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ruikasa smooch
#project sekai#pjsk#pjsk fanart#colorful stage#rui kamishiro#prsk#ruikasa#tsukasa tenma#pjsk rui#pjsk tsukasa#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#eueueueueu#ueueue#little gay ppl in my brain#i like drawing tsukasa in rui's cardigan if u couldn't tell....#so silly.....#murl draws
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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Dreams are supposed to be subtle messages from your subconscious, right? Then why the hell did Eddie keep having the same type of dream every single night. The same dream featuring the same boy with chestnut hair, doe eyes, and freckles sprinkled all over.
He didn’t know the boys name, but he’s around Eddie’s age based on looks. His hair is styled in a certain way, swooped to the side almost perfectly. He’s pretty strong looking and pale skinned, and has the most wonderful laugh Eddie has ever heard.
In the dreams that Eddie had, he meets this boy under a tree in a long sunflower field. He’s always there before Eddie, sitting with his back against the trunk of the tree, staring at the sky or simply laying with his eyes shut.
Whenever Eddie came up to him, he was greeted with the same phrase every time, no matter what differences are in the dreams.
“Hello, Sunshine. How are you?”
It's sweet, and it warmed Eddie’s heart in a way he never thought something could. Then Eddie would sit down and they would have conversations about their lives. Because, this boy had a life, probably something Eddie’s brain made up.
“Oh, and Dust thinks he’s so much better than me just because he’s good at Algebra. Who the fuck is good at Algebra?!”
The boy is entertaining, he’s funny, pretty, charismatic. One dream he has, turns a bit different after the greeting, which is said more solemnly. Soon afterwards, the boy asks Eddie something.
“Have you ever kissed a boy before?” He asked. Eddie has paused.
“What do you mean?”
“Uhm…do you ever think you might like boys the way you like girls?” And Eddie had to pause again, because, thats how he had felt. That’s the questions he thought about, the ones he had asked Uncle Wayne.
“All the time.” Eddie responded.
“Is it..normal?” Eddie looked over to the boy, who looks nervous, scared.
“Of course. You can like whoever you want. People who don't think that are stuck up pricks.” Eddie expressed. The boy had laughed, gently. Then laid his head against Eddie’s shoulder, and then shut his eyes.
“I have a friend, you know that one I mentioned, Robbie?” Eddie hummed. “She likes girls, only girls. I want to tell her about this, but I'm afraid. Even though I know she couldn't possibly be mean, I just don't want to be abandoned.” Eddie sighed.
“It’s okay. You just need to take your time with it, talk yourself through it.” Eddie advised.
“Sunshine?”
“Yes?”
“Can I kiss you?” Eddie had paused, once again. He looked over at the boy, who looked up at him in response, through his lashes.
Eddie traced his face with his eyes, placed a gentle hand on his face, rubbed a thumb against the boys skin, who let his eyes blink closed. He leaned into Eddie’s touch, embraced him, his being.
Eddie leaned closer to the boys face. The wind whistled loudly, and birds sang in the background. Eddie let his other hand cup the boys face, and their lips met, slowly.
It was slow, but deep. Gentle, yet hungry. They parted and Eddie stared into the boys eyes, as tears settled in them. A brief flash of panic runs through Eddie’s blood…
The boy laughed, giggled like a birds song. He wiped his eyes and whispered into Eddie’s ear.
“Thank you, for all that you are.”
Eddie’s eyes had fluttered open that morning, and he felt comforted with a sense of kindness and the ghost of tender lips against his own.
Then, Eddie got up, and got dressed, ready to go to work at the cafe down the street from his apartment in Indianapolis.
Dustin walked up to him during his shift, he was wearing a hat from that summer camp he’d gone to a few years back.
“Hey Eddie,” He said.
“Hello, Henderson.” Eddie responded, giving him a look.
“Wow! Don't have to be hostile!” Dustin joked. “You know my buddy i've been meaning to introduce you to?”
“Your babysitter?” Eddie asked while pouring creamer into a cup of coffee.
