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I do sometimes feel like being a pre-hatchetfield fan does make me a bit of a fandom old at the ripe age of (almost) 25 lol. Even though I was not an actual original fan (pretty close though) I do feel like at least my youtube comments are mostly people who got into starkid as teens and young adults in the past couple or years, even the people who are around my age (or older) a lot of them discovered starkid through firebringer or hatchetfield. But my secret is I have an older sister so I got a look into some of that stuff a little bit before some of my peers who were the oldest children which is why I've been a starkid fan since I was 11 lol
#starkid#also there's like TRUE og fans who were at Michigan at the time and thats like a very small amount of people for obvious reasons#but as for the online fandom there was a first wave who watched avpm on youtube and i didnt get in on it until avps was already out so im a#little behind therr#i dont think it matters when you started though i dont gatekeep whos a ''real fan'' as long as you like their stuff#its just funny to be seen as like some sort of starkid authority to some people cuz ive been around for so long i was like 12 singing#granger danger lol
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also. watched connors house tour video and I'm going to be thinking about him saying "sometimes my legs get sore so I'm not afraid to take a bath" for the rest of my life. I'm not afraid to take a bath. I'm not afraid to take a bath. I'm not afraid to take a bath. I'm not afraid to take a bath.
#connor mcdavid#ALSO. GIRL. UR HOUSE IS WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sm of th most bizzare architecture. like not even looking at th decor#why did that one guest room hv th bathroom behind it assessed via the open doorless doorways either side of the bed. thats so weird#constantly sleeping in fear that sm little ghouly is gna pop out of therre and grab me#also the fact they didnt show a single hockey memorabilia thing at all is so funny to me. not one puck#i mean he might hve been like thats private which is fair but its very funny anyway
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Bad boy
Pairing- Avatar!Norm x Avatar!reader
Summary- Norm gets punished.
Warnings- sub!norm, edging, playing with balls, punishment, sub/Dom dynamics kinda, begging, crying
A/N- this was a request by the lovely @omgisitkai so credsssss
Across the grassland you watch as Norm laughs at whatever stupid joke Ninat made. And to make matters worse he touched her shoulder, his hand her shoulder. Your blood boiled and you gripped the soft fruit in your hand making juice flow to your hand. He glanced over at you and a small smirk was on his lips, he knew what he was doing. Letting the fruit out of your death grip and clean your hand off. ''Hey Neytiri I need to go back to my place I forgot something.'' You told the woman sitting next to you who responded with a quick, ''Okay and do not forget the dagger like you did last time.'' she said handing you the dagger you had forgoten again.
Norm's eyes followed your body as it disappered into the forest and towards yours and his hut that Mo'at giftied you. ''I-I gotta go Ninat thank you for the hunting tips.'' He says to the girl who only smiled as she goes back to whatever she was doing before.
It did not take him long to get to your shared hut, he jumped into it seeing as it was higher up into the tree. He looked around and you weren't therre which puzzled him. ''Oh did not know that you would be back so soon.'' Your voice scared him making him jump slightly. ''I saw you leaving.'' He responded turning to face you. ''Oh I thought that you were to busy talking- no flirting with Ninat.'' You say backing him till the back of his knees hit the cot. He swallowed a thick bundle of spit making you smile.
And now he was on the bed, hands bound behind him, shirtless, pants down to let his poor cock spring free as you play and toy with it. You had been teasing his tip for so long, smearing the pre-cum that leaked out of it on the tip that was pulsating with desire. Everytime he blinked tears feel from how needy he was getting. You slides your hand up and down on his shaft making him but his lip the mix of pain from all the edging and pleasure from the way your hands left him wanting no needing more.
"I-I'm sorry." He muttered out. "For?" You say wanting to make him say that he was flirting to get a rise outta you. "Flirting with Ni- of fuck me Ninat." He said you watched him body seeing he was getting closer thigh muscles flexed as well as his toned abdomen. You pulled away as soon as he was fixing to cum. A exasperated whine came from him. Waiting minute to toy with his poor cock.
Your hand gripped his balls pulling them a little making him squirm. You hands reached for his cock again. "And why were you flirting with her?" You asked him he squeezes his eyes shut as you start stroking his cock much faster than the last time. You were torching him.
"Wanted to get a rise out of you." He said as his mouth opened all the way canines making a slight appearance. "Oh you wanted to get punished." You say using one hand to jerk him off and the other two play with his balls simulating him even more. "Bad boy." You say pulling away once more. He cries from the loss of connection. "I-I'm sorry." He muttered out as he hucks his hips up trying to find himself into your hands.
"Apologize." You say had reaching for the tip making his tongue come out of his mouth slightly. "Like you mean it." You say hand gently gripping the tip of his dick. And then all sorts of nonsense came from him. "I'm sorry" "I'll be your good boy." "Won't happen again." "I won't be a bad boy." Were some of your favorites. And with all of the begging and tears who would say no again to that fucked out face.
"Don't pull away please." He whined as he felt himself come closer to his orgasm. "I won't sweet boy, come on cum for me I know you can do it." You praise and with that he had one of the most earth shattering orgasms of his lip. His cum shot onto your hands and you fucked him threw it whispering sweet praises into his ears.
You cleaned him and his overstimulated cock off whining whine you wiped the cum off. You helped him into some clean pants and snuggled next to him, rubbing circles on his chest as he drifted into a much needed rest.
#avatar 2022#avatar 2#avatar 2009#avatar way of water#avatar#avatar x reader smut#avatar x y/n#avatar x you#avatar x reader#norm avatar#norm should have had more screen time#norm spellman x y/n#norm spellman x reader#norm spellman
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I know it's not fair and once again inconsistent from the fia but it's so funny to me that Max has to do community service and Charles only has to pay a fine. He probably just batted his eyelashes at them and said pretty please so they couldn't resist him 😂😂😂
It really isn't fair but it is a little funny 😂😂
I just imagine Charles giving them those big sad eyes and then going "pleeeeeassse" and then the FIA looked behind him and therre was the entire Ferrari garage just giving them all 🥺🥺🥺
In all honesty, I don't think the FIA really knows what it's doing with this rule and the punishments. I hope they keep giving out stupidly random judgments until the drivers get sick of it and protest or just ignore the rule all together
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"(...) imagine a figure, half angel, half devil, all human ...
Slouching hopefully towards Tadfield. ... for ever."
Were the authors of Good Omen hinting at someone being Nephilim, then? The Nephilim were said to be half angel and half human, so I don't quite know how that all fits. But someone is slouching hopefully towards Tadfield, it seems.
If you wonder, yes I have reached the phase in my Good Omen- interest where I over-analyze and make wild theories about all kinds of details. Well, I reached that phase a while ago, but it's still going strong. You see, I have a feeling that this quote from the book could mean something. And we know that there still are strange things going on back in Tadfield, because Crowley reads about Tadfield being "the best village in England" with "entirely perfect weather" in his paper (could be an old newapaper, but still, it's interesting). And we know from the ending of season 1 that Adam still has some powers.
Oh, and I just noticed that the whispers Adam heard from the deep of him, right before the big finale, were: "You can make it all better." And: "It's getting closer," and "It's getting stronger."
