#lonnie m

[roughridingrednecks]

Misenheimer

[milimeters-morales]

you know his shit sounded hollow asf

[sleevebuscemii]

jury duty is insane because it captures the exact essence of being part of a group project at a community college

[motley-cunt]

matching pride pfps

[stevie-petey]

I genuinely love Jonathan and I have so many reasons. When will first went missing he went to Lonnie's house and confronted his abuser to look for his brother. He doesn't get resentful of the fact that Joyce doesn't know as much about him as she does will. Most teenagers would take out their feelings in hurtful ways ( which Jonathan has done I'll admit) but he just lets it go. He loves his younger brother so much he wants will to get more attention. He wants Will's wants and needs fulfilled before his own. One of my absolute favorite scenes of Jonathan is on Christmas he lets will open his gift from Nancy. He lets will unwrap his present because he knows it'll make him happy.

The one thing that irks me about Jonathan is he can be a coward with his own emotions. He doesn't know how to deal with them and often runs away or ignores it. We see this with Nancy and will in season four. He didn't want to hurt Nancy or even disappoint her, and he doesn't want Nancy to give up on her dreams, all understandable. What I don't understand is why can't he talk to her about it like you talk to anyone else? Confrontation is scary, I completely understand but just leaving her in the dark about what's really going on with him is really not a good idea dude. Jonathan will only open up to most people when cornered or so overwhelmed he can't keep it in anymore. It's something that will come back and bite him in his booty cheeks.

That being said he has plenty of other issues I didn't dive into because it'd take a while. But at his core he is a loving person, who just wants to keep his life peaceful and tries to fly under the radar. He doesn't seek out drama or violence. He lets a lot just roll off his shoulders ( even though he occasionally can hold grudges which I don't blame him for)

jonathan genuinely is one of the most selfless characters on the show, even from a non biased perspective. he truly has given up his entire life for his family and the ones he loves. it really does sadden me that it doesnt get acknowledged :(

with this selflessness hes also selfish with his feelings by never acknowledging them and thats why i find him fascinating. the core of his character is also his flaw !!!!! like what !!!!! he doesnt want to hurt anyone but that only makes things worse, and then he blows up after allowing everything to build within him. its a very horrendous cycle that stems from his abuse growing up

[fredlikesbreakfast]

jaylonlos where carlos comes to watch their R.O.A.R tournaments and cheers on his athlete partners jaylonlos where they go on dates to waffle hut jaylonlos where. hello. is this thing on.

[kaphkas]

Lonny: you know, when you said you were magic in bed, this isn’t what I thought you meant

Georges: is THIS your card?

Lonny: holy shit

[ghostlynimbus]

This is long and ramble and I'm still sick idk how coherent it is.

I keep seeing fandom wank revolving around people comparing Jonathan and Billy and

Like. Obv I disagree with the people that are arguing that Billy is bad bc Jonathan also has a shitty dad and he doesn't abuse Will.

But I also Very Strongly disagree with the arguments I've seen against the above argument that basically boil down to it's not comparable bc Joyce kicked Lonnie out.

This is because of a variety of reasons, including but not limited to

- I think comparisons between Jonathan and Billy are great, and can be a valuable part of character/media analysis.

- Though Lonnie is out of the picture and that is a key difference between Jonathan and Billy, Jonathan is still (as of s4) actively being abused (and in a way very much comparable to Billy's abuse).

One of the key differences between Jonathan and Billy as abuse victims (imo) isn't a difference between Neil and Lonnie. It's not even a difference between Billy's mom and Joyce, or Joyce and Neil.

The difference isn't that Jonathan has people/friends and Billy doesn't (it is repeatedly established that Jonathan doesn't have friends).

A very key difference between Jonathan and Billy as abuse victims, that imo is often not given the weight in these discussions that I think it deserves,

Is a difference between Will and Max.

Will and Max are objects in Jonathan and Billy's abuse.

