#lmk if im not on the right track lol
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fricktic · 2 years ago
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oh i remember now. your like uh scc guy ever registered in mh brain and i cant find this one . a rtist to save my life ive looked . ivelooked so hard i hate tumblr tags because theres no "filter by date" option. so i cantfind them eaisly.
theythey like. made these really cool wired scc designs.andlike uh q silly little breakup au BUT I CANT FINF THEM ANYWHRRE they gotmleted off the earth
i have very very clear images inmy brain on how they drew them all BUT I CANT. I CANT FIND IT RHAHAGGAGHHHHHH dies
ok first off . wow im flattered ive been awarded the title honorary scc guy im getting this printed on a shirt
second off ur either talkin about this guys wired scc stuff or robobreakdown but im gonna opt for the first one bcus of their breakup au hope this gets u somewhere
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imblocking-you · 1 year ago
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Puna na 'yung tags nung isang post sa this is the second one lmao. 3 AM NA JUSQ
#the missing o#manhwa#// maple#ch. 54 relating to minhee while being in uni KRAZY i didnt expect this development#OOF that definitely put a rift in their friendship#ch. 55 YASS GIRL CALL HIM OUT ON HIS MANIPULATIVE BULLSHIT#seriously it's his hangup why is he trying to involve her minhee is weird asf T T#ALSO JR HIGH TRACK ATHLETE LMk#LMAO*#ch. 56 OOH SHES GOT THE READ ON HIM UH HUH#im so glad this isnt actually some cringe love triangle lol#ch. 57 ANG DRAINING NITO HAHAHAHA IMPROMPTU THERAPY AMP#all this drama happening and minsuh and sarah are just blissfully fucking on the side good for them LMAO#ch. 64 motel my ass 😭 oh he knows how to treat a girl RIGHT#ch. 67 THEYRE SO HOT AND CUTE TOGETHER BYE RELATIONSHIP GOALS#ch. 75 i rlly dont know what to feel ab okjae and areum LMAO#ch. 76 the rizz is simply built into johan they wrote him too well#THE DESIRE ESSAY WOW#the reflection of their approaches in their lives UGH LOVE IT#ch. 90 SO WILD LMAOONSJSNS#bye the way they invisible stringed is so cute PLS#IT IS 5 AM OMG CH. 99 BYE HOEUN THOUGHT THEY WERE GAY LMFAOO#ch. 101 OH MY GOD NO WAY THE INFORMATION OVERLOAD#ch. 110 HOEUN AND MINHEE ENTERING W ANOTHER INTERESTING SEX DYNAMIC#AND I AM EATING IT THE FUCK UP WHY DO I LIKE EM SM WHAT#ch. 115 THIS JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER AND BETTER#ch. 121 FINALLY ADDRESSING AREUM'S BEHAVIOUR AND FEELING#he badly needs some maturing me thinks#ch. 128 the siblings crying one after the other oh nooo#IM ON CH 142 AND ITS 6 AM BUT IM ON 8% STAWP
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fandomshatewomen · 1 year ago
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Got hit with unexpected feelings about this comparison lmao sooooo:
Denise is actually textually narratively sapphic. She has a wife, they have children together, multiple plots revolve around Denise being a lesbian. It’s literally core to the plot, just how much she loves them.
River… I was wracking my brain and literally cannot remember any of her plots centering around loving women. She might have made some oblique references to sleeping with women, but it was *never* plot relevant, was it? It’s been a few year since I rewatched DW so I might be incorrect about this, but I wouldn’t trust Steven Moffat to write a sapphic character uhhhh ever 😂
Of course, this is a tumblr poll so I’m very much in the #itsnotthatdeep camp HOWEVER it felt relevant to this blog to put into words why the comparison was a bit frustrating to me.
•mod dyr
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Canon Sapphic Characters Tournament Round One (Bracket 4)
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enwrites · 2 years ago
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Cloud Nine (p.sh) — pt. 2
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pairings: brother's bff!sunghoon x afab!reader
warning: 18+ MDNI !! (not proofread at all im so sorry)
genre/cw: smut, somewhat angst, emotional tension, unresolved feelings, pining, sunghoon is dumb and emo, crying, arguing, unprotected sex (wrap b4 u tap pls), riding, slight fingering, slight usage of pet names, breeding, body worship kinda?, jay is still very much your brother here and is overprotective of you, heeseung cameo + mention of jake, fluff if you squint i think (lmk if anything was missed!)
synopsis: after what happened the previous week, tensions are high. sunghoon is left to his own feelings and thoughts as he tries to overcome the mess he made. will he be able to mend things and fix the trouble he caused?
wc: 5.7k words
a/n: here is the long awaited pt two which now concludes cloud nine, everyone cheer!! i've been meaning to post this earlier but got side tracked lol but also tumblr deleted this and i had to redo the layout. tysm for all your kind words and feedback so far on my blog! it means so much to me. i wasnt too happy about this in the end but i felt i needed to finish what i started, ty for bearing with me <3 and again hope u all enjoy~
[ masterlist ] [ part one ]
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A week has passed since the incident took place. 
Days grow long, painful almost as lingering feelings grow stronger and stronger. Sunghoon just couldn’t bring himself to come face to face with you any more. Hell, he couldn’t even face your brother either, his body trembles a bit, remembering what came after. 
Both of your faces drop realizing Jay had been awake the entire time. Sunghoon looks at you as he starts to panic, gathering his clothes back on at the speed of light. You follow him, putting yours on as well. This was not going to be good. The both of you trying to hurry down the stairs to get Sunghoon out, Jay beat you guys to it. The look of anger plastered all over his face, arms crossed as he stood up hastily from the couch, his eyes on the both of you. 
If looks could kill, you both would be dead, lying lifeless on the ground. 
Sunghoon shutters as he comes face to face with his best friend as he hangs his head low. You tremble as well, your brother has always been scary to you. His stare was so cold, you felt like your living room had turned into Antarctica. You scurried down, making your way slightly in between the two boys. “Look, Jay, it’s not what it—,” he cuts you off.
“Not what it looks like? You two were just fucking?! How could you two do this to me? How could YOU do this to me? That’s my fucking sister?” He finishes off as he jabs his finger into Sunghoon’s chest, anger and disappointment running through his veins. Sunghoon lets out an exhausted sigh, running his hands through his hair. Anxiety coursing through his entire body, he felt like he needed to run away and hide. 
“Jay, please just liste—,” Sunghoon shakily speaks up only to be cut off. He knew this wasn’t going to end well. The two of you both knew that once Jay got angry, there was no stopping him.
“What the fuck is there to listen to? I've heard enough, you had ONE rule, anyone else but my sister!” Jay shouts at Sunghoon’s face, the younger boy hangs his head low again. He didn’t know what to say. Small cries were heard as he turned his head to the side, heart breaking as he saw tears running down your face. He wanted to reach for you right there, to hold you. To tell you he was going to fix this. But he couldn’t. 
Too overwhelmed by everything that was happening, you just stood there, silently crying as the two boys looked at one another. No one dared to utter a word. The silence was heavy and suffocating within the room. All you could think about was how glad you were that your parents weren’t here for any of this. 
“Jay… please just—,” Sunghoon tried to speak up once more, Jay was pushed to the edge. “Just get the fuck out of the house, I can’t even fucking look at you right now… you’re lucky I don’t just kill you right now,” Jay spits at him one last time. Sunghoon had no choice but to leave. He takes one more look at you, his entire world shattering. You look back at him with tear stained eyes, wanting to stop him. But you couldn’t. No one would do anything. The boy hung his head low as he made his way out of your house. Getting into his car, that was when it all came out.
The tears he was holding back poured out of his eyes as he tried to compose himself to drive off. Did he really just lose the two people he loved all in a single night?
Now Sunghoon was contemplating whether or not he wanted to finally make his way to classes, ditching every single day since then. The days grow long and cold, especially not having his best friend there, or anyone there for that matter. Who was he supposed to talk to about all of this? He had been ignoring your messages since that night, not really knowing how to face what just happened.
He wanted to speak to Jay and explain his feelings. But how the hell do you tell your best friend that you’ve been secretly in love with his sister this entire time. He just couldn’t. He always knew Jay would kill him, having given him the “don’t you dare go after my sister” speech the first day they met. Jay has given all of his friends that speech. Sunghoon knew better and he especially knew what he was doing that night was risky. 
Guilt washed over him like a wave onto the shore, crashing onto everything into its way. Even if he were to try and mend things, he can’t lie and say he hasn’t been the greatest to you either. Sunghoon didn’t mean to ignore you, he really didn’t. He tried to push his feelings aside, he wanted things to go back to normal. He knew he was hurting you as he ignored your texts and calls to him. Maybe he wasn’t good for you after all. He didn’t want to hurt you and he didn’t want to hurt Jay as well. Sunghoon groaned into his pillow as frustration and sadness filled his body. Wallowing in his sadness, he was taken back to reality as a persistent knock was banged onto his dorm room door. His heart fell to his ass. 
What if it were Jay? What if it were you? Surely you wouldn’t want anything to do with him after being ignored for a week now. He hesitantly gets up, making his way to the entrance. Impatient, the person behind the door pounds onto the frame once more. Sunghoon gulps, palms getting clammy thinking who it could be. Before he can pull it open, a voice loudly speaks up. 
“Dude I know you’re awake, just open the damn door already!” Yelled the person behind the door. He lets out a sigh of relief. Opening the door, Heeseung makes his way in. Pushing past the shorter boy, he makes his way to the desk and sits on the computer chair. Letting out a deep sigh, he scrunches his nose as he takes in the dorm room. Sunghoon takes notice of his distasteful expression, head hung low as he realizes how bad his room really did look. 
“God… you look rough, when was the last time you even showered?” Heeseung spits, shaking his head in disappointment. This was the worst he has ever seen the boy. All of his years of knowing Sunghoon, not once has anything affected him in this way. Not even Sunghoon’s very first girlfriend had this effect on him. Heeseung was fed up with seeing his two closest friends feud, so he needed to make a change. Heeseung had always known how much Sunghoon really liked you anyways. 
Everyone knew how much the two of you secretly liked one another. 
Heeseung wasn’t stupid and he knew Jay wasn’t either. Jay was just stubborn and has always been that way. Of course, who’d want their best friend to fuck their little sister? But Heeseung knew there was no changing Sunghoon’s feelings for you as well as yours for him. Anyone could see it from a mile away, even tens, thousands even. 
Sunghoon keeps his head low, not being able to make eye contact with the older boy either. “I don’t know… maybe like yesterday…,” Sunghoon muttered. He definitely didn’t shower yesterday.
“Yesterday my ass, this place is a mess dude… keep this up and Y/n is definitely not gonna want your stinky ass, figuratively and literally, yuck…,” Heeseung says in disgust as he eyes the empty ramen cups and cans all over the boy’s desk, reaching to his floor. “Plus Mrs. Kim has been on my ass to get you to come back to class… you realize attendance is important right?” The older boy finishes almost as if he was lecturing Sunghoon. Sunghoon throws his head back, a groan erupting once more from him. 
“Yes I know dad… and Y/n doesn’t want me anyways, she probably hates me right now,” Sunghoon grumbles as he sighs, sadness lacing his tone. Heeseung rubs the temple of his, exhausted at how far this has come. 
“You really are fucking stupid,” Heeseung chuckles. Sunghoon, now annoyed, sits up to look at the other. “Look if you just came here to give me shit you can leave!” Sunghoon loudly said to him. Heeseung puts his hands up, surrendering.
“I’m just here to help bud—,” Sunghoon cuts him off. “Help my ass? How exactly are you helping?” Sunghoon bites back, anger brewing within him.
“Maybe if you haven’t been hiding for a week, you’d know how badly Y/n and Jay are fighting, better yet you’d know how badly she needs you right now. Yeah, Jay isn’t so happy, who would be? You literally fucked his— WHAT THE FUCK?” a pillow was thrown to his face before he could finish. 
“Before I was rudely interrupted, both of them miss you… no matter how much Jay hates to admit it, he misses you. He’ll get over it eventually, everyone knew you two had the hots for each other anyways,” Heeseung rolls his eyes as he finishes. Sunghoon cocks an eyebrow, confused at the last statement.
“What do you mean everyone knew…,” Sunghoon quietly asks the older boy. Heeseung sighs again as he face palms himself, clearly Sunghoon was not the smartest guy alive. 
“Dude… we’ve all known since high school… you aren’t very slick … we see your eyes traveling… we see the way you look at her and stuff, Jay isn’t stupid. He just hates to admit that you actually like his sister, I mean who could blame you, she’s smokin—OW!” Sunghoon throws a water bottle to Heeseung’s head, not wanting to hear the last part. But Heeseung was right. He had been in love with you for as long as he could remember. Bittersweet feelings fill his chest as he remembers the first day he met you. 
He remembered the day Jay had introduced you to him as the three of you decided to walk home from school together that day. To say he was in awe was an understatement. Remembering your cute smile, your sweet tone, and the way you giggled at his jokes. Ever since then, he had always teased you any chance he’d get. His small jokes turning into rather more annoying pranks, he loved just getting a reaction from you. The more you grew annoyed by his presence, he took notice as it made him secretly upset. But you never once pushed him away, you always made sure to still make him snacks if you were making anything, you always packed an extra lunch in case he wanted some. Sunghoon felt your lingering touches, no matter how “mad” you seemed to get at him.
But of course, your older brother held the two of you back. He knew it was wrong for him to go after his best friend’s sister of all people, so he tried his best to suppress his feelings. He made it a point to mess with you whenever he could. It was the only time you’d look at him, acknowledge him even. So he hid his feelings for you, but not well enough apparently. 
“Helloooo, earth to Sunghoon? Are you coming to class today or what?” Heeseung snaps at Sunghoon, bringing him back to life. Sunghoon blinks a couple of times before getting up. He needed to speak with Jay. He needed to see you again. Puzzled, Heeseung looks at him with furrowed brows. 
“Yeah… let’s go,” Sunghoon utters as he gathers his things to get ready to leave. Heeseung stands up, sucking in his teeth and stopping the boy in his tracks. A confused expression washes over Sunghoon’s face.
“Uhh… yeah before we go… I’m gonna need you to shower and brush your teeth… and I’ll help freshen up this room for you in the meantime— I got a feeling you’re gonna need it,” he pushes the boy into the direction of his bathroom, before getting ready to clean the dirty room for his friend. Sunghoon chuckles, as a smile creeps onto his face. He knew he could always count on Heeseung.
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Sunghoon lets out a deep sigh as Heeseung’s car pulls into the campus parking lot. His heart felt like it was going to explode. What if he wasn’t ready?
“I’m not ready,” he softly speaks up, catching the attention of the other boy. Heeseung sighs again as he turns his car off, looking towards the younger boy. 
“Look, Hoon, you know I love you— no homo, but I hate seeing you like this and I hate seeing Jay like this. You two need to fix whatever this is, okay? I’m here for the both of you no matter what and that’s not going to change,” he looks at Sunghoon to reassure him that he was in fact being serious before continuing on. Truly, it broke his heart to see one of his best friends in this state of sadness. 
“And I know how much Y/n means to you, trust me when I say you two are perfect for one other. Jay isn’t heartless you know, the two of you mean a lot to him and I know he’d want you guys to be happy if it meant he had to share you with his sister— man this sounds so fruity but you know what I mean!” Heeseung gives Sunghoon a playful punch as the two of them laugh it off. Sunghoon takes a deep breath in and exhales out. He couldn’t go any longer without seeing you. With that, the two boys make their way out of the car and towards the campus. 
Stares fall upon the two as rumors clearly spread like wildfire. These were the consequences they paid for going to a smaller campus. Sunghoon looks to the floor, watching his feet as he makes his way to his first class. Maybe everyone did know. 
Plus he didn’t look the greatest at the moment either. Noticeable eye bags lay plastered on his face, hair a bit disheveled as he sported just a baggy hoodie and some sweats his first day back. He looked rough. 
He and Heeseung finally get to their first class and take their respective seats at the table they frequented. Sunghoon knew Jay had this class as well, anxiety eating away at him as his heart rate increases, he felt like he was going to hurl all the ramen he ate last night. He crosses his arm as he slams his head onto the table, too afraid to face his best friend. 
“Dude, it’s gonna be okay, it’s just Jay,” Heeseung says nonchalantly. Yeah it was just Jay, it’s not like he hasn’t seen Jay beat guys up for breaking your heart or anything. It’s not like he hasn’t seen Jay almost kill a guy for laying his hands onto you unprompted. He knew how much you meant to Jay and he was afraid Jay wouldn’t understand how he felt. And what he heard that night definitely didn’t seem like Sunghoon liked you as much as he did. For all he could’ve known, it might’ve seemed like Sunghoon was using you. 
Sunghoon raises his head from the table as he looks up, catching eyes with Jay as he makes his way through the door. Jay wore an uninterested expression on his face, Sunghoon not being able to read how he felt. He trembles a bit under his stare, as Jay takes a seat across from him, next to Heeseung. Without a word being spoken, the professor makes her way in, delighted to finally see Sunghoon back and well. 
“Ahh, Sunghoon, it’s nice to see you joining us again, alright now let’s get back to where we ended off yesterday,” she says to the whole class as everyone fishes out their books. Jay seemed almost too calm for Sunghoon’s liking. Sunghoon decides to wait until the class ends to speak to the other boy. To say he was nervous was surely an understatement. 
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With the blink of an eye, class was over. Sunghoon nervously looks over to Jay as he sees the boy packing up his things to get out. Jay gets up, not even acknowledging the nervous boy as he makes his way out of the door. Sunghoon hurriedly gathers his things as he runs after him. You’d think he was actually in love with Jay or something. He manages to catch up to him as they both make their way out of the back exit. 
“Jay, dude wait— hold up please!” Sunghoon shouts, panting as he lets out a breath. Jay stops in his tracks as he turns to look at Sunghoon, taking in his noticeably rough appearance. Jay sighs, gripping the strap of his backpack. Sunghoon wore a pitiful expression, not knowing what to say. 
“Look Jay, I know what I did was really fucked… I know you’ll never forgive me… but I really, really—,” Jay stops the boy in his tracks, cutting him off.
“I know you like her, I’ve known for a while actually,” Jay deadpans. Sighing once more, he continues on as Sunghoon’s expression puzzles. “I’m not stupid, I see the way you look at her, c’mon dude, I just didn’t think you two would be like that while I was in the house… I don't wanna hear my sister like that! You could’ve at least taken her to your dorm or something…,” Jay trails, cringing at what he was put through last weekend. “Plus you could’ve literally just told me,” Jay rolled his eyes, shaking his head at the distraught boy. 
A confused expression overcomes Sunghoon’s face. “How was I supposed to tell you?! You said you’d kill me!” Jay groans loudly, face palming as annoyance grows within him. 
“I say that to everyone, but you’re literally my best friend, who else would I trust more,” Jay states as if it was obvious information. 
“So… are we cool?” Sunghoon asks softly. Jay rolls his eyes once more before a slight smile appears onto his face. It was really pathetic seeing his best friend this way.
“We’re about to not be if you keep her waiting for you and if you hurt her, I will seriously kill you,” Jay sternly says as he gives Sunghoon’s arm a little punch. “Seriously dude you should not be wasting your time with me, Y/n has been crying all week over you, you should really fix—,” Sunghoon cuts him off before hearing the last part.
