#loki hurt comfort
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Quiet (Loki x Fem!Reader)
Authorâs Note:Â Hey everyone! This fic has been a long time in the making because you know ya girl--she's a perfectionist and wants to give all the ideas their due credit to do them justice, especially when it comes from a request. So, this one is for you, Nonny! I hope it lives up to what you hoped for! Enjoy! :)
Summary/Request:Â Could you maybe write a Loki x reader, where they all live at the tower and the reader tends to talk a lot because she hates silence and it makes her uncomfortable. One day Loki basically tells her to stop talking for once, not knowing that this will hit a nerve due to people having told her to shut up and that she is annoying her whole life. She then is very quiet for the next few days, everyone noticing. Loki actually misses her rambling and eventually finds out about her past, causing him to apologize.Oh and could this also end with them confession their crushes :,) and maybe a kiss
Warnings:Â Angst (anxiety/depression, past trauma/belittlement) hurt comfort, light sprinkling of fluff, hopeful ending, one swear
Other Characters:Â Tony Stark
Word Count:Â 1,622
Has Loki ever been particularly welcoming? No. Heâs not that kind of person. Did he at least seem like he didnât mind when others were around him? Yes. So, you use this latter aspect of his personality to your advantage to try and grow close to him, talking about whatever you can think of when you have the time, hoping something that you say might spark his interest.
". . . and while I was there," you continue, recounting your stroll down a street littered with small bookshops, "I saw the most gorgeous hardcoverâ."
âFor once in your life, could you just shut up?â he snaps, the hardcover book in his hands angrily snapping closed. âItâs insufferable with you talking all the timeâI canât hear myself think! Youâre so incredibly annoying. Truly, do you think anyone around here enjoys listening to you go on and on endlessly?â
Lokiâs words cut you like a knife, making the silence in the room ring louder than it ever has before, his words pulling you back to when you was a child, chastised for the same thing.
Picking up your phone, you walk back to your room, curling under the blanket and doing the best to fight the voice in your head making his words play on an endless cycle.
Now, has Loki thought that it was odd he hasnât seen you in nearly a week. While the silence was welcome, he did find the absence of your voice unusual. It was like a background noise he had gotten used to, and now that it was gone, he realized that part of him missed itâa large part of him. Unfortunately, he hasnât even seen you at all to try and initiate conversation to have you talk. But youâre bound to come around. You always seem to. You have to.
âYou!â Tony all but shouts as he strides into the living room. âWhat did you do?â
âApparently, I always âdo somethingâ according to your team,â Loki says indifferently, not bothering to look up as he turns the page in his novel.
âWhat did you do to (Y/N)?â Tony rephrases, yanking a book out of Lokiâs hands.
âWhat do you mean?â he asks, rolling his eyes.
â(Y/N) hasnât spoken in days. When she does, itâs only a couple word responsesâsheâs a walking ghost. Sheâs catatonic. All of this started after you two decided not to join the group out the other night. So Iâm gonna ask you one more time: what did you do to (Y/N)?â
âI just asked her to be quiet.â
âDid you say it like that, or did you say it in your entitled asshole way?â
âI didnât think I was harsh.â His thinks back to his exact words. âMaybe I could have phrased it better. But she wouldnât be quiet!â
âListen. I donât care if your a frost giant or a godâyou could be Santa Claus and I wouldnât give a shit. But you need to go and apologize to her right now.â
âI donât have to do anything, Stark.âÂ
Tony gets dangerously close. âYou listen, and you listen to me very carefully, Loki. (Y/N) has been the closest thing to family for me since I met her. She is nothing but good, and you did something to make that good person feel upset and small. You hurt her, and I swear I will make you feel that pain tenfold if you donât try to right your wrong. She doesnât deserve whatever you did to her.â
Shoving the book into Lokiâs chest, Tony storms away, muttering to himself. Loki stares as the billionaire walks away, leaning forward to place his book on the coffee table. Stark always seems to exaggerate, but a sinking feeling in his stomach tells him that nothing has been blown out of proportion in the scenario.
Numb. Thatâs the only word that you can think of to describe how you feelâhow your heart hurts, how the noise in your head is loud and intrusive, the way that the heaviness in your limbs drags you down.
â(Y/N)?â Loki asks, gently knocking on your door. âMay I come in?â
You donât respond, and Loki strains his ears to hear any kind of moment through the wood. When he hears nothing but the air conditioning, he tries again. â(Y/N), please. I just want to talk.â
Talk. Thatâs rich, coming from him, wanting to do the one thing that he demanded you donât do. You donât move an inch, and after a few seconds, he twists the doorknob open and slowly enters the room. You listen to how he softly closes the door behind him, standing silently in place before taking steps toward you until his is by the window in front of you.
âIâm so sorry for the way I spoke to you and for the things that I said,â he breathes. âThe others are worried about you. They miss you. I . . . Iâve missed the sound of your voice. I would give anything to her it again and her you speak of things that bring you joy.â
Tears sting at your lash line, and it takes all you have to not have them spill over as you let him sit in silence.Â
â(Y/N)â.â
âDo you know what itâs like? To be told over and over how annoying you are? That your opinion didnât matter and you should talk less? That the best thing you could possibly offer someone else is silence? That . . . that itâd be best if you just disappeared?â you question, tears rolling down the curves of your face as you remain turned away from Loki. âI donât like silence. Bad things have happened in the quietâit makes me uncomfortable. So I talk. I do it, but I always seem to get pushed back into a quiet corner.â
Loki doesnât say anything, letting the weight of your words hit him like a ton of bricks.Â
âThen I come here, and everyone takes me as I am, never asking me to be anything or anyone that Iâm not. So I talk and I feel safe and comfortable.â
â(Y/N), Iâ.â
âI donât want to hear any more of it, Loki. Please leave. Donât talk to me again.â
Not much touches Loki, but your words make him want to cry. âI truly am sorry for how my words affected you,â he says softly before leaving. âI . . . I never wanted to hurt you, especially never like that. I never wanted to hurt you.â
The smell of one of your childhood favorites dances across your nose. Your grandmotherâs walnut cake. And it doesnât just smell kind of like itâit smells identical to what you remember. Itâs like sheâs cooking in the kitchen. As you get up and carefully walk down the hall, you wonder if you died on a mission and this is the way youâre being greeted into the afterlife. Only, you werenât on a mission with the team . . . Or at least you canât remember that you were.Â
When you round the corner, you see Loki standing with an apron on and his sleeves rolled up. As much as you want to taste whatever he made, you donât want to be around him. Before you can totally backpedal out of the kitchen, Loki sees you and calls out.Â
âPlease, sit,â Loki says softly.
Against your better judgement, the embarrassment of being caught drags you to the island. You sit wordlessly on a barstool as he cuts you a slice of the cake, sliding the small dessert plate toward you.Â
âI heard this is your favorite,â he says gently.Â
You slowly twirl the fork in your fingers, having the tines of the utensil gently puncture the sponge.Â
âYour grandmother would make you cake like this, if Iâve understood correctly,â he continues. âI hope Iâve done the dessert and her justice.â
You canât help the tears that sting at my eyes and the sniffle. âShe never had me be something I wasnât,â you say softly. âShe was my only family I felt like myself around. Sheâd make this cake and sit with me and let me talk and talk.â You dip your head to hide the tears brimming at your eyes. âI never felt more alone than when she died.â
Loki doesnât say a single word. Instead, he wraps his arms around you, stroking your hair as you hug. You hold him tight, fighting to keep the tears at bay.Â
âIâm so incredibly sorry, (Y/N), you have to know that,â Loki whispers softly. âPleaseâyou donât have to accept my apology or forgive me for that matter. We all miss the sound of your voice.â He exhales a shaky breath before he speaks his next words. âI miss seeing you smile. I hate that Iâm the reason that it went away.â
You pull back from his arms, and he wipes away the fallen tears from your cheeks.Â
âHow did you get her recipe?â you croak. âI donât even have it.â
âWell, the God of Mischief has his ways, doesnât he?â he offers with a small smile. âWill you take a bite?â
Picking up the fork, you cut a bite of the cake and put it in your mouth, immediately being transported back to your childhood. You wrap your arms around Loki and hug him as tight as you can.Â
âGood, I take it?â
You just nod.Â
âI want to hear you speak, darling.â
You flash him a soft smile as you look at him through bleary eyes. âItâs delicious. Itâs like she made it.â
He sniffles a smile and kisses your forehead, his fingers giving you the gentlest of touches.Â
âTell me, darling, what are you planning to do this weekend? Spare no detail.â
Permanent Taglist: @majesticavengerâ @steampowerednightvalerâ @themusingsofmanyâ @just-the-hiddlesâ @toozmanykidsâ @dangertoozmanykids101 @clints-worldavengers @theburningbookshopâ @itwasthereaminuteagoâ @peter1ismybrother@hellskitchens-whoreââ @dpaccioneâ @catnip987â
Loki Taglist: @myownviperroomâ @drakesfianceâ
#loki#loki x reader#loki fanfic#loki fanfiction#loki x fem!reader#loki angst#loki fluff#loki hurt comfort#loki laufeyson#loki laufeyson x reader#loki laufeyson fanfic#loki laufeyson fanfiction#marvel#marvel fanfic#marvel fanfiction#loki x fem!reader angst#loki x fem!reader hurt comfort#request#anon#anon request
192 notes
·
View notes
Text
Loki x reader General Hcs
this was... spontaneous! but i said i'd write for marvel and theres no better time than the present. PLEASE send in marvel requestsđ
đ„Cw: fluff, smut, switch!loki, little teensy bit of angst if u squint
đ„minors dni with the nsfw portion
sfw:
loki is a naturally guarded person, and is very intelligent and clever. he's not one to let his guard down easily and isn't used to dealing with true romantic feelings, so you are obviously very special to him
loki is incredibly intelligent and good at reading people, along with being very charismatic. he's used to charming people to get his way, and he very, very rarely shows his true feelings unless he trusts you. he cares a lot about your opinion, and a part of him really, really wants to please you
at first, it's hard for even loki to tell whether his feelings for you are genuine, and he gets completely tongue tied around you. he wants to be around you all the time, and he admires you a lot
when it comes to actually dating loki, please be patient!!! he will only truly begin to let his guard down around you over time, and he believes that you'll only find him irritating. he definitely has a big "hurt them and push them away before they hurt you", type of mentality, and when he first realizes how much he cares for you he will probably avoid you for a little
everyone knows loki loves attention, and that is no different in a relationship. he is both touch starved and touch disgusted as he doesn't want to appear vulnerable, but craves any sort of intimacy that you offer
very thoughtful, and he remembers every little detail about you. you mention how much you like a certain candy? you miraculously find those candies in your room. you tell him about an important event coming up that you're stressing about? he reminds you about it the day before. you tell him your favorite gemstone? well, you better believe that every piece of jewelry he gives you includes that gem. loki knows your favorite song, your favorite book, your favorite movie, and any and everything else about you that he deems important. you live rent free in his mind 24/7
loki loves matching with you, and he loves when you wear his signature colors. he's always complimenting you and your style, and his heart flutters a little when you ask him what he's wearing for an important event coming up so that you two can coordinate
i don't even think i can pick a love language for him, he loves giving and receiving any form of affection and you two are probably attached at the hip
HE WOULD PASS THE ORANGE PEEL TEST. loki is absolutely the type to lace up your shoes for you, making a corny joke about how he "doesn't want you falling for anyone else". he uses magic to help you a lot, and especially loves your guys' night routines
loki is nooot a morning person, and loves snuggling with you. whenever you both have to get up in the morning he's always pulling you back into bed, nuzzling into your neck and begging for "five more minutes". he's also always very groggy in the morning and won't remember most of what he does when half asleep. he's very honest as well, and says lots of sappy things whenever he's sleepy. on the rare occasion that you sleep in later than him, he loves kissing you awake and pressing kisses all over your fave!
loki naturally runs very cold, but doesn't feel cold if that makes sense. to you his skin is absolutely FREEZING, but he just feels normal. however there are times where he runs insanely hot and there is absolutely no in between. he's either freezing or burning up, and it's both a little sad and a little amusing. there are times where the cold gets to him and loki will be more clingy than usual, claiming that he needs you to warm him up. other times he will practically walk around naked, too overstimulated and hot to even touch you
loki is a lot more anxious then he seems, and will sometimes just freak out over little things when in reality its a bunch of big things piling up one after another. he never ever means to take it out on you, and even when he's reached his limit he would never hurt you, but it can still be frustrating when he gets mad at you for a simple mistake. he always apologizes and takes accountability tho, and is very careful not to hurt your feelings bc he's very afraid you'll leave him. PLEAAASEEE REASSURE HIM :((((
loki is very chatty and loves talking to you about anything and everything. from in depth psychological conversations to simple "how was your day" conversations, he just cherishes getting to be able to talk to you
nsfw
look me in the eyes and tell me he's not a switch. i definitely see him as being capable of both being a dom and a sub, and i think it really depends on your guys' moods
when he's a dom, i think loki can fluctuate on how mean or rough he is. i do see him being a more degrading or rough dom but i also think he can be a lot softer as well, and more of a pleasure dom. again, i think it all comes down to your preferences
when he's a sub, loki is definitely bratty. he loves being put in his place and getting a little roughed up, but there are also times where he just wants to relax and be taken care of. when he gets in his own head too much and is irritated after a long day he'll be a lot more pliant and willing to just let you take care of him. PLEEEASSSE praise him and pamper him when he's like this, he'll melt like putty in your hands
PRAISE + DEGRADATION!!! BOTH WAYS!!!! he absolutely has a huge praise kink and definitely praises you a looot during sex, but i also see him being a bit mean with his praise and mixing in some degrading words as well. either way he's a wonderful dirty talker and he probably has a voice kink too, considering how often he whispers in your ear (and enjoys it when you do the same).
