight, Enid or Tyler?

Wednesday: I cant answer that - Tyler is my boyfriend.

Xavier:  so Enid?

Wednesday: definitely 

/

Yoko: I hate going into the kitchen only to realise im the only snack in the house.

/

Tyler: *drops keys*

Tyler: you’ve got to be key-ding me

/

Enid: MURDER IS NEVER THE ANSWER!!

Tyler: Of course not! Murder is the question 

Wednesday: And the answer is always.

Bianca: All of you are wrong. The answer was 12. This is why you all failed.

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Wednesday: I would be the worst PR manager ever. My client would be like ‘there are rumours going around that I’m gay and a satanist’ and I would just be like ‘haha awesome!’ 

/

Eugene: drug dealer? No, hug dealer! Come here 

/

Ajax: anyone would be lucky to date me, I was called ‘a pleasure to have in class’ when I was in primary school 

/

Wednesday: in my defence I was left unsupervised 

Enid: weren’t you with Thing?? 

Thing: In my defence I was also left unsupervised 

/

Wednesday: idiotsaywhat

Enid: pardon?

Tyler: sorry?

Bianca: excuse me?

Xavier: what?!?!?

/

Enid: Yoko! Did u know that there is a rumour that you are gay!

Yoko: rumour!?!?! a RUMOUR!?!? U mean people are doubting it!?

/

Enid: can you turn the lights on?

Ajax: I don’t need to, you’re the only light I need in my life.

Enid: Ajax please I cant see.

/

Eugene: I’m a genius, I finished this lego set in 3 days!

Wednesday: so?

Eugene: The box says from 4-7 years

/

Wednesday: we’re so in sync, it’s like we finish each others-

Enid: homework

Wednesday: huh?

Enid, sliding her maths work over in tears: please

/

Enid: you were so drunk at the party last night

Tyler: no I wasn’t

Enid: actually you were

Enid: you called a taxi to take you home

Tyler: so? Thats responsible, I didn’t want to put anyone in danger by drinking and driving

Enid: the party was at your house, Tyler...

/

Enid: if a plant is sad, do other plants photo-sympathise with it?

Yoko: I chlorofeel you man

Bianca, tired as hell at 3am: are you guys fucking serious?

/

Enid: I have a boyfriend now

Wednesday trying to be encouraging: a boyfriend?

Enid: *reflexively does a panicked peace sign*

Wednesday: TWO boyfriends!?!?

/

Bianca: do you have any chicken or pork?

Waitress: no, but we have beef

Bianca: oh, WE have beef, huh? You really wanna fight? Alright, let’s do this. Kent, hold my breadsticks.

/

Enid: I changed all of my passwords to ‘incorrect’ so whenever I forget it, it will tell me, ‘your password is incorrect.’

Yoko: genius

Wednesday, already hacking into all her info: dumbass

/

Tyler: I just hid Wednesdays typewriter so she would hang out with us… how long do you think I have left to live?

Enid: 10

Tyler: 10 what?

Enid: 9

/

Enid at 3am at a sleepover: how do tall people sleep? Wouldn’t their feet go right past the blanket?

Tyler: Enid it’s 3 in the morning

Enid: you can’t sleep?

Tyler: …

Enid: is it the blanket?

/

Tyler: Awe look at you Wednesday, getting romantic with all these candles

Wednesday: first of all, I’m summoning a demon

/

Enid: *stabbing air between Wednesday and Bianca with a butter knife*

Wednesday: what are you doing?

Enid: trying to cut the angry tension between you two

Enid: it isn’t working

/

Tyler: I haven’t been this happy since-

Tyler: 

Tyler: oh, wow. I’ve never been this happy!

Tyler: huh!

Tyler: that’s bad!

/

Tyler: I really wish you would just own up to it when you make a mistake

Wednesday, calmly stirring her coffee: I prEFER it with salt

/

Xavier: *hugs Wednesday*

Wednesday: what are you doing?

Xavier: appreciating the little things in life

Wednesday: bitch

/

*playing scrabble*

Enid: I will put down my ‘A’ to spell ‘A’

Tyler: I will put down my ’T’ to make ‘AT’

Wednesday: and I will add onto your ‘AT’ to make ‘BIOSTRATIGRAPHIC’

Enid: *flips board*

/

Wednesday: What if I pour coffee into my cereal instead of milk?

Tyler, taking the coffee pot as he walks by: what if you don’t.

/

Yoko: Wednesday, someone dropped your manuscript

Wednesday: are you joking? That manuscript is my best friend and I will straight up ASSASSINATE-

Yoko: it was Enid

Wednesday: of course she did never mind then. 

/

Enid: truth or dare?

Wednesday: truth

Enid: how many hours have you slept this week?

Wednesday: uhh, dare

Enid: I dare you to go to sleep

Wednesday: I don’t like this game

/

Tyler: Wednesday Addams could slap me in the face and I’d say thank you

Xavier: i’d say thank you too

/

Bianca: theres a monster underneath my bed and its really ugly

Kent, on the bottom bunk: honestly, fuck you

/

Enid: a Z is just a sideways N

Wednesday, trying to concentrate: can you shut up?

Enid: zo

/

Enid: what are you guys doing?

Kent, Yoko and Ajax: *taking a quiz to see what kind of dog breed they are*

Yoko: important stuff

/

[after the gates mansion gets cleared]

Wednesday: Nothing good will ever happen to me again!

[twelve seconds later]

Wednesday: so far my theory has been confirmed.

/

Wednesday: Tyler annoyed me today so I told him that I can’t wait to see what he has planned for my birthday tomorrow.

Enid: but it isn’t your birthday tomorrow.

Wednesday: But there is something special about watching the colour leave his face as the panic takes over

/

Enid: you were supposed to do something about the rat in your locket

Ajax: I did

Ajax: I named him fluffy. He likes coco pops.

/

Wednesday: my boyfriend is too tall for me to kiss. What should I do?

Bianca: Punch him in the stomach so he doubles over then kiss him.

Enid: tackle him

Yoko: kick him in the shins

Tyler: just ask me to lean down?!?!?

/

Tyler: why would you give a knife to a child?

Wednesday: Enid felt unsafe

Tyler: now I feel unsafe

Wednesday: I’m sorry...

Wednesday: Would u like a knife?

/

Ajax: you’re up early

Literally everyone: ......

Ajax: you never went to sleep did u?

/

Tyler: my criminal record? The only illegal thing I’ve done is absolutely killing it on the dance floor

Tyler: hahaha just kidding, I’ve killed a man

/

Enid: why are you smiling?

Wednesday: what? Can’t I just be happy?

Bianca: Xavier tripped down the stairs

/

Enid and Tyler: You will have a hard time believing this because it never happens but it was a mistake we swear—

Wednesday: A MISTAKE?!? *gestures to the table that is on fire*

/

Bianca: Have you ever been scolded by Enid?

Wednesday: Im not scared of her

Bianca: So thats a no

/

Wednesday *doing something risky* : I am going to do this and not you or god himself can stop me 

Tyler: *Starts typing on his phone*

Wednesday:

Wednesday: ..Tyler 

Tyler:

Wednesday:

Wednesday: *panicking* Tyler what are you doing?!? What have you done?!?!

Tyler: 

Enid: *bursting through the door* wedNESDAY ADDAMS DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL--

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this ended up being way to long congrats to anyone that made it in the end