“Oh my god— Y/n,” Sunghoon loudly says as he pushes Jay aside, running to find you. Jay shakes his head. All he could only do was hope you two would be okay. Your mother once said, to never get in the way of love. As much as he wished his best friend didn’t fall for you, he always knew the two of you liked each other. He just hoped in the future, he would never fall victim to your disgusting acts.
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Sunghoon ran around the campus, asking anyone and everyone if they had seen you. Panic courses through his veins as he starts to think maybe you didn’t want to see him. Pushing his thoughts aside, he told himself he’d deal with the consequences later. He just needed to see you again. His head snaps as he hears an all too familiar laugh. There he sees you sitting at an outside table with a few of your friends. He hastily makes his way to you, catching the attention of those at your table. 
“Is that Sunghoon?” Your friend asks, catching your attention. Your heart starts to race. You turn your head around, catching his eye as he stands in front of you, hands on his knees as he tries to catch his breath.
“Sunghoon? What are you doin—,” without giving you a chance to speak, he grabs your wrist, ushering you to get up. “Let’s talk somewhere else, get your stuff,” he pants out, tugging you a little. Confused and almost excited to see he was alive and well, you gather your things as you mumble “sorry” to your friends, only to get devious smirks in return. After gathering your things, Sunghoon takes your bag as he starts to pull the two of you away, heading towards the dorms. Luckily, the buildings weren’t too far. 
“Sunghoon— Sunghoon! Wait, where are you taking me… why haven’t you been speaking to me?” You let out, as the taller boy continues to still drag you away and off campus. Sunghoon not listening, too deep into his mission to get you two to his dorm room, you let out a frustrated sigh. “Where are we going?” You ask once more as you are now being dragged down a hill. 
“Dorm,” Sunghoon nonchalantly replies back, your face heats up a bit, you’ve never been to his dorm before. Before you knew it, you were in front of a large building, not too far from campus. Sunghoon pushed past the doors, leading the two of you up the stairs of the building, too impatient to wait for the elevators. Students around you, staring at the two of you concerningly, watching a stern Sunghoon drag you around. You give them a sheepish smile, hoping to reassure them that you were okay.
Now on the second floor, the two of you make it down a hall. Sunghoon stops the two of you in your tracks, fishing his keys out. You stood in front of a door with a big ‘202’ on it. The nerves start to get to Sunghoon as he now realizes the situation in its entirety. He wasn’t really sure what he was going to say to you. Will you hate him? Do you hate him? He shook his thoughts away, hurriedly opening his door, letting you in first. You awkwardly step in as he closes the door behind you. Taking in the room before you, the scent of his cologne fills your nose. You walk your way to his bed, taking a seat as you watch him pick up a few lingering articles of clothing on his floor, throwing it into a basket. 
“Ahem,” you cleared your throat, gaining his attention. Making sure to move your bag to his desk chair, he walks towards you, taking a seat on the bed as well. You shift a little, making some room. To you it seemed like nothing, to him he feared the shifting meant you hated him. Did you even wanna be around him right now?
“Hoon what’s this all abou—,” before letting you finish, he cuts you off pulling you into a kiss. Taken aback, your eyes widened, softening against his touch as you gave into him. He deepened the kiss, reaching up as he laced his fingers through your hair, taking all of you in. Oh how he has missed you dearly. You pull away as tears form in your eyes, looking down onto your lap you fiddle your fingers. He reaches for your hand, taking it into his. The tears, now falling onto your lap as you couldn’t look him in the eyes, confused as to why he suddenly decided to acknowledge you again. 
“H-Hoonie… why did you leave me hanging?” You shakily asked, reaching your free hand up to wipe your tears away. His heart breaks as he watches you. Quite frankly, he didn’t know why he ignored you either. He reaches both of his hands up, taking your face into his palms, wiping your tears away with his thumbs. You secretly admit that after all the whole situation was somewhat silly but you couldn’t help but still be hurt as you felt like he didn’t reciprocate feelings back. Sunghoon takes in a shaky deep breath, tucking your hair behind your ears for you. 
“Y/n you know I’m stupid— right?” He softly asks you. You nod your head in response. Sunghoon reaches his hands back down to yours again, taking them in. “I’m so stupid, the stupidest guy ever, I wasn’t really sure what to do after that. I was afraid and feeling too many things all at once I guess I was just scared.” He lets out as a sigh left his mouth as well. 
“I know that’s not an excuse and I know this may sound crazy but I really like you Y/n…,” he trails as he looks at your face trying to get a hint as to what you were thinking. He hangs his head low as he was afraid of hearing your response. He gives your hands a little squeeze, bringing you back to life. 
Did he just say he liked you? A slight blush creeps up your face as you sniffle, wiping what was left of your tears away. His heart pounds rapidly, he felt like he was going to throw up whatever leftover instant ramen he had in his stomach. “Please Y/n… say something… anything…,” he whispers. You look up to him as you lay your head onto his shoulder. 
“I like you too Sunghoon,” you let out. His heart felt like it was going to explode. He needed some sort of reassurance. He wasn’t hallucinating now— was he?
“No Y/n, I really like you,” he says against your head. Now it was your turn to feel like your heart was exploding. Butterflies fill your stomach. “You really are so stupid,” you giggle as you lift your head up, looking him in his eyes. Before letting him speak, you pull him into a kiss. His hands instantly reach for your waist, holding you as you lean into him. He lets go of the kiss, putting his forehead against yours. “Y/n I’m really sorry, I know you’re probably still upset with me but—,” you cut him off as you pull his lips into a kiss once more. The two of you kick your shoes off, scooting your way further into his bed. Sunghoon’s back hits the headboard of his bed, you deepen the kiss straddling him as his hands linger down your waist and to your ass. 
“Off… please,” you mumble into the kiss, tugging at his hoodie. Taking the hint, he takes off his hoodie and shirt in one go, leaving him in just his sweats. You bite your lip as you take him in. The sight of him shirtless drove you insane. Sunghoon smirks as you stare at him, mouth agape. 
“Like what you see?” He winks at you. You roll your eyes as you sit on his lap, a moan leaves your mouth as you feel his noticeable bulge. He bucks his hips up into you, gripping your waist as you grind down on him. Small whimpers fall from your mouth. Sunghoon grows harder and harder as the sight of you dry humping him got him excited. He gropes your ass, leaving a slight smack on your cheeks. You let out a yelp, surprised at the sudden sensation. He reaches up to unbutton your shirt, needing to see you. You take this moment to free yourself from your clothes, shimmying out of your skirt, leaving you in just your lingerie. Sunghoon does the same, taking his sweats off. He looks back up to you, still leaning against his headboard. 
“Fuck Y/n, how many of these little outfits do you have?” He says as he caresses your body, feeling you with his hands. Here you are, clad in a little red lingerie set, sitting on top of him. All for him. He hungrily pulls you down into a sloppy makeout session, your arms reach behind his neck, pulling him in closer as you grind onto his bulge. He swears he could just cum all over you like this. He pulls back, trailing kisses down your chest, reaching behind your back, undoing your bra.
“As much as I like these on you, I prefer them much better off,” he says, laying kisses onto your breasts as he looks up to make eye contact with you. The shyness of the situation kicking in, your face heats up. You reach up to cover your face as he pulls your arms back down. He kisses all over you as a hand reaches for your boob. He gropes your boob, pinching your nipple between his fingers. He latched his mouth onto your other, sucking your tit like his life depended on it. You let out a loud moan, trying your best to not cause a noise disturbance. He pulls back with a pop, reaching his hand down to your pussy. To his surprise you were already soaked, the same way you were a week ago. 
“God, you are so pretty Y/n, you’re mine… all mine… fuck how did I get so lucky?” He says looking into your eyes as his fingers now circle your clit. Your body felt like it was on fire. You needed him badly and you needed him now. 
“All yours Hoonie— no one else’s,” you let out as you hump into his fingers a little. Your hands trail down to his boxers as you tug onto them, needing to feel him inside you again. He motions for you to get off. He takes this moment to take his boxers off as you take your panties off. He lays down onto his bed, putting his arms behind his head. Now fully naked, you reach down, legs still over him, you grab his painfully hard cock, giving it a slight stroke. He groans, bucking his hip into your hands. 
“Fuck baby, how about you show me you can ride, you’re awfully good at it don’t you think?” He says, giving you a devilish smirk. You squeeze his cock, giving him a slight eye roll. The thought of you riding your pillow fills his head. The memories forever now etched into his brain as a keepsake. He needed to experience that for himself. Not being able to handle the heat, you hover over his cock, rubbing his tip against your slick folds, earning whimpers from the both of you. 
“You’re so fucking wet, have you been waiting for this?” He groans out as you rub your wetness all over him. You eagerly nodded back at him, mumbling a little “yes” in response. You slowly sink yourself onto him. Sucking in your breath, you didn’t remember him being this huge. Sunghoon throws his head back as he feels your tight cunt, sucking him in and swallowing him whole. You finally get all of him in, sitting down on him. Your pussy felt so full as you pulsate, squeezing around his cock. He bucks his hip into you, needing you to move. 
“You feel so much bigger than last time,” you let out, slowly moving your hip up his shaft. Moving back down, he whines out your name. Your heart skips a beat. You move your hips up and down, increasing your pace. You lay your hands on his chest, riding him as you let out moans of his name. Sunghoon knew he needed to fill you up again. He puts his hands on your waist, gripping your sides as he helps you bounce on him. Watching your tits bounce, he was awestruck. 
“You look so hot Y/n, taking my cock so well baby, such a good girl for me,” he pants out. You whine as you let the pleasure overcome your body, you feel your first climax approaching. Sunghoon bucks into you, your cunt squeezing around his cock. 
“Hoonie~ I-I’m gonna c-cum!” You shout loudly. He fucks into you harder, holding you up as he repeatedly hit your g spot over and over again. 
“Fuck baby, you’re so fucking tight, cum for me,” he groans out as your pussy tightens even harder. He has never felt anything like it before. With one more pump, you let go all over him, screaming his name. Before you could even come back down, he flips the two of you over, pounding into your pussy. He takes one of your legs and throws it over his shoulder, pumping deeper into you. Overstimulated, you start to tear up as he continues to stroke harder into your cunt. 
“Too much… please Hoonie… g’nna cum … again,” you cried out. He reaches down, taking your lips into his. He shoves his tongue in your mouth as you moan into his mouth. He was so close to reaching his own climax as well. He pulls back as a slight trail of spit forms between the two of you. 
“So close Y/n, cum for me again baby,” he coos into your ear as he fucks into you harder. You scream his name once more as your nails dig into his back. Holding him close, he pumps one last time, before he erupts into you, his cum filling you up as he groans out your name. He slowly pumps a bit more as he rides both of your highs out. He trailed kisses down your neck and looked up to you, pulling his cock out slowly. Sitting up, he watches his cum spill out of your hole, fingering it back in slightly like the very first time. This was never going to get old. You hold yourself up slightly with your elbows as you cock an eyebrow at him. A puzzling expression lay on his face. 
“What? No picture this time?” You chuckled, breaking out into a smile. He giggles at your question, leaning down to give you a peck on your lips. The two of you look into each other’s eyes, butterflies in both of your stomachs now. “I forgive you by the way,” you say, breaking the silence. Sunghoon gives you a toothy smile.
“Good, cause you’re all mine…,” he speaks softly, giving your forehead a kiss. You giggle, smiling at him endearingly. You knew your life was going to be extremely different now. But nothing mattered in the moment but you and him. 
“All yours Hoonie… all yours,” you pull him down, nuzzling into his neck, not caring about the mess the two of you just made all over his bed. Sunghoon picks up his phone, checking the time. His face turns pale. Confused, you took a peak, your face now losing color as well.
*Heeseung sent you a message!*
Heeseung: jfc we could hear the two of you all the way from Jake’s room 🤮
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mamasbakeria · 1 year ago
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hey, what's your major again?
summary: my credible expert opinion on what the aot characters would study in university. what are my qualifications? the dozens of hours i’ve spent staring at my school’s program bulletin trying to figure out what i’m majoring in
genre | includes: headcanons, sfw, minor language, uninformed percy jackson reference (pls don't hate me if im wrong)
characters: eren jaeger, mikasa ackerman, armin arlert, sasha braus, jean kirschtein, connie springer, historia reiss, ymir, reiner braun, annie leonhardt
author’s note: had this in my drafts for months now. i just need to post it so it stops haunting me. might do the rest of the marleyans and vets in the future! lmk your thoughts, my only tumblr notifications are from p*rn bots, so i'd love to hear from real people lol. enjoy <3
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eren: sociology and public policy, 4+1 program for a social work masters
there’s only so many times you can hear “you’re gonna be a doctor just like your dad” before you start to believe it. that’s why eren started out with biology on the premed track. the thing is, he really didn’t care for it. eren is really passionate about lessening equity gaps and is a firm believer in “if you want something done right, do it yourself”. this is why i see him making the switch to a double major in public policy and sociology. he wants to know about how society got to the point of perpetuating disparities so that he can fix them. but he also knows that the government fucking sucks and thinks its naive to expect policy change to be the only method of change. and like the maniac he is, eren is enrolled in a 4+1 program so he can get his master’s in social work when he’s done with his undergrad. he’s determined to graduate with both degrees in just 4 years though. rip his summers.
armin: international relations and military ethics, minor in communications or smth
everyone always says armin would study marine biology or oceanographic studies, but i honestly think that it’s a passion that he pursues on the side. he takes marine bio courses for his breadth requirements, but knows he’d end up hating the ocean if he spent the rest of his life studying it. he also strikes me as someone who would rather run buck naked into traffic than sit through multiple semesters of organic chemistry. armin was always a good public speaker, though, despite being a bit insecure. that’s why his speech and debate teacher during sophomore year of high school recommended model united nations to him. he was hooked after his first conference and now genuinely sees the path of international diplomacy as his calling. that’s why he’s majoring in international relations. his concentration in military ethics is something he tacks on in his junior year after taking some courses and publishing research with dr. erwin smith. he probably minors in communications because he can.
mikasa: forensic science
mikasa had no idea what she wanted to do when she started uni. she’s good at nearly everything. like never gotten a B in her life and is the student who the curve is based off of. but excelling in every environment you’re put in often means you don’t know what you’re best at. she knew deep down that she wanted to do something justice related like her childhood best friends did, but she’s no public speaker and has no interest in political reform. she was, however, emo in high school and heard a fair share of undertaker jokes at her expense. it wouldn’t hurt to look into right? as cool as the title sounds, morticians don’t make enough money for the job they have. fortunately enough, forensic pathologists do and mikasa looks good in a lab coat. she would never admit it to spare armin and eren’s feelings, but when they, as children, recreated the crime-solving shows mrs. jaeger always had on, mikasa always wanted to be the brains. so criminology and forensic science it is. (side note: she definitely joins the military and they pay for her education)
jean: structural engineering and industrial design with a minor in studio art
more than anything, jean wants to provide for his mom and knows he can’t guarantee a retirement of luxury for her as the freelance artist he wishes he could be. he’s decent at math when he tries and doesn’t hate physics, so he decided he’d give structural engineering a try for at least a semester or two. he wasn’t expecting to get much from it, to be honest. he had a plethora of backup plans waiting for his supposedly inevitable distaste for engineering, but he found that he didn’t hate it at all. someone once told jean that he had the makings of a great leader and he didn’t believe them until he started taking the lead on design projects and producing incredible results. his only qualm is that he just doesn’t get to be as creative as he wanted to be. that was easily rectified by an additional major in industrial design and a minor in studio art. he’s unbelievably busy, busier than he anticipated when he started his post-secondary journey, but he’s content and there’s nothing some extra coffee can’t solve. 
sasha: environmental science and sustainability
sasha spent her childhood ankle-deep in mud and fighting her way through forest thickets without a compass. an upbringing like that doesn’t leave your spirit, no matter how far into the city you go for school. so sasha’s always been passively passionate about the environment. that passiveness became significantly more prominent when part of the woods she grew up in was cleared out to build an industrial complex. it was then that she started researching and writing petitions about preserving wildlife and making environmentally conscious decisions. her work actually got her the scholarship she’s on (because god knows it wasn’t her grades). and she genuinely loves what she does, so why wouldn’t she keep learning about it? the environmental science and sustainability program at the school is small, but tight-knit and known for churning out changemakers. sasha knows she’ll be one of them one day. just hide your plastic straws from her, okay?
connie: computer science and chinese
stick with me here okay? everyone expects connie to be a douchebag marketing major whose hardest assignments are graphing functions and making posters on photoshop, but he’s a lot more invested in his education than he looks. don’t get me wrong, connie has always struggled academically, but that’s because so much of early education is pre-determined. he performed way better when he could choose what courses he took. it’s kind of like percy jackson being dyslexic in english because he was wired to read in greek. connie can’t keep his eyes on a history textbook for shit, but will gladly sit in front of the c++ code on his pc for hours. he doesn’t even get mad when he realizes that he was missing a semicolon. connie loves how versatile of a future he could have with a compsci degree, because, let’s be real, he could never survive in a typical office environment. definitely takes a bunch of chinese classes and doesn’t realize that he has enough credits for it to be a minor until his second to last semester.
historia: political science with a minor in international relations and child development
historia is a lot like eren in the sense that she knows her time is best spent doing hands-on work in the fields she cares about. she realizes this sometime after reconnecting with her estranged father and volunteering at the orphanage she grew up in. but now that she’s publicly associated with a powerful political figure, historia doesn’t get to do what she wants, only what is expected of her. that’s how she ends up on the pre-law political science and public policy route. the nickname “ms. president” that connie and sasha give her only further reminds her that she’s heading down a path she never wanted for herself. after lots of encouragement from ymir, historia decided to take child development courses on the side. even if she doesn’t take on the full minor, she’s taking some classes she cares about. maybe she’ll find use for it someday. at the very least, it’s her first step in becoming the most selfish girl in the world.
ymir: data science and business management
ymir is smart. much smarter than she presents herself to be, almost as a form of protection. nobody expects much of someone who is aloof, so it makes it easy to slip through the cracks to remain safe and comfortable in the shadows. business management is notoriously low commitment and easy to skate by with. guaranteed internships, post-graduate employment, and so on. To anyone who doesn’t know ymir well, it’s perfect. but they have her mistaken, ymir will do as little as possible to go as far as possible. sure, she can live comfortably with a business degree, but it could be better with a little bit of data science in her arsenal. she’s intelligent enough to pick up on it, and determined enough to make it her bitch. yeah, academia is a money-sucking pipeline into the capitalist hellscape, she doesn’t believe in it yada yada, but at the end of the day, ymir’s gonna get the bag. so what if she’s gotta sleep through some stats classes to get it?
reiner: behavioral economics
reiner’s mother had convinced him his whole life that getting a high paying job would fix their lives and bring his father back. believing “perfect grades lead to a perfect life” made high school tough for reiner; gifted kid burnout is no joke. it really messed him up. he wasn’t sure if he could withstand the pressures of university, but here he is. reiner was never allowed a therapist, so he figured pursuing psychology would, at the very least, give him some answers and be a good pathway to a medical degree. he loved getting to understand how people work and why they act the way they do, but something was missing. he found out what it was when a guest lecturer spoke in his economics class. he knew making the switch would be risky, it’s a new field and his current career options are really only research, academia, or government, but the interdisciplinary study of behavioral economics is calling reiner’s name. 
annie: biomedical engineering and kinesiology
annie’s entire life revolved around her father, including the injury he was never able to heal from. the one she gave him. he’s claimed to be over it, she’s forgiven, but annie will never feel like she’s earned that forgiveness until she gets rid of the problem entirely. how is she going to do that exactly? with biomedical engineering. she has years of hell in front of her, especially with her concentration on biomechanics, but she doesn’t care. annie will throw herself into her work to get the results she wants. she takes the highest amount of credits possible every semester so she can graduate early. you’ll most likely find her chained to a study cubicle at the library at all hours of the day and running on 2 hours of sleep, but it doesn’t faze her. she tacks on a minor in kinesiology because it makes sense and she had most of the credits for it anyway. and as if it couldn’t get worse, she probably TAs for a thermodynamics course or something crazy like that.