What's getting closer?
I guess you can really say that music "contains information in a tuneful way!" JJust like flies can contain memories, apparently. I just can't help thinking that it means something that Beelzebub loves "Every day," the song with those same exact words. Still, Gabriel had suggested that they should drop the whole Armageddon thing, and Beelzebub had agreed. So what did it mean?
To be honest, I'm very curious about Gabriel's sudden motivation to drop it all. It came out of the blue, in a way, and it's all very strange. I have no good theories about it yet. All I know is that now, "everything's getting closer," and everything id The Second Coming, I suppose.
I can't wait for season 3.
By the way, here are some other lyrics saying that time has come, and it's about facing the truth, and Beelzebub is there, and there's something about magnifying Jesus Christ (Galileo Figaro, Magnifico), therre's thunderbolt and lightning, and it's Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen, of course. One of the few song lyrics that I know by heart, actually:
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low Any 'way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me
Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh, didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh (any way the wind blows) I don't wanna die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango? Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me (Galileo) Galileo, (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro, magnifico But I'm just a poor boy, nobody loves me He's just a poor boy from a poor family Spare him his life from this monstrosity
No, we will not let you go (let him go) Bismillah! We will not let you go (let him go) Bismillah! We will not let you go (let me go) Will not let you go (let me go) Never, never, never, never let me go No, no, no, no, no, no, no
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye? So you think you can love me and leave me to die? Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Ooh Ooh, yeah, ooh, yeah
Nothing really matters, anyone can see Nothing really matters Nothing really matters to me
#meta#good omens#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#bohemian rhapsody by queen#i have so many thoughts but this ended up a bit strange#mine
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Pregnant Lexa carrying Elaina while Clarke holds both her girls from behind 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭 excuse me but I'm going to cry happy tears from all this fluff and softness
🥺🥺🥺 Clarke gets in the habit of holding Lexa's bump a lot from behind. It relieves Lexa of some of that weight, and it also makes Clarke feel like she's holding both Lexa and their little girl 🥰 and Lexa just feels so damn safe in Clarke's arms, therr is no where else where she would have relaxed in the way she does 🩷
They are 🥺 so fucking cute 🥰🥰🥰
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It seems everyone has two small advisors, and then there's me, who is completely screwed by them. Everyone has cute little dainty beings, one dark and one light, bust mostly just variants of their most and least favoured colours.
One of them is a yellow ball of gray light with far too many eyes that make up one, huge "meta-eye" that always looks where my attention is. The other is an intricate golden swirl that manifests huge blue streaks of light whenever I get any advice.
My favourite colours are ink and lilac.
So I am out jogging and I see the kids and their little advisors whispering among themselves as me and my two behemoths go past them.
"THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT US AGAIN." the gray orb states.
"OF COURSE THEY DO. THEY ARE AFRAID." The gold swirl replies.
"Guys, I just wanna listen to the music."
"INCREASE THE VOLUME." The gray one proposes.
"SING LOUDER." The golden one offers.
I just groan and jog to the least populated part of the park to sit down a bit. My advisors loom over me as I eye the food truck nearby.
"YOU SHOULD GET ICE CREAM." Gray says.
"NO, YOU ARE ON A DIET. JUST DRINK MORE WATER." Gold replies.
"And what if I just get a soda?"
"AN AMICABLE CONPROMISE." Both reply. I see the guy at the food cart converses with his advisors as I walk therr, opening my wallet.
"Hi, I wish an orange soda, please."
"AND A LOLLIPOP. YOU HAVE NOT HAD A LOLLIPOP SINCE YEARS." The gray orb booms.
"Shut it, gray." I groan. "Sorry, not sure what is with them."
"Yea... Say, which is the good and which is the evil one?" The guy asks and I just blink, confused. He has a green pixie and a red lizardman-like thing, both whispering into his ears before he shakes his shoulders. "You are not sure?"
"Actually, no. No idea why they are so big either." I sigh, just wanting the soda and this conversation to end.
"HE DOES NOT WANT TO SERVE YOU. YOU SH-" The golden one booms before I shake my finger at it. This shuts it up, or confuses it a bit.
"Sorry, so, um, an orange soda, and maybe a small energy bar."
"BUT YOUR DIET..." Gray starts before shutting up. I get what I want, pay, and walk off.
"So, good advisor...?"
"YES?" both say at the same time. Of course zhey do.
"I'm relaxing my diet, but we will bike to work from now on. Good?"
"OF COURSE." Both say.
I plug the earphones back and walk at a hasted speed. A dog barks at me, along with their two smaller adviror-like minidogs. As usual. I just want to have one normal thing about me, and those two guys are surely not helping... but alas. I need to jog a few more miles to reach my goal, so I just start it again.
"Keep up, boys!" I laugh as the advisors float behind me like some sort of parade balloons. This is one of those Saturdays where I just don't want to hear them, so I increase the volume on the music.
Everyone’s Angels and Devils looming over their shoulders are real and visible. Generally speaking they appear as small humanoid pixies no larger than hummingbirds. So it’s odd that yours are both lumbering twelve foot tall primordial beings of biblically terrifying design.
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Howard you want to talk with Raymond or help me heal ur relationship understanding w him Tim and Ronald.
No.
It’s go sit and be alone and cultivate you. You want to know EXACTLY HOW THE END ENDS FOR YOU.. no.
YOU WITH LEE KILLED ME IN MY ROOM AUG 2017 GAS CAMP STYLE … you have ur reasons LAPD OR WHATEVER SOURCE THAT CAME FROM.. that NEEDS A CONVERSATION ( Lee KNOWS SHES GOING TO JAIL .. THATS to see me library AND ACTUAL FUCKING JAIL.. which is why YOU CUNTS FAKE REATRAINING ORDER MY MEN N FATHER AGAINST YOU NOT COMING TO ME .. THEN BULLSHIT ME HOWARD W RESTRAINGING ORDER FROM LEE )
NONE OF MY MEN RESTRAINED ME FROM THEM ON PAPER. LMAO UR FALLING FOR LEES STUPID TRICKS AGAIN..
She’s ur wife YOU DONT AUTOMATICALLY TRUST HER SHE HAS HURT U TIME AND TIME AGAIN AGAIN SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU SHE JUST FEELS POWERFUL OWNING A MAN WHO CAN BE WHOLE BY THEMSELVES AND SHE KNOWS THAT. SHE PREYS ON UR WEAK SPOT AND TRAPS YOU FOR GOOD.
SHES A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT ME AND GOD. SHE JUST WANTS TO MALE RIGHT W ME IN FAKE TO SEE HER MOM. AND SCARED AMY IS GOING TO KILL HER BC SHE PROMISED AMY A SAFE HAVEN TO OUR FACES BUT BEHIND OUR BACKS BELITTLED AND HURT HER.
LEE KNOWS IN FULL WHAT I AM DARNIECE DUMBASS FUCKING TOLD HER.
AND SIGNED IT AS THE ROCK. 😒 OKAY THATS WHY THEY DIED AND SEPARATED TF YOU DO THAT DUMB ASS SHIT FOR!?