“Yeah! Steve! He’s here, sitting next to me and Robin over there.” Eddie didn’t follow where he was pointing, instead decided to focus on throwing a portable cup onto the coffee then calling out the order number as he slid it across the counter.
“Alright, hold on dude. Gare! Can you take order for just a second! I'll be back in a minute!” Gareth groaned but begrudgingly walked over to the cash register. “Thank you, I promise to spare your next character in Hellfire.”
“You better, man.” Gareth responded as Eddie walked out to meet Dustin.
They both walked over to the table and Eddie froze entirely when he meets eyes with someone so familiar.
It's the boy from his dreams.
“Okay, Eddie this is Steve. Steve this is Eddie.” Eddie waved a hand in Dustin’s face to shut him up.
“Do I know you from somewhere?” Steve. that was his name. He asked him that, and Eddie nodded slowly.
“I know you from somewhere too,” He responded. Steve’s eyes went a bit wide, and he stood, facing Eddie.
“Sunshine?” Eddie nodded, vigorously.
“Guys…” Eddie shunned Dustin with his hands again.
“Robbie is Robin- the gay friend?” Eddie asked. Steve nodded. “Dust…that’s Henderson?” He nodded again.
“What the hell?-” Robin spoke up. Steve shushed her.
“You look exactly how you did before.” Eddie said to him. Steve smiled.
“You look even brighter in person,”
#stranger things#sock meister drabbles#steddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#st4#stranger things s4#steddie ficlet#poetic ideas in my head be makin my brain rot#so have this#i always see ppl having eddie call steve petnames (which i love) but i need to see steve calling eddie little silly romantic names#theyre so gay and so mfing cute#st#robin buckley#dustin henderson#idk if this is a modern au? or a like a soulmate au#idk what kind of au this is#just read it
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florian first realizes he's developing feelings for kieran when they go to the festival of masks together, but i think he'd really fall for them when kieran reveals that they told the town the truth about ogerpon.
he'd be stunned by kieran doing something so risky, ( after all, there was a possibility that telling the truth would've ended poorly like it almost did with their ancestor, ) and how much courage it must've taken them to do that for ogerpon. he'd have so much admiration for them in that moment and think they're so amazing... it'd really be his " oh. oh, i really like them a lot. " moment.
#mutual admiration to mutual obsession pipeline let's go—#though there'd definitely be another layer to this bc i feel like if florian brought this up to kieran#he'd probably admit that he didn’t really worry about the outcome of him telling the town the truth bc he already felt like an outcast#and kieran expects florian to be disappointed but he's just. sad for him#especially since he knows how that feels and how lonely it is#so he'd probably try to encourage him a little bit by telling him things are different now#florian : you have so many ppl who'll make sure you never have to feel that way again. including me! 😊#*puts my head into my hands* fucking. gay ppl man...#my brain might be in sdv mode rn but those kieflo worms are still in the soil#pokemon#candyappleshipping#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#hc : ( mjv ) paldea#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#i need to come up with a special ship name for mjv!kieflo...
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HEY! as the second round of the mcytblr sexyman bracket settles in i wanted to take the time to thank everyone that turned out for #saintsweep in the first round. genuinely don’t know how any of this happened, but i was rly touched by the outpouring of support and positivity and enthusiasm from everyone who was willing to commit to the bit. (33%!!! 33!!!! A WHOLE THIRD!!!! 2206 PEOPLE!!!)
i wanna thank specifically zloy and the bracket team for being good sports about the whole thing -- the nomination started as a joke, but it was from a place of genuine excitement and goodwill, and i’m glad we all got to have fun with it. sorry for not actually fitting the “yt” part of the mcyt sexyman tournament LOL.
but, speaking of. i’d joked about making a minecraft video if i won when i first saw the nominations, but after everything that happened here in round one i’m probably gonna do it even tho i lost. i feel like i owe it to everyone who turned out and got really invested and also really confused about who this gay little tv was and why they couldn’t find him anywhere (SORRY ABOUT THAT).