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mybiasisexo · 2 months ago
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Entangled - Part 10
Pairing: Chanyeol x f.Reader Chapter Warnings: Language Word Count: 3.5k Author Notes: hi 🙂 . okay so has it been almost a year since my last update??? perhaps.... Have I lost a chunk of readers cause they dont even go on this site anymore??? maybe. but aye, better late than never amirite? *looks around* anyways this is the last day in jejuuuu 😫. tbh i think the main reason for the delay is that im a lil bitch and i dont want this story to end lol. but we have to end it eventually *sigh*. anyways this is not the last chapter ok? and the next chap will be up way sooner than yall think, Enjoy the aftermath of the beach and lmk how we're feeling. In other words, did yall cry like i did while I wrote this??? lol maybe just me cause im a SAP 😭
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Waking up the next morning is difficult. Your stomach feels funny, and your head throbs as you roll over with a groan, bumping into something in the process.
Your eyes spring open to see Seulgi’s angelic face buried into the comforter, and you exhale. She wakes under your scrutiny, blinking the sleep away as she smiles at you.
“Good morning, Starshine,” she greets with a yawn. “How are you feeling?”
You grunt.
“Yeah, I’m about the same.”
“What happened last night?” You ask, not remembering much after returning to your friends.
Seulgi sighs. Wrapping an arm around your waist, she cuddles your side, resting her head in the crook of your neck.
“You came back without him,” she replies softly. You’re mystified by how she knows exactly where your memory faded. “You ran right up to me and started bawling.”
You wince, embarrassed at breaking down in front of everyone.
“I was going to bring you back, but you insisted on staying. So, we all hung out for a couple more hours, and the boys made sure to feed you all the alcohol present.”
You rub your head. “I can feel that.”
She chuckles. “Baekhyun did end up leaving early to track down Chanyeol, but I’m not sure how that ended up.”
It’s quiet for a moment as you absorb the knowledge of the night.
Until Seulgi finally gives in to ask, “what happened, girl?”
“I didn’t tell you?”
“You tried.” She shrugged. “But, you were crying so hard I couldn’t really understand anything.”
You curl more into her. “I fucked up.”
“How?”
“I got so caught up in Chanyeol and the wedding, that I forgot how badly he hurt me… But then I remembered.”
She remains silent, but you can sense the curiosity radiating off of her. It dawns on you that Seulgi doesn’t have any real clue to the turmoil you endured at the hands of the man you love.
“And now we’re kind of in a stalemate.”
She hums thoughtfully. “So, you’re not going to give him a second chance?”
“I don’t know if that’s possible anymore,” you reveal. “I haven’t forgiven him for what he did, and because of that, I’ve been leading him on to the point I don’t even know if he wants to get back together.”
“Oh, Honey.” She drags you tighter into her embrace. “I’m so sorry.”
You wrap your arms around her, holding her as though she’s your lifeline and fight the urge to cry. The severity of the night before settles in, and you swear you can feel the cracks forming in your heart. All you can think about is the fact you really ended things with Chanyeol on a boardwalk. The image of his defeated face haunts your mind.
Inquisitive knocking at your room door draws your attention, and Seulgi is the one to reluctantly detach from you to go answer it. While she’s gone, the tears you’d been holding back sneak out of your ducts. You quickly wipe them away before her return. 
She’s reentering the room not long after she left with Sehun in tow.
He takes on look at you and pouts sympathetically. “Aigoo, you poor thing.”
“Shut up,” you whine, hearing the tears in your throat. Your best friends topple over you, holding you from different sides. 
Sehun kisses your cheek. “I was checking to see if you guys were up. Van gets here in an hour.”
You sigh. You don’t know if you have it in you to leave these four walls, but it’s your last day on the island. The last day you’ll be able to spend time with your friends like this for a while, and you don’t want to miss it.
“How’s my baby doing?” Sehun asks, brushing away some tears that fell without your knowledge. 
“My head and heart hurt.”
“You don’t have to come today. Everyone will understand.” 
“No,” you adamantly refuse. “It’s our last day. I’m spending it with you all.”
He grins and kisses your cheek again. “Good. I don’t want you cooped up in here hating yourself all day.”
“Yeah,” Seulgi adds. “And we’d probably all be too worried about you to enjoy the festivities.”
“We’ll start getting ready,” you tell Sehun, patting his arm.
“Bet. One hour.”
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An hour later, you find yourself standing outside the hotel with the others, waiting for Baekhyun and Chanyeol.
“It’s not going to wait for us,” Sehun mutters, checking his phone.
You rest your head on Seulgi’s shoulder, still nursing a hangover.
“We’re here! Sorry for the delay!” You make out Baekhyun’s voice. Cracking open an eye, you see the two last members of your party run over.
“Perfect timing!” Sehun says with a clap of his hands. “Let’s go!”
You can’t stop yourself from checking on Chanyeol. Sleep still clings to his features, the faintest of shadows under his eyes, and his hair appears flatter. A bout of guilt hits you, knowing you’re the reason for his visible exhaustion. 
Suddenly, he’s returning your stare. He either felt it, or is just as pulled to you as ever. Either way, he’s looking back at you, gaze shifting between your eyes before he bows his head in greeting. It’s hesitant, almost shy. You can’t take him playing nice after the fight you had last night, so you return his bow stiffly and rush towards the van. You crawl into the back seats, squishing between Sehun and Seulgi. Once the car takes off, you’re the one to ask Sehun what’s on the agenda for the day.
“Today is all about healing,” he explains. “We’ll be going to an aquarium and then something a bit more exciting before having dinner.”
“More exciting, you say?” Baekhyun says. “Like the sex museum?”
You all protest in disgust.
“We will not be making a stop there,” Sehun assures, quieting your complaints.
“You’re all no fun,” Baekhyun sulks. Jongdae rubs his back sympathetically.
You are going to the other side of the island, so you settle in for a long drive. You enjoy the beautiful scenery of the shore before dozing off for most of the ride.
You’re not sure how long you’re out for, but when you’re shaken awake, you’re at the destination.
Climbing out of the van, you take in your surroundings. There’s a volcano in the distance, with a sparkling blue sea in the background.
“When are we going to eat?” Jongin asks rather impatiently. Your stomach growls in agreement.
“RIght now,” Sehun says, leading you all to a cute cafe.
Your party has to split between two tables since there isn’t one big enough for the group. You end up sitting with Seulgi, Sehun, and Jongin. It’s not intentional, at least you don’t think it is, but you’re hyper aware that Chanyeol and you are sitting at separate tables.
Food is ordered, and conversation flows naturally as you all eat, eager to get to the main event. Once everyone is full, you make your way over to the aquarium. Aquaplanet is one of the largest aquariums this side of the world, and you’re going to be spending the bulk of the day there. You adore aquariums and think sea animals are pretty neat, so you’re pumped. You latch onto Sehun’s arm as you enter.
“This was a good idea,” you tell him as you’re greeted by tanks and dim lighting.
“I thought you might enjoy it. Let’s see some sharks!”
“Oh, hell yeah!”
In the beginning, the group sticks together. Everyone points out cool looking fish and exotic plants, daring one another to stick their hands in open tanks. But, slowly you all break off into groups and begin to separate. It’s not long before you find yourself alone, wandering the halls aimlessly as you observe the undersea wildlife in wonder. You don’t mind the solitude. If anything, it’s relieving, a small break from pretenses. You’re at peace, finding the aquatic life calming the turbulent thoughts raging within your mind. 
You enter an alcove of sorts and find Baekhyun there. His face is practically pressed to the glass as he blows kisses to a beluga whale that appears to have taken an interest in him. You swear you see the whale kiss him back and gasp. He hears you and jumps, jerking away from the glass in embarrassment. 
“Don’t let me interrupt,” you say with a sly grin. It falls when you spot Chanyeol on the opposite side of the small room. You forget all about Baekhyun and his whale partner as you focus solely on Chanyeol. Like clockwork, your body reacts to his presence. You swallow back the want flooding your mouth, especially when you recall the harshness of his tone from the night before. The flashbacks of his pain, his anger, his doubt keeps your feet planted where you stand. You want to hit him for all the sorrow you’ve felt because of him. You want to kiss all of your shared pain away. You want to scream all of your frustrations in his face. You want to hold and forgive him. You want to make love to him. You want to never see him again.
You catch the way his shoulders stiffen at the sound of your voice, and it’s the slap you need to remember yourself. He doesn’t want to speak to you, and you don’t blame him at all. It hurts all the same. The slight rejection is a much needed reality check, and you find the strength to move on–entering a hallway that’s dark and filled with jellyfish.
Now, being alone isn’t as peaceful as it was a moment ago. Your eyes burn as you stare unseeingly at the creatures floating around aimlessly, jealous of their complete lack of emotions. RIght now being a jellyfish doesn’t seem so bad. You’d take it over the agony of seeing your ex, the man you’re starting to think you’ll never be able to get over, even after what he did to you. It’s conflicting with a part of you that takes responsibility for Chanyeol’s betrayal. You’ve demolished his heart and yet he still claimed to want you. If he can forgive you for all your past transgressions, then you should find it in yourself to forgive him for the only one he’s ever committed against you. Bringing Yerim may have been painful, but you don’t hold it against him. You understand what he was doing.
“What are you doing here alone?” A gentle voice asks.
For the umpteenth time today, you surreptitiously wipe at your eyes before turning your head to Jongin. You give him a watery grin and he takes a step towards you, always the comforter. He hesitates though, glancing behind him where you know Chanyeol stands.
You cough a laugh and he giggles conspiringly before sauntering over to you, pulling you into his healing arms.
“It’s okay,” he whispers. “He apologized.”
“That’s good,” you say. “Last thing I want is for any of you to get caught in our mess.”
“We kind of already have been,” he points out.
“And that’s not right. I’m sorry for putting you in this situation.”
He hushes you. “Don’t be. You’re not in charge of his actions. I understand why he did it. It’s in the past now.”
You lean more into him and sigh. “You should sell your hugs. I’m starting to think they can cure depression.”
He chuckles at that and rubs your back. You both watch the jellyfish pulsate around their tank.
“I want to be a jellyfish,” you voice.
“Why?” he hums.
“Because they have no brain.”
You feel him shake his head. “You’re so dramatic.”
More uplifted, you lead Jongin into the next room.
The rest of your friends are there. It’s a huge room with massive tanks filled with sharks. You spot Sehun and rush over to him.
“Sharks!” You cheer. Sharing your joy, Sehun breaks out into a weird dance where he slices the air with his arms. You waste no time replicating his silly choreography. 
You all spend a lengthy amount of time with the sharks before wandering the rest of the aquarium, reaching the end a few hours later.
You squint against the brightness of the sun when you exit. After buying souvenirs and snacks, you all file back into the van and head to your next destination that’s about forty minutes away.
You’re dropped off in what seems like the middle of nowhere.
“Um….” Jongdae laughs awkwardly. “Are you going to kill us?”
Sehun rolls his eyes. “Follow me.”
There’s a path that he takes you down and you spot a sign that reveals your next adventure.
“Ziplining?” Chanyeol asks, excitement bubbles into his voice at the idea.
Sehun smiles broadly. “We have to do something other than lounge around and get drunk.”
Nerves rack your frame as you get suit up. You aren’t the biggest fan of heights, although the excitement from everyone else rubs off on you. While waiting in the long line, you take pictures and tease each other over how ridiculous the helmets you’re required to wear look. 
When your group makes it up the long flight of stairs to the first line, you watch as Sehun, Chanyeol, Jongdae, and Seulgi head out before you. Once it’s your turn, you take a deep calming breath as the instructor attaches you to the line, going over the rules that you mindlessly nod along too. Unfortunately, it’s in one ear and out the other because you’re too focused on the ground forty feet below.
And you’re off. A scream rips out of your throat. You’re too preoccupied by the fear to really enjoy what’s going on. Tightly, you hold onto the belt connecting you to the line, the only thing keeping you from falling, and you have little faith in the thing. Towards the end though, you work the courage to peel your eyes open and take in your surroundings. It’s not really that bad. 
You hit the end and the instructor on this tower unzips you before motioning you to go up another flight of steps. There isn’t anybody else there, but when you make it to the top, you see Seulgi taking off. She locks eyes with you and waves as she soars, screaming all the while, but they’re filled with joy. You can’t help but smile affectionately, wishing you captured the moment for her.
Then it’s your turn yet again. This time around, you’re a lot less scared, so you're able to appreciate the scenery from such a high view. Catch the beauty of the early stages of the sun setting over a small lake beneath you. You thank Sehun for coming up with this, it’s nice.
Too quickly it’s over. Your cheeks are flushed from the cold wind and the adrenaline racing in your veins.
“That was awesome!” You say as a greeting to your friends huddled off to the side.
“It was too short.” Jongdae frowns. “We should go again!”
“One more time! One more time!” Him and Chanyeol start chanting. You shake your head, struggling to get out of the harness. Seulgi helps you.
“Adrenaline junkies,” Sehun mutters.
It’s another five minutes until everyone finishes the zipline and then you’re off to have dinner.
The first thing you notice is how expensive the place appears. It’s on the sea, and the setting sun against the water is stunning.
“We are not dressed for this place,” Seulgi points out as Sehun brings you all in. He says something to the host who vanishes for a moment before coming back with an older gentleman that greets Sehun fondly. Intrigued, you watch them chat and begin to think it’s the owner of the establishment. Must be those restaurant owning perks. Sehun turns to you all and lifts his eyebrows teasingly before gesturing for you to follow. 
He brings you to a private room in the back of the building, all the walls are made up of windows, giving you a lovely view of the water. It’s so close, it feels like you’re floating on top of it. The room is dimly lit and very intimate. You all get seated, and you end up between Sehun and Baekhyun.
“We won't be ordering,” Sehun says with a cocky grin. “We’ll be getting the best this place has to offer.”
The table ‘ohs’. Jongdae, who’s on Sehun’s other side, rubs up against him.
It takes a while for the food to arrive. As you all wait, you watch the sunset and drink expensive rice wine.
“I’d like to make a toast,” Jongdae says. Straightening his shoulders, he lifts up his glass and you all follow suit. “First, I want to congratulate Junmyeon on taking the plunge. It was a beautiful wedding, and it was an honor to be a part of it. Thanks to him, we were finally able to be together again. I can’t even remember the last time all of us were able to hang out like this.”
His smile takes on a sentimental tilt. “This trip has put into perspective just how quickly time passes, and how much things change. If I’ve learned anything the past couple days, it’s that I don’t ever want us to drift apart. No matter the distance,” at that he looks at Sehun. “No matter how hectic the schedule,” he turns to Jongin. “Let’s always make a point to come together.”
“We definitely need to do this more often,” Jongin agrees. “I love you guys and this trip has been so fun–”
“Minus the whole Yerim thing,” Seulgi chimes in. Both you and Baekhyun wince at the reminder of the stressful aspect of the past few days.
Jongin continues as if he hadn’t heard her. “I’m not ready to leave.”
“I don’t want to leave either,” Jongdae continues. “There’s not much I cherish more than our friendship. Let’s make this a tradition. It doesn’t have to be Jeju, but let’s start taking annual trips together.”
You all agree with the clinking of your glasses. “To more memories!”
You swallow the tangy wine and capture Chanyeol’s gaze over the rim. He sits directly across from you, and it’s the first time he truly acknowledges your presence. Jongdae’s words take on a different meaning under Chanyeol’s scrutiny. Time passes and people change. Both Chanyeol and yourself are different people than you were four/five years ago, but should that keep you both from being in each other’s lives? You aren’t sure anymore. But, you know that you miss him. This trip has shown just how important he is to you, and you don’t know if you can live without him in your life anymore. His steady gaze seems to agree, an unspoken message you think you can decipher.
The food comes out soon after. It’s mostly seafood and it’s so damn good your eyes roll to the back of your head at your first bite.
Dinner consists of reminiscing on your college days and informing each other on future plans you haven’t yet disclosed. It’s nice. A sweet and perfect way to end your last day in Jeju. This trip has been both the quickest and longest weekend of your life. So much happened in only a few days, and the drama has been all consuming. But, between the moments of stress, your friends have been there to make you laugh and provide comfort. They are your found family who you cherish more than anything. The only thing this last night is missing is Junmyeon. He’d probably be killing you all with terrible dad jokes that only you and Jongin ever truly find funny. If he’d been privy on the whole Chanyeol situation, he would’ve probably been able to push you in a direction that wouldn’t have led to you both rebreaking your hearts on a boardwalk. He’s the father figure in the group, and his absence has been greatly felt, despite him being the main attraction.
“I’d like to give another toast,” you interrupt the conversation to say, refilling your glass. “I want to take a moment to shout out Sehun. It was your idea to make this a reunion, and you’ve really gone out of your way to plan every little thing. So, thank you. You’ve worked hard, and we wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you.”
“Yes, our man with the connections,” Baekhyun says, gesturing to the meal you all are devouring.
Sehun dips his head shyly, waving your toast away with a hand. “As Jongdae said, I cherish your friendship more than anything. Thank you for staying a little longer to hang out with little ol’ me. I love you.”
“We love you too,” Seulgi says, reaching over to clink her glass with his.
He clears his throat. “Hurry and eat this food. I didn’t get the best of the best for it all to go to waste.”
You all jump back into your meal, basking in the love you all hold for each other. 
And thus concludes your last day in Jeju.
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Summary; After her difficult breakup, Tiana wanted to start anew with her life. That's when she realized her life would be better when she met him.
This fanfic is 18+! NO MINORS ALLOWED
word count: 5282
Smut warning; it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good at writing ✍🏽 smuts but I’m improving at the moment.
Jey Uso X Tiana
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3.
TIANA
it was ten in the morning, and the sunlight was beaming down from my curtains. I had woken up from my slumber after a wild night that I had with Josh; I've seen him sleeping on his stomach, snoring loudly.
I played in his mullet, which was a mess, as I saw him shifting in his sleep while I went towards the bathroom to take a shower to soothe my body.
As I was in the shower letting the warm water hit my body a sigh of relief came out of my mouth, I wasn't expecting to get my back blown out by this man last night he was so rough and dominant with it something that Malakai didn't have in that department.
I heard the bathroom open knowing that it was Josh coming in probably looking me, but I didn't really pay attention to it.
I felt the cold breeze as the curtains were open turning around seeing Josh standing there looking at me as I smiled at him.
"I was looking for you." Jey said.
"I figured you were c'mon, boy, you are getting me cold." I said as he came in the shower behind me while closing the shower curtains.