i also think loki would be into bondage, again, both ways. theres something so delicious about seeing you tied up and squirming from just his gentle touches, but it's equally intoxicating for him to be the one tied up and denied any sort of pleasure. he gets really whiny when you don't let him touch you, and will probably start pouting and begging. tying him up is defff one of the easiest ways to break him
guys hear me out but a candle wax kink. loki is very respectful and will always ask your permission before trying something new, but he loves seeing you whimper and moan while he slowly lets a few drops of wax spill onto your smooth skin. he also will let you return the favor, and the wax often hisses and steams a bit when it hits his skin because he's so cold.
marking you is definitely very appealing to him, and it's pretty self explanatory. loki just loves marking you and being marked up by you. it satisfies his slightly possessive and jealous side, and you two always look like you've been in a fight after having sex from the number of bruises, scratches, and hickies littering your body.
another relatively self explanatory kink, but, hair pulling. he looooves it when you pull his hair while he gives you head
loki is a major tease, and he loves teasing you in public settings where you can't do much about it. it will go from subtle things like placing a hand on your lower back or caressing your thigh to whispering absolute filth in your ears and making out with you in the bathroom. he is always trying to rile you up bc he knows damn well that it will lead to a night of rough sex
we all know loki's a shapeshifter and genderfluid, so i absolutely hc that he can change his physical body to match his gender. if he's feeling more feminine, he LOVES when uou eat him out. facesitting is def something he enjoys and he loooves riding your face SOO MUCH.
loki is very vocal, he def whines and moans a lot. he isn't shy about letting you know how good he's feeling. he knows how much his voice affects you and will whisper the filthiest things in your ear between moans as you fuck him senseless
aftercare is v important to him, and whether or not he's subbing really affects how exhausted he is afterwards. if he dommed he knows he can be pretty rough and he'll run a bath for you both before getting a towel to wipe you clean and then carrying you to the tub. i also think he'd prioritize keeping you well hydrated and would get you some water and food after the bath. loki is very clingy after sex and would want you as close as possible.
when he subbed tho, it's a totally different story. loki will be a clingy mess from the moment you finish, just whining and cuddling against you the whole time. depending on how deep into subspace he is and how groggy he is, he might even cry if you try to get up (even if you're just going to get water or a towel or sum) bc he thinks you're leaving him :(. he's pretty vulnerable after subbing and will probably just lay with you for a while before coming down from his high. once he's mostly calm and cognizant, he'll def want to clean up pretty quickly. he doesn't like feeling sticky and gross and also loves bathing with you!! overall he's a lot softer after sex and generally just wants to be near to you
RAHHHH I LOVE HIM SMMM!!!! he's so silly lmao this post got sooo long đ i also lowkey feel like im shadowbanned or something cuz like all of my posts have been majorly flopping recently :/ maybe im just not in a lot of active fandoms idk but!!!! anyways!!!!! hope u enjoyed!!!!!!! PLEEEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND IN REQUESTS FOR MARVEL, ATSV, OR ANH OTHER FANDOM I WRITE FOR!!!
#loki x reader#loki x you#loki x y/n#loki x reader fluff#loki x reader smut#loki fluff#loki smut#loki laufeyson#loki series#loki#loki x female reader#loki x f!reader#loki x male reader#loki headcanons#loki hc#loki hurt/comfort#loki odinson#loki odinson x reader#loki odinson x you#marvel loki#loki god of mischief#loki marvel#marvel#marvel x reader#marvel x you#marvel x y/n#marvel x men#marvel smut#marvel fluff#marvel headcanons
582 notes
·
View notes
Text
Lokius malewife/ malewife dynamic and cafeteria yapping
#loki series#lokius#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#mcu loki#my art#fanart#digital art#Lokius hurt comfort my beloved
299 notes
·
View notes
Text
This scene breaks my heart.
Loki is cleary on the verge of a panic attack, traumatized, struggling to breathe... and Mobius reassures him, gently telling him that everything is okayđ„șđ„ș
#loki#marvel cinematic universe#loki series#mcu#mcu loki#love#tom hiddleston#loki season 2#marvel#loki season two#loki spoilers#loki 2x01#lokius#mobius m mobius#mobius#owen wilson#hurt/comfort#fandom ships#ships#loki laufeyson#panic attack#lgbtqia#lgbtq#friendship#disney#disney plus
662 notes
·
View notes
Note
I would love to see how you write Loki X shy reader. Like sheâs obviously so into him and he just loves to watch her get all flustered
Meet me in the elevator || Avenger!Loki x Reader ||
⣠MASTERLIST
đŠđžđ»đ đđžđŸđ·đœ: 3.7k
Since moving into Avengers Tower last year after being rescued from HYDRA, youâve developed close friendships with the main Avengers, loving to spend most of your time around Wanda or Natasha. They all knew that you didnât handle well in public settings, talking with new people - hell, it was difficult to just talk to them sometimes, never mind people youâd never met before.Â
You were settled into a room on the twenty-fifth floor, alongside Thor. It stayed that way for a while before Thor returned from Asgard one day with Loki on his arm. For Lokiâs credit, he looked as pleased to be there as the Avengers were to see him there. You, on the other hand, stayed very quiet through the argument that came next, taking moments to just admire the new addition with curiosity. Something inside you told you that you werenât supposed to be intimidated by the highly intimidating God before you.Â
âBut shouldnât he be sent to S.H.I.E.L.D? Or- maybe whoever we are supposed to send him to should he return,â Steve was asking, your mind bringing you unwillingly back to the present, your eyes straying away from the man who appeared to be the person at fault for New York 2012.Â
âIf he is handed over to them, they will waste no time in attempting to experiment on him and his power,â Thor answered, his eyes serious and focused on not just Steve but everyone in the room, âFather has ordered his imprisonment here within the tower where we will keep him subdued. Should you turn him away, I am to find alternative lodgings.âÂ
The Avengers took a moment, unspoken arguments crossing around the room before Tony relented, hanging his head and uttering the damning words, âfine, give him the room next to yours, Thor.âÂ
Your admiration stopped within a millisecond. The room next to Thorâs was exactly opposite yours! Slowly, you slid down the sofa until you were fully laid down and silently groaned to yourself. Of course, youâre shacked with a Thunder God and his Godly terrorist brother. Â
Following Lokiâs sudden appearance within the tower, you spent more time avoiding the 25th floor. You avoided it as if it were the plague, going so far as to fall asleep in the common room of the tower just so that you wouldnât be on the same floor as Loki. Â
The God didnât look happy when Thor forced him down to meals every day, claiming that getting Loki into such a routine would be good for his mental health and would help his âhealingâ. You watched every day as Loki sat opposite you, emerald eyes downcast and his posture closed off, unwanting of any attention. Perhaps, you thought, he was like you these days?Â
You didnât stick around long enough to actually find out if your theory was correct, however, as once you were done eating, you excused yourself and quickly fled to the library on the 16th floor.Â
The library was your safe space away from the ruckus of the Avengers and their mission discussions, the quiet of the library calmed a part of you that you never realised needed to be calmed. Since you had woken up in your cell within the HYDRA base with no memory of your life before, your social skills had been severely affected, only opening up after weeks of people trying to get you to open up.Â
Finding the library after being rescued by the Avengers shortly after the Sokovia incident was a breath of fresh air. From the moment you stepped into the two-floor library, Friday had made sure to play classic music as soon as you entered, easing the stress within you as you scoured the shelves. Since then, you have been happy to visit the library to escape the Avengers and lately; Loki.Â
The sun shone through the floor-length windows as it reached its peak for the day, the warmth enveloping you as you happily walked through the multiple shelves, your fingers absently brushing against the spines. Perhaps I should try to bring someone here, you thought, recalling speaking with Wanda about the library and smiling at the fascination on her face at the prospect of advancing her magic through books Thor had brought from Asgard.Â
~~Â
The silence reigned in the tower during meal times for weeks after Lokiâs arrival, it was a statement that everybody was uncomfortable with the God being around. Loki, for the most part, seemed as if he didnât give a shit about their opinions about him. Youâd begun to differentiate his movements from the others, seeing how he got up to get his Asgardian tea prepared exactly three minutes after Banner had poured his coffee and walked away. How Loki would reach for a sandwich shortly after Barton had grabbed six of them, handing three to Natasha to prevent poisoning. How, even though he looked unbothered, there was that subtle glint of loneliness.Â
~~Â
It had been weeks since your magic had surfaced, weeks since youâd been able to delve into somebodyâs mind. Wanda had taught all of the Avengers how to block themselves mentally against your powers so that not only you could have a better night's sleep but so they could as well. Â
However, you did not expect to fall into Lokiâs dreams. Â
One moment you were in your own dreams, the next you were standing in a golden throne room. You hid behind a pillar to avoid being discovered, fearing that youâd been snatched by someone.Â
âWhat do you want?â there was a voice ahead of you, your view obstructed by the pillar you were hiding behind but when you peeked past it, you saw Frigga, Thorâs mother and therefore Lokiâs too. She had a soft frown on her lips, her head tilted slightly as she approached her son, her hand reaching up to caress the terroristâs cheek.Â
Your heart stuttered in shock at the discovery. You hadnât imagined Loki would allow someone close to him but then again, she was his mother, it made sense in a way.Â
âIâŠâ Loki began and your heart stuttered again but it wasnât shock, it was a feeling youâd never felt before. Youâd never heard his voice before other than the scary videos you were shown when you joined the Avengers, discovering their past. He sounded British, yet he was Norse along with Thor, then again, Thor had a sort of Australian accent when you focused enough.Â
âI want my brother back,â Loki admitted, his head hung, vulnerability radiating off his body language as he admitted the weakness to his mother. You watched as Friggaâs face swiftly changed into an understanding smile before pulling him in for a hug. Still, Loki continued, his voice coated with grief, âIâm alone there, Mother, I do not want to be alone.âÂ
âIt was better than the punishment Odin had planned for you, Loki,â Frigga whispered, her eyes shining with tears, âinfinitely so.âÂ
You took in a sharp breath and that was all it took for Lokiâs sharp eyes to meet yours and the room disappeared, replaced with a bedroom that looked almost identical to yours in Avengers Tower. Â
âWhat are you doing here?â Loki snapped, his eyes hardened and his guard back up. He studied every fraction of your face, looking for the malice he knew youâd have, looking for the blackmail to begin, looking for the taunting. Yet, he found nothing.Â
Since his arrival, he had taken note of your presence, never once considering youâd be anything like the Witch or Vision. Yet here you stood, in his dreams. Loki grimaced as you stayed silent, his head tilting ever so slightly, mimicking Friggaâs previous actions. âAnswer me,â he snapped after a few moments, annoyed by your ignorance.Â
You trembled as you stared up into Lokiâs eyes, your nerves taking control of your body and preventing you from speaking up. Your eyes scanned his face, taking in the wet tear tracks that slid down his face, shining in the light that was coming in from the open curtains. Then your eyes fell to Lokiâs decorated tunic, noting the hints of gold woven into the threads and the green accents everywhere. Â
âYouâre staring, pet,â Loki purred, stepping closer to you, intrigue apparent in his features. Heâd never seen someone take this much interest in his appearance before. Sure, heâd had wenches back in Asgard to quench his need but never had they admired him the way this girl was doing. It stirred something in Loki, a challenge. Â
You stammered, attempting to find a way to plead your case before realising it was futile. You wouldnât be able to find any way to explain this, not with your tongue being tied and your fears rising. So, instead of speaking, you snapped away from his dreams and sat upright in bed.Â
Brushing a hand through your hair, you took a deep breath before retreating into your bathroom. Since it was the early hours of the morning, youâd abuse the silence of the tower and roam how you wanted.Â
As you left the room, you were unaware of the emerald green eyes following you from the doorway of the room opposite your own. Â
You seemed to run into Loki a lot more after accidentally stumbling into his dreams a month ago. Whenever youâd step into the library, your eyes would be drawn to the floor-length windows where Loki was lying on the sofa with a book in hand, lazily turning pages. He gave you no mind, he didnât even acknowledge you were there yet you still felt his eyes on you constantly.Â
He was in the gym when you were trying to get some training done. Dressed in just a simple tunic and pants, going up against Steve, he looked the epitome of the female gaze. His hair was pulled back in a bun and his tunic was slightly wet with sweat. You huffed, trying your best not to get distracted by the alluring God fighting against the supersoldier but damn you couldnât help getting a few glances at that ass. Definitely Asgardâs ass, you thought to yourself with an amused grin. Â
âY/N!â Steve called from the ring, running over to the edge as you turned to stare at him, your eyes wandering over his shoulder to meet Lokiâs heated gaze and your body warmed, alight with need and interest but physically unable to say anything.Â
âYeah Steve?â you spoke up quickly, your eyes quickly shifting to meet Steveâs again.Â
âSpar with Loki, I need a break,â the soldier spoke. He said it so casually, as if he wasnât condemning you to at least fifteen minutes of torture in the ring with the object of your desires. Then again, Steve seemed to be oblivious to all the sexual tension happening within the Avengers. He didnât even know about Wanda and Vision until he saw them kissing in the breakfast room!Â
