#look at me on a rolllllll

[god-has-entered-my-body]

can i just also. sorry for spamming your inbox. ignore me omg i'm sorry but. marking him up all pretty. with lipstick or even fucking sharpie i don't care. writing things like 'whore' across his chest because. that's what he is. then taking pictures. pathetic. yes yes. i forgot which colour my heart emoji was but yes it is i. god.

thoughts thoughts thinking too many thoughts

okay so scene: you're perched on top of him while he's laying down, grinding down onto his leaking cock and he's whimpering and moaning below you, eyes screwed shut in torturous pleasure.

The look on his face when you quite literally rip his shirt off him is priceless, the pretty fabric tearing down the front as you let your hands feel his heart beat in his chest. "Just- stay still while i work on you, yeah?" Matty nods quickly, eyes glazed over as you move on top of him, sending sparks of pleasure up his spine.

The tube of lipstick is a deep purple, contrasting his skin in a way that made your head spin, the product smearing slightly as it glides along his chest spelling out a single word across it.

"Whore." adorns his chest, standing out like white against black as Matty whimpers under your touch, his hips bucking up to meet your core, the pressure to your clit making a small gasp escape you. You apply the purple color to your lips, bending down to press kisses all over his neck and chest, decorating him like your little art project.

With every movement you make, Matty moans in response, biting his lips between his teeth as you cover his body in lip prints, smiling when you pull back to admire your work. "Wanna see how pretty you look baby? Want me to take a picture for you?" Matty's eyes grow wide as you reach over to the nightstand and grab your polaroid camera, pointing it at him.

"Please- fuck. I love you so much darling, so fucking perfect." Matty whines, arching his back in response to you grinding your hips down once again, his head thrown back in pure bliss.

"Smile, baby." you whisper, quickly moving off his cock to palm him as you snap the picture, the flash illuminating Matty's face in full. His eyes are wet with tears of ecstasy, his skin glistening with sweat as the light reflects off his chest, the deep purple traces of lipstick even more prominent than before.

Letting the polaroid develop for a few seconds, you coo praises into his ear as he begs for release, twitching in your grasp. Once the picture is visible, you take a glance at it, your heart rate picking up when you then throw it to the side, focusing all of your attention on Matty.

You let your mouth kiss his collarbones, then his chest, then the pretty tattoo on his left hip bone lower, lower, lower.... xx

[lookismaddict]

Lookism Chapter 441 Memes/Thoughts I Have:

(SPOILERS !!! I don’t own any of the Lookism panels and the translations. Only the memes that I made. The sole purpose of this is to provide summaries/reviews for each chapter so if you don’t want to see the rest of it, then just keep scrolling. It’s your choice.)

I really said that I was going to work on this chapter review but I didn't do it until a few days after the chapter has been posted online... Woops, my bad. (My posts will be queued for now, so I didn't post this CURRENTLY. Sorry in advance if I randomly post at around 4 in the morning or something.) Most of you guys probably already saw this, but you know what? Time to bring dinner onto the table! 🍲

H U H ? 👁👁

UMMMM… HELLO??? I stg, if he's referring to Goo... 😭 But oh man, if he were to replace Goo, I wonder how Gun is going to react. And I already heard ab the rumors going around, regarding to what PTJ mentioned before. Even the thing about someone's death, and whatnot. Yes, I know man. 💀 But in all honesty, this Charles Choi arc though... I like it so far. Minus... the death and Charles Choi himself because it's a catalyst for an event that'll happen in the future. Also, yes Charles, you piece of shit. Jichang won't ever think of joining you lol. Even if he agreed, what is there to benefit if he were to side with you? 😀

I don't think anyone has commented on what Charles Choi said about Jichang being a strategist, and he's right about that. Unlike many fighters, I noticed how Jichang is very meticulous when it comes to fighting. He assesses his opponents, like where to properly attack and he notes their weak points and people's most vulnerable spots to aim at, which makes his Battle I.Q. much bigger in comparison to the other First Generation Kings, who just fight with a passionate drive with fists during their fights. (Reminds me of current Daniel.) He's very clever too, and that's one of the reasons why I like Jichang's character.

O K A Y. OLD MAN. SHOWING OFF YOUR NONEXISTENT LEFT ARM, I SEE.

GODDDDD JICHANG, GET UPPPPP MAAAAAANNNNNNNNN. AAAAAAGGHHHH 😫😫😫😫

BRUHHHHHHHHHHH COME ONNNNNNNNNNN!!! I STG, IF PTJ DOESN'T LET THIS MAN WIN- <- My OG reaction 😀

YOU TELL HIMMMMMM JICHANG!!! 😩😩👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

YES JICHANG PULLED OUT THE SHTICK AND LET IT ROLLLLLLL!!! Oh fuck. Wait, WHAT??? W H A T ????????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?! HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN BRUHHHHHHHH??? I THOUGHT YOU GOT THIS IN THE BAG, JICHANG!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'M GONNA GO AND FLIP A BUNCH OF TABLES BC WTFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!

Ok, for starters... Don't they have those DNA test thingies where they investigate thoroughly in crime scenes? Bruh, Charles Choi was HOLDING the gun. CAN'T THEY NOT IDENTIFY HIS OWN FINGERPRINTS??? Also, it's understandable that he might have tipped the police too since he got power. UGGGGHHHHHH PTJ, WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LET THE VILLAINS GET AWAY WITH THEIR CRIMES??? LIKE VIVI GETTING THAT HAPPY ENDING WITH XIAOLONG EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESN'T DESERVE IT. I SWEAR, JICHANG'S BROTHERS ARE GOING TO SIDE WITH DANIEL AND GET REVENGE ON CHARLES CHOI. *s i g h s* Well, anyways... It's time to send them off...

WHY IS THIS MAKING ME SOB BRUHHHHH. 😭😭😭😭😭 UGGHHHHH, WHEN THEY BOTH DIED I REALLY CRIED FOR THEM BECAUSE I ALREADY GOT AN EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO THE TWO OF THEM. 💔

Nah, because this mf will surely get hit with MASSIVE karma. I'm just waiting for that sweeeeeeeet sweet day. (Sorry Crystal, but your dad's a dick. 🤷🏽‍♀️)

PLEASE DANIEL, AVENGE THEM!!! UGGHHHH IM STILL DEVASTATED OVER THEM. 😭😭😭

I do admit, Jinyoung DOES look good leaning on a motorcycle while smoking on a cig. Also, IDK WHY, but Daniel looks so cute carrying all of those boxes behind him. Honestly, this interaction between Jichang and Daniel looks like Jichang is sending Daniel off to night school or something LMFAO. The boxes looks like a big ass backpack, ngl. ALSO, YES JICHANG, DON'T WORRY ABOUT DANIEL. LEAVE IT ALL TO HIM TO FIND JINYOUNG PARK AND TO BEAT CHARLES CHOI TO A PULP! 😎👍🏽

WAIT... HOLD ON NOW. SO YOU'RE TELLING ME, THE "GRIMM PLASTIC SURGERY CENTER" IS IN GANGNAM-GU ??? Hold up... Tell me, this isn't where Mangi from Viral Hit went for his plastic surgery on his nose...

