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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 10 months

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Gonna complain in the tags

#i am in so much pain right now i almost want to die about it tbh #i suspect i have an ear infection and it is some of the worst pain ive ever been in #i can hardly breathe through it. if that makes sense #i cant go to sleep. i wake up in pain. im taking eight ibuprofen at a time every two hours #i know thats bad for me. but it was the only thing that was helping #but now the ibuprofen has stopped helping and the pain is getting worse and ive been suffering like this for two weeks #so i finally decided to make what may be a crippling financial decision #and im gonna go to urgent care tomorrow #and hopefully theyll help with this incessant fucking pain #also it's made it so i cant hear out of my right ear which is super inconvenient #also its my birthday. and im spending it in so much pain that i cant concentrate on anything else #also the other day i found out my best friwnd and my ex girlfriend have been fucking #so im not talking to my best friend for now. i dont know if i will ever want to again #and my ex tried to call me earlier and just recently sent me a snapchat that i havent looked at #those are the two people i want to speak to LEAST in the world right now. im angry and i hate them a little bit #and im in so much pain and i cant hear and im so tired #being in this much pain tires you out so much #like my body is under so much stress that i have no energy to do anything except be in pain #yesterday i woke up at 9am to take out the dog. then went back to sleep until 5pm. after getting a full night's sleep #i have to work tomorrow and its gonna be a long fucking day and i cant hear out of my right ear and everything hurts #and i hate the people i thought i would love forever #so fuck me i guess. happy fucking birthday

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 5 months

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So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday.#but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its.#its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change.#whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

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desperatepleasures · 5 months

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okie the way the next few hours go is gonna determine whether I call out of work tomorrow wish me luck!!!

#I'm a lot less sleepytired than i was yesterday but also I haven't left the house yet so time will tell #and the fatigue very much still is present in my body #so if i crash&burn after the simple task of 'go to movies with friend' then im going to urgent care tomorrow #(even tho i doubt theyll be able to do much. whatever. i don't wanna ignore this it's been almost a week)#ok gonna attempt to make lunch and see how that goes! then rest until movie time

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raspberrybluejeans · 11 months

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😩.

#i’m finally gonna give in and go to urgent care tomorrow #but god i know they’re gonna blow me off #i’m gonna suffer through waiting for hours in that horrible building #and they’re gonna just be like ‘its just anxiety! 😊’#i seriously don’t have anything particularly major to be anxious about right now #but i’ve effectively been at varying levels of panic attack symptoms for almost a week now :|#dad said i shouldn’t mention the anxiety part to them #just the physical ailments #but im positive they’re gonna bring up anxiety on their own #fml #ograt

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neonpigeons · 2 years

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anybody wanna just risk it all and open a cat cafe with me

#don't really care where im sure there are kitties everywhere that need love and homes #im distracting myself with flights of fancy #cuz my finger hurts so goddamn bad. if it still hurts this bad tomorrow i may have to go to urgent care cuz im gonna kms #also my friend was supposed to come over and help me run some errands but they didn't :/#but anyway. cat cafe #i don't have prior experience with much but you know. motivation is half the battle #ari speaks

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#ugh. i wasted a lot of time and money today #bc my leg was suddenly hurting a lot more today and it kinda freaked me out so i went to urgent care #and then they had me get an x ray. luckily my hip looks fine and like i thought i probably strained or tore like an adductor muscle #so all that for something i already knew. but she said i should just chill for like 3 weeks and let it heal #at least nothing worse was wrong but its really annoying. i want to run 😫#wtf am i gonna do to dispel energy??? ugh. and i was supposed to go to thr post office today to send stuff #ill have to go tomorrow. bleh. its so annoying #part of it is just that i hate having to interact with people. like talking to people. like im sure i come across as v young #bc im so anxious and hesitant and im like zero eye contact. so idk it just feels kinda embarrassing #i wanna b like. bro i promis im not stupid. i have 2 advanced degrees in biology and im going for a 3rd. u can talk to me like an adult #its probably just me projecting. my perception is distorted from being made fun of by my sister lol #whatever. at least its just 3 weeks. tho it does remind me i havent been to an actual doctor in like 5 years #...probably should do thst before i move. or idk maybe ill just wait a month and go before school starts #ugh. fuck the American Healthcare system. they looked at me for like 5min and to go to urgent care was $125 with my insurance #thats just to b seen. like i can afford that but what r u supposed to do if u cant?#unrelated #at least its not as bad as when i passed out in class and took a 10 min ambulance ride that somehow cost $700

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tkbrokkoli · 2 years

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a colleague of mine used to be a professional athlete in the 80s and today she showed me and another colleague photographs from back then and she casually mentioned that two of her team mates outed themselves as trans men and two as lesbians later in life and i was like !!!!!! im

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slashrfag · 20 days

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wheres that tweet god isnt real but he does punish me

#IVE HAD TO CALL OFF WORK FOR THREE FUCKING DAYS NOW!!!!!!#if my fever doesn't go away by tomorrow morning im gonna have to go to urgent care FUCK #i hate work i hate capitalism i hate the way pto and sick time and all that bullshit functions #I WAS EXCITED BC I WAS WORKING SO MUCH THIS WEEK THAT I WAS GONNA GET A FAT PAYCHECK BUT NOOOO GOD HATES ME SPECIFICALLY