You sighed and nodded, getting into the ring and facing Loki. The Godâs lips quirked up into a half-smirk as he took you in, his eyes hungrily roving over your body. The tank top you wore barely hid the sports bra below it, your leggings clinging to your legs sparking an interest deep in his abdomen. You drove him mad. You hadnât visited his dreams since that night but damn, you haunted them still!Â
âAre you ready, darling?â Loki purred, his voice sinking deep into your bones as he flexed his muscles, grinning to himself when he watched your eyes wander down his form, âyouâre staring, Y/N.âÂ
Your body jerked up straight, freezing with nerves as you were caught in the act before you shook your head and got into position.Â
Sparring with Loki brought out that inner calm that you didnât know you had. Your mind was always whirring with ïżœïżœwhat ifâ scenarios, pulling you under the waves if you allowed yourself to think about it for too long. Inside the ring, mirroring Lokiâs movements, keeping eye contact and ignoring the hammering of your heart, you felt more like yourself than you had for years. Â
When Loki grabbed you and pushed you to the floor, arousal streaked through your body as you were held firmly beneath him, his emerald eyes searing into your own, your heart racing and your mind racing a mile a minute trying to find a way that this can be explained platonically. He was just fighting you, he didnât want a real reaction, totally not! Â
Loki, for the most part, kept his attraction to you a secret but as you became a true competitor for him in the ring, he licked his lips at the challenge and eagerly fought back. When he pinned you to the mat, he saw the spark of arousal in your eyes and his grin morphed into a smirk. âTKO, darling,â he whispered seductively, watching your eyes flutter before you seemed to come back to yourself, bring yourself to your feet and scurry away.Â
From behind him, Loki heard a groan and he chuckled to himself. âIs there a problem, Agent Romanoff?â he asked with a pleased hint to his voice, rolling his head and groaning at the satisfying cracks that could be heard.Â
âWhatever youâre doing to her, Loki, I suggest you stop,â Romanoff warned, her eyes aflame as she stared at the God of Mischief, âsheâs a good asset.âÂ
Innocently, Loki flashed a smirk at Romanoff before striding out of the training room, his bag and towel following after him surrounded by a green glow.Â
~~Â
After that, no matter where you were; somehow Loki was too!Â
Even if youâd checked that he was in his room before heading out anywhere, he just appeared and soured your day. Well â not really, but you acted like it did. In the library, the gym, the kitchens or even out in the city as you got very stir crazy.Â
Now, you're back in your quarters and you get your first real chance to relax for a moment with Loki constantly following you around. After a rough day, your mind is going a mile a minute as you go through all the different ways he's interacted with you lately. Sure, he could just be friendly and interested in getting to know someone new, but the way he looked at you... the way his eyes locked onto yours... was there something more? You refused to believe it. Loki, the God of Mischief, could never be attracted to you.Â
Now that you had a moment to think, your stomach growled and you sighed at the realisation that you'd need to step out of your room yet again to get food. You could order but the temptation to get pizza or McDonald's would be too strong. Clicking the lock of your door, you stepped out into the dark hallway and made haste to the kitchens three floors below. Only when the elevator doors dinged open, you were greeted with the heated green gaze of the one God you did not want to see right now.Â
"Loki," you whispered in shock before calming your racing heart and stepping into the elevator, pressing the 16th floor button, "how convenient that you are here."Â
He flashes that grin at you that always seems to make your heart skip a beat. Loki casually leans against the opposite wall of the elevator and gazes at you with those enchanting emerald eyes. "Hardly, I just needed food. I suspect you did too?" he asks with that slight smirk. Â
"That's a very nice outfit you're wearing, darling," he adds. His smile shifts slightly at your blush, that blush that is totally just a natural response and not from him teasing you at all.Â
You stammered as the elevator descended. Those three floors feeling as if they take an eternity to get past in order to get to the common area. It wasn't really a nice outfit you were wearing, in all honesty. Just simple green joggers and a black shirt. Something you'd simply thrown on to venture downstairs. You weren't aware that you were wearing Loki's favourite colours, didn't know that you were blatantly displaying your affections for him through your clothing. Â
"Thank you," you murmured so you didn't seem rude, hugging your arms before you gazed up at him and the red that tinted your cheeks deepened when you saw that Loki had not once looked away from you, even if you'd turned your head to the ground.Â
He stares at you, trying to hide a grin at your evident embarrassment. He likes seeing you blush, and your shy nature certainly makes it easy to do so. Loki decides that he will have a little fun with this. "Tell me, darling," he asks. "Do you happen to like the colour green?" he asks, keeping that smile on his face, just waiting to see your reaction.Â
Oblivious to the double meaning to his words, you eagerly nodded and grabbed at your joggers, proudly displaying them to the God of Mischief. Â
"Yeah," you gushed, a goofy grin on your lips that pulled at Loki's heart, your eyes full of innocent pride, "always has been a favourite, always will be."Â
He raises an eyebrow at you, his smile growing slightly with that innocent pride you have for what you're wearing. Loki decides to play along with your innocence and go to the next step.Â
 "Why, darling," he says, his voice full of mock surprise. "You're not trying to signal that you like me, are you?"Â
Heat once again rushed to your cheeks at the suggestion. Why would he ask that? Where had that ever been a signal that you liked him? Unless... no- it couldn't be. You remembered a conversation from months ago, Thor had suggested that women who wore red would always be seen as representing him in a way with their colour. Did Loki hold that belief too?Â
Loki watches the way you react with great interest, and is amused by that adorable blush of yours.Â
"Oh, darling," he replies. "I simply love a woman who knows how to show off their affection for a man. It's the ultimate form of respect."Â
His expression shifts slightly, and he takes a small step closer to you. "What, does this little outfit you're wearing mean that you think of me so much that you don't mind the chance that others might see as you trying to court me?" he asks in a playful tone.Â
"I- I- I didn't mean to-" you stammered; your cheeks flushed bright red by now yet again - though you supposed they'd never stopped being so since entering the elevator-. Your pride for your outfit faded, replaced by nervousness and a little bit of arousal for the God before you. His gaze seared into your soul, laid you bare before him, helpless to even process the fact that the elevator had long since stopped, the emergency stop button being pressed by Loki minutes ago.Â
"You didn't mean to?" the God asks, feigning innocence despite knowing exactly the effect he's having on you. He takes another small step closer, still keeping that charming grin on his face as he looks at you with those enchanting eyes. Â
 His hand comes up to your throat, and he leans in closer, whispering in your ear. "Maybe you should come back to my room, darling," he says in a soft voice, as if that suggestion is the most natural thing in the world.Â
Your eyes widened in shock, your body trembling as if processed his request. He said it so naturally! How could he say that so casually?! So many questions raced through your mind as you stared up at him, your lip trembling as you struggled to find words to portray the whirlwind in your mind. Suddenly you realised you were trapped in this elevator with Loki for who knows how long, and you were ultimately playing a game of cat and mouse with the God of Mischief. Â
"I don't- I can't- we- we're partners, Loki, what will the others think?" you whispered, trying to hard to shy away from the handsome God before you.Â
He grins at you, amused at the sudden confusion you're feeling. He leans in even closer, his warm breath on your ear as he slowly leaned in closer to you. "Who cares what the others think?" he whispers. "They don't matter. Only we matter here. Don't you want me, darling?" he asks, his voice husky and full of the most hypnotic desire. Â
 Loki's breath catches in his throat as he looks at you, lost in your beauty. "Give in... we have both waited too long, have we not?" he whispers.Â
Biting your lip, you tried one last time to shy away from his affections but your movement was prevented by a large hand encompassing your throat and pulling you closer to him and soft lips were pressed to your own. Shock rippled through your body as you took in this sudden action before your mind became quiet and you melted into the kiss.Â
He holds you close, a passionate grip with one of his arms wrapped around you so that you can feel the warmth of his body and his muscles as your lips mingle with his.Â
As he pulls back from the kiss, Loki is visibly panting. "I can feel your heartbeat, darling," he whispers. "You like my presence all the more." You can't deny it. Loki seems to make your heart jump even more now.Â
"I have wanted..." you hesitated, shame filling your body at the realisation that Loki had at least been interested in you for a while and you'd be avoiding him. "Since you came here, I have been intrigued by you then... one day... it was feelings and then... I tried to hide it," you whispered with a soft laugh, shaking your head and avoiding his gaze.Â
Loki wraps you in a warm embrace, running his hands over your hair. "Darling, you're so adorable. Why ever would you try and hide this from me?" he asks, looking directly into your eyes. "Let me show you just how interested I am in you."Â
 Loki's eyes shift to something you hadn't expected: hunger. His eyes were always beautiful, but now they were filled with raw desire. And it was focused entirely on you.Â
Food forgotten, you pressed the button for your floor and wrapped your arms around Loki's neck, awaiting the arrival of your floor four floors above you.Â
@lokisgoodgirl @lokisninerealms @slpnbty2001 @jennyggggrrr @hahaha12123445 @ozymdias @holdmytesseract @itsybitchylittlewitchy @lovingchoices14 @xorpsbane @huntress-artemiss @muddyorbs @nerdy-fangirl-65 @lonadane @silverfire475 @chantsdemarins @iamsherlocked1479 @kittiowolf210 @just-someone11 @stupidthoughtsinwriting @loki-laufeyson-1054 @fictive-sl0th @coldnique @anukulee @eleniblue @asgards-princess-of-mischief
#loki#loki x reader#loki laufeyson#tom hiddleston#loki fluff#loki laufeyson x reader#mcu loki#jotun loki x reader#reblog please#tom hiddleston character x reader#requests open#loki hurt/comfort#loki x you#hot loki
568 notes
·
View notes
Text
a helping hand
See my full list of works here!
Summary: When Loki enters the office and sees you visibly shaken with your eyes swollen, he takes it upon himself to find out what's wrong and how he could help
Friendship: Loki x Reader
Word Count: 1.6k
Warnings: talks of divorce and infidelity; mentions of a shitty ex husband; shitty coworkers that like to kick people when they're down; language [let me know if I missed anything!]
Things to be aware of: not a romantic story; just the slightest hints that this Loki is the head of a company that has some shady dealings (crime bossâŠhe's kinda a crime boss)
The frantic scurrying of the ladies on the office floor had you furiously wiping away at the tears that hadn't stopped falling since last night. You pressed the cold metal tip of your under eye cream to the swollen parts of your eyes in hopes of making it a little less obvious that your heart was so ruthlessly stomped into the ground last night.
She's everything you're not, your soon to be ex husband's words taunted at you, his smug voice getting louder with every attempt to block it out and paint a smile on your face. Young, pretty, and fuck me she's hot. Looks like she actually puts an effort into her appearance.
You did your best to focus on evening out your breathing, trying not to think about working out the logistics now that you were facing a divorce. If you weren't smart about this and you agreed to all his terms you might just be getting out of this without a penny to your fucking name.
"Pfft, you're gonna need the entire fucking tube if you want to even make a dent of a difference. Might as well not even bother trying, Y/N," one of the women in the research department, Tammy, sneered. Even going so far as to stop her scurrying just to spew her irrational hatred toward you.
"Can you justâŠnot for today, Tammy? I'm having a shitty week." You didn't even have it in you to sound remotely as pissed as you were at her. The words just came out of you with barely a whisper, like you'd already thrown in the towel before the first round even started.
"Hmm, a shitty week to go with your shitty face. Sounds like the world's finally healing," she spat, immediately straightening her stance and shutting up when the ding of the elevator practically echoed across the entire floor.
Everyone had to be in their best behavior now. Mr Laufeyson had arrived, and your boss wasn't too keen to hear any "banal gossiping drivel" while he was breathing the same air as his employees. Something about how this type of nonsensical talk consistently lowered the average IQ of the entire country with every passing day and he refused to cultivate a workplace that contributed to that atrocity.
Which suited you just fine; you rather enjoyed the quiet. And when spiteful gossips were no longer allowed to do the very thing that seemed to serve as their lifeblood, the floor tended to be so silent you could hear exactly whose heartbeat sped up whenever Loki started nearing your desks.
"Cease your blathering, everyone. I wish not to hear a single word unless it pertains to oppositional research that could increase our advantage to securing future dealings with the Mancini family. By the end of the day I want to know exactly how to woo every deciding member and--" He stopped in his tracks the second he was in front of your desk, eyes scrupulously scanning your features before clearing his throat and addressing the floor again. "And planning out the most efficient way to influence their decision to lean toward us."
He walked toward the door to his office, your cue to send him his itinerary for the day before you aided where you could in the Mancini research. But before he stepped through the door, he spoke again. Significantly softer this time. Gentler, even.