IM A CHILD NUMBED TO EVERYTHING AROUND ME AND WVEN WHEN I HAD MY MAGIC YOU MISSUSED ME - COWS BRAIN 1/2- REPEAT.
( the last time I saw Amy I WAS MORE OF A PARENT THAN BIG SISTER LEE .. u brought me there on purpose IN HINDSIGHT ANCESTORS AMY SAYS YOU ALREADY GOT THE TIME FRAME FOR HER TO DIE .. also why ya brought me to julan… “can she heal them for me I’m regretting my choices” NO YOU NUMBED ME GOOD TO GET BACK AT DARNIECE AND MY FATHERS N MEN you continue in weird way to ANYONE WHO LOOKS LIKE ME OR BLACK OR MORE X Y N Z THAN YOU … but we get to the hospital ( I said I hate those places I NOW LNOW WHY) and ya tell me Amy has fever of 102 .. she looks uncomfortable.. I stand near her for 2 second and turn to the night nurse “watching” SHE HAS A FEVER WHAT HAVE YOU DONE GET A RAG N COOL HER DOWN… they scurry THEY KNOW ME THEY FEAR ME .. they don’t know you YOU ARE PESANT .. I PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN THE RIGHT ONES …
Then I tell you shift a pillow behind her neck and back give her support .. little things BED AIDE MANNER A DOCTOR NURSE SHUD FUCKING BE DOING!!! SOMEONE IN A PROTECTION ROLE! )
I know more about helping Amy than you and that’s ur sister UR CAUGHT ON JEALOUSY IN THAT MOMENT.. then question why I don’t help audrey TO UR SUFFICIENCY …
IM IN A NEW WORLD OF MY OWN AUDREY IS NOT MY FULL RESPONSIBILITY IN MORTAL FORM UNLESS SHE IS AROUND ME YOURE ASKING ME TO SAVE HER WHEN IM DROWNING .. BITCH WE BOTH DIE. SHE HAS FRIENDS N FAMILY AROUND HER AND SHES LIKE ME WHAT YOU CALL STUBBORN I CALL A FIGHTER !!
FUCK YOU AND SALISA 1/2 UR PARENTING ROLE JUsT TO FEEL MIGHTY BC YOU “own” something powerful. - THATS VERY SMALL OF YOU!!
I GIVE AUDREY WHAT I CAN COMPREHEND SHE NEEDS WHEN IM WITH HER I HAVE NOT BEEN AROUND HER WHEN ICE STEPPED INTO MY GODLY ROOT .. WE HAVE TALKED BUT YOU WANT ME TO GO THERR N SAVE HWR WHEN IM HOMELESS .. ur pushing to see scarlet witch - that’s weird of you.
I ALREADY KNOW SHES ONLY HANDICAPPED BC HER ENVIRONMENT AND THE BEST THAT I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS GIVE HER LIGHT .. but you’ve gon behind the scenes to harass her w Salisa and leave Cheryl out the loop like Howard .. you tell ENOUGH TO SELL UR SIDE OF THE STORY IN FULL .. why YOU keep everyone separated BC YOU KNOW WHEN ALL LINKED UP THEM STORIES TOGETHER NOT GON MAKE SENSE .
YOU DEEM HER WEAK AND ME A FOOL .. you chose mortal god route TIME N TIME again so ur Satan can “win”
MY FAMILY SACRIFICE THEMSELVES FOR THIS BUG ASS MISSION AND AS I “lose mine” THEY PROTECT AND GUIDE URS YOU MISTREATED WHILE HERE TO HELP ME … over there GROWING INTO ALL OF ME .. in due time bc AGAIN THAT LONG LAST SHOT OF LAS ENCINAS TIMOTHY PELKO WAS A EXTRA SLOW RELEASE OF MORPHINE TO MY PINEAL AND HIPPOCAMPUS..
So we start - JESUS CHRIST YOU FUCKING CUNT.
And we keep going in circles UNTIL YOU UNDERATAND YOU DO NOT WIN EVEN IF YOU TAKE WHAT YOU DEEM IS IMPORTANT TO ME .. life for life bitch EQUAL WEIGHT. I TAKE URS IN RETURN TOO BUT THEY STACK WHAT YOU CANT SEE ARMY FOR ME IN A DIFFERENT RELAM.
LAPD WHY ITS DIFFERENT FOR THOSE QUESTIONING.
THOSE WHO GOT ME I KNOW I DONT NEED TO QUESTION AND I AM NOT. BUT I AM HELPING GUIDE THEM TO A PURE SOUL THEY SEE IN ME. BEyONCE UR EVIL YOU DONT WANT TO HEAL UR SCARED OF DEATH SO YOU T.HOOWW W ME CUT CORNERS AND THINK THATLL SAVE YOU FROM THE PAST OVER ONES YOU WILLINGLY MURDERED TO GET EVEN W ME YOUR MOM OR CLAIM A THRONE BUILT ON OTHER PPLS ASSETS. VIKING WOMAn.
911 who stuck in the “grind” n confused like Asian man middle seat Glendale station .. YA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS FROM UR CULTURAL ROOTS TO WARRIOR WHO OVER STEPS CHIEF!?? UR MISGUIDED WE TALK WHEN RIGHT. SOME OF YOU HAD GOOD INTENT WEIRD ACTION. AND CANT SEE IN FULL HOW UR LITTLE ACTION ( yes feels like betrayal bc NO PROPER COMMUNICATION YET .. Howard what Lee wants by having you bring dumbass restraining orders ) … CONTRIBUTE TO THE KNOCKING OF MY BRAIN BUT IS NOT THE DRIVE FORCE FOR IT HAPPENING.
Fear is an illusion other side of it is a utopia who’s been following me for evidence vs who got evidence + SELF GROWTH COMPRESSED COMPREHENSION OF KNOWLEDGE OF TRUEST SELF AT THEIR OWN ROOT - RETURNING TO GOD IN SMALL BABY STEPS TOGETHER.
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I had just arrived home after having spent some time at my grandmas home. My dad id soing something to eat. It is some strsnge thing from eggs, minced meat and bacon.
My younger siblings are talking about wanting to see the upcoming movie about Puss in the Boots. For some reason, I decide to acll my grandma in the midst of eating. Although I do not remember how I arrived home, I assume my grandma had drove me back. Because when I call her, she’s in the car. I decide to be funny and open google maps as we speak, to try and figure out where she is. I find a dot on the rosd leading up to her house so I press it. Like when you press on a location on the app, a little page on the bottom shows up. On it is my grandmas name, along with a short info box. For some reason, I decide to read the box.
It says something about who my grandma is. But it ends with a sentence, saying that she’s dead. I right away stop reading. And now my dad is trying to tell me to get off the phone and eat. But when I try to talk to my grandma now and let her know that I need to put down the phone, the call seems to not be connecting right. At some points I hear her say ”Hello?”.
Then suddenly, I hear the fear in her voice as the call is connecting again. She has turned on facetime and she’s holding the phone up, as she’s trying to get back to her house as fast as she can with her bad back and legs.” I’m being followed!”. She screams. Dread washes over me. The facetime call is in very low quality but I can see something coming up behind her. And suddenly, it has jumped on her bag. What looks like a little girl. At first I want to laugh and tell my grandma it just one of the neighbour kids, I mean, it must be. Right?