Tbh I'm not caught up to the recent chapter of Viral Hit, but this was in Viral Hit's Ep. 74 on Webtoon. So... could it be, that he... went there to get plastic surgery...? 😀 (I must be trippin. If I'm incorrect, then I apologize. That part caught my eye while I was reading and I had to tie it back to the First Affiliate because... I FOUND THAT COINCIDENTAL. LEAVE ME ALONE-)

Yup, sounds about right. 💀

Omg? THE HOT DOCTOR IS BACK!!! I KNEW IT, HE'S TOO GOOD-LOOKING TO BE FORGOTTEN AS A MINOR CHARACTER!!! 😳😳😳

To be honest, he looks like he could pass as Eugene and Yoosung's older brother or something. BUT, HELLO??? 1ST AFFILIATE PRESIDENT?????? AEEEUUUUGGGHHHH THIS HOTTIE IS THE 1ST AFFILIATE PRESIDENT??? I'M- 😩😩😩😩

You see... he is one MIGHTY FINE, DOCTOR. 🥴 I wanna see if Doc got some fighting moves or not. 👀 If he does, then he got me S O L D. 🔥

Ok, but this chapter's focus really was on Charles Choi and whatever he did. I'm so eager to see him get beat up by everybody. Oh, but hold on now... If Tom Lee found out what REALLY happened, then that would be a problem too. Hehehehe 😈

Time to wait for the next chapter! ✌🏽

[egyptian-sun-god]

I tried to do a quick redesign for Danny Phantom also with the headcanon that they're around junior year right now, so 16-17 years old.

For Tucker, I wanted to change up the reverse cap especially, because it's very old-fashioned and I didn't really like it. I gave him a bit of an undercut but imo I think Tucker would keep with the head accessories vibe so I added a headband. The last one I pretty much kept the same outfit but put the cap on the right way. I think Tucker would probably go with a more stylish look and take fashion tips based off how much he was flirting in the show, I feel like if we upped that to what a junior-year Tucker would be like, I'd say fashion would be a somewhat priority, but it's not always the best choices. Which is where we get the maybe slightly weirdly cut yellow jacket

I think Sam was already pretty confident with her style in the original so I wanted to keep to that but also accessorize and maybe update with a bit more today, e-girl aesthetic. Chains and jewellery is a must, so I went a bit crazier with the amount of metal I added to her clothes. I like chokers and I feel like chokers are in line with what Sam would choose as an everyday piece over a necklace. But also I wanted to keep a little bit with my high school experience cause in freshmen year everything was so divided and there were clear preps, jocks and like nerds but by junior year it was blended with no divisions and most people I knew had a specific style but some clothes that were a bit different. That's why I sort of threw in the purple tube top, cause I feel like maybe Sam would start experimenting a bit more by then. Still in line with her colour scheme, probably still not what her parents want, but not exactly the same as what she was wearing before. The second outfit is pretty average e-girl style fit with the loose shirt, belt, and cargo-type pants. The third outfit is the one where I tried to keep the most to her original design but I added the fishnet tights over the purple ones in the original and added some chains as usual.

Danny was pretty hard. I feel like Danny would prioritize comfort over fashion so I couldn't really see giving him anything too restricting or preppy like tight jackets or really anything too statement. Honestly Danny feels like the type that would just go for hoodies, flannel shirts and like comfy jeans. So the NASA hoodie was a no brainer and for the second outfit I went for a flannel shirt as a top layer. But for underneath, I definitely see Danny as the type of bastard to be wearing his own merchandise for the laughs, so I had a DP shirt in the style of his hazmat suit be the undershirt for it. Danny would definitely wear his own merch. The third outfit is as I said before, supposed to be very close to the original design, and it is. I don't think Danny would change that much in his fits even if he was older. Only thing I added was the silver necklace which I feel like Sam's influence would definitely reflect on him.

I should really be studying for exams. But fuck it. I'm on a rolllllll. Tell me what you guys think, do you semi agree with the reasonings. How would you have designed their fits.

[butchladymaria]

me and the bestie 😍😙🤪

[weezuine]

just watched Qilin and as a Chinese, I never knew about this mythical creature until the episode came about. anyways, the chinese characters for Qilin ➡️ 麒麟 looks complicated but i think it’s beautiful

my two cents on this ep!

- love the random taichi in the middle of the kitchen, sabine

- marinette’s dramatic entrance into the laundry basket

- heard a theory about sabine being a past miraculous holder and this might be a small piece of supporting evidence!! WHAT IF she knows that her daughter is Ladybug!! tbh i won’t be surprised if it came true tho

- umbrella scene mid fight got me like AHHHH! the ladynoir dynamics this ep is impeccable

- little future son-in-law and mother-in-law bonding moment

- also, blasting off her daughter with poetic wind

- a certain policeman is unfit yo

- OMGGGGG, chat noir/adrien speaking up for marinette/ladybug’s mom!!!

okay, small rant: any scene with the inspector was so frustrating ARGGGHHHHH feeling so much blood boiling with iNJustIcE and anxiety for sabine.

nonetheless, good ep with some heart-warming moments :D apparently Penalteam is out alreadyyyyyyy WHATTTT we on a rolllllll

[takamakisu]

Ah, shopping; her Achilles's heel. He had her there, and Ann pumped her fist excitedly; jumping up. "Sounds good to me!! Maybe we can go eat afterwards too?" As usual, always thinking with her gut. "Maybe we can get crêpes or something..." she hummed to herself, eyes glossing over for a moment.

White Day thing for @fraisecherie​​!

“I may not be good at making food or chocolates but I hope you’ll accept a day of shopping together, instead? Just to show my thanks and all…!”

[twilightofthe]

Obi-Wan Kenobi, for the asks?

Thank you!  You always play along with my ask games and I have so much fun doing them!!!  (Ask meme here)

OBI WAN KENOBI

1: sexuality headcanon 

I waver depending on what mood I’m in.  Either I think he’s panromantic/sexual, or I’m in a THE JEDI ARE ARO CULTURE mood so he’s aromantic/pansexual

2: otp 

Definitely Obikin, I fell in love with these two assholes the first time I watched TCW and then I read the really super gay RotS novelization, and then I saw the actual MOVIES and ugh, they’re just soulmates.  They have such an electric dynamic, they work off of each other and they’re funny and they care and they’re the most competent and deadly team in the galaxy and if they wanted to and communicated more there would be literally nothing they couldn’t do together, and it’s frustrating because you know how much they care about each other but they never manage to get on the same level and arghhhhh.  Also I love the tragic lovers-to-enemies trope.  ALSO ALSO OBI WAN HELPED ANAKIN BECOME A FORCE GHOST AND NOW THEY’RE LIVING TOGETHER IN THE AFTERLIFE FOR ETERNITY HECK YEA BOIIIIII

Other Obi Wan ships I have are Obianidala, Obitine, Ventrobi, Quinobi, and Codywan on occasion

3: brotp 

Also him and Anakin lol, but also I really like his dynamic with Cody, so I’m torn!  OBI WAN AND AHSOKA HECK YEAH WE NEEDED MORE OF THEIR ADVENTURES AND INTERACTIONS.  GIVE ME AHSOKA IN THE OBI WAN SHOW OR GIVE ME DEATH.  Fucking ditto for Obes and Padmé, I would have loved to see their friendship that RotS said they had.  I’ve read like two or three or five of the supplementary books so there’s a lot I don’t know, but I like how the fans have written his friendship with Bail.  OH SHIT I TOTALLY FORGOT HIS DYNAMIC WITH QUINLAN ALSO YES THAT PLEASE.  I ALSO also love the fan canon created that Obi Wan grew up with Quinlan and Luminara both being around his age and that the three of them were friends, I think that’s super cute!!!!

