#lmao sorry tags for like exposure

[msenglishgent]

HI- HI UH TUMBLR?? CAN WE BRING A PLAYERBASE BACK TO YHIS GAME

I just found it n bought SO fast. It looks so fun are you kidding me the immersion potential with the right group alone- god I need Trek friends pls 😩🙏🏻

[camelspit]

Oooh why are you a Lava Cake hater? I’m so curious

😔😔😔 ive been discovered /j

I'm not even really a hater I'm just strongly. disinterested in it. It doesn't do anything for me, and I'm struggling to see how it got so popular (no hate to the shippers though lmao have fun!!!)

maybe this is gods revenge for the garvar era. punishing me for my crackship with another one. 😔

[logicheartsoul]

Venturing yet again in the tags after time away because I’m too curious for my own good lmao

I saw a few posts that were in the tag that had nothing to do with the tag itself. One person was saying that people were “policing” a tag because other people decided to ask them “why is this content in our tag? It has nothing to do with said tag”.

So many people try to use the tags on this site like it’s instagram and using it for exposure and other shit but you bet those couple of posts I reported them. And honestly, they don’t realize they’re violating the terms of service on this website coz it literally states putting posts in tags not relevant to said tag is considered SPAM and too many instances of it can ban your account.

Like sorry, it’s just proper manners and etiquette on here to not to use tags that are not relevant to the post. People use these damn things to find the content they really want coz this site is one of the few where you CAN actually search for things! Is it easy to find? Not always but the chances of finding them is way higher than using any other site lmao

Like ok, (general) you can get mad about it but that’s the facts of the website. It’s in the terms of service and it’s in how people USE this place. People aren’t “policing” they’re using the site the way it’s intended to function and if you don’t want to be called on it that’s a you problem lol Using irrelevant tags isn’t getting more exposure except to people who are just gonna block you and/or report your posts as spam.

Like most of the time I have no beef with the content being posted when it happens. They have every right to post it if they want and the content in it is their business. But if it’s not relevant to the tag I’m looking at??? Sorry, keep it to relevant spaces please.

[urlocalmultigroupfan]

fallout (pt. 4)

pairing: bang chan x female reader

summary: you work with skz in chernobyl. everything is fine....until it isn't.

tags/warnings: gruesome and horrific material, explosions, gory kind of? sorry if i missed anything.... still putting it together.

a/n: guysss skz is coming to my city! the tickets sold out in 12 hours tho lmao its in june?? but the resale tickets are CHEAP like 60 dollars lol! gonna see if i will get one

btw im thinking of continuing without you!! im just continue from where i last was....hopefully yall can put the pieces together 😭😭 sorry yall

also sorry this is so short...i feel terrible for getting minho like this 😔

The stale air of the meeting room weighs heavy, thick with tension and the faint metallic tang of burnt metal. You've barely slept since the explosion, the haunting imagery of flames and debris seared into your mind. But there's no time for rest. Not when Minho’s condition worsens with every passing hour.

You sit at the edge of the cot in the medical tent, staring at his pallid face. His breaths come shallow, his lips a faint grayish tint. It’s hard to reconcile this fragile figure with the Minho you know—the sarcastic, sharp-eyed man who always seemed untouchable. The radiation doesn’t care about invincibility.

“His temperature’s still climbing,” Chan murmurs beside you. His voice is hoarse, cracked at the edges from days of barking orders and endless meetings. “The doctors... they don’t know what else to do.”

You glance at him, searching for even a flicker of reassurance, but all you see is the weight of guilt on his shoulders. You hate that he blames himself. None of this is his fault.

Minho stirs, his eyelids fluttering weakly. "You guys..." His voice is barely audible, a shadow of its usual self. "Stop... hovering. It's annoying."

You laugh softly despite the tears burning your eyes. “Shut up, Minho. You’re lucky we’re here.”

His lips twitch into the faintest ghost of a smile before his face contorts in pain. He grips your hand tightly, and you can feel the tremor in his fingers. “Promise me...” His words trail off as another wave of agony overtakes him.

You swallow hard. “What?”

“Promise me you’ll figure out what caused this. Make them pay for it.”

The sheer resolve in his tone makes your chest tighten. “I promise,” you whisper, gripping his hand back just as tightly. “But you’re not going anywhere. We’ll figure this out together.”

Chan steps forward, his jaw set. “I’ll talk to the others. We need to find out how much exposure we all had. If it’s worse than they’re letting on...” His words trail off, but the implication is clear.

“Chan...” Your voice cracks. “Don’t push yourself too hard.”

He turns to you, his eyes meeting yours for a brief, heart-wrenching moment. “I have to. If I don’t, who will?”

Back at the command post, you find Felix poring over blueprints and diagrams of the reactor. He looks up as you enter, his face pale but determined. “There’s something wrong with the data they’re giving us,” he says, pointing to the charts. “The exposure levels they reported—they’re way lower than they should be.”

“How much lower?” you ask, your heart sinking.

“Enough that it looks intentional,” Felix replies grimly. “They’re covering up the severity of the leak.”

Chan exhales sharply through his nose, pacing the room like a caged tiger. “We need to act fast. If they’re lying, there could be more people at risk.”