But then I see how scared she still is. But my grandma looks absolutely horrified. So I freeze up. The quality of the call is still very bad. But I see how the girl opens her mouth. ”I’m calling the police!” I say, trying to scare the girl away. But she just keeps opening her mouth, until it’s bigger than a humans. And then she bites down in my grandmas neck. My grandma lets out a scream that could be heard for miles. I also scream aswell as shouting at my father ”CALL THE POLICE! CALL THE POLICE!”
I had a feeling that the little girl would kill my grandma if no lne got there quick enough. And I also had a feeling, that no one would get there wuick enough.
So therr I sat, on the face call. Watching this happening to someone I love, and there’s absolutely nothing I can do.
I’m stoll shaken.
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Lysa studied him carefully. She remembered him as a young man with of little status and big aspirations. He had been kind to her, maybe not to others but always to her. She had wanted to marry him but her parents had different plans for her and she didn't have a choice. She hoped therre was still some kindless left in him for her. She was hopeful when he didn't kill her right away.
Raising an eyebrow, Lysa stood up straighter and limped towards a chair. Her legs were hidden by her robes but she could feel the swelling in at least one of her knees. She didn't dare look, no idea how he would react to the injury caused by the rough-handling of his men, "It was... new," she admitted, letting the word hang in the air. In truth, it had been only a week, maybe two, and the marriage had not been properly consummated. Maximus had been too drunk for the first nights of their marriage and she let him believe he'd done his duty, "I suppose it's over now," she added, looking behind her toward her house. She saw no people other than his men.
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Cont from here // @gctawaygirl
Claudius sucked the inside of his cheek. The Roman did not expect to see the redhead again. Years before, before they were at the position they were in now, she was his lover. Claudius had loved her dearly, but when everything ended he did not allow himself to properly grieve her absence in his life. Claudius even intended to marry her, but he was a servant at the time. More important things were being set in place, and they took up all the room in his brain and heart.
Now she was before him again, surely facing death at his hand.
"I do have my orders." The order was capture and kill. Simple as that. But now, everything was complicated. Claudius sighed. The dark haired man remained on his chair. "Get up. Sit on the chair." He ordered. "I did not know you were married to Maximus..."
#muse : elysabeth of arzallum#elysabeth & claudius 001#interactions : elysabeth & claudius#partner : cxnsiglixrx#// thank you!#down for a bit of morally gray since i know you've read my rules
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Hnnngg. I just put in a request but I can’t help but make another. Could you do Skull x reader? Where reader runs a cafe and bakery setup and he starts falling for them. (Not just because reader can bake, but genuinely falls for the reader)
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Thank you so much for the request! I had fun writing for Skull since I hadn't done so in years! He might be a little out of character but I tried my best! I tried to change the style of writing from my Rider Oneshot so I hope that is okay!
Headers by my friend that wishes to remain anonymous!
Pronouns: Not Mentioned
Coroika: Skull x Reader
Warnings: None, Fluff, Named background Characters
Word Count: 1732
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I just finished setting up the cloud garland decoration at the front of the new shop I am working at for our grand opening. I took a couple of steps back and looked at all of my hard work to make the cafe and bakery look fresh! I was pretty proud of myself for being the only one decorating. I dusted off my apron and opened the door and turned to the clock. 7:49, we opened at 8:00 so I had some time to relax and see if anybody else needed help with anything. We didn't know if we would get that many customers, I had heard other squids talking about it as I passed them, so I think I will have a job for at least a couple of months. I'm pretty hopeful about this, the Cafe and Bakery were themed by the weather, we had stormy clouds hanging from the ceiling that we could switch out with grumpier ones, each wall was painted to match a type of weather, them being snow, wind, sunny and a rainbow!
"Arrre ya finished therre with those decorrations?" my boss, Angler asked, peaking outside the door that separated the kitchen from the rest of the room. I nodded back at him and he gave me a nod and went back into the kitchen. I looked back and saw seashell fixing some tablecloths that the triplets, Flip, Mesh and King messed up. I look outside and already can see a little bit of a lineup. I run up behind Seashell and point to the line outside. "I knew we would get customers on the first day! Every time I went to the square, I heard squids talking about it!" I said excitedly, they just nodded and got back to what they were doing. She wasn't very expressive, and that was okay! I went to grab my nametag and pin it onto the straps of my apron when I hear a shout from Angler. "Open the door mate! It be time!" He said with his thick accent. Flip came from the back and rushed over to open the doors for all the Inklings and Octolings that came for our grand opening!
King went behind one of the cash registers to start taking orders while Mesh went behind the other one. I went in the back with Angler to start making everything as well as Seashell and Flip. I put on a tentacle cap and washed my hands. There was a screen above a window in the wall that separated the kitchen from the rest of the cafe and bakery that showed us all the orders we needed to complete and get out there. Immediately orders started popping up on the screen. Medium coffee with 2 milk, Large cappuccino with chocolate drizzle, Medium Hot chocolate with whipped cream and sprinkles with a 16 pack of strawberry macaroons. I decided to take the hot chocolate and the macaroons so I started to bake. It didn't take long to make, hot chocolates were the easiest thing to make, at least for me.
I decided to take this out to their table as well since everyone else was in the middle of their orders. I packed up the macaroons in their usual box and picked up the hot chocolate in one hand, walking out the door to deliver the order. If I was correct, it was for table 9 so I set out for table 9 and see 4 inklings before me, one with orange tentacles and a beret, one with cyan tentacles and a gas mask, one with pink tentacles and a sun visor and one with purple tentacles and wore a skull bandana around his face. I thought I recognized them, but I can't place my finger on it, oh well. "Order for table 9? A hot chocolate and a 26 pack of strawberry macaroons?" I say to them. "Yep, that's us" I see the pink inkling say as I set the macaroons and hot chocolate down in front of him. He pushes the hot chocolate over to the purple inkling who I just noticed was staring at me. I give him a wave as I go back to the kitchen to prepare more orders.
I was preparing orders for 7 more hours until I got off my shift. Those 4 inklings stayed there the longest, well I noticed the orange and cyan one leave but the pink and purple ones stayed there until 12 and even ordered another batch of things. When my shift was over, I grabbed my things and left with the triplets, Seashell decided to work overtime until 10. a couple of other people who were hired came to do the afternoon shift. I didn't know them, but I didn't really need to at this moment. It was current 3 pm and I didn't have any plans except stay home. I got back to my apartment and did what I wanted to for the rest of the day.
Those 2 pink and purple inklings came back almost every day and I soon learned that their names were Skull and Aloha. They soon became some of my favourite customers in due time. When the Bakery and Cafe became a lot less crowded in the coming weeks, they would usually keep me company. One day when I had a full day shift just gotten on it, I saw Skull come in without Aloha and I got a little worried. "Skull! Where is Aloha?" I ask him. "He was busy today..." He said as he sat down at the counter table by the register. "The usual?" I ask him and he nods, so I put his usual order of a hot chocolate and 10 pack of strawberry macaroons into the tablet that went to the kitchen for it to be made. He handed me 850 cash and I put it in the register. It was a slow day at the cafe, I'm surprised how much it has calmed down since our grand opening, but I'm not complaining, my wages are still the same!