4: notp 

Hmmm so like.  I don’t ship bash so pls know these are just what I personally don’t really vibe with, all ships are welcome on this here blog.  Also this is hard because Obes is kinda the fandom’s little black dress we can ship with anyone.  I guess I’d say I’m not a shipper of him with those who he doesn’t really have that much of an interesting dynamic with in canon, or I don’t see a potential dynamic with their personalities, idk?  Like, I never really got into Qui Gon’s character except for him just.  Being there?  In TPM so I never really shipped him and Obes.  Ditto for the Obi Wan and Rex ship that’s popped up and growing popular?  Like, I understand that that particular ship is more about taking two handsome and good guys who deserve happiness and pairing them up so they can be happy together, but idk just, they don’t really interact that much in canon and when they do they’re kinda just... there?  Again?  And yeah, I just don’t really see that much of a spark between them based off of their interactions or their personalities.  Idk, just my two cents.  Again, no offense to those who do ship it!

5: first headcanon that pops into my head 

Obi Wan Kenobi has exactly zero sense of style.  I’m sorry, but he doesn’t.  It’s just his dumb luck that he’s a literal supermodel who would look good in a paper bag.  He doesn’t even know he looks great in red because he says it’s not his color!  He’s more than happy that the standard Jedi tunics were predesigned cuz they’re comfy and in a neutral color and he never has to worry about picking out an outfit, and he does Not like getting dressed up for fancy events because he finds fancy clothing uncomfortable.  The Padawan chop cut he couldn’t help because Qui Gon also has no sense of style, but the mullet he grew out was all him and again, only looks good on him because he’s Obi Wan and he’s gorgeous.  The nicely styled shorter cut he has for TCW and RotS came from him deciding to cut the mullet himself when the war started so it would be easier to maintain, doing an absolutely atrocious job with it.  When he runs to Luminara or Quinlan or whoever in a panic because it looks like a Nexu tried to bite his head off and caught his hair, they take the opportunity and actually give him a decent hairstyle and he figures it looks nice so he’ll keep it.

6: one way in which I relate to this character 

Hmmm this is hard cuz guys Obi Wan is WAY cooler than I am.  I guess we both share a love of languages and linguistics, and we like to teach little kids stuff.  We also both love Anakin to death and would do almost anything for him, even when the little shit’s being a stupid-ass moron who makes awful choices and we really shouldn’t be defending for anything.

7: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character 

FUCKING BALD OBI WAN DURING THE DECEPTION ARC IN SEASON FOUR.  THAT THING SCARRED ME I HATE IT IT’S ATROCIOUS. Also, I... do not like the Kadavo arc, and pretty much every character in it gives me secondhand embarrassment, but I really don’t like his plotline there and it does give me secondhand embarrassment for a variety of reasons.  Also, just-- that moment in RotS when he’s fighting Grievous and decides that kicking the fucking metal cyborg’s leg would be a good idea and then hurts his leg?  I always wince like, my dude, what did you think was gonna happen? xD

8: cinnamon roll or problematic fave?

CINNAMON ROLL!  CINNAMON ROLLLLLLL!!!!!!!  Like yes I know, I know he’s not perfect, he makes a lot of mistakes and has flaws and I love him for those various flaws, but he is a genuinely good and kind CINNAMON ROLL who wants to be a good person and deserves a NAP and a HUG and NICE THINGS and ABSOLUTELY NONE OF ANAKIN’S FUCKING BULLSHIT

[arodrwho]

critrole 2.69 lb

wait what did caleb just do.

oh the whip ?

yeah yeah yeah yeah identi fy

aw shit they’re stuck

“i have nott” or “i have not” o “i have nott” okay

oh u told her!!

“listen, you might be enjoying this conversation but i am not” “you are nott” “...this is confusing”

“well, i’ll forgive you if you give me back my flask” “i will not[t]” (nott was right, this is confusing) “will you?” “...i will”

“i just wanna be on adventure with you guys and i don’t wanna think about anything past that” “........life can be hard. [many feelings words.] you don’t look for traps, and sometimes when you do....you trigger them” j ES t er

“i can’t have everyone relying on me right?” GOOD, yes, good nott. good

“i’m scared of what happens next. you know? i don’t know what’s gonna happen after this” good good conversation times

“i can’t stay mad at you. ...........now give me my flask or i’ll kill you!!!!!” nott my dude,

“a little protection is not a terrible thing” “it can be. i would like to be in the front if that is all right” “the choice is yours” :((

[i missed a LOT]

beau jus got a nat20 tho so that’s cool

mmboy sth sth railing?

another mural!!!!!!!!!!

it’s gonna b 1 worm!!!

WORM!!!!!!!!!

crawlinge kinge! !

not worm?????

moonweaver :( i don’t even love molly as much as everyone else & i’m sad molly isn’t here bc his god got mentioned

“undying chosen, who like his master could not rly be slain......,,” spookey

wor me

oh fuck u internet don’t interrupt his speech

holy SHIT double 20s

fuck caleb that was a bad choice ?

“the prize of us. for months we sought to thwart the angel’s designs. you and i were the [prize?] and vessel”

ohhHOHOHOOOOOO the DUDE!!!!!!!!!!

HE’S THE DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE DREAM DUDE!!!!!

--YEAH!!!!!!!!!

“one such lost child” wh?????? ??? ????????????

“she is who she is” lmfao

[rap battle mollymauk voice] ROLLLLLLL INITIATIVE!!!

my fingers are not cooperating asmuch as i would like tonight so my typing of all the words that are being said is not happening as quicKLy as needed to capture all the dingdang speeches which is a SHAME bc this is some SERIOUS YASHA LORE

dominate person h’oh dang

idk abt that though i feel like it won’t ? work? he’s checking his phon e

and even if it could work he’s prolly got shiny stats i’m fear

oh fuck me internet keeps skipping out

yeah that didn’t worK

“by light or by blight the dark infernal shall not by confined shall not be contained” o jeezy creezy this is some shit

eeees h goodluck y’all

hhhhhhhhh’oh boy u miss’d

laura sounds so defeated :(

“the bonds of the clean wither, the [x] wither. fulfill thy destined path and awaken” yikes

oh YIKES

“we do not do well in tombs. historically” hh’Ah yeah that’s true

a BREAK?? it’s only 8:30????

oh probably a longer battle

oh

love.ly. thanks! thanks matt! we’re all gonna die!!!!!!!!!