"My fault, mama." He had wrapped his arms around my waist nuzzling his neck onto my shoulder kissing me on the cheek.
I just smiled at him as him and I showered together I shared my body wash and stuff with him since he didn't bring any masculine body wash.
We were in the shower longer than expected due to us having a make out session in the shower since he couldn't control himself around me then end up taking pictures together in the bathroom.
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I chuckled at Bianca's reply to my story, knowing that she was probably downstairs watching it right now, but we both walked inside my room, drying ourselves off.
I've seen Josh with the towel wrapped around his waist, looking all good with his hair all wet, making me want to pounce on him so fast.
But he threw on the clothes he had on yesterday as he watched me put on some clothes since I had a few clients that needed their nails done for today.
"What'chu got plan for today mama?" Jey asked me.
"Well, I got a few clients today that need their nails done for like a special occasion that they're having after that I'm probably going to go to the mall to get me something." I said while fixing my hair in the mirror as I've seen him walking up to me.
"Mhm, you tryna spend the night tonight with me?" I turned around while staring up at him as he was gazing down at me.
'He wants me to spend the night? Ova at his crib? Wait until Bianca here's about this.'
"sure ion mind spending the night in your home." He nodded his head while grabbing my chin to give me a few kisses on the lips.
"Ight then pretty lady I'll see you later then." He was about to head out but I stopped him in his tracks as he looked down at me.
"What's up mama?"
"Don't you wanna take you some breakfast to eat before you leave?" I asked him as he nodded his head yes.
"Hell yeah, girl, I be starving in that bitch man."
I just laughed at him as we both went downstairs together so I could fix breakfast for everyone, including him.
✧.* OMNISCIENT Tiana was doing her friend Emma's nails for today since they needed to catch up with a lot of things that's been happening in their lives including Tiana's of course.
As they were gossiping about their lives Tiana's phone started to buzz as she seen the caller ID but couldn't recognize the number but it had clicked to her that it was Malakai calling her.
"Is that Kai?" Emma asked.
"Yeah it's his ass again girl, ion know what imma do."Tiana said while painting her nails.
"Girl ask ya new man he look like he could fight."She just chuckled at her response, Josh is really dominant and strong so he'll probably be able to punch Malakai's head off.
Her phone rang again, but this time it was a FaceTime call from Josh, so of course, she picked it up.
FACETIME Jey: hey mamas what'chu doing right now? Tiana: I'm doing my friend Emma's nails she's my last client for today why? Jey: I wanted to see if I could come get you early from work today since you staying at my crib for tonight. Tiana: I mean I have my own car but you can just pick me up at my house. Jey: ight then mama.
FACETIME CALL ENDED.
"Ouuu you spending the night at your mans house girl." She said as a hit her in her arm.
Tiana was cheesing like a mother fucker like this man got her hooked and attached to him; meanwhile, we aren't a couple.
"Shut up Emma, you're making me blush bro."Tiana said as we continued to laugh together.
She saw a car pull up in the parking lot. She thought it was Josh coming to visit, but when I saw the body figure, she already knew it was going to be some shit.
Malakai came in there all furious as her and Emma looked at him.
"Oh, what's good Kai." Emma said.
"What's up Em, I need to speak to you Tiana like now?" Malakai said sternly as Tiana scoffed at him.
"Nigga anything you need to say you can say it in front of Em." She said while multitasking.
she noticed that he had a frustrated expression on his face wondering how is he going to be manipulate her this time around since he don't like the fact that she moved on from him.
"Who the fuck this dude huh? Tiana?" He asked as he showed her a picture of her and Josh together.
She just rolled her eyes at him, "what? Are you jealous or sum' about me moving while being happy with someone that isn't yo' ass Kai?"
"Like why are you still stuck on me when YOU fucked up by fucking ol' girl." Tiana continued as he stood there.
"Mane fuck allat' shi I apologize didn't I? So that means we are still together." He said as she snicker at him this man is delusional.
"An apology comes with accountability and actions dummy and you did none of that, you literally proved my point." She argued back while curing Emma's nails in the curing light.
"Whatever Tink, where's your supposed to be man at or is he imaginary?" 'This goofball right here, bro. He can't be serious, right?'
"He's at work right now I mean I can FaceTime him real quick so you can see what he looks like since you think he ain't real." Tiana said as she pulled out her phone while calling Josh on FaceTime call.
FACETIME Jey: what's up mamas? Tiana: Josh, somebody wanna see you because they don't think you aren't real Jey: who?
She turned her camera around on the FaceTime call showing Josh her ex Malakai she could sense that Josh's eyebrows were furrowed up a bit.
Jey: is that yo' ex mama? Tiana: yeah that's him he said you wasn't real so I had to show him proof that you were. Jey: hm, give me a minute imma pull up real quick so he can see me in person seems like he gotta problem with me.
FACETIME CALL ENDED.
She placed her phone on the table, running her fingers through her hair, and looked at Malakai, who was staring down at her.
"Omg, tink I love my nails girl you get me right all the time." Emma said.
"Of course girl you know I got'chu." She said as she paid her the money while staying there probably she wanted to see who was her "new man" is.
After waiting for him to pull up we've seen his car pull up in the parking lot as he came out the car looking all good in his daily work clothes.
Jey opened the door seeing everyone staring at him as his eyes darted towards Tiana's way then to Malakai's way too, he ignored him as he came up to Tiana.
Scooping her up by her thighs as she wrapped her arms around his neck kissing him on the lips causing Malakai to be pissed at this.
"Is this supposed to be your "new man" T?" Malakai asked.
Before she could say anything, Jey had spoken, "Yeah, I'm the one that's rearranging her guts in real good while yo' ass is up here being delulu."
His voice sounded deep and raspy kinda turned Tiana on as she seen her ex trying to walk up on Jey but he stood his ground while looking at him.
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"Yo' ass might wanna back up." Jey said sternly while getting all close and personal with Malakai.
He could sense the fear that Malakai had, so he chuckled a bit before having a smirk on his face.
"What's with the smirk bum." Malakai taunted.
"Me? A bum? If I were so much of a bum, I would've been dressing like yo' goofy ass dawg." He retorted.
He looked towards Tiana's way as she looked at him with them deep deer eyes she had it just made him want her so badly.
"You can leave now Kai I got things to do and I'm not staying here to hear nun else you got to say." Tiana replied as she was beginning to sanitize her equipment.
"Nah you ain't goin' with this lame Tink." He warned her.
"She is, so get yo' ass off of her shit." Jey threatened while pushing him roughly.
Malakai threw his hands up, "fuck it, whatever but this ain't over Tiana."  Then he left the building all pissed off.
"Woah that was crazy." Emma said.
✧.* TIANA
After spilling the beans to Bianca about what had went down today at work she was livid but also happy that Josh came through before things got worse.
Meanwhile I was packing my bag with some clothes to wear at Josh's house since I am spending the night over there tonight that could give Bianca and Montez some privacy.
"Girl when is you and Joshua going to make it official chileee." She asked.
"I don't know it really all on him to make that decision, I already made up my mind." I said while shrugging my shoulders as I went towards my bathroom to grab my feminine products.
"I hate to say this buuuut, I TOLD YO' ASS." I rolled my eyes at her while throwing up the middle finger.
'She wasn't wrong. I was going to fold for this man. I mean, he takes care of me, loves on me, and he even listens to me, something that Malakai couldn't comprehend since he was too busy with his "rapper" career.'
'So yeah I'm attached to Josh but still keeping my guard up.'
"Yeah, yeah, all I hear is yapping B." I retorted as we saw a car pulling up, knowing that it was Jey.
"Well ya' man is here hurry up!" She said.
'Not her rushing me outta here bro like what?'
I made sure that I grabbed everything before leaving my bedroom to be greeted by Josh standing there waiting on me.
I walked up towards him, wrapping my arms around his neck, standing on my tippy toes, and giving him a peck on the lips.
"Hey, pretty mama you ready?" Jey asked.
"Yeah, I'm ready to leave." I said as he grabbed my bag while opening the door.
"Ight let's go then." He said as him and I walked out.
Until I heard her big ass mouth shouting, "HAVE FUN BESTIEEE BRING ME A NIECE HOME!" I wanted to bob her upside the head for saying that shit out loud while Jey found it amusing.
I got inside his car while putting my purse in front of me on the floor as I buckled my seatbelt waiting on him patiently.
He finally came in the car looking towards my direction as he turned on his ignition to his car while he back out of the driveway driving towards his house.
Him and I were listening to my playlist on the AUX cord as he pulled out a pre-roll blunt from his glove department giving it to me to light up since he was driving.
I lit it up and took some puffs out of it before passing it back towards his way, I loved this, this was something that I always wanted to do when I was with Kai but I'm doing everything that I wanted to do with Jey.
He's so different everything about him is different I just have to get to know him more and learn his past.
He passed me the blunt as I smoked some from it as I blew it out of my nose, feeling that sense of relief.
"I got a pool out back if you want to use it, ma." He said this while getting the blunt from me.
"Ouuu I would love to use it Josh." I said excitedly as he smiled at me.
We finally made it to his crib as I grabbed my purse while unbuckling my seatbelt when I got out of the car my mouth was wide open at the sight I am seeing.
His house was so modern and homey like, we went inside of his house seeing all of this aesthetic stuff in his home especially the color scheme of the house it just looks so good.
I noticed him placing my bag down while walking towards me.
"Welcome to my home, lil' mama." He said.
"It looks so beautiful, Josh. I love the color scheme and everything else that's in here." I complimented as he smiled at me showing his grills.
"Thank you mama."
"Lemme show you around." I nodded my head yes as I followed him around the house.
After he showed me around his house I noticed that he had a mini studio in his house I guess that's where he does his other tattoos at or whatever but I went upstairs towards the guest room to put my things in there and went to go change into my bathing suit.
I bought it recently for something like this because I knew he would have a pool out back so I'm glad I bought it he probably won't be able to take his hands off of me.
I looked a the mirror in the bathroom one last time before heading out towards the pool making sure I grab my phone and towel.
I walked downstairs seeing Jey already swimming in the pool looking all good so I walked towards the sliding door opening it which caught his attention as he trailed his eyes down onto me as I put my things down.
He licked his lips while looking at me deeply. I knew he wouldn't be able to control himself.
"Damn, mama, you look good as fuck." Jey complimented as I came inside the pool with him.
"Thank you Josh, you're handsome too very." I replied as I enjoyed the warmth of the pool.
He came swam towards me as he scooped me up by my thighs as I wrapped my legs around his torso keeping myself in place.
Jey started to place a few kisses onto my lips as we both looked at each other cheesing like little ass teenagers.
"Josh." I called for him.
"What's up mama?" He responded as we continued to look deeply into each other's eyes.
"I wanna know more about you and your past experiences if you don't mind me asking." I could read his expression that he was certain that he wanted to be open with me.
"I got'chu mamas, but I was in a toxic relationship with this girl I was dealing with at the time, and she would be on my ass about everything and was curious about my whereabouts when in reality I was at work trying to start a future for us but she had to ruin it by cheating on me with some lame so I just decided go focus on myself after that." He vented as I sat there listening to him.
Our stories were similar to each other, both of us dealing with a toxic ex that cheated and ruin the relationship so I can understand where he is coming from because it happened to me too.
I feel like with Jey I could find love again he probably feels the same way too I just don't know honestly.
"I understand where you're coming from because I've been through that with him." I reassured him as I was playing in his hair.
"With ol' boy?" He asked while rubbing my thighs with his hands.
"Yeah it was a pretty messy break up, his parents tried to convince me that he'd had changed but I ended up with the same result I stopped being friends with the girl that I was close with after that happened." I said.
He hummed as a response while rubbing his hands on both ends of my body, continuing to look up at me licking his lips.
'This man is making me blush so hard right now. God, why did you bring this fine specimen to me?'
I looked away for a second trying to keep my composure around him as I heard he chuckled softly while grabbing my chin making me look at him.
"Why you keep doing that?, do I make you that nervous?" He asked.
"Yes Josh you make me feel nervous every single time we are around each other." I confessed while looking down at him.
I saw him smirking while rubbing his beard, "hm, didn't know I had that effect on you mamas." I just rolled my eyes at him as me and him continued to swim in the pool together.
✧.*
I was in the kitchen cooking some dinner for the both of us as I felt him all up behind me with a blunt in his hands as he passed it to me while I grabbed it with my hand that I wasn't using and took a few puffs outta it before passing it back to him.
He gave my ass a little smack before heading back to the living room to play the game with the guys, I was cooking us some steak with mashed potatoes and asparagus I always will be thankful for my mother for teaching me this.
I'm so grateful that she is still around and dad too, hearing Jey screaming his ass off at his brother and his cousins because they were losing had me rolling.
He darted his eyes towards my direction while giving me a glare like 'nigga it's not my fault yo' ass is losing the damn game.'
I just smiled at him while focusing on cooking the food because I know that boy loves food fr.
I was done cooking dinner as I walked over to Jey with his plate as he looked down at it while smiling hard as hell.
"Damn, mamas, you can throw it down in the kitchen, I see." Jey said as he began eating his food I could tell that he loved it so much.
"Thank you Josh got it from my momma." I said as I sat down next to him while eating our dinner together until I heard his brother say something in the mic
"Uce, you gotta new shawty or sum dawg? that I didn't even know about? Or we didn't even know about.'
Jey was stuffing his mouth with food not even paying attention to his brother while I just looked at him and started snickering at him.
"yeah Uce, who's this shawty that's cooking you dinner I hope it ain't Kehlani ass."
'Kehlani? Was that his ex-girlfriend that he was talking to me about?'
Jey stopped eating for a moment and began speaking into the mic, "nah uce, it ain't her ass y'all will meet her soon ight now let me be im tryna eat."
'He wants me to meet his family? I hope they'll like me.'
After we ate dinner I was washing the dishes as I felt Jey wrapping his arms around my waist while kissing my shoulder.
I've seen turned around wrapping my arms around his neck while pulling him into a kiss knowing that he was still on the game with the guys and his mic wasn't muted.
He snake his hands away from my waist towards my ass giving it a good grip as he placed me onto the counter top never leaving my lips.
My hands were in his hair as our tongues were fighting for dominance against each other feeling him rubbing up against me until his brother said something.
"Aye uce, mute yo' mic we don't wanna hear allat'" we stopped having our make out session as we both chuckled a bit as he pecked me on the lips.
"We goin' finish this later mama ight?" He said as I nodded my head.
I went upstairs towards the guest bedroom as I turned on the tv and started watching baddies caribbean while scrolling through my socials.
I posted a pic of me in my bathing suit that I had on earlier and the food a made for dinner not to long ago.
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I was laughing at the comments especially Jey's comment towards Kai I loved how he claimed me as his even though he hasn't said it yet but I'm waiting patiently for him to speak on that matter.
He probably wanna take things slow first which I can most definitely understand because I wanna do that too ion wanna move to fast with this.
As I was watching Tv I heard footsteps coming up the steps knowing that it was Josh coming up probably done playing the game with the guys but I just continued to watch my show as I heard the door opening seeing him peek his head out.
"What'chu doing in the guest bedroom mama?" Jey asked while shutting the door behind him.
"Oh, I didn't know if you wanted me in your space  so I just put my bags in here." I said as I felt him walking up towards me.
He placed his hands on his hips like a typical mom while looking down at me.
"Tiana, stop playin' with me and go in my room." He said as I listen to him.
I grabbed my bag and everything that I had a moved it over towards Jey's bedroom, his room look way more better than the guest bedroom as I sat my bag down and putting my feminine products in his bathroom while sitting on his bed turning on the Tv continuing to watch my show.
I gotten a text message from Bianca and from Kai once again I just sighed thinking to myself 'is he ever going to quit?'
Breezy: heyyy girl how's the sleep over going? Tiana: it's going good I'm having a good time here like Josh is so generous and caring. Breezy: I see that him and Kai were beefing under your comments girl Tiana: yeah speaking of him, he texted me again from a new number. Breezy: what? That nigga is so weird bro. Tiana: ik right like he seems bitter honestly.
Breezy: sounds like it fasho but I'll let you be girl I'll text you tmr. Tiana: kk bye bestie.
I sighed, thinking if I should leave his ass on read so I can get back to my show because I find it ironic how he believes we are still together.
Weirdo: Tiana idk wtf you and ol' boy got going on but it needs to end. Tiana: nigga fuck you, you heard him i don't belong to you anymore. Weirdo: stop playin' with me Tiana. Tiana: blocked.
I blocked his ass again not wanting to deal with his bullshit for tonight as I continue to watch my show on Jey's Tv, Malakai is just weird and obviously obsessed with me.
✧.*
I was laughing while watching baddies caribbean seeing them fight was amusing to me, I heard the door opening seeing Jey coming in I didn't really pay attention to him as he closed the door behind him.
He placed his phone down on the dresser while coming towards me, and my eyes darted in his direction.
He hovered over me while holding my waist pinning me down on the bed as we both looked at each other.
"You done playing with the guys?" I asked as he started placing kisses on my neck.
"Mhm, you have all of my attention now ma, why don't you take these panties off so I can beat that pussy in." Jey purred as he was tugging on my shorts.
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I was on top of Josh holding his legs for support as I was riding him up and down on his dick as he watched while giving my ass a few slaps.
"Yeah, keep ridin' that shit mama." He praised.
"F-fuck J-Josh." I moaned while continuing to ride him.
As I kept riding him while my skin was slapping up against his legs I felt Josh pushed his dick further inside of me as I moaned loudly.
As my pussy was gripping onto him firmly as he threw his head back at the feeling.
"Fuck mama, keep gripping onto me like that." He moaned as he held onto my hips, guiding me to go faster. I was bouncing on his dick faster, causing me to feel pressure underneath me, "ouuuu fuck, this dick feels so good, Daddy." He smacked my ass while he pulled out, causing me to whine.
He bent me over as I was laying flat on my stomach while he put his dick back inside of my wetness while starting to pound into me.
I felt him gripping my ass as he was giving me good strokes from the back, making me look behind him seeing him move his hips into me.
He was biting the bottom of his lip while gazing down at me as he watched his dick go in and out of me.
"Mhmm, keep looking back at me, mama, with that pretty ass face." I was gripping the sheets right as he kept fucking me to the oblivion as my mind was seeing stars.
I had drool coming from my mouth that was running across my cheek as I rolled my eyes in the back of my head at the pleasure I was feeling now.
I felt the bed getting heavy as I saw him put his foot onto the bed while grabbing a whole load of my hair as he fucked me vigorously as I cried out.
"Ohhhh my goddddd Joshhhhh!" I cried out as I tried to place my hands onto his abs to slow him down.
But he pushed my hands away, thrusting into me harder as I mewled weakly, "Josh fuck..." every deep stroke he had, he gave it to you, making you feel every inch of him.
"Mhmm, don't run mama take this dick." He grunted as he trapped his lip between his teeth, gazing down at me.
As he was hitting my g-spot so good causing me to bite the bottom of my lip as he let go of my hair while my body collapsed onto the sheets as he kept going.
He slapped my ass while grunted, "arch that damn back and take this shit." He was fucking your shit up, making you feel lopsided as you were gasping for air.
I couldn't keep up with him as I felt defeated letting him do whatever he wanted do me as my mind went foggy, I felt a pit going down my stomach knowing that was I was finna cream on this man.
My walls were clenching onto him as he groaned in pleasure doing his worst to me he could sense that I was finna cum on him.