SO!!! one of the things i wanted to do with the potential video was possibly a bit of a q&a; about me/saint, darkwoods smp, the bracket, lore, builds, whatever, idk!! but i figured, y’know, if anyone has questions they wanna ask feel free to send em my way, either in replies to this post or just straight in my askbox, anon or otherwise.
anyways!! thank you all again for everything -- i appreciate being allowed to take this whole thing and run with it as much as i have. it was surreal and hilarious and overwhelming and i am going to be riding the high for weeks. the bragging rights i got from this are insane. im putting official mcytblr sexyman nominee on my resume. godbless.
here is a little saint i doodled at work today while i watched the percentages on the poll tick up. love u guys forever 📺
#saintsweep#saintstarling#mcytblr sexyman#darkwoods smp#sorry if this is weird i am so tired it has been a long day my brain fried<3#gay little tv what loves u#thank u redacted server and specifically fuzzy for getting me this far i couldn't have done it without u guys#this past ?? year and many months knowing u guys has been wonderful. ppl weren'tkidding when we said it feels like home in there#thank u to confetti for the propaganda videos and posts and everything#thank u to all the ppl who pushed for saintsweep#thank u zloy for recapping the me#ya. ya. i need to sleep now <3.#also itlwsweep everyone vote martyn or im exploding this website to the ground
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its a crime my face and waist are not being gently caressed by strong hands i know could hurt me and cooed at in a voice so low and sweet it sends a chill through me because i know it could carry so loud and powerful if necessary but he would never . when is big man gonna baby me already i am waiting . illegal .
DNI IF UNDER 18
#i require firm but gentle guidance and praise from some guy that has an idea of what structure looks like#is that too much to ask#please#where is my soft dom that wants to do things for me and make a cute little chart to help me do things too#where is my service dom that enjoys playing with his toy til it breaks more than whatever ppl think sex is#where is my good friend that will get me so high i cant think and just take advantage of how confused and static brained i am#trolldollinoveralls#puppy brain#gay#ftm nsft#mlm nsft#ftm bottom#ftm sub#ftm#gay nsft#nsft concept#soft dom#gentle domination#service dom#d/s#d/s dynamic#👼🏼
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I don’t think you didn’t ‘like’ Brain so much as you weren’t really sure what to do with the character, especially since he wasn’t utilized very much. I think now that you’re writing one you’re liking him more!
Coulda sworn I responded to this earlier but ANYWAY
I think you make a great point actually, writing about him has definitely led me into a better perspective of him and a better understanding of his character as well
Also I think part of my initial hatred was because I got into Top Cat through the 2011 movie where he's very flanderized and just played for jokes and literally just 'the dumb one', once I actually got my hands on the series I realized my horrid mistake and now he's my liddol scrunkly precious little baby boy my little lad i wanna give him scritchies so BAD AAUUUUUGH
#i need them all to be real NAOW#top cat#top cat 1961#brain top cat#my BOY#my LAD#i desperately wish he got a full episode about him#i mean yeah there's BHC but I'd rather not watch him get assaulted and sexually harassed by Kitty Glitter#fuck Kitty Glitter fr beats her up#he did slay in that belly dancer outfit fr though#Gay Ass Cat™ /very affectionate#whenever ppl write a TC fic they always either flanderize him or pay zero attention to him and I would like to have a word with these people#and his LAUGH#HIS SILLY LITTLE GIGGLE#FUCK OMG HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE I'M GUNNA STRANGLE SOMEBODY
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i fully believe that april and raph had to ban leo from listening to mitski
only solely based on vibes, literally nothing supports me saying this
#for the audience i listen to mitski in the asian american owie way and only a LITTLE ��� in the gay way#i will never forgive whoever said mitski is sad white gay ppl music the phrase has never left my brain since and has Haunted me#chiangy.txt
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Purple moot. ;)
I'd like to study me too
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WOAH MORE TSP ART HII!!! And these designs are MINE for once? unbelievable
Meet my Narrator and Stanley! They're some silly guys, I love them very much and I hope they can make some friends in the paraverse soon 👉👈
SPEAKING of which, the two lovelies that my narry is simping over are Rosemary and Nathan who belong to the wonderful @tomi-chuu and @callixspod respectively!