D: D: D: D: D: D:

groSS?????

gross!!!!!!!!!!!

worm???

NOT WORM.

what in the FUCk is THIS

fear fear fear fear fear fear fear

kill the thing

“and i snarl back” oh VERY good

aw yeah STUNNED

“i’ve got a tenth of a plan” ..... “and i WHACK him”

:( it did not work :((((((

holy weapon!!!!!!!!!!1

oh CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“it’s the best thing, it’s the absolute best thing ever” “[flat] yeah. it’s great.” lmao “i should use it against you guys more often” [unenthusiastic laughter] incredible

i’m sorry ur fancy staff isn’t working cad :(

“okay, he’s looking reaaally--” oh fuck you!!!

nooo BLESS!!!

HLKSHGKJLDSHGULAERIH; 1 hit point what the fUCK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

hex! blade!!!!!!!!!!!!

fjord my dude i love you so goddamn much.

“avenge me” “never.” make a wisdom saving throw at disadvantage

“two” oh god

“a burning sharp pain on the back of your neck right at the base of your skull, and this old forgotten anger wells up within you” D: D: D: D: D: D:

“that’s a natural twenty” oh god

what. just happened what did i MISS.

“i forgot since i have a ring of protection it was a 3 instead of a 2. i dunno if that changes anything” ashley i love you

“she’s just looking straight at you and begins to to grin” “a willing creature goes--” “the creature is not willing” “a nonwilling creature--”

....yasha are you okay. that’s a LOT of thunder damage can u roll ur save and see if ur chill--

okay ur chill

jeeeeeez though

“you see a tiny goblin hiding round the edge who did not hide at the end of their last turn” oh NO

oooooof shit i forgot abt bless being concentration

“yasha’s really not that powerful” “you shut your damn mouth”

please beau. please.

NO

whaT??? that’s a thing you can do??????????????

holy SHIT that’s cool

monks are so cool

and yell towards....?

a 1?????????

caddy my dude,,,,,

:((((((((((((

“i’m gonna run....outties.....” “for sure you are” :(((((( but what about nott??????????

shiT my dudes this is going so poorly

“take a small flower out of my hand and hand it to yasha and run away” that’s the sweetest saddest fucking thing i have ever heard in my whole entire portion-of-life-watching-this-episode

if caddyboy dies i am going to be so upset

“might be the end of me” “9 points of piercing damage” “this really might be the end of me” :(((((((((((((((((((

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

“natural twenty” D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

“i cancel it” :D :D

but also caduceus you are going to fucking die and i am going to be so very upset.

please let caduceus be not dead thanks. thanks. that’s all i ask is that he not be dead.

this went sour so fast

please don’t fucking kill caduceus i love him

thank you caleb, thank you, thank you, thank you

if my internet freezes one more time i will die

ohh okay it’s ? closing? okay.

but please don’t with the yasha thou G H pls don’t leave her

“if anybody had a whip they could get yasha out” oh good point yo

don’t leave yasha???????

“run?” don’t leave her??????? you have a whip?? please?????

D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

sentinal. fuck

okay okay okay okay okay okay

fjord hey buddy hey fjord hey fjord??

fjord???????

fjord????????????????????

fjord??????????????????????????????

D: D: D: D:

fjord SUCKS at wis saves i’m so scared

fuck of shit.

oh no

yasha’s gonna kill him

yasha is going to kill him dead

fuck of shit

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fjord is super dead

i’m. fear

hhhhhhhhhhh

they’re gonna leave yasha i’m. upsET

i know ashley’s not gonna b here after this ep but like can’t yasha just go on like, a Personal Mission again solo style like before???

beau SAVED FJORD.

ffffffffffck

hgkjdfhgdkjh

this is the worst i do not like it

this is WORSE than ep 55, and ep 55 was TERRIBLE

fuck this bullshit internet buffering fuckery i am going to scream a whole lot

fuck that natural 1 right in the ass

“i turn invisible just out of panic” oh dear

“make a melee attack against...... against himself cause why not” “natural 20″ fucking amazing

“what about yasha if she needs to get over?? what about yasha????” thANK you nott

“should we leave a note for her???” is that bc of the note y’all left for molly???????

y’all this is. the worst.

i am UPSET.

i’m glad they’re rushing through the thing, that’s satisfying, but do u know what is LESS satisfying??? that they LEFT YAS H A

please don’t wrap up i will CRY

fuck you internet i WILL punch you in the face

this is so sad

this is all so sad

everyone but yasha leave the table??????

it’s been SO LONG since he made everyone leave the table

i’m fear

hey i can’t believe i jsut saw all of that

[redundantharpoons]

Huge Ask Answer Post

my apologies for being emotional on main this morning, this stupid work thing’s got me all in a state and I’m just a mess

y’all sent me some really wonderful and encouraging asks, and i was just going to read them to myself and smile and feel better, but since they made me feel better and a lot of them have great messages for all creators, I figured i’d do one big old answer-athon (some of htese are from before, but let’s be thorough!)

This made me realize that, while I’m not usually one to read crackfics, I would read the hell out of Overwatch doing one of those whodunit mystery dinner nights. I want it now. Mandatory attendance as a team-building exercise. McCree can wear is detective outfit.

You do not want that, I assure you. Internet me is so much more fun than neurotic real life me. (Though I guess as of this morning internet me is becoming a bit of an insecure, emotional handful too . . .)

I’m glad you liked it! Everyone needs some smiles sometimes. :) I reread it this morning when I had to chill in my car for a bit, and I still just love to picture Moira creeping out of Angela’s quarters at like 4:30 AM, trying to be quiet so no one notices her. Then she hears a sound, and she freezes. Shit, she’s about to be caught. She looks down the hall . . . and down to the floor . . . and she’s just standing there dumbfounded, and the hamster’s just staring right back at her for like a solid 30 silent seconds. And as soon as she’s about to say something/walk towards it the ball just rollllllls away. And Moira’s like “HEY!” and runs after it but it’s gone by the time she gets around the corner.

And it’s all she can think about for the rest of the day. Did she dream it? Of course not, she knows what she saw. But who put it in the little ball? HOW DOES IT USE THE ELEVATOR???

I love this idea that occasionally Moira, because she’s the only one creeping around Overwatch in the middle of the night, gets these sightings of this mystery hamster but no one believes her because she’s never got her comm on it and she can’t tell people why she was on the officer’s floor at 4 AM. But she knows what she saw. She knows.

Also that other stuff in the chapter too I guess. :P

Reminder to everyone that anything not explicitly asked for personal answers might get answered publicly. :P Don’t have a crush on me, it’s a terrible thing to do.

I wonder how Moira feels about marriage. HmmmmMMMmmmmMmmmm . . .

Okay, and there’s the big chunk that I thought was great to share/answer publicly. Thank you all for your encouragement, I appreciate it immensely.

I think in the grand scheme of things I’ve got some pretty amazing readers. I’ve seen the tip of the iceberg in asks that artists receive if they draw art the fandom doesn’t receive well (usually ship hate) and I’m sincerely surprised I haven’t suffered any of that. Knock on wood.