As the pieces begin to fall into place, you realize the scale of what you’re up against. This isn’t just about an accident—it’s a fight against time, deception, and an invisible enemy that’s already wreaking havoc on the people you care about.

And Minho is running out of time.

[kidspawn]

Omg I am always in your asks. Okay so now I know you’ve read AFTG, TRC, and SOC. What are some others you’ve read? I’ve gots to know if we overlap more.

Also have you read RWRB?

HELLO! First of all, my friend, I don't mind. Enjoy it even. Please. You've practically got a personal room in my ask box atp. And its furnished! Decorate how you feel, get a cup of tea, etc. It's delightful.

ALRIGHT! So, I assume you mean like... what book fandoms I've been in? Or just in general? (I could totally make a list of every fandom I've been in, chronologically, in case i ever want to expose myself LMAO. Not today, though it has crossed my mind.) I can share what I have, though it might veer into "here are all my favourite books."

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...

So, buckle in.

Crossing the obvious out the way, I'm a huge Rick Riordan fan (tag is #riordanverse for all his works). This actually has a huge sentimental aspect, because in a way Percy Jackson has formed so so much of who I am, how I perceive the world, and like... made me a reader?

I was a huge math kid in elementary school, big into STEM and math and history. And I struggled with reading. Quite a bit. Just didn't have the attention span or interest. I was never behind, but I didn't care for it. Which is a problem when your mother writes books for a living. Joking, mostly, that wasn't why - she just wanted me to read.

Barring a brief H*rry P*tter stint (read over the summer before fourth grade) that failed to indoctrinate me into being a bookworm, it was actually Percy Jackson and the Olympians that hooked me in. Because something about a neurodivergent kid in a big city with an abusive parental figure being told he's special because he is different? Oh idk something hit there. I found a lot of comfort in imagining one of my parents was a god and there was a delightful freedom in that, thinking there was something more. One day I'll do my PJO road trip. (Shoutout to Annabeth for my interest in architecture. Which I am looking to minor in.)

PJO just... lit a fire. I tore through the series. The Kane Chronicles. Waited for the Heroes of Olympus books - the first series I followed the release of. And, it was my introduction to the internet. To fandom. I discovered fanfiction, fan forums, etc. Like... it opened this whole world to me of people just as bizarre and attached to this thing I'd folded into my very being. There was a sense of community and belonging. You could be corny and say I found my own Camp Half-Blood.

(A lot to say about Nico di Angelo and Alex Fierro and what they taught me about sexuality and diversity. This won't be a Rick Riordan post, I promise, but god its so significant for kids to get exposure to neurodivergency and the turbulence of adolescence and queerness and tense family relationships and learn to exist with and in spite of the worlds obstacles.)

This whole spiel is to say that the riordanverse is to this day my longest standing fandom. And it really informed all my other courses within fan spaces, and that's the most prevailing. I genuinely thank Rick Riordan for making me the biggest bookworm in every room I was in, because after PJO it was like a switch flipped and I could. not. read. enough.

(You didn't ask for this, but god I cannot stress how important PJO is to me. The safety the love the comfort it brought to me in a very traumatic part of my life. I will always always always adore this franchise. as flawed as it is.) I have a shelf dedicated specifically to all his books.

Alright, here's the actual answer to everything you asked for (sorry for the whole... whatever that was). Here's some of the book fandoms I've been/am in:

Hunger Games. Huge huge huge dystopia fan, actually. I'm a known Orwell fan (1984 specifically), I adore The Giver, Parable of the Sower, Future Home of the Living God, etc. Hunger Games was the start. The s-tier in my dystopia tier list. Joanna Mason my beloved. The amount of discussion I wish I could have about this franchise. Suzanne Collins I respect the fuck out of you. I honestly think THG taught me to actually engage with the text and decipher the underlying messaging, to connect it to real life. Reading Sunrise on the Reaping now, actually.

The Maze Runner. I could go into this, but I've yapped enough. Maze Runner books BANG. Also have a lot of sentiment attached to this series, involving my adoptive father and audiobooks. Stayed for Minho, tbh. Recently reread the series and it still bangs.

Dystopia in general. My biggest guilty pleasure is trashy dystopia dramas lmao. I won't list them all. No, I didn't like Divergent and I never finished it. Thought it was an autism metaphor. It was not. Bye bye!

Heartstopper/Osemanverse. Read the webtoon, then the entire novel series. My favourite is probably Radio Silence. This series is such a safe space for me.

Howl's Moving Castle/Dianne Wynn Jones books in general. HMC book BANGS. Howl most gender of all time. Would love to talk about how Miyazaki and Jones were so fucking smart in how he interpreted the books, imo. Also, shoutout to the sequels Castle In the Air and House of Many Ways. I still need a copy of House of Many Ways after my dad tore it to shreds in front of me. But yeah, those books bang, too.

Adam Silvera's books in general. Shoutout to the mess that was They Both Die At the End. Fuck that book.

The Naturals. No one talks about this series. Read it at my nana's house on accident. Genuinely really fun series???? (I love crime.)

Song of Achilles/Circe. Putting those two together. I preferred Circe, but I think SoA is just a classic for sad gay people.