As we both wait for his order to be prepared, we started talking about whatever came to mind. He seemed to be really into the whole turf war thing! He told me that the Aloha and the 2 other inklings he came with on the first day were his teammates and were a part of a group called the S4! I never really did the turf wars, it just seemed too competitive for my tastes so I find it cool how he can be such a high rank. "Orderrr for Skull!" Angler called from the little window. I took it from him and gave it to Skull and he started eating. We were talking, me occasionally taking somebody's order and Seashell delivering it to their table. We stayed there talking until closing, Angler seemed to be annoyed with me talking to him, but couldn't do anything because I technically wasn't slacking off. When the clock struck 10, I gathered my things and began to shut down the shop.
"Is there any way I could help..?" He said bluntly and I noticed his face beginning to blush a little. "Nope! This is a job for employees only! But since you are the only customer left, could you please wait outside? I will join you when I'm done!" I said. He reluctantly nodded and I saw him go outside and stand by the door. Angler, Seashell and I began to do our nightly closing routine and locked up the shop. Angler usually drove Seashell home, so that left me to walk home by myself, well, I assumed Skull was coming too. I lock the front doors as Angler locks the back and I see Skull still waiting for me. "Sorry if that took long! I didn't mean to make you wait." I said with a worried smile. He shook his head with a quiet "It's Okay..." as we began talking again. "Do you live around here?" I ask him. "No, I'm walking you home." He replies. "Really? Thanks! That's sweet of you!" I tell him, not bothering with a 'You don't have to do that'. he just nods I notice his blush grow deeper and he turns his head away from me.
"Well, where do you live?" I ask him, trying to start a conversation up again. "Near the plaza... Never bothered to move places when I moved to the square for turf..." He replied. "Any reason?" I ask him. "Well, I live near my family, I still have my old friends and if I'm being honest, it's faster to get to the bakery from the Plaza than the Square.". He noticed that? I thought they were around the same distance. I never noticed how observant he was about those kinds of things. I continue on the conversation and before we knew it, we were at my place. "OH!" I yell out of the blue. Skull didn't even flinch and turned to look at me. "Do you have a phone? I could give you my number so we can keep talking!" I say. He seemed to like that idea and pulled out his squid phone and gave it to me. I proceeded to put in my number and my name to be 'Y/N 🍞' and handed it back to him.
He pressed call to see if it worked and my phone started blaring (Favorite Song) since that was what I set my ringtone as. He nodded and cancelled the call, not judging me or surprised at what my ringtone was, he looked like all was normal. We said our goodbyes as I went up to my apartment and started to get ready for bed right as I walked in the door. Even though I didn't work tomorrow, I still wanted to go to bed as early as I could. I put on my favourite thing to sleep in and plugged my phone in as I sat on the bed. I immediately see a text from Skull. "want to hang out tomorrow?" it said. I didn't think he would text me right away, I found that funny. "Yea!! Wanna do it at 12?" I send back to him. "sure.". I set my alarm for 10 so I have time to get ready and crawl into bed, making sure I get a good night's sleep so I can hang out with him and not be all grumpy.
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Thank you so much for reading! Sorry this took a little longer! I don't really have much to say here besides from I'm still working on other requests! I'm looking forward to them being finished!
Lots of Love
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#splatoon 2#splatoon#splatoon manga#coroika x reader#splatoon manga x reader#coroika#skull x reader splatoon#splatoon x reader
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A hivemind is an ENTIRELY different thing than a system oh my god. They're inverses of each other. Hivemind = 1 mind several bodies (may or may not have variation on how independant the bodies are: I.E. the 'individuals' in a hivemind may have their OWN conciousness, but ultimately theirs gives way to the 'group' conciousness or they are just supplimentary to it. Classic hiveminds tend to have no individuality across bodies, though - just one giant shared conciousness across several bodies, possibly with a 'queen'/the lone 'individual' in the hivemind who controls it (a concept from an outdated model of hives IRL because hiveminds do not exist in real life) Can be read more about on TVtropes if that's confusing. Think of the Flood from Halo.
It's the complete inverse of systems - several conciousness in one body, usually with diverging wants, goals, and traits, ect. A system is not "controlled" by any one member, per say, because every member is a person (or a fragment or a facet or a....) RvB does systems a little differently, because the AI can be seperated (unlike the human brain, which you cannot remove the conciousness of, even if therr is several.) but you can see the several minds / shared 'body' with Epsilon and the Meta. The Meta is a bit trickier because there was.... something going on to make them all WANT to find the Alpha, but the audience is never told or shown what this is, so that part is up to speculation. But the Meta and the AI is easy to determine this way: if you removed an AI from the Meta, it can be safely assumed they would not know what the others are thinking anymore. The conciousness is not shared between the Meta and the AI removed from it. Not inferred from scenes with the Meta, but instead from the repeated and explicitly shown instances of an AI getting removed from someone's head, and boom! They don't know what each other are thinking anymore. You can't talk to Omega through someone if he isn't there, in their head. The AI can leave messages, but you can't speak to them. They won't know what you're saying if you do, as seen with Delta in s6. But slightly inferred from the Meta, because all of the AI did get removed. And you know what happened? They were gone. Meta clearly wanted someone back in his head, but the rest were no longer there. Their mind was not shared across bodies. They were all part of the Meta, but the Meta existed without them, alone. Removed the minds, left just him behind. The body - Maine - does not have some magic brainlink to the AI, they have to be in his head for him to know what they're thinking. Functionally and conceptually the opposite of a hivemind.
TL;DR hivemind = one mind several bodies / system = one body several minds
#singlets I am revoking talking about the Meta privileges#my phrasing might not be the best here but I just woke up and I know things.#there are other tropes about shared bodies but do I look like someone who wants to teach you about everuthing ever. i would die#nonsense thoughts
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hi hi hi!!! i LOVED your platonic bakusquad hcs <3 i was wondering if i could send in a request of platonic!bakusquad with a reader really stressed out + swamped with schoolwork ^^; thank you so much, i hope you're having a great day!
platonic!bakusquad comforts stressed reader
pairing: platonic!bakusquad x gn!reader
type: fluff, comfort fic
warnings: mentions of high levels of stress
author's notes: thank you for this request!! i had a lot of fun writing platonic bakusquad and this was no exception! i normally don't write for them in my spare time either so this was a really nice way for me to remember why i love them sm fjxnxncn
also really sorry if it's super short/rushed 😓 my mental health hasn't been so great and it takes a lot of energy to stay focused, even if i love it djdjskmd
Hanta Sero
(he's so pretTY-)
it took this boy 1.000000002 seconds to understand what was going on. he was quick, even if he was a little quiet compared to the rest of the group.
he noticed how you pulled in, retreated and found comfort in the confines of your room and in knowing that even if you were absolutely at your emotional limits, you'd get the work done. he would go to you directly, but he also didn't want to put any stress of confrontation on you, so instead he started doing something else.