Even the people who “gripe” about something ostensibly do it because they’re 160k words in and something didn’t go the way they envisioned. And I can understand that.

In the grand scheme of things I can say this about it all: “The majority of the feedback I receive is positive, and the negative feedback I receive seems to be heartfelt, not hateful.” And I think that’s good. I like that about y’all as readers.

I was going to go into some deep-dive stream of consciousness reflection here but I’ve already rambled on long enough. 

Bottom line is thank you for the words of encouragement. It’s been a rough few days and will continue to be a rough few more, at least, due to work stuff. But knowing there are people out there who are as excited about our fictional science moms as I am gives me something to think about to escape for a bit. :)

[s1st3r]

Hi! If it's possible, can I request a ship? *I'm 17 years old and I'm new in this fandom. *small, about 160 cm tall. *brown long hair, grey eyes *glasses *shy person *I like drawing, writing stories, nature, music and anime - especially comedies and love stories. I'm looking forward to your answer. I heard a lot about you. Your profile is fantasic! Have a nice day. Bye!

Omigosh hi!! Thank you and welcome!! I hope the fandom has been treating u well!

Oki i think i have a goodie!

Your ship is... *drum rolllllll*

Jesse!!

Ok ok ok SO,

with jesse idk why but for some reason he is often depicted as a bit of a player in the fandom which confuses me because he is nothing short of an absolute loyal gentleman in the show. I dont get player vibes from him at all so we’re rolling with that.

He is, however, confident. Which is why i think he would be perfect for you. Where u r shy, he is confident. He carries a conversation smoothly. And like i said, i believe he is a complete gentleman through and through and would find you so cute. He would help bring you out of ur shell.

Your petite size kinda makes him a bit protective of you. He thinks you’re just so pretty with your dark hair framing your face gently and you silver eyes sparkling behind your glasses.

You’re polite; a sucker for romance and comedies, and he thinks it’s so adorable watching you gush about you favourite love stories, music, movies. I can see u guys having some rom-com movie nights when he’s on leave.

Jesse loves ur humour and the two of you would joke back and forth.

Whenever he’s travelling through the galaxy, he tries to memorise the landscapes around him so he can describe them to you when he comes back to you. He knows how much u love nature and how fascinated u are when he describes the scenes to you.

One time, when you were both camping out on a relief mission, he woke u up early and snuck u out to a nearby natural ledge that had a perfect view of the sunrise over the horizon.

~ Sister

[starlight-ooc]

Blog Rolllllll - StarLight.3729

Am I doing this right? (Bolded names and links to make for easy reading)

Anyway I have a few characters that do not have tumblrs, which I will add at the bottom just for the sake of opening some more hooks perhaps. But I am mainly trying to promote my blogs since I have recently started following so many more people that remain strangers. And even some of the first week followers I have yet to sit down with to plot.

I am open for approaches and ideas, please throw me a message somewhere, get in touch and let’s plan some stories together. My muses deserve some love once in a while. As do yours!

This blog https://jessicabrandon.tumblr.com/ of course is my main, hello I am posting from it.

Jessica is the proprietor of Black Lace Gin, a company under the Castelli business umbrella ( @mistercastelli ) She is also Secretary to the Vice Legate Minister Lady Aguillard ( @stellasparkles ) A young and ambitious woman who has risen from her common background to ever growing prominence. Plots for business, connections and perhaps even darker themes are welcome. Manipulation, etc. (Could try both ways!)

Next up we have https://ranyanadir.tumblr.com/

Ranya is the daughter of Lord Rasim Nadir (A PC) and Lady Ayla Nadir (My PC) both former Ministry Guard. She is a young noble from a very large family (through her mother’s Vabbian lineage) Ranya is currently discovering herself and learning first hand about the world, she ventured to Elona when the path opened and is striving to find means to support her father’s return “home” to Istan.

I also play Lord Adil Azhaar (no tumblr) who is the eldest son of the current head of house Azhaar from which Ayla hails as youngest of several children. He is heir to the house and has evaded marriage and children despite pressure, rather enjoying his decadent and spoiled brat lifestyle without responsibility.

Then there is https://lordnolanquinn.tumblr.com/

This Lord has reached an advanced age and has not had much luck with heirs. In his younger years he loved a woman with whom he had two children that were taken away to force Nolan into accepting the need for him to marry a noblewoman and produce legitimate heirs. Now he has divorced the wife ( @rainaisenhart ) he eventually took and has started to look for his children ( @vacantmansuetude ) and a possible spouse he could not only feel affection for but also one to carry him children.

NEXT UP https://rupertgrant.tumblr.com/

Still a very fresh character much in need for more LOVE. Rupert is a Priory Teacher who has travelled some of Tyria to teach New Krytan and is now mainly situated in Divinity’s Reach and Queensdale where his teaching expands to basic knowledge to the young in small classrooms and sometimes private tutoring. If his pupils show magical promise he will also offer to give basic training before they move on to specialised mentors. Rupert is hooked in with the Volur Lineage through @woods-witch-diaries and @charles-dancy 

Last but not least https://christinamoretti.tumblr.com/

A little deranged and mentally unstable necromancer with issues. There’s probably not much else to say due to the fact I have not had a chance to bring her out to play yet. She has a nasty streak and is cruel, approaching her for RP is likely going to be a discovery for me to explore darker concepts which are rather new to me.

Remaining characters on my list, slowly rotting away:

Anne Avery: Corsair/Pirate orphan turned Engineer workshop co-owner (Black Iron Forgeworks in LA) after the attack from Scarlet she saw most of her crew perish and their vessel was destroyed.

Drystan Rivers: Low time criminal who cons his ways into people’s lives to obtain their valuables, make otherwise unclaimed inheritance his own, dabbles in drugs and is generally a little on the unsavoury side.

Naveed Fahri: Citizen of Amnoon who has left the ranks of the Cavaliers at the first hint of Balthazar’s chaos, he fled to Kryta to avoid being in the thick of it. Then returned, only to once more flee when dragon happened. As you see, not a very brave man. And yes he is a bit of an asshole.

Marielle Reinaart: Currently NOTHING. But I have made Lana Parrilla her FC. So if anyone is in need of a 40 year old woman somewhere. Throw me ideas what to do with her (Name can be changed)

Sophie Leighton: My spitfire Priory-Pact guardian. She has a temper to match her fiery hair but not her freckled face and short stature. Sophie has been part of the Pact ever since their push to Orr and later joined to fight in Maguuma. She has an established platoon leader (Whispers agent - inactive) But other Pact hooks are easy!

Azumi Tashiro: My acrobat performer with a passion for daggers and being a ninja. Really I have nothing else for her, other than perhaps here being secretary to someone without anyone knowing she’s actually a secret bodyguard.

Non-humans (Yes I have those too)

Norn: Adenah Faradottir (Stormheart), Hildur Stormfury and her half-sister Sigrun Hjordottir

Sylvari: Crwysa

Asura: Techwright Trixxi (Twin to Metamorticist Rixx, author and researcher of “Transmundane Transcorporeal” . She is also his guard because he gets into trouble.)