39 Clues. These are my ROOTS. too bad the books kind of sucked. But damn was I *into* them.

Anne of Green Gables. I am such a fan of these books. First book that made me cry! I actually played Anne in a stage adaptation I wrote for my theatre final. I was fantastic, btw, because I too am an autistic yapper and just played myself. God these books. Anne With An E really roped me back in, and now the anime!?@?@?@?

Tamora Pierce books in general. Especially the Alanna Series. Tortall and Other Lands is in my top five books of all time, and it inspired my own short story collection. Her world building is fantastic.

Heaven Officials Blessing. Enough said. Oh these mlm lesbians make me feral.

Jacky Faber books by LA Meyer. Omg? I can't believe I don't talk about that series more. I cried when my mom said I wouldn't pass for a boy after reading these books. Fun fucking girl pirate series.

IRON WIDOW/HEAVENLY TYRANT. MY FAVOURITE POLY GIRLFAILURE.

OMFG HIS DARK MATERIALS. God these books make me FERAL. I think about this series once a month. It's influenced my writing so much and made me critical of religion <3 One of my favourite series EVER.

Greek Mythology counts, right? Right.

Skyward by Brandon Sanderson. Those books are great. I love angry sci fi women.

Eon/Eona by Allison Goodman. It's aged horribly, btw. But I loved it was a kid. The magic system is fucking sick. I wish people knew about this book lmao.

Gather the Daughters by Jennie Melamed. This book is fucking insane. Wow. Such a phenomenal piece of work. I think the prose rewrote my brain chemistry. Most book of all time.

Wilder Girls by Rory Power. Ugh this book. Definition of messy lesbiansssss.

All That's Left In the World by Erik J Brown. God this book deserved it's place to shine *sobs*

Okay,this is not a definitive list. But it's the ones I have copies of, which means I like them enough to get copies of. It's not every book in my personal library, but according to my organization system they're my favourites.

To answer your second question, (which is technically part of your first) I have read RWRB! I liked it quite a bit! I've also read One Last Stop, which I (personally) enjoyed in a different but equal way. I highly recommend One Last Stop. It's so fascinating wtf. I read RWRB during pride of... I think it was 2021? I set a goal to read one queer book for every day of pride month! Some winners, some duds. I kept the ones I genuinely adored, and I cannot recommend some of them enough.

Some book series I've been meaning to read (because my mutuals are very persuasive and I want to like what people I care about like and know why they like it). I've been on a huge nonfiction kick, but I'm breaking out of it and here's what's up next:

Vicious by V.E. Schwab. (I've read her ghost adventure series and loved it.)

The Secret History by Donna Tartt. This is literally the next book on my TBR.

The Folk of the Air Trilogy by Holly Black

Sorry for the whole... bleh. Please make recommendations if you have any! I'm what the kids call a "voracious reader", or more affectionately, "a fucking nerd." I love books, I give myself reading challenges all the time. This month was to read nonfiction books erhjfds. Okay, that's all. Thanks for the ask!

[vaporwavebeach-writes]

Kinktober Day 12 (Medical Play)

BTAA Scarecrow x Reader (NSFW)

(1,223 Words)

Summary: you have a debilitating phobia of needles and Dr. Crane has the solution to overcoming those fears

Warnings/Tags: 18+, gender neutral reader, reader has MAJOR trypanophobia (fear of needles), panic attacks, exposure therapy, medical kink (duh), crane feeding off the reader’s fear, crane being unprofessional, doctor/patient dynamic, fingering

Notes: sorry this one’s a little late LMAO but literally? as someone who had SEVERE trypanophobia, this was kinda empowering to write, enjoy the fic!!!

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There was always a sense of unease whenever you found yourself at the doctors office. Maybe it was the awkward silence of sitting in the waiting room, anticipating what’s to come. Maybe it was the little intrusions that came with a basic physical check-up. Maybe it was unsettling scent of sterilized chemicals, sanitizing the room. Maybe it was those beige colored walls, glaring at you for the duration of your visit. Maybe it was the fact that you were about to be subjected to one of your worst fears. Or maybe, it was the fact that your physician is incredibly attractive.

Yeah, that too.

You find yourself, laying on his exam table, staring up at the ceiling. His voice, playful, as he explains the clinical the proceedings of this visit, reverberates off the walls.

“I’m really glad to see you taking the initiative to face your fears, exposure therapy isn’t for the faint of heart, you know.”

Your heart flutters at his words. As someone who suffered from a fear of needles since childhood, you figured that now, well into your adulthood, it was finally time to overcome that fear.

Doctors appointments for important vaccinations or even just the seasonal flu shot was always enough to spiral you into a panic. Nightmares leading up to it, hyperventilating, and giving yourself panic attacks to the point of nausea or fainting were feelings you had become all too familiar with. Feeling the prying gazes of other people in the waiting room or judgmental nurses always caused your embarrassment to spike at what you thought, was your own childish anxieties.

Seeing Dr. Jonathan Crane changed all that. When you scheduled your first session with him, his office felt comfortable. Adorned with classic horror movie posters and little mementos about his interests gave the impression that you wouldn’t be just some patient to him, but someone who he would genuinely try to help with your issues. When time came to actually talk about your fear, he wasn’t mean, or judgmental, or condescending, but he was understanding. He was someone who took a deep interest in whatever you had to say, as a patient and as a person. When he suggested the idea of exposure therapy, you were hesitant, but he had helped you come to realize that you had to start somewhere, which lead you to the clinic.