He didn't stop his pace as he was thrusting his hips deep inside of me knowing that he was hitting my spot good.
"Talk to me mama, I'm hitting that shit?"
"Yess daddy yess..." I moaned weakly as he slapped my ass seeing him all sweaty.
"This my pussy mama? Hm?" I couldn't comprehend what he was saying while he grabbed me by the throat pulling me up closer to his body as he kept thrusting deep inside of me.
"I'm not going to repeat myself mama, tell me that this is my pussy." He choke me firmly.
"Fuck yes, Daddy, this your pussy!" I felt his lips pressed onto my cheek.
He loved the sound of that and the way I looked right now all fucked up and miserable under him I  felt my legs tighten as I cried out loudly "fuckkkkk Josh I'm cumminggg!" Feeling my legs shaken as his thrusts were becoming sloppy.
I felt so weak and tired out from all of this as I held onto his neck for support as his movements were getting sloppier and sloppier every single thrust he was giving me.
"fuck mama, I'm finna bust." I heard him moan softly.
He kept his pace going pounding my shit, causing me to see stars as I rolled my eyes in the back of my head, trying to catch my breath with this man; he was making me feel over-simulated.
He gave it his all as he cursed under his breath while pulling out of me, "fuckkkkk mamass." he groaned as he came onto my back as I fell onto the sheets, feeling defeated.
SMUT OVER.
OMNISCIENT Jey and Tiana were breathing heavily as Jey went to go get a warm wet rag to clean Tiana's back as she lie there face in the sheets.
He threw their clothes into the dirty bin that was next to the dresser as he picked up Tiana placing her on the other side of the bed.
He pulled the sheets over her as he came crawled onto the bed while getting in the bedsheets with her pulling her closer to him.
Nuzzling his neck onto her shoulders as he kissed her on the cheek while drifting to sleep.
Under your Touch.
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A/N: lawd this is starting to unpack pretty soon Jey love him some Tiana would do anything for her but I hope yall enjoy this chapter! Lmk in the comments.
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daintyblur · 7 days ago
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TW 3D TALK
scroll if u don’t want to hear it
you’ve been warned
HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎉
here’s to locking in for 2025!!!
life update / new years plan ! :
i disappeared off tumblr for like a week ( my bad ) , but basically what happened was i got super depressed and anxious due to personal family issues and christmas ( it didn’t go well , i was at family’s house and we got into a huge fight ) anyways , and i decided it was a great idea to just 34t my damn feelings for like a whole week ( SUBTLE FORESHADOWING : IT WAS NOT A GOOD IDEA ! ) if you saw my post that i was getting a sc4l3 in the mail ( that rhymed lol ) , i got it !!! i w31gh3d myself on dec 24 , 2024 and i was 181.8 ( not proud of it but i was 184 on dec 18 2024 so i had lost 2.9lbs in 6 days which wasn’t a lot but still progress ig )
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then i proceeded to 34t like i could afford to g41n 100lbs ( which i CANNOT ) and i w31gh3d myself today finally for the first time since dec 24th and that was 8 days ago …. and i g41n3d 3.4lbs in 8 DAYS ( im 184.5 as of 1/1/25 ) , THATS SO MUCH OMFG I H4T3 MYSELF ! to be fair i took my w31ght before going #2 , 3 times and now im gonna take 3 packs of m1ralax mixed in water . just to clear out my system fully , ive also started a 48hr f4st as of 12am january 1st 2025 , ( aka today , im 14hrs and 53 mins into it so far and going strong , although hvng3r p41ns are pretty bad rn for some reason )
BUT
my goal for this month is to go all of january b1ng3 free and see where i can go from there !
( and ofc hopefully l00se like ideally at LEAST 15lbs this month making me at least , 169.5lbs , putting me at gw 1 which is 169lbs just so i can say im under 170 ) but REALLY id like to loose close to 25lbs this month , which i think is actually possible bc when you first start getting back into the habbit of low r3str1ct1ng and f4st1ng and hydrating more and being more active ( which are my goals for the new year ) , you l00s3 more quicker in the beginning ( at least for me in the past , and ive seen that for others too ) BUT if i l00s3 25lbs this month that will put me at 159.5lbs by january 31st 2025 ! which would be so cool to be vnder 160lbs again for the first time in a bit over 2 years ! i know 159lbs is nothing to be happy or proud over , and trust me im NOT at all satisfied with that number but being there would make me feel like im finally doing the right thing and im on the right track ! and if i think about it this way , if i l00s3 25lbs in january , then realistically my weight loss may slow down for february , so in february i could l00se maybe around at least 15lbs hopefully if i keep to f4st1ng and l0w r3s , that would put me at , at least 144.5 by february 28th 2025 , which would just put me at 24.7 bmi “ healthy weight “ category by .2 bc healthy weight starts at 24.9 , then by then end of march i could loose around another 20lbs hopefully , putting me at 124.5lbs by march 31st 2025 , putting me at 21.3 bmi which is 2.8 away from the vnd3rw31ght category which is very exciting news , then by the next month , april , i should hopefully continue and l00s3 around another 15-20lbs ( so i’ll just say 15lbs ) putting me at , at least 109.5lbs by april 30th 2025 , with a 18.7 bmi which .2 away from vnd3rw31ght category ( which is 18.5 ) ( VV EXCITING NEWS ! ) then the following month may 2025 , i’ll focus on getting to my first big gw which is 100lbs which should only be around a -9.5lb away at that point and maybe even try hitting 99lbs ! )
to sum it up :
within the next 5 months of 2025 , by the end of may 2025 , i should be at my first dream gw which is 100lbs !!! ( or even 99 :0 ) this is if i keep myself accountable which i will do with my best 3d buddy , if you would like to also be one with me as well , lmk !! ( no one under the age of 17 please tho , ive been 18 for 5 months now so it would make me uncomfy ! )
i’ll be posting more regularly here , and giving multiple daily updates most likely ! ( as well as general 3d posts ! )
btw here’s todays depressing w31gh in :
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tonydaddingham · 3 months ago
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hey….totally unprompted question not prompted by terrible visions but do you have any tips for making amvs / any suggestions for editing softwares (preferabky on mobile but computer can work too) ? 😁
oh babe ive GOTCHU okay so obligatory "im just a girl that can't escape the brainrot" disclaimer. im not an expert, i do not do this professionally in any capacity, and im sure more seasoned video makers and editors will look at this list and think it's horseshit - and they'd be right!!! but for what it's worth here are the things that help me:
okay so first off, i edit everything (inc music, bc i do Not have the capacity to make edits to a full 4 min song) on my phone, so you've come to the right place - this nifty little app here is what i use.
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is it good? as long as you're happy with it not being overly flash, yeah sure. does it get the job done? well id like to think so, as long as you're willing to get a bit creative/think outside the box on occasion. is it free? fuck yeah, as long as you don't want the spanglier functions.
okay so as for creating the vids themselves (very good omens centric, btw):
(here is where i wrote loads of shite but i remembered that you, dear anon, would have to read this and probably just want a simple list but always happy to discuss in more detail just lmk)
(edit: turns out, anon, that i still couldn't keep it to a simple list!!! and for that im very sorry)
obligatory start with: get good quality rips of the show. i didn't do this in the beginning and a lot of my old stuff is uploaded in 720p as a result, whereas now i can upload... decently in 2180p. the longer upload time is worth it. oh, and there is a small aspect ratio difference between s1 and s2, and it's the bane of my fucking life especially when i miss it and it's So Obvious To Me that ive missed it post-upload. don't make my mistakes 💕
right. advice. first, storyboard your vid. even if the song is not particularly relevant to the show/story but has Blorbo Potential™. look at the song you've got, and break it down lyrically (if applicable). what are the words saying? what is the story being told? is it thematically relevant/meta (e.g., RUTH), or is it just so applicable to Them that it's a bit embarrassing (e.g., meatloaf)? or is it neither, and it's just a Vibe (e.g., sushi restaurant)? there have been times where ive had to write out the lyrics physically and make notes on what scenes/bits to put to certain lyrics, in order to not feel overwhelmed with the whole thing... even if i change it later on/it ends up not working out anyway. but yeah take a sec to actually look at your song and work out if you have enough material to tell the story you want to tell in it - ie. not just the chorus/a bit of a verse. (ive fallen into this trap Many a time and have a Lot of abandoned wips floating around as a result)
related to the above, and i can't imagine it will be a problem lol, but being Very Familiar with the source material helps. pay attention to blocking and angles, especially if you want to do a cool/slick transition, or want to group together similar shots for a bit of visual interest and satisfying brain itching (e.g., 00:31 onwards of best shot). keep a track of filler bits, like clicks/hand claps/funny faces/dancing/dramatic head turns, because not only is it sometimes helpful for when you've got a musical interlude, but it can help maintain the tempo. (e.g., beginning of darkness)
ALSO related to the first point, and just a general tip - you don't have to start from the beginning. start, for example, with That Emotional Part where you can Perfectly see a part of the show cut to it. (e.g., cut to the feeling, where i started with the 1941 bullet catch at 1:18-1:27 for the bridge, and then built on it backwards). it helps with motivation too, when you find The Good Bit that you knows others will hate you for 🥰
in general, i recommend to keep the big set pieces (bullet catch, kiss, wall slam, in the beginning, on the wall, bookshop fire) in your back pocket for the Big Emotional, Heart-Swelling points of the song, and build on them from there. if you can, exercise symmetry in your scene choices across the choruses (e.g. dog days), or bookend the vid with the same scene (e.g., bon jovi intro and 1:45); i find it keeps a Theme going and drives up the emotional payoff, and again helps with storyboarding (dog days example: i framed as flashbacks, bon jovi example: i framed it as a flashforward)
i know others do this, and it is Not me criticising it at All because it can be soooo effective, but my personal style tries to avoid mouth movements as much as possible (unless it matches the lyrics, and then i keep it in because it's funny - e.g., "yeah" at 0:39 for bon jovi). so to that end, if you're looking to do the same thing/same style, be mindful of when expressions change/mouths start to move - it can literally be a matter of 0.1s, but be jarring if left in. this does regrettably mean losing a lot of source material (bc. yk. they talk in it, not just make Faces at each other), but i personally try to keep it to a minimum or try to keep any mouth movements out of focus.
now. i love a short cut. i go mad for a short cut. i go berserk for fast, sharp scene changes, they're like crack to me. prefer them to using huge stretches of clips. but!!! when actually editing (especially with the above app that whilst great, is not very good on refresh rate/buffering), id recommend exporting your video periodically or after doing a particularly choppy/fast bit, and Checking if it works/it's in time with the music. rewatch it 5, 10 times to make sure. you will constantly have to adjust stuff if you're creating the vid out of sync, unfortunately, but it will honestly help so much. it'll just give you a "ah yes i have 10 fast cuts there, and sure it only makes up for around 5 secs of actual screen time, but it's perfectly in sync and very satisfying, good job me" feeling, which is awesome. if you have issues with timing, consider downloading an overlaying metronome track in the bpm you need, and match it to that. (that saved in me in more of my vids than i care to count)
that being said, don't use short cuts if it doesn't suit the song!!!💕 or at least try to use a mix of them to give the vid some pacing. i like a pop or rock song, me, so i naturally tend to go for higher bpm songs (rip) anyway, but i try to get some longer cuts in there (especially around the intro/bridge) to give the viewer some breathing room (e.g., 0.00-0.44 for hero)
biggest advice tho: just have fun with it. create what You want to watch. do you listen to a song and think GOD THAT SCENE WOULD BE SO GOOD HERE??? then DO IT!!!💕 it doesn't have to slick or flash or overly clever in the transitions or effects, if you don't necessarily want it to be. don't get me wrong, they can look bloody spectacular - some of my favourite vids are really polished and impressive!!! but some of my faves are technically really basic, but they Understand the material and they Understand storytelling. equally some very kind people have told me that mine are some of their favourites (still makes me grin, months later!!!) and my transitions/effects are rudimentary at best. people will see your Vision because it is a Great Vision and will love your work regardless of the quality. you will improve with time, you will recycle bits and use them in new ways, you will learn skills and shortcuts that you will do better the next time. please pls plssss just create and have fun with it, god knows we need it in the world rn 💖
if there's anything else that i can answer or help with, anon, pls let me know!!! good luck my darling!!!💕
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cleeeffa · 1 year ago
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Finally made my romestewy thesisss!!
And by thesis i mean my little ramble document lol...i am cringe but i am free!! i am not a prose writer and its only an outline but i tried to make it nice and readable 😭 one of the many beautys of romestewy is that we know they must have a long standing relationship, but not much else, so filling in the blanks is very fun considering the potential 👀(music&art included) !! from pre canon to post canon to sibling reactions etc etc succession girlies lmk what u think of my deep deep brainrot - do u think im on the right track?? Or do u think it would go differently 🧐 pls @ me i welcome all hyperfixation fuel
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hoonieyun · 2 years ago
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“boyfriend”
pairing: nct johnny suh x reader (y/n) x nct mark lee (kind of)
genre: angst (??) fwb to lovers 
plot: you're not johnny's girlfriend and he's not your boyfriend, but you're also not NOT his girlfriend & he's also not NOT your boyfriend.  
warnings: profanity, some violence (?), drugs/alcohol i cant remember pls lmk if i miss any
notes: haiii first fic ever!!! so crazy.. woww. pls lmk your thoughts! feedback is appreciated but if its mean leave me alone or i will cry :|
mentions of jaehyun, mark, yuta, and haechan. also ningning and karina.
inspired by song "Boyfriend" by Ariana Grande & Social House :3 I suggest you watch the MV & listen to the song prior so you can reference some parts of the story but not necessary!  
also y/n is kinda mean lol. bold and italicized text means it’s a lyric from the song! also probably typos im dumb
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you never really know where to start. whether you wake up in your bed by yourself or in bed with your boyfriend who isn’t your boyfriend, you never know where to start. and this morning isn’t any different from the other nights. you wake up with two strong arms wrapped around your waist and a steady, low snore fills the room. you forgot you had gone home with johnny that night despite trying to ignore him the whole time at mark’s birthday party. the night started with you and your best friends, karina and ningning, pregaming at your apartment before you headed to jaehyun’s house for mark’s surprise birthday party. your phone constantly buzzing from all the texts johnny was sending you asking: 
“are you coming to the party?” 
“what are you wearing??”
“come on, why aren’t you texting back”
and the one that made you put your phone on do not disturb, “we need to talk”. 
it’s not that you didn’t want to talk to him, well you didn’t at the moment, but you just wanted that night to be filled with drinks and having fun with your best friends. 
when you arrived at jaehyun’s house for the surprise birthday party for mark, you didn’t expect johnny to be the one to open the door. filled with a pregnant pause and side eyeing, your friend ningning clears her throat and pushes past johnny’s tall stature and karina follows suit, and when you try to do the same johnny grabs your arm and whispers to you, “upstairs bathroom, 15 minutes”, to which you respond by staring into his eyes for a few seconds and scoffing which leaves johnny shocked. you hightail it to the kitchen for a drink and find yuta, jaehyun, and karina talking which halts when you enter the room. 
“whats wrong?” you said, suspicious of the sudden silence. the trio side eye one another and yuta just clears his throat. karina rolls her eyes and says.
 “y/n, don’t be mad ok?”. you squint at her because you truly have no idea what to expect. karina elbows jaehyun and jaehyun elbows yuta to give you an explanation. yuta says: 
“johnny brought a friend visiting from chicago to the party.” to which you respond with, “okay and what does that have to do with me?”. once again the room is filled with silence. you sigh and begin to exit the room when karina blurts out: 
“and its a girl!”. this statement stops you in your tracks and you slowly turn around to face them and they truly looked scared of what you were going to do. johnny was not your boyfriend and you were not johnny’s girlfriend, but you definitely were not NOT his girlfriend and he definitely is not NOT your boyfriend. and everyone in your friend group knew that, or tolerated it in a sense. all you did was smile and say: 
“cool.” 
as you disappeared from the kitchen the trio released a big sigh and jaehyun says, “she’s planning something, i know it”. yuta nods in agreement. karina grabs a new can of hard seltzer and excuses herself from the two guys to make sure you don’t cause any problems. 
karina catches up with you as you find a seat next to haechan and ningning. “you’re not going to do anything crazy right?’ and haechan laughs at her and says, “y/n and crazy go hand and hand karina, you should know that by now especially after what happened last year during th-” ningning interrupts him by shoving a drink into his mouth, stopping him before he says something stupid that would get him slapped by y/n, karina, and herself. after glaring at haechan and giving ningning a silent thank you, you turn to karina and say, “why would you think that?” and karina can only think of few thousand things as to why you would react in a crazy way. “i’m not going to do anything crazy. trust me.” you smile at her with a nose scrunch and karina takes another sip nervously. 
you haven’t seen johnny since you got here so you check your phone and see that it had been about 15 minutes since you got there so you made your way to the upstairs bathroom. this bathroom was known among your friend group to be the room you and johnny would have your fights in, the most recent being a few months ago when johnny forgot to pick you up and take you to another one of jaehyun’s parties which ended with him taking you home and spending the night in each others arms. you enter the bathroom to be greeted with a light gust of smoke as you find johnny smoking a blunt. you raise your brows as you wait for him to talk because you definitely aren’t going to be the one to start the conversation you didn’t want to have in the first place. “look i know one of the guys already told you that i brought a girl and-” you interrupt him and say “i don’t care, you can fuck who you want. I certainly will'' with a devious smile on your lips. before he can respond you’re out the door just in time as it seemed everyone was getting ready to yell surprise as mark was about to walk through the door. perfect timing, you thought. your plan was now in motion. 
everyone shouts and cheers as mark opens the door and his eyes light up in joy and he has the biggest smile on his face. “wow guys, oh my god i didn’t expect this what the” everyone greets him as he makes his way through the crowd and when he gets to you, you initiate your plan. 
“happy birthday markie!” you wrap your arms around his neck and bring him into a big hug as he wraps both arms around your waist. “come find me after you finish talking to everyone” you whisper and his ears suddenly turn a bright red. from a distance johnny notices this and brings his friend from chicago over to mark to introduce her and greet him a happy birthday. 
“hey man! happy birthday!” johnny goes in for a big hug after greeting the younger and introduces his friend to mark afterwards. “this is eliza, she’s a friend from back home.” to which eliza extends her hand to shake mark’s but she doesn’t realize his hands are full with presents. mark awkwardly says hi and shrugs while eliza shyly retreats her hand. all the while, you watch the whole thing go down while you’re sipping on your drink in the kitchen. 
after a few minutes of catching up with some friends, mark finds you in the living room and offers you a fresh drink. you smile at him and ask how his birthday is going so far to which he just says, “i can’t wait to get shitfaced” and chugs the contents of his red solo cup. mark is suddenly feeling a bit bold and pats his lap as a way to let you know to sit there. everyone knows the fwb situation you have with johnny, mark too, but that doesn’t stop mark from making a move because in the end, you weren’t dating johnny, and johnny wasn’t dating you, right?
you go to move to marks lap and you spend some time there playing with his hair, his arm around your waist and hand resting on your exposed thigh. you didn’t think much of it, mark was your ex and although your breakup was mutual, you both were always a bit flirty with each other even 2 years after your breakup. mark leans towards your ear and whispers, “you’re trying to make johnny mad huh?” and you just giggle and nod. 