"Y/L/N, may I speak with you a moment in my office?"
A barely-contained snort was heard from Tammy's desk, a smug look on her face as she drew a line across her neck while keeping direct eye contact with you. "You're fucking done," she mouthed toward you, only returning to work with back ramrod straight when your boss turned to glare daggers at her.
"Of--Of course, Sir." You picked up your tablet, pulling up his calendar and readying the words you were going to say as you walked into his office.
"Please, darling, have a seat." You knew better than to protest against quite anything he said. Even with the change in his tone and his wording, you knew it was an order more than a request, so you followed. "Now tell me what happened."
"P-Pardon?" you sputtered, wincing when you let out the most unladylike sniffle to try breathing a bit better.
"Your eyes are red. Swollen red," he stated, briefing pointing a finger to his own face. "And you're one of the most unshakable persons I've had the privilege of knowing. You've stared down with ruthless individuals with records so colored it made my brother take a step back sometimes, and you wouldn't even break a single sweat. You've even dealt with that gossiping nuisance Tabitha Stevenson on a near hourly basis more gracefully than she deserves. And yet here you are. With eyes that could only have gotten in this state if you'd been crying for hours, or even the entire night. Something happened to you since you left the office last night that caused this."
"Sir really it's--It's nothing you should concern yourself with it'sâŠ" You couldn't find it in you to say that it was banal. It wasn't to you. But it would be to him, without a doubt.
"Whatever has you shaken enough to cry through the night and arrive at the office so visibly distressed is not nothing, Y/N," he insisted, still keeping with his gentler tone as if he was concerned that even the slightest raising of his voice would bring forth more tears. "Is it something at home? A family concern? Do you need a few days to spend at home and--"
"Home is the last place I want to be right now," you blurted out, nearly hissing the words and clearly taking your boss aback at how you were practically tripping over your words. You sighed, doing your best to take a deep, shaky breath before finally answering him. "Rupert served me with divorce papers last night, and the son of a bitch is practically evicting me from the house. I have until Friday's end to 'clear my useless shit out', his words not mine. Says he met someone new and he can't wait to start his new life with her."
"Y/N, it's Thursday," he grumbled, his eyes darkening as he processed your words. "This miscreant expects you to have your entire life in less than 36 hours?"
"Oh no, even less," you clarified, Loki's nostrils flaring at your answer. "He doesn't want to even see me clearing them out so I have to work around his schedule. Then comes the entire journey of finding somewhere to stay on such short notice. I have half a mind to just get a room at a cheap ass motel--"
"Surely I've compensated you more than enough these last few years that you can afford accommodations far nicer than a dingy motel." He grimaced at the mere thought.
"You have, Sir, really. But I've beenâŠstupid. Have been my entire marriage, if I'm being honest now that I don't have any rose-tinted glasses on. Our accounts are joint. And I have to think about retaining a divorce lawyer just so I can even think about getting out of this with at least some of the things I came to have since we got married, so I have to be a bit frugal where I can--"
"Alright, this is what you're going to do," he cut you off, suddenly taking on the more authoritative tone that you were used to. "Provide my men with the alarm codes for the house and they will see to removing your belongings by tonight."
"Sir, really there's no need for--"
"They will be transported to my home where you will stay to regain your bearings, and find a new home at your own pace. Not at the pace your former husband demands." Your breath caught in an ugly sound in your throat at the plans he just so casually dropped. Living with him? Was he insane? "As for a lawyer, I shall confer with my own slew of attorneys who they can recommend that specializes in divorce settlements. He won't get away with the money you worked hard for if I have anything to say about it."
"Why?" you blurted out a bit louder than you intended to. He raised an eyebrow at you, questioning your reaction. "Why would you wanna get involved in this, I mean you don't have any stakes in this, I just work for you I'm replaceable I'm--"
"No you're not," he cut you off, taking your hands in his. "Your presence has given this place a warmth, a comfort. You have a sharp wit that makes conversations less droning, a kindness that soothes me when I have to find myself here in the office. I may value your contributions both tangible and intangible when it comes to our various business dealings, but I also value your company. Perhaps I am simply an employer to you, but you are a friend to me. And I've not many of those in my life, so I tend to ensure that I do what I can to keep them safe. And as far away from struggle as my means can manage."
His words left you completely speechless, only managing to utter a simple sentiment in return. "Thank you, my friend."
A/N: Made this for @alexakeyloveloki. Bestie if I could reach across the screen and give you a big hug and a blankie I would, but also the sight of me crawling out of a screen might just be some horror movie levels of nightmare fuel, so maybe it's best that I can't đ
Lemme just leave this lil gif of Tomathy giving a hug and a head kith instead đ
everything taglist: @simplyholl @loopsisloops @imalovernotahater @coldnique @loz-3 @huntress-artemis @salempoe @vickie5446 @athalialaufeyson @lokiprompts @kats72 @kikster606 @asgards-princess-of-mischief @lokixryss @thomase1 @mischief2sarawr @peaches1958 @lovingchoices14 @lunarnights95 @goblingirlsarah @iamlokisgloriouspurpose @creationsbyme @maple-seed @mjsthrillernp @ladyofthestayingpower @mygfloki @sititran @glitterylokislut @ozymdias @fictive-sl0th @lokidbadguy @mochie85 @silverfire475 @joyful-enchantress @elizabethmidnight2017 @holdmytesseract @smolvenger @gigglingtiggerv2 @lokidokieokie @lunarnights95 @superficialdomina @kmc1989 @november-rayne @goddessofwonderland @buttercupcookies-blog @peaky-marvel @lokiified @tom-hlover
#loki hurt/comfort#loki x reader#loki x female reader#loki fanfiction#loki fanfic#loki laufeyson fanfic#marvel fanfiction#marvel fanfic#mcu fanfic#muddyorbs writes
376 notes
·
View notes
Note
Loki headcanons (smut) involving body worship
Loki body worship Headcanons
Warnings: Smut (ofc),
âą alright, letâs get into it. If you were the one worshipping him itâd drive him wild. Like if youâre kissing over his body heâs probably fighting to try and keep a level head.
âą if itâs the other way around, I can imagine him being very gentle with you. Heâs trying to rile you up (itâs working) while occasionally giving you what you want.
âą I just think heâs a huge tease ok
âą I think he would want to take this opportunity to show you how much he adores you. And if youâre insecure about your body, heâs deliberately showing extra care to the places you most worry about.
âą he wants to see you satisfied and content by the time heâs done.
âą He wants for you to know how much you mean to him
âą also heâs constantly praising you
âDarling You Look breath taking like this..â
âDonât hide your beautiful sounds from me.â
And more. Heâs spending most of the time complimenting you⊠thatâs when is mouth isnât busy with other tasks ;)
âą heâll do anything to draw those noises out of you.
#loki fanfic#loki x reader#marvel#loki fluff#loki laufeyson#marvel x reader#fluff#loki laufesyon x reader#loki smut#loki x reader fluff#loki hurt/comfort#loki headcanons#loki series#mcu loki#loki
450 notes
·
View notes
Text
Training Blues
MASTERLIST
Pairing: Loki x gn!reader
Words: 1133
Warnings/Content: Hurt/Comfort; insecure, sad reader, crying, sweet & comforting loki (cause who doesn't love a caring bf?), kisses & cuddles, mention of other mcu characters (say hello!), use of 'Y/n', both loki & y/n are Avengers
Summary: Y/n struggles with feelings of inadequacy in training until Loki comforts them
A/n: Feeling a bit low lately, decided to write this *alexa play 'i can do it with a broken heart'*
"Y/n?" You could hear his voice booming down the corridor, getting closer to you. You hurriedly wipe your eyes with your sleeve, sigh, and rise back up, attempting to calm your body language so that your beloved, god of mischief, does not perceive you as a crybaby.
It had been about eight months since you joined the Avengers. For the last few weeks, it has been really rough since your training partner, Steve, was away for some missions and was replaced with Natasha.
You just could not keep up with her; she used to get pretty competitive during practices, and no matter how much you tried, you just couldn't match her speed. And it was frustrating. Not that she wasn't supportive; you just could not convince yourself that it was okay to lag behind.
You were occasionally training alone at night, which meant you didn't have enough time with Loki. And he noticed this.
You were exhausting yourself, and it broke his heart to see you like this, and it hurt him even more that you weren't telling him what was going on.
"Y/n, what peculiar matters have stirred within you this late, my dear?" He says this as he enters your room.
"Nothing, Loki, I'm fine." You answer by not looking at him and pretending to do your hair in the mirror. It crushed his heart to hear your big, cheerful voice fade into a feeble whisper.
He approaches you and wraps his hands around your waist from behind, resting his head on your shoulder and gazing at your reflection. "I know what's happening with you sweetheart, and I cannot bear to see you like this anymore." He murmurs it quietly, tightening his grip on your waist and bringing you into his chest.
You offer him a fictitious, reassuring beam and try to back away. "Everything's fine, Loki. I'm heading to the training room." You turn around, kiss his cheek, and start to leave the room when he grabs your wrist and pulls you back to him.
"You're not going. Natasha won't be in the training room anyway."
You frown. "Why? Where did she go?"
"I beseeched her to suspend your instruction for a brief span so you can focus on your well-being." He says, touching your cheek.
You give him a perturbed expression. "Loki, you do not understand. If I abandon my workouts for a few days, I'll lose my practice andâ"
"And? And what, darling?"
The lump in your throat that had been lingering for the past ten minutes was too painful. You would break down even if you try to utter a single word now.
Like a baby.
You become silent and stare at him with a tiny grimace on your face. Loki catches your quivering lip and draws you close to his chest, his arms encircling your body. You couldn't help but finally break down in front of him, sobbing quietly against his chest.
No No No. How could you let go of your emotions in front of him?
He scooped you up and laid you on the bed in a matter of seconds, comfortingly lying next you and cocooning your body once again.
"Shh..shh...darling, it really hurts me to see you like this, you know."
You peek up at him, your wet eyelashes glinting.
"Y/n my dear, you've been hiding behind that stoic facade for too long." Loki murmured, his voice filled with concern, and softly brushed a tear off your face. "What's exactly troubling you, hm?"
You sniffle. "I just feel like I lag behind you guys. I am new to this, and I need to train so I can keep up. But for the past few weeks, it's like I'm failing."
"Hey, you're just eight months in, you don't need to exert yourself too much, you know." Loki says, his voice a soothing melody in the quiet room.
"I just don't want to disappoint anyone." You admit, your voice barely above a whisper. "I don't want to disappoint you."
Loki's expression softens as his thumb brushes your cheek. "You never fail to falter my eyes, Y/n. In fact, you impress me so much throughout our missions that it distracts my focus."
He jokes, and you let out a gentle chuckle. He smiles back and leans in to kiss your forehead. "You are more than enough, always."
You smile through your tears softly.
He was so sweet with you.
He cups your cheeks and stares into your eyes while he speaks. "Do you know what else hurts me? The fact that you refrain from telling me what is going on with you."
You shift a bit. "I thought you would think of me as a crybaby if I complained too much... I don't want to set that image in front of you."
Loki chuckles. "Hey, you can share anything with me, I am your partner, am I not? And complaining about things does not make you a crybaby." He smiles and places a comforting sweet kiss on your nose.
"And even if such were the case, what of it? You remain unequivocally mine." He softly smiles down at you and wraps his arms around you once more, pulling your body to his.
You take a deep breath, feeling his warmth seep into you. "I just don't want to seem weak," you finally admit, your voice small. "I want to be strong, like everyone else."
Loki tilts your chin up, making you look into his eyes. "Do you remember the first time we met?" he asked softly, a nostalgic smile playing on his lips.
"You were so determined, so fierce, even when you were just starting out. I saw in you a spirit that could not be broken, no matter the odds. That same spirit is still there sweetheart, even if you feel weary right now."
You smile when he mentions that. "I was so nervous on the first day."
Loki chuckled, his eyes twinkling with affection. "And look at you now, my love. You've grown so much, accomplished so much. Do not let a few difficult weeks overshadow how far you've come. You are incredible, and I will always be here to remind you of that."
Loki's embrace settles on you like a peace blanket. Your love for him was coursing through your blood, reassuring you that everything would be okay as long as you had each other.
You nestle into his embrace, feeling safe and loved, letting go of the worries that had been weighing you down. With Loki by your side, you knew you could face anything, even your own insecurities.
"I love you," you whisper, feeling the warmth of his love enveloping you.
"I love you too, my dear," Loki murmurs back, planting a tender kiss on your forehead.
"Rest with me. Rest for a while."
Taglist in the comments because Tumblr is still buggy đ¶âđ«ïž
Lmk if you want to join my taglist or just click here
â thx for reading âĄ
#jiya writes#t: loki oneshots#loki fluff#loki hurt/comfort#loki x gn!reader#loki x reader fluff#loki x reader#loki fanfictions#loki fanfics#marvel#marvel fanfics#loki#loki laufeyson#loki odinson#avengers#tom hiddleston#loki fanfiction#loki fanfic#loki x you#loki laufeyson x reader#loki odinson x reader#loki imagine#loki fic#loki god of mischief#loki imagines#loki laufesyon x reader#loki laufeyson fanfic#loki marvel
326 notes
·
View notes
Text
Comfort
âź PARING Loki Laufeyson Ă Gender Neutral! Reader
âź WARNINGS/TAGS hurt/comfort, drabble, avenger! Loki, unsure!(?) Loki
âź SUMMARY You came to Loki for comfort
âź A/N I won't lie, I have been feeling like shit and honestly I would die to go to sleep in Loki's arms while he tells me I'll be alright. I also made it neutral enough that the comfort can be read no matter what your situation is [ao3]
He couldn't quite recall it really happened. He wasn't exactly the nicest nor the cuddliest one, or at least that's how Loki saw himself.