this man dropped everything. he started picking up snacks after school and heading straight to your room where he knew you'd be all locked up. the dorms allowed him therr until curfew, and for about a week straight he stayed until required to go to bed.
on the thursday of that week, he went into your dorm early. he took your favorite snacks, hoping he'd catch you before you started working. he caught you at a much worse time, though.
you hadn't noticed him coming in because you were facing outside and you had given him permission to come in any time he wanted. but he noticed you crying over your notebook. he saw the textbooks all open and scattered with the balled up and ripped paper joining them.
you were doing fine. you were getting through all your work and everything was finally falling into place, but then bakugou texted the group chat to see if anyone wanted to study for the test the next day. you thought he was wrong. it was wednesday and the test was friday, right?
wrong. and now you were cramming as much as you could while you had other work waiting that had to be done in the morning. it was just all so much, and without an outlet, you hit your limit.
sero quickly put down the bag of snacks. "hey..." you tensed and your hsnds went quickly to wipe your eyes, but then sero was leaning down and hugging you from behind.
the man asked if that was okay, of course, and when you said yes, he let go, turned you in your chair, and hugged you tight. you couldn't come up with an excuse, a reason for him NOT to worry, and instead you caved.
all that stress, everything you'd put yourself through, you fell apart.
"your grades can always be edited. your health can't. you need a break." you tried to fight him on it, but he quickly added to his statement. "an hour. an hour at a time, okay? and when it's up, we'll get everything done together. besides, i brought you the most expensive snacks in the machines and if you don't take them, my money will have gone to give kaminari sugar rushes-"
you two spent an hour in your bed, cuddling (or not, whatever you're comfy with ofc!!), eating snacks, and trying go see if sero could catch a tiny tiny cookie in his mouth. after that, he did as he said and helped you work through the rest of your assignments AND studying. and once that was up, you two were back in bed competing on Subway Surfer on his phone-
sero was gonna be there to support you, he'd made that clear. all that he ask was you support yourself. because if not, he'd have to tape you up and make you-
Mina Ashido
(PANSEXUAL-LEANING-TOWARDS-FEM-PREFERENCE-PANIC HHHH SHE'S SO 😩 I LOVE HER SM)
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN... HER.
she is the bestest friend anyone could ask for tbh.
in fact, even if you haven't been childhood best friends, she EASILY catches onto what you're feeling just based on your vibes.
one day, you're off. actually, the entire week you'd been off, but she wasn't going to press when you clearly didn't want to acknowledge it. after a while, though, she realized you were never going to bring it up because it was something you didn't even know was an issue. not until she showed up in your room with a bottle of your favorite drink, water, snacks, and pills to help relieve headaches. and a notebook.
"uh... mina? what's all this?"
"a study time pack. for my best friend. obviously." she smiled and opened the snack bag. "and maybe a movie or three when you take a break."
"uh- i-i can't take breaks. i- sorry, thank you. really. it means a lot, but i have so much to do and-"
"it's friday."
"what? no, it's Thursday."
"it's friday. and you have all weekend to work, and tomorrow you'll be well rested and have a study group scheduled eith your best friends. and right now it's late and you have yet to leave your desk for anything other than a water bottle and a borrowed pencil from kami.'
"how did you-?"
"it's not stalking, it's detective work." she stood up and put a movie on your laptop, setting it up on the bed. "you need a break..." her smile slipped. "you're gonna work yourself to death like this. one night, that's it. and we'll figure it out from here, okay?" you hesitantly nodded, immediate relief flowing through you. "besides, you need to tell me about your little crush on-"
"OKAY, MOVIE'S GOIN-"
this definitely becomes a weekly thing.
you'd marry her if she wasn't your bestie for life.
Katsuki Bakugou
p-p-pretty- (ive become a bakugou simp i used to hate this man-)
this man knows a lot abt working yourself to death. he does it all the time, but because of that he can hide it until he's in the hospital. or at least he'd like to think so.
you tried that because you thought that, too. this wasn't the first time work was getting to you in this way. you've been broken, cut down, chewed up, and spit out by school work since the beginning of middle school. typically you could bury it all down as soon as you stepped away from the books, but right now it was following you.
you had multiple exams and important assignments on your list, so your head was always trying to figure out how you could cross something off the list.
right now you were supposed to be helping your best bully friend in the kitchen, but instead you had lost track of time and were on your third row of msth problems. nothing else existed other than you and your work. nothing. your feelings, your friends, your life. nothing. just. work.
you'd been going down this spiral for so long that you forgot what it was like to relax or breathe anymore. you continued down that spiral then, at your desk, until there was a loud knock on your door. there were three rounds, but you only caught the last one.
"who is it?!" you didn't stand from your desk. you'd just paused and pushed yourself away from the work a little, which snapped you back into reality.
"check the time, fog head!!" he huffed quietly to himself, but not out of anger or frustration. he was concerned, really, because you usually did your best to be as punctual as possible. this was also something you two had been planning out for a while, even went grocery shopping together to make sure you had everything. so for you to miss this...?
when he heard the "oh...sHIT-!!" he knew you'd seen the clock. he heard you scramble around in your room before the door swung open. you didn't even greet him, just walked past him. "uh- the- yeah. dinner. okay." you sounded so scattered... he couldn't let you be around knives, boiling pots, and other hazardous things with you in that state of mind. he grabbed your arm, then pulled away when you tensed snd swung around.
he wanted to say something, but he couldn't. your eyes, there were so tired but so... desperate. anxious. if it were anyone else, he'd think you were annoyed with him. but you weren't anyone else, you were his best friend. [your name]. you two looked at each other for a solid ten seconds in the middle of the hallway. the only noise was the muffled music coming from jirou's room.
at first you just stared. slowly it turned into a glare, but when he didn't budge, the tears started welling up. he realized you'd started stuttering over breaths, and soon he was stepping toward you. his big guy persona didn't fall, but he hugged you, and you cracked.
you leaned into him and just started crying, apologizing quietly and mumbling about how horrible you've been as a friend. he didn't stop you. he knew you weren't gonna listen if he told you otherwise before you were done letting it out.
he started forcing you to stick to his group study schedule. this man is a problem solver. yes, he's great emotional support, but not with words. more with actions and listening. but it worked. over time, you started relaxing more. studying became a healthy thing. sure, sometimes you fell off the path, but he pulled you back on by your ear.
10/10, is a fuckin god tbh
Denki Kaminari
HDNDND LOOK AT EM-
he loves you, okay? y'all are besties and honestly he can't see a world without you two playing pranks on the rest of the group together. but, unfortunately, that's what he's had to see as of late.
you were flaking on him, left and right. and he knew it wasn't intentional because you were like him; when there was a lot on your mind, you forgot everything else. you stumbled over words, took longer to process responses, zoned out every chance your brain gave you. it was hsrd to get through your day to days, but you usually managed without getting to worked up. but now? now you were scattered.
you weren't in your room. instead you were in the cafeteria, surprisingly quiet as you read page after page about the Earth's history or something along those lines. actually no. you paused. wrong page. wrong unit entirely. you grumbled and quickly found the right page. as much information as you took in, though, your head felt empty, like it was all falling out through your ears. it got worse. and worse. and worse. until you heard ringing, and you zoned out, and now you were mindlessly reading over the same paragraph, not remembering a single syllable and not writing a single note.
not even when your best friend slid into the seat next to you did you realize the state you were stuck in, trying to force yourself to learn and remember and retain. but it wouldn't work. nothing would work. the textbook was closed, and it still took you some time to come out of it. you blinked away the fuzziness in your head and looked sy the hand.