[sammywilk-imaginations]

Who knows who better?? (Kian Lawley)

(Y/N pov) Currently I’m laying in my boyfriend Kian’s bed watching a movie, its Saturday and he’s pre-filming videos for Kian and Jc with Jc of course. Him and Jc live in a house with 4 other friends, Harrison, Bobby, Franny and Corey. It can get pretty hectic but at the end of the day it’s all fun and games. Suddenly Kian comes in the room, “hey baby whatcha watchin’?” He asks sliding into bed next to me “The Grinch” I say fluffing his hair a bit “oooo reaaally?” He asks rhetorically. We sit there for a minute just enjoying each others company watching the movie since Jim Carrey is Kian’s favorite actor until Kian speaks up “sooo baby, could you please do me a huge favor?” “And that would be?” I ask “can you help me and Jc film a Wednesday video for next week? It won’t be too hectic beca-” I cut him off and finish “because it’s a Wednesday video.” He nodds his head and says “and because its 10am the only people awake are me you and Jc so it won’t be loud or anything” “of course I’ll help my love, no worries” I say kissing him on the cheek as we both get up from the bed. “Meet me downstairs when you’re ready baby” Kian says leaving the room. I’m only wearing one of Kian’s shirts and my underwear so I decide to change, I change into a pair of ripped black jeans and a burgundy crop top with my white vans (bringing back them DAMNNNN DANIELS ;)).

I go down the stairs to find Kian and Jc in the back yard by the pool, “Y/N to the rescue! Yes I like it!” Jc yells as I walk towards him and Kian “Alright whatchu guys need?” I ask. “Well Jc can explain while I set up the camera” Kian says fixing the camera on the tripod so we’re facing the camera but the pool is behind us. “Ok so a while back we did a video with Trevor where it was ‘who knows who better’, like Trevor trivia to see who knew him better. Have you seen that video?” He asks. I nod my head indicating for him to proceed “yeah, so it’s literally that but Kian trivia, where it’s me vs you” he finishes “oooooo that sounds dope” I say. Kian then chimes in “yeah and the consequence will be being covered in random shit and thrown in the pool fully clothed” “of course” I add. “Ok let’s get started” Jc says grabbing three chairs, Kian in the middle and us on either side of him. For the intro we decide for me to jump in. “WASSUP EVERYBODY ITS KIAN AND JC” Kian yells “Yup one two three…” Jc says counting the chairs “wait who’s three..?” He finishes acting confused “Oh is this seat for me?” I say jumping into it “ayyyyy” we all yell hyping everything up. “Welcome Y/N everyone” Kian says “yeah this is our friend Y/N and she-” Jc says but Kian cuts him off “let me rephrase that, this is Y/N my wonderful GIRLFRIEND and everyone else’s FRIEND there we go back to you Jc” we laugh a bit and then Jc continues “ok so we’re doing who knows who better, basically Kian trivia. Jc vs Y/N edition” then Kian chimes in “basically the name of the game is who knows me better my girlfriend or my besssttt-boyfrienddddd.” I laugh at his humor. “That’s a pretty long name of the game” I say “shut up” Kian says playfully “We’ve done this before on our channel with Trevor and you’ll get it as we go along, OK let’s get started” Kian says. He brings out his phone with the questions in his notes. “Ok first quessssion düd” he starts “when is….. my birthday” he quickly finishes “SEPTEMBER 2nd!!” I yell a smidgen before Jc yells “SEPTEMBER 3rd!”, he then realizes I was right and says “fuuuckk”. “Jc! Really?!” Kian says shocked “dude I was off by one day oooooo call the cops ooooo” Jc justifies. “Yeah yeah ok, one point for Y/N. NEXT!” Kian says. “Ok, on which arm- or wrist is my O2L tally mark tattoo on?” Kian states quickly turning his wrists over. “Left, nononono right, yeah right” Jc shouts. “Ok that’s your final answer, Y/N?” Kian says as they both look at me. “Haha its on both bitch!” I say confidently “GOOD FUCKING JOB BABY!” Kian says giving me a high five “DAMNIT! A fucking trick question” Jc says. “You should know your boyfriend better” I say to Jc snobbishly in a joking matter of course. “Ok next question, so we all know that 2014 Kian dyed his hair blonde and then some weird blue shit right after but when did I dye my hair rainbow?” Kian asks “it’s either the end of 2014 or beginning of 2015… shitt” Jc contemplates out loud “ok say your answers together on three, ready 1…2…3” Kian calls off “2015” we both say. “Wow you both got that right, it was April 2015. So that’s 3 Y/N and 1 Jc. We’re going up to 6 by the way” he says talking to the camera towards the end. “Alrighty what is my fourth latest photo on Instagram and its caption?” Kian asks “fucking nope Y/N you got this one” Jc says giving up “OMG OMG ITS THE UMMMMMM the one of you IN THE POOL AND THE CAPTION IS ‘POOL DAY’!!” I yell “wow I can’t believe you actually got that” Kian says amazed “haha I only know that because I was stalking you this morning” I cheekily confess “huh I keep up on my boyfriend” I say to Jc smirking “shut up I’ll have a come back” Jc responds “it’s 4 to 1 you literally can’t win” I say “SHHHHH NEXT QUESTION,” Kian starts “ok who is/was my ultimate best friend like since forever? Hint, it’s not Jc” Kian asks. I sit there for a second just so lost, I say “wait give me a second” until Jc immediately shouts “SAM, Sam Pottorff” “yeah” Kian says. “I would’ve never guessed that, like I was so lost. Every fan probably thinks I’m just so dumb” I say. “You’re still gonna win baby” Kian says “hey that’s biased-” Jc starts but Kian cuts him off “OK LADIES AND GENTLEMAN THIS IS THE LAST AND FINAL QUESTIONN CAN I GET A DRUM ROLLLLLLL” Kian shouts as Jc and I hit our chairs continuously imitating a drum. “What is my favorite color?” Kian asks “BLUE”. “BLUE” Jc and I shout, “THAT WAS ME I GOT IT FIRST!” I yell “NO WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN IT WAS OBVIOUSLY ME, REPLAY THAT SHIT NOPE CUT IT. I will SHOW YOU IT WAS ME” Jc says. “Kian who do you think it was” I ask, Kian smiles and says “I honestly don’t know” “fuck it, we’ll be back in a sec guys” Jc says talking to the camera. “Are you actually?” I ask “yes” Jc responds. He then proceeds to stop recording and replay the footage, he then proceeds to show us in slow motion that he in fact said blue a millisecond before I did.