“okay, i’ll play along. he still owes me for forgetting to pick me up from the airport when i got back from visiting my parents.” you smile at mark and look into his eyes that seem to sparkle. you think to yourself that if this was a different lifetime, mark would be holding you like this as your boyfriend, not as someone to make your not NOT boyfriend mad. it’s complicated. 
you’re having small talk with mark and his friends about his trip back home and you notice johnny and eliza walk into the living and start dancing. you notice how her smile seems to never fade when it comes to being around johnny and it made you angry. you make eye contact with johnny and immediately stand up and begin to sprint towards eliza, tackling her to the ground and locking her head between your arms as she thrashes around, screaming for help while the party guests crowd to see what’s happening. you’re only then pulled out of your daydream when mark asks if you want to get another drink. you shake those thoughts out of your head and make your way to the kitchen holding hands with mark. 
johnny sees you and mark holding hands on your way to the kitchen and this lights a fire in him. he rushes over to the two of you and roundhouse kicks mark in the face, causing everyone to gasp when mark falls to the floor. he comes back to reality when the song changes to a much louder one and he realizes he’s spaced out. he excuses himself from dancing with eliza and heads to the kitchen to meet you and mark. johnny gets to the kitchen immediately grabs your hand and pulls you to the upstairs bathroom, mumbling a quick sorry to mark. mark can only shake his head and laugh. yuta slides next to mark handing him a drink and says, “those two are in love.” mark responds with a “yup”, popping the p. a part of mark wants to get back together with you but another part of him knows you cant get back what you both used to have together. 
johnny pulls you to the bathroom and you’re both immediately on each other. lips connected, your hands on his neck, and his on your ass as he props you up onto the bathroom counter. in the process knocking over a ceramic piece of some sort that you’ll later have to apologize to jaehyun for. you separate from each other and just stare into each others eye for a moment. 
“i’m a motherfucking train wreck. i- i don’t wanna be too much but i dont wanna miss your touch”
johnny sighs, you both let go of each other and slowly slide down onto the cold tile floor. the room is filled with silence for once. the very bathroom that’s seen the two of you yell at each other at your loudest seems to find itself in a new setting. silence and somber as the two of you just sit there. waiting for the other to say something. you open your mouth to speak but johnny starts first and says:
“i lose my mind when it comes to you… and i don’t want a smile if it ain’t from you.” 
your head hangs low as you realize how dumb you’ve been acting. running in circles. playing cat and mouse but never identifying who is the cat or mouse, and constantly changing how you felt about each other. you ask yourself if this was how you wanted to spend the rest of your days because it really didn’t seem like you were going to find anyone else to put with you like johnny does. johnny just sits there, head leaning back against the bathroom wall and he contemplates telling you that he doesn’t even like eliza, she was just visiting from chicago, and quite frankly she doesn’t even like men and would probably be more interested in you instead of him. he looks at you and reaches for your hand, this makes you raise your head. johnny rubs his thumb across the back of your hand a bit before speaking. 
“even though you ain’t mine, i promise the way we fight make me honestly feel like we just in love.” 
you just chuckle as you look into his eyes. thinking about how your bickering reminds you of your grandparents, and how they’d argue over the smallest things like who should eat the last piece of meat at dinner, who has to clean their cat’s litter box, or even just arguing on who loves the other more. 
“you ain’t my boyfriend, and i ain’t your girlfriend. but you don’t want me to see nobody else and i don’t want you to see nobody.” 
he continues rubbing your hand with his thumb. after a few moments he pulls you towards him and you both just lay there. you’re resting in between his legs, back laid on his chest with his arms around you. your head is to the side as he leans his head over yours, making sure not to lean too much or else it would be uncomfortable for the both of you. 
you break the silence, “i’m willing to try if you are. i know we had an agreement, no feelings but clearly we both know that agreement ended a few months ago.” johnny just sits there in silence as you wait for his response. “actually, my agreement ended about a month into our fwb situation.” he confesses and this makes you turn around, “what?” you respond utterly shocked. he nods and says, “yeah, i knew i liked you the moment i woke up in your bed our 2nd time messing around and i felt so comfortable there. just watching you sleep and it made me feel happy to wake up next to you. why else do you think i put up with your crazy antics and attitude?” your faces scrunches a bit at the mention of your attitude but goes away quickly because you have to admit, you do have a bit of an attitude. 
“wait, you just watched me sleep? that’s kind of creepy i don’t know about this anymore.” you slightly teased him and his grip around you only tightened. “too late, you’re stuck with me forever.” you both laugh and for the first time tonight, you were able to hear your favorite sound, johnny’s laugh and he was able to see his favorite sight, your smile. 
“are we really doing this?” you nervously ask him and he pulls you both up to your feet. he gets down on one knee and it makes you step back a bit, “woah i meant like date, we’re so young we can’t get marr-” he interrupts you to say, “y/n, will you be my girlfriend. officially.” and this makes you blush. johnny’s never seen you smile and blush like that before he promises to himself to make it happen more often. you lean down to johnny and give him a kiss as his answer. before you can back away he gently grabs your chin to extend the kiss a bit longer, smiling into the kiss knowing you’re now his, and he’s now yours. 
by the time you leave the upstairs bathroom most of the guest have left except for your immediate friend group. you both didn’t realize how long you had been in the bathroom because it was now 2am. you made your way down the stairs to the living with johnny behind you as you held his hand to find your friends. yuta and mark were sitting in a corner, haechan and ningning were napping on the couch, while jaehyun and karina were doing some cleaning. “well look who finally showed up!” yuta exclaims to which it slowly brings your friends attention to the both of you. “johnny, eliza told me to tell you not to worry about her. she found some girl and they seemed like they were in a rush to be somewhere.” johnny nods to jaehyun as a thank you. you both briefly help clean around the house before hearing jaehyun yell from the upstairs bathroom, “seriously?! my new vase!”. this makes you and johnny look at each other and laugh. you said your goodbyes to your friends and made your way to johnny’s home. mark watching the two of you leave and he smiles knowing that you’re finally making an effort to love again. hoping he would be able to do that again soon. 
that brings you to now, 12 in the afternoon the next day and you’re waking up in johnny’s bed wrapped in his arms. you weren’t sure if you should leave or go back to sleep. maybe slip out of the bed to go make breakfast and coffee. it didn’t feel any different from the times you guys would hook up and wake up in one another’s bed. you never really knew where to start with this. but you knew one thing: johnny was your boyfriend and you were his girlfriend.
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all writing here is fiction & not in any association with characters mentioned.
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canislucrum · 2 years ago
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hellu hellu gloss here ( s/h, 21+ ) n happy opening day 2 us all!!! can't wait 2 get plottin n interactin w all ur cool muses ♡ im gna be writing for mr venture capitalist, wolf of ansan street, jin hansol!! he's lived in astra nearly all his life and only recently got his ass booted 2 ansan bc his rich n influential daddi-o pulled some strings to get his ass kicked out so ... awkward ... but yes!! you can find more nonsense info on hansol under the cut, but as alw, pls hit that LIKE button n ill come runnin into ur dms!!! also if u have d*scord pls pls lmk bc i cannot for the life of me keep up w tumblr ims orz edit 10/07: so i've decided hansol is gna take on a fake identity as some not-from-ansan dude named kim wonshik bc the anti-astra sentiment in nightrunners ( aka the place he's tryna infiltrate n gentrify ) is p strong and his family is too much of a household name rn!! he's gna be known as jin hansol in business and clinical settings but other times he's gna be known as wonshik but yep!! so muses from ansan prob only ever know of him as wonshik unless we plot otherwise <3
if ur an astrology h0 like me then ♡ he's a leo sun / scorpio moon / aries rising which explains a lot of his fuckassery behaviours 👅
lil backstory: his family owns cynet cybernetics, a v longstanding company and one of the major providers of androids ( aka ai robots / humanoids that run around doin ur house chores 4 u... yep... )!! they were one of the first in astra 50y ago which means hansol was born in astra!! he's Never been to ansan and honestly kinda looks down on it ( pun not intended ) so we know where this is goin 🥶
anw he's born middle child between big bro n lil sis n was unsurprisingly neglected : )) he was alm exclusively raised by cynet androids yikers so altho his physical needs were tended 2 as a kid ( 2 the point of overindulgence honestly ), his emotional needs is that year 1 science textbook sittin in the deep corner beggin 2 b read
a lot of his experience shaped who he was as a teen!! he was a bit of a black sheep n would alw get into tons of trouble like tw underage drinking and drug use n it was all rlly j his own way of trying to get his father's attention!! it seemed like those were the only times his dad ever acknowledged his existence even tho it was usually j 2 express his disappointment
meanwhile his obnoxiously overachieving older bro is taken under daddi-o's wing when he comes of age, even starts 2 intern @ cynet n this pushes hansol to clean up his act!! ofc given his track record his dad is Not goin 2 award him the same internship @ cynet so he ends up trying to prove himself in other ways aka scoring deals, funding startups w his sizeable pocket money, buying out said startups when it shows promise!! he's also a bit of a gambler n even got the rights to revel mayb ab 1y ago in a moderately high-stakes poker games so uh... revel peeps say hi 2 ur absentee owner ♡ also has a ton of body mods to help him cheat in these poker games aka cyberaudio 2 b able to pick up change in tone aka if the person is lying n cyberoptics which helps him read hidden cards!! i'll update his body mods page someday rip
ofc despite all his efforts, none of these r big enough to impress his dad so he goes higher!!! word spreads ab his 'talent' @ the game n this leads to his invitation to play a v v high-stakes poker game w the big boys aka dad's competitors friends!! it's to the point that they don't dabble in cash anymore so this is rlly The Game that would get him his father's attn if he won so he rlly goes all in!! all of the jin family members get a small share of cynet to ensure that the company stays in the family and ultimately overpowers non-relative shareholders in big decisions, n bc hansol is positive he's gna win ( bc he's cheating lol ) he bets his share of cynet eek
ends up LOSING bc it turns out they were cheating too but !! he only knows they're cheating bc he's cheating so can u imagine how that argument is goin 2 go down : )) so yeah cynet is so super impt 2 his family n his dad was absolutely livid to find out that hansol gambled his share away n chalked it up 2 his 'delinquent activities' being so bad 2 the point where it's not only detrimental 2 himself but 2 his family!!! anw 2 regain that cynet share that hansol lost, his dad reports him to the authorities for cheating ( dad obv found out ab his mods bc whose credit card do u think he's usin to install em ) n pulls some strings to get him kicked tf out of astra
so yeah now he's here!! it's been 3 months since n he's still trying to prove himself, this time 2 prove 2 his dad that he's a better businessman than his dad will ever be n the first step is 2 get himself back on astra!! of interest one of his current ventures is to gentrify the betting ring @ the nightrunners races n j make it more organised / official but understandably the nightrunners want their own representative runnin these bets so yeah this means hansol is tryna officially become a nightrunner
personality wise i'd say he's v cunning, likes to think he's more like his dad than his brother is bc he can be p cutthroat and he knows a good deal when he sees one ( n honestly it's true it's prob why his dad loathes him extra ) n he takes a lot of pride in it!! ( yeah he's got a capital D for daddy issues )
also has a bit of a one-track mind so it's like if it's related 2 wtv business venture he's focused on then he'll care 2 the point of obsession n micromanaging but if it's not a priority then he will literally pretend it doesn't exist!! what this means espc socially is if ur someone who's eg a nightrunner he'll be v present 2 u but if ur eg working @ revel he literally could not give less of a shit u prob won't even recognise him that's how absent he is
he can be really charming when he wants to be but honestly it's j part of the game, v wolf of wall street villain coded, has a predatory instinct @ pursuing wealth n will stop at nothing rlly
this is also bad but in line w bein raised by androids n just not respecting ansan at all it can sometimes feel like he's treating ansan as sorta his playground n by extension he doesn't rlly treat a lot of ppl from ansan like real humans n this may sometimes be sorta alluded to in j how he talks or the things he does......... but yeah this sorta goes back 2 his stuff w the nightrunners, like j not respecting their races n stuff n j seeing it as a business opportunity but idk!! mayb w more time in ansan he'll have a good character arc n learn 2 care for things
err as alw i've rambled on waaay too much so if uve made it this far i wanna personally thank u ♡ also below r some plots 2 get us started w the brainstormin!!
since he's p hyperfocused on the nightrunners rn i feel like @ nightrunners there'd b plenty of opportunities 4 positive n negative interactions!! mayb he's tricked u w his charm n u think he genuinely loves racing n shit teehee or ur sus ab his motivations n ur sleepin w one eye open when he's around idk!! i'd also love a nightrunner who's a friend of his ( who he probably approached when he heard ab the existence of these races ) who queued him in that nightrunners only want their own people runnin these bets, which gives him the bright idea 2 become a nightrunner!!
did i mention he loves a good gamble <333 anyone who's a gambling fiend urself pls step right up!!! he also prob places bets on fighters @ the underground so if ur muse is a fighter mayb he places a bet on u!! or against u!! hansol is also not above cheatin so imagine he approaches u n tells u to lose on purpose or smth n he'll give u money in return....
alternatively anyone working @ revel say hello 2 ur boss 😩 i imagine the prev boss was a little more hands on bc they actually cared a lil more for revel and since the ownership's passed to him it's rlly j been goin downhill... also fun thread where he dines @ revel for the first time n mayb he doesn't pay n they confront him n he's like i own this place n they're like o so ur also delusional
he honestly gets a cybermod for literally anyth ( could also b purely for aesthetic purposes honestly ) so anyone workin @ the circle installation centre and apollo medical see u for the monday am appt
he's currently staying at la mariposa ( yeah he was cut off from his fam but this is j proof of privilege 🤡 aka bein his father's son has helped him start off w a large capital to get his hands into a lot of diff businesses which are all now paying off n funding his time @ ansan )
i can also imagine hansol may not be So forthcoming ab him being from astra espc when he finds out ab some of the anti-astra sentiment so idk it would b cool if he kinda lied ab his identity to u n u bought into it n he's literally not at all the person u became friends w ( or even started dating 👀 )
alternatively if ur a diehard fan of astra he will use his birthright as an advantage : )) or if uve been to / are from astra mayb!!! yall could've known each other somehow!!
someone he's pissed off or wronged n mayb now it's comin back 2 bite him in the ass!!!
catch him at orbital sometimes bc old habits die hard
even someone workin at or used to work at cynet?? like the ansan branch or smth!! i feel like ur muse would know him bc he's part of the jin family n ngl once he finds out he's immediately gna start treatin ur muse as like an assistant or smth......... .. .. .... .... orrr mayb he will ask u for info on how daddi-o's doin idk lots of room 4 brainstormin!!
a bunch of his body mods r to make him a good poker player which is rlly handy in business bc he can usually tell when someone's lying!! maybe ur muse is tryna lie to him ab smth n hes like 🧐
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hppjmxrgosg · 2 years ago
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So please feel free to ignore this if you would prefer not to answer, but do you have any DP fics you would recommend? Just something we could check out while we patiently and lovingly wait for your next chapter release? Crossover or non crossover both are welcome.
Hey! Sorry this took me so long to get to! I don't have a lot of DP fic saved (i have a weirdo fic filing system its weird im weird dont worry about)
BUT!! i do have quite a collection. (and a few of them are dp so bonus!)
so here is a like. a fic rec list ig? just some of my faves. >:)
(i feel like these always reveal an uncomfortable amount about a person but fuck it we ball)
Completed Fics I Think Are Just 🤠
Salvage: Atla fic. Zuko centric. Very found family. Angst? heavy. Vibes? immaculate.
Deeper, Darker: Danny Phantom & Stranger Things. when i tell you this fic rocked my shit- its very long, very dark, very horror-core. excellent world building.
Sticks and Stones: Harry Potter & Naruto HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE OKAY JUST HOLD ON is there anything more pro trans rights than taking a funky lil guy, a traumatized lil assassin child soldier guy, and using him as a way to wreck the shit out of the Harry Potter Universe? Didn't think so, next question.
(Anbu kakashi gets sent to hogwarts to fuck shit up. he succeeds)
All The Leaves Are Brown (And the sky is gray): Marvel. Bucky Barnes & Tony Stark centric (but in absolutely not the way you think) i actually think this one is pretty funny. a good time if you're depressed 💅 yk what im saying?
Unmasked: Spider-Man: what it says on the tin. when i tell you this was a roller coaster to read on live updates- but shorty pulled through ✊😔 spider-man and Harley keener centric. quality shit if you asked me. i havent read the second part of this series but this one slapped so lmk.
Incomplete But Updating Fics That I Think Are Just 🫡
The File: Percy Jackson & The Avengers. when i tell you guys this is one of the greatest things i have ever read in my life- its so good. its actually a series. i have read every word. this is the fic that inspired me to write VC. I will never stop thinking about it. in my head completely rent free. not like the other PJxMarvel crossovers ✨
the first step of kintsugi: marvel, spider-man and the punisher. i just think it's neat. (i say as i am literally dying over this fic) so good. dynamic 9000.
This Boy's Too Young to Be Singing the Blues: Marvel, Spider-Man & DAREDEVIL this time (bc i am a sucker for spider man and a sucker for daredevil and 1+1=🤠 yk what im sayin?
Friendly neighborhood vigilante: DP x DC!! (what you came for lol) not danny centric. Jazz/Jason (power couple fr)
lex luthor's ascent from supervillainy to fatherhood: dp x dc . honestly? slay. a touch disjointed in the beginning but over all ✨quality✨ and (from what i can tell) semi frequent updates so double slay.
i have a few more but i hit the link limit so ill just name them and you should be able to track em down on ao3 with a lil searchy search ya feel?
Padfoot And Hound by SayItAll
Harry Potter & Naruto (i am so mentally ill what do you want from me)
i am sooooOo normal about this one guys. sooOoOoOo normal. guess when this was first published? 12/18/2020 i have been live reading this thing for the past two years. I love it so much.
The Victory Series by ewfte
Naruto & Boku No Hero Academia
its incomplete and discontinued so be warned but it is so good. SO good. just. I cannot even express.
and ofc The Ghost of Heroes by Enigmaris (DP x Marvel) and Ghost in the NYC by ASharksReadingGlasses (a fic inspired by comics by the-stove-is-on-fire) also DP x Marvel
these two i really think are kinda staples of the marvel x dp side of the phandom so vibes. if you haven't read them you're missing out on your culture.
this is a really long post but these are just some of my faves or what im reading right now. in any case, vibes.
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pinkfluffybunnyy · 2 years ago
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goddess of healing, goddess of destruction
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summary: (y/n) joins the fight after zeke turns the soldiers that drank the tainted wine into titans.
(part of the sidelines series, oneshot, canon divergance, angst, wholesome and eternal love lol, i stole mikasa's iconic line lmao baby im sorry ily)
content warnings: mentions of violence and blood, mentions of hospitals and medical settings, children in distress
dividers by: @silkholland and @anlian-aishang
{i don't know the artists of the paintings in the header, i just found them on pinterest lol. if you know them pleeeeease lmk}
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The Scouts stood upon the rooftop, analysing the situation unfolding around them. 
Zeke had just released his scream, turning hundreds of soldiers into titans. They swarmed around them, clumsily running around the buildings, picking off stray soldiers one by one.
By the time Mikasa and Armin looked behind them, it was already too late. 