i love them so much and feel so normal about them <3 Haven't got a name for my narry yet but im working on it
#mints art stuff#tsp#the stanley parable#tsp stanley#tsp narrator#i have actual refs for them both but im gonna color those. later#this one image took way too long bc school has been taking up all of my time#so cringe i just wanna draw silly little gay people#this was totally not an excuse to draw rosemary again. what are you talking about#i feel perfectly normal about her#i'm gonna have to make another mass narry drawing bc there are just so many cool ones out there#so look out for that i geuss!#whenever i post the refs ill talk more about stanley and narry specifically cause i do have some thoughts in my brain#oh also i did closeups this time! i like it much better#just remembered that BOTH of the ppl hes simping for are married/engaged#f in the chat
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i accidentally brainrotted our entire dnd group (including myself) with cal and soren (npc, the guy in the tire). so i'm drawing cal again. he's a faggot if you couldn't tell
#martzipan#cal#<- he gets an oc tag bc i've posted him twice now#huge part of cal's character is that he's gay and everyone knows it but him. he's really really stupid oblivious to it#also. as a warlock he can telepathically transmit messages to people#some party members came up with the idea that sometimes he does it on accident. i went 'yes absolutely'#cal's really really emotionally unintelligent i love him. little dumb idiot twink#every single one of my dnd characters is a self insert in some way. they all get a little bit of me right#cal got the smug asshole who lives in my brain snarking ppl. and also my complete obliviousness when it comes to romance#he's VERY fun to play. so so so stupid <3
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hmm, does anyone have anything that lists all the main storyline/taskline quests + their dialogue? i would love to re-read though them again for lore reasons. i know theres that one work in progress timeline document, but im looking for in-game main tasklines any player can see while they play. i can figure out the side stuff like the arg things and comics myself...
(long rambley explanation below that im putting under the cut because i know otherwise nobody will interact with this post)
(this is mostly for ocs, even if they don't follow the main storyline lore exactly - i would still like to know any and all details about the world the toons talk about so i can make things accurate and be able to talk about certain details... and get ideas from reading certain things. even though the lore in cogs only we have is... uh. lets just say this thing could never ever be canon but yknow HAHA)
and like... i do have a million damn screenshots, some of them taken purely to save certain dialogue that i look at RARELY (bc i forget i took these screenshots). and i dont wanna go through videos of people playing the game, i don't like doing that... but the wiki doesn't seem to list the dialogue anywhere, or i may just be looking in the wrong place?
because with so many main line quests you will forget a few things, and of course skip over dialogue when you're trying to do things quickly... with some things being related to the story and some being not...