“Thanks, doctor,” you smile nervously, “gotta start somewhere, right?”

“Too true,” he says, turning to you as he walks over to the counter. “I appreciate that you put your trust in me to help you with such a… Debilitating, vulnerability.”

You hear the metallic rustling from within the cabinets. You stare back up at the ceiling, yet your curiosity gets the better of you. Glancing back over to him, you spy him preparing the needles, sending a wave of trepidation through your body.

“The syringes will be filled with a simple saline solution, it’s not harmful, but the solution is not what you’re afraid of, is it?” Maybe it’s just your anxiety, but you could swear there’s a hint of eeriness within his voice.

“Hey, uh, Doctor?”

“What is it, sweet pea?” He asks jokingly.

“I um, I just wanna apologize in advance in case I freak out at the needle.” You muster out with as much courage as you can. “Like, I-I might cry actually.” You chuckle nervously. You actually do feel the urge to cry as uneasiness fills the pit in your stomach.

“Aw now,“ There’s a playfulness to his voice. You’ve heard it many times in sessions, but it feels a little unsettling to hear it now. “Don’t psych yourself up too much, remember your breathing techniques.”

You can’t regulate your breathing at a time like this. As he makes his way over to you with a little alcohol wipe, you feel yourself beginning to hyperventilate. You feel the sweat trickling down your forehead as your throat begins to go dry. You feel faint; clammy. That alcohol wipe was the calm before the storm. You were fine when it was swabbed across your skin, but it always signaled what’s to come.

“Dr. Crane, I don’t know if I-”

“The feelings you have right now are completely expected,” he hushes you. “It’s all anticipatory, you fear the dread of it more than the actual stick itself, and I think I have found a sufficient way to combat that,” his explanation is stern, but comforting. He takes his gloved hands in yours, feeling his warmth through the latex. “Do you trust me?”

You’re hesitant. Your eyes threaten to spill tears out of the sheer distress you feel at the moment, yet Crane stares at you confidently, as if he knows you will make the right decision. You let out a shaky sigh, “Yes.”

“Good,” he grins at you. His hand makes its way to cup your cheek, gently thumbing over you. It moves up and around, to the nape of your neck and through your scalp, playing with your hair. You practically melt into his touch, fear beginning to dissipate from within you. And it’s at that moment, he gives it a tug, eliciting a soft moan from your lips. “A good method to combating fear, is to add an equally positive stimulus.” He lets out a low chuckle in response, which you feel go straight to your groin.

“I think I catch your drift.”

“Trust me,” he whirls you around on the table, spreading your legs. You can feel the heat pooling in your sex. “By the time I’m done with you, your phobia of needles will be the last thing on your mind.” He eyes you up, feeling his predatory gaze all around you like you wish his body was.

“I don’t want to be afraid anymore,” you whisper desperately.

“Then let’s not waste any time.”

You two work together to undo your pants. Your sex drips with arousal as Dr. Crane’s hand makes its way past your underwear. Your legs shake as he grazes over a particularly sensitive spot. He adds more pressure stroking you steadily as you all but grind yourself on his hand.

“God, you are such a good patient,” he groans. “Your determination to cure yourself of this fear, by any means necessary, is remarkable.”

You let out a breathy moan at the praise. You feel his fingers enter inside you, curling up and fucking away any fear you had before.

“Dr. Crane,” you gasp. “I think, I-I’m-”

“Getting close?”

“Mhm.” You groan.

You feel yourself quickly reaching your peak, eyes slamming shut. As you feel Crane’s fingers speeding up, there’s a sharp, painful sensation in your arm, making you cry out in a pained whine. With the pain, soon follows your orgasm, which tears through you frantically.

Breathing heavily, you come down from your euphoric high, to find Dr. Crane removing his gloves, smiling over at you proudly.

“Congratulations,” he smirks. “We’ve made excellent progress in overcoming your phobia, I think we’ve made a break through.” Washing his hands in the sink, he takes a seat on the table beside you, that playful tone once again adorning his voice. “However, I think we may need to have a few more sessions, fears aren’t cured overnight you know.”

You giggle, looking at him feeling giddy. You couldn’t wait for your next appointment.

[gingervitus]

First Line Game

oh man thank you @thatgaymerguyb for the tag. I had to think a lot about this before committing.

The game is to post the first line from your 10 most recent fics, and I counted back to find is mostly Dragon Age stuff, but we will dip our toes lightly into BG3.

What I've learned, though, is rather than finding a hard hitting creative first line, I prefer to reel people in by dumping them into dialogue. So there's that.

1. “I was thinking about something.” - Grief: In Three Phases (WIP) - a Davrook fic, where everything is sad.