A recently transformed titan emerged from the ground behind them, its hand already reaching out towards them.
Before either of them had time to react, a figure flashed across their vision, blood spraying around them, spattering the concrete of the surrounding buildings.
Armin stepped back in shock, Mikasa looking amongst her comrades to find that they were all accounted for.
“Who just killed that titan?!” she exclaimed, vision rapidly flickering among her comrades.
“Oh my god…” Jean whispered, looking down towards his right, his comrades following his line of sight.
Through the steam emitted from the titan emerged a petite form, a white tunic dress, golden hair flowing like a waterfall. The figure turned their head toward the titan they had just slain, revealing their identity.
(Y/N).
Mikasa took a step forward. “Who the hell taught her to use ODM gear-” “Sasha.” Connie cut her off. “Sasha did.”
They looked on, rooted to the roofing in shock, as a scream caught (Y/N)’s attention. She turned towards the sound before engaging her gear, gliding to her left.
A small child stood frozen in distress, looking up at the titan that was closing in on her. (Y/N) upped the gas usage, increasing her speed. She glided around the titan, circling it, rapid yet graceful, like a butterfly electing which flower to perch on so it could feast on its sweet nectar. Once she had reached the desired spot, she dug the blades through the titans flesh, severing its nape. Blood sprayed from its wound, raining down upon her, dying her white dress crimson. As she landed, she swooped the terrified child into her arms and ran like her life depended on it.
Because it did.
She didn’t know where she would go. No where was safe in this hell brought up to earth. But she had to find some form of safety for this child.
The sharp, screeching sound of ODM gear caught her attention, causing her to look above her as she fled. 
“(Y/N)!” Mikasa shouted, stopping (Y/N) in her tracks, the Scouts not long behind her.
Mikasa landed in front of her, but it was Armin that reached her first.
“(Y/N), are you okay?!” Armin cried, exasperated, his hand gripping her arm.
“I’m fine, I-” She cut herself off when the child in her arms began to cry, wailing and gasping for breath. She pulled the child close to her, causing her to tuck her face into (Y/N)’s neck.
“Hey, hey, you’re okay little one. You’re safe.” she soothed, petting the child’s hair.  She turned her attention back to the Scouts. “I need to find a place of safety for this little girl. Where can I take her?” They all looked amongst themselves, scrambling for an answer.
“The only place I can think of is the headquarters. That’s where your team is located, right?” Jean asked, his tone gentle, trying to keep everyone calm.
“Yes.” she nodded.
“I’ll take her there.” Jean said, holding his arms out for the child.
(Y/N) rubbed the child's back to get their attention. “I’m going to hand you over to my friend Jean, okay? He’s going to take you somewhere safe.” she cooed, the child calming their sobs and nodding in response. Jean took the girl into his arms and shot off on his ODM gear.
As soon as Jean was on the move, Armin grabbed (Y/N)’s arms, clutching them tightly, his face twisted and contorted in exasperation and confusion.
“Why did you do that?!” he yelled, his eyes frantically scanning hers, looking for an answer. “I couldn’t just stand back and watch you fight! That titan could have killed you guys back there!” she exclaimed, her forearms flying up as she vocalised her anxieties.
“(Y/N)!” A voice pulled them once again from their conversation. This time it was Artemis, running towards them. Once she reached them, she gasped for breath, exhausted from running towards her friend. “What the hell is going on?!”
(Y/N) paused for a moment before answering, mulling over the words in her head.
“I’m joining the fight.” she declared.
“What?!” Armin and Artemis both shouted in unison, looking at her as if she had just grown a third head.
“(Y/N), you can’t do that!” Armin exclaimed, causing her to turn her gaze back to him. “Y-You’ll get hurt, you could die! You can’t, I-, I won’t let you! You need to stay in the headquarters, in safety! You’re not a fighter, (Y/N). You’re not a soldier.”
She stared at him for a moment, considering his words. His desperate plea for her safety. But she had already made up her mind.
“I am whoever I need to be in the moment.” she stated. The blonde’s ocean eyes widened in horror. He tried to sputter out a response, a vocalisation of defiance, but she cut him off as she turned towards Artemis.
(Y/N) took a step towards her, pulling her radio out of her pocket and holding it out towards Artemis. “Take over leading the medic operations.”
Artemis huffed out a sharp breath, shaking her head lightly, her hazel eyes blown wide, mouth agape.
“(Y/N), I can’t do that! I-I’m not strong enough, I’m not qualified enou-” “Yes you are.” (Y/N) deadpanned, her face a reflection of how deadly serious she was. “You are more than qualified. I would not give you this responsibility if I didn’t know you could handle it.”
Artemis stood rooted to the spot, looking at (Y/N) incredulously. She dared not speak for a moment, considering her offer, before stilling and grasping the radio held out to her in (Y/N)’s hand.
“A-Are you sure…?” she questioned, her raven brows knit together, her dark skin glistening with sweat.
“One hundred percent.” (Y/N) responded, clasping her other hand over her dear friend’s, her comrade’s, her protégé’s. “I have taught you everything you need to know. I have never once doubted you for a moment. I trust you with my life, my whole being.” she declared. “Now get back out there, and save some lives.”
Something changed in Artemis’ eyes. Instead of the fear and anxiety they held before, they were now filled with something stronger. Strength. Confidence. Determination.
She huffed a breath and nodded. ‘Yes ma'am.” she affirmed, taking the radio from her friend and sprinting off into the direction of the headquarters. As (Y/N) watched her leave her heart swelled with pride.
Artemis had been working under her for years now, the two growing as close as two could. They were spit sworn sisters. (Y/N) had taught Artemis everything she knew, watching her blossom and bloom into one of the finest nurses she had ever had the pleasure of knowing. And now all her hard work, her teachings and knowledge, her disciplines, all the harsh nights they had spent together slaving away in hospitals and clinics, it had all come to a head. She couldn’t fathom a more perfect time for it.
(Y/N) turned once again towards the remaining Scouts.
“What’s the plan?” she asked, looking amongst them, taking in their shocked expressions.
“(Y/N)-” Armin started.
“I won’t hear it, Armin.” (Y/N) deadpanned, her eyes boring into his own. “This is not your choice, this is not for you to decide. Everything we do, we do together. Who am I if not your ally, if not your comrade? I am not asking to fight alongside you. I am demanding it.” She took his hand in hers, giving it a firm squeeze.
“I want to share your burdens with you.”
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taglist: @arlertwitch, @ashbash2403
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i legit dreamt this scenario a few nights ago and i just had to put it into words. i hope you enjoyed it & thank you for reading !
please make sure you eat something and stay hydrated !!!
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A Siren Song
Pairing: Robert Dubois/ Bloodsport x Reader
A/N: so I just finished watching the new Suicide Squad for the second time and I’m even more obsessed now than I was the first time I watched it. It’s a brilliant film with actually good humor, a non-sexualizing and actually empowering view on Harley Quinn (that leg scene?? y'all-), the rats?? Rat-catcher 2?? THE SHARK?? FLAG?? Who looked really good in this movie, he might be another contender for a story as well as Harley Quinn so lmk ;) but Bloodsport immediately piqued my interest because it’s Idris Elba and he’s gorgeous, I loved the complexities of his character and I want to write for him and no one else has done it yet?? so shoutout to @honey-im-emotional​​ for the support and push to do it! also love The Bodyguard movie, helped with the inspo <3 and i’m so sorry all of my stories are similar but I HAVE A TYPE enjoy and feedback is always appreciated loves and there will be SPOILERS so be warned, also if you want a Harley one next lmk ;) (it’s so long I’m so sorry lol)
Summary: You’re a highly targeted member of the royal family, the last in your line. Bloodsport is hired to be your bodyguard to both watch and assassinate the men after you. He believes it’s below his pay-grade, but reluctantly agrees, doing so to the best of his abilities. But the closeness brings more intimacy than you two expected, and sparks fly.
Warnings: foul language, sexual content, smut, choking, light bdsm, fluffy fluff, dirty dancing, dirty talk, violence and bad guys getting murdered, mentions of Harley x Reader (y’all sexy dance and kiss), reader likes women, dom! Bloodsport, age gap, alcohol consumption, jealousy, heavy kissing, slight angst, just a good time honestly
Word Count: 3,825
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You dangle from the ceiling with your aerial silk, fitting your leg in the loop you’ve created, and dangling upside down. The rope wraps around your waist as you hang gracefully from your marble walls, flying. Your friend Harley Quinn taught you how to do this years ago, it now being your favorite form of exercise and relaxation when you need a moment to clear your head. 
As you lightly spin, twirling and dancing in the air with your chandelier reflecting light everywhere, a dazzling fairy floating in a sea of stars. You hear footsteps approach and move to hang upside down, facing towards the grand door. Robert Dubois, a.k.a Bloodsport, walks forward to stand directly in front of you. 
You have known him a few weeks or so now, him having to watch your every move and tracking down your family’s killers. He stands and meets your eyes as you dangle, hair falling below you.
“Hi,” you giggle, face flushed with heat. “I probably look ridiculous right now.”
He composes himself so he doesn’t crack a smile, but you see his lips twitch when he speaks, “No, Mrs. y/l/n.”
“I have a first name, you know,” you grin widely. “I’m younger than you, which hardly warrants such a professional title.”
“My apologies, y/n,” he fixes himself.
“It’s alright,” you ease, filling him with a sense of softness he hasn’t felt in a long time. You flip and land on your feet, letting go of your silks. 
You don’t notice as his eyes glaze over your body in your sports bra and shorts, something his cold, calculated stare should never succumb to, but he does anyway and he kicks himself for doing it. You’re his client and should therefore remain as such, no conflict of interest or thoughts other than to protect. He didn’t want this job, hell, he still doesn’t know why he said yes. Maybe it was the money. Or maybe it was upon seeing you that first time, in that star-studded gown the night of a charity gala you were attending, the way the diamond littered fabric hung over your figure, absolutely dazzled. The way you looked at him and smiled, like you were used to with all the other nobles and adoring fans. But he let himself believe it was different.
He can’t do that anymore, however, because he can’t allow for any complications. And falling for his boss is certainly a complication. 
You look at him and your eyes widen with realization, “Oh, I’m sorry. Let me cover up.”
You grab a tee shirt and toss it over your exercise clothes. He looks down as you do so and clears his throat. This brings a small smile to your face.  
“You called me in here,” he gestures to the necklace charm hanging around your neck that you can squeeze and send an instant distress signal whenever you need it. “What can I do for you, y/n?”
“Wanted you to spot me,” you tease, a smile overtaking your delicate features. You have a sort of stunning beauty about you that takes him by surprise every time he lays eyes on you. Which is often. You lay on your yoga mat and sit up straight with that same damned smile. 
“I’m here to do a job, y/n,” he says, his deep, honeyed voice coating the way he says your name like heat to sugar. “Not aid you in your workout routine.”
“What? Your assassin training didn’t include sit ups?” you smile, tongue in cheek.
“No, but if you need a way to kill a man with a book,” he presses a foot over both of yours as you begin to do sit ups. “Then I’m your man.”
“Yeah, you and John Wick,” you breathe out with a laugh. “And shouldn’t you be in here watching me already? Not by the door?”
“This room has no windows and no other door or entrance besides the one I was standing by. I thought you would want privacy,” he averts your gaze. “I’m sure it’s a hard thing to come by these days for a woman like yourself.”
You stop what you’re doing and look up at him, blinking, “Well, you’d be right,” you tuck your hair back. “So thank you.”
He meets your eyes, bordering on a smile, “You’re welcome.”
“Is that a smile I see?” you chuckle.
The smile shines, “It was a diversion. And you failed.”
You laugh loudly, “Will the next diversion be an actual laugh?”
“Wouldn’t be a proper diversion if you knew what it was.”
You tap his feet so he’ll get the hint and let you up. You rise to your feet and dust yourself up, “I appreciate your spotting.” You press a hand to his chest and hum. Warmth radiates from your palm and he inhales sharply. “For someone who wasn’t trained, you sure are a fast learner.”
He looks at your hand and back to your eyes, heat sprouting from where your hand touches. His hand flexes at his side as he looks around the room, to the door, seeing if it’s closed. 
“I-” he cocks an eyebrow then settles. “I think I should go.”
He watches you look at him with wounded eyes, brow lowered, you open your mouth then close it. 
You nod, moving away from him, “Right.”
You move to walk away when he stops you, mouth by your ear, voice dropping an octave when he whispers, “Just so you know-” you tilt your head up almost instinctively to hear him better. “-my assassin training did include reminding people who they are when they’ve forgotten their place.”
You look up at him fully now, “You work for me, remember?”
“I work for money. And you didn’t hire me. I was employed by Mrs. Waller to keep you alive,” he cocks his head slightly. 
“So it would be frowned upon by her when you’re unable to walk if you touch me like that again.”
You couldn’t believe he had just said that. Your eyes widen and your cheeks once again heat up, blushing. Your chest gets hot when he doesn’t break the stare like he’s calling your bluff, and fuck, did he do just that. You turn away from him.
You can hear the smile in his voice, “That’s what I thought.”
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“Robert said that!?” Harley exclaims, eyes wide. Her jaw is dropped as she does her mascara aggressively in the mirror. “He’s usually so...”
You tug down your tiny halter top over your head, your bright, flattering makeup complementing the colorful swirling pattern, “An empty void with no emotion?”
She nods emphatically, agreeing, “Exactly! I had no idea he had it in him?” she raises her brow and smooths down her leather black and red dress, “Or that he wanted to put it in you-”
You slap her arm, chastising, “You don’t know that. It might have been a threat to actually paralyze me in a very not sexual way.”
“I say both are arousing,” she shrugs, platinum curls bouncing.
You roll your eyes with a small smile aimed at the floor, “Anyway-” you slip a belt through your tight jeans, hitting at your waist when you cinch it in. “We should get going if we want to get to the club on time.”
She pauses. “Y/n. Are you sure we should be doing this?”
You do a double take, “You’re telling me that we shouldn’t sneak out and have a good time?”
“I know the irony is apparent,” she looks at you with a knowing stare. “But not if it means you’re in danger. Which you are.”
“I know,” you frown. “But I’ve been locked in this house for months, I miss going out and having a life. I’m tired of being coddled.”
“I know, sweetheart,” she sighs, looking past herself in the mirror to flash me a sympathetic smile. She thinks for a beat and finally spins around, “Alright, screw it, doll, let’s go paint the town.”
You buzz with excitement, grinning, “Yay! Thank you, thank you! I wonder who will be djaying...” you trail off. 
Harley’s face falls and her mouth goes in a solid, straight line, looking past your shoulder, “I don’t think anyone will be.”
You laugh, completely oblivious, “Of course there will be. There has to be music. Dancing in silence would be pretty fucking awkward.”
“This moment is pretty fucking awkward.”
“What do you mean?”
A deep, irritated voice sounds off behind you, “Because you’re not going.”
You jump out of your skin, “Shit, Robert! You scared the hell out of me!”
“You’re not going to that club,” he folds his arms over his chest. You look over him and his casual, night wear: a loose tee and low hanging joggers. You almost wipe your mouth from salivating. Your outfit elicits the same reaction.
You pinch your eyebrows together, “You can’t tell me what to do.”
“Yes, I can. I’m tasked with protecting you.”
“Yeah. And nowhere on your job description does it say ‘become my parent’. There’s not an opening now just because I don’t have one. I am a grown ass woman and I have been a prisoner in my own home. The same home where...” you pause, a lump in your throat at the reminder of your family’s passing. You shake it off, “I’m just tired. I want a piece of my life back. You can either stay here or come. Either way I’m going.”
He gives you a quick once over and contemplates his options before dropping his arms to his sides and letting out a long exhale.
“Fine.”
You somewhat relax at his defeated tone, “Fine, what?”
He relents, “You can go, but I’m coming with you. But if anything happens to you, I’m not to be blamed. I will leave your ass in that club.”
You grin and jump up to give him a tight hug around the neck. He stiffens before slowly rubbing your back. You sink into his embrace, feeling like you were floating in water, now above the surface as he brings you back to oxygen. Harley smiles at the exchange and she winks theatrically. 
He glares. 
It’s not long before you three arrive at the club, music blaring and colorful lights flashing over the crowded floors. From his stare and intimidating aura, the club staff thought he was a bouncer and let you all in immediately. But before he was roped into working, the three of you bee-lined to the bar. 
“The prettiest and strongest drink ya got, sugar,” Harley smiles at the pretty bartender.
“And what if that’s me?” she responds, ebony hair falling onto one shoulder.
“Then I’ll have to drink you later,” Harley gives her a flirty once over and you roll your eyes.
The bartender grins and gestures towards me for my order, I answer quickly, “Scotch on the rocks.”
Robert looks at you, poorly covering his shocked expression. “Really?”
“Yeah, why?” you look up at him.
“Didn’t peg you for a straight liquor type, Ms. y/l/n,” he finally lets his hidden laugh show through, butterflies erupting in your chest. The diversion definitely worked, whatever you were thinking about before this has immediately left you.
“Then this is going to be the first surprise of many tonight, Mr. Dubois,” you return the smug look as he orders the same thing. You both share a look.
The bartender slides you all your drinks, each of you taking a long swig for liquid courage for the night. Harley’s favorite Doja Cat song comes on and she gasps, clapping excitedly when she grabs you by the wrist, pulling you on the dance floor, “Come dance with me.”
You mouth a small ‘sorry’ to Bloodsport who you left at the bar, he shakes his head with a smile over the rim of his glass, watching you guys’ drinks. 
She dances wildly, jumping up and down, spinning to let her hair fall in many beautiful angles. She’s a powerful force and your greatest friend. She puts her arms around your neck and the two of you move in time with the music.
“So...” she motions to Bloodsport who’s being forced into a conversation with a woman at the bar. The woman puts her hand on his and he visibly shrinks back and whispers something to her that causes the most horrid look from the woman and for her to walk quickly away. You smile at the relief that interaction has brought you.
“So what?” you spin her around and pull her back.
“Quit with the good dancing, or I’m gonna fuck you myself,” she teases with a lightheaded giggle.
You smile, “We’ve tried that already, remember?”
“Too much history, I know, I know. Doesn’t mean it wouldn’t be nice...” she whispers into your neck, kissing the soft spot under your chin. Your skin heats up under her touch as she drags her hands down your sides, pulling you close to her so that you’re flush against her chest.
You give into her and kiss her slowly, her soft lips melt into your own when her hands tug in your hair. Harley and you have always had a complicated friendship, with enough sexual attraction to fuel a nuclear bomb, but not enough romantic. You love each other but not in the way you both need. You were in love with Robert and she is continuing to explore her sexuality because she likes women and so do you. So as she trails her hot mouth down your neck in the middle of dozens of bustling bodies and you lock eyes with an angry Bloodsport, you knew exactly what she was doing.
You whisper, out of breath, “Are you trying the jealousy trick?”
“It worked in college, didn’t it?” she kisses your cheek, smiling gently against your skin. “And it’s working now.”
“I think you’re just obsessed with kissing me,” you kiss her back.
“It was a win-win situation, doll,” she grins devilishly and you can’t help but agree. “So when you’re done with him, come see me. But right now, I have a sexy bartender lady to drink up.” You grip her hand and let her make her way to her next conquest.