so i would just really love to look over the main stuff again. ofc, side quests are apprecited too, but im looking for the main thing. gets a bit hard to figure out world stuff when you unfortunately never played tto becuse you didnt know it existed, and ttr's lore is very different from ttcc and honestly i dont even know what they got going on there anymore, i never paid attention to it even when i played ttr because honestly i cant give a fuck about disney characters outside their actual source material-
#'coz like i also saw some people mention ttc is like a vacation place for toons of the world (before the cog invasion) and im like#hmm interesting where can i read more about this to feed my hyperfixated little gay brain. the brain worms. they need information. give#them that. gimmie gimmie. grabby hands#also i have severe like. embarassement issues? idk what to call it. close to rsd. when i get lore wrong.#or when im unaware. like im supposed to be a fan of this and i DONT know this? yeah this is why i dont like saying i dont care about ttr#lore at all and that i wasnt there for tto... (but like come on i was too young and also bilingual so it was hard for me i didnt learn#proper ish english until like 2015 -2016)#so i find it really hard to admit 'yes i did not know that' and that i yes in fact do care about cog lore a bit more than the toon lore but#like its a bit easier to follow...#the issue with ttcc is that a lot of the non main taskline lore is... in journals and arg things and events that i DID NOT ATTEND#and its hard to find archive stuff of things u didnt know existed or were there... you had to see it for yourself#i love you ttcc lore no matter how ppl bash on it and how unlike original tto it is nd 'its like an fanfiction' (real take i saw)#(i mean its true but whats the problem with it lol lol)#because i am in fact a Tumblr User and I Am Into This Shit i can admit it is Catored To My Tastes and i wont let Your Opinion ruin#My Enjoyment#some stuff may be bit goofy there and a bit. hard to access. with some issues. but yk what despite that i really enjoy it!!!!!!#but RAHH please i need main taskline stuff#please gamers help#i. may ask this again where i dont ramble#because nobody wants to read through this shit and that makes them NOT want to help or answer#now a guilt trip btw i am aware it sounds like one but im just annoyed bc i often ask questions and then ramble...and never get an answer#and i just feel embarrassed. so its on me really oops
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i like clone wars but this current arc centers on Jar Jar Binks of all characters and let me tell you the lord is fucking testing me with this one
#smudgy.txt#sw#they put windu with him.#also yoda being like 'hrmm brain of a child jar jar has perhaps the queen is attracted to that'#girl WHAT the fuck do you mean by that. why would you say that. what is wrong with you#like im sure he meant she likes naive/stupid guys but just the way he worded it made it sound. so wrong#i hate that gay little frog. also i feel bad for mace lmao#n yknow i dont Hate jar jar i just hate the writers for creating him#so this arc is just. eough.#the previous one w the anakin clovis shit was more tolerable than this. at least it was funny#me n my sister were hooting & hollerin watching them fight#i love it when anakin hates someones guts and they hate him back and they punch each other. very fun#i love watching this white ppl drama#i did not like them killing off my girl teckla though. frowns#like. just so much abt her dying makes me so angry lmao#but w ever. who cares. what ever !!!!!
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today was one of those days where everything is just.. too much.
maybe it's the heat, maybe it's because my grandma was a bit more tired and confused than usual today, maybe it's because talking to a friend made me realise how incredibly boring and uneventful my summer is because i'm not going on any vacations and don't have exciting plans, but i'm in such a feeling-sorry-for-myself kinda mood and i hate it.
#ramblings#ughhhhhhhhhh i hate it i hate it a#i think it's also bc of my birthday coming up and turning 29 makes me realise i'll be 30 next year#which i KNOW means nothing but at the same time it's just a good opportunity for my brain to compare other ppls lives and mkne#*mine#and in the last years so many of old school friends etc started settling down getting married having kids etc#and like... i dont even want that#i was in the middle of my lets-have-a-gay-commune era when the pandemic hit and i became a caregiver with very little social life#and it just feels like.. i got maybe 3-4 years where i actually enjoyed my 20s and got to explore who i am and what i want#which is a lot and i'm grateful i even got to experience those yeare#years#but it also feels like i spent the last 3.5 years watching everyone else get on with their lives whilst mine is still on hold in many ways#ANYWAYS I KNOW IM JUST BEING DRAMATIC AND WILL PROBS DELETE THIS SOON BC ITS TOO PERSONAL#but i just needed to vent#and tumblr is the place to vent (sometimes)
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they need to make hanging out in the same room but doing your own thing for people who live far apart
#and for ppl who can’t log in to their little mmo bc logging in every day is bad for their brain#anyway. can you get a fever from not sleeping much bc my face is WARM#i need a text post tag#i didn’t even write the whole word mmorpg#bc i am Sleep#also if i was in the same room as my friend rn i simply could show them my phone so they could know chrishell and g flip are gay married#i wouldn’t have to WAIT
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My hands r feeling a little better and im eager to do more drawing!!!
Also I want to say thank you for 21 followers so if anyone has an Overwatch character they want me to do a little drawing of..... feel free to send an ask mayhapsss ;0
#im v glad ppl like my junkerq/soj content especially hehe <:3c#makes my little gay brain have nice feelings
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