But somehow you ended up at his door in the middle of the night. You were a sobbing mess, not being able to catch your breath, and as much as Loki thought he wasn't the right person to comfort you, he couldn't just let you suffer.
You came specifically to him, so he took you in, even though he believed there were other people who would be able to take better care of you during that situation.
And that's how he invited you to his bed, where the two of you cuddled, as he played with your hair as his chilly fingers of his other hand traced your spine. It seemed like his unusual body temperature calmed you down, even though your breath was still shaky at times and you were catching deep breaths uncontrollably.
He found the sound of your heartbeat quite soothing. At first it was almost furious, making him worry that your heart was going to jump out of your chest. But then started to slow down, until it became nice and steady.
He kept murmuring sweet nothings into your ear. His voice was a little raspy from sleep, but it gave it a nice, soothing effect. He kept giving you little, but meaningful kisses, over your forehead, on the crown of your head, on your cheeks, nose. All over your pretty, tear stained face.
When you finally fell asleep, Loki held you tighter. As much as he wasn't sure for long he wanted to be a part of Avengers, he knew he couldn't just leave you alone with your troubles, especially when you were hurting so much.
#loki imagine#loki of asgard#loki odinson#loki#loki x you#loki x reader#loki x gender neutral reader#loki laufeyson#loki laufeyson x reader#gender neutral language#gender neutral reader#hurt/comfort
452 notes
·
View notes
Text
Pairing: Loki x Fem!Reader
Warnings : pregnancy , angst to fluff ,hurt comfort
A/n: Loki is the kind of a man who only stay or leave, there is no in between . How would he react when he came from a mission and finds out his girlfriend is pregnant ?
Word count : ~1k
In the end , itâs him and Iâ€ïžđ
You anxiously heave a sigh, leaning forward towards the mirror as your fingers dig into the corners of the sink.
The small test stick in between your fingers causing anxiety to creep up to you. You find it difficult to breathe with every passing second, almost as if youâre drowning in water.
Loki has made it clear in multiple occasions that he is against having kids, that he wonât want any little brats spawns at his care. He has repeatedly said that if he is to have kids, heâd probably use the milk trick and never come back, ever again. Youâve never thought about it before, but now that youâre at the situation, you have no clue with what youâre supposed to do.
In a shimmer of green , he came home right when you were about to burst into tears holding that little stick in you hands .
âAre you in a bad mood kĂŠrasta ?â
His voice sends a chill down on your spine as you dropped the test down the floor with a yelp, frightened eyes looking at him as you try to breathe in as much air as you possibly can.
âOh ,uh..hi â no. iâm fine.â you say rather quickly, making sure to slowly snag the test using your foot and hiding it from him, trying to be discreet but fail miserably when he sees your foot moving the object towards you.
âWhat are you hiding from me?â he asks, moving closer towards you.
Your eyes fall down on the ground, causing you to pick up the item faster and move it to your hand.
âWhat is that?â He demanded , comeing closer to you
âN-nothing.â you reply, trying to break the test stick but fail when it falls out of your grip and goes back to the ground once more.
Youâre quick to move, but Loki is quicker, using his Ăsir to vanish it from the floor and making it reappear between his slender fingers as he reads the test.
âWhat on Earth is this?!.â he says aloud, eyes glued to the stick as he reads it all over and over again, but the more he reads it the realer it becomes.
He canât seem to grasp the concept, not sure if heâs reading it right.
â(y/n), what the fuck is this?!â He sais , eyes never leaving yours
âL-loki please calm down.â you mutter, reaching your hand out to grab the test stick away from him, but he raises his hand above his head, making sure you donât grab it away from him.
Your heart races as you look down, refusing to look up, afraid as to what youâll see when youâll look at his mysterious blue eyes.
âNo, darling ! I wonât calm down until you tell me what the fuck this is.â oh Loki does well know what he has in his possession, that one test stick that heâs learned to hate as time goes by. He clearly sees the two lines that clearly yell positive at him, yet he canât bring himself to believe it at all. He was a God , and you a mortal . How could he get you pregnant ?
âIt is a pregnancy test Lokiâ you mutter, gaining all the confidence to say something.
You wish heâd say something, just anything to keep the conversation going, but much to your disdain, he says nothing back.
âI âŠ.â iâm pregnant.â
âNo * he laughs *. That canât be. YOU canât be.â it breaks you heart, the way he refuses to believe what youâre saying, his voice slowly cracking in his throat. âI was so carefulâŠ.what do you mean youâre pregnant? â he says, looking down at your hair. âLook at me. How the fuck did this happen? â
You take a big gulp, looking further down to the ground, but Loki places his hand underneath your chin and tips it upwards. He looks at you with a confused expression, mixed with pain, one you canât decipher.
âDid you ⊠*he gulped , his eyes becoming a dark shade of blue . Did you cheat on me?â
âNo babe I never did!â you quickly deny, placing your hands over his cheecks . He shakes his head, dropping his hands to his side and walking back. You watch as a lonely tear slowly starts to creep up underneath the corners of his eyes. This is what you didnât want to happen, Loki would be leaving you now and you know why.
âI ⊠have to go.â
âwaitâ LOKI! â
He leaves in a whim, disappearing in a shimmer of green . You drop to your knees, wrapping your arms around your stomach. Youâve decided straight after you saw the two lines , you decided that you would keep the baby, whether Loki would stay or not.
You know this was bound to happen, you know that Loki would run as soon as he would know.
You knew he would be dead set on leaving you as soon as he knows you have a baby growing into you.
But what you donât know is how much Loki is in love with you.
Down the empty hallway of you apartment,Loki resides. His hands over the wall as he shakes. You wouldnât know but Loki loves you to the ends of the nine realms , even if he wouldnât voice it out. He would rip the whole world to shreds if anyone would try to take you away from him.
But he didnât expect to have a child of his own, moreover a child with you, that is. He s been told multiple times that Gods canât have children with mortals . Because itâs against the rules .
He would be lying if he says a part of him isnât happy that he has a child with you, but thatâs only half of his thoughts. It Isnât because Loki hates children, itâs because he is afraid. Loki is so afraid of turning into his father.
His father was so neglectful , never showed to any of him or Thor that he loved them , punishing them harshly when they were kids . But with Thor was better . Loki always felt alone , neglected and unloved . Thatâs the least Loki would want to be.
But then he thinks about it, realisation hit him like a stone in the face . He would become exactly like his father if he doesnât come back to his senses and support you, love you and assure you that everything is going to be okai and admit that he is ready to face the responsibilities that heâs supposed to be facing, rather than running from them . He has to be there for the child that heâs put into you, he has to see them grow up and become someone better than him, someone who would see the better side of life while still knowing the truth, unlike him who was blinded by the expectations he was pushed on to.
So you least expected it when he opens the door and walks into the room, a small smile on his face. He just sat down next to you and wraps his arms around you, burying his face into the crook of your neck.
âWeâre going to get through this together, alright? I love you so much darling , and Iâm sorry . â
You just wiped his tears and kiss him on the lips , hiding your face between his shoulder and neck.
âIâm so scared *you admitted sobbing â
âMe too*he smiled weakly . But you have me ⊠I have you and we ⊠we have our little bean *he said placing a hand on your belly . We are a family and I promise to both of you everything is going to be alright .â
#loki x y/n#loki fanfic#loki laufeyson#loki x reader#pregnant reader#angst with a happy ending#hurt/comfort#love wins
135 notes
·
View notes
Text
Never wanted a throne (Loki x reader)
this was requested by a friend so now it looks like Iâm writing for marvel now too! đ
âI never wanted the throne,â Loki said, looking at you.Â
âOh really? Because everything youâve done since I met you says otherwise.â You said, trying to remain calm.Â
âI didnât want a throne! I just didnât want to-â Loki stoped mid-sentence and looked away.Â
âDidnât want what Loki?!?â You shouted,loosing your nerve.Â
âNothing.â
âNo! What didnât you want?!? What are you so afraid of?!?â You shouted.Â
âIâm afraid to be alone!â He shouted, tears collecting in his eyes. âBut thatâs exactly what a monster like me deserves,â he said, turning to walk away.Â
Your angry expression changed to one of shock then you frowned and ran after him, grabbing his wrist and spinning him around before wrapping him in a tight hug.Â
You refused to let go even as Loki tried to push you away. âYou are not a monster.â You whispered and you buried your face in his chest.Â
Loki quit trying to push you away and his body heaved a heavy sob.Â
âAnd Iâm not going to leave youâŠâ you mumbled, kissing his cheek.Â
Loki trembled as his tears pored freely. You led him over to the couch and lay down, pulling him on top of you so you could hold him close and you gently rubbed his back.Â
After a while Loki fell asleep with his head on your chest.Â
Pt 2 here
#Loki#loki fanfiction#loki x female reader#loki x reader#loki laufeyson#loki odinson#kat651#x reader#hurt/comfort#marvel#mcu
198 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sweet Dreams
Read on AO3
Warnings: Health Anxiety, Depression, Mentions of Illness (No one is sick, reader just suffers from severe anxiety)
Relationship: Loki/Reader
Summary:
You can't sleep (again).Â
You're afraid of burdening Loki, so you try to face it alone, when he catches you on one of your sleepless nights.
A/N:
Another fluff short for you <3
I personally really struggle with health anxiety/mild hypochondria, so this one is partially for me too.
You couldnât sleep again.
When you got out of bed, eyes stinging, neck aching, you sighed to yourself. You hadnât been able to get any sleep for the last few weeks. Nights spent staring into your phone until 3AM, watching the sun rise and dragging yourself out of bed every day were starting to wear you down. You were sluggish, shoulders drooping, dark circles beneath your eyes.
The sounds of the night kept you company.Â
You padded quietly down the hallway, doing your best not to wake Loki. You didnât want to worry him. Part of you knew that you should tell him. He could probably help you, you thought. But something in you tightened at the thought of inconveniencing him. He had a difficult enough time sleeping as it is, without you waking him in the dead of night. You didnât want to become a burden more than you already were.
Night time was when anxiety plagued you the worst. Its spindly tendrils wrapped themselves around your chest, squeezing every time you dared to close your eyes. What if someone broke in, and you couldnât stop them? What if they hurt you? What if they hurt him?
Every ache and pain in your body scared you. Sometimes it felt like you were afraid of yourself. You couldnât let yourself sleep out of fear that you justâŠwouldnât wake up. You couldnât sleep beside Loki without worrying that the usually comforting sound of his even breaths would stop in the middle of the night.
During the day, he would catch you staring too long at a bruise, a scratch. Logically you knew where it would come from. You were incredibly clumsy, prone to bumping into things constantly. But when you could see it, when you stared at the lumps and bumps on your body long enough, you could convince yourself otherwise. Those were the moments he would comfort you, waving a hand over you before telling you, for the eighth time that day, that you were fine.Â
âSweetling,â He would say, gently every time, âI promise that you are in good health. What is worrying you so much?â
You always felt a rush of shame. He was so patient, so kind to you, even on the days where heâd have to tell you ten, twelve, times, and his brow would furrow and lips would purse at your fear.
âIâm sorry,â You whispered back. âI donât know whatâs wrong with me.â
So, you stayed awake. Tossing and turning in bed until he drifted off to sleep beside you, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling until your eyes burned and your battery drained. Then youâd get up at 3AM, like clockwork. Youâd walk through your home, listening to the soft sounds of crickets outside. Youâd sit in the kitchen, coffee prepared in the fridge in advance so the sounds of you rustling around wouldnât wake Loki.Â
You sighed. Your head throbbed constantly from exhaustion, and your hands shook. As you sat, sipping your coffee, you felt your eyes begin to water. You were so tired.Â
It was beginning to take a mental toll on you, the lack of sleep. You were more irritable, snapping at Loki over what you used to laugh about. You knew he deserved better, and you hated yourself when you saw the confusion in his eyes at your poor moods. You just felt so terrible, all the time, and you didnât know what to do anymore.Â
Some days, you considered just leaving. It felt like you couldnât breathe, and you didnât want to keep dragging him down with you. But the thought of doing so made your stomach clench. So, selfishly, you stayed.Â
Thor had recommended you see someone. You knew you should. But you justâŠcouldnât. He approached you hesitantly, some weeks ago, the way someone would a feral animal. He looked so uncomfortable it almost made you laugh to think about, as it was such an out of place look on him.
âI donât mean to overstep,â he said, awkwardly, âBut, sister, are you well? You have been lookingâŠI apologize for my bluntness, overtired. You do not seem physically ill. Has something happened?â
You smiled at him, heart warming at his care for you. The two of you had always been close, but had grown even closer when you started dating his brother. He treated you like a sister, protective and sweet. Your smile faded quickly, though, at his question. You didnât want to get into it, not when you knew heâd likely tell Loki. You didnât want to make either of them worry about you - at least not more than they clearly already were.