We then set the camera back up and turn it on “ok so we played back the footage, and the winner prevails” Jc says gloating. “Whatever I still won” I say “OK SO since my baby one and Jc fucking lost were gonna throw shit on him and push him in the pool” Kian says standing up. Kian runs to go get the condiments and such that they already set out earlier. He hands me mustard and mayo while he holds ketchup and jelly. “Ok get over by the pool” Kian says pushing Jc “ok ok I’m going– wait wait I don’t want to get the pool dirty…” Jc says trying to stall “shut up it’ll clean you, now on three Y/N.. 1..2..3!” Kian yells and we start throwing condiments on Jc right away. “THAT DIDN’T EVEN MAKE SENSE!” Jc says, Jc tries to cover his face but then realizes there’s no use. Once we cover him almost completely I decide to pull a stunt. “Wait Jc hold on” I say making Kian stop and Jc look up “come here.. what’s that thing righttttttt….” I say dragging the word on as I walk closer to him “THERE!” I yell throwing him in the pool. “HAHHAHAHAHAHAH THAT WAS SO FUCK- THHHAT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY BABE! Gosh I love you” Kian yells laughing hysterically while stuttering, I give Kian a high five and say “I learn from the best, love you too” indicating Kian as the best. “Fuck you Y/N, ahhhaha I didn’t see that coming at all” Jc says once he surfaces. “Ok thank you guys for watching, a big thanks to Y/N for being in the video” Kian says turning his attention from the camera to me “anytime for Kian and Jc” I say smiling. “MAKE SURE TO SMASH THAT LIKE BUTTON AND SUBSCRIBE IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY AND COMMENT IF YOU WANNA SEE Y/N IN OUR VIDEOS MORE OR DON’T WE DON’T REALLY CARE” Jc yells from the pool. We all laugh “Alright,” Kian starts as he grabs my waist “we’ll see you guys on Friday!!” He says before pulling me in for a kiss and covering the camera with his hand then turning it off once we pull away. “That was so cheeessssyyy ugh” Jc says as he gets out of the pool taking his shirt off “shut up” Kian and I say in sync as we push Jc back into the pool, smiling.

**Decided to switch it up a bit, let me know if you enjoyed this bc I had fun writing it! Thxx and send in some KnJ requests!!!

peace&love :)***

[fixingforeverandalways]

The past two days

Have just been so nice, like the spending our day just kinda chilling, getting breakfast then doing some nice drives down to the house viewing in netheravon, I’m so glad you liked it too because it ticked all my boxes yknow. I can imagine us living there and being so cosy and happy for the next year. Like im so excited to just start over in our own space its amazeeee. 

Then picking luna up from school was pretty nice too, it was nice to see her even if you carrying her out made my eyes rolllllll. like bitch, you don’t fuss over me like that. no neeeeed for that it was a bit weird, didn’t see anyone else carry their kids out of the school :’) it was a bit weird and loads of people were looking at you too. honestly tho It was really nice to see her again after so long and even better to hear that she still loved her hoodie haha! I’m super excited to give her her tshirt and the giant unicorn ;D she’s gonna love them! im sooo looking forward to simply jap, i just hope she enjoys it cause it means its more things we can do with her haha that we’ll all enjoy too. I’ve got loads of epic ideas of things we can do, sure it wont be all the time we do something but it’s good to have some ideas yknow. 

 I think one of my issues that’s playing on my mind since last night is that obviously you’ve spent like the past 6 years or so playing happy families, while i’ve been off living life and shit. and im not at that point in my life where i want the whole family bullshit yet, but I will be within the next 5 or so years when I do want that out of life, once we’ve got a house and got married etc, like I do want a family with you, like actually more than i realised yknow. One that is actually OURS and extends beyond the pigs :P and i worry that it wont mean as much to you, or you just wont want to do it because you’d have gone through it all twice over already. or just that you’ll be bored of doing that shit in your life, but I dont think it’s fair to settle down with me and expect me to give that up just because you’ve already done that... because I want a life with YOU, a whole life with all the little things we were looking forward to all those years ago, sure you’ve got luna and celestia but for me it’s not the same, no matter how much i will support you with them, and care for them its just not the same because they will never be mine, it just kinda feels like another cousin or whatever. and I do know that I will want the whole settle down shit in the distant future, and i know it’s so far off but honestly its one of those things where i dont want to end up like hanna room, with me saying *this is what i want* in X amount of years, and you turning around and being like, ‘yeah been there done that, so no thanks’ because it’s different for me, and while yeah it’s not something immediate to worry about, it stresses me because I know what I want in life more than ever now, i dont want to get 10 years down the line and you say actually nah you’re not interested. 

I was a bit hurt like i said to you last night about you coming across like you were snapping at me talking about jezi, because you make such a fuss and get so het up over her, yet show literally next to no emotion when i’m supposed to make you happy? fuck knows. I dont understand you with this kinda thing to be honest, it’s just irrational and your issue to deal with, I just struggle with that. I’m really glad that you bit the bullet and didn’t make me wait at the top of the road. I feel that was a massive thing in showing me how serious you are about us, this and everything working and that meant more than i can express to you, i appreciated that so much and honestly it’s like a huge thing for me so.  

I’m super excited after mattress shopping, and so excited I really really really hope all this referencing shit works out, it’s stressing me hugely thinking about that ngl. but eh, nothing we can do now we��ve just got to wait it out I suppose. 

[ftsmnjzmn]

Just wanted to share because I'm proud as fuck lmao but, I've only been at work for 2 hours and I've ran over 165 background checks already. 6 more hours to go, I can't imagine what the rest of the day is looking like for me lol. Prayer was definitely the right way to start my day because I am on a rolllllll🤙🏽😛 I didn't realize how true (despite how corny and overused) the simple sentence of "All glory to God" is. I'm the least spiritual person I know, so the fact that I'm being hella spiritual rn, is testifying to something haha.

[kalimarsdreamlog]

Dream 138: A Pilot and her Cat

I dreamt next that I was a star wars pilot, but it was mixed bit with Tron and a bit with real life. The part from real life was that there was an organized military under orders of the president, and the part from Tron was that everyone had a circuit color and that was reflected in their ships. Mine was yellow.

Okay, so I was terrible at most things to do with fighting except for one: the shooting. My accuracy was dead on. My maneuvering sucked and I was pretty much always confused, but I could shoot. So I was taking a break from space on some random planet when I saw the friendly military—red—losing to some invaders—green. Having a fighting craft myself, I figured it was only fair that I help out. I hopped in my saucer-like ship (like a much smaller, more Tron-like Millennium Falcon) and joined the fray. Swerving around some of the taller buildings, I honed in on one of the larger groups and went bananas. I carved out a large swath of greens before my ship got damaged, and I was forced to glide down to building level. I kept shooting at the skies above until I was hit twice more. I launched myself from my vessel as it shattered, landing on a conveniently mid-height building as my assailant passed overhead. After momentum was done being a jerk (skid skid rolllllll) I crawled my way over to the edge of the roof to see the rest of the battle. There were other bodies and wreckage on the way, and I could only spot one red fighter left. It was weaving a couple high-rises away with four other greens and trading shots, but there were also stationary cannons shooting at them from a larger vessel that I’m gonna say was at least a supply ship or fighter-carrier if it wasn’t a mothership. Well. The one red ship wasn’t going to stand a chance if someone didn’t draw some fire from it, so I did something really stupid. I took out my laser-pistol and took a couple shots at each cannon. I didn’t miss a single one. Of course, it was like trying to shoot a bear with a be-be gun, and I couldn’t let myself hide from the retaliation. I waved my arms and made a nice glowing yellow target of myself so that the last red fighter would have an opening. Three of the four cannons targeted me and responded in kind with two shots each. Most missed and hit the rubble around me, but one got me in the right side of my ribs. I was blown off my feet. Hoping I had done my part, I sort of floated in and out of conscious for a while…

