Baking bread at midnight Listening Moore’s Parisienne Walkway, ma bread is baked and done. My my my.. bass riff I hear more than any other instruments.#midnightbaking #hotelcalifornia #whiskeys #sourdough #cranberry #walnuts #lonelife #temporary #graduationnight https://www.instagram.com/p/CO-1WvErdU6/?igshid=143yeb83a99dn
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When your eyes are talkative, mouth can rest #foodielife #lonelife #expressionwitheyes #youneednothing #okay #single #womanhood #blackandwhite #unedited #girlie (at Patipukur; Lake Town; Kolkata; West Bengal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFUqX3jltlS/?igshid=20julxxe2qf4
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{{ #truecolors #mondaymandala of #gratitude 🙏🏽 #floralmandala }} #somepinkflowers 🌸 #feelingthankful for friends who check in on me from time-to-time to see how I am adjusting to my #lonelife 🌸 Being a #widow during the holidays takes some adjusting. “You are so strong!” I am told. What do I say ? “Thank you... No, I am not... You have no idea...” I am #grateful for my life as it was & as it is now.🌸 #myjourney 🌸 ✌🏽🙂🌸💕 #spfcreates2015 🌸 #spfmondaymandala2015 🌸🌸 #mandalamonday 🌸 There is #abundance is all things. 🌸 Flowers, friends, love. #thisiknow 🙏🏽 https://www.instagram.com/p/B52-bnhg4n3/?igshid=1aopclgitqeg3
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Give some lone time yourself, and get to know yourself.
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where have you gone summer? 😢 #summerparadise #comeandgone #bye #lol #summerfeels #tree #lonelife #tealandorange #edit #fauxtography #photography
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Yo Soy
A lot of controversy about having soy in your diet. I am unsure if I am lactose and tolerant but I have always liked drinking soy.
It made me feel….well almost nothing. I was happy with feeling nothing. And it gave me time to learn easily at school and I had little distraction.
Not saying I was a drone. I hung out with people and had fun. But what’s really magical about soy is it makes you emotionally detach about feelings.
I only stopped because of the health concerns and I was drinking it for years before more studies showed anything.
This life project is to be alone. And I have decided in moderation to drink soy again.
I’m ready to feel emotionless towards these eradicated feelings. And I am opening my arms willingly accepting it.
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Tendrán razón al decir que no tengo razón para estar deprimida.
A todos les ha pasado algo trágico. Al parecer soy la única cuyo padre no la ha violado, que vive en una familia pacífica sin padres alcohólicos o divorciados, que no tuvo que recoger comida entre la basura para sobrevivir, que no es homosexual.
No obstante soy yo la que van con el psiquiatra, la que toma antidepresivos y benzodiacepinas. La única que exprime la almohada por las noches.
Ya me canse de escuchar que no tengo razones para estarlo. Que se vayan todos al carajo o a donde quieran con sus trágicas historias de su niñez y juventud, y déjenme aquí con mis problemas “imaginarios”
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I went to text some friends..
But then I remember.. Oh wait, what friends..
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been working 8am-10pm the past two days...I'm ready to fucking work out my body and smoke some dope.
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you know it time for a man when your gay boy friends all "I've pretty much got a boyfriend....sooo...it's time for you now!" he's a top bloke but cunt of a brain! hahaha love his gayness!
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