âIâm okay, Thor, itâs justâŠIâm just in my own head, I think. Thatâs all.â Was what you came up with.
He didnât seem to believe you, but didnât push it. You were thankful for that. âIf you say so. Might I recommend those Midgardian mind healers? Jane regularly attends one.â He looked sheepish. âDonât tell her I told you. But, I believe it is for moments when you are âin your own headâ, as you put it.â
You sighed. âI know. Iâll think about it.â
That was weeks ago. You had a tab open to Google, the search âtherapists near meâ opened on it. It taunted you, most nights. You couldnât bring yourself to do it.
âDarling?â A raspy, sleep-filled voice came from behind you. You whipped around, trying to blink away your tears. Loki stood in the entryway to the kitchen, eyes bleary as he looked at you. He was paler than normal, a frown firmly pasted on his face. Your heart thumped. Even half awake, you still found him so beautiful.
âIâm sorry, did I wake you?â You asked, making your way over to him.
He wrapped his arms around you, breathing you in. You felt your shoulders relax. He always made you feel better, the familiar scent of spice and pine surrounding you as you listened to the strong sound of his heart.
âI woke, and you were not there.â He said. âI dreamt you were gone, and when I woke, you were.â
Guilt squeezed your stomach. Lokiâs nightmares were not frequent, but when he had them they would typically revolve around you. You hurt, missing, deadâŠthose nights were the ones he woke, a horrified noise ripping its way out of his throat, his hands shaking, skin pale. He always reached for you, hugging you to him like a lifeline. You felt terrible that you were not there for him.
âIâm so sorry, honey,â You said, your voice muffled into his chest.
âWhy are you out here? It is late.â He pressed a kiss to your head before leaning back to look at you.
You hesitated. âI just couldnât sleep.â
âWhy didnât you wake me?â
âIâŠdidnât want to bother you.â You bit your lip, looking down.
âMy love.â His voice was stern, yet gentle. âYou are never bothering me. Do you hear me? If you need me, I am here. Always.â He paused, taking in your haggard appearance. âHow long has this been happening?â
Tears welled in your eyes. Guilt and shame stabbed through your throat as a sob burst out of you. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â You sobbed, fisting his shirt in your hands. âI didnât want to worry you, or burden you, or make you take care of me-â You inhaled sharply, the pain in your head worsening as you cried. âI just donât feel good and Iâm scared, please donât be mad at me Iâm sorry I didnât mean to lie to you -â Loki shushed you, cradling your head to his chest as your whole body quivered.Â
âMy love, my love,â He said to you, rocking slightly. âI am so sorry you have dealt with this alone. I am sorry I did not notice sooner. I am not mad, I could never be mad at you for doing what you thought was a good thing. You are not a burden, darling, you never have been a burden. It is an honor and a privilege to take care of you every day. Every day I spend making you happy is the greatest thing I can do.â
You sobbed harder, squeezing him. âI just - I didnât want to become a chore, I didnât want you to resent me. I donât know whatâs wrong with me. Iâm just so tired.â
He shushed you again, softly, before lifting you in his arms. He pressed a kiss to your forehead as he walked you both back to your bedroom.
He laid you in bed gently before summoning a glass of water for you, placing it on your bedside table, and crawling under the covers. He held you as you calmed yourself, pressing kisses all over your face and whispering gentle affirmations to you. He wiped your tears with a sweet softness, massaged your scalp in a way youâd always found comforting, kissed your fingertips. When you caught your breath, you looked up at him through wet eyelashes.
âI think I need to talk to someone.â You said.
He smiled sadly at you. âThor told me that he recommended a mind healer for you. They are called therapists on Midgard, yes?â
You nodded. âI was too scared to go.â
He kissed the tip of your nose. âI will be with you every step of the way, my sweet love. There is nothing to be afraid of, and if there is, I will be with you.â
You pressed yourself close to him, burying your head into his cool neck as his arms circled you.
âI love you, Loki,â you said quietly.
âAnd I love you, so much,â He replied.
He began to sing to you, an Asgardian lullaby you had heard many times, but never deciphered. The rhythmic motion of his hands running up and down your back soothed you, as your eyes drooped and you finally drifted off to sleep.
It was the sweetest sleep youâd had in weeks.
#fanfiction#Loki Laufeyson#loki fanfic#loki fanfiction#loki x reader#loki/reader#loki fluff#emotional hurt/comfort#tw health anxiety#health anxiety#hypochondria#tw anxiety#tw depression#nightmares#one shot#angsty fluff
490 notes
·
View notes
Text
âą I saw this post by @krasnyel & it just...damn that changed my brain chemistry :")
#lokius#loki season 2#loki#mobius#artwork#digital art#fanart#good omens#good omens au#artists on tumblr#it's all hurt no comfort#I'm crying in the corner i missed them already PLEASE#loki series#my 2021 self would be screaming in pillow#lokius fanart
375 notes
·
View notes
Text
one-Shot | Comforting Loki when he finds out that he is a frost giant
Summary: After Loki confronts his father about being a frost giant you show up. You comfort him and remind him that he is loved.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââââ
When you entered the artefact room you were a bit shocked at the sight before you. Odin was lying on the stairs, visibly drifting off into Odinsleep. Loki was holding his hand, and he had the most broken expression on his face that you had ever seen. The guards took Odin away, while you stayed with Loki.
"Loki, what happened?" you breathily asked while rushing towards him. He looked up at you surprised, he hadn't noticed your entrance. By the time you reached him, his eyes were already filling with tears and when you dropped down next to him he collapsed into your arms. You held him close, rubbing comforting circles on his back. His hands clawed into the fabric of your shirt, desperate for some support while his whole life was falling apart in front of his eyes.
"Hey, it's alright. I'm here. I'm here for you" " you whispered repeatedly into his ear, occasionally pressing a kiss in his hair. "No, it isn't! I-" his voice broke.
"Shhhh," you whispered pressing your cheek to his head and cradling him closer to you. " I'm here and I'll stay. You don't have to tell me what's going on right now." He nodded as he buried his face deeper into your shoulder, allowing himself to freely cry in your arms.
You stayed like this for quite some time. When his sobs eventually turned into quiet sniffles and finally died down completely you loosened your grip a little, testing if he let you pull away or if he needed to be held a little longer.
He did not protest, so you pulled away just enough to cup his face with your hands and looked at him. His eyes were red and swollen from crying and the expression on his face was resembling a sad puppy. You were sure your heart would break any minute.
"Want to tell me what happened now?" you asked with a loving smile, wiping away his tears. He nodded and turned from you to sit on the stairs more comfortably. You sat down beside him and took his hand. He then told you what he had found out about himself and told you about his conversation with Odin.
"I have never been more than a political instrument. And now that doesn't matter anymore?! Y/N I don't know who I am anymore." he cried. You pulled him closer and pressed a kiss to his head.
"You are Loki Odinson. I see how you understood Odin saying the political plans he had with you don't matter anymore as 'you don't matter anymore', but I think that's not what he meant. Can't it be that those plans don't matter anymore, because now you matter? Can't it be that he abandoned his original plans because he loved you as his son?" you suggested.
Loki let out a heavy sigh considering your words. "He could have told me before. Instead, he just hoped I would never find out. What 'loving father' does that"
"A lot of them actually" you answered. "How parents communicate, or don't communicate, to their children that they are adopted is often a problem. And I so agree with you that Odin should have told you at some point himself."
"He told me he wanted to protect me from the truth." Loki cried "From what? From what I am? Am I such a horrible monster that I need to be protected from myself?!" Your heart broke for him at these words.
"Oh dear, no! Look at me.", you lifted his head from your shoulder and brought your face close to his. "You are not a monster. Don't you ever believe that. Listen to me. You. Are. Not. A. Moster" You reassured, caressing his cheek with one hand.
He leaned into your touch with closed eyes. Tears streaming down his face again. "How can you be so sure when you haven't seen it yet."
"Because I know you.", you press a kiss to his forehead, "And I see you, and there is not the faintest trace of a monster."
Loki got up, pulling you up by your hand. He wordlessly guided you down the stairs, to the casket. You followed him, squeezing his hand in an attempt to offer some comfort.
When you reached the casket, he touched it with both hands, just as he had done earlier. Ever so slowly his skin turned blue and curious shapes appeared on his body. He turned his head towards you, sad red eyes staring into yours.
"Do you see it now?" He cried.
He expected you to be shocked. To turn away from him. Just the thought of you leaving him was more than he could bear at the moment. If you would hate him now, he was sure that no one could love him.
But to his surprise, you did none of that. You climbed between his arms, which were still holding onto the casket, and smiled at him with so much love in your eyes that his worries melted away in an instant. Loki closed his eyes when you cupped his face with your hands and pressed another kiss to his forehead.
"This doesn't change anything" you smiled. "You are not defined by your genes. Yes, you may have been born a frost giant, but you were raised in Asgard. You are an Asgardian, and even if you can't see it right now you are so so loved here."
Tears seep out of his eyes again as he lets go of the casket and places his hands on top of yours holding them in place. on his cheeks.
"Thor loves you, a lot. Even if you stab him sometimes." you chuckled
"He doesn't know it yet" Loki whispered. "I don't think that it will make a difference to him," you said.
"He's been talking about slaying frost giants ever since we were children! How can you say it won't make a difference to him!" Loki whined.
"I know Thor, and you do too. He won't think of you differently, just because you turn blue when it gets cold. And I think his views about genocide might change once he comes back from his punishment." you chuckle.
"And your parents love you. Your father too, even if you can't see it at the moment. Even if he majorly fucked up."
"He claims to love me. But does he? He's always favoured Thor. I don't think that I can ever be good enough for him." He bites back.
"And that's fucked up. But he still loves you even if he sucks at being a father. But you don't owe him any love of yours, just that you don't misunderstand me. But I think that, when he wakes up, you two should have an honest talk. Maybe you'll find together again, maybe you won't. Nonetheless, there are people who love you here. Even if you feel alienated from everyone now, you are not alone my dear."
He didn't know what to do with your words. He loved his family. And he wanted nothing more than his father to love him and to be proud of him. But he couldn't see it. Not right now. Not with what he had just found out. And now you were standing here, telling him that he was indeed loved by his father. Could that be true? He desperately wished it to be. And after all, you grew up with him, you nearly spend the same amount of time with his family he did. So maybe, just maybe you were right?
"And I love you Loki. I love you so much. No matter what happens I will always be at your side. I will always be there for you. I love you so so much." He closed his eyes again at your words.
This was what he had been longing to hear since you entered this room. You still loved him. Even if everyone else would turn on him, even if had been no more than a political instrument for his father you still loved him. This was the one thing you said, that he could believe at this moment. You had seen what he was and still loved him.
He let himself sink into your arms again. When he felt your fingers running through his hair he let out a small whimper.
With every touch, you pierced his shattered soul back together. Every hug, every caress of your hand, every forehead kiss put a piece back into its place.
You two stood there, in front of the casket for a long time holding each other. Finally, you broke the comfortable silence :
"I understand that Odin won't wake up for some time, now that he is in Odinsleep. And with Thor banished all the responsibility will be on you now. If that's too much for you at the moment, if you want to take some time to process everything, you can stay at my place for a while and escape everything for a while. Only if you'd like, of course", you offered.
He pulled out of the hug, just so much that he could look you in the eye. "I'd very much like that, thank you" he smiled at you, sad, but also thankful.
You pressed a kiss to his forehead "I love you"
"I love you too"
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Note: I did not proofread this so if it sucked I'm sorry. If I ever find the motivation to go over it again I might edit it and make it better I guess.
#Loki x reader#Loki & reader#Loki odinson x reader#loki fanfiction#fanfiction#loki fanfic#platonic fanfiction#Loki x platonic reader#marvel fanfiction#Loki x reader comforting him#Loki x reader he cries#Loki x reader comfort#hurt/comfort#Loki x reader angst/comfort#Loki x reader fluffy angst#Comforting Loki#Thor 1 Loki x reader
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
How Like A Winter Your Absence Has Been, What Freezings Have I Felt | Loki x Asgardian!Reader
Learning that Asgard has been destroyed you follow the Asgardians to Midgard, crash landing in a Norweigian forest. When Loki is sent to collect you old hurts are raised, new hurts are healed and an understanding is found.
Warnings: soppy snow based shinanigans, sort of friends to lovers with an enemies to lovers vibe, hurt/comfort, reader is hurt and needs stitches. Kissinngggg.
Loki calls reader 'Vennen' which is a term of endearment, between friends and lovers, but can be seen as patronising in the wrong tone or context.