2. When Davrin and Taash return from a training session in Rivain and Assan isn’t bouncing around the courtyard anxiously awaiting their return, he finds himself just the slightest bit concerned. - Wild Mountain Thyme (one-shot) - a little slice of life look at the Lighthouse while a very smitten Davrin searches for Rook and Assan

3. “I thought you might be up here.” - Beneath the Stone Fruit Trees (WIP) - a post-canon look at the life that unfurls for Lucanis and my canon Lucanis-mancing Rook, Ella. (Most of the rest of this are fics starring these two idiots)

4. A young woman sits in the heart of the Memorial Gardens quietly and by her lonesome. - A Circle Unbroken (one-shot) - my first weekend writing challenge that got out of hand lmao, but this is a look into long term Fade exposure, seen through the eyes of Ella's and Lucanis's daughter, Bea.*

5. "Up for a climb?" - A Long Fall Off a Tall Cliff (one-shot) - another slice of life in the Lighthouse/during some downtime between missions, this time between Ella and Lucanis

6. Rook stares at the small volume in her hands, the spine of which was carefully bound with intricately stitched thick deep burgundy thread. - Deals Between Friends (one-shot) - Spite takes Lucanis sleepwalking out of the pantry because he wants a chin scratch (that's most of it tbh)**

7. Oddly enough, the Lighthouse has proven to be more of a comfort than anticipated. - Solo en el Duelo (one-shot) - an early Lighthouse interaction between Rook and Lucanis

8. Ghilan’nain is dead. - Ópalo De Fuego (one-shot) - Rookanis but make Rook say "i love you" in the heat of the battle at Tearstone before she gets sucked into the Fade.

9. Rook passes through the doors of the dining hall with a lingering smile on her face and a set of empty plates in her hands. - Mariscos del Amor (one-shot) - my first DATV fic because I couldn't stop thinking about how I didn't believe that the post regret prison kiss was the first kiss between these two - I wrote most of this at work

10. Gale wasn’t sure what he had done in his past life that had deserved the reckoning he had received over the year prior, but whatever it was, an illithid tadpole seemed to be par for wretched course. - Under Cotton and Calicoes (WIP/On Hiatus) - ah, and here we are at our BG3 finale. This was meant to initially be a very long oneshot showing Gale and my Tav, Orla, falling in love over the course of the events of the game, but it spiraled into a multichapter fic about the very same thing. I could very feasibly end it where it is now, but it initially had two other chapters planned for it. Who knows, I may revisit it in the future.

I am so sorry to yap about each story, but I loved writing them all and like to give a blurb so no one else has to read what they might not be interested in, you know?

Also I am a professional yapper, so just know you will always get a paragraph answer when probably a sentence could do the trick

OKAY BYE. IF YOU SEE THIS AND WANT TO PLAY, THIS IS NOW YOUR TAG.

* I did a fair amount of light reading into radiation sickness and other chemical air exposure side effects - what I'm saying is this was so interesting to do light research for

** Ella's mother is a Nevarran mage, who knew Emmrich very briefly through mutual research

[simspaghetti]

for whatever its worth; i also block people very very liberally when scrolling through tag search, for very minor pointless things, and know many others who do the same on today's hellscape internet! it could very easily be something similar! something something curating your online experience. literally yesterday i even blocked someone i already follow for talking about a game i super dont care about; to make sure my algorithm doesn't start recommending it to me. it's very rarely for an actual personal reason! sorry for the long ask oops LMAO, tl;dr don't u worry! some folks will simply block any non-friends for things like, not liking their favorite food. (i'm folks.) ☀️

thank you anon i appreciate the reassurance - and i agree with you i tend to tag-block things extreeeeeemly easily for very minor things, so that my feed stays curated as pretty much 100% sims content

I wanna be clear that I'm not upset about the block itself - although it struck me as a bit strange (esp given I don't remember ever interacting with this creator before - I only discovered them yesterday), it's also totally their prerogative to block whoever they want for whatever reason - but after an overwhelming amount of responses it appears that they've blocked about half of simblr including pretty much all of my mutuals lol so whatever is going on is probably above my head - i was just worried i’d missed something, but i've been completely reassured now by a bunch of you lovely people that's not the case! thank you to everyone who took the time to reply to my post / message me with similar stories <3

anyway, i’m just gonna ignore those who don't have any interest in participating in creating a supportive community - i'm glad that someone who is not interested in fostering the kind of welcoming space i try to create on my blog has done me the favour of removing themselves from it, although i do wish them the best :)

the only thing i’m a bit sad about is that i’ve had multiple messages from creators who were new to this community saying this kind of experience was their first exposure to what simblr is like, which is a massive shame as i’ve been on this platform for years and 99% of people have been abseloutely lovely and totally supportive in my experience, especially in sims 3 spaces as it’s such a small fan base now - if you’re reading this as a small / new creator and you’ve had an experience like this please don’t take it to heart 💞 there are much kinder people around who you can interact with!

[hazelkjt]

Get to Know Better

Finally not puking my guts out so I can sit down and write this \o/

Tagged by: @halikyon, @tearlunars, @thefreelanceangel, and @ahollowgrave, sorry for taking so long to do this

Tagging: Whoever’s left that hasn’t done this yet, I’m way late because being sick fucking blows :/

Alright, time to expose myself

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Three Ships I Like-

Ryne x Gaia (FFXIV)

Noah x Mio (Xenoblade 3)

Isobel x Aylin (Baldur’s Gate 3)

First Ship-

Asking someone with memory problems a question like this, bold move. More than likely it was Kevin x Gwen from Ben 10 Alien Force onwards. My first real exposure to character romance, shallowly written as it was. But hey, a first is a first.

Last Song Heard-

“When the River Runs Deep” by Iron Maiden, the most recent song played on my phone while driving.