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muttfangs · 1 year

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AAAAAAAAAGHHHH

yo leave it to me to get a rare, ultra painful symptom from getting a sun burn i'm so tired of my stupid weird body, dawg like I spent three solid hours today in so much fucking searing pain and itching that I couldn't even form words or think I was just like... uncontrollably shaking, screaming, howling and pacing and panicking and frantically slathering myself in a cool oatmeal bath after taking ibuprofen and an antihistamine because my shoulders literally felt like they were on fire and I was being stabbed with red hot needles constantly this mightve been the worst pain I've ever felt in my life, no joke lesson learned tho! wear sunscreen and dont get drunk at the beach or you will suffer the worst pain imaginable! and your bathroom will be covered in oatmeal afterwards! holy shit! the term 'hell's itch' is very accurate for this fuckin thing. good fuckin lord. i've never been 100% delirious from pain / itch before but I was an inconsolable, screaming lunatic from this when it started for 3 solid hours until I was finally able to get a bit of relief that was a humbling experience in the worst way possible tbh

#barking into the void #i'm glad it's not sun poisoning tho tbh #I've never ever considered calling an ambulance before and tonight was the first night where I was like #please kill me or put me in a burn ward or SOMETHING (truly horrific pain) (indescribable agony)#I still have bits of oatmeal stuck in my fur... it's all over my bathroom floor & my bath rug is ruined lol #GUESS IM GOING TO URGENT CARE TOMORROW INSTEAD OF WORK :) kill me lol #at least this is temporary / according to goog it'll last roughly 48 hrs #WHEWWW use sunscreen babes. holy fuckshit i'm never ever gonna not use sunscreen at the beach ever again

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oetscop · 1 year

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I MAY HAVE STREP. IVE BEEN CONVINCING MYSELF IM JUST OVERSTIMULATED AND NOT SICK. AND NOW THERES WHITE STREAKS IN MY THROAT

#tongue #i told my mom and #to the surpise of nobody #she made it about herself lmao #im gonna work tomorrow and just mask up #and go to urgent care on monday if it doesnt go away

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lmaonade · 2 months

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i dont wanna get too into it bc it's a bit of a personal matter but basically my leg is fucked up and in a lot of pain right now and im struggling to like move and function and im going to urgent care soon but i know they're not gonna be able to help and i'm just in a pretty miserable spot right now plus my work week starts tomorrow and idk if im gonna be able to stand it literally

#quite frankly if this becomes a reoccurring development with my problem i might have to quit entirely

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wonderfuck · 2 days

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Liv im so sorry that you're not feeling well ☹️!!!

not to be totally insensitive and change the subject but Free Now has been in my head all day, I've been listening on repeat honestly its so underrated

also i wore a all purple fit and i looked so cute today if i do say so myself 💜💜💜

Sorry you're not feeling well bestie i hope that it gets sorted out soon and you feel better 😘!

also how did the photo shoot go?

(Sorry this was so chaotic lol 😅)

hiii, thank you hopefully it’ll get better soon but i’m gonna go to urgent care tomorrow so they’ll maybe be able to help with some meds.

free now is so fucking beautiful i love it so much. and congrats on killin it in the purple fit that’s such a good feeling!! the photoshoot went pretty well! i was a bit stiff and nervous but i think i let go enough to get some cute pics! we get the back in two weeks so we shall see! <3

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disabledwarrior · 4 months

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i have a fuckinggggg spiderbite on the back of my THIGH and the redness and hotness has gotten WORSE today and if its worse tomorrow and i have to go back to urgent care im gonna lose my mindDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

#i swear to god man i hate it here #oh what u cant handle a fucking spiderbite?? huh?? [shoves myself] u gonna fold under very little venom u bitch??

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number1girl · 2 years

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im worried i’m gonna have to go to urgent care for this cough 😭 if it doesn’t get better by tomorrow or monday i’ll have had it for over 7 days which is 😬

#because i got sick for a few days over thanksgiving break and it started to get better but then i got locked out of my apartment that one #night lol and i was out in the cold for a while and i stayed up until like four and the next day it was worse #and now i’m not really sick anymore like i don’t have aches or fever or even that much of a runny nose i’ve just been COUGHING so much esp #at night #ugh i just really don’t want it to be an infection or something bc i don’t want to have to take antibiotics or whatever #selfishly because i really want to be able to drink and have fun on my friend’s birthday wednesday and then at the premiere of my thesis on #thursday

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taeyongruinedcitylights · 2 years

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if my refill request hasnt been miraculously approved by tomorrow morning im gonna have to go to urgent care to beg for meds. Again.

#its so humiliating and i hate taking up time there when theres nothing wrong w me i just. need my meds!#i cant survive a week w/o my anxiety meds especially in a foreign countryyyyy i wouldnt even make it in my own home 💀💀#nd u have to be so careful asking for them bc they can just say no 😭😭#like i have to convey that its urgent enough that i need help but not so urgent that i seem like im trying to sell drugs 💀#as tho anyone could make money off generic effexor……

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earlysunsetting · 2 years

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tried to go to urgent care today bc my ears are messed up and they sent me away :) gonna try again tomorrow but im afraid i wont wake up in time

#originality keeps things spicy

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