Divider by @firefly-graphics
Masterlist | Loki Masterlist
The sullen silence filling the cabin of the car weighed heavy on Lokiâs shoulders. Itâd been years since youâd seen each other, before Ragnarok, before Odin had left Asgard. Years. And yet the familiar awkwardness of your presence still ate at him.Â
In the passenger seat you fidgeted. Frustrated that your return had ended like this, helpless in a Norwegian forest youâd never visited, returning to a home youâd never seen. News had travelled slowly across the galaxies, but as soon as youâd heard that Asgard had fallen youâd been trying to return. Your ship had fought you all the way, trying to set a course to a world that existed only as errant space dust and youâd floated there, fighting off the creatures that crawled among its ruins, until youâd received word of a new settlement, here on Midgard.Â
It hadnât surprised you, both brothers had always been obsessed with the place and, driving through the night, flashes of snow carved out of the darkness by the moon, you could understand why. Norway was a beautiful land.Â
âSo, you still canât pilot your ship.â Lokiâs voice cut through the silence and you huffed in response.Â
âIâm not the one who blew up a planet. Itâs not built for landing in Midgardâs atmosphere, how was I to know itâd start burning up.â You looked out of the window, how dare he make jokes about Ragnarok, how dare he.Â
âI doubt the builders will be able to salvage it.âÂ
âI donât care, leave me alone.âÂ
It was Lokiâs turn to huff out a laugh, âyou intend to walk back to New Asgard, vennen? Be our guest, I care not.âÂ
He slowed down as the endless skies opened and a new flurry of snow swirled around the car.Â
If he couldâve chosen a way to spend a cold, snowy night before Solstice Loki wouldâve chosen reading by the fire or drinking with Val and Thor. Maybe even an eveningâs walk on the cliffs. He certainly would not have taken Thorâs Avengerâs issue Land Rover to trawl through miles of empty forest, but looking for you, that was a task that he had felt was his and his alone. So why was spending this much time alone together, in a confined space, when you hadnât seen each other for eons, making his skin feel tight.Â
âThen why did you come?âÂ
âBecause despite Thorâs abdication I still owe a duty to my people, I would never leave an Asgardian stranded.â He kept his eyes on the road ahead, he knew if he turned youâd be looking at him with those beautiful eyes, studying him in that way that always made him nervous, and his eyes twinkled at the thought of you rattled. âBesides, I couldnât resist the opportunity to tease you mercilessly while you have no escape.â He chuckled, but stopped abruptly when you made a noncommittal noise in return and turned back to your window, sliding a hand into your jacket. .Â
The car jostled again, wheels catching in the patchy road. Youâd been able to land your ship well enough outside of New Asgard to not hurt anyone, somewhere in the vastness of the forest, but it had been a bumpy landing after a harrowing few weeks free falling through the devastation of your home. You were in no mood for teasing, even if you had missed that glint in Lokiâs eye, the way his smile twitched at the corners of his mouth. It had been too long to dwell on that now, you were here to settle with the rest of your people and that was the extent of it. It was nothing to do with Loki at all.Â
Another noise escaped your lips as the road took a sharp turn and this time Loki noticed, turning his head slightly, you refused to think about the way the upturned collar of his coat emphasised the sharpness of his cheekbones. Why would you care about such a thing anyway?
âAre you injured, vennen?âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âAre you certain, you made a noise?âÂ
âDo you not think me capable of assessing my own bodily needs?â You snapped, digging your fingernails into your palms in an effort to stave off the groaning pain in your side.Â
âAs you wish.â He sighed, holding a hand up as if in surrender and turning his eyes back to the road, now turning this way and that as it made its way back down the mountainside. At each turn the wheels of the car span in the mud and snow caked along the side of the road, and each time you stifled your pain.Â
The road evened out again and Loki put his foot down, slush and snow spraying up the sides of the 4 x 4 as he sped through the night.Â
âCareful, Loki, weâll -â your warning was cut short, the back two wheels fishtailed, dragging the car across the road in a wide circle before coming to a stop. Loki hit the steering wheel with the palm of his hand.Â
âBy the norns, this infernal fucking machine!â He griped. Â
âI told you to - â
âYes, yes.â He lowered his forehead to the wheel and took a deep breath. âLet me inspect it.âÂ
He opened the door, bracing against the gust of wind whipping up the open path the road made through the otherwise dense forest. The door closed with such finality that for a moment you were alone again, suspended in the debris of a former life and wishing for home. You couldnât take the silence and, though your skin stretched painfully around your injuries, you opened your door too.Â
Loki ran his fingers through his hair, leaving the long dark waves spiked and tangled to be played with by the wind. There was a huge patch of ice in the middle of the road leading back up the mountain. He placed one hand on the back window to steady himself, his mind reeling, he couldâve hurt you. In his haste to get back to the village he couldâve hurt you.Â
The slamming of the door echoed through the trees and he looked up to see you shivering in the snow. You were dressed for space, not for Norway, fitted leather leggings and tunic hugging every familiar curve of your body, he only had to glance at you to remember the feel of you when youâd last sparred in Asgard, your waist corseted beneath his palms, the beat of your heart so close to his, your breath, ghosting over his lips before youâd pulled away abruptly and left him lying there in the dirt.Â
Your only sensible clothes were your boots, heavy and solid, and your jacket, padded and warm against the cold of your spaceship, but not the biting ice of a Norwegian winter.Â
Loki looked away, the car wasnât buried in the snow or stuck in the mud, it would be fine with a shove. But when he looked up you had gone, your footprints leading to the edge of the forest.Â
He followed, concerned, despite your warrior training. Loki breathed a sigh of relief when he saw you brushing snow from the needles of a fir tree, pressing the flakes into a small ball. His mouth lifted at the corner, so it was going to be snowballs, he could play that game. Lokiâs magic shimmered as he gathered snow into a perfectly formed sedir built snowball, but paused. Instead of turning and throwing it, as he expected, you lifted the ice to your face, wincing. His hand opened and the snowball fell to the permafrost with a dull thud.Â
âLoki,â you looked surprised, dropping your ice as well and wiping your face with the sleeve of your jacket.Â
âWhat happened to your face? Why are you icing it?â
âNothing, itâs nothing. Can we leave? Is this thing broken? The carar?â You eyed it warily and it occurred to Loki that despite all your time travelling in space, youâd never actually been to Midgard. âIt doesnât appear to be very sturdy considering the conditions.â
âThe car,â he smiled, âis fine. Your chariot awaits, my lady.â He opened the door and you allowed him to help you back into the passenger seat, if only to hide your other injuries.Â
Loki kicked the snow from the tires and used a gust of magic to blow the snow from the solid mud beneath before returning to the car.Â
âI have become accustomed to the ways of this planet over many years and I forget that for you, this is your first visit.â he said, quietly, as soon as the road evened out again,
Loki never took his eyes from the road, but you saw the subtle twitch in his jaw, knew the movement all too well, he couldnât say sorry, but he would admit his faults in his own way and hope that you forgave him.Â
âEverything is new here.â You answered, quietly, an acceptance of his statement, no acknowledgement of his apology.Â
The next bend was more gentle and Loki took the angle slowly, but you still hissed, biting your lip to hide the pain.Â
âYou have hurt yourself.â
âItâs nothing.âÂ
âIf it were nothing, you would be silent.â Loki raised an eyebrow, peering ahead into the dark night and spotting a gravelled area away from the road with a picnic bench, bin and parking space.
 Heâd spotted it on the way out too, thereâd been a few cars parked there with their headlights on, a group of friends in huge coats and hats sharing a flask of something steaming hot and toasting each other. Now, in the darkness, there was none of the warmth of their gathering left, but at least there was a quiet.Â
Loki put his arm over the back of your seat, his palm flat on the wheel as he reversed the Land Rover into the middle space, and you pressed your knees together at the memory of his hands on the tiller of the flying faerings as you raced them between the pillars of the bridges on Asgard. He had the same easy grace, his fingers dancing on the metal as they did over the leather of the wheel. You squeezed harder, ignoring that same building of fire and need youâd experience then as well. This was nothing, there was nothing, between the two of you. He had been sent as a courtesy, you had arrived because you had nowhere else to go.Â
âLet me look.â He ordered, removing his seat belt and pushing his seat back so he could turn to face you properly.Â
âNo, itâs under my shirt.â You protested, pressing your hand harder into your rib. âBesides, itâs probably just broken. Iâll bandage it when you take me to my lodgings.âÂ
âMove your hand.â His voice had dropped slightly, more akin to the Princely demands you were used to him making, his eyes were dark, the sharp angle of his cheekbones picked out by the harsh interior light.Â
âYou canât order me about, Loki, youâre not in charge here.âÂ
âI am still concerned, please, let me see.â Those dark eyes softened, and he reached his hand out to pull your jacket away from your body. Between your fingers the soft brown and bronze of your tunic had turned maroon, the bloom of blood soaking through like watercolour. âYouâre bleeding.â His eyes roved from the poppy shaped stain emerging from beneath your fingers to your face. âYouâre bleeding and you kept this from me.âÂ
âItâs nothing, Iâll fix it later.âÂ
âItâs not nothing, please let me help you.â He tugged on your sticky fingers, the residue of your blood staining his own long digits and for a moment you allowed his hand to hold your own and then -Â
âI donât need your help,â you snatched it back.Â
âPlease, let me -âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âI can fix it for you, I can help.âÂ
âI donât need your help, Loki. I donât - I donât need it, I learned to live without you.â You stormed, tugging your coat back around you to hide the evidence of your injury. Even facing the window you could see his stunned face behind you, reflected in the darkness beyond.Â
âYou learned to live without me?â Loki sighed, his shoulders sagging under the weight of your words. âVennen -âÂ
âDonât call me that, donât call me that when you know we are not friends, I am nothing to you and -âÂ
Loki reached across the centre console of the car to touch your shoulder but you flinched, eyes staring out at the road again, unable to look at Loki or his reflection.Â
âHow can you say that?â Loki withdrew again, brows furrowed, âhow could you think you are nothing to me?âÂ
âWhere were you?â You rounded on him, âwhere were you that was so much more amusing than being with us, I thought you dead and gone, I thought you buried on some fearful planet far from Valhalla for all eternity, I thought I would never see you again in this life or the next and - and - and you have the audacity to collect me like some lost thing on this planet and expect me to fall in step beside you as always, well. No more. No more, Loki. I donât need you. Take me to see the King and leave me there as you always do.â Tears spilled over your cheeks, dropping in heavy splashes on your hands as you bent to hide your angry sobbing. But the movement only caused further pain, blood spilling from under your tunic onto your lap.
In a moment Loki was by your side, the car door open and his arms wrapped around you, holding you close to his chest as he carried you to the back of the vehicle. He set you down gently, opening the door at the back and sitting you on the open ledge.Â
âI must tend to this wound now, before it gets worse. They donât have the same technology here yet, our doctors -â he paused, swallowing down the guilt that he couldnât have saved more of his people during Ragnarok and quashed the feeling for another day, âwe are short on doctors, should something happen to the wound -â he trailed off, opening a small green box that had been hooked onto the door.Â
He warred with himself, fighting down the urge to defend all that heâd done, the pain it had caused him to leave his friends and family for so long.Â
âFine.â You conceded and pulled your tunic up as high as you could, revealing the large gash in your side. Norns, it was worse than youâd thought, curving around your side, over a rib or two and down towards the top of your trousers.Â
Lokiâs touch was gentle as he mopped up the blood, wringing the cloth clean with his magic until he could see each side of the cut clearly. Every touch made goosebumps erupt on your skin, the tingle of his magic mixing with the softness of his touch, the warmth of his fingers.