Favorite Childhood Book-

The Rithmatist by Brandon Sanderson. To this day one of my favorite settings and a fantastic fantasy mystery novel. It came out when I was a teenager but that still as being part of my childhood lmao.

Currently Reading-

I’ve been rereading one of my other favorite book series as a kid recently lmao. The Septimus Heap series by Angie Sage, I’m currently making my way through Physik.

Currently Watching-

Nothing, currently. But I am THIS close to finally pulling the trigger and binging through the ridiculous backlog of streams that is Critical Role. I’m a big D&D nerd but the sheer number of hours is a fucking commitment.

Currently Consuming-

My sister’s dog’s hair, her two golden retrievers shed like crazy. No ideas for dinner just yet.

Currently Craving-

Shepherd’s pie, nothing beats a nice homemade shepherd’s pie in terms of comfort food

[honeyhonest]

TUMBLR IS WAY BETTER BRO. IF I DONT LIKE SOMETHING I CAN JUST BLOCK THE PERSON AND ITS GONE FOREVER FROM THE TAG. IM FREE. ON AO3 IM IN THE DEEP TRENCHES EVEN AFTER FILTERING OUT 8274839 THINGS!!!!!!!! Also lowkey I think tumblr formatting ia better idk. And people here just. The vibes are better cant explain it. Possibly has to do w the fact I've never seen a person here look at a tsum and think they're sexy but yk.

Real talk tho if I really like a fic I can go on their tumblr and they probably have a master list and if not the tags, people on ao3 cross contaminate everything it pisses me off and always has.

If I look up idia x reader or any other x reader why are in the tags 50 different fandoms 9372 character tags and then there's 2 chapters. And the guy I'm looking for isn't there!!! LIKE SORRY TO RANT BUT THATS SUCH A CUNT MOVE!!!!! JUST TAG THE PEOPLE ACTUALLY IN THE FIC!!!!

It happens SO often. Like SOO often. It isn't funnt it genuinely is so annoying bc sometimes the 3 chapters of one-shot written are a completely different fandom but bc they tagged every fandom ever invented you get scammed

vibes are better on tumblr ✅

no one here horny for tsums ❌

I guess I've been around more... BUT YEAH I love tumblr's tagging system. I don't have/use ao3 because it annoys me LMAO. I have such a profound hatred for crosstagging, I would sooner go tagless than cross tag for exposure

[seawing-vibes]

15 for the ask game?

 15. Any design headcanons?

I'll just bullet-point my thoughts for this one!!

Mudwings: Nothing really <3 I imagine they'd wear the most accessories & items with them, usually local plant life or accessories gifted from siblings. Very alligator-based with crackly dried-mud-looking scale patterns.

Skywings: BIRDS <3 Feathered Skywings are my favorite. I sometimes draw them with just feathered wings, but overall feathery dragons for these guys. The ratio of scales to feathers varies, but mainly small feathers along the back, feathered wings, and scaled legs, and occasionally scaled face. Ancient skywings had fewer feathers, but modern Skywings have more and more feathers.

Icewings: The royal family & most nobles have antlered horns! They do shed, and artwork is often commissioned from the shed horns. They have false horn-headdresses they wear to official meetings when their horns are shed. Baby icewings have fibrous "fur" that goes away as they age, but many icewings still have a fluffy underbelly. Also, they're invertebrates. They are so far away from all the other tribes on the cladogram. Ancient Icewings don't look much different than modern Icewings. Hemocyanin in their copper-rich blood-looking ass. you can find more rambling about this in the tags of this post lmao

Seawing: You can see my notes on them here!

Rainwings: They have prehensile tails & can have multiple frills! There are two types of Rainwing, python-like ones with pit organs and no outer ear, and then the more bird-like guys with external ears & beaks who have advanced vocal cords to imitate sounds better! Other then that nothing really significant.

Sandwings: Hooded Sandwings my beloved! Give them hoods! If my fellow Wings of Fire Amino survivors remember the drama 'round this, I'm sorry. But I think there are some Sandwings with hoods & some with frills! But that's p much it

Nightwings: My favorite headcanons! Their wings reflect the night sky at their date of birth, and the longer they spend under the night sky, the more star-like scales appear on them! Old Nightwings often have near-white backs & shoulders due to exposure to the stars, like almost but not really sun bleaching.

sorry pantalans no headcanons for you :( gotta study bugs more before I feel confident enough to start developing designs for yall

[meraki-yao]

So RWRB is basically part of my identity now, I can't remember how many times I've seen the movie, and I'm on a constant quest of getting my friends to watch it too. And it's working!

But the thing is, my own younger sister, who's my literal best friend, the closest person to me, hasn't.

Her only exposure to the movie is coming in to my room on premiere night when I was watching it for the first time and tagging along for like ten minutes then leaving, coming into my room when I'm watching clips and watching along for a bit until I give her attention (she's like a cat) and hearing/seeing me very passionately rambling about it either on social media or out loud

She's not interested in romance like, at all, so this isn't her cup of tea, and I'm not gonna force her to watch something she's not interested in.

However out of curiosity, I asked how much she knows/remembers about rwrb from what little exposure she had. She started rattling off points that made me laugh deliriously, then asked if she could type it down.

