#little bit of a vent piece
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Old habits die hard...
#beyburst#beyblade burst#beyblade burst fanart#daigo kurogami#high school au#little bit of a vent piece
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coloring experiments with some displeased españas 🍅 i always love digging beneath his optimism to find the negativity underneath thats Just as passionate -- its one of the most fascinating things about him to me
closeups under the cut
#hetalia world stars#hws spain#aph spain#i simultaneously Am him and need him carnally. and im not sure which ones more embarrassing#his anger and my anger are.... upsettingly similar and ive been very Angry with my job recently. so. ofc ive been thinking about him#country of passion in all emotions. and the sun isnt just warm and bright. it Burns.#anyway this is Kind of a little bit of a vent piece maybe idk#my art#'i need to rest my hand' i say and then i get so furious at work these all come out of my brain#i have never been so close to starting a physical fight with my coworkers lmaoooo.
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sorry i don't feel safe depicting my body in art!
my bluesky
#my art#trans#goat#oc#polish#artistic nudity#she is transgender#you can see what i meant to depict on bluesky#anyways a little bit of a vent piece#sketch#art#transgender#it's a quick doodle i drew because i felt very happy about how i look#then i was like damn#i dont feel so comfortable posting it on tumblr and i got bummed out#whatever lol i censored it :)
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PANIC
#i swear my lineart goes harder on my vent pieces#im okay tho just freaked out a bit#projected onto the silly little villain man 1600s edition#vent#vent art#philip wittebane#emperor belos#belos#toh philip#toh belos#toh philip wittebane#toh emperor belos#the owl house philip#the owl house belos#the owl house philip wittebane#the owl house emperor belos#philip wittebane fanart#emperor belos fanart#belos fanart#the owl house fanart#toh fanart#my art
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I'm alive (light-heartedly). Thank y'all for being so patient with me. I have been having some trouble writing requests for a bit, and I've been a little worn out.
I'm going to just focus on the poll fic for this weekend and try to get other stuff done next month. It's been hard for me to actually get started, but I'm enjoying the process with this one, so hopefully you all will like the NSFW Beel x Diavolo x MC content I'll have for you, some time on the 31st (I hope).
#moss update#also if I can elaborate a little#warning: venting in the tags#but I did kinda pop off with it so maybe give it a read?#I feel a bit disconnected with my words as of late. I can write something but it's hard to tell if it sounds like my other writing#I feel like I've taken my usual voice picked it up and just sort of dropped it in an adjacent location#I can see how I would usually write but it's more like I'm trying to mimic the usual narrative path in real time instead of creating it#like tracing the veins of some familiar creature#and trying to follow the pulsing of blood so I can use its rhythm in my own Frankenstein-ian creature.#It's awkwardly intimate but my hands are doomed to the work of piecing something together.#I happily crazily do it#knowing that I crave it so intensely that it must be done at any means.#Even if it involves this self-conscience feeling of self-mimicry.#How else can I get back to my sense of voice if not to relearn it all over again?
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Something, something having ur life ripped away and becoming a monster
I’m not happy w how this was going but im accepting my failure and just posting as is unfinished, so i can focus on my other stuff.