 âWhat happened to you?âÂ
âI told you, my ship is supposed to stay in space, itâs not supposed to enter the atmosphere.âÂ
It had begun burning up on entry, flames licking up the sides of the small craft and youâd squeezed your eyes shut, bracing against the inevitable fall. You didnât remember the landing, only waking up with your own blood on your hands, shards of metal surrounding you and feeling colder than you ever had before.Â
âWe should have sent someone to meet you, I - I apologise.â Loki kept his eyes cast down, long fingers fiddling with a needle and thread.Â
âYes, you should have.â You looked down at him, crouched by your legs in the snow, the ice no doubt biting through his leathers already and he looked up, eyes wide and wet with unhushed tears.Â
âI am, truly, sorry, for what I made you go through. Please, will you forgive me?â He set the now threaded needle down on its sterile tray and placed his hands on your thighs instead, his hands were cold now, but a wave of warm sedir washed over you, brushing away the shivers wracking your body.Â
âMaybe, Loki -âÂ
âI know, I have a lot of apologising to do, I donât deserve your forgiveness-âÂ
But he was considering it, it was the first time youâd ever heard the words uttered from him, and it made your heart yearn for the safe harbour of his friendship again, even if you knew better than to believe the storms were over.Â
âItâs not that, it just, it still hurts, I want to forgive you, but it still hurts.âÂ
A frozen tear held steady in the corner of his eye, but he nodded in understanding.Â
âCan you at least forgive me the pain this will cause,â he tipped his head towards the needle, âI can numb you as much as possible, but I have no doubt it will sting.â With a flourish he produced a cut glass with a healthy measure of whisky inside, âdrink this first.âÂ
You downed the burning amber in one gulp, allowing it to warm you deeply and nodded. Loki stood, that familiar glimmer of gold and green drying his wet legs and knees, removing the snow that clung to his coat.Â
âLay back,â he removed his coat and folded it, placing it under your head as he helped you lean into the boot of the car. Prone and cold with your tunic shucked up to your armpits you felt ridiculous and exposed, but there was no teasing when Loki asked if you were happy for him to start.Â
The first stitch was the most painful, but his cold fingers made your skin numb as he worked quickly and steadily until the aching pain was at least unaccompanied by the hot seeping of your blood through your fingers.Â
Loki stood back, surveying his work in the cold white light from the tiny bulb in the carâs interior, and brushed his damp hair back from his face. âDoes that feel better?âÂ
âYes, thank you.â Swiftly you pulled your tunic down, and shuffled to sit on the ledge of the boot again, feet hanging off the edge.Â
Loki left you like that, pacing away from the car and surveying the road ahead. The snowfall had increased since you stopped and the drifts were now encroaching further into the already narrow track. It would be a treacherous trip back down the rest of the mountain.Â
âI think we should camp here tonight.â He said, steadily, though his heart beat wildly beneath his sweater.Â
âLoki, itâs freezing cold, below freezing.â
âItâs one of my brotherâs friendsâ cars.â Loki said, flippantly, as if that explained anything at all instead of raising a hundred new questions.Â
You raised your eyebrows, waiting for him to elaborate.Â
âIt has - things - inside. He spent some time with the Avengers? You must have heard of them, terribly annoying, but I must say their accessories are very helpful.â He stared at you waiting for you to understand.Â
âYou and Thor and your little Midgardians,â you laughed, âI have no idea what youâre talking about, but let's see these accessories that will keep us warm in a car in the snow.âÂ
Loki stretched out his hand, helping you get your feet back on the ground. You felt dizzy after your stitches and the no doubt centuries old whisky Loki had conjured for you, but he held your arm politely while he walked you over to a picnic bench.Â
âSettle here and all will be revealed.âÂ
He allowed himself a smile and, unbidden, you smiled too. It was hard to remain angry when this was all youâd wanted for so long, this adventure into the unknown was exactly what youâd been missing.Â
Loki ruffled his hair again in thought before pushing the long, icy strands away from his face. He examined the car, then pushed the rear seats down flat. With a hum they fell forwards, creating a wide flat platform. He pulled at another lever and the carpeted floor flipped over, revealing a padded mattress beneath.Â
You laughed in shock, what funny contraptions these Midgardians had. Loki allowed his smile to linger, listening to the tinkle of your laugh in the quiet woodland, it echoed and returned to you both ten fold until you were both laughing. He pulled again and a second mattress appeared so that the entire back of the car was now a bed.Â
He shut the door to conserve the heat inside and used the step at the side of the car to reach into the roof box, pulling out a metal box.Â
âThatâs quite the trick, Loki.â You conceded, still smiling at the simple joy of it. To hide a bed inside a vehicle, you couldnât help another giggle.Â
âWell, it comes in very handy when I find myself stranded in the wilderness,â he winked, opening the tin box and extracting an odd metal item, cups, a small pan and what looked like powdered food.Â
âWhatâs that?â You wrinkled your nose as he flicked something on the side, pumping a few times and then allowing a spark of magic to dance across the circular top. Fire erupted from between the spokes of the circle and you jumped backwards in shock before bursting out into another uncontrollable laugh. âLoki! What is that?!âÂ
âItâs a camping stove, I thought we could make hot chocolates.â He looked over shyly now, a peace offering.Â
âThat doesnât look like chocolate,â you picked up one of the brown packets, on the front was a picture of a steaming mug, but inside was definitely powder and not solid chocolate.Â
âItâs a sort of powdered drink, I need to get some water.âÂ
âNot cream?âÂ
âThat would spoil the fun, would it not?â He grinned, pouring water into the pan from his canteen.Â
As he worked you wound your jacket tighter around yourself, wondering if your nose was frozen or if it was normal to not be able to feel it. After a few minutes he lifted the pan from the odd round fire and poured the contents into the enamel mugs, handing one to you.Â
Warily you sniffed it and then took a tentative sip, it was fine, you supposed, âit tastes nicer with cream.âÂ
Lokiâs smile turned indulgent and, in a swirl of green, a silver bowl appeared settled in the snow atop the picnic bench, laden with heavy, whipped cream. Delighted you spooned out a generous helping and stirred it into your drink. Sipping it slowly before turning your eyes back to Loki.Â
He looked resplendent in the moonlight, snow glittering over his night black clothes, the sweater only accentuating his broad shoulders and lean waist. You longed to wrap your arms around him and press yourself into his embrace, to feel as close as you once had. Everything felt different now, you had spent so much time apart that the idle games of your shared youth were just a distant memory.Â
âWe should get back in the car.â He announced. Now that heâd accomplished all the practical tasks that he could think of to help you, he found himself lost for words. Your admission that he had left you, failed you, somehow was a deep and painful wound. He hadnât intended to leave and never return, he had always meant to stay and yet some force always dragged him away. It had even dragged him here. Loki had been distraught when he realised you were not on the transport out of Asgard, only reassured by Valkyrieâs insistence that you were safe, travelling.Â
âIâm going to put my boots by the seats, so we donât get snow in the beds.âÂ
Loki didnât look around as you made your way slowly back to the car, politely angling his head away so that he didnât see you slide out of your wet clothes either.
âYou can enter.â You called, now wrapped in the thick sleeping bag that lined the mattresses.Â
Loki opted for magic to create his own privacy, his black sweater and jeans vanishing in favour of black sweat pants and a long green t-shirt. You smiled again, so Midgardian, he looked nothing like the swaggering prince you knew, always bedecked in silk and sumptuous fabrics. He looked, normal.Â
âDo I have chocolate on my face?â He asked, climbing into his own sleeping bag.
âNo, itâs nothing.â You sighed and, with a flicker, the cabin light went out plunging you into darkness.Â
In the vastness of the night, cold fingers sought your own, the fingertips pressing into your palm.Â
âI truly did not mean to leave Asgard for so long.â Loki whispered, âit was a fate not of my own making.âÂ
You sighed, rolling onto your back and away from his hand. âI believe you.â Focussing on your tired limbs you attempted to sleep, closing your eyes and exchanging one darkness for another. But sleep refused to take you, dangling you on the precipice of unconsciousness, only to remind you of all that you had lost, before you could plunge into oblivion. You woke again, your heart in your throat, your stomach in knots, and Loki lay beside you.Â
His features were relaxed, his breathing even, the lines of his cheekbones looked softer, somehow, now that his lips were partially open. The temperature must have cooled, for each breath was like a will-o-the-wisp, dancing from between his plush lips and fogging the windows. How you wished you could join him in sleep again, you couldnât remember when your dreams had taken you, but the moon had moved around the car so sleep must have found you somehow.Â
Betrayed by your own hands you reached out for him, touching his arm with a single finger, just to make sure he was still there.Â
âIf you are cold, vennen, you have only to say.â His voice startled you, your hand jumping back as if burnt.Â
âI - I didn't mean to.â
Eyes still closed, lashes brushing his cheeks, he held his hand out and you took it. Snow had covered the little glass window in the roof of the car, so you could no longer see the stars. All was gone, yet Loki lay here with you, his fingers laced with your own.Â
âI did not wish to cause you pain, truly, it was not your doing nor did you deserve to suffer because of it.âÂ
âI know, Loki.âÂ
âWill you let me make it better for you?âÂ
You turned to meet his ice blue eyes, still sparkling, filmed with tears he was too scared to shed.Â
âThere is nothing to be done to bring Asgard back.âÂ
âI am aware,â he smiled, âbut I wish to heal you nevertheless.âÂ
âYou have stitched me, that is all that can be done.âÂ
âVennen,â you looked at him again, his face serious, âlet me heal this between us.âÂ
You stared back, confused, and then his free hand reached out and cupped your bruised cheek and that was all you saw before his lips were on yours.Â
Loki tasted like expensive whisky and dark chocolate, his lips like velvet, warm and soft as they brushed against your own. You fit together so perfectly that you couldn't help but roll closer, pressing a hand to his chest and feeling the warmth of his heart beat beneath.Â
But then the stitches over your ribs pulled, your hiss of pain swallowed by Loki's protective kiss. With gentle hands he rolled your back, hovering over you and blotting out the darkness with his smile.Â
âIf you hurt yourself more, I shall have to continue to heal you.â His lips skated over yours, so tantalisingly close.Â
âThen I suppose Iâll need to crash my ship again,â you smiled up at him, your Loki, and for the first time since youâd landed you didnât feel the pain or the cold or the fear of a new place. Only Lokiâs lips on yours and the knowledge that he would never leave you again.Â
The title is from Shakespeare's Sonnet 97:
How like a winter hath my absence been From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year! What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! What old Decemberâs bareness every where! And yet this time removed was summerâs time, The teeming autumn, big with rich increase, Bearing the wanton burden of the prime, Like widowâd wombs after their lordsâ decease: Yet this abundant issue seemâd to me But hope of orphans and unfatherâd fruit; For summer and his pleasures wait on thee, And, thou away, the very birds are mute; Or, if they sing, âtis with so dull a cheer That leaves look pale, dreading the winterâs near.
#loki fanfiction#loki laufeyson#loki fic#loki fluff#loki x reader#loki x female reader#Loki x Asgardian!Reader#Loki/Reader#loki/female reader#loki hurt/comfort
151 notes
·
View notes
Note
Happy 1k omg !! I wanted to request smth for loki + "I'd run away and hide with you / I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too" from daddy issues by the neighborhood bc I think that song suits him so much haha
Run Away
MASTERLIST The Tunes & Tales Collection (Masterlist Soon!)
Pairing: Loki x f!reader
Words: 576
Prompt: -> "I'd run away and hide with you / I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too"
-> "We're like two fingers of the same hand The Hand of Fate writing on the sand"
-> "I'm gonna run away with you Gonna run away into your eyes blue I'm gonna run away with you I'm gonna run away into your eyes blue"
Requested by: @eleniblue & annonie đč
Warnings/Content: Angst/hurt/comfort; mentions of leaving home, kisses
Summary: You and Loki decide to run away.
A/n: Thank you for requesting anon and @eleniblue! These two prompts were so alike to me that I couldn't help but merge the story with them, I hope it's not a problem đč hope you both like the story, thank you soo much for requesting đ„°
In the quiet of the moonlit forest, you stood on the edge of the realm you called home, your heart pounding with a mix of fear and exhilaration. The shadows of your father's castle loomed behind you, a constant reminder of the life you were about to leave behind. Born a princess, you had always been a light of your fatherâs heart.
But tonight, everything was going to fade behind. Because you had fallen for the prince of Asgard, the snarky son of Odin, Loki. His presence was like a magnetic pull to you, his charm and wittiness had found a way to your heart.
He was everything you weren'tâserious, witty, and often shrouded in a snarky demeanor. Yet, beneath that exterior, you had found his kindred spirit. And you absolutely loved it.
âWe're like two fingers of the same hand,â you whispered, your voice trembling as you reached out to him.
âThe Hand of Fate writing on the sand,â Loki completed, his blue eyes piercing through the darkness, filled with the same longing that mirrored yours.
You both were away from the castle grounds, away from the eyes of the guards. Because if they were to see him, not even a second would pass by and they would start greeting him with arrows.
âI canât stay here anymore,â you say, your voice oozing with emotions. âFather wonât let me marry you, but I canât bear the thought of not being with you.â
That was true for both of you. And not only the idea of marrying, the thought of his daughter meeting Prince Loki of Asgard was absolutely infuriating to your father. Same could be said for Odin, his rival for centuries.
He looks down at you, cupping your face in his hands. âRun away with me, darling.â
You felt a tear escape, trailing down your cheek and nodding while you gazed into his beautiful blue eyes. âI'm gonna run away with you,â you echoed.
Loki stepped closer, his hands finding their way to your waist, pulling you into him with a fervent need. He pressed his forehead against yours, so close you could hear his breathing. You were both scared, leaving your royal pasts would not be an easy thing.
But you were both tired of being tied down from the restraints of both of your fathers.
He gazed down at you with his soft eyes, his lips found yours, the kiss passionate and urgent, a desperate mingling of love and sorrow. Your fingers delved into his dark hair, and you felt his heart beating against your own, fast and fervent.
Breaking the kiss, Loki rested his forehead against yours again, his breath mingling with yours. "ButâŠare you sure about this? About running away with someone likeâŠme?â His eyes showed vulnerability that you rarely got to see.
You smiled at him, âWho else can I run away except you, Loki?â You touched his hand against your face, âIâve never been so sure of anything.â
When you both finally broke apart, you took a glance at your home, the beautiful castle you had lived all your life in. âWeâll be outlaws,â you said, a touch of your usual cheerfulness creeping back into your voice.
Loki chuckled, though his heart ached. âThen letâs be the most legendary outlaws the realms have ever seen, right my sweet?â
He took your hand in his, radiating his charming smile before you two slipped away into the night.
â†Loki Taglist in the comments! Lmk if you want to join or just click this đč
#jiya writes#tunes and tales collection#1K followers celebration#t: drabbles#loki#loki x reader#loki x you#loki x f!reader#loki x female reader#loki angst#loki hurt/comfort#loki fanfic#loki odinson#loki laufeyson#loki of asgard#loki marvel#loki god of mischief#loki friggason#marvel#mcu#marvel fanfics#tom hiddleston#loki drabbles
86 notes
·
View notes