So here's rwrb according to my sister, who has never finished the movie, nor read the book (she literally typed the list below herself which is why it's in first person)

enjoy! :D

henry's a prince and alex is fsotus

they met before once but it did not go well?

Henry and Alex see each other at a wedding and a big ass cake falls over

they pretend to be friends cuz PR

they text and/or email each other a lot

there's a children's hospital??? and they cram into a room???

there's a dog called David

turkeys in alex's room cuz thanksgiving

also sth sth insomnia

ok not a plot point but i rlly like how them texting was presented

henry's dad is an actor and he's dead

henry has a sister, she's nice

i rmb the name zara but i forgot what she specifically does (I'm so sorry)

new year's party. dramatic eye contact.

'oh I'm not going to sing karaoke' 'BURNING THROUGH THE SKYYYY YEA, 200 DEGREES THAT'S WHY THEY CALL ME MR FAHRENHEIT, I'M TRAVELLING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHTTTTTTT, I'LL MAKE A SUPERSONIC MAN OUT OF YOU'

the room with red wallpapers and alexander hamilton, 'the book is very bookish', f in chat for security lady

henry walks out of the closet literally

there's this grey(?) room with a white marble statue and it was very emotional???

henry's a sad boi

i think they fucked or sth

also there was a lake?

the emails get leaked on reddit by this reporter dude (who i think Alex knows before???) during the election

alex gives a speech

alex's mom wins the election

henry wore a yellow tie or sth because texas???

a pride parade outside the palace???

at least in the movie they go to a house or sth

deleted scene but they were next to a campfire and henry was talking and sad and alex was listening

ok Meraki back hope you enjoyed that lmao

if you have a favourite out of this list or have any message you want to tell my sister about the movie leave them in the notes lol she kinda wants to know what yall think of her recall

[orionlancasterr]

15 lines of dialogue

I was tagged by @adelaidedrubman and @8bitpizzacoupons I am also suuuper late so i'm not gonna tag anyone myself lmao

Rules: Share 15 or fewer lines of dialogue from an OC, ideally lines that capture their character/personality/vibe. Bonus points for just using the dialogue without other details about the scene, but you’re free to include those as well.

Noose

“Gob were you ghoulified by a direct nuclear blast or by gradual exposure? I was talking to Moira and she said that those were the two ways to become a ghoul but I found a government study in the national archives about how they were trying to make ghouls before the war because they thought that they would survive the bombs better but since ghouls are sterile it wasn’t much of a good option so they only made a few of them and- Gob are you a pre-war ghoul? I mean it’s unlikely but I’m taking notes because I heard that there was a doctor in necropolis who studies ghouls and- oh sorry.”

“Oh my god Rust is gonna love you guys, she’s a total nerd, I think she’s read the user manuals for the T-45’s like a million times.”

“Vault 87 is actually kind of interesting because from what I read it wasn’t even originally supposed to be a research site but I couldn’t find any records on what the original experiment was supposed to be despite the fact that it was changed last minute…and of course it’s awful that its right behind your town of course and the super mutants have been killing your people for years, right. Sorry.”

“I’ll come find you in Bigtown in few years, promise.”

“Jesus, RJ is running a whole town by himself and you wont let me leave Megaton without what, an armed body guard? I’ve been shot, stabbed and blown up just this month alone and I’m still standing. I can handle myself.” (They are 13)

“Feel like a big man, killing a kid for a poker chip?”

“Just my fucking luck.”

“You’re a smart guy Arcade what do you think happened- OW Shit!”

“We’re gonna walk right on in together and see just how much your legionnaires care about you.”

“The NCR, the Legion, House they’re all the same and you’re too stubborn to even see it! All these people want is control, they don’t care about any one person, hell at least the legion is transparent about it. I mean do you think if you kill enough kids and old women that Kimball will come all the way from Shady Sands to personally suck your dick, Boone? What did you think would happen? I’m fucking talking to you, asshole!”

“Kill yourself.” 12 “I read about this place once, in the DC Library. It was supposed to be a top tier resort for a bunch of rich people. I don’t think it ever opened before the bombs fell.”

“I wanted to be an archivist when I was a kid. I loved collecting information like you love collecting spare parts…I wonder if we’d have met when we were little, if we’d grown up together if we’d have worked out.”

“Who did you say you were waiting on? MacCready? Like, RJ? From Little Lamplight?”

“I’m tired.”

[baby-xemnas]

Sorry if this is something you’ve answered before but do you have any thoughts on how lawbepo get together? You draw them as pinning teens or in an established relationship but do you have any opinions on, like, who would confess first or if either of them would even do that? Bepo’s so self conscious, it seems like it would be real difficult for him to confess. So, do you have views on if one of them got up the courage or if some, like, horrific accident exposured one of their feelings?