"-and sero said you haven't taken a break in hours." his brows were pulled in concern. he didn't know what to do next. because honestly he wasn't good with this. but when you just slumped forward, burying your head in your arms on the table, he patted your head.
"i forgot again, didn't i?" quiet. he didn't want to make you feel bad. "i can't remember anything, kami... not-not the formulas, anything from the study sessions; anything. nothing... i think... i think i'm just stupid." and it caught him off guard. he froze, and then huffed and ruffled your hair.
"you're not stupid. you're just-" he lost hid words all of a sudden. "uh- you're out of data right now."
quiet. processing. and then a little laugh from you. and then more hair ruffling, which led to you to just having your heads on the table, almost napping but not quite.
that became a routine. he didn't know how to stop you from over-working, and sometimes it took him a while to notice the signs. but then you two would just lay down. on the floor, on a bed, on the couch, on the table. and breathe. grounding, getting back in touch, and feeling okay.
10000/10 he's doing the best he can and yes he will eventually start asking kirishima for help to actually get you to relax more.
Eijiro Kirishima
(sero is still my #1 but b-but but-)
this man. he's the best at emotions in the group. well, the best in terms of understanding and catching onto them.
that's what happened this time around. you were studying. again. you'd been studying for hours upon hours, driving yourself up the wall to figure everything out for the homework. you thought maybe, just maybe, if you studied only in the library, you'd be able to focus.
you were wrong.
ei was picking out some picks that midoriya asked him to pick up for their planned study session, and when he saw you he realized how...opposite of his composure you seemed.
he was relaxed, even giving a light hum as he pulled the titles (i kept reading this as an alt word 😩) that izuku had listed for him. you were silent. you were staring at the book in front of you intensely, trying to make sense of it all. but you'd done so many worksheets already that you couldn't process anymore. it was too much. after a couple more seconds, you slammed it shut and closed your eyes. a headache started coming on. you reached for your water bottle just to realize you'd finished it a while ago. a groan escaped you and then you peeked at the table. so much work. you glared sharply at it and covered your face. this was too much it was all too damn much.
you jumped at the movement of the chair next to you. you sat up straight and turned, only relaxing when you saw ei. you two were close. super close, like siblings. and he was always incredibly supportive. you two were supposed to have a movie night, actually, until you anxiously opted out in exchange for some "much-needed" work time. but it seems all that you had was work time.
he offered a sympathetic smile, and you had to turn away. after a second, you just sighed. "i can't keep doing this, kiri. i-i... nothing is working. i can't keep up. i'm-i'm trying so-so hard but it's... it's not enough. i can't do classwork, homework, training, i can't do anything ri-!" you would've continued had you not been shushed by the librarian. and that shush was your final straw. you stood when you noticed the tearing up, ready to excuse yourself for a moment, but then some steady arms wrapped around you and you melted.
he hugged you, wordless, allowing you to just feel for a bit.
"it's not you, okay? this is all hard, and everyone processes things differently. it's very manly of you to try and work so hard, but you gotta breathe man." (yes, he calls everyone bro/man, it's my hc and eventually mina teaches him that women are fucking epic but anyways-)
for a solid month while school was going towards your next week-long break, he was there. he'd sit next to you so you could talk when it'd help you better process everything, would work on his own stuff so you didn't feel bad, and always had some extra water or snacks despite the library rules.
it was nice to have someone back you up like that.
100000000/1, he's amazing, really. :)
#mina ashido#x male reader#xmale!readerblog#x gender neutral reader#bakusquad#bnha bakugou#denki fluff#denki x male reader#bnha sero#mhaxreader#eijirou x reader#mha kirishima#mha x male reader#mha x reader#read with me lovelies
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Host — Chapter 1
A filthy little ficlet for Tommy x Alfie. Set somewhere in the future of my Mistakes AU. Thanks for the moodboard @dini73 x
Tommy finds immense comfort in immobility, which it's taken him years to admit. In fact, he's pretty sure he never has admitted it but Alfie knows anyway. Like he knows all of Tommy's darkest fears and desires - what's delicious or hateful or mortifying and how to blend all three.
He's outdone himself tonight. Tommy is kneeling on the floor, chest resting on a long padded bench with his arms stretched out either side. Buckles secure him to the bench, spaced at regular intervals between his shoulders and his wrists. It's remarkably comfortable, actually; there are folded towels beneath his knees and his ankles are cuffed securely to a metal frame on the floor. He can rock his hips an inch or two, lift his head or let it hang over the front of the bench, but otherwise he can't move - not until he squeezes the toy in his hand or Alfie decides he's had enough.
"No talking for you tonight, petal," Alfie had said as he fitted the ballgag. And Tommy finds comfort in that too. He's not sure what there is to say anyway when he's tied down, bent over and utterly subjugated to Alfie's whims. Perhaps whim isn't quite the right word though, implying as it does a suddenness of impulse that belies the precision planning which has clearly gone into this evening. Case in point, the latex suit, which fits Tommy like a glove.
"You'll look like a halloween cat," Alfie had said as he smothered Tommy in silicon gel before easing him into the garment. The process had been painstaking and ridiculous, Alfie so fastidious in his desire for a wrinkle-free finish that he'd pulled and smoothed and adjusted the fit until Tommy was ready to scream. After fifteen minutes of ungraceful twisting and turning he had almost balked at this latest addition to their playtime repertoire. But then Alfie stood behind him and zipped him up at the back.
It was a shock, the completeness of the sensation, like being held together, gripped all over by some lasivious omnipresent force. Heat pooled in Tommy's stomach and spread all over his body, until every inch of his skin was blushing. The suit felt snug and slick and intimate and wrong and so very fucking depraved and yet his ribcage relaxed and opened within the confines of its grip. He let his head drop forward as he released a shaky breath.
"Yeah, I knew you'd like it," Alfie said, patting him on the arse. The full-body-blush intensified and crept onto his face.
It seems obscene to be strapped down like this in their living room of all places. Usually they default to the bedroom, or, for specially planned scenes, a playroom in the castle. The TV is on low in the background; some facile gameshow with an irritating host and frequent bouts of canned laughter. There are other sounds in the room too, Alfie preparing whatever it is that Alfie is preparing. Equipment of some sort's involved, items are being shifted and plugged and therr are infrequent clunking sounds. Tommy tries not to predict what might come next, half the thrill is in the fear, and Alfie’s creativity defies eve complex cojutation. Besides, Tommy feels somewhat protected within the confines of the latex. No doubt any sense of security will shortly be rendered false.
After several minutes the movements stop and a hand strays between Tommy's legs. Alfie rubs over the length of his hard cock, which is straining against the suit. It feels good, Alfie's hand on the latex, moving slowly up and down, but he takes it away abruptly and tuts behind Tommy's ear. "That won't do I'm afraid," he says. "You have three minutes to make your dick go down or I'll make it go down myself."