Robert had seen the tail-end of your kiss, his deft fingers clenched around his whiskey glass. He knows he shouldn’t let this sort of thing affect him, something as juvenile and simple as jealousy. But he couldn’t stop that feeling of being stuck, unable to think about anything except the fact that it wasn’t him with his hands on you like that, lips marking you as much as he pleases. Sadness washed over him in a tidal wave and he set his glass down, about to get up to leave when he spotted a man eyeing you from the door. He looked familiar and it wasn’t just attraction he sensed in his eyes but something far more sinister.
A few more men followed suit and began making their way to you in the middle of the dance floor. He had no time to consider the facts, just to get you out of there as soon as possible. 
You feel a rough hand tug your arm and turn to face who you think to be Dubois, you smile, “Enjoy the show?”
“Very much,” an unknown voice answers, and you look up, eyes wide. “Now why don’t you come with me for a little talk, beautiful.”
“Get the fuck off of me,” you yank your arm back, slamming your heel down into the perpetrator’s foot. More men surround you on all sides, making it impossible for you to escape or use your subpar martial arts skills. Aerial yoga was a very different ballpark than kicking ass. And you were just a beginner.
You poorly punch a man in the face, only making them all angrier when you’re grabbed from all sides, being dragged towards the exit kicking and screaming. You didn’t want to be that helpless damsel in distress, but as all of these men, men you recognized from your family’s death, were surrounding you, you couldn’t breathe. Their hands felt familiar, grabbing your arms like they’d done that night before you hid in the secret door in the dining room. You had watched these faceless men through a hole in that door, stifling your cries when bullets sprayed the room your family was having dinner in. So while they were coming after you and pulling you outside, it’s all you felt. That same feeling when he wasn’t near.
Drowning.
There’s a hand that pulls you back and you watch, dazed, as Bloodsport puts every man who touched you on the ground. It’s filled with swift yet aggressive and barbaric movements, controlled, expert chaos and it happens within moments. His chest is heaving when he looks down at you and scoops you up in his arms. You’d object in any other circumstances, but this time, head against his chest and tucked in his arms, you were okay.
His voice rumbles against your side, “We’re going home.”
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Harley’s tears hit your shoulder as you sympathetically pat her back.
“I’m so sorry, y/n. I shouldn’t have left,” she sniffles loudly. “I should’ve been there.”
You laugh softly, fitting your head into her shoulder, “It’s okay, Harls. It’s not your fault, there was no harm done.”
“There could have been,” she sighs. “I’m not letting you convince me to go out next time, you’re staying here forever.”
You roll your eyes with a smile, “Alright.”
She gets up and sniffs, wiping at her nose that’s now flushed from crying, “Good because I’m serious.”
“I know,” you laugh again, hugging yourself in a hoodie much too large for you, (because you stole it from Rick Flagg) swallowing you whole. 
Your eyes wander down the hall to where Robert is no doubt pacing around in your bedroom, the only room not laden with cameras (ironically for privacy). You kick at the floor in your fuzzy socks and think of an excuse to go check on him, even though you’re probably the last person he wants to see right now. You, frankly, don’t care.
“I’m gonna go-” 
“Check on Robert?” she finishes. “I know, honey. I was a psychiatrist, I’m not stupid.”
You crack a smile and grip her arm affectionately as you walk past her towards the bedroom. You don’t even take the risk of knocking for fear he’ll lock it and try your luck with just simply opening it. You see him, shirtless with a towel over his shoulder, a low hanging towel wrapped around his waist, while nursing his knuckles. He looks you over once you enter the room, trained eyes on you and the intimidation is definitely working already when he takes the damp towel on his shoulder and dabs the cuts on his skin.
He remains silent and you move to sit down on your bed, the awkward squeak filling the already high-tension atmosphere, thick enough to make your ears pop like you’re in an airplane too far up in the sky.
“I’m sorry,” you say quietly, drawing his eye. 
He hums and steps into your bathroom, washing off his hands. 
You frown at his lack of response, “Are you really going to pout this whole time? Because honestly, it’s beneath you, Robert.” You lean forward, watching as he walks out of the bathroom, still half naked, still silent. 
The silence is beginning to slowly kill you, especially when he looks this good, water droplets running down his chiseled torso from a hot shower. You didn’t let your mind wander because if the reaction your body is giving from the image before you was any indication, you want him. He walks in the room once again, mouth in an amused yet firm line. 
In actuality, he was ashamed of himself. Not so much of you. He would’ve left as that despair overcame him back in that bar. He would’ve left you there and abandoned his mission, leaving you to be hurt. If it hadn't been for those men, you could’ve been killed and it would be his fault. He alerted Waller of the attack, making up a lie about the two of you going for a walk at night and getting ambushed there rather than at a club. There’s a hit on each of those men being taken out as we speak as well as a search for their boss. Even though that still got him chewed out. He couldn’t imagine what she’d do to him if she found out the truth.
Robert walks slowly towards you, leaning against the bed frame, gesturing for you to continue. You watch him, distracted, as he wraps a bandage around his knuckles.
“I shouldn’t have kissed her to get a rise out of you, that was hurtful,” you exhale your words, quiet enough he wouldn’t be able to hear you if you weren’t within a breath of one another. You hang your head, “And it was stupid to go out in the first place when I am in this much danger. I could’ve been killed, and you could have been hurt. I’m sorry.”
He represses a laugh at the idea of him getting hurt, when the two of you both know that would never happen. But as the silence from him grows thicker, the more you start to ramble.
“Okay, this silent treatment isn’t going to work for much longer. I don’t know what game you’re playing, but you need to stop.”
He gives you a look that says ‘make me’. But you both know you couldn’t if you tried, and vice versa. He thinks of you as a siren, one of those alluring creatures in old sailor tales that lured unsuspecting men to their painful deaths. As if he has no control of the way he feels about you. Which in a way he does, but he knows better. He knows better than to fall under your enchanting song, but he can’t help but be pulled beneath the surface of the water. 
Robert tenses when you move forward and the hoodie falls off one of your shoulders, revealing more of your chest, the smooth skin that lays there. 
His chest tightens when you look up at him and sigh.
“But thank you for saving me,” you say, both because you think that’s what he wants to hear but also because you mean it, you wouldn’t be here at all if he didn’t come with you.
He licks his lips and nods his head in simple recognition. He appreciated the apology, truly he did, but a part of him enjoyed the way you continued to ramble on, so he remained silent. This was an old interrogation tactic he learned when he served, keeping quiet always got people talking. He looks down at you and leans to meet your face, hands on either side of you. 
“I don’t know what else you wish for me to say,” you admit quietly, fiddling with your hands.
He didn’t know either but whatever you would say, he would listen.
“So I take it you’re not mad anymore?” you infer from his relaxed posture, heart beating out of your chest, fast enough that it catapults to your throat. 
He tilts his head down so he’s an inch before your mouth, breath fanning over your face. when he tugs you up to your feet, hands gripping the sides of your waist when he pulls you close. Your heartbeats began to sync up, chest to chest.
“I’m fucking furious, sweetheart.”
You meet his eyes, looking up in that seductive stare of yours you never knew you were capable of until him, and close the distance, kissing him lightly. His arms falter by your side and it’s the first time you’ve seen him hesitate, losing his cool. It’s the most gentle thing he’s ever experienced, everything in his life being forced, hostile, and malicious, while your soft lips against his are anything but. You kiss him like he’s not the monster he thinks himself to be. 
“Then let me make it up to you.”
“Fuck,” he grips your sides harder, palm moving to push you closer with his hand flat against the small of your back. “We shouldn’t.”
You search his face for uncertainty, but all you sense is a profound sense of clarity, in the both of you. “I know.”
“Will you regret this?”
You shake your head, hand against his cheek, “No.”
His dark eyes fall to your lips, pupils filling his dark brown irises, lust blown, “You’re so good, baby. You’re too good for me.”
Before you can tease him about the new nickname and object to that, his lips have crashed against your own. His hand slides up to cup the side of your face, drinking you in with his intoxicating kiss. You hum, content, against his feverish mouth and he opens it, vulnerable and on display. You feel his guard still up, tense and calculated, so you rest your hand against his chest. You press a kiss to his eyelid, his cheek, his nose, his chin, his jaw, his neck. He softens beneath you, groaning aloud as his hands tighten. 
“You don’t need to be afraid with me,” you whisper to him, tender fingers trailing down his shirtless chest, hot skin against hot skin. It’s enough to make you sweat.
He exhales and captures your bottom lip with his own, holding your face in both of his hands. The kiss grows heated and rushed, like you’re running out of time, as if at any moment those men would come back and find you and take you away from him again. His tongue expertly works with your own, licking the pout of your bottom lip, and coaxing you open. He slides his hand down between your legs, dipping his finger to find the slick in the middle of your thighs. You moan into his mouth, his other hand at the back of your neck when he buries his face in your shoulder. He kisses you there, the crook where your neck meets your collarbone, that damned sensitive spot. You succumb to his touch. His beard tickles your skin and you gasp when he sucks hard, a bruise forming.
You breathe a laugh, “Everyone will see if you leave a mark,” you tug on his hair when you thread it through his coarse curls. 
He falls under your spell and there’s something so ironically beautiful about this trained assassin with a heart of gold and the scars to show for it, being so open with you.
His hands, his entire life, have been forced to be instruments of death and violence. But as they slide down your figure, holding your face, and pulling you into him, they’re his greatest gift. He’s surprisingly tender with you. 
But then he has enough and pushes you down on the bed, arms trapping you on both sides.
He responds bluntly, “I don’t care.”
You part your legs for him and he releases a shaky breath. He slowly unzips your sweatshirt and it falls off you just as you do the same and tug his towel down. Both of you are bare before the other as you take a moment to drink each other in. You were just as, if not more, beautiful than he imagined you to be. 
“You’re so beautiful,” he says quietly as his hand drapes down the line of your figure. He touches you how someone would handle a glass vase filled with flowers. 
You take his face in both of your hands and kiss him, “So are you.” 
“I don’t think you know what you do to me, baby.” His hand finds your breast and squeezes while he kisses your neck.
You moan when he uses his other hand to grip your neck, thumb against your pulse point, “If it’s anything like how I feel right now, then yes, I do.”
He lifts his head up to watch your face as he chokes you, softly so he doesn’t hurt you but hard enough to play with your breath. His thumb opens your mouth and your legs tremble. 
“So I take it you’re into choking, my love?” You nod excitedly, unable to speak, and his grip tightens. 
You let out a squeak and he releases, face etched with worry, kissing your neck where he touched you. “Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry.” 
You shake your head and smile comfortingly, “No, baby, I’m okay. I’ll tap out if it’s too rough, I promise,” you tease.
His grumbling voice deepens, “Good... because, darling, right now all I want to do is bury my face in between those gorgeous thighs of yours.”
You inhale sharply when he opens your legs once again, looking up at you and you nod in consent.
“I need words, beautiful,” he smirks with his mouth just above your center. 
“Yes, please,” you breathe out and he responds with a swift lick to your pussy. He looks up at you and when he catches your eye, it’s as if the sensation grows stronger and your head hits your pillow.
“I’ve barely even touched you,” he mumbles into you and you feel his smug smile in your thigh. His fingers dip into you as he flattens his tongue and crooks them towards himself, you grip your sheets.
“Don’t... flatter yourself,” you sigh out. “I-it’s just been awhile.”
He removes his mouth and fingers from you, “So anyone can make you feel like this?”
You enjoy the feeling you get when he looks at you like that, his eyes dark and dominant, so you play along and nod. “Yes, in fact, I’ve had better.”
He licks his lips and gets up from the bed. He opens his drawer and you sit up to look what he grabs: a belt. Your heart beats excitedly in your chest even though you know you shouldn’t be. He gets back on the bed and climbs over you.
Robert looks at you, “Hands.”
You extend them to him wordlessly, watching as he ties your wrists together and puts them over the bedpost so you’re trapped there, unable to move.
“Now,” he holds himself above you, pressing a kiss to your lips. “You’re to stay tied up until I say so, anything like that again and they get tighter. Nod if you understand me.”
You nod emphatically. You had never seen this side of Robert before, so in control and not afraid to go too far, it was so unbelievably sexy. 
The best part was he didn’t tie it tight enough, afraid of hurting you, so you could easily slip out your hands at any moment.
He kisses, painfully slow, down your chest and wraps his lips around your nipple. He swirls his tongue around the erect bud and you gasp, desperate to touch him. He looks up at you from you chest as he switches to the other, massaging the unattended one as he sucks, the pleasurable feeling overwhelming you. So much so you have to clench your thighs together, longing for some sort of relief for the tension building in your abdomen.
“Baby, please,” you whine, squirming beneath him.
He shuts you up with a bruising kiss while his hand slips down to enter you, two fingers in already. He pumps them in and out of you before sliding back down the expanses of your body and letting his mouth latch onto your clit. He sucks hard and you stifle a loud moan that would surely alert everyone in the home of your arousal. He holds you down against the bed with a palm flat against your stomach as you begin to lift your pelvis. His tongue enters you while his fingers take over, stimulating you with gentle rubs and flicks. But just before you feel that euphoric release, his actions cease and you’re left hot and flustered. 
“Robert,” you look at him with a deep frown.
He grins, “Y/n...”
You blow hair out of your eyes, “I hate you.”
“No you don’t.” He puts his lips near your ear, “Are you ready?” You nod as he pushes himself inside you and you bite back a moan into his shoulder. 
You finally have enough, slip your hands out, and he pinches his brow, unable to hide his shock before you bring him down to press your lips against his. He melts into you, arms wrapped around you while he holds you close, filling you out in all the right places. He quickens his pace and you whine into his mouth, nails digging into his skin. You wrap your legs around his torso and he hits you so nicely. He was right, it’s the best you’ve ever had. He rises and looks at you, lips swollen and red from kissing, eyes clear and pupils large, and face flushed with heat. Your hair is in messy tendrils at all angles and you’ve never been more attractive.
“You’re doing so good,” he praises in your ear, placing kisses across your jaw. “Taking my cock so well.”
You whimper and his movements stiffen as he approaches release and so do you, walls tightening around him. He reaches down and rubs your clit with his expert fingers. You finish together, mouths open and hands all over each other’s bodies. It overcomes you in a tingling, perfect sensation, it continues on, leaving you aching and wanting more.
He rubs his knuckles over your cheek, softly and adoringly he looks at you. You tuck yourself into his arms under the blankets. Everything you both have wanted for a long time, laying right in front of you.
“Still want to make me not walk?” you tease, looking up at him.
He kisses your eyelids and you giggle, “Fuck yes.”
Part 2?
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relationship head-canons for some of my fav haikyuu boys
hey guysss this is my first post so plz excuse any odd format or typos haha, anyway ive been wanting to do some headcanons for a really long time so yeahhh enjoy! (i may have gotten silightly off track but its still cute i promise)
Also my requests are open! send me a message and im happy to see what I can do :) this is Pt 1 so lmk if you guys would like a pt2 because this was way too much fun for me lol
characters included: kuroo, bokuto, tsukishima, and akaashi
genre: fluff/headcanon
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𝗸𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗼 𝘁𝗲𝘁𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗼𝘂 💘
• BIGGEST FKING TEASE RIGHT HERE. if you cant take a lil bullying from him then theres no way ur surviving this relationship 😭 you will literally just be standing next to him and he’ll just say something like “your so short y/n.” of course hes being playful but its not your fault hes a giant 😪
• Hes a baby and also lowkey clingy. If yall were at school hes always with you and usually is either holding you somehow or just has his head resting on top of yours. He doesnt even realize it, its just so natural to him. The biggest cuddlebug too (omfg i love this man sm) but taking naps and cuddling is a must with kuroo <3
• His love language is physical touch and quality time. but occasionally he does acts of service too. He lives too see you happy so if there’s anything he can do to be that person its the best thing to him
• Just know that Kuroo thinks of you in the highest way possible and genuinely cannot see your flaws. He thinks you are absolutely perfect and will do anything and everything for you. This totally isnt biased but hes the best bf ever <33
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𝗸𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗼𝗸𝘂𝘁𝗼 𓅓
• idc what yall say he is the sweetest, most loving, attentive boyfriend ever. Like if ur having a bad day expect him to show up at your door with food, the biggest smile, and then instantly give you the biggest hug. *hes so pure i cant*
• Hes a handful but you love him, your also the only person thats able to get him out of his “emo mode“ by simply just smiling at him. YOU ARE HIS EVERYTHING <3
• Bokuto is single handedly the BEST person for cuddling/hugging. he was made for it istg. What I would give to be hugged by bokuto. he likes laying on top of you and just resting his head on your stomach while you sit on your phone. He just listens to your heartbeat and it calms him.
• omfg PLEASE TAKE HIM SHOPPING WITH YOU. he loves seeing how happy you are and it puts him in such a good mood. then when you walk out of the dressing room showing all the outfits you guys picked out he gets the purest look on his face and its the best. you guys just skip around the mall like little kids and it’s honestly one of his favorite pastimes <3 (hes an angel omg 😖💗)
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𝗸𝗲𝗶 𝘁𝘀𝘂𝗸𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 ♫
• tsukki isnt huge on PDA, he will hold your hand or lightly kiss the top of your head but anything more is for behind closed doors. he isnt the most affectionate person but he always manages to meet your needs <3
• the best kind of dates w tsukishima are the ones where you guys just sit in his room w some snacks either studying or watching a movie just enjoying eachothers presence. you guys enjoy staying home much more then going out since its more comfortable for the both of you. he 100% is the reason ur grades are so good tho lol
• your relationship w tsukki is pretty chill, tbh most people barely know ur dating until they notice tsukishima isnt so cold toward you like he is with everyone else. but regardless you are comfortable with eachother and you guys fit together almost perfectly <3
• you have most definitely met the 3rd gym squad once or twice and you best bet that they freaked out when they learned tsukki had a girlfriend. poor tsukishima didnt hear the end of it that night “i didnt know tsukki could have a girlfriend, let alone one this pretty.” “what are you doing with a guy like tsukishima” *them basically teasing kei about you the whole practice* ngl it was adorable to you, definitely not to kei tho 😪
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• HES SO GENTLE WITH YOU OMG <333 he treats you like a literal princess im not kidding. hes so careful and soft with you honestly he still gives you butterflies 😖💗💗💗 expect lots of forehead/hand kisses and those good hugs where he cradles your head and kisses it <3 (i wanna marry him istg)
• yall definitely love cooking together, and akaashi is surprisingly very good at it. when you guys dont cook he takes you to his fav onigiri shop and lets you pick out whatever you want (yall r def big foodies)
• everyone is super jealous of your relationship. he treats you like a princess, he’s a gentleman, and you guys only have eyes for each other <3 and when i say everyone i mean EVERYONE including bokuto 😭 you and akaashi will just be walking in the halls and bokuto will be dragging his feet behind you guys and will mutter something like “akaashiiiiiii pay attention to meeee its my turn 😠” dont worry this is resolved when you finally decide to let bokuto have akaashi’s undivided attention lol
• anyway on this list this is definitely the purest and most affectionate relationship 💘 you guys just have such an understanding for each other and you love each other to no end. people look at you and wonder if they are truly happy because you and akaashi are the definition of a dream to the point it almost feels fake to even yourselves. but regardless yall r literally perfect <333333
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authors note: I hope you guys enjoyed this!!! i’ve been wanting to write some thing for so long and I finally got around to doing it this was so fun to do and I’m looking forward to doing more in the future :)

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