(On the joking side, entirely possible peng & shachi, upon realizing all this unresolved sexual tension was gonna get moved to an incredibly small enclosed space were like “time to just sit them down and tell them. This can’t continue on the sub”)

i havent drawn confessions exactly because i feel like if i attempt it will end up like a 5+ page ordeal LMAO

honestly i feel like i change the answer every other time and this will be no different

yes i probably talked about it but repeat questions are fine because i dont always remember what ive spoken about and what i only have thought

found an old reply to this from a year ago

i do have a talk tag where i TRY to put my rambles when i dont forget

to answer your question: i dont think penguin and shachi would do something like that as funny as it is - they would be too scared to force law into anything, not knowing how he would take it because bepo is clearly so important to law and maybe he has A PLAN and is waiting for the right time so if they did lock them in a room together they would ruin it and they arent ready to deal with the reaper percussions of that!

realistically its up to chance. you dont spring something like this on somebody casually, it has to be a deep conversations about feelings or relationships and then one has to gather up their courage and VERY OBVIOUSLY HINT at that "i actually only love you"

imagining them as teens during this

now who does it have to be? i think its bepo who says that he couldnt share his time with somebody even if it was the cutest female bear in the world because he wants to spend all that time with law

law getting hopeful but saying smth like: well you havent met the cutest girl bear in the world yet so who knows maybe youll put me aside

bepo is like NO I WOULD NEVER and starts complimenting law a bunch and talk about how important he is to him (law gritting his teeth not to blush)

law is like yeah same

i think law Could take responsibility and be like YEAH ACTUALLY ITS "LIKE THAT" and open his arms for a hug like "guess we are gonna stay together" and he cant take it when he is hugging bepo who looks up at him like "really? will you let me stay with you captain? with those cute eyes of his that law has to kiss him on the forehead. maybe bepo cries at that LOL

its against bepos nature to refuse any affection from law but he shyly says "you cant do things like that captain" because he loves law so much he wants to kiss him on the lips!!!! and law is like huh?? (cuz bepo never tells him NOT TO do something) "i'm not captain's lover so captain cant do this" "but what if you were, bepo, could i kiss you then?" "what??" "i like bepo the most" and leaning down to kiss him ♥ bepo going full HFSKAJFJFAS????? follows

[pommunist]

My ass preparing "AND ANOTHR THING"

People being mean about pommes relationship with bbh is so fucked!!!

It bothered me that people didn't care as much about her BEFORE she started hanging out with BBH.

It's bizarre to me!

The value of eggs for some reason in this Fandom was weirdly adjusted by exposure and time spent with BBH. Which is the most frustrating thing in my personal opinion.

They are all important and were important before they did or didn't hang out with BBH.

Even lullah only started getting more praise after she started showing up later in the evenings to hang out. This Fandom was mean to her over and over.

Outright saw someone GLAD she was gone. Called her a "cop out player bait" character. She got so much backlash for having arguments or disagreeing. Her, Pomme, Leo, Em and Sunny all played very complex characters who didn't fit the mold perfectly on how little girls should act and this Fandom hated them all differently for it.

Actual insane behavior.

This is entirely Fandom neg here lmao. Image an annoyance shaking their head at the tags frequently. Yall don't know how to behave sometimes. I'm not asking you all to like every single character ever and like everything that they do. But sending death threats and wishing characters would die or be removed entirely is some of the most selfish pissbaby behavior in existence. Sometimes characters you don't like exist! Your opinions are not universal! You are not the center of the universe!

Let people play this stupid fucking game how they choose! Stop living vicariously through streamers and characters! You can absolutely relate to them ect but at the end of the day they are their own people. Knock that shit off. I hope next run of whatever the fuck gets going people stop backseating and wishing people died. Stop taking everything everyone does so fucking seriously. People tease one another they're literally playing a game with their friends and are all adults.

Sorry, tangent over.

Sorry for rambling in your askbox. Not for what I said >:| I mean it MCYT Fandom. Chill the fuck out.

Tbh from what I’ve seen, a lot of people who disliked Pomme being adopted by bbh were from the french side of the fandom and it came from their criticism of cc!bbh (which I would argue was quite valid to an extent) but in some cases it got too intense

Pomme’s character in general is overlooked a lot and aaaah man :(((( it’s okay shes my number 1 forever though ❤️

DEFENDING THE FEM EGGS ONLINE ISNT ENOUGH I NEED A GUN /j Especially Pomme, Sunny and Em I’ve seen them being hated for absolutely no reason, to the point that some people were being insulting and hateful to their admins ???????????

Big up to their admins btw these three were some of my favourite (tbf I liked all the eggs just some I didn’t get too attached to due to timezones conflicting)

I think in general, sometimes some fans let their dislike of some characters (which is fan btw we all have our tastes) bleed into hate for the admins/cc playing them and ugh let’s not ?????? (fandom treatment of baghera and bagi amongst others, your crimes shall never be forgiven).

Especially sometimes, things would be said between ccs as just funny ahah moments and they would be interpreted as a bad character action that would lead to hate to the ccs and ??? hello ??? i love overanalysing things as much as the next person but lets take a step back sometimes

[sebibibebi]

Your tag activated my linguistics trap card, sorry if you were not in fact signing up for a ramble in your inbox, lmao. When I (very usamerican) was growing up, my first exposure to "reckon" as, like, a synonym of "think" ("I reckon," "what do you reckon," etc) was actually in old western/cowboy genre fiction! I don't think I've heard it used that way in American English otherwise. "Reckoning" as a noun to mean, like, an estimation or a summation of things, might be more common, but also more formal (or more intentionally theatric, like... villain! your day of reckoning is at hand!).

so what ur saying is. cowboys are british