About the time I was able to perceive the world around me a little more clearly, I heard rubble crunching and voices asking about survivors. Forgetting the independence-complex this dream-self had in leu of my injuries, I managed to raise my hand and open my eyes a bit. A stupid sound escaped my mouth. Ugh. I wasn’t that weak! I refused! As I became more aware my circuits brightened up, which alerted my apparent rescuers to my position. Anyone dead or unconscious didn’t glow. I forced myself to sit up which did NOT agree with laser wounds, gosh, and ended up hunched to one side as I watched them approach. There was one in blue with a single giant lens in the front of his helmet, one tall person in violet and one in red leading the three. After a hazy exchange of who-are-you’s and I-help-you-you-help-me’s they agreed to help me get to their ship parked across the roof. “Don’t forget my cat!” I called out once I was on board. Just to explain, when I was in my early teens and living at home I got fed up with my dad, took my cat, and left in the fighter I had been learning to fly at the time. So instead of a wookie or a droid like many pilots, I had a cat for my partner. Much less useful but far more cuddly.

“Why would you bring a cat to a star fight?!”

“What’s weirder, living in your vehicle or bringing your cat into a restaurant?” I left my cat at home while I went to eat, but my home was a fighter jet and so I basically brought my home to the fight. I.e; I brought my cat to a star fight. After some dumb shenanigans (“what life form does this one (healing station) work on?” “Don’t worry about me! Keep talking, the dying person can wait!”) I got healed up and my cat settled in. Turns out the one in red was the pilot while the others were the mechanic (blue) and navigator (purple). (Color dictated by profession) They were the ones I took fire off of earlier and they couldn’t find any more survivors once they took care of the greens. Yipee. We were on our way to rendezvous with a bigger base when we ran across another battle between even more of the military and a fleet of greens. So I powered up my newly assembled saucer-thing and went out blasters blazing. By newly assembled I mean that I activated it like a light-cycle baton and it was instantly okay again.

So I did my thing and shot a buncha stuff and actually managed to not get shot myself. Almost ran into my red-circuited friend once or twice, but also managed to shoot the greens off her tail.

All at once all the reds retreated and boarded a larger red ship that had drifted up. I radioed the ones that had taken me in, asking, “So why’d we stop shooting bad guys?” Getting “President’s here; look alive.” In response. What had I gotten swept into? Everyone in the military made sure they had their uniform jackets on and hats sharp while I just sort of stood there, wrong circuit color and hatless. The head of the military came alongside of the president and started yelling at all his fighters. “WHAT ARE YOU, STORMTROOPERS? IF I DIDN’T KNOW ANY BETTER, I’D THINK YOU WERE ALL OUT THERE TAKIN’ POTSHOTS FOR KICKS. I SAW ONE GOOD SHOT OUT THERE, AND IT WAS A GODDAMNED FREELANCER. DISMISSED!“

I silently rejoiced that I never had to listen to that and wandered off to go take care of my cat. My apparent friend followed me and we leaned on each other to walk through the post-battle adrenalin crash. A little girl ran up to me and started gushing about how I was the cool solo pilot who never missed a shot. Apparently me and my cat were an inspiration to her? It was really sweet. So then I had to debate. Do I continue sticking with the military? I had fulfilled my debt and they theirs, but it was nice to have someone to fall back on. Or do I continue on my own? I woke up before I could find an answer.

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[fearlesskryss]

Hellloooooooooooo everyone! I hope all is well.

If you haven’t seen my recent posts on social media… I decided to take a risk and pack everything  I had to travel up North.

I brought a friend along with me to experience this journey. We always talk about going on road trips together and traveling together, so I thought it would be a great idea to take on this road trip together.

Before I start on the key points of this trip… I will say I did have a plan but I didn’t. All I know is that I wanted to travel up North! BUDGET BUDGET BUDGET!! This is one of the problems. Why? If I would have known how many Tolls we had to go through. I would have been more prepared! *eye rolllllll*

This trip for me was an eye-opener. If you noticed, I didn’t wear any makeup the entire trip. I wanted to go as free as possible. I decided to go makeup-less because of many reasons being… I wanted to embrace my natural beauty. Lately, I think I got so wrapped into putting on makeup all the time. I thought, “Girl, you don’t need makeup to embrace your beauty!” What I needed was a BREAK! My face started to break out and everything and I also started drinking a lot more water. So my skin was just all over the place, lol.

First & Second Stop: Virginia/Washington, DC

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Virginia was our first destination. We didn’t realllly get to experience Virginia like we wanted to because we were 20 mins away from Washington so techinally, we were in Washington DC. But I will say while in Virginia, I tried a not so new breakfast to you, but new to me and that’s French Toast. Yeah, I never tried French Toast a day in my life so I decided to try something new for once in my life and it was delicious! ❤

Washington, DC is REALLY the life of the party.  I don’t know what the occasion was but man everyone was out and dressed up to impress! It was amazing at how elegant most people looked downtown in DC. However, my friend Cyn and I obviously didn’t dress accordingly. *eye rolllll*  To be honest, we weren’t expecting Washington to be so LIT on the weekend. We were SHOOK! I had SO much fun dancing my life awayyyy (Go over to my YT channel to see more events in Washington)  Being in Washington was the most fun I’ve had in my entire life. We saw the Pentagon, The Capital, and  The White House. It was just surreal all over again. I was literally starstruck the entire trip! Lol. Cyn and I were SOLD!

Third Stop: New York

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Ahh… The city that never sleeps! This was my second time being in New York and of course, starstruck as ever as I was the first time I visited NY. However, I will say…Driving in New York is not whats up! As soon as the light turns green, someone is honking their horn at me or someone is driving super close behind me UGH! (that was the worst) If I ever move to New York… I’m definitely NOT driving! (lesson learned) I reunited with a beautiful soul of mine! Tushari ❤ It’s been a year since I last seen her. It was a good feeling to reconnect with someone you haven’t seen in a long time!

4th stop: RHODE ISLAND!!!!!! Omg… guys… Rhode Island was the freaking BEST! hands down. Traveling to Rhode Island for the first time was shocking to me considering the fact, I never been anywhere past New York. I took soooo many pictures and films in Rhode Island, it’s crazy! I didn’t know they have 3 beaches! Rhode Island is a very historic place and I learned A LOT of History while I was there. We visited the Cliff Walk, The Mansions, Restaurants, and much more! I wish we spent more time in Rhode Island. My friend Cyn is from there so she’s like… “You really love this place?” and I’m like, “YEAHHHH!” I was hyped! Lol!

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Leaving Everything Behind to Travel Part 2 on my experience in Rhode Island will be uploaded later this week! I wanted to break the trips up because 1…The video would of been MAD long. 2… I filmed a lot of footage in Rhode Island.

These are the places I visited as a graduation gift and now it’s back to reality 😦 I really enjoyed this trip so much. This was the best trip so far. I can’t wait to travel to the West Coast and out of the country.

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Until next time, FearlessKryss

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