If Neil could have made Billy love Max to the point that he'd be willing to give up his future to continue taking care of her, I think he would have.

If Joyce had brought another kid in to the house, and accepted that kid as her own, I don't think she would have ever considered Jonathan's feelings on the subject or even consulted him at all before just expecting him to start co-parenting that kid the way she expects with Will (in fact, it kind of seems like that's what happened with El).

It isn't easy to love someone who was used as a tool in your abuse. It's not easy to let go of the resentment for the wrongs you have suffered because of them, even if you know that they are not at fault.

Jonathan and Will had some sort of relationship before/beyond the one forced on to them by Jonathan's abuse.

Billy and Max do not.

Both Billy and Jonathan lash out at people as a result of their situations. Jonathan just doesn't lash out at Will in that way. Billy isn't a worse person for not having as deep of a connection to max as Jonathan has with will.

Jonathan isn't better than Billy just because he's accepted the abuse that Billy died angry about.

[expandingetheria]

m!a: haha what if the mantle of she-ra passed to Lonnie because adora was becoming too fat and lazy for it hahahahaha

Jesus christ lonnie's doubled in size yet again as her hair goes magically blonde as she obtaines the near skin tight she ra uniform and sowrd (with the same magical girl transformation sequence) now at a towering 20 feet tall with even more muscular features ..

And lonnie's red in the face for all of it ...

" so this is what it feels like .. this overwhelming power ... okay if i go mad with power from this don't stop me . "

[lonniemachin]

Batman: Shadow of the Bat #40

'i wish you wouldn't do that, mom. i'm supposed to return to reality gradually!'

'return to reality? lonnie, you spend more time in that-- that--'

'biofeedback learning enhancer.'

'thing than you ever do with us!'

'it's important, mom! contrary to what scientists have believed for years, all recent major studies show that dendrite growth needn't stop after childhood. don't you see what that means? there's no limit to human intelligence!'

[of-beasts-and-blood]

Location: The edge of the festival where all broody men gather to be there, but not actively take part Present: Lonnie & ??? (open)

Something was coming. He could feel it building - a kind of excited tension that found itself growing at every Death Eater meeting. He’d felt it before the last battle, but hadn’t been able to take part for, well, obvious reasons. But he’d be damned if he was left out again just because he couldn’t hold a wand. 

A drink was pushed into his hand. He looked down at it, expression neutral, and lifted his gaze to the gifter. “And this?”

☢

[roughridingrednecks]

Misenheimer (guy on the left)

[apothmuses]

Closed for @devilsmenu Lonnie

This portion of the maze is overgrown with massive sunflowers with crying eyes in the center that watch characters as they move and whisper their worst insecurities and secrets. Who would have thought plants could be judgemental?

This contrapation of a maze was so arduous. Okabe was about to take a smoke when he heard the sunflowers mutter something. "You only pretend to not care when you care for her." It whispered. Okabe made a face. That was weird. He noticed the sunflower tear up before rubbing his eyes. Okabe shook his head. Another figment of his imagination. Okabe looked at his company.

"You think these sunflowers have voice boxes installed?"

[ofescapisms]

➵  charlie & lonnie

I would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | I dislike you or you annoy me. | I would like to get to know you better. | I pity you. | you confuse me. | I feel indifferent towards you. | I would be friends with you. | I would fight by your side. | I would hug you or hold your hand. | I would kiss you. | I would sleep with you. | I would lie for you. | I would protect you. | I would fall in love with you. | I would kill for you | I respect you. | you are my family. | I don’t know you.

[marrowmunch]

that your body was the same / but everything around you wasn't right

a redraw of something from a couple years ago

[stvknt2]

I need to do something with Lonnie, Vivian, and Donna actually... I’m thinking about turning Vivian into a shared oc between me and Gracie sksksksksksks since I’m like not 100% sure I know what I want to do with her, but we’ll se!