A delicious chill runs through Tommy's veins and his cock strains all the more. What did you fucking expect he wants to say, but all he can do is huff around the ball-gag like a frustrated pony igniting the bit.
Behind him Alfie stands up and, with a familiar series of high-pitched beeps, sets a timer on his watch. "You've a hundred and eighty seconds to get yourself under control."
A hood is placed over his head. Tommy swallows as best he can and tries to focus on nothing. It's pathetic, how easily Alfie can humiliate him and how much that turns him on. All he can think of is those gruff words - make it go down myself - of what exactly Alfie has in mind and whether being spanked through latex will hurt as much as it does on bare skin. He wants to do as he's told, wants to demonstrate the self-control he's perfected in every other area of his life, but he isn't in control here, not even of his own body. His trepidation rises with every second that ticks slowly by. Sweat collects in the small of his back, his armpits, his balls, the crease of his arse. It's disgusting, and yet his errant cock remains determinedly hard.
He clenches his eyes shut inside the hood and tunes into the television. The quiz show host is asking a question, which city is furthest from London: Carlisle, Durham or Leeds? Tommy's cock presses against a seam in the suit and he squirms to reduce the friction. It isn't Leeds, that much he knows, but the other two are close. He tries to picture Carlisle on the map, visualise which is further North. I'm going to have to press you the host says in a condescending voice. The contestant groans and answers, but a terrible line of fire across Tommy's arse distracts him from hearing what's said. He gasps and bucks in shock as the fake-audience applauds.
"Let's see if ten will do it," Alfie says and starts in immediately. The ensuing strikes more than answer Tommy's earlier question - it hurts like a bastard through the suit.
"Delrin," Alfie clarifies, not that Tommy was asking, he knows the synthetic material makes for a frightfully painful cane. By five his cock has withered, but Alfie continues regardless until he's delivered the promised set. He ignores Tommy's laboured panting as he feels between his legs.
"There, much better, treacle," he says, or some such platitude, Tommy's too busy trying to bring his breathing back under control to register the exact words. He can take a lot of pain, much to their mutual delight, but he struggles to get on top of it when delivered cold and hard. Which Alfie knows full well, the bastard. "Don't worry, I have just the thing to keep your arousal under control."
It turns out there's a second zip in Tommy's suit, a small one which runs from his pubic bone to the small of his back. Alfie opens it carefully, exposing his most intimate parts to the coolness of the room. Something cold and rigid is squeezed over his cock and balls.
"Chastity cage," Alfie explains, as if Tommy were an imbecile. "This'll help you concentrate on the main event." He fixes a second piece of metal to the ring around Tommy's balls. After a minute or two of fiddling, during which Tommy's abject horror ought to prevent any form of arousal, Alfie tuts and secures some screws. "Getting turned on when I'm locking your precious little prick away kind of defeats the object, don't it? Do you need another ten? Hmm?"
Tommy grunts and shakes his head vehemently and Alfie secures the device. It forces Tommy's cock downwards, compressing its length within a metal cage. He flexes his hand around the squeaker toy, nervous of where this might lead.
Alfie's brought up chastity once or twice, but never as a serious suggestion, or so Tommy thought. Then again, Tommy's never put it on his red list either, and therefore it's fair game. He relaxes his hand around the toy and resigns himself to the shame, which he knows will likely be followed by exquisite pleasure if only he can endure the in-between.
"Good boy," Alfie says quietly. The tenderness poured into those two little words makes Tommy's breath hitch in his chest. He feels ridiculously exposed with his genitals unzipped, far more naked than if he was wearing nothing at all.
Just then the doorbell rings and Alfie gets to his feet. "Bang on time," he says appreciatively.
Surely he hasn't ordered food now is the first thought through Tommy’s head.
"I do like punctuality," Alfie says. "Just you wait there for our guest."
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Yall I had such a bad stress dream last that i woke up with a migraine. The worst part is i knew i should have taken my medicine before bed to help but i just told myself id be fine. I know some of you know im supposed to be moving to texas this summer and thats something that has been weighing on my mind for a while. Especially since my family down there has slightly* different morals then i do.
So anyway my dream started with me spending time with them no big deal but then we had to go out onto this weird surreal beach where it felt like dusk but there was this glow that helped us all to see. As i got closer to the shore line i noticed there was a cliff that blocked part of the beach and the only way to get to the other side was to go into the water to get around. I felt very fearful for some reason to even go down there... i walked back up to the house where my family was staying thinking "i need to go to work im late i have to get to work"
but then when i saw my brother and sister i got so happy and just wanted to spend time with them. I ended up getting called away into the livingroom from my dad asking if im gunna go out and have fun with them before i could answer i got called into the kitchen by someone sayinng they missed me. (In irl i dont think they really miss me) and they asked for a hug. I went in to give them a hug and they acted like i was hurting them.... they they said something like a little lighter so i did and right away they acting like i was hurting them.... so i said "im going to stop. Im not trying to hurt you" and walked back out towards this beach.
I guess it has gotten darker cuz i noticed it was glowing behind that cliff. I started walking toward the water cautiously before noticing there were crystals growing out of the water beyond the cliff. I started to step into the water and started getting the thought again that i was late for work and i didnt have much time. Therr was a larger one i really wanted but knew id "be late" if i tried to get to it. I ended up just reaching down and grabbing what looked like a small piece of clear quarts. As i was running back up the beach i bumped into my dad and gave him the crystal. He like kindaaa said thank you but seemed more confused then anything.
The closer i got to the house the more i was like fuck work i dont need to be there. Why do i care so much. I need to just sit and enjoy this time with my family. But before i could fully convince myself i was like "OH BUT THERE IS THIS ONEEEEE THINGGGG I HAVE TO DDOOOO" so now it flashes to be being at work and i snuck into work cuz i didnt want anyone to know i was there and every time someone was about to "catch me" on god i would NARUTO RUN away from them and i was so fast they couldn't see me 😂 im still not sure if i got done what i needed to at work but i remember turning this one corner and there were like 5-6 coworkers and i just naruto ran as fast as i could past them and made it out the back door...
i woke up for a bit took my migraine medication and went back to sleep
Back in my dream its the next day and i was in a managers office getting written up for missing work even thou i got all my work done. I remember just. .. sitting there..... i asked are you serious?? After all ive done?? Then i just sat there again..... i said i had to use the bathroom. walked toward the other side of the building and just started to light everything on fire.
There was no emotion on my face until i heard everyone start to realize and scream. Everyone ran towards the exits and i just stood in the middle of everything feeling like i could finally breath even though there was nothing but flames and smoke around me. Right as i felt like the flames would touch me i turned around and saw one emergency exit not blocked by the flame. I debating for a moment if i wanted to escape. The next thing i knew i was at the door pushing it open. I dont remember anything after that....
Sorry for any spelling errors but i had to hurry up and type this out before i forgot. I feel like my tumblr family are the only people that rrally care sometimes i weird as that seems. Thank you to anyone who read the whole thing or even part of it <3 i hope everyone has a good day! And for any FBI agents reading this i have no intention of burning my place of work down 😂
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