#megaman oc#rockman#xylocopaman#my art#i fucked up the perspective grrr#a little bit of a vent piece but mostly just wanted to get this out of my head#xylo is my favorite but i need to work on his line mates#i will prolly do another tornhornxylo piece anyway bc theyre in my mind always
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Sometimes he likes to taste his own blood
#Gir's Art#Connor#self harm#a bit of vent down here don't mind me#sometimes when i have intrusive thoughts drawing them out makes me feel a little less obsessive and helps me get over them#this in particular is based off one that's been haunting me for years and one I've almost acted upon#didn't intend to make Connor left handed in this piece but it's based on how i looked in the mirror that night exacto knife in hand#so this is less venting and more cathartic for me in a way#idk I'm still working on myself#all that aside Connor looks super hot in this too like damn
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its a bit weird that i know both of my boyfriend's exes personally and even weirder that we all look like each other because he really has a type and there's the fact that his first ex shows up all the time on my instagram and his second ex is weirdly obsessed with trying to keep contact with him even though she was the one who left him for someone else (on december 23rd !!) and she stalked me on ig and she's friends with my roommate and like. this is my first time not being my partner's first gf so it's my first time dealing with ex gfs and it's all just super weird to me
#idk how to explain there's a bit of jealousy yes but mostly its just a weird feeling that i cant really explain#why are they both so close to me this is so unnecessary kfndkf#i think its a big green flag that they're both pretty and both very interesting people#and i cant say if them looking a lot like me makes me feel more or less insecure#bc yeah i sure am his type but am i enough like am i more or less than them (type of shit i think when im feeling insecure)#but in the end they both broke his heart and left him for someone else#i think what makes me mad is that they really did break him and i found him in pieces and watched as he picked himself up little by little#as we started dating and falling in love with each other but i know and he acknowledges that there are parts of him that broke forever#and the fact that they had these parts that i will never have because of them is what fucks me up sometimes#but at the same time he's grown and changed a lot and there are new parts of him now that they never saw and never will...#its not a competition i know but its really hard not to compare myself sometimes specially when theyre already so similar to me like#the comparison is already there its automatic kfndkdn u cant look at the three of us and not realize that we look like each other a lot#anyway#i think its more about my desire or my fantasy of having him all for myself#or of wanting to feel like im special and unique and not just another one??#its so dumb because its obvious that i am and he makes it very clear to me all the time#but thats it. i'm dumbbbb#im not even feeling bad rn i just saw his first ex again (she goes to the same hairdresser as me lol) and these thoughts came back again#so i wanted to vent#i think i deal with all of this pretty well but knowing how to deal with these feelings and thoughs doesnt mean they dont occur at all#ok im doneeee
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I NEED TO HAVE TWO MORE SCENES OF MY MUSICAL WRITTEN IN TWELVE HOURS BUT ALSO I FORGOT I HAVE TO HAVE MY ZINE PIECE DONE BY WEDNESDAY 11:59 AKXMWKXMSKXKSMSMSKSKKSJ SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
#im actually fine guys i promise#the musical scene thing is not a hard deadline and no one would care if i did not have it done considering how much progress ive made so fa#and i've got less than 500 words to write on the zine piece so it should be easy to do by Wednesday 11:59#i just needed to vent a little bit and uhhh being at home means i cannot freely talk about fanfiction stuff hence me coming to tumblr.com#yippee!!#panda posts#me when i write a musical
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I really wish I could stop having dreams about school :/
#i literally haven’t been in school for nearly 10 years (not counting uni)#and i still have dreams where i’m singled out in the class for not doing homework or where I get lost on the way to class#or don’t have the right textbooks or haven’t been to any classes or don’t know anything that’s on an exam#or i get yelled at and belittled by a teacher or my classmates take the piss out of me#or any other humiliating bullshit#i think im still carrying the pain of being undiagnosed neurodivergent at school with me#at uni no one cares and it’s not a big deal#but at school they will make you feel like the biggest piece of shit alive for being a little bit weird#vent#personal post#i just woke up from having another fucking school dream#ugh#i also went to an all boys school so i think that fucked me up a little bit too#thank fuck my egg didn’t crack back then. I don’t know if i would have survived.
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To anyone complaining about the new Avatar series....have y'all even sat down and watched any of it?
#shut up kelly#venting a tad#okay more than a tad#a little ways into it and I think it's fine...just things got moved around a bit which is jarring and some pieces fit into better areas tha#others but COME TF ON!!#has more heart than the 2010 movie
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im just gonna block the "atla", "atla netflix", "atla show" and "avatar the last airbender" in advance real quick
#i have a small problem you know#both my parents are divorced#they don't speak to each other At All and i havent seen them in as much as the same room since they went to a different house each#and i spend one week with each of them#but with the new atla show coming out im a little panicked? not like. in the proper sense of the word. just. bro what am i supposed to do#i watched atla with them as a kid and it became one of my favorite series#they love watching shows with me#and both want to watch the atla show with me now#😭#what do i do#they usually have different tastes when it comes to shows so i watch like. the queen's gambit with mom and heroes and one piece with dad#but now ;(#shit i dont know what to do#i wanted to watch it with them both#oh well this came out a bit depressing soo#vent#rambles#atla tag
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Love how obvious it is when something trends organically vs bot activity just looking at the trending tab
#also kinda embarrassed about hititng tag limit in that last post lol sorry about that#feel free to feel like im offering you my diary to read even tho i never kept one and idk if that's a thing w diaries#like sure they're supposed to be private but like that's it? or is it like a sort of self/auto pen pal thing that you show to#those who are the closest to you?#do ppl exchange diaries? like in that one manhwa with karno and the pastry chef princess?#i have what my sister calls a junk journal that i fill with what little bits n pieces i can#it even has a little mirror! bc her friend broke the oreo sandwich themed mirror hair brush thing i let her borrow lol#so i took the loose mirror and washitaped it to the lil notebook#and a top loader with a lile sticker?? draken polaroid a friend got me from a sort of themed event in an anime themed café or something#and a lot of post its with my doodles lol#and one doodle my sister made!#it's a round frog heehee i put keropi in another smaller note under it and a han (skz#skz like his little mascot thing) underneath ith#personal#vent
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i hate the smell of perfume
#sorry. but when you're bombarded with it 24/7 bc your father doesn't know how to do things “just a little bit” then you'd hate it too#he always has to go over the top with everything even the way he talks like i can hear you you don't have to basically yell at me i already#-have regular headaches bc of you and also my lungs aren't getting any better from your overdose of perfume#why can't he use just a spray or two????#i have a sensitive nose and you're already on my hater-list#fuck off fuck off fuck off#vent#johnny's silly rambles#(sorry for being a hater on main but he kinda deserves it)#i've been saying this shit for years now#and then he stops for like a few month and then picks it back up again like i wouldn't notice it??? idk what he's thinking#probably not at all.#fucking piece of shit of a dad
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uhhh i had to TURN OFF anon bc of the person on my main so if you r too anxious to talk to me without being on anon, it’ll stay on here!!!! much love ❤️❤️❤️
#they also admitted to liking homestuck which put a lot of pieces of the puzzle together for me!#that fandom scares me to death#anyways#thank you to everyone who supports me i love you all#so very much!#you guys are literally like a family to me 😭😭☝️#it kind of stinks that one person ruined this for a little bit but i will always be here for people who need to talk or to vent or just to#be at peace with someone else!#thank you :)))
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Me: My dad and I are going to the movies tomorrow. We’re seeing something we’ve both been excited for.
Them: To see? Isn’t your dad legally blind?
Me: Doesn’t mean he’s completely blind. Plus he can still enjoy the movie either way.
Them: But he’s BLIND. He can’t SEE the movie. How can he enjoy something that requires seeing it?
Me: *resisting the urge to scream because legally blind doesn’t mean completely blind*
(This didn’t happen really, but it’s pretty close to the replies to my comment on a TikTok)
#LEGALLY BLIND DOESNT MEAN FULLY BLIND#it also means he can’t go to the movies or wrestling or whatever other entertainments that ‘require’ sight#he still some vision in his left eye#yes it’s very little#but it’s enough for him to see what’s going on even if it’s a sliver of it#he saw the Mario movie with me and enjoyed bits and pieces of it said he liked the bowser scenes#him being visually impaired does not mean he cannot enjoy life or spend time with his family#talkies#vent?#yeah ig#vent
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